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Mood for all of 2019..why?..I was born in a small village in a poor country being ravaged by war, escaped ...
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Mood for all of 2019..why?..I was born in a small village in a poor country being ravaged by war, escaped to a refugee camp to come to america to face racism, ignorance and hate.. running the streets led to a life behind concrete walls and iron bars with real life monsters..survived the penitentiary ... Mood for all of 2019..why?..I was born in a small village in a poor country being ravaged by war, escaped to a refugee camp to come to america to face racism, ignorance and hate.. running the streets led to a life behind concrete walls and iron bars with real life monsters..survived the penitentiary to come home to a brand new world..one I was not prepared for..entered the fight game because anger was all I had..it was all I knew..then she entered my life, taught me how to love myself, others and he world around me...showed me that my anger and depression was the direct result of trauma caused by living a hard life..my whole world changed because I identified myself with my anger and my trauma..so letting go of who I thought I was seemed difficult if not impossible ..but I continued to grow..even after life took her far from me..,((i will always be forever grateful and in love with her ))...I enrolled in school, got a few degrees and started helping people get their health under control..a few years later I opened a gym and five years after that I closed the doors so I could continued to grow...and find a place where my soul is at ease and my demons can sleep..until I need them again...for all those coping with depression and anxiety, for those struggling to overcome the odds and make it, this is our year..this is your year..stay strong and stay blessed.. #2019 #fitover40 #love #life #light
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.
“And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison ...
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“And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers.” : @mitchjjenkins #MEMORIALDAY #MAY28th #SIXONHISTORY #sixonhistoryseasontwo #SIX #WatchYourSIX #gotyoursix #navySEALs #Devgru #SEALteamsix #easyday ... “And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers.” 📷: @mitchjjenkins #MEMORIALDAY #MAY28th #SIXONHISTORY #sixonhistoryseasontwo #SIX #WatchYourSIX #gotyoursix #navySEALs #Devgru #SEALteamsix #easyday #neverquit #tillvalhalla #HistoryChannel #Brotherhood #bleed #nolimits #TheOnlyEasyDayWasYesterday #getoutside #getsome #Family #live #laugh #love #Life #USA #pulpfiction #samjackson
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EITHER WE TRULY TRUST GOD OR WE DON’T... To many time we try to make things PERFECT, we want our lives ...
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EITHER WE TRULY TRUST GOD OR WE DON’T... To many time we try to make things PERFECT, we want our lives to look like it reflects the glory of God, so we work harder, tirelessly and labor in the things He has already given us, acting as if it was ours in the first place. Then expecting God and others ... EITHER WE TRULY TRUST GOD OR WE DON’T... To many time we try to make things PERFECT, we want our lives to look like it reflects the glory of God, so we work harder, tirelessly and labor in the things He has already given us, acting as if it was ours in the first place. Then expecting God and others to move ... EVERYTHING we do is GOD’s there is nothing he has not already touched, therefore, why do we continue to act as if we have to prove it to HIM. Could it be our perpetual insecurities, doubts and mistrust of who God really? We have been disillusioned believing the lie of fear, the lie of anger, and the lie of it’s not or we are not good enough ... The devil is a liar, God is good and He as already paid the prices for our rest; Is the payment of God not good enough? Is the payment of God of lesser value than, the work we put in ?
Today focus on the mission and let God perform the execution.
Father, this day forgive me for making your plans for me something they are not , something they were never meant to be, something I created outside of the creativity you gave me... REST LORD JESUS

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One of the hardest lesson in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lesson in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. One of the hardest lesson in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. ☺️😊
Choose your battles... When everything gets too much just surrender, fighting against your emotions ...
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Choose your battles... When everything gets too much just surrender, fighting against your emotions is not gonna do anything? Constantly trying to fight the anger, pain, sadness... just go with it, let it come up instead of fighting it. feel your feelings. when all fails just breath and ... Choose your battles... When everything gets too much just surrender, fighting against your emotions is not gonna do anything? Constantly trying to fight the anger, pain, sadness... just go with it, let it come up instead of fighting it. feel your feelings. when all fails just breath and surrender. No emotion is bad. It’s when we reject them that we feel uncomfortable.
These are the times that we grow most. Sit with it let it come up. You will come out the other side never the same.
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on. And we fight to let go. Choose your fight. light leaks by @shecaitlynmarie my girl One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on. And we fight to let go. Choose your fight. 📷 light leaks 😉 by @shecaitlynmarie my girl ♥️
Never!!! #love #anger #friend #life #emotions #thoughtoftheday #quotesndnotes #quoteswagon #feelingmyself
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Never!!! #love #anger #friend #life #emotions #thoughtoftheday #quotesndnotes #quoteswagon #feelingmyself Never!!! #love #anger #friend #life #emotions #thoughtoftheday #quotesndnotes #quoteswagon #feelingmyself
“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. ...
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“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and fight to let go.” “One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and fight to let go.”
Change. I've come to believe one of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, ...
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Change. I've come to believe one of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. : @sarahosorio19 Change. I've come to believe one of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. 📷: @sarahosorio19
Happy Father's Day to the man that taught me how to play guitar and appreciate good music. I can't ...
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Happy Father's Day to the man that taught me how to play guitar and appreciate good music. I can't thank you enough for instilling hard work and determination into my life and loving me even after I fail constantly. Thanks for always reminding me to never let the sun set on my anger. Love you pops. Happy Father's Day to the man that taught me how to play guitar and appreciate good music. I can't thank you enough for instilling hard work and determination into my life and loving me even after I fail constantly. Thanks for always reminding me to never let the sun set on my anger. Love you pops.
 #anger. #marktwain. #life. #love
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wheter it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wheter it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on, and we fight to let go. / - #reginehome #interior_magasinet #vakrehjemoginteriør #boligpluss #boligdrøm #interior123 #interior4all ... One of the hardest
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It was BLACK WOMEN that raised the white mans children. Breast feed, cooked, loved & nurtured their ...
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It was BLACK WOMEN that raised the white mans children. Breast feed, cooked, loved & nurtured their families. Our strength should never be discredited. Do not view passion as anger. Strong woman created for strong men, the weak will disagree. #blackqueens #strength #love #life #rp @nubian_soul_warrior It was BLACK WOMEN that raised the white mans children. Breast feed, cooked, loved & nurtured their families. Our strength should never be discredited. Do not view passion as anger. Strong woman created for strong men, the weak will disagree. #blackqueens #strength #love #life #rp @nubian_soul_warrior
"Letting Go" Cut the negative to make room for the positive <span class="emoji emoji1f4ab"></span> Maybe someday I should take my own ...
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"Letting Go" Cut the negative to make room for the positive Maybe someday I should take my own advice... #poetcommunity #poem #poems #write #writing #writers #writer #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #poetsociety #poetry #words #depressed #anger #suicidal #love #life #lifequotes ... "Letting Go"

Cut the negative to make room for the positive 💫 Maybe someday I should take my own advice... #poetcommunity #poem #poems #write #writing #writers #writer #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #poetsociety #poetry #words #depressed #anger #suicidal #love #life #lifequotes #spilledink #relationship #boyfriends #sad #poetrysociety #poetsifig #igpoets #writersofig #feelings #thoughts #wordporn #original
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One of the hardest lessons in life in letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life in letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. One of the hardest lessons in life in letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.
I just finished the Lorien legacies and I don't know what the heck to do with myself. I'm not happy ...
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I just finished the Lorien legacies and I don't know what the heck to do with myself. I'm not happy with the deaths - - Spoilers don't read if you haven't read etc - - - You rebel read at your own discretion. -. -. - - - - - I don't like how Sarah died. I didn't like how eight died either but his ... I just finished the Lorien legacies and I don't know what the heck to do with myself. I'm not happy with the deaths -
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I don't like how Sarah died. I didn't like how eight died either but his was more bearable than Sarah's for some reason. Oddly enough I'd rather Sarah die ( in the perspective as if I had a choice of how the books went ) and not eight. Because Sarah's death I lowkey wanted despite liking her character because I felt like it's what really would have gotten John to really finish the war which it did, his drive and hunger went up ten fold with a different reason to save the world, it not being to save it to have a normal life with Sarah's. Eights felt unnecessary almost just because it could have been prevented if nine HAD SHUT THE FUCK UP. Cocky ass 😂😭❤️ and I didn't like johns reaction. He seemed a little tooo numb. I wanted him to lash out because of how upset he was. To yell at mark saying , or trying to convince himself really, that it wasn't his fault. Maybe yell at sam eventually coming to terms it was " all" his fault and how unfair and cruel fate was. How he never should have brought her in to the war. Mark acted the way I wanted John to act. He was too calm. I get John was in shock so I can understand why people can't bring themselves to cry and be really numb and still be freakishly upset which John WAS don't get me wrong. I just wanted more raw emotion out of him instead of the " I'm so numb by this death" emotion. Would have made the scene more emotional and intense. I'm glad you could see the change in attitude in terms of his blood thirst which the whole team could see it's something you'd expect when you lose a loved one in books like these characters obviously want their revenge. Really wanted to see the psychological aspect as well. Instead we got sleepless nights and a cold John. I liked his cold attitude but I wanted him reach his breaking point mentally and totally lash out and just be upset before collecting himself. Maybe a nice cry scene where he just wrecks stuff out of anger. Love seeing the dynamic of spilling over
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go weather it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go weather it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal change is never easy we fight to hold on and we fight to let go.you can't change how people treat you or what they say about you all you can do is change how you react to it. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go weather it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal change is never easy we fight to hold on and we fight to let go.you can't change how people treat you or what they say about you all you can do is change how you react to it.
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Agreed with @medyabulduk <span class="emoji emoji1f64f"></span> Hate is learned. So remember that “No matter what happens in life, choose kindness ...
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Agreed with @medyabulduk Hate is learned. So remember that “No matter what happens in life, choose kindness over anger, love over hate, and forgiveness over resentment.” —Nelson Mandela - Check @medyabulduk out for more of her amazing Art - #art #hate #kindness #love #forgiveness ... Agreed with @medyabulduk 🙏
Hate is learned. So remember that “No matter what happens in life, choose
kindness over anger, love over hate, and forgiveness over resentment.” ❤️🙏 —Nelson Mandela
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We are not a perfect couple, we’ve said it before and we’ll always stand by it especially in the face ...
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We are not a perfect couple, we’ve said it before and we’ll always stand by it especially in the face of social media. Most days are mundane and we’re too exhausted to do anything but lay with one another in silence, some weekends we are so drained from the week that we don’t leave the house and ... We are not a perfect couple, we’ve said it before and we’ll always stand by it especially in the face of social media. Most days are mundane and we’re too exhausted to do anything but lay with one another in silence, some weekends we are so drained from the week that we don’t leave the house and nap periodically between chores throughout the day. We have disagreements, moments of anger and frustration, we’ve lied to one another, we’ve hurt one another, we’re human-flawed, selfish, irrational and learning. What has helped us form a strong bond, is to understand and stick to the core of who the other person is. When times get tough, think of the core of the person who you’re with-Denis always has the best intentions and a kind heart. We invest heavily in the development of our emotional intelligence and communication skills (no blame, no over-generalizations, don’t take things personally, letting go of judgement, being honest when it’s hard, and LISTEN). We also make time for our own interests, we have learned that happy individuals make a happy couple. We support one another’s dreams with very little if any limitation or control. We understand the importance of learning to cater to each other’s love language. We set aside time everyday to be completely unplugged for each other and reflect with one another for three things that we are grateful for, twice a month we plan a day to experience something completely new together, and once or twice a year we try to plan a bucket list trip. We have also always been great at not taking ourselves too seriously so we can laugh at ourselves and one another-this is something I cherish deeply. These are things that have worked for us, but again I state that we are not perfect-no couple is despite the amazing photos on social media. Being in a marriage or relationship isn’t easy, it takes work, dedication, and growth especially in the first few years but it’s worth it for the right person. Don’t buy into the hype, no one lives a constantly fulfilled, exciting, passionate love/life. Everything comes in waves 💖
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Reflection always reveals the truth behind our emotions...trust yourself enough to let love be ...
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Reflection always reveals the truth behind our emotions...trust yourself enough to let love be expressed freely without a mask. ️ #love #truth #trust #open #self #reflection #awareness #letitgo #release #freedom #free #emotions #fear #anger #guilt #life #reflect #understanding ... Reflection always reveals the truth behind our emotions...trust yourself enough to let love be expressed freely without a mask. ❤️☺️ #love #truth #trust #open #self #reflection #awareness #letitgo #release #freedom #free #emotions #fear #anger #guilt #life #reflect #understanding #change #grow #be #journey #energy #vibes #byronkatie #message
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I Only Love My Bed and My Momma 🛌 || Living in Chicago, there is rarely a moment kept from the sound of ...
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I Only Love My Bed and My Momma 🛌 || Living in Chicago, there is rarely a moment kept from the sound of laughter, anger, love, and life. Even when I sleep, the humming of cars and trains continuously flows from the street into my bed into my dreams. 🏜 This transparent house, 30 minutes outside of ... I Only Love My Bed and My Momma 🛌 || Living in Chicago, there is rarely a moment kept from the sound of laughter, anger, love, and life. Even when I sleep, the humming of cars and trains continuously flows from the street into my bed into my dreams. 🏜 This transparent house, 30 minutes outside of Joshua Tree, provided isolation I unknowingly needed, a break from mind pollution caused by constant distraction. On the thick silence of the surrounding desert, I spread my thoughts and reconnected with my family and myself. 🍢We cooked kebabs on the grill, hiked over the surrounding hills, and watched the sun swim across a sky full of stars and colors. These were days we will remember fondly forever. ❤
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:: Change is never easy. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, ...
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:: Change is never easy. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. :: Change is never easy. One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.
“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. ...
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“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.” . . . . . . #quotes #qotd #quoteoftheday #happiness #energy #universe #helping #loveandlight #positivevibrations ... “One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.” .
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The Female Taurus. She is very emotionally powerful & can handle huge amounts of stress. Stress ...
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The Female Taurus. She is very emotionally powerful & can handle huge amounts of stress. Stress from her job, family, love life, or from her own battles in her mind💭 stress can be high, she still, rarely crumbles under pressure. & she usually won’t even complain or show signs of being upset. ... The Female Taurus.
She is very emotionally powerful & can handle huge amounts of stress.
Stress from her job, family, love life, or from her own battles in her mind💭 stress can be high, she still, rarely crumbles under pressure. & she usually won’t even complain or show signs of being upset. While strength is good this can be an issue when it comes to communication with her partner.
She prefers to avoid looking for sympathy and instead will rely on her independence & fortitude to get through the stressful situation. Because being weak to her is not an option.
She’s stubborn & bull headed, and hates when others try to dictate her life. She’s not afraid to go after what she wants, with a passionate❤️ heart.
She’s loyal, emotional at times, and can be easily hurt.
An intense lover for those she truly cares about.
It’s best not to push her though- if she is deliberately provoked she will eventually explode, not because her anger is harsh, but bc she may have been bottling it up for way too long.
Things for her are very black & white, grey makes her uncomfortable & Half ass commitments get her all the way gone✌🏼✌🏼



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Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting other person to die.... Life is a balance ...
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Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting other person to die.... Life is a balance of holding on and letting go... So, it’s better to let it go... . . It’s second last weekend of the year 2018... and I want to let go every grudge and anger and grief of life... just holding on to ... Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting other person to die.... Life is a balance of holding on and letting go... So, it’s better to let it go... .
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It’s second last weekend of the year 2018... and I want to let go every grudge and anger and grief of life... just holding on to my cocktails🍹and enjoying life...
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Featured above is the cocktail 🍹 called BERRYBERRY we had @arthrestaurantandlounge it was a combination of three berries with tequila and Cinchona bark...
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P.S.::—- yes, I m flaunting my diamonds 💎 if u have noticed 😜😜 and thank you @anna_1898 for this click... .
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Introducing something new I love 💕 doing apart from loving myself, it’s holding things and clicking them flaunting my hands and accessories along with them.... .
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11 days to go... biding goodbye to 2018 and welcoming 2019 with a fresh new start.....
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Mea Culpa 🖤 We are not the winner nor the loser in this life. However we are the creators of our life’s. ...
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Mea Culpa 🖤 We are not the winner nor the loser in this life. However we are the creators of our life’s. Be mindful of your thoughts. Be clear of your intentions. Choose wisely. Be your best version. Remember this special prayer : ‘ Lord make me instrument for thy will/ Not mine but ... Mea Culpa 🖤

We are not the winner nor the loser in this life.
However we are the creators of our life’s.
Be mindful of your thoughts.
Be clear of your intentions.
Choose wisely.
Be your best version.
Remember this special prayer :
‘ Lord make me instrument for thy will/
Not mine but thy be done /
Free me from anger jealousy and fear 💫
May all beings everywhere be happy and free
May the words thoughts and actions of my own life/
Contribute in some way to that happiness and freedom for all.’
Shanti.Shanti.Shantiiii
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HariiiiOooommm 🖤
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So much love and gratitude to my beautiful teacher @sharongannon 🙏🏼🖤.
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Photo Credit @yilmaz_kansu Ömür Kansu .
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I was really channeling the energy of <span class="emoji emoji1f40d"></span> Slytherin<span class="emoji emoji1f40d"></span> house in this photo. But what’s behind this posed ...
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I was really channeling the energy of Slytherin house in this photo. But what’s behind this posed and polish photo.... I actually took a few weeks away from social media and sat with myself, with my thoughts; whether light or dark or “good” or “bad”...I just sat. I thought. Reflected. In ... I was really channeling the energy of 🐍 Slytherin🐍 house in this photo. But what’s behind this posed and polish photo.... I actually took a few weeks away from social media and sat with myself, with my thoughts; whether light or dark or “good” or “bad”...I just sat. I thought. Reflected. In that inner work, I acknowledge, embrace and honor my shadow side. At first, there was a lot of judgement behind my passing thoughts. Our culture is programmed to always be happy. THIS IS NOT REAL AND NEITHER IS INSTAGRAM. Sometimes life sucks, trauma is real, so is death, grief, anger, stress, fear, pain, suffering, worry, doubt and sadness. We have been taught these words are “ugly” and should be avoided at all costs. With all the love and light I exude, I am realizing the importance and great power of darkness too. Death and rebirth is a MAJOR Scorpio theme - and has been a recurring theme throughout my life. I love ALL aspects of my lightness AND darkness. I fully love me. I am unlearning my conditioning and embracing the HEALTHY expression and expansion of darkness. With this acknowledgement, I feel more powerful than ever!!! I am a strong, powerful, fearless, witch, bitch... NOW HEAR ME ROAR!!! I am here to take over the world. With love, light and darkness too. Always a Slytherin. 🖤💀🖤 .
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Yesterday was a hard day. It gave me pause because I don’t usually have “hard days” anymore, but every ...
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Yesterday was a hard day. It gave me pause because I don’t usually have “hard days” anymore, but every aspect of my life seemed to be up in the air without much solid ground to stand on. To make matters worse I already felt emotionally compromised and a bit defeated as the day started. . In the ... Yesterday was a hard day. It gave me pause because I don’t usually have “hard days” anymore, but every aspect of my life seemed to be up in the air without much solid ground to stand on. To make matters worse I already felt emotionally compromised and a bit defeated as the day started.
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In the past I would fall back on self pity and anger, excusing away my emotions making other people to blame, but today was different. I owned every moment. I owned my heartache, I owned my mistakes, I owned my life right now, every part of it. Without anger or blame to get in the way I was only left with the decision to push through and simply exist in the moment, to celebrate it, even if it was not a great moment for me. I felt the disappointment and pain surge through me, and allowed myself to feel that disappointment and pain without making excuses. I simply let myself be exactly as I felt without self blame, self pity, or self defeat. I didn’t ask about the why and how things happened, things I couldn’t change, I simply lived in the present.
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This was a new place for me to be. I may not be able to control how I felt at the moment but I could decide where to focus my efforts and attention. I could break out of the cycle of despair that I went down so often before. I realized there is nothing wrong with me as I am, life just happens sometimes. I decided to control the things within my power. I went to the gym and had a great workout, not to distract me from my problems and concerns, but to continue in my emotions while I worked productively. I ended up leaving feeling content and accomplished. I had no more control of my life than before, but I felt more at peace with the life I have right now.
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This is not to say I’m unhappy. I love my life, but sometimes I can feel overwhelmed and anxious with myself and circumstances. I am not a victim or prisoner to my emotions and old habits. I’m happy that instead of reacting to situations, I can choose to be the person I want to be. I am happy to learn to wade through the hard times just as much as I enjoy the great times.
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Blessed be this glorious day! May we all remember his teachings and his peaceful way of life instead ...
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Blessed be this glorious day! May we all remember his teachings and his peaceful way of life instead of the anger we are so quick to adopt... Love your life, love your neighbours, love your creator and love his creations. #eidmiladunnabi Blessed be this glorious day! May we all remember his teachings and his peaceful way of life instead of the anger we are so quick to adopt... Love your life, love your neighbours, love your creator and love his creations.
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Scary mommy... Last night was one of the roughest nights of my life. We brand rep. This means we have ...
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Scary mommy... Last night was one of the roughest nights of my life. We brand rep. This means we have to do photo shoots on occasion. My children are great about it. They cooperate and for the most part love it. But not last night. The problem is...I have deadlines to make. And getting seven children ... Scary mommy... Last night was one of the roughest nights of my life. We brand rep. This means we have to do photo shoots on occasion. My children are great about it. They cooperate and for the most part love it. But not last night. The problem is...I have deadlines to make. And getting seven children dressed up and ready and gathering the props necessary is not an easy feat. It can be draining. I usually bribe them with a treat, but I couldn't last night because well they are grounded from them. So throw in a dog that keeps running away, a stranger that yelled at me, a one year that refuses to acknowledge you, a baby that won't stop crying and seems to have a fever all of a sudden, an eight year old who refuses to help in every way possible, rocks being thrown, hot weather, lots of ant bites and zero participation...and you get SCARY MOMMY.
Anger. It is something I have never had to deal with. It wasn't even in my nature growing up. I never really felt anger growing up. It was always very easy to control myself and empathize in all situations.
And then I had children. I have often wondered where these outbursts of anger come from. Why do I get so angry?

The other day, my friend shared an article about idols. It is often our idols that make us most angry. And that applies to our mothering also.
As I sat in the bath last night, covered in guilt and shame, I asked God to expose my idols in parenting. What idols did I need to break down in order to deal with my anger?
God revealed the idol of control and the idol of comfort. It is uncomfortable to have children that disobey you in front of people. It is uncomfortable to appear as though you can't control your own children. It is uncomfortable and scary to lose control. Too often I can't think of a solution to their disobedience. That sense of out of control leads me to anger. It makes me feel less than. It makes me feel like a failure. And those feelings are then poured out onto them in anger.
Having children reveals some things about yourself that you would like to stay hidden. We are all on a journey of sanctification and I am grateful that I get to spend time repenting to my children. That they get
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Where to start here. Lets get this started by saying I cant even express enough how much everyone’s ...
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Where to start here. Lets get this started by saying I cant even express enough how much everyone’s love and support over the past years through this whole musical endeavor is just un believable to me. Music has always been a massive part of my life for as long as I can remember. It was always there. ... Where to start here. Lets get this started by saying I cant even express enough how much everyone’s love and support over the past years through this whole musical endeavor is just un believable to me. Music has always been a massive part of my life for as long as I can remember. It was always there. It was where I belonged. An outlet for me to express myself without becoming unhinged. This record is a compilation of so many different feelings for me. Love, Anger, Happiness, Sadness. All spauning in a short period of time when the world I knew had drastically changed. The outpour of messages and love I have received from people since our last record is unreal. Whether it was just to say nice things or to tell me about their success stories, Life changes, Goals, The ability to overcome, EVERYTHING. Never would I have ever imagined in my wildest dreams that something I created could touch and affect so many people in so many different positive ways. This has clearly become something that is no longer just for myself. It humbles and amazes me on the daily. Keeps me going. I love you all. I am so proud of this record and everyone that was with me on it this time around. I need to give a shout out to my boys Tim, Sky, Bibby, and Wok. without out you I am nothing. For real, Thank you so much for being willing to humor and play anything I have ever written. Thank you for wanting to creating music with me. Most importantly though thank you for being there when I needed you always. I love you guys.
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart

Enjoy ❤️ 📸 @kerrry.samuels
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2018 has definitely been a year of disappointments, trials and tribulations for most BUT there ...
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2018 has definitely been a year of disappointments, trials and tribulations for most BUT there has been successes too... so why not focus on the good and make 2019 and going forward better? • Life's too short, it really is. Please don't waste life pointing fingers, being bitter or hold onto ... 2018 has definitely been a year of disappointments, trials and tribulations for most BUT there has been successes too... so why not focus on the good and make 2019 and going forward better?

Life's too short, it really is. Please don't waste life pointing fingers, being bitter or hold onto those time's that did you bad --> instead, let it go, wake up to the truth, embrace the lessons (blessings) that toughened you and move forward with a peaceful, loving heart and make life happen!
What good is it living in the past and to realise too late where you've wasted time instead of made memories? ...In most cases, you're angry and upset at people that aren't the same as before and are old versions in your past that you are holding onto - they have long evolved many times over. •

Forgiveness, love and peace is everything - I wish for everyone to reach that place defeating the darkness, hurt and anger in your hearts. It takes strength, trust me but there's light on the other side. •

Omg one huge thing I have learnt this year, which is big for me is... I am going to celebrate my successes going forward and I will NOT downsize them to fit others, afraid that they may get insecure or green with envy (sadly, they do) or whatever. No. That's their issues imma leave them to. ...When literal blood, sweat and tears have gone into what I have achieved - going forward I will still celebrate my winnings but this time fullyyy and with my head held high. It's never ever easy and handed on a plate but put the work in - it is worth it. #WorkHardStayHumble
Never dim your shine for any reason - instead spread it.

Forgive, be present, do good and look forward to your next chapter.
Peace, Love & Light to all.
Happy New Year 💖🎊🏹💫
#2019 #HappyNewYear #LiveLaughLove
#Grow #ItsAllLove #FindYourPeace #HateIsForTheWeak #ILiveThroughGod #Quote #Rp #Vibes #Inspiration #GoalDigger #FreeSpirit #Blessed #KeepItReal #Smile -- #Fashion #Creative #Writer #Marketing #Beautiful #Passion #Love
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When you feel as though you have given so much to those around you and you feel that it hasn’t been reciprocated in return, it can feel unfair. Perhaps you feel disappointed, hurt or betrayed. You can let it close your heart, shut you down and make you bitter. But remember this: You cannot ... When you feel as though you have given so much to those around you and you feel that it hasn’t been reciprocated in return, it can feel unfair.
Perhaps you feel disappointed, hurt or betrayed.
You can let it close your heart, shut you down and make you bitter.
But remember this:
You cannot cheat the universe.
Everything you give, and every action of loving you have taken is seen by the universe. It is seen even if no one sees it.
When you give, it may not come back to you from the people that you gave to but rest assured it will come back to you, even if from a most unexpected source.
Life sometimes blesses you in the most unusual ways and through the most unexpected people.
Stay open.
Holding onto anger is like punishing yourself for someone else’s mistake, or unconsciousness.
Nothing and no one is worth your freedom.

Yes, feel and acknowledge your anger and disappointment. But also be willing to learn from the experiences and let go.
Forgive and set yourself free.
You hold the lock and the key.
Allow karma to bless people with the fruit of their actions. It’s not your job to punish, withhold, or repay. Life will handle it.
Instead stay focused on living your integrity, and being the best you possible.
So when you give, do so without any expectations. Give because it feels right in your heart to do so. Then you are free.
When you give, you are the one that benefits since you develop your “muscle of loving” and compassion. When you give you open yourself to receiving at the same level which you gave.
Trust that you are living in an abundant universe, and that you cannot out give life itself.
Look at the sun.. it never says “You owe me!” Look at all of nature, it keeps loving you unwaveringly each day
To hold your love back is painful.
It is your nature to love.
#kuteblackson #lovenow #inspirationalquotes #loveyourself #motivationalquotes #yoga #meditation #positivevibes #positivethinking
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Stop allowing the wrong men that don’t appreciate all your natural giving woman qualities to the point that you subconsciously think all men are the same. So what if you fall down and hurt yourself! Get up dust yourself off and walk, run, and enjoy life! Don’t let the wrong men keep you living ... Stop allowing the wrong men that don’t appreciate all your natural giving woman qualities to the point that you subconsciously think all men are the same. So what if you fall down and hurt yourself! Get up dust yourself off and walk, run, and enjoy life! Don’t let the wrong men keep you living in fear! Fear is the path to unhappy life. Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering! Just think about the right man that’s going to come into your life and appreciate all you do for him! Not only that but love you pass your pain! He will love, cherish, be faithful, loyal, be consistent and treat you like a beautiful queen! Don’t let the wrong men that didn’t appreciate and disrespected you cause you to have hate in your heart for all men that you clearly haven’t met. Let the Universe/God deal with them. If you let hate consume your heart forever will you be lonely and miserable... hate can turn you into the very person that did you wrong! Think Queens! #handsome_black_king #womenempowerment #love #blacklove #selflove #blackisbeautiful #truthspeaker #knowledge #wisdom #makeuptutorial #selfresponsibility #message #repost #inspirationalquotes #motivationalquotes #goodmorning #grandrising #think
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I choose to live in the moment. I am creating products and services to help people move forward in ...
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I choose to live in the moment. I am creating products and services to help people move forward in their lives. I am shining and thriving in my personal development. I am connecting with amazing, brilliant and loving beings. I am learning new ways to optimize my flow and expand my energy. I am ... I choose to live in the moment. I am creating products and services to help people move forward in their lives. I am shining and thriving in my personal development. I am connecting with amazing, brilliant and loving beings. I am learning new ways to optimize my flow and expand my energy. I am magic. I am love.
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I let go of my old programming where I felt accomplishments had to be done by a certain time. I set goals and intentions yet if something does not turn out the way I wanted, I do not fall apart. When I fall down, I get right back up. Is there anger and frustration? Yes. This is natural. I choose to not stay in the anger and frustration. I choose to breathe, accept, observe, take action and move forward.
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💡 A few questions to reflect on...
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Are there areas of your life where you feel stuck? What have you changed about yourself to improve your process? Are you being patient with yourself? Do you have a self-care and self-love daily routine?
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If you do not know where to start, begin with loving yourself unconditionally. One breath, one moment at a time... love yourself unconditionally. Take your time and create magic.✨
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#reflection #observation #creation #manifestation #evolution #transformation #connection #union #intention #integration #divineenergy #inthemoment #flowing #justbreathe #iam #theflow #theway #themoment #unstoppableforceoflove #beacon #thelight #thedark #allthethings #andnothing #yeteverything #balance #sahar #purelove #love
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 #Repost @anukreethy_vas • • • One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt,anger, ...
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#Repost @anukreethy_vas • • • One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt,anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go! #missindiadiaries #18reasonstovisitsouthkorea @kto_india @coxandkingsin Outfit : @shikha_s_hemdev Jewellery ... #Repost @anukreethy_vas
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt,anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go! #missindiadiaries #18reasonstovisitsouthkorea @kto_india @coxandkingsin
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Jewellery : @azotiique
Fashion director: @rockystarofficial
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I remember a few years ago when I started this account, posting about the topic of abortion. I remember ...
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I remember a few years ago when I started this account, posting about the topic of abortion. I remember I did it out of anger from something I had just learned about. For the past year or so, I have been thinking over and over again how I would have re-worded the whole thing and probably hurt a lot ... I remember a few years ago when I started this account, posting about the topic of abortion. I remember I did it out of anger from something I had just learned about. For the past year or so, I have been thinking over and over again how I would have re-worded the whole thing and probably hurt a lot less people. I feel differently today than I did a few years ago. Heck, I feel like a completely different person than I was then. I’ve been shown so much love that it just makes me want to gush love out on other people so they can experience it too, instead of casting a judgmental snare.
I’m no better than the person who has aborted a baby. And although I do love the aborted, I also love the aborter.
You’re never too far gone for love, and you are never out of reach for a relentless Father who searches you down to renew your strength with His kindness. We mess up, we make mistakes and He knows this... yet chooses to love us anyways.
This morning as I was on the beach reading the story from @graceanddryshampoo blog, it had me weeping like a baby.
This is the kind of love I’ve experienced over the years. It’s turned my anger and hurt into hope, joy and love! I felt it all over again as I read the words on the screen. I’ve experienced this type of redemption!
When we are able to view people who might not be doing things exactly the way WE would do things and can use the lens of our Father to see them, that’s when we will begin to live a life of joyful expectation.. I no longer fear the future, but instead I’m excited to see what it will bring! (Kerri, you’re a shining light, and I’m so happy to know you! You’ve inspired me this morning!) “A thief has only one thing in mind—he wants to steal, slaughter, and destroy. But I have come to give you everything in abundance, more than you expect —life in its fullness until you overflow!”
‭‭John‬ ‭10:10‬ ‭TPT‬‬
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I love seeing everyones year-end photo memories and reflections. I love seeing everyone accomplish ...
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I love seeing everyones year-end photo memories and reflections. I love seeing everyone accomplish their dreams, to have grown in their own ways, to be happy and full of life and joy, celebrating new partnerships and seasoned ones, new life(babies & businesses). I don’t have many images ... I love seeing everyones year-end photo memories and reflections. I love seeing everyone accomplish their dreams, to have grown in their own ways, to be happy and full of life and joy, celebrating new partnerships and seasoned ones, new life(babies & businesses). I don’t have many images that capture my favorite moments of 2018, but my daughters smile reminds me of everything that I’ve accomplished this year. It was less about what I’m giving to the world/able to show the world, and more about what I’m giving to myself. Mama had A LOT to heal from. Mama had A LOT to learn. And the way I feel, my relationships with those around me, the favor life shows me and the smile on my daughters face is my reward. I feel more ready than I have ever in my life to take my personal dreams and dreams I share with others to the next level. Even though life kicked my ass this year and there will be more moments of tears, anger, frustration, confusion, I’m better equipped to handle every obstacle thrown my way and every lesson needed to be learned. I’m excited for these projects and ideas to come into fruition, I’m grateful for everything I WAS, AM and WILL be. For everything and everyone I have lost, gained or reconnected with. I’m grateful for a wonderful family filled with so much love. Ready for 2019 and all of its blessings. So much love to all of you. Prosperity and abundance is OURS. ✨💚
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26 things I've learned in the last 26 years. 1. We're all a little nuts. Find people who are a similar ...
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26 things I've learned in the last 26 years. 1. We're all a little nuts. Find people who are a similar level of nuts. 2. Spirituality is more than saying that you go to church every Sunday. 3. It’s important to take care of your body. 4. We're all deeply interconnected and the negative judgements ... 26 things I've learned in the last 26 years.
1. We're all a little nuts. Find people who are a similar level of nuts.
2. Spirituality is more than saying that you go to church every Sunday.
3. It’s important to take care of your body.
4. We're all deeply interconnected and the negative judgements and opinions you may have about others is actually just a reflection of a deeper issue you have with yourself. Stay humble.
5. People will only understand you from their level of perception.
6. Don't wait when it comes to all sorts of relationships. People die of freak accidents, come down with crazy diseases, or end up in weird situations all the time.
7. The universe is ultimately a friendly place. Love and peace are the default, hate and separation is learned. Society likes to think it's the other way around.
8. Normality is an illusion.
9. How you think is just as important as what you think.
10. Knowing your strengths/weaknesses is a good thing, self loathing when comparing yourself to others is not.
11. Talk to the ones who do what you want to do.
12. To have real wealth is not to have a bunch of $$ in the bank.
13. Invest in yourself.
14. Listen to your intuition. Seriously. Life will just keep slapping you in the face until you do.
15. Be kind. You'll be surprised who ends up supporting you and who pops back into your life unexpectedly.
16. Never underestimate the unifying power of a good laugh or shared joke.
17. Your anger is probably valid, but make sure when expressed it is not misdirected.
18. Thoughts have karma too.
19. Not everyone is meant to sit for 8 hours a day. So don't do it out of societal obligation.
20. Learn from the ones who have come before you.
21. Finding peace with yourself is an ongoing and continual process.
22. There's no checklist for success and failure is inevitable, accept it and use it as a learning tool.
23. Your emotional and mental health are just as important as your physical health.
24. If something sucks and you have the power to change it and don’t, then it’s your fault it sucks.
25. It’ll work out. Don’t let stress take years off your life.
26. Life is hard, but it's still good. Love people, love the planet, love yourself.
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Flash from the past but still relevant: NEW YEAR's BREAKUP LETTER : I think you're a great person, ...
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Flash from the past but still relevant: NEW YEAR's BREAKUP LETTER : I think you're a great person, I just don't have space for you in 2019. My year is already booked with success, happiness, joy, freedom and achievement of my dreams. I have NO VACANCY for anymore hurt, pain, heartbreak, frustration, ... Flash from the past but still relevant:
NEW YEAR's BREAKUP LETTER : I think you're a great person, I just don't have space for you in 2019. My year is already booked with success, happiness, joy, freedom and achievement of my dreams.
I have NO VACANCY for anymore hurt, pain, heartbreak, frustration, anger. I'm not perfect but... I know I deserve more. You do too! All the negativity, the drama, the confusion, the frustration, the anger, the merry-go-round, the up-and-down, I don't want it.
I don't need friendships, relationships, jobs that keep me going in circles on a giant Ferris Wheel. I'm sick & I'm ready to get off. I was thinking of my life kind of like a bookshelf. A bookshelf should be lined with valuable books only. Well, I'm done with this book and this chapter is closed. I have finally reached THE END!!! I got the lesson, but I NO LONGER NEED THE BOOK!
I don't want to turn this into a Hollywood movie and REPLAY what was said and done. I pressed MUTE and watched in silence as I realized something was wrong about the story all along. I have no regrets. It's just that, I don't want this book, I don't want this movie, and I don't want this play anymore. I need a New SCRIPT. And my bookshelf of life needs space for new books, new chapters, with happy endings.
I know LOVE may be permanent, but relationships can be TEMPORARY. So there's no need for us to continue pretending like 2019 will be any different than 2018.
THIS ISN'T CINDERELLA.

WHEN THE CLOCK STRIKES 12 YOU'LL STILL BE YOU & I'LL STILL BE ME.
You're still you, no matter what day it is!!! And you is not who I need.
Please don't get me wrong. I don't regret a thing, I just think it's time for us to move on. I HAVE to LET GO. Because if I HOLD ON to THIS, I'll LET GO of what I deserve. And If I let go of what I DESERVE, I'll be holding on to YOU but letting go of ME.
And all that spells is me being UNHAPPY.
You might disagree, but if say these same exact words to me..I will understand because it's time for us to set each other free. If it's meant to be, it will be. But right now, I chose to be free and I chose to be me. I love you. Please let me be. It's time for me to be HAPPY
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Dear i-Marbella readers, followers, friends! I wish you all a Happy New Year 2019. I like you all ...
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Dear i-Marbella readers, followers, friends! I wish you all a Happy New Year 2019. I like you all to forgive your enemies whom you know and who you don't know. Forget the insults, envy and anger. Life is so valuable and short to waste it on insults, envy, revenge, and anger. We're making all ... Dear i-Marbella readers, followers, friends!
I wish you all a Happy New Year 2019.
I like you all to forgive your enemies whom you know and who you don't know. Forget the insults, envy and anger. Life is so valuable and short to waste it on insults, envy, revenge, and anger. We're making all the mistakes and learning the whole life. Do not mind if people are wrong, but guide and help you back on the right track. Love yourself and live your heart, not the media and other opinions. Take your life under your control and decide for yourself.

Nothing will stop us and we will not look back. I wish you the courage and the will to act.
Anything is possible! Dream big, work hard, be happy and enjoy journey!
Lots of success, happiness and love in 2019!

i-Marbella director
Annika Urm
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My mom (@kokomaxipants) just texted this to me. 🤯 I never really thought of it that way! But I LOVE ...
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My mom (@kokomaxipants) just texted this to me. 🤯 I never really thought of it that way! But I LOVE this! • Back when I was losing weight the first time my motivation was love. I didn’t love myself and didn’t value myself so I felt I needed to look a certain way to find love. That was my main motivation ... My mom (@kokomaxipants) just texted this to me. 🤯 I never really thought of it that way! But I LOVE this!

Back when I was losing weight the first time my motivation was love. I didn’t love myself and didn’t value myself so I felt I needed to look a certain way to find love. That was my main motivation to lose weight the first time. Talk about not putting me or MY needs first. That being said, I gained the weight back. Mostly due to not understanding why it was important to keep off, I still did not value or love myself so when I started gaining figured that’s what I deserve and thought I was now invincible to gaining. Food was always my enemy. It made me feel guilt, shame, sadness, frustration, anger, the list goes on. Or at least I THOUGHT that’s what made me feel those things. In hindsight it wasn’t the food at all! Like momma always says, “it’s not what you’re eating, it’s what’s eating you!” I was feeling those things for numerous reasons and it wasn’t because of the food. It was because of other things in my life and food was a way to feel control and to feel pleasure. Cause... Mmmmm! So of course it was only natural to think of workouts as punishment for eating those French fries and of course there were so many negative emotions around food and working out.

Don’t worry. Present Stephanie now only laughs at past Stephanie(in a loving way) but also thanks her for those life lessons. Here’s my thing now: I LOVE who I am. I LOVE the way I look, at ALL sizes because I know I’m awesome at 180lbs or 340lbs. When my mom sent this to me it. Sparked a whole new motivation.

Rather than complaining about having to move and sweat why not celebrate the fact that I can still move and sweat. I feel like we take little things we have for granted and in the long scheme of life we don’t value what’s important! Enjoy exercising because someday we might not be able to! Enjoy eating healthy because it’s crucial for quality of life. You AND your body deserve to live a LONG happy life. So let’s start to change our mindsets for the more positive!

Thank you, Momma for always helping me grow. I love you!

#twosidestoeverycoin #positivethinking #selflove #exercise
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Happy hump day friends! Have you ever been so enlightened by one thought that it changed your life ...
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Happy hump day friends! Have you ever been so enlightened by one thought that it changed your life in an instant? That actually happened to me today. Sharing with you loves a little smidgen of the inspiration that healed my heart today. Hopefully it might help some of y'all too:.... Hurt is ... Happy hump day friends! Have you ever been so enlightened by one thought that it changed your life in an instant? That actually happened to me today. Sharing with you loves a little smidgen of the inspiration that healed my heart today. Hopefully it might help some of y'all too😘:.... Hurt is the souls way of expressing "I'm not getting the love that I want". Fear and anger quickly follow hurt. And although they are human responses to hurt, they can lead you to actions that can damage your dignity and dishonor you. So Focus on the hurt. Your soul can soothe and manage the hurt, but the fear feeds anger and negative thoughts. Fear and anger lead to guilt, shame, confusing questions of WHY, what did I do wrong, why am I not good enough. Don't let yourself give into the WHY questions, they come from fear and ego driven anger. Instead give yourself permission to sit in the hurt and to feel it. Of course it hurts, sometimes to your very core, but it wont kill you. Use the Hurt to help strengthen your trust and belief in yourself. You learn to comfort yourself. To encourage yourself. To know yourself better. To be patient, stronger, more empathetic and kinder to yourself and others. Hurt is not a reflection of weakness. Hurt is a sign that you are alive and capable of loving....... Thank you @iyanlavanzant for saving my life again. You have been a relief and a precious gift from our Creator to me from way back to Starting Over. 🙏💙💙💙 If y'all need some uplift and life affirming Ahah! moments 🤔💥🤗, Iyanla's utube videos The R spot (R for relationship) will lift your mind and get your heart hopeful again! Much love to all you dear friends! 💙💙💙💋
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ANGER is the deepest form of compassion, for another, for the world, for the self, for a life, for ...
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ANGER is the deepest form of compassion, for another, for the world, for the self, for a life, for the body, for a family and for all our ideals, all vulnerable and all, possibly about to be hurt. Stripped of physical imprisonment and violent reaction, anger is the purest form of care, the internal ... ANGER is the deepest form of compassion, for another, for the world, for the self, for a life, for the body, for a family and for all our ideals, all vulnerable and all, possibly about to be hurt. Stripped of physical imprisonment and violent reaction, anger is the purest form of care, the internal living flame of anger always illuminates what we belong to, what we wish to protect and what we are willing to hazard ourselves for. What we name as anger is actually only the incoherent physical incapacity to sustain this deep form of care in our outer daily life; the unwillingness to be large enough and generous enough to hold what we love helplessly in our bodies or our mind with the clarity and breadth of our whole being.

Anger truly felt at its center is the essential living flame of being fully alive and fully here; it is a quality to be followed to its source, to be prized, to be tended, and an invitation to finding a way to bring that source fully into the world through making the mind clearer and more generous, the heart more compassionate and the body larger and strong enough to hold it. What we call anger on the surface only serves to define its true underlying quality by being a complete but absolute mirror-opposite of its true internal essence. #anger #flame #fire
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NO MATTER WHO TRIES TO PULL YOU OUT OF CHARACTER Learn to control your anger. <span class="emoji emoji1f621"></span> GOD DOESN’T BRING YOU ...
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NO MATTER WHO TRIES TO PULL YOU OUT OF CHARACTER Learn to control your anger. GOD DOESN’T BRING YOU LESSONS TO CLOSE YOUR HEART ️ HE BRINGS YOU LESSONS TO OPEN IT BY TEACHING US LESSONS🤔The best of the best fighter is never angry Forget what hurt you in the past ⛈ but never forget what it taught ... NO MATTER WHO TRIES TO PULL YOU OUT OF CHARACTER Learn to control your anger. 😡 GOD DOESN’T BRING YOU LESSONS TO CLOSE YOUR HEART ❤️ HE BRINGS YOU LESSONS TO OPEN IT BY TEACHING US LESSONS🤔The best of the best fighter is never angry 😡 😡 Forget what hurt 😢 you in the past ⛈ but never forget what it taught you. However mi friend if it taught you to hold onto grudges, seek revenge, not forgive or show compassion, to categorize people as good or bad never ever to distrust & be guarded with your feelings then you didn’t learn a thing. God doesn’t bring you lessons to close your heart ❤️ He brings you lessons to open it by developing compassion, learning to listen, seeking to understand instead of speculating, practicing empathy & developing conflict resolution through communication. If HE brought you perfect people how would you ever learn to spiritually evolve? 🤔 Managing anger 😤 is also a great challenge in life. People might say things to you that invoke high levels of anger 😠 for a variety of reasons. Instead of lashing back & giving it to dem BAD BAD BAD 😜😡learn to respond calmly. 😎Take advantage of all the negative 👎🏽 words & actions you might be victim to. If you can stay composed in these high-pressure or anxiety-provoking situations my friend then you will learn to control your anger. 😡 Doing so will pay off countless times throughout life I’m living example seriously 😳 😒 no joke. Never respond to an angry 😡 person with a fiery comeback even if he deserves it. Don't allow his anger 😠 to become your anger 😤
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#god #godup #kcjockey #love #reggae #character #life #live #tidal #success #newmusicalert #loveintheair #best #sirusxm #humble #anger #itunes #pandora #peace #angermanagement #workmode
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When I started my business, I had a pretty appalling love life. I even got dumped via text while I had ...
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When I started my business, I had a pretty appalling love life. I even got dumped via text while I had an intern with me, and desperately had to hide my anger about it/keep myself together. Creating bridal wear didn’t make me bitter, if anything it made me hopeful. I saved heaps of quotes in my ... When I started my business, I had a pretty appalling love life. I even got dumped via text while I had an intern with me, and desperately had to hide my anger about it/keep myself together. Creating bridal wear didn’t make me bitter, if anything it made me hopeful. I saved heaps of quotes in my phone, trying to be so determined about it. This was a favourite. After years of terrible dating, the wait did pay off. I didn’t want to settle, and no one should ever have too. Sunday mornings are my favourite ❤️ #thoughtofthenight #rosieredstories
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I found my ultimate ride in Charleston, SC <span class="emoji emoji1f6b2"></span> 🧡 . . Seriously though... it’s been absolutely amazing ...
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I found my ultimate ride in Charleston, SC 🧡 . . Seriously though... it’s been absolutely amazing to notice that since I started focusing on more teal and orange/coral for my brand and the creative pieces, I see those colours absolutely everywhere, all around the world. They were all ... I found my ultimate ride in Charleston, SC 🚲 🧡
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Seriously though... it’s been absolutely amazing to notice that since I started focusing on more teal and orange/coral for my brand and the creative pieces, I see those colours absolutely everywhere, all around the world. They were all over Berlin, Spain, Morocco, Italy, Vancouver and now Charleston and Savannah. People send me pictures to share images of moments they are reminded of me because of these colours. The best is that every time I see these colours- I feel good. They are a reminder for me to connect to my self, to joy and to the moment.
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It goes to show that what we focus on grows and what we choose to see, we see more of. It’s not that we actually create these things (these buildings, homes and bikes were created long before I decided to make them my colours) but that our perception of our reality shifts. What you choose to focus on matters and how you choose to interpret and understand your reality has a direct impact on what you experience, how you experience it and how you feel.
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So being intentional on how you are directing your energy and what you are creating in your life is important. Even if it just means having awareness around your thoughts and noticing how you feel, when you feel it.
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It’s not about getting away from how you feel, or even about only feeling happiness for the rest of your life. It is all helpful and it is all necessary- even jealousy and anger.
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“Love inspires us to console the innocence within our hearts that wishes it felt something other than how things are.” Matt Kahn
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So what do you want to notice more of?
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Regrann from @nina_ivy_ - I’m generally a cheerful person. I’m usually full of love, life, and happiness. ...
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Regrann from @nina_ivy_ - I’m generally a cheerful person. I’m usually full of love, life, and happiness. I open my eyes in the morning and feel excited to be alive. There was a time, though, when it wasn’t so easy in the big brother naija house When blinking and breathing and speaking all took ... Regrann from @nina_ivy_ - I’m generally a cheerful person. I’m usually full of love, life, and happiness. I open my eyes in the morning and feel excited to be alive.
There was a time, though, when it wasn’t so easy in the big brother naija house When blinking and breathing and speaking all took so much effort that I thought I may as well give up: I was in a dark hole of sadness and anger and confusion.
I didn’t think I was gonna make it, but you rooted for me
For the friend who stood by my side through the storm for you Bobrisky the person who could see through my darkness when I wasn’t able to.
For the beautiful soul who believed in transformation, who believed in healing, and time, and growth. Who never once judged me for my heartache, grief, and anguish ,naevity .
Who, when the world gave up on me , gave me a piece of hope, a breath of fresh air, and a tiny scrap of faith that things might begin to change.
For the friend who was delicate with their words and capable of pushing me forward. Who didn’t mind what people where saying against me in dark corner, who actually stood his ground to help me
You endured and took alot of insult for my sake,You pulled me through an impossible tornado that I thought was going to eat me whole.
You loved me at my worst. You never gave up on me. You saw through my opaque pain.
Dear friend,
Thank you.
But I'm trying to build up my life,I didn't know you had all this difference with Toyin Lawani,but then again when i found out i said to myself..i shouldnt involve myself it's between you two..
And am free with both of you..I hate having enemies....
I'm never ungrateful I have always been grateful for all you did for me and will always be..
I hope you see through my point and understand
Thanks @bobrisky222 - #regrann
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THE SCARS OF ANGER! When your life seems like a bad movie or a crazy nightmare, refuse to be angry ...
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THE SCARS OF ANGER! When your life seems like a bad movie or a crazy nightmare, refuse to be angry with God or man! It was Waris Dirie who wrote: " I love life. I wish I could live another 500 years, truly. There is so much to do. I don't feel bitter or angry or disappointed. If anything, I am very ... THE SCARS OF ANGER!

When your life seems like a bad movie or a crazy nightmare, refuse to be angry with God or man! It was Waris Dirie who wrote: " I love life. I wish I could live another 500 years, truly. There is so much to do. I don't feel bitter or angry or disappointed. If anything, I am very grateful for where I come from. I have absolutely no regrets." Don't forget the story of the young boy whose father taught a lesson about bad temper. The father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail in their wooden fence. On the first day of this lesson, the little boy hammered 40 nails into the fence. Within a few weeks, the boy began to control his anger, so the number of nails that were hammered reduced! It wasn't long before the little boy discovered that it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence! Then, there came a day when the little boy never lost his temper and as he was telling the father about his success, the wise father asked him to pull out one nail for each day that he could hold his temper! Several weeks went by and the day finally came when the young boy was able to tell his father that all the nails were gone! At that point, the proud father led the boy to the fence and said: "You have done very well, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same! When you say things in anger, they leave permanent scars just like the holes of the nails you removed. The wounds will still be there." No wonder Thomas Jefferson said: "when angry, count to 10 before you speak! If very angry, count to 100." James 1: 19-20 is clearer: "... be quick to hear, slow to speak and slow to anger"; for the anger of man is cruel and can put a song of "HAD I KNOWN" in your mouth! It can change your last bus-stop to DISGRACE! Pray now!
Basic Scriptures: Genesis 4: 1-13; Jude 1:11
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have ...
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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<span class="emoji emoji1f3a7"></span>Best Friend- Rex Orange County<span class="emoji emoji1f3a7"></span> _ Happy Release Day to @reneecarlino1 Blind Kiss is now live! ...
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Best Friend- Rex Orange County _ Happy Release Day to @reneecarlino1 Blind Kiss is now live! And words cant even describe how amazing this book is! _ If you’re looking for a book about friendship, love, life, sadness, and anger written in only a way @reneecarlino1 can, then this ... 🎧Best Friend- Rex Orange County🎧
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Happy Release Day to @reneecarlino1 Blind Kiss is now live! 🌿 And words cant even describe how amazing this book is!
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If you’re looking for a book about friendship, love, life, sadness, and anger written in only a way @reneecarlino1 can, then this is the book for you!
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And you can catch my full review over on the blog @grownupfangirl
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I will leave the synopsis below in the comments!
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#bookaholic #bookish #bookbabe #bookwhore #atriabooks #reneecarlino #blindkiss #newrelease #bookblogger #bloggingaboutbooks #donutsandcoffee #drinkcoffee #bookgram #bookstagram #bookstagrammer #bibliophile #reading #readinginbed #readabook #contemporaryromance
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy , we fight to hold on and we fight to let go . #kenziedysli #elcaballo #dubaiequestrian #cavalolusitano #horseshow #kenziejoanadysli #lovehorses #horsemanship #horsephotography ... One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy , we fight to hold on and we fight to let go . #kenziedysli #elcaballo #dubaiequestrian #cavalolusitano #horseshow #kenziejoanadysli #lovehorses #horsemanship #horsephotography #instagramhorses #haciendabuenasuerte
Photographer: @nicole.schick
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Anger, resentment and jealousy doesn't change the heart of others - it only changes yours.-Shannon L. Alder. #awesome #grace #happiness #strong #glitters #encouragement #mumaith #motivation #motivateyourself #smile #peace #positivity #musically_india #musically #believe #care ... Anger, resentment and jealousy doesn't change the heart of others - it only changes yours.-Shannon L. Alder. #awesome #grace #happiness #strong #glitters #encouragement #mumaith #motivation #motivateyourself #smile #peace #positivity #musically_india #musically #believe #care #love #life #respectyourself #trustyourself. ❤️😘🤗
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. -author unknown. #fotd #new #makeupjunkie #makeup #flatlay #makeuptalk #makeupaddict #makeupmess #makeupmafia #beautyjunkie ... One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. -author unknown.
#fotd #new #makeupjunkie #makeup #flatlay #makeuptalk #makeupaddict #makeupmess #makeupmafia #beautyjunkie #makeuphoarder #makeupaccount #makeupdaily #makeuplook #like4like #makeupdolls #igmakeup #motd #makeuplovers #makeupslaves #ilovemakeup #makeupfanatic1 #eyeshadow #urbandecaycosmetics
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 #Anger is an important #emotion and it's okay to be angry. Anger happens when we feel wronged, or ...
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#Anger is an important #emotion and it's okay to be angry. Anger happens when we feel wronged, or hurt, or scared. The #practice of stepping back and examining the reasons for anger helps prevent actions that one might regret in the heat of anger. #Gratitude for others helps put things in #perspective, ... #Anger is an important #emotion and it's okay to be angry. Anger happens when we feel wronged, or hurt, or scared. The #practice of stepping back and examining the reasons for anger helps prevent actions that one might regret in the heat of anger. #Gratitude for others helps put things in #perspective, but it takes practice. Especially in moments of anger. Be #grateful to everyone. 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 #love #life #live #try #thankyou #dustyourselfoff #tryagain #dontstop #mindful #meditation #reflection #present
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have ...
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have ...
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have ...
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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I dedicate this piece to the #HarlemRenaissance. They took all the pain, hurt and anger they endured ...
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I dedicate this piece to the #HarlemRenaissance. They took all the pain, hurt and anger they endured and witnessed of slavery and oppression and created some of the most prolific art ever in American history. From literature to the visual arts to dance to singing to sports to invention to ... I dedicate this piece to the #HarlemRenaissance. They took all the pain, hurt and anger they endured and witnessed of slavery and oppression and created some of the most prolific art ever in American history. From literature to the visual arts to dance to singing to sports to invention to medicine to black business (black wall street); they rose above their oppressors and showed the entire world the beauty of who we are. Teach your children and remind them where we come from and who we are... #Knowledge #Wisdom #Overstanding #Love #Life #Fitness #MartialArts #KungFu #Shaolin #Family #Poetry #SpokenWord
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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#CLARA #CLARAMagazine #ProudlyIndonesia #AfgansyahReza #Anger #Emotions #AngerIssue #CLARAChapter2 #Magazine #Editorial
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26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest ... 26 04 18. The day has finally come! It’s time for us to proudly launch our 2nd issue in 2018! We have THE super singer Afgansyah Reza on the cover, photographed by Narya Abhimata. Afgan opens up only to us about his ‘sides’ that no one knew (or maybe will ever know!). We also talk about his newest album, his dreams, his love-and-hate relationship with his career as a celebrity, his anger, and...... His love life! Read more about “AFGANSYAH REZA AND HIS SIDES THAT YOU’LL NEVER KNOW” in CLARA Chapter 2 - ANGER Issue.
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Singer Teza Sumendra is another big profile that we are proud of having in this issue. You’ll also be amazed by the exclusive “Anger” cake-creations from DORÉ by LeTAO, travel stories about Lisbon and West Sumbawa, 24-pages of fashion spreads, et cetera! Simply DM @claraindonesia for special order.
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International Women's Day. Usually I feel loud and proud on this day... but today I feel a mixed bag ...
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International Women's Day. Usually I feel loud and proud on this day... but today I feel a mixed bag of emotions that fluctuate between love and anger. Love for my mom, my mentors and friends; men and women alike who work with strength and humility to bring more equity into this world. But also ... International Women's Day. Usually I feel loud and proud on this day... but today I feel a mixed bag of emotions that fluctuate between love and anger. Love for my mom, my mentors and friends; men and women alike who work with strength and humility to bring more equity into this world.
But also anger... pure anger and frustration at the ways that men have tried to silence me, my stories of how they withheld opportunities to succeed or underestimated me from the start, only because I was a woman. Sometimes they knowingly did this, and sometimes with the sweetest voice men have looked right into my eyes and closed doors because, in their words, "That's just how it is, in all reality. You're a woman and women don't get hired in this space. You have the talent but you aren't the right gender." The "right" gender. Yes, I've heard this a few times in the music industry.
And to that, I say no.
Seeing this changing of tides, this rise of women's voices in the world... I love it, we need it, and it is time. But it is also revealing to me many moments of oppression that I have quietly swallowed through the years.

So today as I breathe through this love and anger and read your incredible and powerful posts, I wish you Happy Women's Day to all the beautiful sisters in my life, and to all the men who smile as we sisters rise. 📸: @1rastanja
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— “I don't believe in age. All old people carry in their eyes, a child, and children, at times ...
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— “I don't believe in age. All old people carry in their eyes, a child, and children, at times observe us with the eyes of wise ancients. Shall we measure life in meters or kilometers or months? How far since you were born? How long must you wander until like all men instead ...
“I don't believe in age.
All old people
carry
in their eyes,
a child,
and children,
at times
observe us with the
eyes of wise ancients.
Shall we measure
life
in meters or kilometers
or months?
How far since you were born?
How long
must you wander
until
like all men
instead of walking on its surface
we rest below the earth?
To the man, to the woman
who utilized their
energies, goodness, strength,
anger, love, tenderness,
to those who truly
alive
flowered,
and in their sensuality matured,
let us not apply
the measure
of a time
that may be
something else, a mineral
mantle, a solar
bird, a flower,
something, maybe,
but not a measure.
Time, metal
or bird, long
petiolate flower,
stretch
through
man's life,
shower him
with blossoms
and with
bright
water
or with hidden sun.
I proclaim you
road,
not shroud,
a pristine
ladder
with treads
of air,
a suit lovingly
renewed
through springtimes
around the world.
Now,
time, I roll you up,
I deposit you in my
bait box
and I am off to fish
with your long line
the fishes of the dawn!” -
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It’s OK to say NO. Being OK with setting boundaries is something that I have to remind my clients of ...
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It’s OK to say NO. Being OK with setting boundaries is something that I have to remind my clients of every day - especially during The Holidays. The expression, “Good fences make good neighbors,” is true. _________ Setting boundaries gives you the limits you need in order to define your ... It’s OK to say NO. Being OK with setting boundaries is something that I have to remind my clients of every day - especially during The Holidays. The expression, “Good fences make good neighbors,” is true.
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Setting boundaries gives you the limits you need in order to define your sense of self. They help you set the dividing line between your comfort level and everyone elses. Knowing that you don’t like to talk about certain issues, engage in physical touch, eat specific foods, etc. during the holidays is your boundary, even if others feel different.
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When someone crosses a boundary, it can cause anxiety, frustration, sadness, and anger.

When you start to set boundaries in the different areas of your life (Love, work, play, mind, body, soul), you will begin to feel more grounded and balanced, which can help increase your self-esteem.

It can be uncountable when you start to set boundaries that you haven't set before. Here are 6 things you can remind yourself of:

1.) It’s ok to say NO
2.) I have a right to my feelings
3.) I have the right to express my needs honestly
4.) I have the right to separate myself
5.) I have the right to stay in my routines

What boundary tips do you use? ✨
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Add a little care from centre left, a pinch of possessiveness from extreme right, for support and ...
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Add a little care from centre left, a pinch of possessiveness from extreme right, for support and strength add some jayfal from below..ahh the centre one,yes that is, Avoid anger from centre palette. This all together can make a life long taste for your ️ In coming days, Hope you have a balanced ... Add a little care from centre left, a pinch of possessiveness from extreme right, for support and strength add some jayfal from below..ahh the centre one,yes that is, Avoid anger from centre palette. This all together can make a life long taste for your ❤️ In coming days, Hope you have a balanced mixture of all of these..Have a wonderful Weekend,Much Love -Rj Dixi 🤘🏼 #goodvibes #hereforyou #weekend #insta #instagram #instagramers #instadaily #love #life #faith #spices #instapic #instago #instathought #instalike #friday #india #you #loveyou #❤️
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss. Change is ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss. Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, and you fight to let go. (Kahlil Gibran) #life #quotes #quotesaboutlife #khalilgibran #poetry #portrait #selfportrait #photooftheday #pictureoftheday ... One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loss. Change is never easy. You fight to hold on, and you fight to let go. (Kahlil Gibran)

#life #quotes #quotesaboutlife #khalilgibran #poetry #portrait #selfportrait #photooftheday #pictureoftheday #photography #blacknwhite #blackandwhite #wanderlust #mountainview #bergluft #winter #thoughts #kärnten #carinthia #carinthiangirl #igersklu #igersaustria #austrianblogger #allshots #picoftheday #raiseyourvoice #allshots #picoftheday #instagood
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My most recent Self Portrait... I have been taking a small break from tattooing and social everything ...
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My most recent Self Portrait... I have been taking a small break from tattooing and social everything to try and rediscover myself as a person and an artist. I lost myself somewhere along the way and I havent been able to get her back. I've been digging through the junk drawer to find a smile ... My most recent Self Portrait...
I have been taking a small break from tattooing and social everything to try and rediscover myself as a person and an artist. I lost myself somewhere along the way and I havent been able to get her back. I've been digging through the junk drawer to find a smile and there is nothing but coupons and loose screws. You should be "happy" or appear "happy" if you want to be a productive member of society. I do my best but my best isnt good enough for most people and I totally get it.
My face is a constant river of exhaustion... it flows with depression, mania, anxiety, suicidal ideation, all the insecurities, anger, pain and loss... best friends who just couldn't do life anymore and the still living friends that were tired of my shit. I get it... I don't blame them but it still hurts and yes even years later. It's funny because I still love you. It's a lonley life I choose to live because why would I come around you if I'm not 100% I can fake it for a little while but anyone who knows me knows fake isn't my shit.

There is a monster inside me who says she will never leave. I know her very well. We have known eachother for a very long time, since I was a child and have gotten very close. We eat, drink and sleep together. In the morning this first thing she does is gently touch my face and say "Hello". I rage from sun up to sun down to keep her where she belongs. Everytime I open my mouth she tries to claw her way out and the only thing I can do is scream inside because this is a "your problem" kind of world. She wins most days but I'm at a place where I feel I may be able to get passed it with the constant love and support of a few people.
This isn't a cry for help, this isn't a poor me post. This is a get to know your artist post. I love life and destruction and I always try and find "beauty" in the "ugly" I would like to start a new series of drawings similar to this one... we can talk about what ever you want or nothing at all. I need models so please contact me if this seems like something you would like to be apart of. Also if you would like commissioned piece please contact me, I need to keep my mind busy 🖤 Thanks for reading.
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Some of us are so “in love” that we are trying to start families with people who can’t raise them. Parenting ...
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Some of us are so “in love” that we are trying to start families with people who can’t raise them. Parenting starts way before childbirth. Parenting is about how you treat the parent. How can you say that you love the children but you don’t love the person who takes great care of them? Their vision ... Some of us are so “in love” that we are trying to start families with people who can’t raise them. Parenting starts way before childbirth. Parenting is about how you treat the parent. How can you say that you love the children but you don’t love the person who takes great care of them? Their vision won’t change after childbirth or after meeting your children. Real parenting is about creating an environment. This environment includes you… And just like your relationship, this environment is bigger than you. How can this person teach your child to do something that they can’t do themselves. If you ever wonder what the right move is in your love life. Always think about your children or future children. What would they say? I wonder what your future or present children would say about the relationship that you’re in. If you couldn’t explain how you’re being treated in your relationship to your child… why are you trying to explain it to yourself. Why are you trying to rationalize something that even a child can see is unhealthy? Don’t let your love life make you selfish. Children learn through modeling more than you know. What will they learn in a household while living with your current partner? Will they learn how not to communicate, how to be disrespectful with their language or will they learn how not to control their anger. Think about this following statement: God gave you two eyes to see things before your children have to. Think about that. You can make a decision now that will help or hurt your family life later on. Finally… I think upon this question. If someone doesn’t value you, why would you expect them to value what comes out of you? If you can… protect your children tomorrow through how you choose their parents today. #intelligentcommitment #countrymusic #music #popmusic #livemusic #musician #housemusic #rockmusic #musicvideo #indiemusic #musicproducer #musica #musicians #musicislife #musiclife #country #goodmusic #dancemusic #trapmusic #electronicmusic #musicfestival #newmusic #partymusic #musicismylife #musically #musicallyapp #musicphotography #musicproduction #nashville #musicaltheatre
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“But don’t look back in anger” I heard you say. <span class="emoji emoji263a"></span> #photo #me #hope #love #life #single #moment #thailand
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“But don’t look back in anger” I heard you say. #photo #me #hope #love #life #single #moment #thailand “But don’t look back in anger”
I heard you say. ☺

#photo #me #hope #love #life #single #moment #thailand
After this long past period of digging deep into my heart, helping other to dig deep into themselves ...
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After this long past period of digging deep into my heart, helping other to dig deep into themselves - I kind of lost my self on the way with too much going on. It almost felt like I fell into a big black hole of nothing. I started to question universe, the meaning of life, myself, and I have been feeling ... After this long past period of digging deep into my heart, helping other to dig deep into themselves - I kind of lost my self on the way with too much going on. It almost felt like I fell into a big black hole of nothing. I started to question universe, the meaning of life, myself, and I have been feeling alone in a weird way. Does it really make me happy with what I do? Am I enjoying life? What is my purpose? Do I make a difference? Do I want to live? Do I love myself? And of course, I love my life and what I do. But I have just stepped in to a period that I have been giving my all for a longer period so there is nothing left. So now I'm allowing myself to be in this space, to be a little bit confused and not sure about how I feel. Normally I feel so much - but now I don't feel anything. But it's okey too. It's so important to allow all sorts of feelings - happy, sad, anger, love, passion, being creative, to become really comfortable in yourself and your sexuality. But when you have been going through all of these emotions deep in you, what happens next? I'm not saying I'm perfect in any way, and that I have concurred all emotions in life. I have just been digging deep for some time now and found something I'm not familiar with. So this is also a part of me that I need to learn more about. And I am really in the perfect space for that right now, with the best guidance from these amazing people here at @yogiakademin. Thank you @josefinesyoga for being such a great support in life. I'm forever grateful for how you have helped me. My friend and my teacher - so much love💕

Came to my yoga retreat and planned to be online sometimes to still update here on insta. But since I arrived here I have just got such an urge to be without this technical irritating stimulation. To be able to enjoy my public life here later I need to just be with myself for the next coming 5 days. Cause I DO love what I do and share it with you. Tonight I am also entering some days of silence, so better to just use these last days to build myself completely. Life's interesting turns. Grateful for being me and that I'm allowing myself some time to grow. Lots of love 💕
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loose or betrayal. ...
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One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loose or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. #hardcoregirl #lessons #love #winter #pretty #christmas #bedtime #girl #festivalgirl #blond #hair #sleep #sorry #hairstyle ... One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it's guilt, anger, love, loose or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go. ❤
#hardcoregirl #lessons #love #winter #pretty #christmas #bedtime #girl #festivalgirl #blond #hair #sleep #sorry #hairstyle #photooftheday #hardcore #frenchcore #loveofmylife #namasteॐ
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Thoughts..."One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss ...
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Thoughts..."One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go." #breath #thoughts #change #why #cantstopwontstop #lifelessons #selflove #livelife #love #hope #dontstop #growth ... Thoughts..."One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Wether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go." #breath #thoughts #change #why #cantstopwontstop #lifelessons #selflove #livelife #love #hope #dontstop #growth #sdlife #sunset #sandiegosunset #ob #sunsetcliffs #sandiegobeach #life #foodforthought #lessons #letgo #beachlife #wordsofwisdom #behappy #quoteoftheday #bebrave #beautiful #fight #forlove
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 #Grace #thankful there is more to life when you are a huge giver love life give and be slow to anger ...
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#Grace #thankful there is more to life when you are a huge giver love life give and be slow to anger forgive 70*7 boom Jeaus did it again #Grace #thankful there is more to life when you are a huge giver love life give and be slow to anger forgive 70*7 boom Jeaus did it again
The presence of anger does not mean the capacity to love and accept is not there; love is always in ...
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The presence of anger does not mean the capacity to love and accept is not there; love is always in you 🕊 #coffeethoughts #love #life #travel #sunsets #prettyskies The presence of anger does not mean the capacity to love and accept is not there; love is always in you 🕊 #coffeethoughts #love #life #travel #sunsets #prettyskies
To my darling grandfather who was like my father and that I love dearly, miss so much and will always ...
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To my darling grandfather who was like my father and that I love dearly, miss so much and will always have a place in my heart. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I hope you don't forget me. I'll never forget you. You where such a great grandpa to all of us, even when u where ... To my darling grandfather who was like my father and that I love dearly, miss so much and will always have a place in my heart. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I hope you don't forget me. I'll never forget you.
You where such a great grandpa to all of us, even when u where grumpy and told us off. We all miss you and will all look after grandma for you. I hope when I get married I can be like you and grandma :) Xxx
#cancer #love #family #dad #granddad #thameshospicecare #frimleyparkhospital #pain #hurt #support #onemoreday #peace #rest #heart #love #life #death #anger #cousin #bestfriend #husband
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One of the Hardest Lessons in Life is Letting Go. Whether it is Guilt, Anger, Love, Loss, or Betrayal. ...
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One of the Hardest Lessons in Life is Letting Go. Whether it is Guilt, Anger, Love, Loss, or Betrayal. Change is Never Easy. We fight to Hold on and We Fight to Let Go. Once I let go of the Things that are not Serving me; I open up New, Clear and Beautiful Space for reGrowth, ReBirth, Reconnection ... One of the Hardest Lessons in Life is Letting Go. Whether it is Guilt, Anger, Love, Loss, or Betrayal. Change is Never Easy. We fight to Hold on and We Fight to Let Go. Once I let go of the Things that are not Serving me; I open up New, Clear and Beautiful Space for reGrowth, ReBirth, Reconnection but Most importantly Love because Love is the Energy that Cures and Nourishes. Love is what will make This World of Ours Evolve. Happy Friday Familia #FeelGoodFriday 🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴🇨🇴 Una de las lecciones mas Duras en la Vida es Dejar Ir. Sea Culpa, Enfado, Amor, Perdida, o Traicion. El Cambio nunca es Facil. Peleamos por aferrarnos al Igual que peleamos para no Dejar ir. Cuando deje ir las cosas que no me estaban ayudando a surguir; abri un nuevo, Limpio Y Hermoso Espacio para Crecer, Renacer, Reconectarme pero lo mas importante de todo; abri espacio para el Amor. La energia del Amor es la que Cura y Nutre. El Amor es lo que nos ayudara a evolucionar como Planeta. Feliz Viernes ❤️
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This is more than just a feeling. I decided a little while ago, that I was no longer going to look for ...
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This is more than just a feeling. I decided a little while ago, that I was no longer going to look for love. I decided- that I was going to be in love with music. Working tirelessly to make sure at the end of the day, I dedicated some time to it. I won't sit here and pretend like I sometimes slacked. ... This is more than just a feeling. I decided a little while ago, that I was no longer going to look for love. I decided- that I was going to be in love with music. Working tirelessly to make sure at the end of the day, I dedicated some time to it. I won't sit here and pretend like I sometimes slacked. My back was to the world and I felt like it was purposeless. I have lied to my love; like I've lied to ones, in my past, just the same, before. I wasn't paying attention to my passion, and I was starting to feel a small piece inside of me die, slowly. Music is my way to escape and cope with life and all its experiences that are chaotically rolled together. I don't do this for you; I do this for me- for my #soul. If there's anything that's in it for you, it's the idea that my only aim is to inspire. To remind people that anything you make time for, and put passion into, can materialize. Passion is nothing but anger & love, mixed together. If you don't put your passion into something, no one else or nothing will. The overwhelming joy I feel today is indescribable. @charlesdmusic & I just released a new vibe, to the world. I always say- when you put creative people in one area, something is gonna happen. And it did- what began at #730 has now turned into a lineup of great music. Very happy to say I've had the privilege to work with such a passionate and talented person as Charles D. To many more tracks. #highlife #souledout #nyc #queens #artist #lyricist #hiphophead #techhouse #vocalist #humbled #jovial #unsignedhype #neumann #rode #cubase #logic #ableton #yamaha #adam #maudio #hiphop #goldenera #oldschool #freestyle #passion #music #photocred 📸 @charlesdmusic
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In the Play of Life.. Lila I release my fear so i may embrace Freedom I release my pain so i may embrace Joy I release my anger so i may embrace compassion I release my sadness so i may embrace PEACE In connection with eachother, with the world, all can be felt and be experienced. Feeling ... In the Play of Life.. Lila

I release my fear so i may embrace Freedom
I release my pain so i may embrace Joy
I release my anger so i may embrace compassion
I release my sadness so i may embrace PEACE

In connection with eachother, with the world, all can be felt and be experienced.
Feeling Lucky to be fully Alive #trust #life #love #life
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Faith, that’s my everyday mantra!! I have faith in humanity!! I have faith that there is more good ...
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Faith, that’s my everyday mantra!! I have faith in humanity!! I have faith that there is more good in this world than evil!! I’m an optimist by nature. I have faith that together we can do great things. I have faith in my highest self and yours. I love Life entirely. I love people wholeheartedly. ... Faith, that’s my everyday mantra!! I have faith in humanity!! I have faith that there is more good in this world than evil!! I’m an optimist by nature. I have faith that together we can do great things. I have faith in my highest self and yours. I love Life entirely. I love people wholeheartedly. There is no good or bad. It is what it is, no labels or judgements. As I’m writing this my heart is light, no anger or resentment toward any being!! All love ❤️❤️❤️ Join me on the mat at 6 am tomorrow to practice our Faith Mantra. Let’s love entirely and wholeheartedly. See you at Easy Day Yoga.
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I love my country and I support it on a very genuine way!!! Have friends that are all nationalities ...
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I love my country and I support it on a very genuine way!!! Have friends that are all nationalities and religions and I respect every and each one of them!!! The future should be LOVE PEOPLE ( all of them) play sports and have fun with it , no need to insult anyone by any means!!! I’m deeply disappointed ... I love my country and I support it on a very genuine way!!! Have friends that are all nationalities and religions and I respect every and each one of them!!! The future should be LOVE PEOPLE ( all of them) play sports and have fun with it , no need to insult anyone by any means!!! I’m deeply disappointed by all of you that have hate and anger in their hearts and I don’t want you commenting on my posts!!!! My message was , is , and always will be love yours , respect others!!!! Love people , love life! #worldcup #worldcup2018 #football #srbija #serbia #brasil #brazil #russia2018 #russia
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Ponosna sam na to ko sam I odakle sam 🏻🏻 zelim vam svu srecu 🇷🇸🤜🏻🤛🏻 #worldcup #worldcup2018 #Srbija #Serbia #russia #malialiponosni 🏻🏻 #football #russia2018 since you don’t know how to play nice.... you’re not gonna play at all!!! I turned off comments coz you people missed the point!!! ... Ponosna sam na to ko sam I odakle sam 🙏🏻🙌🏻 zelim vam svu srecu 🇷🇸🤜🏻🤛🏻 #worldcup #worldcup2018 #Srbija #Serbia #russia #malialiponosni ☝🏻👌🏻 #football #russia2018 since you don’t know how to play nice.... you’re not gonna play at all!!! I turned off comments coz you people missed the point!!! I love my country and I support it on a very genuine way!!! Have friends that are all nationalities and religions and I respect every and each one of them!!! The future should be LOVE PEOPLE ( all of them) play sports and have fun with it , no need to insult anyone by any means!!! I’m deeply disappointed by all of you that have hate and anger in their hearts and I don’t want you commenting on my posts!!!! My message was , is , and always will be love yours , respect others!!!! Love people , love life!
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Embrace Love and Love Change CHANGE and LOVE are the only things that exist (at least in my world). ...
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Embrace Love and Love Change CHANGE and LOVE are the only things that exist (at least in my world). These seem like simple enough words but their concepts are so massive, so intricate, so much eMOTION involved in these two words that something so simple tends to not be. CHANGE & LOVE are inevitable, ... Embrace Love and Love Change

CHANGE and LOVE are the only things that exist (at least in my world). These seem like simple enough words but their concepts are so massive, so intricate, so much eMOTION involved in these two words that something so simple tends to not be. CHANGE & LOVE are inevitable, together and apart. If you DON’T learn to embrace them they will eat you alive BUT if you do they will bring unexpected gifts.
I’ve had my time in the wrestling ring with both and still do! For me it never gets easier embracing these words so I practice them every damn day! I practice to embrace love and love change. Sometimes I leave the ring bruised up and pained. Ouchie 😖. Sometimes I leave the champion, patting myself on the back. But NO ONE leaves the ring without injuries and scars. It’s part of the game. The longer you live, the more scars you earn. These scars often linger with fear & anger that can deter you from taking off your sweater on a hot summer’s day. Suffering in the heat, rather than exposing your wounded flesh. Or they can make you wiser, stronger, bolder, braver than ever before, choosing to strut naked through the congested streets without a fucking worry in the world. I have moments of both. Some days I’m stronger than others, other days are stronger than me. However fast or slow the scar heals, they always heal. Just put a little honey on the wound. #cuchithoughts #openjournal #change #love #life #movMEANT #BEYOUtiful #movMEANT.com
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Happy 1 year Anniversary my love.... Life is weird, there's happiness, sadness, anger, and joy. ...
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Happy 1 year Anniversary my love.... Life is weird, there's happiness, sadness, anger, and joy. We seen the ups and seen the downs. I've seen your young life turn into a beautiful smart and ambitious women. Let's continue to stay a weird and grow old together... Love your husband. Happy 1 year Anniversary my love.... Life is weird, there's happiness, sadness, anger, and joy. We seen the ups and seen the downs. I've seen your young life turn into a beautiful smart and ambitious women. Let's continue to stay a weird and grow old together... Love your husband.
This will be my goodbye, my goodbye to this instagram account. It took me a long time after stopping ...
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This will be my goodbye, my goodbye to this instagram account. It took me a long time after stopping to post pictures to get myself to do one last post. A big part in this have been my dearest supporters, those two people that can see through me right into my heart. The girl that can be seen in the ... This will be my goodbye, my goodbye to this instagram account. It took me a long time after stopping to post pictures to get myself to do one last post. A big part in this have been my dearest supporters, those two people that can see through me right into my heart.

The girl that can be seen in the pictures and in the captions I posted was a creation. Parts of it are real, big parts of it are myself but big parts are also what I thought I was, what I thought would be good to be, what I thought was expected or should be done. And this is my illness. This being something that others consider appropriate that helps others or that should be and not even knowing what I really am.
What I should eat, what I should do, whem to say yes, when to say no, when to cry and whom to listen to.
This girl in the pictures may have never been me. And now its time to befree this girl. You are not what you want others to see. You are whats inside you.
I am real. I am becoming me. I am listening to myself. I am honest. I shout in my mothers face. I say no to tge guy that approaches me. I tell people what feels wrong even though I can not explain why it feels wrong.
To all of the girls out there that are struggeling with an eating disorder. This is my message to you: all of this is not about food, it is not about being thin, about counting calories or burning them. For each of us there is something we try to not give attention to. To cover, to avoid. For me those were the emotions. Anger, sadness, envy, love,... i could not do anything negative against my mother, too afraid that she could leave, start crying or hitting us. I startet to control myself, to become "perfect", to replace her as a mother and transfer this reasonable behaviour to everything else. Relationships for example.
Find this thing.
Find the thing underlying and start giving a fuck about food.
Food is amazing, but only a small part of life, there is so much more!
It is not about the years in your life! It is about the life in your years!
Every second, every moment counts.
Love yourself, love others, love life, love nature, love thoughts, love music, love beauty, love koalabears,....
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THEY SAY NEVER LOOK BACK...but you may reassess decisions you’ve made especially between March -May 16. Mars is about to retrograde, which happens every 2 years. Look at the direction your life is heading, past decisions you’ve made. I’m fascinated by astrology because it can be used as ... THEY SAY NEVER LOOK BACK...but you may reassess decisions you’ve made especially between March -May 16. Mars is about to retrograde, which happens every 2 years. Look at the direction your life is heading, past decisions you’ve made. I’m fascinated by astrology because it can be used as a guide and give a birds eye view of emotions and experiences you may be having. It offers much clarity. From foreverconscious.com: ☀️During Mars Retrograde, the Universe is really giving us an opportunity to pause and review the actions of our past before moving ahead.

Mars Retrograde asks us to assess whether our actions are truly serving us and if they are helping or hindering us in creating the life of our dreams.

So often we take action from a place of habit rather than truth. So often we fall into autopilot, and never really stop to question what we are doing and where we are heading.

Under Mars Retrograde we are all going to be called to pay attention to the direction of our lives, and to assess the consequences of our actions.

All actions have consequences, and those consequences are either supporting a life that we want, or supporting a life that we don’t want.

Our actions are either raising us up to be the best, or they are pulling us down and causing us to repeat the same cycles again and again. Mars rules over fiery emotions like anger, conflict, and frustration. If any of these emotions have been bubbling beneath the surface, this retrograde period may cause them to be released, and we may find that we need to clear and deal with them once and for all.

Overall, Mars retrograde is a time of rest and reflection. It is a time to look to the actions of our past and to assess how they have been serving us 🌏 #spiritualawakening #astrology #spiritual #love #life #awakening #newyork #nyc
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As many know Fab is #myfavoriterapper I can't imagine what is actually happening in his personal ...
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As many know Fab is #myfavoriterapper I can't imagine what is actually happening in his personal life. I hope that the news media doesn't ruin him and his incredible family. It makes me sad that he took it to that level (provoked or not) . Hope that this whole thing is just an #exaggeration Anger+love+fame+social ... As many know Fab is #myfavoriterapper I can't imagine what is actually happening in his personal life. I hope that the news media doesn't ruin him and his incredible family. It makes me sad that he took it to that level (provoked or not) . Hope that this whole thing is just an #exaggeration Anger+love+fame+social media+weed=a bad situation every time
You never know how deeply damaged people are behind their Social media life. Or the pain that they try to pass off as love.
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This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my ...
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This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my mind a lot of you resonate with it, so here we goooo.. 🤓 We live in a world where showing emotion is considered a weakness. But in my opinion hiding how you feel is the only thing that truly makes ... This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my mind a lot of you resonate with it, so here we goooo.. 🤓

We live in a world where showing emotion is considered a weakness.
But in my opinion hiding how you feel is the only thing that truly makes you weak. ✊🏽
Growing up, I remember being yelled at for ever crying.
So as I grew older, I no longer did. 🤷🏽‍♀️
I used to open up my heart too easily which often lead to disappointment, so I no longer did. 🤷🏽‍♀️
And little by little I disconnected from my heart.
Growing heavy as I resisted any feeling that would make me look weak - or so I thought.
I looked strong to everyone around me, but internally I was - and definitely believe I still am - holding onto who knows how many emotions, and situations that were never expressed or processed. 😶

Do you see how putting a tough face on actually makes you weaker? 😔
You disconnect from your heart because you ignore what it is telling you - so your intuition is weakened.
You hold onto so much which can make you sensitive and very reactive to small situations that might reflect the past emotions you’re holding onto.
You see everything through a filter of emotions and situations that have never been processed, which can lead you to closing off to new opportunities or new people who might actually be deserving of your heart. 💕

We all experience life differently, but the happiness, anger, love, fear, peace, joy, heartache, etc - it is all the same.
And when you own it, you also create space for those around you to express themselves. 🙏🏽
Don’t let your ego (the little voice inside of you who is constantly looking for an identity to latch onto) trick you into thinking you are what you FEEL - which I think is a big part of the reason why we choose to hide our emotions.
You aren’t fear, you aren’t pain, you are not anger. You are simply the awareness that acknowledges it as it comes into your being, and it leaves. 💆🏽‍♀️
So allow it to happen. Allow yourself to FEEL, and let it go when it is done.
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Sometimes you must walk through the fire to realize the flame will not burn you, it will only burn ...
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Sometimes you must walk through the fire to realize the flame will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal, change is never easy. We fight to hold on, and we fight to let go. But holding ... Sometimes you must walk through the fire to realize the flame will not burn you, it will only burn what you are not 🌋 One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss, or betrayal, change is never easy. We fight to hold on, and we fight to let go. But holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else, you are the one who gets burned. Do not fear change. Surrender to what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be. There is no need to fear the fire, for you already are the flame 🔥🌌🎨: @marcel_van_luit
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This should complete us with understanding true forgiveness.We see this forgiveness was amongst ...
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This should complete us with understanding true forgiveness.We see this forgiveness was amongst our brethern and did not include the wicked non-repentive hearts.But what about forgiving yourself.This is personally impossible.You can't do it,but don't feel bad about this;because ... This should complete us with understanding true forgiveness.We see this forgiveness was amongst our brethern and did not include the wicked non-repentive hearts.But what about forgiving yourself.This is personally impossible.You can't do it,but don't feel bad about this;because nowhere in the Bible does it say we can or must forgive ourselves.But Old Testament did say they gave a guilt offering,and who you know died for all sins and was the ultimate sacrifice.That's right Yahushua And you can ask Him, with the aid of the Ruach HaKodesh to give you strength and might to forgive yourself and others. Bottom line: forgiveness of your sins is something that Yahushua suffered a horrible death for. And by following Torah and believing in The Hamashiach. "He will forgive our wrongdoing and never again remember their sin.Jeremiah 31:34)The Messiah has taken your sins on a sheet and balled it up and thrown it in a fire.But you must learn to forgive the same way Yahushua teaches forgiveness.
But we must not be gullible and foolish. unforgiveness hurts only you.
Most people that your holding a grudge against aren't even thinking about you.But your carrying that hate and anger around on your Mishpacha like a cancer eating away at you,and their living a life with everything but you on their mind.And the most important thing you have to lose is your soul,and not only did they conquer you in life. But now their defeating you in death. Because now you'll have to face the 2nd death. Because if you can't forgive,you can no way be forgiven. So what things do you need to become victorious in this? Ask YHWH to give you grace to forgive your Mishpacha, even if they hate the air you breathe.Finally, all of you,be one in mind and feeling;love for your brothers; and be compassionate and humble- minded. Not repaying evil for evil or insult with insult,but, on the contrary, with blessing. For it is to this that you have been called,so that you may receive a blessing.For"whoever wants to love life and see good days must keep his tongue from evil and his lips from speaking deceit, turn from evil and do good, seek peace and chase after it.For YHWH keeps his eyes on the righteous,1Peter8-12.
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Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never ...
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Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back ... Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.” So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land. For I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. Love is God, God is love, So be Love, Become a God, He did create us in his image! 🧐😉 #Grateful #Blessed #Happy #Love #Life #God #Jesus #Light #EnjoyLife #DailyMotivation #LiveLifeFearless #Wisdom #Intuition #Awareness #Woke #Enlightened #Reborn #Saturday #Faith #Serenity #Innerpeace #Spirit #Intuition #lightworker #pinealgland #spiritual
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The act of being humbled is highly rewarded. To acknowledge that you are lucky to live, breathe, ...
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The act of being humbled is highly rewarded. To acknowledge that you are lucky to live, breathe, see, read, think etc., is the most amazing feeling. What if tomorrow you lost something you took for granted yesterday? We must treasure our lives and others around us and be thankful we get another ... The act of being humbled is highly rewarded. To acknowledge that you are lucky to live, breathe, see, read, think etc., is the most amazing feeling. What if tomorrow you lost something you took for granted yesterday? We must treasure our lives and others around us and be thankful we get another day to live. Others aren't so lucky. Humble yourself to know you are small and at any moment in a blink of an eye you can lose something or everything. Life on this earth isn't guaranteed. But I'll tell you what is. Spending life in eternity with only happiness, joy and love. No more sorrow or pain or anger. To live with our creator in peace for eternity is what is guaranteed. Dear Lord thank you for our lives, we are blessed beyond belief. Thank you for another day. May you lead us in your ways to glorify you to honor and love you. Let us help a person in need. Let us love because to give is more treasured then to receive in Jesus name amen. #love #life #happiness #humble #rewarded #honor glorify #peace #attitude #jesus #jesussaves #ilovegod #ilovejesus #jesus #god #treasure #beauty #see #hear #think #people #earth #onlythroughchrist #amen
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When the heart has been broken, beaten and played with, finding the inner strength to heal almost ...
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When the heart has been broken, beaten and played with, finding the inner strength to heal almost seems impossible! My journey has been long and difficult but I realised that to find the happiness that I was desperately seeking, I had to allow the healing process to begin. I had to forgive ... When the heart has been broken, beaten and played with, finding the inner strength to heal almost seems impossible!
My journey has been long and difficult but I realised that to find the happiness that I was desperately seeking, I had to allow the healing process to begin. I had to forgive those that had wronged me, and to stop carrying the hurt, bitterness and anger that had weighed me down for so long, blurring my vision to see things clearly!
I'm happy to say that I've succeeded and am now in the process of forgiving myself, finding myself, knowing myself, seeing myself, and respecting myself so that I can love and be loved again! ❤️
#heart #healing #selfdiscovery #strength #epiphany #process #happiness #love #life #sadness #forgiveness #forgive #vision #anger #hurt #heartbreak #loveyourself #fallinlove #vision #respect #respectyourself #loveyourself #findyourstrength #heal #yourself #you #succeed #knowingyourself #findyourself #journey #fallinlove #motivation
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I am an imperfect creature, in an imperfect world. You must not be afraid to let the world see who you ...
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I am an imperfect creature, in an imperfect world. You must not be afraid to let the world see who you really are. The world can love me or hate me for who i am. What matters is that i love the person i am and that i have become. I always do what i believe is right, and sometimes i am wrong, but i full heartedly ... I am an imperfect creature, in an imperfect world. You must not be afraid to let the world see who you really are. The world can love me or hate me for who i am. What matters is that i love the person i am and that i have become. I always do what i believe is right, and sometimes i am wrong, but i full heartedly believe in following your heart. I don’t hide my flaws, i embrace them. Because thats what makes us human. What is the world but one giant, chaotic jambalaya of humans of different beliefs, values, religions, ethnicities. We share the same earth, the same air, the same life essentially. So why have all this hate, all this anger. No matter the situation, i always try to see the best in every person i meet. I don’t care if u homeless, if you a janitor, if u look like a thug etc... i am not above nor beneath anyone. All the money in the world cant buy you what truly matters in life. A feeling of purpose, of self fulfillment. A serenity, peace of mind and most importantly peace of soul. Love yourself, love your family, your friends, love life, love your fellow humans. Happy Easter to All. Sorry for the long rant. Needed to get it out. #happyeaster #fromyourfavoritemeathead #myonceamonthwithoutatanktop #wordsofwisdom #lovelife #livelife #serenity #peaceofmind #foodforthought #instapic
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I want to sing praises unto You #ChristMySaviour To Never have to take tears to bed, The #Word_Is_He, Yes ...
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I want to sing praises unto You #ChristMySaviour To Never have to take tears to bed, The #Word_Is_He, Yes The Word being You; said not to take anger to bed but it's not anger, I want to fulfill something in You wherever I go... A woman's words pierces so do deep But let me say that I count it ... I want to sing praises unto You #ChristMySaviour
To Never have to take tears to bed,
The #Word_Is_He,
Yes The Word being You; said not to take anger to bed but it's not anger, I want to fulfill something in You wherever I go... A woman's words pierces so
do deep
☀But let me say that I count it within the costs.👌 💕I love life so i choose to lose mine and take on tge rest, Zoè, life in Christ.🍃 💗 #TrustNoMan of what account is he?🌹
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“Guilty” Two frustrating, baldness inducing, years of my life for an unenforceable checkmark ...
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“Guilty” Two frustrating, baldness inducing, years of my life for an unenforceable checkmark on a piece of paper, trying to get back what was taken from me, mostly, my trust in people. This morning, the gallery which sold my paintings and kept the entire $70,000 has been declared liable ... “Guilty”
Two frustrating, baldness inducing, years of my life for an unenforceable checkmark on a piece of paper, trying to get back what was taken from me, mostly, my trust in people. This morning, the gallery which sold my paintings and kept the entire $70,000 has been declared liable by the Superior Court of California, SF.
This is a call for change. A storm has been brewing which could bring about a disastrous future for all artists, and culture in general. Expose the galleries that disrespect you, you - the basic pillar of their business. You have every right, no, responsibility to stand up for yourself. And for Pete’s sake, do everything to support the honest galleries that support you, make they’re job easy! Give them great art and let them sell all of your art while you focus on your own visions, and they will help you obtain your dreams. It’s a symbiotic relationship. I’ve experienced both the greatest galleries such as John Pence and those who represent me today, and some of the most ethically despicable; not paying when promised so we can survive, weeks after our hard earned creations are given to them, sold and gone; charging my collectors more than I declared and then keeping the extra money for themselves; hell, one even closed, put all our art in a garage, and disappeared. In an age where galleries are facing their toughest situations (digital age “boo-hoo”-ery) do not think that all artists of the world will not be affected. Give all you can to support the righteous galleries and stand up against those who disrespect your life’s hard earned passion

Do not let the honest collectors who support you, give their money to frauds.

I love Italy and we yearn to rebuild a school and community somewhere in Europe. But we cannot be hindered by unethical treatment. Thank you Arkady Itkin, my lawyer👊🏻 And any respectable and gracious Italian lawyers in a position to help with this case, where I am now at a loss, feel free to email me.

My angst and anger stem from a place of deep love. Art is my life. The effect of art on the world and people is a wondrous thing, and I will defend it with all my soul.
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