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Same same but different <span class="emoji emoji2665"></span>️ I love playing with different arm variations in viparita dandasana (forearm ...
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Same same but different ️ I love playing with different arm variations in viparita dandasana (forearm wheel). Depending on the day, one will feel better than another. The upper left - flat palms - is more protective of my shoulders and creates a very stable base, but not quite as deep as the ... Same same but different ♥️ I love playing with different arm variations in viparita dandasana (forearm wheel). Depending on the day, one will feel better than another. The upper left - flat palms - is more protective of my shoulders and creates a very stable base, but not quite as deep as the other three. Prayer hands, upper right, allows for some external shoulder rotation which gives me more space to go a little deeper. Bound arms (lower left) intensifies the external rotation and the most intense for me is the lower right, hands in prayer behind my back. Do you have a favorite arm variation you like to practice? ♥️ Wearing my favorite combo - @aloyoga duds and @toesox on my legs. 😊 Photography by @bonnieenglund - thanks for your patience while I did all these! 😘🙏🏻 #yoga #backbend #forearmwheel #viparitadandasana #legwarmers #fitfashion #tutorial #yogatutorial #tutorialtuesday #practice #practicedaily #practicenotperfection #play #explore #studio #yogaphotography #yogateacher #yogastudent #aloyoga #beagoddess #toesox #namaste
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Just out here trying to be my own #thickspo <span class="emoji emoji1f64b"></span>🏻‍♀️ . Life got a whole lot better when I embraced the ...
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Just out here trying to be my own #thickspo 🏻‍♀️ . Life got a whole lot better when I embraced the fact that I’m not meant to colour inside the lines. I’m a little crazy. I’m a whole lot of passionate. I was never meant to be boxed into a beige cage of how I perceived that people expected me to be. ... Just out here trying to be my own #thickspo 🙋🏻‍♀️
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Life got a whole lot better when I embraced the fact that I’m not meant to colour inside the lines. I’m a little crazy. I’m a whole lot of passionate. I was never meant to be boxed into a beige cage of how I perceived that people expected me to be. I followed the rules because I was afraid people would talk behind my back. Call me all the things that I am. Traits which I now embrace. 🌻I’m crazy
🌻I’m weird
🌻I’m emotional
And if someone were to use those traits like they’re a bad thing....well they can kiss my 🍑
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Be you Bby. Do you. Who cares what anyone else has to say about it. Let that magic shine ✨
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#fitness #humpday #girlswholift #bikini #selflove #bodylove #fitchick #divinefeminine #igfitness #motivation #booty #beyourself #loveanybody #fitnessjourney #selflovewarrior #bikini #weekendvibes
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She can’t be Afghan 🤦🏽‍♀️ — -———————————————- An Afghan woman has ended her relationship and cancelled ...
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She can’t be Afghan 🤦🏽‍♀️ — -———————————————- An Afghan woman has ended her relationship and cancelled her $CAD60,000 ($AU62,856) wedding because guests refused to pay $1,500 each to attend. The gob-smacking story has gone viral after someone posted screen shots of the bride's initial ... She can’t be Afghan 🤦🏽‍♀️ — -———————————————-
An Afghan woman has ended her relationship and cancelled her $CAD60,000 ($AU62,856) wedding because guests refused to pay $1,500 each to attend.
The gob-smacking story has gone viral after someone posted screen shots of the bride's initial Facebook post to Reddit.
The bride – whose name is Gul bebe – made a lengthy post in which she tells guests to, "just f—king give me my money for my wedding".
The post begins: "Dear friends, it comes with great sadness that I am announcing the cancellation of the [name blanked out] wedding.
"I apologise for cancelling only 4 days beforehand. Unfortunately, [name blanked out] and I have broken up due to some recent and irreparable problems." RELATED: Bride's simple request labelled 'utterly ridiculous'
According to a follow up Facebook post made by someone claiming to be Gul bebe’s cousin, the outraged bride has "entitlement issues".
Gul bebe says she decided to split from her partner after he began to "gossip about me behind my back" after she insisted guests fork out at least $1,500 to attend their wedding.
"I SPECIFICALLY, I mean SPECIFICALLY asked for cash gifts," she wrote.
"How could we have OUR wedding that WE dreamed of without proper funding?
"If you couldn't contribute, you weren't invited to our exclusive wedding. It's a once and a lifetime party.
"So, we sent out RSVP's and only 8 people replied and sent us the check.” ————————————————
Follow @Afghansingers, @pashtoomusic ————————————————-
#afghansingers #afghans #viralpost #goneviral #afghanwomen #afghanwedding #readthis #cancelledwedding
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Could.not.love.more. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been around “family” and “friends” who ...
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Could.not.love.more. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been around “family” and “friends” who have told me (or rather told others behind my back whom have then told me) that one or another of my boys are “too crazy” or “too loud” or “too destructive” or “too somethingelse” and almost all ... Could.not.love.more. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve been around “family” and “friends” who have told me (or rather told others behind my back whom have then told me) that one or another of my boys are “too crazy” or “too loud” or “too destructive” or “too somethingelse” and almost all of those people have zero experience with raising two little boys. As much as I literally don’t give a single F, I do always say... “when my son becomes an astronaut or entrepreneur or president of the United States...don’t claim him as someone you’re proud to know or boast “I’m friends with his mom!” because no bye. Boys are meant to be boys and I could care less if you don’t appreciate mine. I know I’m a damn good mother and I also know boys are bat shit crazy and also!?!? Byyyeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! Also, #stfu
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Recovering from a C-section has been a process. <span class="emoji emoji1f4aa"></span>🏼<span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span>- At the beginning, it was really hard for me to ...
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Recovering from a C-section has been a process. 🏼- At the beginning, it was really hard for me to sit around the apartment because the only place where I would feel comfortable was my bed, but thanks to the Monarch Pillow by @smiloinc I was able to slowly start feeling comfortable sitting ... Recovering from a C-section has been a process. 💪🏼💕- At the beginning, it was really hard for me to sit around the apartment because the only place where I would feel comfortable was my bed, but thanks to the Monarch Pillow by @smiloinc I was able to slowly start feeling comfortable sitting everywhere else! I love placing it behind my back for lumbar support! It is also super comfortable for nursing and sleeping! The design it has allows you to fold and button it in SO many ways! I truly love it! Having a good pillow during pregnancy is key and this one can totally be your favorite! #ad #MySmilo.......................................
La recuperación después de una cesárea es lenta y dolorosa al principio. El único lugar en donde me sentía realmente cómoda a la hora de sentarme era mi cama. Si no hubiera sido por la almohada “Monarch” de @smiloinc no hubiera logrado sentarme en ningún otro lugar en el apartamento! Esta se puede doblar de muchas maneras y es demasiado cómoda! Me encanta especialmente doblarla como esta en la foto ya que ofrece soporte para la parte lumbar de la espalda! Ademas es súper buena para amamantar a tu bebe también y para el embarazo! Se las recomiendo! Con el link en mis IG stories la pueden adquirir!
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Happy Birthday to my A1 since day 1!!!!!!<span class="emoji emoji1f38a"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f388"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f389"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f46f"></span>‍♀️<span class="emoji emoji1f382"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f61c"></span>😛 I love you so much girl! You are one person I can ...
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Happy Birthday to my A1 since day 1!!!!!!‍♀️😛 I love you so much girl! You are one person I can say never switched up on the kid, never had to question your loyalty, never had to worry about you playing sides behind my back! Stayed down even when I put you through so much bullshit with me fighting ... Happy Birthday to my A1 since day 1!!!!!!🎊🎈🎉👯‍♀️🎂😜😛 I love you so much girl! You are one person I can say never switched up on the kid, never had to question your loyalty, never had to worry about you playing sides behind my back! Stayed down even when I put you through so much bullshit with me fighting damn near the whole Thornwood and Northern lmao! 😂🤣😂😂🤣😂 (fun times fun times) you never going to see one without the other. Peanut butter to my jelly, hamburger to my helper (I’m so corny 😂😂😂) I could go on and on, but you know how much you mean to me! My sister 4 life 👯‍♀️ @keisharichey__mommy5times
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Throwback to the Tennessee State Championships @npctennessee where I placed 🥈in Teen Bodybuilding. ...
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Throwback to the Tennessee State Championships @npctennessee where I placed 🥈in Teen Bodybuilding. This show was my best stage condition, weighed in at 148lbs! 4lb difference from the Knox Classic! I had an absolute blast competing in this event! Thank you to everyone supporting me and ... Throwback to the Tennessee State Championships @npctennessee where I placed 🥈in Teen Bodybuilding. This show was my best stage condition, weighed in at 148lbs! 4lb difference from the Knox Classic! I had an absolute blast competing in this event! Thank you to everyone supporting me and showing me all the love in the world. It means everything to have the best family, friends, and fans all behind my back cheering me on! I had Tyler Freeman in mind big time when I was stepping on these stages. Everything I do is for him 💚🙏🏼 #knoxclassic2018 #npcbodybuilding #bodybuilding #teenbodybuilder #teenbodybuilding #18yo #pose #stage #competing #mostmuscular
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Gomukhasana. (Cow <span class="emoji emoji1f42e"></span> Face Pose) 12 years ago I dislocated my right shoulder, broke my right collarbone ...
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Gomukhasana. (Cow Face Pose) 12 years ago I dislocated my right shoulder, broke my right collarbone and broke 2 ribs in my final season of playing semi-pro arena football. As the years passed, my shoulder ROM progressively decreased, and I just accepted that I would be forever “the guy ... Gomukhasana. (Cow 🐮 Face Pose)
12 years ago I dislocated my right shoulder, broke my right collarbone and broke 2 ribs in my final season of playing semi-pro arena football.
As the years passed, my shoulder ROM progressively decreased, and I just accepted that I would be forever “the guy with really tight shoulders.”
4 years ago I started to go full force with yoga, fascial release therapy and intently working on healing my body.
Today was a milestone.
For the first time in my life I was finally able to grab my hands behind my back.
Seems small for most, but for me it’s huge.
The body is a hyper-receptive expression of intelligence and if you love it, move it, and allow it.
Our bodies will not only heal, but evolve.
✊🏽 #nikeyoga
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A great post from @staceypfd #bomberodesigns ・・・ I’ve held back on posting this picture,.. but ...
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A great post from @staceypfd #bomberodesigns ・・・ I’ve held back on posting this picture,.. but why?... mostly because of what other people will think. What they’ll say. How they’ll make fun of it behind my back. Well.... go ahead to those few. I’m pretty used to it now.• • • •A picture like ... A great post from @staceypfd #bomberodesigns ・・・
I’ve held back on posting this picture,.. but why?... mostly because of what other people will think. What they’ll say. How they’ll make fun of it behind my back. Well.... go ahead to those few. I’m pretty used to it now.•


•A picture like this can make young girls believe in themselves. It can inspire. It can spark something. It can be just what they needed to see. I’m proud that I represent a very small % of the fire service, and feel I represent it well. I’m proud of my career choice, and will continue to promote women in the fire service. •

•I’ll do my best to help anyone interested in firefighting. The world needs more people that want to help others. Feel free to shoot me a message. -Stacey
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Great post from @staceypfd! Please read and comment below! <span class="emoji emoji1f447"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f447"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f447"></span> ・・・ I’ve held back on posting this ...
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Great post from @staceypfd! Please read and comment below! ・・・ I’ve held back on posting this picture,.. but why?... mostly because of what other people will think. What they’ll say. How they’ll make fun of it behind my back. Well.... go ahead to those few. I’m pretty used to it now.• • • •A ... Great post from @staceypfd! Please read and comment below! 👇👇👇
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I’ve held back on posting this picture,.. but why?... mostly because of what other people will think. What they’ll say. How they’ll make fun of it behind my back. Well.... go ahead to those few. I’m pretty used to it now.•


•A picture like this can make young girls believe in themselves. It can inspire. It can spark something. It can be just want they needed to see. I’m proud that I represent a very small % of the fire service, and feel I represent it well. I’m proud of my career choice, and will continue to promote women in the fire service. •

•I’ll do my best to help anyone interested in firefighting. The world needs more people that want to help others. Feel free to shoot me a message. -Stacey
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“Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch the Universe keep blessing me in front you.” No matter ...
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“Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch the Universe keep blessing me in front you.” No matter what anybody says, have an amazing support system of people who will keep you looking forward towards your blessings while they handle those behind you. 📸: Vikki Sloviter @vikkisloviterphoto ... “Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch the Universe keep blessing me in front you.” No matter what anybody says, have an amazing support system of people who will keep you looking forward towards your blessings while they handle those behind you. 📸: Vikki Sloviter @vikkisloviterphoto w/ Terk Lewis @terklewis
#worldwidedance #worldwideballet #universaldance_ #WorldBalletProject #danceersworld #balletpost #GaynorMinden #GaynorGuy #instagramfordancers #igdancers #male_dancers_ #maledancerss #boysofballet #browngirlsdoballet #dancemagme #dancemale #Dancerofthedayentry #blackboysdancetoo #blackboyjoy #BlackDontCrack #Ballet #NYC #Friendship #Dance #MenOnPointe #ContinueToInspire
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People talk about me behind my back and I just sit here like „Damn. I got myself a fanclub.“🚜<span class="emoji emoji1f4a8"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f37b"></span> #supasunda #reifensuacha #friends #love #15er #wheelie #sunset #fostgstoam
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People talk about me behind my back and I just sit here like „Damn. I got myself a fanclub.“🚜 #supasunda #reifensuacha #friends #love #15er #wheelie #sunset #fostgstoam People talk about me behind my back and I just sit here like „Damn. I got myself a fanclub.“🚜💨🍻 #supasunda #reifensuacha #friends #love #15er #wheelie #sunset #fostgstoam
It’s not that leaders or professionals don’t have fears... It’s that that that they move forward ...
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It’s not that leaders or professionals don’t have fears... It’s that that that they move forward toward the fear, stretching themselves every day anyway. I didn’t want to admit it but I did have the huge fears... I was insecure, worried about O.P.O. - other people’s opinions - - even if they ... It’s not that leaders or professionals don’t have fears... It’s that that that they move forward toward the fear, stretching themselves every day anyway.
I didn’t want to admit it but I did have the huge fears... I was insecure, worried about O.P.O. - other people’s opinions - - even if they didn’t have any successful results, education or training in the area I was wanting to be successful in, lol!
We are programmed to fear “rejection”, and what if I “fail” or waste my time?
And I did find out about people talking behind my back, but it only hurt for a second 😂, and it didn’t matter, because that’s none of my business, lol!
Probably karma anyway, because I do way more of my fair share of crackin’ jokes, lol, AND I’ve probably made more mistakes than anyone, so that was all on me, lol!
The truth was, I was not as disciplined as I thought, I was not consistent and not being coachable or honest with myself... personally, emotionally, financially, all of it... Still working on all of that, every day, lol! That endless #journey... You know what I’m talkin’ about if you’ve know the young Marco 😂😂😂! But once you reach your goal, then either it’s #growth or decline, so now it’s on to that #nextlevel, which brings even more challenge... stretching, pain, fear, failure, etc... F*ckin’ BRING IT. Who’s with me, goin’ HARD!!
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i wish that my brother and my dad would just talk shit about me behind my back and not constantly tell ...
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i wish that my brother and my dad would just talk shit about me behind my back and not constantly tell me to my face that they think i'm useless because i'm really fucking tired of hearing about it #tumblr #textpost i wish that my brother and my dad would just talk shit about me behind my back and not constantly tell me to my face that they think i'm useless because i'm really fucking tired of hearing about it
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Tips for mummas in 3rd Trimester.... Based off my experience <span class="emoji emoji1f60a"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f60a"></span> - Buy a size up in comfy undies, ...
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Tips for mummas in 3rd Trimester.... Based off my experience - Buy a size up in comfy undies, there's nothing like being comfortable because you are mostly uncomfortable in any situation. - Pillows. All of the pillows. I use a body pillow to cuddle, another behind my back to stop me sleeping ... Tips for mummas in 3rd Trimester....
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- Buy a size up in comfy undies, there's nothing like being comfortable because you are mostly uncomfortable in any situation.
- Pillows. All of the pillows. I use a body pillow to cuddle, another behind my back to stop me sleeping on my back, and another between my feet really helps the hip pain at night. - Get your partner to speak/sing/hum to the belly. Baby can hear so it'll be nice for bub to recognize your hubby/partner once born.
- Love your body. Your body has been through a journey and a half these past 8 months and it's now preparing for birth. Book in your final pedicures, massages and hair appts! - Lightening crotch is a real thing. It's so weird. - Think about packing a hospital bag. I just wrote a list out today and its huge!! - Embrace rest and naps. - Decide on a birth plan and when visitors will be allowed after birth. Our midwife said you and your partner will need rest after birth so its important not to have visitors coming too regularly. - Organize baby room. Mine is a mess!! 😋
- Go on a date!
#thirdtrimester #34weekspregnant #pregnancytips #thebump
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Anybody that supports Cardi B’s behavior at a setting like that shows me what type of woman/man u ...
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Anybody that supports Cardi B’s behavior at a setting like that shows me what type of woman/man u are that shit isn’t cute & it’s unprofessional its a time & place for certain things & always better ways to handle those types of situations that fighting ghetto shit is so ignorant to me NOT SAYING ... Anybody that supports Cardi B’s behavior at a setting like that shows me what type of woman/man u are that shit isn’t cute & it’s unprofessional its a time & place for certain things & always better ways to handle those types of situations that fighting ghetto shit is so ignorant to me NOT SAYING I SIDE WITH NICKI but Cardi needs guidance & better people around her period I would never let a mfer that sneak disses me Fuck Up my money nor my name people talk shit behind my back on the regular & i known this from facts but mfers not on shit & will not stop me from getting to where i need to go 🅿️ #LearnToPickYourBattles
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Divorced couple goals @krisfade! Just because we didn’t make it as a married couple, doesn’t mean ...
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Divorced couple goals @krisfade! Just because we didn’t make it as a married couple, doesn’t mean we can’t make it as parents. It didn’t happen overnight, it wasn’t easy, but we made it, and it was all worth it. I have a best friend, who I had 2 beautiful children with, a new life and new sets of ... Divorced couple goals @krisfade! Just because we didn’t make it as a married couple, doesn’t mean we can’t make it as parents. It didn’t happen overnight, it wasn’t easy, but we made it, and it was all worth it. I have a best friend, who I had 2 beautiful children with, a new life and new sets of goals. We are happy, kids are happy, life is good. We’ve had people ask us if it’s ok to work with either one of us or stay friends with each of us and the answer is always YES! Or some people try say something bad about my ex and I stop them right there because I WILL get mad. He’s a great ex husband and an even better father. I want the best for my baby’s daddy just as he wants the best for me. There’s nothing better than the smiles on our kids faces when they see us together, relaxed and still warm toward each other. People in the past have tried to slander me behind my back about my relationship with my ex so here it is. We have never been better! You CAN make it through any relationship. Just have to be intelligent, patient and civilized. It’s hard work, but anyone can do it. Just try harder and let go of your pride. You are hurting yourself in the long run more than the other person and if there are children involved, you are hurting them more. Hope anyone that’s going through a hard time with their significant other gets inspired in one way or another. There is ALWAYS a silver lining if you look for it. Stay blessed peeps 🙏🏼 #noushieandkikki
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I wake up every morning remembering the issues and concerns in my life but before I step out into the ...
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I wake up every morning remembering the issues and concerns in my life but before I step out into the world, I talk to myself while I get ready for work. I remind myself how far I’ve come, I remind myself how strong I am, how I’ve stayed away from the statistics of the young Black male living in New ... I wake up every morning remembering the issues and concerns in my life but before I step out into the world, I talk to myself while I get ready for work. I remind myself how far I’ve come, I remind myself how strong I am, how I’ve stayed away from the statistics of the young Black male living in New York. I remind myself I have dreams and goals.i remind myself I have people in my life who care about me. Doing this has brought a sense of hope and enlightenment to my life even during the hardest times. I’ve always smiled while holding a broken mirror behind my back but I’ve learned how to slowly put the pieces back together each time it breaks. Love yourself and enjoy you , I hope everyone is having a great day.
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The texture, the soft smooth bristles, the love of my life. Where have you been missing lah ! I’ve ...
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The texture, the soft smooth bristles, the love of my life. Where have you been missing lah ! I’ve been searching for my perfect toothbrush and I’ve finally got it. The charcoal bristle brush just blew me away. I can finally NOT be scared when someone uses my toothbrush behind my back. I mean ... The texture, the soft smooth bristles, the love of my life. Where have you been missing lah ! I’ve been searching for my perfect toothbrush and I’ve finally got it. The charcoal bristle brush just blew me away. I can finally NOT be scared when someone uses my toothbrush behind my back. I mean like, how can I go back to other toothbrush after this? What a perfection ! So guys, apa kata share dgn saya korang punya Darlie Perfect Match Toothbrush story dan 10 pemenang bertuah akan memenangi 2x movie tickets ! Keluar pergi date dengan perfect match korang !

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3. You will need to set your profile to public, caption it with #DarliePerfectMatch #DarlieToothbrush #DarlieMalaysia & tag @derezedd in order to qualify
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Very big shout out to my gang man<span class="emoji emoji263a"></span>️ I’ve been bitchin about havin a suprise party since my last birthday ...
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Very big shout out to my gang man️ I’ve been bitchin about havin a suprise party since my last birthday and these hoes (@iam__awesome & @ciera001) really tried to go behind my back and surprise me like my nebby ass wasn’t gon find out Thank yall so much man, I swear my family and friends spoil ... Very big shout out to my gang man☺️ I’ve been bitchin about havin a suprise party since my last birthday and these hoes (@iam__awesome & @ciera001) really tried to go behind my back and surprise me like my nebby ass wasn’t gon find out😂💙 Thank yall so much man, I swear my family and friends spoil the shit outta me☺️ I had so much fun with y’all and I’ll cherish these moments forever. You all are really the real MVPs. I love y’all so much man I can’t even explain, I’m really so thankful for y’all 💙 #RhyTurns25 #July19 #RhyNWopDay🤙🏽
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Standing in line at the groceries tired after a busy ER today. A lady reading my shirt behind my back ...
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Standing in line at the groceries tired after a busy ER today. A lady reading my shirt behind my back asked me where I got it. I turned around and when she saw me point at TCH... she got emotional and said God bless my soul. She kept thanking me all the way until I walked out the entrance. It truly was ... Standing in line at the groceries tired after a busy ER today. A lady reading my shirt behind my back asked me where I got it. I turned around and when she saw me point at TCH... she got emotional and said God bless my soul. She kept thanking me all the way until I walked out the entrance. It truly was an amazing feeling. All I could do was smile and not be in zombie mode. Hope I made her day as much as she made mine! Happy Nurses Week to all the Amazing Men and Women that are Selfless in their care! #nursesweek
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This vid was taken last night. It's a simple demo how I would start a simple training session. Right off the bat Sadie strongly encourages me to engage with her. I mark her engagement with a lot of contrast (meaning I go from a static position to dynamic movement with her reward). By creating ... This vid was taken last night. It's a simple demo how I would start a simple training session. Right off the bat Sadie strongly encourages me to engage with her. I mark her engagement with a lot of contrast (meaning I go from a static position to dynamic movement with her reward). By creating this contrast, look how Sadie becomes much more energetic and enthusiastic to train with me. She literally jumping on the touch pad before I even ask her to do so (much more aroused for training). After a few engagement rewards, we transitioned into the focuse drill which dove tailed seamlessly from the engagement drill. On the focus drill, my hands are behind my back, my head forward but slightly flexed forward so I can see Sadie in my periphery. When she gets her body in the proper position and focuses on my face, I mark the reward with my left hand directly over her head.... @sonomacountycanine #malinois #maligator #belgianmalinois #belgianshepherd #dutchshepherd #dutchie #workingdog #k9crazy
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This face shows beauty, This shows I'm smiling, I hide things behind my back, this is me
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This face shows beauty, This shows I'm smiling, I hide things behind my back, this is me This face shows beauty, This shows I'm smiling, I hide things behind my back, this is me
Talking about me behind my back? I dont really care dududu <span class="emoji emoji26a1"></span>🤑🤘🏻 . . #NIKKOR #D3200 AF-S DX 18-55mm ...
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Talking about me behind my back? I dont really care dududu 🤑🤘🏻 . . #NIKKOR #D3200 AF-S DX 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6G VR II Talking about me behind my back? I dont really care dududu ⚡🤑🤘🏻
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{Not sure if i 100% agree with the above quote on all levels - disclaimer so you smart asses don’t miss the point and say something like “unless you’re Trump” - but it spoke to me in this way!} Saturday morning fact slappin’! ‘The way others see you is a reflection/representation of who theyyyyy ... {Not sure if i 100% agree with the above quote on all levels - disclaimer so you smart asses don’t miss the point and say something like “unless you’re Trump” - but it spoke to me in this way!} Saturday morning fact slappin’! ‘The way others see you is a reflection/representation of who theyyyyy are...’ I’ve been simmering on this for the last few weeks, learning what it means applied to some of the conflicts or negative interactions I’ve held as truths in my life. Or held with bitterness, defensiveness, anger or fear. I think we all beat ourselves up because of what someone else said to us/about us or did to us. I can now say I’ve come to peace with the reality that “haters gon hate” and “you cant please everyone” AND “no matter how much you try or CLAIM to know, you can never understand it ALL.” I no longer see value investing in these uncertainties. Happiness is a state of mind that I’ve only ever reached through my own self-connectedness and I LOVE to share it with all of you. Everyone! But I can’t afford to let it be leached and shat on, to my face or behind my back. It’s an ongoing battle to keep the joy flame alive and I hope we can all be a little more focused on finding that within ourselves rather than obsessing over other people’s imperfections. Thanks to everyone who encourages this way of peaceful protest toward the dark forces of the world we live in. I love to see women building other women up, instead of tearing them down. Comparison is a disease we are all sick with. “Admiring the beauty in another doesn’t mean the absence of your own”. The differences we have should be celebrated! Wouldn’t the world be boring if we were all the same? I hope to see more of this level of understanding in my life. Until then, it’s me and my doggos! I hope this post has helped remind you of your worth or even help some of you see a new perspective 💛 #clarity
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Learning to laugh at myself more..... ____________________ . Being an anxious person, can often ...
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Learning to laugh at myself more..... ____________________ . Being an anxious person, can often times mean I’m taking myself super serious and worried others are laughing at me behind my back.... ________________ . When I learned to laugh at myself first, lighten up, realize I’m human, ... Learning to laugh at myself more..... ____________________
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When I learned to laugh at myself first, lighten up, realize I’m human, I’m gonna stumble on my words, make mistakes, spill food on my shirt and say the wrong things.... That takes all the power away from my “haters”... #imalreadylaughing #whoslaughingnow #whocareswhatpeoplethink #byehaters #laughingatmyself #radiatepositivity
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Funny thing about talking behind my back is that it just keep coming back to me 🙄 #Nodrysnitcher
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Funny thing about talking behind my back is that it just keep coming back to me 🙄 #Nodrysnitcher Funny thing about talking behind my back is that it just keep coming back to me 🙄 #Nodrysnitcher
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Funny thing about talking behind my back is that it just keeps coming back to me nigga Funny thing about talking behind my back is that it just keeps coming back to me nigga 🎶
I’m beyond tired !!! I always live with my heart I’m always trying to help somebody when mf’s don’t ...
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I’m beyond tired !!! I always live with my heart I’m always trying to help somebody when mf’s don’t do shht but laugh and talk behind my back and be FAKE AF in my face ... I can’t stop being me but I can stop being fed bs by the devil I’m beyond tired !!! I always live with my heart I’m always trying to help somebody when mf’s don’t do shht but laugh and talk behind my back and be FAKE AF in my face ... I can’t stop being me but I can stop being fed bs by the devil 😔
I plant sunflowers by the barn every summer. This year I chose some rusty/apricot colored ones. ...
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I plant sunflowers by the barn every summer. This year I chose some rusty/apricot colored ones. You can’t see them so well from a distance but when you take a closer look they are absolutely stunning. This is my favorite spot to sit in the evening sun. Surrounded by rose bushes, with the sunflowers ... I plant sunflowers by the barn every summer. This year I chose some rusty/apricot colored ones. You can’t see them so well from a distance but when you take a closer look they are absolutely stunning. This is my favorite spot to sit in the evening sun. Surrounded by rose bushes, with the sunflowers by my side and with the solid timber wall behind my back. Makes me feel safe and held. Do you have a special favorite place to sit in your garden or in nature? What makes it feel special?
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Jag planterar solrosor vid ladugårdsgaveln varje sommar. I år valde jag några i olika rost/aprikosaktiga färger. Det här är en av mina favoritplatser i trädgården, särskilt på kvällarna då solen ligger på här. Omgiven av solrosor och rosenbuskar och med den grova gamla timmerväggen i ryggen känner jag mig trygg och liksom omhållen. Har du någon särskild favoritplats i trädgården eller naturen? Hur känns det att vara där och vad tror du det beror på? 🧡 (På bloggen finns nu några närbilder om du vill kika närmare och lite tankar kring denna sommar och att komma tillbaka in i vardagen.)
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Started my #morning with a #workout and walk and some #prayer. Sound weird to admit it to the world ...
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Started my #morning with a #workout and walk and some #prayer. Sound weird to admit it to the world but I'm not ashamed. Prayer and a good group of people behind my back have helped me in this #sobriety and finding #balance more then anything else. My #mantra for this month, #happy #healthy #balanced.... ... Started my #morning with a #workout and walk and some #prayer. Sound weird to admit it to the world but I'm not ashamed. Prayer and a good group of people behind my back have helped me in this #sobriety and finding #balance more then anything else. My #mantra for this month, #happy #healthy #balanced.... #Love you Tasha and love you world!
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For those who always TALK BEHIND MY BACK, i know that you always behind me for reasonsss • • • #AwesomeAwesomeAwesome #JanganMaenMaen • @frans2007 ...
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For those who always TALK BEHIND MY BACK, i know that you always behind me for reasonsss • • • #AwesomeAwesomeAwesome #JanganMaenMaen • @frans2007 @frans2007fansclub @frans2007danceproject @dance.incproject @hyorin63 @sulamalisbyfrans • Salam #CantikCantikCantik ... For those who always TALK BEHIND MY BACK, i know that you always behind me for reasonsss



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Salam #CantikCantikCantik dari #AkuPenggoda #FRANS #FRANSFERDINAND #FRANS2007 #Artist #Singer #DANCEICON #Entrepreneur #Dance #Dancer #Choreography #Choreographer #FRANS2007FansClub #FRANS2007DanceProject #DanceIncProject #Hyorin63 #sulamalisbyfrans
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You should know me by now lol so don’t talk about me behind my back hahahahaha say it to my face hahahahaha ...
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You should know me by now lol so don’t talk about me behind my back hahahahaha say it to my face hahahahaha ️ #letsgo We got 6 more days to go “whoop whoop”🏾🏾 God Bless CLICK LINK IN BIO TO DONATE * #nevergiveup #kickstarter #noiinteam #singersongwriter #rnb #rnbmusic #rnbsoul #soulsinger ... You should know me by now lol so don’t talk about me behind my back hahahahaha say it to my face hahahahaha ☕️ #letsgo
We got 6 more days to go “whoop whoop”💃🏾💃🏾 God Bless
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• I hear them talking behind my back, at least there is a reason why they are behind me •
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• I hear them talking behind my back, at least there is a reason why they are behind me • • I hear them talking behind my back, at least there is a reason why they are behind me •
Turn up the volume and feel the flow. . Monday vibes provided by @mimiyouu ・・・ Learning curve is still curvy! If you guys follow my stories, you know there's a lot going on behind my back: releases, side swings, fake EBs, arm wraps. It feels uncomfortable and awkward, but it appeals to another ... Turn up the volume and feel the flow.
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Learning curve is still curvy! If you guys follow my stories, you know there's a lot going on behind my back: releases, side swings, fake EBs, arm wraps. It feels uncomfortable and awkward, but it appeals to another part of my lazy brain that needs to be awaken!
Jumped for so long that I did not notice the sun was leaving me on my own by this pond! As always, thanks for your daily support, it means a lot! 💖
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Rando pic of some popcorn 🍿 for your feeed!<span class="emoji emoji1f606"></span> Ok now you better read this right this second, whether ...
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Rando pic of some popcorn 🍿 for your feeed! Ok now you better read this right this second, whether you have an eating disorder or not. So, at school a lot of people have been gossiping about my ED and shit, if they really care and are actually concerned THEN THEY SHOULD TALK TO ME. My mom was horrified ... Rando pic of some popcorn 🍿 for your feeed!😆 Ok now you better read this right this second, whether you have an eating disorder or not. So, at school a lot of people have been gossiping about my ED and shit, if they really care and are actually concerned THEN THEY SHOULD TALK TO ME. My mom was horrified to hear that the girls, and even boys, have been talking behind my back about how they don't believe that I am going to therapy and seeing a nutritionist, they think I am lying (can they seriously not tell that I have gained 10 pounds in the past couple months)! If you ever hear someone saying something like that about a person stop them immediately and set them straight. You are not your eating disorder and it does not define you. If you know someone struggling give them love and support, not hateful comments. And never let people's hateful words get to you, you are strong, you are beautiful, and I truly believe in every single one of you. SPREAD KINDNESS💗, and peanut butter, cuz duh.💁🏽🥜 Wish you all the best in life!😘😁 I tagged the people on instagram who have helped my recovery in so many ways❤️
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People have snaked me robbed me stole from me hated on me talk behind my back subliminally took shots ...
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People have snaked me robbed me stole from me hated on me talk behind my back subliminally took shots at me threw me under the bus Did all that sucka shit and still ain't stopped the greatness. #staycreativemyfriend #ChrisBleek People have snaked me robbed me stole from me hated on me talk behind my back subliminally took shots at me threw me under the bus
Did all that sucka shit and still ain't stopped the greatness.
#staycreativemyfriend #ChrisBleek
I got into the industry as a runway model. I started doing print and influencer work in the more recent ...
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I got into the industry as a runway model. I started doing print and influencer work in the more recent years. But I started in one of the most tumultuous parts of the industry. And as a size 28, non-hourglass fat woman with a belly I have seen the ugliest parts of this industry. I have had designers ... I got into the industry as a runway model. I started doing print and influencer work in the more recent years. But I started in one of the most tumultuous parts of the industry. And as a size 28, non-hourglass fat woman with a belly I have seen the ugliest parts of this industry. I have had designers talk about me behind my back. I have been ignored at castings. I have been booked out of pity! Let me tell you forced to suck it in, wear a spanx, conformed to what others wanted. Backstage negative body talk; very, very, very triggering. And I made a choice for myself to not do as much runway and focus on things that were more uplifting to fat bodies in fashion. I’ll still do runway but I’m very selective. Runway is in me though. I love it and it loves me.

#wewillnotdisappear #thisiswhat400lbslookslike #fatandfree #fatrunwaymodel
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“If you really want it, make it happen” This statement is rather ambiguous. Initially, I was going ...
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“If you really want it, make it happen” This statement is rather ambiguous. Initially, I was going to go on about talk being cheap, but I’d like to switch gears. Not too long ago.. or maybe it was (I’m getting old)… I remember being laughed at. This mockery wasn’t to my face but off to the side and ... “If you really want it, make it happen” This statement is rather ambiguous. Initially, I was going to go on about talk being cheap, but I’d like to switch gears. Not too long ago.. or maybe it was (I’m getting old)… I remember being laughed at. This mockery wasn’t to my face but off to the side and behind my back at a previous job. At the time, I was preparing to take a leap of faith and pursue what really made me happy. Long story short, those same individuals that were laughing are still exactly where they were, and some asking for advice. The point of this story is to stay focused, devote your energy to progression, and simply block out the nay-sayers. There’s no need to use energy on anything else but moving forward. #conqueryourgoals As always, if you’re looking for help, feel free to shoot me an email:[email protected]
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Happy birthday Queen A @missandmrs...Words fail me today, I had to eat breakfast and Lunch first ...
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Happy birthday Queen A @missandmrs...Words fail me today, I had to eat breakfast and Lunch first before writing this "ROBUST" Epistle. You are a true definition of the acronym "BFF", We have been there for each other during the Highs and lows, You are that one friend that defends me behind ... Happy birthday Queen A @missandmrs...Words fail me today, I had to eat breakfast and Lunch first before writing this "ROBUST" Epistle.
You are a true definition of the acronym "BFF", We have been there for each other during the Highs and lows, You are that one friend that defends me behind my back,Your kind of friendship is rare,
God bless you, my pretty faced friend with a pure heart. May God answer all your prayers.
You know you've got a place in heart since 1900.
Enjoy your day, Queen A
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I have been so drained everyday I look for the good in everyday because waking up is a blessing I never ...
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I have been so drained everyday I look for the good in everyday because waking up is a blessing I never take it for granted how blessed I am. I am very drained though, you can have all the physical things you want, but if you have no peace in your soul and mind you are not at peace. I just pray for peace ... I have been so drained everyday I look for the good in everyday because waking up is a blessing I never take it for granted how blessed I am. I am very drained though, you can have all the physical things you want, but if you have no peace in your soul and mind you are not at peace. I just pray for peace of mind. ❤️ I don’t want to fear the next day of my life I don’t want to be able to not sleep I want to have peace I don’t want to care about what others think of me and what they say behind my back... if they are laughing at me? Sometimes you want to hear more than it’s ok .... or what you could have done differently when it’s already too late sometimes you want to just go away for a while so you can get to love yourself the way any human would deserve to be loved. ❤️
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We’ve been a little quieter lately as I get used to not having my sidekick hubby with me helping with ...
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We’ve been a little quieter lately as I get used to not having my sidekick hubby with me helping with the boys, house, cooking, groceries etc. Then there’s the biz to run too. He’s been working overseas for several weeks and it’s just this little team of three for a quite a while yet. But we’re ... We’ve been a little quieter lately as I get used to not having my sidekick hubby with me helping with the boys, house, cooking, groceries etc. Then there’s the biz to run too. He’s been working overseas for several weeks and it’s just this little team of three for a quite a while yet. But we’re getting into our flow and there are some benefits to being the sole parent....for example not running to dad behind my back when mummy says no 😉
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Family #matchymatchy in our @thepresidentandtheboss_co deep purple Pioneer hoodies 💜 Love that I can fit into the sz 10-12! I’ve even converted a couple of the local mums who’ve seen me wearing it out & about and got one for themselves 🙌🏼😁
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I am not worried about those who talk behind my back,. they r behind me for a reason #keep -walking ...
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I am not worried about those who talk behind my back,. they r behind me for a reason #keep -walking ... #teekoy #meenachilriver #freetime #funday . at Meenachil River I am not worried about those who talk behind my back,. they r behind me for a reason #keep -walking ... #teekoy #meenachilriver #freetime #funday . at Meenachil River
The one who has been calling me "darling" since secondary school dated behind my back and married ...
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The one who has been calling me "darling" since secondary school dated behind my back and married another prince! 🏻‍♂️ On a serious note, congratulations @thurgga on finding your soulmate! Wishing you a blissful marriage blended with the right amount of love, understanding, fun and ... The one who has been calling me "darling" since secondary school dated behind my back and married another prince! 💁🏻‍♂️😂 On a serious note, congratulations @thurgga on finding your soulmate! Wishing you a blissful marriage blended with the right amount of love, understanding, fun and romance! 😘😘😘
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Thank you for always taking care of me behind my back ❣️ Happy birthday to the best mum ever <span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f388"></span>
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Thank you for always taking care of me behind my back ❣️ Happy birthday to the best mum ever Thank you for always taking care of me behind my back ❣️ Happy birthday to the best mum ever 💕🎈
Anybody want it they can get it Come correct tho! Talk behind my back, but when they see me it’s respect ...
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Anybody want it they can get it Come correct tho! Talk behind my back, but when they see me it’s respect tho. Still got the crown so I never give a ‘F’ tho! #Runnin #Yeezy #zebrayeezy #Bars #Friday #nickiminaj #Queenofrap #Queenofhiphop #Creed2 #arianagrande #imagine #thankunext Anybody want it they can get it
Come correct tho!
Talk behind my back, but when they see me it’s respect tho.
Still got the crown so I never give a ‘F’ tho!
#Runnin #Yeezy #zebrayeezy #Bars #Friday #nickiminaj #Queenofrap #Queenofhiphop #Creed2 #arianagrande #imagine #thankunext
Keep talking behind my back and God gone keep blessing me in your face <span class="emoji emoji1f3a1"></span>
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Keep talking behind my back and God gone keep blessing me in your face Keep talking behind my back and God gone keep blessing me in your face 🎡
@theartofabundance <span class="emoji emoji1f448"></span>🏼 // 2018 Las Vegas IBJJF Open Champion 🥇 Feels good to be right where I belong. ...
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@theartofabundance 🏼 // 2018 Las Vegas IBJJF Open Champion 🥇 Feels good to be right where I belong. New belt, New me. Training with all my boys at @atosjiujitsuhq makes the competition easy. Happy that my professor @galvaobjj and everyone was in my corner cheering me on. To my roommates ... @theartofabundance 👈🏼 //
2018 Las Vegas IBJJF Open Champion 🥇
Feels good to be right where I belong. New belt, New me.
Training with all my boys at @atosjiujitsuhq makes the competition easy. Happy that my professor @galvaobjj and everyone was in my corner cheering me on. To my roommates in #405 we gonna keep getting after it baby. It’s clear that i don’t do this alone. I have a strong team behind my back. My whole Family, amazing girlfriend, sponsors, and friends who are there in times of good and bad. Let’s keep moving forward and conquer new challenges. Ossss
@myluckygi // @scottyotm // @onthemat // @theartofabundance //
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#mundials #bjjmotivation #atosbjj #belive #belief #self #persevere #resilient #adversity #trials #tribulation #staying #course #dream #chaser #squats #power
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You see the picture. You don’t see what it took to get to it. • • I think, as females especially, ...
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You see the picture. You don’t see what it took to get to it. • • I think, as females especially, we are so quick to judge each other. When I first got into fitness I was very misunderstood. And when my body started to change and I got more confident in myself, made it part of my lifestyle, and showed ... You see the picture. You don’t see what it took to get to it. •


I think, as females especially, we are so quick to judge each other. When I first got into fitness I was very misunderstood. And when my body started to change and I got more confident in myself, made it part of my lifestyle, and showed off my progress on social media... I got shamed just as much as I got praise. I had people talk smack on me behind my back. Why? •


My body is my art work. I’m not here to be sexualized or shamed or show off; I’m here because I’m a strong and powerful female that has busted her ass to create this. Im PROUD of myself. I’m here to motivate and inspire you to do the same and create magic in your own life and reach your goals. •

We need more women uplifting eachother instead of bashing eachother. My goal is to be the best motivation and encouragement I can for other girls. We live in a society where we are filled by envy and hate, instead of love and self-confidence. Instead of knocking others down, try building them up. Society can be hard enough on us as it is. The time you spend bringing down someone else could be spent improving yourself. Find your self love, then help other girls find theirs. I'm so busy working on myself I don't have time to listen to your gossip, negativity, or hatred. If you spend your time bashing others and gossiping; stay the hell away from me. Period. Build yourself, build your tribe and watch the way your world turns.💕👊🏼💪🏼👠👑
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first water painting 2015 A few questions that I want to answer under this post since they come non-stop. Here we go: 1. What mediums I work with? //Acrylic on canvas. Graphite on paper. Colored pencils on paper. 🏻‍2. How many hours can I stay focused for or paint in one day, and how do I do ... first water painting 2015
A few questions that I want to answer under this post since they come non-stop. Here we go:📩 1. What mediums I work with? //Acrylic on canvas. Graphite on paper. Colored pencils on paper. 👩🏻‍🎨2. How many hours can I stay focused for or paint in one day, and how do I do it? //Ten hours or more. I usually work most in the weekends. I work best when I’m alone. I put my phone on do not disturb. I eat very little when I work hardest (probably not to interrupt the flow..?) 🕔🕐🕑🕒🕓 3.Do I have supportive friends and family that encourage me? How do I stay motivated? //The answer will sound harsh but the truth is..the friends that I have maybe say something once or twice a year. And especially the people who say they know me(behind my back). The lyrics of one my fav rappers hit home when he says “These people gon' tell you that you will never make it. Then when you do, they gon' say they knew you were goin' places.That's just how it works, next thing you know you'll be overrated. Hearing people say they miss the "old you, " it's crazy, ain't it?”. -NF//Here is an advice from me don’t wait to eat their crumbs. “Bake your own bread and share it.. show them how it’s done..with or without them.” 🥴4.How can you get to my level if you just recently started painting? //Give yourself time to grow in the gift. Over night results don’t exist. Hard work pays off. If you are watching my skills and hard work .. it took years and thousands of hours to get the work where it is today. I prayed. I cried. I tried and tried again. There is no magic.. only the answer to my prayers as I worked my behind like crazy. 🙏🏻 5.How do I keep my head high after criticism?// I don’t, until I cry it out, I pray it out. I read, walk, ponder, pray some more and talk to Jesus..He is my best friend and He is the One who sustains me through it all. If it was up to my friends, family or public i could’ve starved of affection. But I look to the One who helps me stay humble as I work harder towards the dream He has planted in me. 🌊
That’s that for now.
Thank you for following my journey. ♥
“Kind words heal and help; cutting words wound and maim.” -Proverbs‬ ‭15:4‬ ‭
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It's always jokes when I 'hear' what some of y'all fakers say behind my back. Best part: You thought ...
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It's always jokes when I 'hear' what some of y'all fakers say behind my back. Best part: You thought the person YOU told wouldn't tell ME, ha! • • Callica Lesson? The second you talk behind someone's back, you've shown your hand. You've told the recipient of said noise know that you're the ... It's always jokes when I 'hear' what some of y'all fakers say behind my back. Best part: You thought the person YOU told wouldn't tell ME, ha! •


Callica Lesson? The second you talk behind someone's back, you've shown your hand. You've told the recipient of said noise know that you're the kind of human that is capable of talking badly about someone when they're not there. It tells that person that you'd absolutely do the same to them, and in an instant, you've played yourself. But it's cool, cause as pictured above, when you're kissing my face like Judas when you see me out and about, I just smile and keep it positive. If we're talking real- it used to hurt my feelings. Now though- it's flattering and helping me shape and define my team around me. I don't even show you shade as that would mean I'd have to call you on it and I'd rather you read this and wonder if I'm talking to you ✌🏾😉 #DrakeTypePost #MayNeedBotoxSoonForThoseLaughLines 📸: @shahanahzaynah
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7 months ago today was the last time you told me you loved me I never knew making up would be the last makeup. I never thought that last kiss, last touch, last conversation would be the last one. I forgave you for everything Marko because I wasn’t trying to make you perfect! I LOVE you and every ... 7 months ago today was the last time you told me you loved me 💔 I never knew making up would be the last makeup. I never thought that last kiss, last touch, last conversation would be the last one. I forgave you for everything Marko because I wasn’t trying to make you perfect! I LOVE you and every flaw, it was flawed for me to mend! We were sent to grow with eachother! 👫I accepted those apologies because I know you were sorry, I know you didn’t mean to hurt me, I know behind my back you had your ways but we were so crazy in love I can’t even say I blame you 🤦🏾‍♀️😂 But IN FRONT OF ANY AND EVERYBODY You Chose me EVERY TIME 🤞🏾 & Nobody can take that away! It’s like I don’t wanna move on, because I think you coming back 💔 I will Love you till my last day on this Earth when your spirit comes and greets me when I take my last breath. I love you infinity & in the eternal world we will be together. I Miss you more than words can express & I hope you can see my Loyalty to you in Life & Death. You REMAIN MY EVERYTHING 💔
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1 I run for dear life to God, I'll never live to regret it. 2 Do what you do so well: get me out of this mess ...
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1 I run for dear life to God, I'll never live to regret it. 2 Do what you do so well: get me out of this mess and up on my feet. Put your ear to the ground and listen, give me space for salvation. 3 Be a guest room where I can retreat; you said your door was always open! You're my salvation - my vast, granite ... 1 I run for dear life to God, I'll never live to regret it. 2 Do what you do so well: get me out of this mess and up on my feet. Put your ear to the ground and listen, give me space for salvation. 3 Be a guest room where I can retreat; you said your door was always open! You're my salvation - my vast, granite fortress. 4 My God, free me from the grip of Wicked, from the clutch of Bad and Bully. 5 You keep me going when times are tough - my bedrock, God, since my childhood. 6 I've hung on you from the day of my birth, the day you took me from the cradle; I'll never run out of praise. 7 Many gasp in alarm when they see me, but you take me in stride. 8 Just as each day brims with your beauty, my mouth brims with praise. 9 But don't turn me out to pasture when I'm old or put me on the shelf when I can't pull my weight. 10 My enemies are talking behind my back, watching for their chance to knife me. 11 The gossip is: "God has abandoned him. Pounce on him now; no one will help him." 12 God, don't just watch from the sidelines. Come on! Run to my side! 13 My accusers - make them lose face. Those out to get me - make them look 14 while I stretch out, reaching for you, and daily add praise to praise. 15 I'll write the book on your righteousness, talk up your salvation the livelong day, never run out of good things to write or say. 16 I come in the power of the Lord God, I post signs marking his right-of-way. 17 You got me when I was an unformed youth, God, and taught me everything I know. Now I'm telling the world your wonders; 18 I'll keep at it until I'm old and gray. God, don't walk off and leave me until I get out the news Of your strong right arm to this world, news of your power to the world yet to come, 19 Your famous and righteous ways, O God. God, you've done it all! Who is quite like you? 20 You, who made me stare trouble in the face, Turn me around; Now let me look life in the face. I've been to the bottom; 21 streaming with honors; turn to me, be tender to me, 22 And I'll take up the lute and thank you to the tune of your faithfulness, God. I'll make music for you on a harp, Holy One of Israel.
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A PERSONAL UPDATE & THE OPPORTUNITY IT BROUGHT ME: Tonight was a great night for me where I got to see how 1% Better Every Day has helped me to stand back up tall and proud... Recently I found myself in the emergency room, where they found I had eaten some contaminated food from a vender in town. ... A PERSONAL UPDATE & THE OPPORTUNITY IT BROUGHT ME: Tonight was a great night for me where I got to see how 1% Better Every Day has helped me to stand back up tall and proud... Recently I found myself in the emergency room, where they found I had eaten some contaminated food from a vender in town. Come to find out the bacteria was immune to all known antibiotics. That people were dying from it and it was up to my immune system to fight it off or die. During this multi month period where I was fighting for my life daily I had someone who I trusted sneak around behind my back working to steal clients and money from me. It was betrayal at its pinnacle while I was physically at my weakest. Seeing this individual’s character I removed him and his comrades completely from my life. It was a great moment for me to see another example of the jackals moving in when the lion is down. These moments reminded me that you cannot be detoured by anyone or anything. You’re gonna have ups and downs like we all do. During those down periods when hardship is at their peak you must understand that is where improvement takes place. That’s where the work actually is. Anyone can have a positive attitude when they have happy relationships, when all their bills are paid, snakes are gone and their business is successful... Every person can be positive then. But, who are you when trials arise? The real challenge of improvement mentally, physically, and spiritually comes when things are difficult and you get knocked down: When you find yourself in circumstances such as these be grateful for the testing ground. Don’t quit, and use the opportunity to get 1% Better Every Day! I am proud to say I have a clean bill of health and I’m thankful for every day and all of you. Stay strong out there my friends! 1%! #nevergiveup #staystrong #indomitablespirit #perseverance #dayinthelifeof #1percentbettereveryday #coach #teamlundell
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I love you when you support my work. I love you when you repost my pieces. I love you when you tell me ...
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I love you when you support my work. I love you when you repost my pieces. I love you when you tell me my style is dope. I love you when you tell me I inspire you. . . I love you when you talk behind my back. I love you when you’re envious of my success. I love you when you never repost my work. I still ... I love you when you support my work. I love you when you repost my pieces. I love you when you tell me my style is dope. I love you when you tell me I inspire you.
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I love you when you talk behind my back. I love you when you’re envious of my success. I love you when you never repost my work. I still love you.
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I’ve grown and I’ve come a longgg way. I’m aware of energy both positive and negative. Whether you’re on my team or not, I STILL LOVE YOU[PERIOD]
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I recently discovered this part of my past on an old iPod. I tried to 'delete' it years ago out of embarrassment. ...
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I recently discovered this part of my past on an old iPod. I tried to 'delete' it years ago out of embarrassment. I realize now it was an important development in my journey that shaped who I am today. When I was younger, I had a lot of frustration and emotions that I channeled through a creative ... I recently discovered this part of my past on an old iPod. I tried to 'delete' it years ago out of embarrassment. I realize now it was an important development in my journey that shaped who I am today.
When I was younger, I had a lot of frustration and emotions that I channeled through a creative outlet. I was frustrated for being different. To clarify, I was never upset I was different and I never had anything but love and acceptance for myself. I was frustrated that I was constantly seen, treated and labeled as different. If I was in a crowd of people, everyone would overlook each other but I would get the lingering stares. Conversations were always tailored to deceitfully point out my differences, intentional or not. Comments were constantly made behind my back but still loud enough I could hear. I was angry that people could not just see and speak to me as if I was "just another person". I started to rebel and expressed my frustration through music, a blog, YouTube account and clothing line. Rather than vent about my feelings I exaggerated myself to "give people something to actually talk about". I went extreme and portrayed myself as a larger than life personality and amplified my differences.
The result was a small "music career" with 3 singles, 2 remixes and a few performances. My first single "Run" was downloaded thousands of times and briefly featured on the home page of iTunes. The second and third singles didn't garner as much popularity but were still relatively successful. My local community took interest in my venture and half supported me for amusement purposes and the other half supported me for liberating myself.
This experience taught me how to cope with this unique attention I receive and showed me that while society is not comfortable embracing differences it doesn't mean they aren't willing to try. I look back now and take pride in who I was, what I did and how I managed to get to where I am today. I hope you share this special memory with me. :) P.S. I know I cannot sing but the lyrics are damn good.
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Happy birthdayyyy to one of my favorite people in the whole world. To someone who changed my life, ...
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Happy birthdayyyy to one of my favorite people in the whole world. To someone who changed my life, who gave/gives me tough love when I need it, when I feel like giving up she just doesn’t let me.. Happy Birthday to someone who will make fun of me to my face but will cuss someone out in a heartbeat ... Happy birthdayyyy to one of my favorite people in the whole world. To someone who changed my life, who gave/gives me tough love when I need it, when I feel like giving up she just doesn’t let me.. Happy Birthday to someone who will make fun of me to my face but will cuss someone out in a heartbeat if they were talking shit behind my back. It’s crazy when you find someone just as EXTRA and PETTY and BLUNT as yourself.. someone who will lay around and Netflix and snacks in bed all day when you just need a break from life. Ashley Gratz you are an amazing friend and watching you grow into such an amazing woman is so cool and inspiring to watch. I love you whole heartedly and I want you to know that even if we don’t see each other as much, you will always be one of my best friends(which u no I barely have any friends). Thank you for being you. I’m so proud of you! Happy birthday 🎈🎉🎁🎂 have the Birthday you deserve 😂😂🤗🤗🤗😍😍😍🥰♥️♥️😘😘😘😘😘😘😘 💋 💋 💋
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internal transformation tuesday post comin your way! externally, i’ve been focused on loving ...
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internal transformation tuesday post comin your way! externally, i’ve been focused on loving my body and meeting it where it’s at. some slight pushes to grow physically, but to be quite frank - everything i eat makes me nauseated and it’s quite unpleasant. i’ll have the second test to confirm ... internal transformation tuesday post comin your way! externally, i’ve been focused on loving my body and meeting it where it’s at. some slight pushes to grow physically, but to be quite frank - everything i eat makes me nauseated and it’s quite unpleasant. i’ll have the second test to confirm my celiac disease diagnosis in june, but until then, am told to keep eating gluten even though that very well may be what is making my body exhausted and sick. all this happened after i told my doctor i poop like twenty times a day and she was like hmm that ain’t normal. fingers crossed my intestines are okay and i’m other disease free!
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mentally, though, i’ve been excavating and planting and harvesting and wow it’s been a journey. about half a year ago, some close friends walked out of my life and i didn’t chase them. i had thought time = closeness, but was too generous in forgiving the toxicity that these relationships were showering upon me. living in fear of how a person will respond or react to almost annnyything is not a way i want to live. i watched a close friend call her partner stupid in front of that partners face. i dealt with that growing up and sort of figured every relationship would be abusive and that’s just how it would be. while it’s been hard to reset my mind around that, i’ve felt more secure in my reality and the choices i’ve made with the relationships around me since letting some relationships go. i mean - it definitely hasn’t been easy in many respects, but i’d rather have a small group of folks i can trust to be real with me and others than a large group of folks talking behind each others backs and overall being kinda nasty to one another. i found out recently about some of my friends talking behind my back, as well as some of my friends specifically not inviting me to things (cause they assume i’m busy rather than ask,) as well as one good friend lying to my face as if i wouldn’t notice. it’s nice to have a firm grounding in reality but dang it can be heartbreaking sometimes for sure. i’m still working on how to confront these instances in the moment so there’s that at least!
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<span class="emoji emoji1f4cc"></span>Long post alert Disclaimer: This message isn’t for everybody...ONLY the messy people! It was ...
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Long post alert Disclaimer: This message isn’t for everybody...ONLY the messy people! It was brought to my attention that there was a conversation about “concern” about one of my rights...FREEDOM of religion. Yes, I live in a Muslim country; and yes, I post about the religious holidays. ... 📌Long post alert
Disclaimer: This message isn’t for everybody...ONLY the messy people!
It was brought to my attention that there was a conversation about “concern” about one of my rights...FREEDOM of religion. Yes, I live in a Muslim country; and yes, I post about the religious holidays. Guess what, the majority of the holidays in the UAE are religious holidays. I also post about Christian holidays and give thanks and praises to the Lord. No, I have not changed religions! I post what I post for two reasons. 1. It’s my page. 2. Out of respect for a country that has welcomed and accepted me in spite of our differences and 45. It’s called cultural diversity and tolerance. #EducateYourself #DoSomeResearch
If you have a problem with what I post and with other religions, you can unfriend/unfollow me now. I don’t want to associate with people like that anyway! I know plenty of “Christians” that talk the talk but aren’t walking the walk! #ThatsWhatWrongWithAmerica
Also, if you want to know something about me, #AskAnExpert ...that would be ME! I’ll either tell you or tell you it’s none of your business, nicely. If I have to address you about something you’ve said behind my back, then you will have that “other side of a Libra” experience. #HappySaturday 🤗
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guys so two of my friends were trash talking me behind my back bc I felt left out (of plans that I made ...
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guys so two of my friends were trash talking me behind my back bc I felt left out (of plans that I made but they changed on me) and then they made fun of me bc I can't have sleepovers bc my parents are strict and this seems dumb but I honestly have so much anxiety and insecurities and crap that it's hard ... guys so two of my friends were trash talking me behind my back bc I felt left out (of plans that I made but they changed on me) and then they made fun of me bc I can't have sleepovers bc my parents are strict and this seems dumb but I honestly have so much anxiety and insecurities and crap that it's hard to deal with this because I have to see one of those girls on Tuesday and she's in a lot of my classes and she doesn't know that I know she was trash talking me so what should I do
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I’ve never felt welcomed at Tiki anytime i’ve gone with my homies. I’ve gotten dumbass requests by security like turn your hat around while people around me literally have no shirts on and backward hats. I’ve gotten side eyes and slick comments for asking for Henny at the bar. They don’t want ... I’ve never felt welcomed at Tiki anytime i’ve gone with my homies. I’ve gotten dumbass requests by security like turn your hat around while people around me literally have no shirts on and backward hats. I’ve gotten side eyes and slick comments for asking for Henny at the bar. They don’t want certain types there and we’ve always known it. We go simply because they have a long standing Monday scene..but honestly..fuck them.

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Racially profiled at its finest
This took place at martell's tiki at point pleasant.
This all started over an employee accusing me of stealing a plain slice of pizza when I paid for it and showed my recipe. After the employee and I exchanged a few words, the manager came out and threw the money in my face. He then pushed me out accompanied by the cops telling me to put my hands behind my back! While being harassed I was puzzled asking “what did I do and why do I need to put my hands behind my back, am I getting arrested?” What ever happened to lets get both sides of the story and then taking the appropriate action? Additionally, the cops let the manager help escort me out. All of this is over a slice that someone said I was stealing
A DAMN SLICE OF PIZZA!!!! #martellstikibar
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What holds you back from investing in your dream? 🦈 Is it fear of failure? 🦈 Is it a lack or resources? ...
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What holds you back from investing in your dream? 🦈 Is it fear of failure? 🦈 Is it a lack or resources? Time, money, knowledge? 🦈 Is it because somebody at some point put YOU or your goal down? 🦈 Is it that learning something new sounds hard? 🦈 Here’s the truth, I’ve failed LOTS (but ... What holds you back from investing in your dream? 🦈

Is it fear of failure? 🦈

Is it a lack or resources? Time, money, knowledge? 🦈

Is it because somebody at some point put YOU or your goal down?
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Is it that learning something new sounds hard? 🦈

Here’s the truth, I’ve failed LOTS (but I’ve also succeeded). I had a lack of resources (pregnant with no jobs or health care, no money to develop products, no clue how to manage a team) but somehow I hustled and scrapped and COLLABORATED (cough, why I did courses on collaborations) and have built a LEGIT profitable bizznazzz. I’ve had people put me down to my face, behind my back, publicly (I’ve also never in my life seen more people rally around and show up in support). And it HAS BEEN INCREDIBLY HARD. 🦈🦈🦈 So I’m here to confirm ALL OF YOUR FEARS!!! 😂😂😂 They are all possibly correct. BUT WHO CARES?! And guess what??—-I AM SO FREAKING STRONG BECAUSE OF IT. Like hit by a car (really) and a ton of other hard crap strong AND I’M STILL STANDING (and dancing) 💃💃💃. And it was more than worth it because I’M LIVING THE EXACT LIFE I WANT TO BE LIVING. 😭❤️🔥
I get to watch testimonial after testimonial of YOU sharing how my @alisonsbrandschool audio courses, or the #buildandbeawesome workshop or my podcast has helped you FEEL as awesome as you are and help you achieve your dreams and I’d do it allllll—the hard crap— over again. Because empowering you LIGHTS ME UP. 🔥🔥
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I believe if you have a dream, a project a message, my @alisonsbrandschool audio courses will help you immensely. I gave my all to them. They close on Monday AUGUST 6th at midnight MST.
THANK YOU SO MUCH If you’ve bought them, shared about them or even just said in your mind, “Not for me but do your thing Alison!” ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for being here. I’m so freaking excited to serve you with more free content and a community of humans trying their best! Just know these courses are the best I have to give and involve the best from some of the most incredible people I’ve ever met. If you’ve been on the fence, the time is now. Link in bio❤️
💃💃💃 I love you. I appreciate you, and I can’t wait to build and be awesome with you. ❤️❤️❤️
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When you’re an honest person with an opinion, especially an unorthodox or revolutionary opinion, ...
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When you’re an honest person with an opinion, especially an unorthodox or revolutionary opinion, it can really open you up to predators, gossip, lies... and I’ve been really really trying to find my voice in this world. I hope that’s what 2019 brings me. My voice. I have learned so much about ... When you’re an honest person with an opinion, especially an unorthodox or revolutionary opinion, it can really open you up to predators, gossip, lies... and I’ve been really really trying to find my voice in this world. I hope that’s what 2019 brings me. My voice. I have learned so much about myself this year. I have become infinitely stronger. I’ve learned SO many lessons. I have been showing up, with a smile on my face, doing my best work, working hard, not gossiping, not subscribing to the negativity around me... yet still being overlooked and passed over, feeling like everyone is talking about me behind my back and trying their best to defame me. If anyone has any suggested literature on finding your voice, overcoming bullying, slaying leadership, that sort of thing, let a woman know. I have an audible credit and a Barnes and Nobel gift card awaiting my selection 💪
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This last weekend was an emotional rollercoaster filled with highs and lows. I questioned my abilities ...
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This last weekend was an emotional rollercoaster filled with highs and lows. I questioned my abilities to face fears on such a high level, but I knew there was no turning back at that point and I wanted to squash my public speaking fear. I was questioned behind my back, doubted, had my integrity ... This last weekend was an emotional rollercoaster filled with highs and lows. I questioned my abilities to face fears on such a high level, but I knew there was no turning back at that point and I wanted to squash my public speaking fear. I was questioned behind my back, doubted, had my integrity questioned and knew some people wanted to see me fail. Sadly, these were real convos I was informed of. It’s always fun to prove them wrong when someone else doubts you though, so thank you for that extra fire for my class. 😘
Through it all, it revealed my tribe. It was an eye opener, but I’m truly grateful to know who my people are. They lifted me, they sent me encouraging words and videos, they had my back, they surrounded me to protect me from the negative, they were first in line for my class, front row and there for me before and after it all. Not all could be there physically, but they were with me in my heart. I feel so lucky to have such amazing people in my life, whom I will cherish for a lifetime. Through the ugly, you learn to appreciate the true beauty in your life. Thank you to those beautiful souls who make my life even more blessed. 💜
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This was a promo shot I did for a song I wrote called Stand Behind The Music. It was slated for release ...
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This was a promo shot I did for a song I wrote called Stand Behind The Music. It was slated for release on my album when LA Reid heard it and wanted it for another artist. It was a story about my life and I felt like if I sold it I would be selling a lot more than a song. They offered me a ton of money for it ... This was a promo shot I did for a song I wrote called Stand Behind The Music. It was slated for release on my album when LA Reid heard it and wanted it for another artist. It was a story about my life and I felt like if I sold it I would be selling a lot more than a song. They offered me a ton of money for it but I didn’t take it cos I really believed in the album I was making. They even recorded it with another artist behind my back. When I first met LA I had a guitar on my back and he said “What are u doing? Brown girls don’t play guitar” Eventually the song came out but my label shelved my album (which basically means you work for years and years on a project and then they just decide not to release it as if you’re a brand of toothpaste) It was the closest I’ve ever come to giving up on everything and seeing this picture reminds me of that time in my life. Thank u to everyone who fucked w me through all my incarnations and for helping me bat my way through the jungle that is the music industry 👊🏾👊🏾
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Nobody gave me a chance and the people in positions to help me kept screwing me over. This is my story. ___ Since ...
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Nobody gave me a chance and the people in positions to help me kept screwing me over. This is my story. ___ Since we moved into our new building in Peckham and re designed the place / turned it into @drummerboystudios for a reason I can not comprehend, the people in “power” locally don’t want ... Nobody gave me a chance and the people in positions to help me kept screwing me over. This is my story.

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Since we moved into our new building in Peckham and re designed the place / turned it into @drummerboystudios for a reason I can not comprehend, the people in “power” locally don’t want to see us progress, I want to go public about all the issues we’ve faced behind the scenes all the incompetence and corruption I’ve had to deal with and be silent about, all the people who have tried to ruin my name locally behind my back, I great people in love and get hatred back because they heard lies about me before meeting me, people have done things that are no legal or moral to frustrate our efforts, but I’ve been advised by a few to stick it out and keep silent. It’s a shame that we live in a world where people are bent on fighting against things and people that actually have the power to bring about real change. Especially when it comes to the black community. We as a people are more times too busy competing for a “number 1 spot” than actually coming together to bring about real change. We support people because they have loads of followers as oppose to the content of their character and the clarity in their vision, the stupid videos go viral and the content to inspire and bring about real change is watched/looked at and never engaged with, but the girl twerking will get comments, likes, shares and more, nobody likes the truth, but the heart knows the truth when it’s spoken. If we continue to turn a blind eye to the people and things that can really bring about change for us as people it’s only a matter of time before decisions are made and things are in place that will effect you negatively but by that time you will have little control over these things. We can’t sleep while they work and expect to be paid in full. We need to wake up. In other news... To the people locally that are bent on blocking my efforts because I know you read my posts, you can rest assured that I will never give up and everything you have done and tried to put me though has only served to add fuel to my fire and more passion to my purpose. Thank you for adding to my motivation. Cephas
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I keep my back strong, face my real friends that are few...so when haters talk behind it they can get ...
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I keep my back strong, face my real friends that are few...so when haters talk behind it they can get a better view... #hosswords #hosstak Inspired by #BigSean part in #blessings “Funny thing about talkin' behind my back Is that it just keep comin' back to me nigga Was all for a sec now its ... I keep my back strong, face my real friends that are few...so when haters talk behind it they can get a better view... #hosswords #hosstak
Inspired by #BigSean part in #blessings “Funny thing about talkin' behind my back
Is that it just keep comin' back to me nigga
Was all for a sec now its back to me nigga
You mad at me, this ain't what I want man this what it had to be
This is that late night workin' after three
Man this why my old girl was mad at me
This why I'm your majesty”

Check my story for a snippet #blessings #drake #kanyeWest #allthewayup #keepmoving #comingsoon #staytuned #imback #ilovemyhaters #حس_بس #حسام_الحسيني # #سمع_حس
#بالعربي
جمد ضهرك عشان لما الحاقدين يتكلّمو من وراك يشوفو صورة حلوة
ده مش كلام موجه لحد و اللي علي راْسه بطحه هتزعله الغنوة #كلام_حسام #حس_راجع_بقوة #قريبا
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Nouran Khalifa
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You will be missed.. . Brother is not always blood relative, he is the one who always be there for ...
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You will be missed.. . Brother is not always blood relative, he is the one who always be there for you sincerely, be there for you no matter what, just to make our days better. That was you, Ida Bagus Alit Surya Dharma My dearest brother for 20 years, so proud to be your friend . The one who ... You will be missed..
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Brother is not always blood relative, he is the one who always be there for you sincerely, be there for you no matter what, just to make our days better.
That was you, Ida Bagus Alit Surya Dharma
My dearest brother for 20 years, so proud to be your friend
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The one who always respond to your sorrow and bad-times with smile and mostly bad-jokes but somehow made my day. My best-man on my wedding
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Never think twice to help others even on your bad mornings
There are a very least person in this world, even my right hand is having more fingers, that never let me down.
Never even once in my lifetime, you snab me from behind nor talk things behind my back
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Rest in Love brother ❤️
You went away so suddenly
We did not say goodbye
But brothers can not never be parted
Precious memories never die
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Today we are all griefing
Tears down not to crying for your lost, because we know u are smiling now on heaven, but we are appreciating for our life that we have spent with you in it, in our hearts and many people you have touched.
For nothing loved is ever lost and you have been loved so much
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Your next journey has just began
Life holds so many facets
This earth is the only one
You are now resting in a place of warmth and comfort where there are no days and years
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So long brother, till we meet again
We love you, thank you for everything .
Innalillahi wa innalillahi rajiun
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Amor ring acintya
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#RestInLove
#DearestFriend
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<span class="emoji emoji1f49e"></span>Well we did it fam <span class="emoji emoji270a"></span>🏻<span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> YO GIRL GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL <span class="emoji emoji1f393"></span>and now it is time to journey onto the wonderful ...
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Well we did it fam 🏻 YO GIRL GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL and now it is time to journey onto the wonderful roads of life and fall down a cliff :D I didn't get a chance to talk to Luke to give one final goodbye and tell him good luck with his life and how rude he was to me behind my back and that I don't deserve ... 💞Well we did it fam ✊🏻✨ YO GIRL GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL 🎓and now it is time to journey onto the wonderful roads of life and fall down a cliff :D
I didn't get a chance to talk to Luke to give one final goodbye and tell him good luck with his life and how rude he was to me behind my back and that I don't deserve that (if y'all didn't see my story a couple days ago, at practice graduation my friend who sat two seats next to him was talking shit about me to a guy sitting next to him, said I was too loud and he feels bad for the girl who walks next to me for graduation) y'know just a final fuck you cuz he has the decency to talk shit about me behind my back and nothing to my face :D
BUT I'll let it slide it doesn't matter what matters is that I focus on myself and honestly this day doesn't even seem real. It was a bit of a cluster and I just wanted to get out of there and I'm just in my mom's bed watching YouTube and eating Halo Top. I know I haven't done much posting with Yaoi and tbh I haven't watched anime in a hot minute and I'm not that inclined to watch much, idk maybe I've outgrown it but I won't forget it and who knows I might watch a show here and there but I haven't been the most scheduled watcher as of late. I'm not gonna make excuses for my laziness lol but I post when I can and each post means a lot because I know you guys care. I get DM's from people saying how proud they are of me that I'm graduating and that they've followed me for a long time, some even since the beginning so I just wanna say thanks for dealing with me for this long 😂 my captions get way too long but in short I love you all and I can't wait for you all to explore the next chapter of my life with me. I started this account when I was a freshman and now we're moving on to a freshman in college. I'll see y'all there ~ ;)✌🏻✨💞

Also unrelated if y'all want to follow my personal account *shameless plug* it's @b0ba_b0i cuz I love boba and my friend gave me that nickname, I literally just changed the username too lol, it used to me @/okiieeeee but I got tired of it so follow if you so wish :D👍🏻
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Spending the first day of 2019 at my favorite place! • • Spending a few minutes this morning reminiscing ...
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Spending the first day of 2019 at my favorite place! • • Spending a few minutes this morning reminiscing at 2018 & what it’s brought me. 2018 was definitely a year of G R O W T H for me. I’ve learned so much about myself, and what I am truly capable of. I’ve learned to trust the process and to love ... Spending the first day of 2019 at my favorite place!


Spending a few minutes this morning reminiscing at 2018 & what it’s brought me. 2018 was definitely a year of G R O W T H for me. I’ve learned so much about myself, and what I am truly capable of. I’ve learned to trust the process and to love every moment in the process. I’ve learned to let go of those who don’t serve me, and I’ve gained new friends who truly support and care for me. I’ve left relationships that have held me back from growth, and in turn gained a happy, healthy & SUPPORTIVE relationship. I’ve experienced what it’s like to have others talk behind my back, & say things to others just to hurt me, and from that I’ve learned to stay true to me & myself b/c there’s no sense in stressing about what others say or think, they’ll realize the truth sooner or later. 2018 has taught me to be patient, humble & kind. •

2019 will be another incredible year, with even more growth and lessons to learn from. 2019 will be a year of traveling with my best friends, major accomplishments & adventure✨🎉
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Today marks the anniversary of my rape a year ago. It was a first date gone wrong. He insisted that ...
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Today marks the anniversary of my rape a year ago. It was a first date gone wrong. He insisted that we met at his apartment. I was hesitant, should’ve listened to my first instinct. A couple glasses of Chardonnay later, roughly around 9 PM, he began to push himself onto me. I told him to stop, he ... Today marks the anniversary of my rape a year ago. It was a first date gone wrong. He insisted that we met at his apartment. I was hesitant, should’ve listened to my first instinct. A couple glasses of Chardonnay later, roughly around 9 PM, he began to push himself onto me. I told him to stop, he didn’t listen. He pushed and forced himself even harder, eventually flipping me over and holding my wrists so tight in a way I’ll never forget. As he began to rip off my clothes, forcing himself inside me, I struggled and cried and tried scratching and pushing, and he grabbed my struggling arms and held them behind my back. When I eventually broke free, I hit my head on the coffee table on the fall to the hardwood floor. I pulled up my pants again, I grabbed my shoes, coat & phone and ran outside where I continued to put myself back together with so many tears in my eyes that I had to walk my bike home because I couldn’t see well enough to ride it. But I am not a victim.... I am a #survivor and today I gave myself a permanent reminder of my strength and agility as I join thousands more with this symbol of unity. Inspired by the strands of our DNA, mixed with a white rose to breathe life, and a fiery shape to represent power. This tattoo was designed by @lostconversations for @ladygaga and the 50 survivors in the chorus that joined her onstage at the 2016 Oscars. 1 in 2 women and 1 in 5 men will be sexually abused in their lifetime. You’re not as alone as you think... and I love you and I’m proud of you. ❤️
#guyswithtattoos #gayswithink #gayswithtattoos #tattoo #sexualassaultsurvivor #rapesurvivor #rapeculture #endrapeculture #metoo #saam #queer #lgbt #lgbtq #unity #ladygaga #marrythenight #bornthisway #fireroseunitysurvivortattoo #tilithappenstoyou
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You we're the one who pushed me. Don't freaking blame me. You made me feel like every part of me was ...
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You we're the one who pushed me. Don't freaking blame me. You made me feel like every part of me was wrong. You judged me tbh. You act like you're always right. But no!! Hell no! You don't accept me for what I am. You want to change me! For what you think is right. And now that i'm finally free, you come ... You we're the one who pushed me. Don't freaking blame me. You made me feel like every part of me was wrong. You judged me tbh. You act like you're always right. But no!! Hell no! You don't accept me for what I am. You want to change me! For what you think is right. And now that i'm finally free, you come back and blame it all on me! I'm the one who left you?! Who do you think left me? Made fun of me? Made fun of my flaws? You talked behind my back and acted all innocent! You made me cry every night, everyday, you made me want to kill myself and you made me believe I was a mistake. My actions were all wrong for you. How can I call you my bestfriend if you're the one who made me feel worthless? And pushed me down?
You see all my flaws. JUST MY FLAWS!
NOW THAT I MADE A CHOICE, THE RIGHT CHOICE, THE BEST CHOICE, YOU BLAME IT ALL ON ME? DON'T YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'VE GONE THROUGH JUST TO FIT IN WITH YOU?! I TRIED TO CHANGE MYSELF FOR YOU! BUT IT WASN'T ENOUGH. I'M NOT ENOUGH! I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP! DON'T YOU EVEN FREAKING KNOW?! YOU ONLY TELL ME I'VE CHANGED ONLY BCAUSE I'M NOT LIVING THE LIFE YOU WANT ME TO. !!YOU-DON'T-ACCEPT-ME-FOR-ME-THAT'S-WHY!!
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. "Estoy en mi propio mundo. Me preocupo por mí con lo que puedo afectar y nada más. Cualquier cosa ...
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. "Estoy en mi propio mundo. Me preocupo por mí con lo que puedo afectar y nada más. Cualquier cosa que no influye en mi éxito o en mi fracaso me resbala por los hombros. De otra forma, estaría desperdiciando mi energía física y mental, limitando lo grabdioso que podría ser. No escucho las mierdas ... .
"Estoy en mi propio mundo. Me preocupo por mí con lo que puedo afectar y nada más. Cualquier cosa que no influye en mi éxito o en mi fracaso me resbala por los hombros. De otra forma, estaría desperdiciando mi energía física y mental, limitando lo grabdioso que podría ser. No escucho las mierdas que la gente dice de mí a mis espaldas, porque están donde están, detrás de mí. Y mientras ellos están ahí preocúpate lo suficiente para darles una buena vista”
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"I am in my own world. I concern myself with what I can affect and nothing more. Anything that does not influence either my success or failure rolls off my shoulders. Otherwise, I would be squandering my physical and mental energy, limiting how great I can be. I don't hear the shit people say about me behind my back because it’s where it is—behind me. And while they are there, might as well give them a good view.".
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:Jealously in love: Sorry for not posting.. Extreme writer's block "I lay my head On small cotton ...
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:Jealously in love: Sorry for not posting.. Extreme writer's block "I lay my head On small cotton beds Allowing my mind to run Shooting thoughts just for fun Some are blissful And others hurtful They linger like caramel and salt Putting my emotions to a halt. I need the time to understand ... :Jealously in love:
Sorry for not posting.. Extreme writer's block
"I lay my head
On small cotton beds
Allowing my mind to run
Shooting thoughts just for fun
Some are blissful
And others hurtful
They linger like caramel and salt
Putting my emotions to a halt.
I need the time to understand
Why would I want you as a husband
I can barely trust you
Thinking of dangerous things you could do.
Talk to other girls behind my back
Because of all the qualities I lack
Don't tell me it's all in my head
As I cry into my small cotton beds "
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Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch God keep blessing me in front of your face.
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Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch God keep blessing me in front of your face. Keep talking about me behind my back, and watch God keep blessing me in front of your face.
(2/4): I didn’t know that my mother can’t read or write before the age of five. Still, as a mother ...
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(2/4): I didn’t know that my mother can’t read or write before the age of five. Still, as a mother she has strong senses toward us. Once, when someone broke my heart she didn’t came to me, but she said behind my back: “there is something wrong with Malak.” She has her own heart, her language, ... (2/4): I didn’t know that my mother can’t read or write before the age of five.
Still, as a mother she has strong senses toward us.
Once, when someone broke my heart she didn’t came to me, but she said behind my back: “there is something wrong with Malak.” She has her own heart, her language, values and beliefs that let everyone else respect her.

Still, she has her daily prayers to protect us from ourselves and from life.
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Feel free to talk behind my back, but don’t kiss my ass when you see me <span class="emoji emoji1f440"></span><span class="emoji emoji270c"></span>🏼<span class="emoji emoji1f618"></span>
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Feel free to talk behind my back, but don’t kiss my ass when you see me 🏼 Feel free to talk behind my back, but don’t kiss my ass when you see me 👀✌🏼😘
PART 2: [<span class="emoji emoji2728"></span>disclaimer! I just wanna say that I am not trying to bash this person or anyone in this story. ...
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PART 2: [disclaimer! I just wanna say that I am not trying to bash this person or anyone in this story. everything happens for a reason and I have forgiven them just as God forgives us] - A couple months into the relationship, things were going pretty good. I was happy. It wasn’t until I opened ... PART 2:
[✨disclaimer! I just wanna say that I am not trying to bash this person or anyone in this story. everything happens for a reason and I have forgiven them just as God forgives us]
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A couple months into the relationship, things were going pretty good. I was happy.
It wasn’t until I opened my love blinded eyes [lol] and I started to realize some things that weren’t right.
Things we didn’t agree on, the way he was towards friends/family, the way he treated me...
I chose to ignore it because I didn’t wanna think about the bad stuff or the fact that this person is probably not the guy I should be with.
I had the mentality of “everyone can change!” and that is very true. People CAN change. But they have to want to be right with God.
It is impossible to just change for someone else yet not want to be better for yourself and seek Jesus.
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As time goes on, things only start getting worse.
I started realizing I was the one really perusing the relationship. It was completely the opposite. This time I was the one trying to make it work.
There were so many nights I would go to my room and just cry.
He would hurt me by things he said, things he would do behind my back, and me just feeling like I was the only one that cared about us.
But I still continued to believe he would change.
I just dealt with it. I’m not saying that I didn’t do things either in the relationship to make it difficult. Cause of course I had insecurities, jealousy, impatience, etc... I’m human! But,
I truly believe, because I did not seek God and ask for wisdom, I made poor decisions.
I was thinking about what CLAUDIA wanted. Not what GOD wanted for my life.
I was being stubborn and determined for things to work.
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I know a lot of people just smiled in ma face, but talk behind my back every time I’m gone. So when they ...
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I know a lot of people just smiled in ma face, but talk behind my back every time I’m gone. So when they call my number, I don’t never pick up! I don’t owe you shit, bitch, leave me alone!!! I know a lot of people just smiled in ma face, but talk behind my back every time I’m gone. So when they call my number, I don’t never pick up! I don’t owe you shit, bitch, leave me alone!!!
Moment of truth here. My 12 year old Tristan and I are the same person. We’re both INFJ’s. We feel everything ...
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Moment of truth here. My 12 year old Tristan and I are the same person. We’re both INFJ’s. We feel everything in the best and worst way. We notice every little detail and are discomforted by disorder. Our thoughts never stop thinking and we crave silence. Interruptions by others when we’re ... Moment of truth here. My 12 year old Tristan and I are the same person. We’re both INFJ’s. We feel everything in the best and worst way. We notice every little detail and are discomforted by disorder. Our thoughts never stop thinking and we crave silence. Interruptions by others when we’re highly focused (or trying to be) is enough to ruin entire days. We don't like itchy things, off-set seams, or loud noises. We both love Robin Williams and wish he was still around making movies... I think you get it.
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Today, three of the kids were arguing about who was going to be first, second, or third playing a video game. I sat and listened to them stating their cases to me for 2 minutes before I decided I didn’t want to hear any of it anymore. I told them we would decide the order of play based on who correctly guessed the number I held behind my back. I warned if whoever went last threw a hissy fit, that person would not get to play at all today. I secretly prayed Tristan would choose correctly first. Everyone took their guesses and Tristan earned third place, meaning he’d play last.
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Cue Hulk-sized meltdown. He violently grabbed his blanket and pillow and began throwing it around the living room. I told him that because of that, he wouldn’t be able to play video games today.
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And that’s when he REALLY lost it.
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Veins bulged from his neck. His eyes turned red. His fists clenched so hard, I thought he might punch a hole in the wall, through me (even though he’s never hit me before), or even hurt himself. He ran to his room, punched the bed and pillows, and screamed at the top of his lungs. I walked over there to talk to him, and he ran out, stomping & screaming down the hallway, into my room, then into my bathroom— locking the door.
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I could hear him screaming and throwing things around in the bathroom. I yelled at him to unlock the door. He unlocked it, ran out and threw himself onto my bed, still screaming, raging, and clenching as hard as he could to the sheets, while punching the pillows. I told him to stay there and calm down and to not lock the door. That I would talk to him when he quieted down.
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 #KeepItTrillTuesday: It don't matter how long we've been cool or how many years we been dating.. ...
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#KeepItTrillTuesday: It don't matter how long we've been cool or how many years we been dating.. Once you burn the bridge don't even worry about trying to come back across it. AND IM NOT TALKING ABOUT NO LIL PETTY SHIT like you lied on me, or you said something behind my back I didnt like. IM TALKIN ... #KeepItTrillTuesday: It don't matter how long we've been cool or how many years we been dating.. Once you burn the bridge don't even worry about trying to come back across it. AND IM NOT TALKING ABOUT NO LIL PETTY SHIT like you lied on me, or you said something behind my back I didnt like. IM TALKIN BOUT SOME REAL DISRESPECTFUL SHIT like I posted a 🔥🔥 ass pic on the gram and you didn't like it, or you spent the night over my house and ate one of my Motts Apple Sauce cups 😂😂😂🤣🤣 LIL YACHTY DISRESPECTFUL TOUR FEAT. @bhadbhabie (CASH ME OUTSIDE) SAT NOV 3 at EXPRESS LIVE!
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Here we go again 🙄 just a few months ago while we were still preparing to launch CPSG, nobody had anything ...
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Here we go again 🙄 just a few months ago while we were still preparing to launch CPSG, nobody had anything to say about me. I wasn’t doing anything that stood out so I wasn’t worth talking about. I wasn’t traveling or doing much so not a word about me. - Fast forward to today, I popped a major rank ... Here we go again 🙄 just a few months ago while we were still preparing to launch CPSG, nobody had anything to say about me. I wasn’t doing anything that stood out so I wasn’t worth talking about. I wasn’t traveling or doing much so not a word about me.
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Fast forward to today, I popped a major rank in my company, just got paid $25,000 about 2 weeks ago, I’m planning a year long travel journey with my family real soon among other things and now people wanna start mentioning my name. Now people wanna start talking behind my back making up their own conspiracy theories when I didn’t say a damn thing about them.
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I’ve had many ups and downs in this industry and it’s a pattern that will always happen. When you make no money, nobody gives a damn so they don’t talk about you. Once you’re up and making money, guaranteed they will talk about you to try stopping you from making money and feeding your kids. It comes with the territory and I already knew it would happen. It’s inevitable.
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I said this before when I had haters coming at me last time I was making a killing. This industry changed my life. I was into looking for trouble and doing dumb things before getting in this industry. I didn’t get into this industry to keep looking for trouble with people who couldn’t fight their way out of a wet paper bag. I got into this industry way before my son was born preparing for the day he would be so he can have the things I wasn’t fortunate enough to have. Nothing else matters.
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Everyone who PERSISTS will have their day. Get rich or die trying... literally. If you keep pushing through the obstacles and not letting anything get in your way, you will make a lot of money one day. Embrace it and try your best to ignore it because you can’t go around fighting everyone who hates on you. Just remember, the hate comes with the territory and you BETTER be able to handle it. All “hate” is, is another obstacle to stop you from making a better life for you and your family so if they’re mad at you then, just wait to see how mad they’ll be when you double your income ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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One of my fav AAU coaches came to show the kids some love and give them a lih run down about me and how my city did me as a kid 🤦🏾‍♂️and it’s funny cuz people still doing it to this day 🤦🏾‍♂️ ..... lih do they kno that’s my motivation , you doubt me you talk behind my back that’s cool cuz Tyree gone be Tyree ... One of my fav AAU coaches came to show the kids some love and give them a lih run down about me and how my city did me as a kid 🤦🏾‍♂️and it’s funny cuz people still doing it to this day 🤦🏾‍♂️😏 ..... lih do they kno that’s my motivation , you doubt me you talk behind my back that’s cool cuz Tyree gone be Tyree and that’s prove people wrong who doubt me ! #Richardson #ODU #BooWilliams #WoodSide #757 #Legend
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JUST BLESSED....TEARS OF HAPPINESS PEOPLE....WOKE UP TO A MESSAGE FROM ONE MY IDOLS @terrellowens 🤗🤗🤗 ...sitting here thinking of the past year and just had to let the WORLD KNOW HOW GREATFUL I AM TO BE HERE. AND HOW BLESSED I AM TO BE HERE. I ALMOST DIED THIS PAST YEAR..BUT IM HERE. APPRECIATE ... JUST BLESSED....TEARS OF HAPPINESS PEOPLE....WOKE UP TO A MESSAGE FROM ONE MY IDOLS @terrellowens 🤗🤗🤗 ...sitting here thinking of the past year and just had to let the WORLD KNOW HOW GREATFUL I AM TO BE HERE. AND HOW BLESSED I AM TO BE HERE. I ALMOST DIED THIS PAST YEAR..BUT IM HERE.

APPRECIATE ALL YOU GUYS..and thankful...ALL THE LOVE those of you who been there throughout the year, even when i was an ass hole..🤣😂....i had strangers loved me more than PEOPLE ive KNOWN for years...ive lost PEOPLE i cared about BECAUSE they were too blind to see that i cared. Ive fought THROUGH so much.
I watch PEOPLE laugh in my face and talk smack behind my back...ive even watch PEOPLE ive help not talk to be anymore.
I had PEOPLE done crazy things for no reason.
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY...I KNOW THERE ARE SOME WHO SEES MY HEART. AT THE END OF THE DAY I KNOW GOD KNOWS MY HEART. IM A BETTER PERSON #TODAY
MY BIGGEST #!LESSON FROM THE PAST YEAR "IM NOT PERFECT" if PEOPLE cant hold you DOWN THROUGH your bullshit..no need for THEM to be Around you. Holding you DOWN meaning being there...talking to you like a FRIEND should. Being patient 😂🤣... but there are too many fakers...too many selfish people AMONGST us....I
WAS NOTICING HOW MUCH PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THE GOOD IN THEIR LIFE...POST ABOUT THE GOOD. Etc.. Its like EVERYONE'S PERFECT...too funny. 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 I JUST WANT TO LIVE BE HAPPY...DO GREAT THINGS...HAVE GREAT PEOPLE AROUND ME AND ENJOY THIS GIFT OF LIFE GOD GRANTED ME.

I EMBRACE ALL..THE BAD AND THE GOOD. Living THROUGH the bad..EMBRACING the good.

Only way to grow. SOMETIMES we live THROUGH the good...we cant find out way THROUGH the bad

#GODSPLAN
GODS PLAN
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Debuting my NEW WEBSITE! There was a time in my life when I hoped to build the business of my dreams ...
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Debuting my NEW WEBSITE! There was a time in my life when I hoped to build the business of my dreams and create a life I love...today I'm remind that dreams come true. 🏽 I'm just a girl from the hood, whose immigrant parents told her she could be anything she wanted in America. And they were right. I ... Debuting my NEW WEBSITE! There was a time in my life when I hoped to build the business of my dreams and create a life I love...today I'm remind that dreams come true.
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I'm just a girl from the hood, whose immigrant parents told her she could be anything she wanted in America. And they were right.
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I wasn't the smartest (got a 940 on my SAT in case you're wondering), I wasn't the fastest, and I wasn't a standout.
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But, darn it, I worked hard.
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I worked past the doubt, I worked past what others said behind my back, I worked past insecurities because on the other side of fear was FREEDOM to live my dreams.

I'm a photographer and a business strategist...and now I have a website that explains WHO I am, not just WHAT I do.
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It'd mean the world to me if you checked out my new website...and if you see typos, let me know. I'm the Olympic gold medalist of typos.
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Many thanks to my friensigner (friend+designer) @Promisetangeman of @golivehq for designing the website and the ever-amazing crew @showit.co for creating the best website platform. Ever.
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Wanna celebrate with me? www.jasminestar.com
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a lot has been happening to me lately my relationship ended and i found out my ex and some people i thought ...
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a lot has been happening to me lately my relationship ended and i found out my ex and some people i thought were my friends have actually been saying shit about me behind my back, i got humiliated in a group chat when one of those so called "friends" wrote a huge paragraph about me calling me selfish ... a lot has been happening to me lately my relationship ended and i found out my ex and some people i thought were my friends have actually been saying shit about me behind my back, i got humiliated in a group chat when one of those so called "friends" wrote a huge paragraph about me calling me selfish and a bunch of other things in front of like 10 other people, and to sum it up this year i lost all of the friends that i used to have and now im completely isolated at school. Im glad i got those fake people out of my life cause i had been anxious and self conscious for a long time now cause of them, but now i feel lonely. I still haven't figured out if i want to make new friends or if i just want to give up on ever trying to have a close relationship with a person again
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<span class="emoji emoji1f6a8"></span>Long Post<span class="emoji emoji1f6a8"></span> I remember when I first started bodybuilding. I remember all the negativity that came ...
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Long Post I remember when I first started bodybuilding. I remember all the negativity that came with it. The “friends” I thought I had would doubt me and make fun behind my back. The 5 year relationship I was in fell apart because she didn’t support me and my dreams. This choice came with ... 🚨Long Post🚨
I remember when I first started bodybuilding. I remember all the negativity that came with it. The “friends” I thought I had would doubt me and make fun behind my back. The 5 year relationship I was in fell apart because she didn’t support me and my dreams.
This choice came with sacrifices as does every dream or goal. But when I set my mind to something there’s nothing that can stop me! I cut the toxic people out of my life, stopped drinking and partying, quit my job making 75k a year all to follow my dream! Did I have all the answers, NO! But I knew if I was relentless and gave it my all I would eventually be rewarded.
Flash forward to today and I have achieved my original goal of becoming an IFBB Pro! I have created new relationships with like minded people, I found the love of my life and ask her to marry me, I started my own business, and I worked my ass off to eventually pass my previous income!
I don’t say this to boast or brag. I say this to make you realize that we are capable of anything! Don’t get stuck in the average life. Believe in yourself, fight for your dreams, and if you want it bad enough you will make it happen!
Happy Monday beautiful people and thank you for reading if you got this far #mondaymotivation
💢I’LL NEVER GIVE UP💢
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Please read. This has always been my safe place. My place to vent. To write about my illness, my daily ...
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Please read. This has always been my safe place. My place to vent. To write about my illness, my daily struggles and felt understood. Instagram - as my name already says has been my diary. And it, you, somehow saved my life. But during the last three years I didn't only gain 27kg, I also gained ... Please read.
This has always been my safe place. My place to vent. To write about my illness, my daily struggles and felt understood. Instagram - as my name already says has been my diary. And it, you, somehow saved my life.
But during the last three years I didn't only gain 27kg, I also gained a lot (for me it is) followers and the more followers (don't misunderstand me I feel so honored and love you guys), the harder it became to talk about my illness, my deepest feelings and my - still daily struggles.
Especially because of the people I know in real life, the ones I see every day at school, the ones I love, my friends and my family. You normally don't let them read your diary, do you?
But I'm not Willy Wonka. I don't sugar coat shit. It feels so wrong to not write about my current situation on here, because I always did. This is why I started this account and I don't mind people talking behind my back, laughing about me or whaaatever. These people don't matter.
The persons who helped me from the very beginning do, who still support me and the persons I could help by sharing my story, these people matter. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[will be continued in the comments⬇️]
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Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. ...
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Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. But for me, I was a kid, I had many instances where I was taken advantage of my empathy, pointed out my sensitivity as a weakness, or just downright targeted me. Being bullied was a normal — kids ... Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. But for me, I was a kid, I had many instances where I was taken advantage of my empathy, pointed out my sensitivity as a weakness, or just downright targeted me. Being bullied was a normal — kids would make fun of my glasses, or that I was shy, overweight. people I thought were my friends would talk behind my back, leave me out of fun events, call me names...the list goes on and on. Even though it was awful and what was at times many days, weeks, or years... I gained a deep sense of resilience and a gratitude for a few REALLY solid people I had in my life. May we all identify and embrace that little something that makes us unique instead of trying to hide it away for fear of someone else’s hurtful words or actions. #werkyourquirk #resilience #lolatheladybug (pre-order avail at link in bio)
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I know a lot of people that smile in my face But talk behind my back every time I'm gone So when they ...
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I know a lot of people that smile in my face But talk behind my back every time I'm gone So when they call my number, I don't never pick up I don't owe you shit, bitch, leave me alone I know a lot of people that smile in my face
But talk behind my back every time I'm gone
So when they call my number, I don't never pick up
I don't owe you shit, bitch, leave me alone
Follow Ethan he is my bestie and don't chat sh*t bout me behind my back let's get him up to 200 follower ...
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Follow Ethan he is my bestie and don't chat sh*t bout me behind my back let's get him up to 200 follower he is my main g and make sure you do other wize u missing out Follow Ethan he is my bestie and don't chat sh*t bout me behind my back let's get him up to 200 follower he is my main g and make sure you do other wize u missing out 😂👌👊✌😋😉😄😃
December 27, 2017: I walked into the house with a tiny little Nugget in one hand behind my back. I walked ...
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December 27, 2017: I walked into the house with a tiny little Nugget in one hand behind my back. I walked up to Osk and said don’t be mad as I pulled Nugget out from behind me. All he could say was “Awwwww man!!”. It was love at first sight. Happy one year adoptiversary little Nugget Puff. You bring ... December 27, 2017: I walked into the house with a tiny little Nugget in one hand behind my back. I walked up to Osk and said don’t be mad as I pulled Nugget out from behind me. All he could say was “Awwwww man!!”. It was love at first sight. Happy one year adoptiversary little Nugget Puff. You bring so much love into all of our lives every single freakin’ day🐨✨💖 #babynuggetpuff #thebestchristmasgiftever
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I hear them talking behind my back , At least there is a reason why they are behind me. <span class="emoji emoji1f51c"></span> # health #fitness ...
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I hear them talking behind my back , At least there is a reason why they are behind me. # health #fitness #fit #fitnessmodel #fitnessaddict #fitspo #workout #bodybuilding #cardio #gym #train #training #photooftheday #health #healthy #instahealth #active #strong #motivation #progress ... I hear them talking behind my back , At least there is a reason why they are behind me. 🔜
# health #fitness #fit #fitnessmodel #fitnessaddict #fitspo #workout #bodybuilding #cardio #gym #train #training #photooftheday #health #healthy #instahealth #active #strong #motivation #progress #determination #lifestyle #diet #getfit #eatclean #exercise #dabah #musclemania #teamkamal
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 #bigmood #bigfacts There are lots of ups and downs with being a pro athlete.On one hand you’re doing ...
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#bigmood #bigfacts There are lots of ups and downs with being a pro athlete.On one hand you’re doing something you love, traveling the world and the thrill of victory is a feeling that is second to none.On the other you are constantly being judged and have the pressure of performing for your ... #bigmood #bigfacts There are lots of ups and downs with being a pro athlete.On one hand you’re doing something you love, traveling the world and the thrill of victory is a feeling that is second to none.On the other you are constantly being judged and have the pressure of performing for your coaches, family, fans, and teammates.I’ve experienced the high of winning a championship and scoring goals left and right but I’ve also experienced the lows of being injured and getting looked down on by coaches and teammates saying that you aren’t good enough.I came from the bottom and didn’t have the luxury of playing D 1 college ball or training with top coaches.I actually had no agent and trained myself before I signed my first pro contract!There is nothing any coach or person can do to make me feel any less of a person or player than I am.The fact is I’ve never felt like I wasn’t the best player on the field!EVER!(One coach almost made me believe that bullshit!)I really mean that!I have a big ass chip on my shoulder!Always have always will!For everyone who ever doubted me, talked shit about me behind my back, or didn’t give me a chance...I thank you for your motivation because the ball don’t lie!Im gonna keep putting that work in until these legs can’t go no more!I owe it to every person who wishes they were in my shoes, I owe it to myself and I owe it to God!I will continue to give God the glory because without God none of this would be possible!Never give up on your dream because anything is possible just go get it!They said I couldn’t do it...hell I thought I couldn’t but here I am entering my fourth year as a pro and I’m getting better everyday!My story has still just begun!😤⚽️💯💪🏽
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Aku sadar ilmuku masih kalah jauh dibandingkan dengan temen2 lainnya. Tapi gak ada salahnya untuk ...
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Aku sadar ilmuku masih kalah jauh dibandingkan dengan temen2 lainnya. Tapi gak ada salahnya untuk saling berbagi ilmu yang didapat walaupun masih sedikit kan? :) I don't care what people talking about me behind my back. Women career is a choise. And ku gak mau terlalu terburu2 untuk mengejar ... Aku sadar ilmuku masih kalah jauh dibandingkan dengan temen2 lainnya.
Tapi gak ada salahnya untuk saling berbagi ilmu yang didapat walaupun masih sedikit kan? :) I don't care what people talking about me behind my back. Women career is a choise.

And ku gak mau terlalu terburu2 untuk mengejar cita2 banyak developer saat ini.
Karena bagiku, sesuatu tindakan butuh persiapan matang dan pastinya restu dari orang tua.

If other people think money is number one, but not for me. Selagi masih diberi umur oleh Allah SWT, manfaatkan segala hal untuk mencari berkah untuk bekal di akhirat nanti :)
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When people ask me why I post photos of my body I don't know what they expect me say. It's almost as if ...
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When people ask me why I post photos of my body I don't know what they expect me say. It's almost as if they are telling me, in a "nicer" way that I should feel ashamed & embarrassed to put "myself out there like that". - I am well aware of the small talk that goes on about me behind my back, and I hear ... When people ask me why I post photos of my body I don't know what they expect me say. It's almost as if they are telling me, in a "nicer" way that I should feel ashamed & embarrassed to put "myself out there like that". - I am well aware of the small talk that goes on about me behind my back, and I hear the comments, " She should have more respect for herself then that"... and I do. Which is why I able to stand in awe of my body and not feel ashamed or be worried of the ill words spoken against me.
If my realness, is "too much" to see that is your problem, not mine. "I am unashamed, unapologetic, & not afraid. This is my body. How you choose to see it is not a reflection of it's worth & beauty.
I will never apologize for owning and living in my skin- so stop asking me too.
#postpartumbody #bodyacceptance #bodylove #realbodies #thisbody #mother #baby #lovetheskinyourin #unashamed #embraceyourbody #livefree #dearbody #radicalselflove #bodyinspo #beautyplus #mombod #thisislove #motherhood #bodypositivity
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I thought I escaped from the dark nightmare that haunted me. I found a light bright enough to have ...
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I thought I escaped from the dark nightmare that haunted me. I found a light bright enough to have the demons begging for mercy. But all they did was go behind my back and wait until they became immune to my happiness.. just leave me alone. I have a torch. And just because her light doesnt effect ... I thought I escaped from the dark nightmare that haunted me. I found a light bright enough to have the demons begging for mercy. But all they did was go behind my back and wait until they became immune to my happiness.. just leave me alone. I have a torch. And just because her light doesnt effect them anymore.. her flames can melt through anything. And I'm not afraid.
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I’ve been a cop for eleven years now. So I’ve seen the changes and realize that I don’t have the exact ...
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I’ve been a cop for eleven years now. So I’ve seen the changes and realize that I don’t have the exact look that the job desires these days. I started this account a few years back to help others. I’ve done my best to maintain a certain level of integrity and respect in my posts because I was viewed ... I’ve been a cop for eleven years now. So I’ve seen the changes and realize that I don’t have the exact look that the job desires these days. I started this account a few years back to help others. I’ve done my best to maintain a certain level of integrity and respect in my posts because I was viewed as an extension of my department even though I rarely posted any photos of myself in uniform and if I did, I maintained my own level of professionalism .

Since then I’ve seen people doing outrageous things in uniform trying to get attention on the internet. To be quiet honest I’m embarrassed to be affiliated with some of it. Especially with the one you guys blew my phone up with yesterday. It blows my mind how some people can post some of this stuff for the entire world to see while I battle anxiety every day waiting to get in trouble for the things I post. .

Why? You might ask... .

If you’ve noticed, the very few posts I had of myself in uniform have been removed, I blur certain things out and I no longer use certain hashtags. I was forced to delete all affiliation with my department and threatened with hundreds of thousands of dollars in fines. .

That’s why... .

I’ve made the necessary adjustments, but it makes for a stressful work environment regardless. It’s frustrating to say the least after all of the time and effort I’ve put into helping the people I work with. .

So for those of you that make snide comments about me behind my back and wonder why I keep to myself at work, now you know. I’ve been dealing with this for over a year and some recent posts I’ve seen other people throwing around on the internet with no repercussion or consequences just pushed me to the point where I had to voice my opinion. .

Social media can be a be powerful tool. Represent yourself with pride, integrity and respect. Especially if you wear a uniform. You’re not only representing your department or branch, but you’re representing others that wear that uniform with pride no matter how unfair said department or branch is.... .

#THINBLUELINE
#POLICE
#BACKTHEBLUE
#NYC
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Keep Talking About Me Behind My Back, And Watch GOD Blessing Me In Front Of Your Face ...... <span class="emoji emoji1f60a"></span>
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Keep Talking About Me Behind My Back, And Watch GOD Blessing Me In Front Of Your Face ...... Keep Talking About Me Behind My Back, And Watch GOD Blessing Me In Front Of Your Face ...... 😊
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