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i was taught to hold my own to speak the truth and show it unapologetically that outlandish ...
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i was taught to hold my own to speak the truth and show it unapologetically that outlandish middle child who never needed attention from the world although i crave just one and perhaps my personality calls out to crowds that i've always walked away from fueled by the values beyond ... i was taught
to hold my own
to speak the truth
and show it
unapologetically
that outlandish middle child
who never needed attention
from the world
although i crave
just one
and perhaps my personality
calls out to crowds
that i've always walked away from
fueled by the values
beyond a broken society
a class clown
skipping class
and acing the tests
because knowledge
has always been easier than
wisdom
screaming out loud
within whispers
please say my name
like you love me
beyond your pain
see the secrets
held within my eyes
and let's stomp this ground
learn this dance
and feel our way through
breathing out the insignificance
and learning that
what there is to give
is more than
what we've been taught -joshua ryan stewart °
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My sweet Millie Moo I can't believe it's been 4yrs since I seen your photo on fb, your broken eyes devastated ...
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My sweet Millie Moo I can't believe it's been 4yrs since I seen your photo on fb, your broken eyes devastated my heart and knew I had to do whatever it took to give you a safe loving home, starving in a Romanian public shelter covered in demodex mange and a broken leg that was never treated you seen ... My sweet Millie Moo I can't believe it's been 4yrs since I seen your photo on fb, your broken eyes devastated my heart and knew I had to do whatever it took to give you a safe loving home, starving in a Romanian public shelter covered in demodex mange and a broken leg that was never treated you seen the worst of humans it took time patience and love to show you you were truly safe and would NEVER feel pain,fear, hunger or loneliness ever again. You have been the biggest challenge I've ever had but I'd can't put in words how grateful I am every single day to be your mumma, you make my heart beat, my angel, my crazy little moo. Watching you heal outside as well as inside has been the most special gift, you amaze me still. The most beautiful soul ❤🐶 #adoptdontshop #romanianstreetdog #barkingmadedogrescue #nodogisbeyondhelp #bekind
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A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a realtionship with nature. 🖤<span class="emoji emoji1f43a"></span> . But can you love me in the ...
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A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a realtionship with nature. 🖤 . But can you love me in the deep? In the dark? In the thick of it? Can you love me when I drink from the wrong bottle and slip through the crack in the floorboard? Can you love me when I’m bigger than you, when my presence ... A wild woman is not a girlfriend. She is a realtionship with nature. 🖤🐺 .

But can you love me in the deep? In the dark? In the thick of it?

Can you love me when I drink from the wrong bottle and slip through the crack in the floorboard?

Can you love me when I’m bigger than you, when my presence blazes like the sun does, when it hurts to look directly at me?

Can you love me then too?

Can you love me under the starry sky, shaved and smooth, my skin like liquid moonlight?

Can you love me when I am howling and furry, standing on my haunches, my lower lip stained with the blood of my last kill?

When I call down the lightning, when the sidewalks are singed by the soles of my feet, can you still love me then?

What happens when I freeze the land, and cause the dirt to harden over all the pomegranate seeds we’ve planted?

Will you trust that Spring will return?

Will you still believe me when I tell you I will become a raging river, and spill myself upon your dreams and call them to the surface of your life?

Can you trust me, even though you cannot tame me?

Can you love me, even though I am all that you fear and admire?

Will you fear my shifting shape?

Does it frighten you, when my eyes flash like your camera does?

Do you fear they will capture your soul?

Are you afraid to step into me?

The meat-eating plants and flowers armed with poisonous darts are not in my jungle to stop you from coming. Not you.

So do not worry. They belong to me, and I have invited you here.

Stay to the path revealed in the moonlight and arrive safely to the hut of Baba Yaga: the wild old wise one… she will not lead you astray if you are pure of heart.

You cannot be with the wild one if you fear the rumbling of the ground, the roar of a cascading river, the startling clap of thunder in the sky.

If you want to be safe, go back to your tiny room — the night sky is not for you.

If you want to be torn apart, come in. Be broken open and devoured. Be set ablaze in my fire.

I will not leave you as you have come: well dressed, in finely-threaded sweaters that keep out the cold.
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Sometimes you don’t know who you can and cannot trust. The fact is people will always disappoint ...
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Sometimes you don’t know who you can and cannot trust. The fact is people will always disappoint you, even the ones nearest to you, even at times your own family. It hurts, it can break your heart. But it’s not the end. Just learn from your mistakes and stop waisting your heart on people and things ... Sometimes you don’t know who you can and cannot trust. The fact is people will always disappoint you, even the ones nearest to you, even at times your own family. It hurts, it can break your heart. But it’s not the end. Just learn from your mistakes and stop waisting your heart on people and things that don’t deserve it, because not everyone is going to love you the way you love them. Do some soul searching, ask God to show who is worthy of sharing your heart. Keep it safe, your heart precious. Just like you.❤️ #heart #love #precious #people #friends #relationships #God #trust #hurt #broken #brokenness #brokenheart #faith #friendship #depression
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 #Repost @mumlifestickers ・・・ To the love of my life, to the man my children look up to, to one of ...
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#Repost @mumlifestickers ・・・ To the love of my life, to the man my children look up to, to one of the most devoted, loving fathers I’ve ever been blessed to know. You're an incredible soul who gives endlessly, our children’s favourite place is in your arms and it’s the place my heart feels ... #Repost @mumlifestickers
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To the love of my life, to the man my children look up to, to one of the most devoted, loving fathers I’ve ever been blessed to know.

You're an incredible soul who gives endlessly, our children’s favourite place is in your arms and it’s the place my heart feels the most warmth.

You’ve taught me how to play, to be present and to show my children unconditionally love.

You’ve given them life back, to spin in trolleys nearly killing old ladies, loosing control and laughing so hard they cry, and to just be the beautiful little free beings they came here to be.

You’ve given my children their childhood back, to stand in and be my strength, to allow them to be free to just be.

All the nights, you’ve woken to them at 3am while I “sleep” and you’re cleaning vomit off the floor from one of my kids power chucking, without a word or complaint.

The private english classes at the breakfast table and how you educate my children on things I didn’t even know.

There has been times where the children have broken us, we have cried and sat on bathroom floors thinking what the heck are we even doing?! The tantrums, the endless amount of vomit and poo, all of it, you handle so gracefully.

You’ve honestly taught me how to love again.

You’ll never know how much you’ve changed our lives and the men our 3 children will become and are, because of you.

You always find a way, you really are the most incredible soul I’ve ever been blessed to meet, let alone to be soul connected to.

I know the kids are going to spoil and love the absolute crap out of you today.

Please know I’m thinking of you, I see you and I love you.

So, my love, the man that keeps me sane and so safe, you’re so loved and so needed and for this, I thank you. 🖤
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“AM I GUARDING A #WHOLE heart or a #BROKEN ONE “ You deserve T R U E L O V E God wants to give it to you! ...
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“AM I GUARDING A #WHOLE heart or a #BROKEN ONE “ You deserve T R U E L O V E God wants to give it to you! But your heart must be whole. We do good at guarding our hearts , reading red flags and steering clear or wolves in sheeps clothing. But the heart that we are doing such an excellent job at guarding ... “AM I GUARDING A #WHOLE heart or a #BROKEN ONE “
You deserve T R U E L O V E
God wants to give it to you! But your heart must be whole. We do good at guarding our hearts , reading red flags and steering clear or wolves in sheeps clothing. But the heart that we are doing such an excellent job at guarding needs a #checkup
Prepare to spend time with Him. You will feel a tad EMO as the pain evaporates from YOUR soul. Resurfacing outwards. Allow God to heal through your tears surrendering your whole heart to Him
Prayer
God thank you for wisdom and allowing me to steer clear of stumbling blocks. I ask that you and only you examine my heart, renew it and make it white as snow, ready to accept the #love you have to offer me through your people
Scripture
Place me as a seal upon your #heart,
As a seal upon your arm,
For #love is as strong as #death is,a
And exclusive devotion is as unyielding as the Grave.
Its flames are a blazing fire, the flame of Jah.
-Songs Of Solomon 8:6
#SongsofSolomon 8:6 #royalewords #jesus #love #sundayvibes #sundayfunday
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All smiles because 31 WEEKS TODAY! This marks a massive milestone and we are so dang proud of Momma ...
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All smiles because 31 WEEKS TODAY! This marks a massive milestone and we are so dang proud of Momma S and all she’s doing. I updated her little hand photo in our stories, but what a blessing. As we inch closer Momma S shares in the joy with us but we share in the heartache with her. I read a quote from ... All smiles because 31 WEEKS TODAY! This marks a massive milestone and we are so dang proud of Momma S and all she’s doing. I updated her little hand photo in our stories, but what a blessing. As we inch closer Momma S shares in the joy with us but we share in the heartache with her. I read a quote from one of my favorites @cariduganphotography that said “God does not create brokenness to heal brokenness” and I want to stress the truth of that. CJ was not created for AJ and I, as privileged as we feel and as deeply in love as we will be with every fiber of her soul - she was created for Momma S. We were lead here to be a part of her story but she is not bone of my bone or flesh of my flesh, and that privilege and tragedy will never be lost on us. She will become just as much a part of my heart, and our families hearts, as Carter and Colbie are but it would be a shame and a disservice to ignore the hurt that happened to get her to our arms. I am adopted, I work in adoption, we are adopting - adoption is the biggest blessing of my life, but adoption is broken 100% of the time, even if these mommas are firmly cemented in their decision, ones they came to on their own out of nothing but LOVE for their babies. If it wasn’t broken it wouldn’t be necessary. As we inch closer our heart swell just as much as they start to break. But the point is that we love her enough to recognize it. CJ girl, you have no idea how much you mean to us // #31weeks #BringHomeBug
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Thanks for my friends @hillsongyoungandfree for amazing album and songs Appreciate all your ...
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Thanks for my friends @hillsongyoungandfree for amazing album and songs Appreciate all your works with full hearts Love you my fam x #lordyourkindnessleadsustorepentance #hillsongyoungandfree #heartofgod Here I stand before you now As honestly as I know how Broken by ... Thanks for my friends @hillsongyoungandfree for amazing album and songs

Appreciate all your works with full hearts
Love you my fam x

#lordyourkindnessleadsustorepentance

#hillsongyoungandfree
#heartofgod

Here I stand before you now
As honestly as I know how
Broken by the days gone by
Spirit help me soul to rise
I try my best but still I fail
And even then you're with me there
You remind me I'm a child of God
Regardless of the things I've done
My hope is found in perfect love

Your mercy triumphs over judgment
Love wider than horizons
Stronger than all sin
Lord Your kindness
Leads us to repentance
To the heart of God
Your heart oh God
Is all I want

They say that it's impossible
To ever save a sinner's soul
But my God says to the prodigal
My beloved one, you're welcome home

All to Jesus I surrender
All to him I freely give
I will ever love and trust him
In his presence daily live
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We're constantly preaching self-love, but how do you actually DO it when you're in the struggle? ...
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We're constantly preaching self-love, but how do you actually DO it when you're in the struggle? @kerrabolton shares her journey. Link to full post in bio. "Self-love is the sugar-coated pill we prescribe when we don’t know what to say to a friend plagued with a broken heart, broken leg or ... We're constantly preaching self-love, but how do you actually DO it when you're in the struggle? @kerrabolton shares her journey. Link to full post in bio. "Self-love is the sugar-coated pill we prescribe when we don’t know what to say to a friend plagued with a broken heart, broken leg or broken life.

But a universe of confusion and misunderstanding dangles between the command of “love yourself.” Even when the advice is well-meaning, telling someone they need to love themselves more or practice self care when they are experiencing loss or depression feels cruel.

The concept of self-love sounds comforting while you’re drinking a fresh cup of coffee, watching Super Soul Sunday, and feeling expansive about life. But what is self-love and how do you do it, especially when you are experiencing trauma?" Read more: https://sweatpantsandcoffee.com/blew-life-learned-love/
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My greatest gift- Alan G Smith @alansmithlife <span class="emoji emoji1f64f"></span> Married today for 11 eventful years. I want to let ...
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My greatest gift- Alan G Smith @alansmithlife Married today for 11 eventful years. I want to let people know that it can get better and better. Deeper love tastes better than all the flings In the world. I want Alan to know that I am completely aware that his stability and devotion created our ... My greatest gift- Alan G Smith @alansmithlife 🙏 Married today for 11 eventful years. I want to let people know that it can get better and better. Deeper love tastes better than all the flings In the world. I want Alan to know that I am completely aware that his stability and devotion created our success! The best description of true love ❤️ goes out to @bobmarley - “I truly believe you can find someone who completely turns your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all.

You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
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REGISTRATION FOR THE LAST MASTER HEART CLOSES TODAY! Don’t miss this opportunity! . Years ago, ...
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REGISTRATION FOR THE LAST MASTER HEART CLOSES TODAY! Don’t miss this opportunity! . Years ago, my heart was broken, looking out at a church world that was in just as many chains as the world they were trying to 'save.' But what were we trying to save people from when our own marriages were ... REGISTRATION FOR THE LAST MASTER HEART CLOSES TODAY! Don’t miss this opportunity!
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Years ago, my heart was broken, looking out at a church world that was in just as many chains as the world they were trying to 'save.' But what were we trying to save people from when our own marriages were a mess and so few were talking about intimacy problems? Our own addictions were off the charts, and so few were bringing their own chains into the light. Our own bodies were broken, sick, addicted, aligning with our hearts. Most people I knew in church settings were addicted to going in a room and throwing their hands up towards heaven to try & zap themselves into wholeness, without ever addressing the childhood trauma they were carrying around. Leaders seemed to know a lot about how to act towards God but few were doing the inner work to address their own ego and natural wounds of a soul in pain. .
The holy rebel in me was done. Just done. I could either fold my cards and exist in a mediocre state during this incarnation, or I could find out if the gospel message Jesus talked about was real.
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That the kingdom was FIRST inside of ME.
That to build the kingdom of heaven on the OUTSIDE of me meant I had to confront the hell I was carrying around every day. In my thoughts. My emotions.  My ego. My unconscious shadow. .
I created Master Heart because I was a hot mess and I couldn’t find a worship service that could zap out my addictions. I created Master Heart because I couldn’t find a sermon that could tell me how to actually FEEL and EXPERIENCE the Comforter inside the grief of a heart drowning in sadness.
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If you want to get the truth you know from your LEFT brain into your RIGHT brain, you have to have experiences.  Practices. Meditations. Master Heart will give you the teaching to understand your inner realm, but then to actually begin experiencing GOD and LOVE inside of the madness & numbness you might carry within, like I did.
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Tag a friend. This is your last change for this course. Click the link in my profile and take the journey of a lifetime—into your heart. .
Course content begins FRIDAY! Can’t wait to see you there!
X, CJ
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Happy New Year everybody <span class="emoji emoji2764"></span> Last year has been all about changes and I couldn't be happier (or I couldn't ...
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Happy New Year everybody Last year has been all about changes and I couldn't be happier (or I couldn't think at the beginning I would be) with how that all turned out. At the beginning I was a real mash up of feelings, broken hearted for some time but also trying to find that light and letting THE ... Happy New Year everybody ❤ Last year has been all about changes and I couldn't be happier (or I couldn't think at the beginning I would be) with how that all turned out. At the beginning I was a real mash up of feelings, broken hearted for some time but also trying to find that light and letting THE LOVE in my heart, slowly and deeply. After months I finally accepted it and we started dating and I have been so in love since then. Thank you my boo for being someone who really is accepting and someone I can deeply respect and look up to, and I am so looking forward for year full of even more love and what's more important, it's gonna be three of us now ❤ which is all I could ever dream of achieving, a real life with my own real family. I hope my prayers will guide me through this year safely and everything comes as all of us wish it for, and as every year this also will be a big year for moving it to next level with trying to befriend my mind and most importantly now I am not only doing it for myself, but for the future of our family (it's so surreal I love it) ❤ "Isn't it selfish to bring children to this world coming to an end?" he said. "Not if we create our own team of superheroes to save it." I replied. Can't wait to meet superhero no.1 in 7/2019 ❤❤❤ #mindfullness #mindfull #happynewyear #2019 #family #universe #happiness #spirit #soul #spiritualism #buddhism #zen #happyspirit #igerscz #love #mentalillness #makeupart #life #revolutionpro #makeup #jsc #prague #praguelife #czechgirl #unicorn #pregnant #feelings #soul #me #jeffreestarcosmetics #borderlinepersonalitydisorder
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If you know me, you know there are few things I love in life as much as dogs, most of all my sweetheart ...
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If you know me, you know there are few things I love in life as much as dogs, most of all my sweetheart Bella. It’s with a broken heart that I share that after 9 incredible years filled with unwavering love and friendship, I had to say goodbye to my most favorite soul. There is no bond like the one ... If you know me, you know there are few things I love in life as much as dogs, most of all my sweetheart Bella. It’s with a broken heart that I share that after 9 incredible years filled with unwavering love and friendship, I had to say goodbye to my most favorite soul. There is no bond like the one between people and their dogs, and I will miss that every single day. Thank you for everything, B. You changed my heart forever.
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@shayri_world @sad_shayri_by_broken_heart_ @shayri_nd_shayri @love.status.shayri @shayri_from_soul ...
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@shayri_world @sad_shayri_by_broken_heart_ @shayri_nd_shayri @love.status.shayri @shayri_from_soul @hindi_love_shayri @love_sad_shayri_and_jokes @shayri_on_true_lover @shayri_the_soulful_tales @insta_shayri.143 @love_fun_shayri @shayri_for_you @true_love_shayri ... @shayri_world @sad_shayri_by_broken_heart_ @shayri_nd_shayri @love.status.shayri @shayri_from_soul @hindi_love_shayri @love_sad_shayri_and_jokes @shayri_on_true_lover @shayri_the_soulful_tales @insta_shayri.143 @love_fun_shayri @shayri_for_you @true_love_shayri @hindi_love_shayrii @my_heart_beats_only_for_you_ @hindi_word_shayri @dil_mera_shayrana_hua @shayries_of_love #shayrisunday #urdupoetry #dreamgirl #love #loveisbeautiful #loveisamazing #loveis #heartfeltwords
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Hello Friends! As many of you know, I am a mentor, healer and oracle committed to spiritual awakening. ...
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Hello Friends! As many of you know, I am a mentor, healer and oracle committed to spiritual awakening. My why in the world is to help as many humans as possible awaken to their Divine Power because my belief is built on the vision given to me by Masters, Angels and our Creator that "We are here ... Hello Friends!

As many of you know, I am a mentor, healer and oracle committed to spiritual awakening.
My why in the world is to help as many humans as possible awaken to their Divine Power because my belief is built on the vision given to me by Masters, Angels and our Creator that "We are here to help the world heal." My heart lives and breathes within this prophecy.
We are here to heal, rise and lead with love.
We are always ascending our energy and evolving our soul.
My expertise is supporting you to heal old pains, sufferings and traumas of any kind and truly cut out any doubt in your life so you may be set free. I attract humans that are ready to put down the "old ways" of healing that do not work or gain the lasting result of forever. I help you let go and receive your deliverance of love, peace and grace.
I hold massive and loving space for you to embody and rise in your sovereignty and fulfill your prophecy and purpose.
I have been through it all to hold a deep space of compassion and love for you… - Abused, broken hearted, violated by attacks of physical and sexual assaults - Overcame addictions to love and countless traumas and dark nights of the soul - The old paradigm of success-as the VP of a company I made great working 80 hr weeks miserably and walked away from leaving them at 4Million in sale per year and starting over my life from scratch - My best friend-soul mate dying at 29 – truly crushing me
- A suicide attempt in 2011 where I met with Masters and committed to my Divine purpose and truth- here we are now - Beat a 10-year battle with life threatening illness-Lyme’s disease
- I have been homeless, broke and shattered in so many ways so many times-and the truth-it was all FOR me and it doesn’t matter because it has all been healed and dissolved back into love.
- What does matter-is I accepted it, healed it and chose to rise and embody my Truth and power. It did not come easy. It was really hard and now I am free-it was all well worth it.
I now have the honored privilege of showing others their Divine truth and light because I was able to forgive myself and all others- because I chose it to be so.
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I’ve been kinda sorta taking a semi-break from the grams lately; slowing down, spending my days ...
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I’ve been kinda sorta taking a semi-break from the grams lately; slowing down, spending my days in prayer and pondering, hiking and reading good books with my kiddos. It's been good for my soul, but I do miss you all. So while I'm not quite ready to be fully back, here's something I've had on ... I’ve been kinda sorta taking a semi-break from the grams lately; slowing down, spending my days in prayer and pondering, hiking and reading good books with my kiddos. It's been good for my soul, but I do miss you all.
So while I'm not quite ready to be fully back, here's something I've had on my heart (maybe it will resonate with you too) 💛
To love at all is to be vulnerable.
Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken.
If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal.
Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness.
But in that casket — safe, dark, motionless, airless — it will change.
It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.
The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The only place outside of Heaven where you can be perfectly safe from all the dangers and perturbations of love is Hell.” {C. S. Lewis}
#bedeeplyrooted
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I can hear her call me from miles away.. and like a bird I fly her way.. Barefoot I touch her earth and ...
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I can hear her call me from miles away.. and like a bird I fly her way.. Barefoot I touch her earth and it is my heart that she aligns with first.. There is something here.. a profound presence of love and peace.. I feel it deep within my bones and within the center of my soul and it is constantly calling ... I can hear her call me from miles away.. and like a bird I fly her way.. Barefoot I touch her earth and it is my heart that she aligns with first.. There is something here.. a profound presence of love and peace.. I feel it deep within my bones and within the center of my soul and it is constantly calling me home..and so..I go..to the place where the water meets the trees.. and I find myself pleasantly swept by the breeze. I walked to the waters edge and I watched the sun twinkle upon the surface like stars.. the luminous waters were flowing towards me and I gazed upon it in awe. There were canopies of willow trees hanging above my head.. they serenely swayed in harmony with the wind.. one of the most graceful dances I’ve ever seen. I followed her roots and I found a heart woven within her bark, signs of love were all around. It was flowing in the air and through my hair and deep within my heart. In these moments my soul lifts from the bonds of my skin and soars freely like an eagle on the highest winds.. together we glide across an ocean blue sky. This is where eternity begins and never ends.. for there is no need for time in her embrace.. for Mother Nature is in tune with the ways of space. I reached out to touch mother willow and she reached back.. we held on to each other as the wind blew through us.. a moment of perfect harmony between our hearts.. surely the wind touched my skin but it wasn’t just wind.. I was touched by love, our truest kin.. the love of source is found within the spirit of the earth.. beyond the cities that we have built and the traditions we follow lies a whole other world.. it’s the world of spirit..a world so pure and true. If you open your heart you can feel it too. My heart longs for these moments.. to transcend reality as we know it and walk barefoot into the tranquil wonders of Mother Earth. My heart is here with her.. and I find myself always returning home to her sacred embrace to merge my soul with hers once again.. to find my center and remember what’s real.. I offer my soul to her to heal.. tears of happiness stream down my face..for she is my truth..in a broken world where I feel so out of place.. she is my saving grace💙🌿✨
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2018. 2018 has been the toughest year of my life filled with unimaginable pain, grief, anger and ...
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2018. 2018 has been the toughest year of my life filled with unimaginable pain, grief, anger and depression. To say this year has broken me into millions of tiny pieces would be an understatement. At the beginning of the year, the only thing I was looking forward to was starting my new chapter ... 2018.

2018 has been the toughest year of my life filled with unimaginable pain, grief, anger and depression. To say this year has broken me into millions of tiny pieces would be an understatement.
At the beginning of the year, the only thing I was looking forward to was starting my new chapter in Preston - anyone who knows me knows how excited I was to move city, start University and finally embark on a journey that made me truly happy. My brother dropped me off at University in March, and two weeks into my degree, he unexpectedly passed away. I honestly felt there was no way in hell I could stay at uni while dealing with so many emotions all while being 4 hours away from everyone I loved and having to fight my hardest battle.

On my darkest days, where I would succumb to self-doubt, I’d remember conversations Victor & I had on our 4 hour road trip to Preston, where he told me how proud he was of me for always picking up my pieces and persevering and how I will fly through uni if I believed in myself and worked really hard. So that’s what I did, I worked really hard. Really really really hard and sometimes I don’t know how but I’ve managed to pass every exam and assignment so far knowing that Vic would be so proud of me for sticking at it.

Victor was EVERYTHING to me, he was more than a big brother, he was my second dad, my protector, my best friend, my biggest supporter and now, my angel. There won’t be a man who loves me the way Vic did and I’m so grateful he showed me what pure, effortless, selfless love was in his love for @misstt_ and Vienna-Grace. Although I’m starting this new year still with a broken heart and broken soul, I am also starting it knowing that I have an angel guiding me through 2019 every step of the way. I’m reminded daily, in songs, in photos, in nature, and especially in Vienna-Grace that Victor is never too far from us and I’m certain that, in a few months, when I’ve passed my first year at uni, Vic will be, as he has been, grinning his cheeky smile down at me, giving me hope that although the hole in my heart will never go away, it heart will heal, and so will I. 💜

#ForVictor2018 #VictorAdebodun
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i think we like to share our times of bliss, but get scared sharing those times when we feel unstable, ...
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i think we like to share our times of bliss, but get scared sharing those times when we feel unstable, and i think it’s time we all face that fear, and share our vulnerabilities, because being vulnerable is beautiful, raw and honest. 🤗 i had an amazing holiday in bali, and came back to so many ... i think we like to share our times of bliss, but get scared sharing those times when we feel unstable, and i think it’s time we all face that fear, and share our vulnerabilities, because being vulnerable is beautiful, raw and honest. 💞🤗💞 i had an amazing holiday in bali, and came back to so many issues/lessons: -my flat was broken into and trashed -healing a broken heart i’ve been working on healing for months -facing the issues head on that i ran away from by going bali -my mental health going thru major ups and downs -old patterns such as suicidal thoughts resurfacing -facing all my fears -working out how to bring passion and divine fulfilment in my life -being brave enough to be honest about who i really am and to express who i really am to the world -etc... 🌱🌴 i love that u can run away from ur issues/lessons, have a blissful experience like a holiday in bali, but eventually u still need to learn ur lessons, face them fears, and overcome them obstacles. 💞💪🏽 2018 is the weirdest divine year ever. we’re all being forced to face our fears and evolve. it’s a beautiful experience, but it requires STRENGTH and DETERMINATION. 💞💞 i know this year has been exhausting for a lot of us, but don’t give up divine ones. 💞 i promise u, YOU GOT THIS. whatever ur facing, ur gnna overcome those obstacles. i promise u, your blessings are gnna make all of the lessons of this year be so, so worth it. ur future self is enjoying it’s abundance. ur becoming that future self. how exciting. 💞🤗 let everything crumble that needs to crumble. cos ur rebuilding a reality that’s gnna make ur heart sing with joy and ur soul clit tingle bish. 💞🤣😍 i actually can promise u, that if you have FAITH, TRUST and BELIEF that miracles, blessings, love, joy and abundance is coming your way, everything your heart desires WILL BE YOURS. get ready. get excited. MAN, YOUR BLESSINGS.... MAN, YOUR BLESSINGS.... love u all. 💞💞💞💞 if ur struggling and need to talk, need some support, and my energy is stable enough to help u, i’m here, dm me, text me. let’s support each other. issa world of unity and love now divine ones. issa world of unity and love. 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
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"The concept of the heart as the center of love and emotions has a long history. Besides the idea of ...
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"The concept of the heart as the center of love and emotions has a long history. Besides the idea of a broken heart or a heart that swells with love or gratitude the heart has meant different things to different groups of people. In the West, the heart has evolved as a symbol of love, in both romantic ... "The concept of the heart as the center of love and emotions has a long history. Besides the idea of a broken heart or a heart that swells with love or gratitude the heart has meant different things to different groups of people. In the West, the heart has evolved as a symbol of love, in both romantic and religious spheres. In the East, it is seen as a symbol of wisdom and spirituality. The iconic heart symbol was identified in the culture of the Cro Magnon hunters of Europe before the last Ice Age (10,000-8000 BCE). The inference of the icon to the hunters remains a mystery. The ancient Egyptians (3500 BC-1000 BC) believed the heart controlled the mind and soul, and that it was the center of morality. It was also considered the source of memory, emotions, and personality. They believed that God spoke to individuals through the heart. There was concern among Egyptians that after death, that the heart might testify against the deceased; to prevent this, the ancient Egyptians often wrapped a heart scarab within the bandages to prevent the heart from speaking. The 5000 year old ancient Chinese culture believes that the heart is the root of the body, mind and soul of life. Additionally it controls joy, reflects facial expression, and has important roles in the psyche. The Jewish culture goes back 5000 years as well. The Old testament, originated around 1500 BC, and references to the heart abound . It is viewed as the organ of conscience, the origin of human action, imagination, determination, emotion, love, virtue and vice, good and evil, humility and pride. The heart is revealed as the "inner" person." _

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أَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُوبُ

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#heart #قلب
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This time last year we had finished up Everett’s pre-op prep at @mottchildren Tomorrow marks 15 ...
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This time last year we had finished up Everett’s pre-op prep at @mottchildren Tomorrow marks 15 years of marriage and a year since sending our boy into surgery lined with hope...the last moment Shuai was fully Shuai. This was his shot. One surgeon saw hope...a path for Everett’s so very complex, ... This time last year we had finished up Everett’s pre-op prep at @mottchildren Tomorrow marks 15 years of marriage and a year since sending our boy into surgery lined with hope...the last moment Shuai was fully Shuai. This was his shot. One surgeon saw hope...a path for Everett’s so very complex, broken & beautiful heart...this was his chance. Tonight we remember. Here’s to gratitude, gifts we don’t deserve, regret, love, grief, sadness & hope. They all swirl together and always prove we’re the luckiest. He made us better and we move another day closer. ❤️👦🏻❤️ @joshua.n.kelley there’s not another soul who makes me feel seen the way you do. Here’s to 50 more. ❤️👨🏽❤️ #joshkelleygotinstagram #everettsheart #chd #chdwarrior #chdawareness #heartwarrior #heterotaxy #hailtothelittlevictors #mottchildrenshospital
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Ugh my heart is legit broken, another beautiful soul taken way too soon, the true definition of strong ...
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Ugh my heart is legit broken, another beautiful soul taken way too soon, the true definition of strong was you. You put up such an amazing fight! I Love you clear bear. It’s crazy most people wouldn’t know you basically knew me from diapers. I was going to your games at Christ the king, before ... Ugh my heart is legit broken, another beautiful soul taken way too soon, the true definition of strong was you. You put up such an amazing fight! I Love you clear bear. It’s crazy most people wouldn’t know you basically knew me from diapers. I was going to your games at Christ the king, before u went to play for Boston, you played with both Amy and jenn, agh those were the days. I remember your prom, I remember how amazing you always were to me. Than one day we ran into each other at the Irish circle & you were shocked 😂 “Little Becca” no fucking way, and than you bought me a drink. Agh we share so many good memories you seriously are such an amazing person inside and out. I never understood god when it came to these things, but he has gained another angel and I know you are in good hands. Say hello to my brother for me, I’m sure he will buy you a drink! You will be missed extremely. Rest easy clear bear🙏🏼❤️😔💔
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🦋The first step of any journey is deciding you are no longer going to stay where you are. The second ...
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🦋The first step of any journey is deciding you are no longer going to stay where you are. The second step is letting go. Letting go of your fears. Letting go of you’re old mindset and your old thought patterns. It’s letting go of your comfort zone. It’s letting go of old plans and old dreams. Its ... 🦋The first step of any journey is deciding you are no longer going to stay where you are.
The second step is letting go. Letting go of your fears. Letting go of you’re old mindset and your old thought patterns. It’s letting go of your comfort zone. It’s letting go of old plans and old dreams. Its letting go of people you love, that aren’t on your same path anymore.
It’s letting go of everything that is no longer serving you.
This isn’t easy. Doing this has broken my heart in ways I never thought possible and yesterday I did something I never thought I could do. I had to make a decision that left me feeling empty and more alone than ever. I know I’m on the right path tho and I can’t go back to who I was.
I woke up early this morning and was blessed to see the most beautiful sunrise, the start of a brand new day. I am alone on this journey, but I know the universe loves me and has my back. I also trust myself and know I am capable of anything. I’m putting all my focus on a new brighter future. “Let the rain come down and wash away my tears, let it fill my soul and drown my fears. Let it shatter the walls for a new sun. 💕🌅🙂A new day has come.” 🌅💕🦋 #thesunrise
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No words can deeply explain what I feel right now. I mean, you weren’t just A ROOMMATE, you were A ...
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No words can deeply explain what I feel right now. I mean, you weren’t just A ROOMMATE, you were A FAMILY to me. You were one of the most random, fun, loving people I knew, who always finds a way to cheer me up and never failed. You never knew how to feel sad, or angry, but you knew how to live life to ... No words can deeply explain what I feel right now.
I mean, you weren’t just A ROOMMATE, you were A FAMILY to me. You were one of the most random, fun, loving people I knew, who always finds a way to cheer me up and never failed. You never knew how to feel sad, or angry, but you knew how to live life to the extreme. You always told me to live today like there’s no tomorrow. Well the video explains what you meant. Everyone loved you, and everyone will always love you. I know you’re in a better place now though it’s so hard to accept that. But we can still feel your beautiful pure soul with your amazing smile that will never fade.
We still can’t believe what happened 😔my heart is broken into pieces 💔
All my prayers for you my love❤️ Now I have a beautiful angel watching over me. Until we meet again.
ALWAYS IN MY HEART ❤️
Rest in peace Alondra😔❤️
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Title: Grace-filled Gaps Guest Writer: Anonymous • • There I sat, desperately trying to fulfill ...
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Title: Grace-filled Gaps Guest Writer: Anonymous • • There I sat, desperately trying to fulfill my own selfish desires. Though pointed in the wrong direction, I grasped at a quick fix for the gaping hole in my chest. Pornography. That was my answer: a feeling, a high. Even though I knew ... Title: Grace-filled Gaps
Guest Writer: Anonymous


There I sat, desperately trying to fulfill my own selfish desires. Though pointed in the wrong direction, I grasped at a quick fix for the gaping hole in my chest. Pornography. That was my answer: a feeling, a high. Even though I knew the impending emptiness, I still wanted to make that choice. The temporary feeling screamed so loud in my ears, I couldn't direct my focus elsewhere. So I turned to my phone and quickly typed into the search bar, anticipating the answer to soothe the broken parts of my heart.


When I pressed send, it seemed like an eternity for the page to load. And when it finally did, to my dismay, the most beautiful landscape filled the screen: the clearest shades of green foliage spread out against a bright blue sky. As I looked, slightly confused, yet completely mesmerized, the kindest voice filled my ears: "This is a picture of who you are, my love, my child. You are beautiful. Let me fill your gaps; let me love your heart.”


So I stayed in that space, looking at the beauty of the landscape, letting those words sink in, watching as grace slowly filled in the gaps, and feeling mending in my soul.
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Suflet gol..cover https://youtu.be/tQtBtGs2ERc #covers #live #session #studio #voice #guitar #singer #guitarist #tribute #romanian #artist #insta #share #music #soul #for #friends #fans #madalinamanole #love #heart #broken #videomusic Suflet gol..cover https://youtu.be/tQtBtGs2ERc #covers #live #session #studio #voice #guitar #singer #guitarist #tribute #romanian #artist #insta #share #music #soul #for #friends #fans #madalinamanole #love #heart #broken #videomusic
While on earth we are broken , we feel so much sadness to the point where it hurts beyond measure, the ...
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While on earth we are broken , we feel so much sadness to the point where it hurts beyond measure, the Lord gained one heck of a soul in Heaven. My heart is broken not only for our church family, but for Kayla, Carol , the boys and the rest of their family. Andrew loves his wife so much it’s admirable ... While on earth we are broken , we feel so much sadness to the point where it hurts beyond measure, the Lord gained one heck of a soul in Heaven. My heart is broken not only for our church family, but for Kayla, Carol , the boys and the rest of their family. Andrew loves his wife so much it’s admirable , he was a amazing daddy to those beautiful boys and his mom had to be beyond proud of what a amazing man her son was. I wish I can take the pain from them. I pray God comforts and holds them tight . Part of me is still believing he will come on stage and through the Lord deliver those powerful messages he is known for. To laugh at his jokes, to hear him talk about his love for the lakers, how hot his wife is, I can go on and on. We love you Andrew, we love you Kayla and Carol. Today we feel so much pain and sure we will for a lifetime, hug those that need it. Walk along side of each other. We have a purpose, we are not meant to do this life alone. Gods got this ! Love you guys #Godgotthis #peoplematter
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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. ...
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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come ... Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.
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 #gemini #poetry #love #truth #vulnerable #powerful #purpose #beautiful #mind #body #soul #heart ...
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#gemini #poetry #love #truth #vulnerable #powerful #purpose #beautiful #mind #body #soul #heart #believe #selflove #spreadlove #laughter #kindness #poetryaccount #wordporn #justbe ️ We are beautiful, everyone says so, and I don't know if they are lying through their golden teeth, ... #gemini #poetry #love #truth #vulnerable #powerful #purpose #beautiful #mind #body #soul #heart #believe #selflove #spreadlove #laughter #kindness #poetryaccount #wordporn #justbe ❤️
We are beautiful, everyone says so, and I don't know if they are lying through their golden teeth, because where we are is where they wish that they could be? Is it because we're young and the light hasn't left our eyes yet? I'm under the sheets of my bed, sharing my deepest secrets with the one we cares the least, bc I want so badly to feel beautiful. They say I am. It's because we've not yet learned to disbelieve the myth of having dreams. Maybe they see we're just lovely by default, maybe we were meant to fly but like the ostrich our wings are a joke, a byproduct, somebody's proof that we are an ever changing species, ending up with useless nothings.. wings that can not fly, eyes that pretend not to see, a heart built for love and feeling only tragedy, useless. My heart is fucking useless, but at least it doesn't pretend to have a purpose, It just is, always pumping, always breathing, in then out, I'll just keep breathing. I hope you don't mind that the crystal tears are freezing on my cheek, I hope I'm still beautiful after I fall into a dreamless sleep. But I won't be, will I? Because my worth is based on my ability to flap my broken wings. I stare up into a sky of red and gold and cry and feel...nothing, these tears feel sad, they feel useless. They keep telling us we're beautiful and we keep believing them, for all the wrong reasons.. God I believed them, until I finally passed a glass, my reflection, in skinny jeans and darkened lashes and the truth was I had never been beautiful, and I liked her (the sad and lonely girl) and I kissed her soft cheek and told her she didn't have to think that lovely was worth fighting for. It's not. She still has dark lashes, she still has silver tears on her imperfect face, but I like her, she finally likes herself.
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S U P E R N A T U R A L I S M Y N A T U R E i started pulling tarot and oracles with a unicorn deck in 2013. i made ...
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S U P E R N A T U R A L I S M Y N A T U R E i started pulling tarot and oracles with a unicorn deck in 2013. i made my own 6 card spread. what magic. a few years before that i had an original rider-waite deck but i had just broken free from a zealous evangelical church so i threw them out for fear they were evil. ... S U P E R N A T U R A L
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i started pulling tarot and oracles with a unicorn deck in 2013. i made my own 6 card spread. what magic. a few years before that i had an original rider-waite deck but i had just broken free from a zealous evangelical church so i threw them out for fear they were evil. (such irony that my first "safe" deck was created by doreen virtue who has since become born again and separated herself from the practice of divination) I don't understand the offense, since it's no longer cloaked in fear. In fact, I find I've been doing "divination" (the practice of seeking knowledge of the future or the unknown by supernatural means) all my life. To me, it's like connecting the dots, artfully heartfully, spiritually, supernaturally following my intuition, my inner guidance system.
I used to have the exact experience with books. I'd be thinking about something I want to go deeper into and i'm telling you, books would draw me out like cupid's arrow. I would find them exactly as I was seeking them (or they were seeking me). COMMUNION. The reflection. The art. The signs as symbols, as supportive communication, for my mind body and heart. I've forever been a student of the feminine divine and her magical healing arts. X, IAMCITIZENJANE
p r i e s t e s s + i've wanted this deck (forever) + You Are The Oracle + new age Work Your Light deck by rebecca campbell + L O V E .
@rebeccathoughts #art #oracle #light #soul #awareness #self #spiritualawakening #spirituality #love #youarebeautiful #withlove #tarot #oraclecards #highpriestess #she #goddess #guidance #intuition #df #divinefeminine #mother #heart #creation
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Leaves die Frostbite creeps in Stealing constricted breath from every tree The earth is cold ...
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Leaves die Frostbite creeps in Stealing constricted breath from every tree The earth is cold Broken and left behind But there is still Softness in winter Sunlight Warmth Heart It freezes moments In my tender rearview mirror Of time #winter #frost #snowy #beautiful ... Leaves die

Frostbite creeps in
Stealing constricted breath from every tree

The earth is cold
Broken and left behind
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Softness in winter
Sunlight
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It freezes moments
In my tender rearview mirror
Of time ⌚📖❄ #winter #frost #snowy #beautiful #heart #breath #love #art #expression #poems #poetry #words #poetsofinstagram #soul #bright #warmth #Sun #snow #lovely #photography #deeply #roots #trees #greeneyes #burnforwords #fire #fireside #beauty #nature #dreamer
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i feel i am still meant to be here. . . . . . . . . . . #sad #blue #aqua #heart #beauty #eyes #happy ...
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i feel i am still meant to be here. . . . . . . . . . . #sad #blue #aqua #heart #beauty #eyes #happy #alone #dead #soft #paradise #likeforlike #followforfollowback #love #pain #broken #pretty #atmosphere #emotion #dying #mind #soul #painting #art #flowers #heart #numb #purity ... i feel i am still meant to be here. .
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5 years ago today I woke up in the middle of a nightmare. Typhoon Haiyan. Right in the middle of it. ...
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5 years ago today I woke up in the middle of a nightmare. Typhoon Haiyan. Right in the middle of it. This year's song is "six" by Sleeping at Last. I feel so different now. I am raw. I am cautious. I am drawn open. I gingerly hold my heart. My inexperienced hands try to hold others' broken hearts. Tell ... 5 years ago today I woke up in the middle of a nightmare. Typhoon Haiyan. Right in the middle of it.
This year's song is "six" by Sleeping at Last.
I feel so different now. I am raw. I am cautious. I am drawn open. I gingerly hold my heart. My inexperienced hands try to hold others' broken hearts.

Tell those you love that you love them. Learn to give compassion to those you don't love. Try to feel the air on you.
My soul yells to me to deeply feel every day of my one precious, beautiful life.
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“Death is Inevitable. Living a life we can be proud of is something we can control.” - Claire Wineland. ...
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“Death is Inevitable. Living a life we can be proud of is something we can control.” - Claire Wineland. Last night at 6 pm- my dear friend and little soul sister -Claire took her last breath on earth in the exact way she wanted. Surrounded by love and in complete peace while in the arms of her incredible ... “Death is Inevitable. Living a life we can be proud of is something we can control.” - Claire Wineland.
Last night at 6 pm- my dear friend and little soul sister -Claire took her last breath on earth in the exact way she wanted. Surrounded by love and in complete peace while in the arms of her incredible parents Melissa and John. The medical staff said it was the most peaceful passing they had ever witnessed.
Saturday night- we got the text from Claires mom that that it was time to come and say goodbye. I was devastated. But when we got to the ICU in San Diego I witnessed what I can only describe as one of the purest demonstrations of love I had ever seen. I saw pain yes, but I also saw joy. I saw support, love, laughter, and a group of people brought together by a young woman who had the keys to the secrets of the universe. It was exactly as I can imagine Claire wanting it. She even made a list of who could come say goodbye if she passed. Getting the chance to sit with her alone in that sacred space, hold her hand, pray for her, and thank her for more than I could ever write or put into words will forever be one of the the greatest honors of my life. And while my heart is broken and my tears fill this keyboard, this news is in no way tragic, as Claire wouldn’t have wanted her end to be a “tragic tale” but instead a hopeful joy-filled story that isnt over. Her legacy is just beginning as she wanted all of us to know that your circumstances do not define you, your happiness or your ability to influence the world. Anything was possible to Claire, she she didn’t just talk it… she lived it. She was a teacher in every sense of the word and I can only imagine that the reason she outlived the doctors expectations every year of her life was because she had so much left to teach.
Claire told me many times how bad she wanted her foundation to live on and flourish after she was gone. So in lieu of flowers, the family is asking for donations to be made to Claire’s foundation. The link is in my bio to donate to the foundation. It would meant the world to me if you would consider It.
Thank you all- say a prayer for her beautiful soul today.
Love
Justin
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On June 7th, heaven welcomed home a beautiful soul and Grandma Poon joined my Grandpa and my Daddy ...
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On June 7th, heaven welcomed home a beautiful soul and Grandma Poon joined my Grandpa and my Daddy as my guardian angels.🏼 It’s taken me several days to share this news because....my heart is deeply broken. There’s so much that I would love to share, but today, I just want to share with ... On June 7th, heaven welcomed home a beautiful soul and Grandma Poon joined my Grandpa and my Daddy as my guardian angels.😔🙏🏼
It’s taken me several days to share this news because....my heart is deeply broken.💔
There’s so much that I would love to share, but today, I just want to share with you a little bit about a very special bond I have with my new guardian angel.✨
As a little girl, I used to stand by Grandma’s side for hours in the kitchen and watch her create what I thought at the time, was Magic. I used to watch in awe as she pulled different items out of the fridge and turn them into dishes that melted in my mouth.
Then on certain afternoons, once every few weeks, I’d watch her carefully write pages and pages of mysterious Chinese script and then send them off in a type-written envelope. Even though Grandma only spoke, wrote and read Chinese, she had memorized the English addressee and typed it up herself every time.💌 What I didn’t know until years later, was that she was sending in her original recipes to Reader’s Digest. And that @readersdigest was printing her recipes and paying her a small commission for them. Along with sewing, this is how she brought in extra income to her family of seven children. Little did I realize then, that Grandma was already instilling in me, her kitchen magic, her secret ingredient of love and her passion for creation....until I found myself in my own kitchen, as a chef.👩🏻‍🍳
As much as my heart aches in a way that I have not felt in years, I know how lucky I am to have those memories and so many more. Grandma shared her wisdom and her guidance even in her final days with us and I will never forget our last moments with her. I love her so much, I miss her so much and I am so very proud of her.♥️
For everyone who has sent their love, support and healing energy these past months, I am deeply grateful to you beyond words I could ever express. Grandma felt your love, felt your energy and it gave her peace. We will be honoring her with our love at Rose Hills Memorial on Sunday and laying her to rest on Monday. Thank you so much for treasuring her from near and far, and everywhere in between. #LoveYouGrandma ♥️ #MyAngel
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Suicide is a temptation that I get quite often. you've told me so many things in so little time now ...
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Suicide is a temptation that I get quite often. you've told me so many things in so little time now I have this idea that I'm prefect at being imperfect and all I have to live for is you. I have no reason as to why I'm breathing I'm dying. I'm not even surviving, Im just another face in the crowd. I'm ... Suicide is a temptation that I get quite often.
you've told me so many things in so little time now I have this idea that I'm prefect at being imperfect and all I have to live for is you.
I have no reason as to why I'm breathing
I'm dying.
I'm not even surviving,
Im just another face in the crowd.
I'm just another long lost memory.
I'm just a no one who has no meaning.
I'm so broken all the holes in my heart have left me cold.
Now I'm numb and emotionless. I feel like stone
I think I don't care.
I feel like I don't care.
But I know every part of my soul is still shattering to the ground as if I'm no more than a lost piece of dirt bounded into the ground. Left behind to be picked up then thrown back down into my own pile of feelings that were left behind a while ago.
So many people come and go.
They leave me in a secret place where no one else knows where to go.
But me
I'm in a place that's pitch full of hatred
full of voices that tell me to die
I see a sunlight
But I think I've been in here far too long I'm starting to hallucinate.
I grab forward to be pulled into the sun but find myself nowhere to be found but in the darkness.
The same place where I've been left and suffering of wanting but getting nothing.
I've fallen on my knees too many times for you to pick me up but this time you left me
on the ground.
bleeding, pleading.
for nothing but you to love me.
you can't even say my name without wanting to look away.
you hate me
Im full of pity because of you, but you have nothing to do.
you sit there and watch me bleed as I cry out for help.
I don't feel empty. I am empty. I am a whole full of nothing that's wasting space for somebody worth living.
after so many people leaving me I've come to conclusions that there's nothing for me to be doing but lying down 8 feet underground.
why am I so cold and shattered?
why am I so hopeless and sad?
Why am I so alone?
Why am I so fragile?
Why am I so broken?
Why am I trying?
why am I living?
why am I me?
Why is getting out of bed so hard for me?
Why can't I just go outside and breathe?
Why is it so difficult to go to school without wanting to leave?
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It feels like my whole world just came crashing down <span class="emoji emoji1f614"></span> The bond between a Grandmother and a Granddaughter ...
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It feels like my whole world just came crashing down The bond between a Grandmother and a Granddaughter can never be broken, but the feeling of losing your better half is a heartache that won’t stop hurting until you see each other again someday. I never thought I’d see the day I would actually ... It feels like my whole world just came crashing down 😔 The bond between a Grandmother and a Granddaughter can never be broken, but the feeling of losing your better half is a heartache that won’t stop hurting until you see each other again someday. 😣 I never thought I’d see the day I would actually have to say goodbye to my best friend. Knowing my children will never get to meet the woman who has been a huge part of my life since the beginning. Knowing you won’t be out in crowd cheering me on for my graduation from Dental Assisting school or giving your approval to the man I’ll marry some day. All that matters is that now I’ll cherish the memories where I can still see me and you holding hands as a kid, going to the state fair or to the park down the road from your house... keeping you company on the way into Albuquerque when you got off work, reading me stories or singing to me while scratching my back putting me to sleep... I hate not being able to say goodbye and hearing you tell me I love you as I’m walking out the door, there are no words to describe how much I’m going to miss you, I wish I could wake up from this horrible nightmare and be sitting in your arms once again for a brief moment just to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. My life won’t be the same without you here, you’ve been my biggest supporter and there’s no way I could ever pay you back for all the things you did for me, you were so much more than just my grandmother, you were my shoulder to lean on, my best friend to tell all my problems to, my someone who could always make me laugh when I was down. I’m so glad you got to see me finish school and know I did it for you and my Mama to be on honors. I know you’ll continue to be watching over me, I just wish we had more time... I loved you then, I love you now, and I’ll love forever, because you’re never really gone, you’ll live on inside my heart. ❤️ God took another one of Angel’s, too soon for me but I understand he needed you more. God please watch over my Gram and let her soul find peace, tell her how much I miss her and how I love her more than anything in this world 😔💔 #IJustReallyMissYou #PleaseDontLeaveMe 😢😭
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I am not everybody's cup of tea. In fact I'm not even a *lot* of people's cup of tea, or their coffee ...
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I am not everybody's cup of tea. In fact I'm not even a *lot* of people's cup of tea, or their coffee or their wine. I have had friends fall away more times than I can count, I have had my heart broken and mended...all to be broken again. I'm just too much for most. Too questioning, too confronting, ... I am not everybody's cup of tea. In fact I'm not even a *lot* of people's cup of tea, or their coffee or their wine. I have had friends fall away more times than I can count, I have had my heart broken and mended...all to be broken again. I'm just too much for most. Too questioning, too confronting, too hard, too soft, too complex- I'm an enigma and a fish that has no idea where the current is taking her, and absolutely *revels* in that unknowingness. I am everything you think I am, and then I shape shift and show you something else.
I have learnt in all of this, through all the tears and the concern and the anxiousness- and the silence inbetween- that what I am is actually a Mirror. I Am Your Mirror. What you see in me, is only a reflection of yourself. When you see my light, it is your light shining. Just as when you see my shadow, when all the hurt and awfulness and wrongness you see in me is all-consuming, I am purely exposing that which your Soul is trying to integrate within your Self. What you dislike in me, is what you dislike in your self. What you love about me, is what you secretly love about you. I cannot be contained because I am as fluid as the air that moves around me. I am not here to make you feel comfortable, I'm not here to smile and nod. I'm here to expose your beauty, your oneness, your sacred self; I am here to ask you the questions your Soul is yearning for you to answer to. I am here, and I will never be who I was yesterday.
I think that is my truest gift.
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the idea to write " she felt like feeling nothing " came from a long beautiful broken tearful joyful ...
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the idea to write " she felt like feeling nothing " came from a long beautiful broken tearful joyful honest conversation I had with a stranger one night in a DM here on Instagram in 2014 that would later emerge into a conversation over the phone. That night, that stranger and I took flight above ... the idea to write " she felt like feeling nothing " came from a long beautiful broken tearful joyful honest conversation I had with a stranger one night in a DM here on Instagram in 2014 that would later emerge into a conversation over the phone. That night, that stranger and I took flight above our troubles and found delight within our sadness. We were both broken and yet able to smile through it, laugh through it and flirt a bit through it. I believed that she felt like feeling nothing but even then, she would be open to falling for the person who would be willing to earn her love. That night was remarkable to me and so I wrote a bit about it here in this book. Oh, and that stranger in 2014, who inspired the title, well she became my girl friend some time after and then she said yes to my proposal in 2016 and then we said " I DO " on October 15th of 2017. The point here is that even while the woman of my dreams was tired, she was still strong enough to keep going and as scary as it must have been, she had the courage to move forward with her life, she continued to walk away from the people who no longer fit into her heart. The world should be grateful to the women who continue to love as if they've never been hurt. The world should appreciate the women who continue to write their stories even when those chapters continue to end in heartache and I'm blessed to have my name on the pages of the book that is written within her soul. I know it's been hard, the journey toward love and everything you believe you deserve but I encourage you to never give up on the type of love you want, the type of love you're willing to give. All in all, the hero in my stories has always been that stranger who DM'd me that night and I didn't save her, she saved me. Thank You for saving me @Samantha.King.Holmes #bookstagram
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GOD’S STEADFAST LOVE — Have you ever been through one of those seasons in life where things just ...
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GOD’S STEADFAST LOVE — Have you ever been through one of those seasons in life where things just aren’t going right? Maybe you've been overtaken by anxiety, stress, and restlessness as a result of your own sin. Sometimes seasons of anxiety are due to life happening. Whether we mess up (which ... GOD’S STEADFAST LOVE

Have you ever been through one of those seasons in life where things just aren’t going right? Maybe you've been overtaken by anxiety, stress, and restlessness as a result of your own sin. Sometimes seasons of anxiety are due to life happening. Whether we mess up (which we will) or life brings us many cares due to various situations, as the psalmist states, one thing we can be assured of is the Lord’s steadfast love.

The definition of steadfast is immovable or firmly fixed in place. The Lord’s love is not based on condition of our daily performance. Our sin doesn’t affect His love for us. As a loving Father, He holds us up. When we are broken, He consoles us, and our hearts are cheered.

We do have a part in this, however. We cannot know the steadfastness of God’s love and His consolations cannot cheer our souls if we don’t know Him. Many times, when things just aren’t going right, personally I like to curl up with a pint of ice cream and wallow in my sorrows. While ice cream is good, it doesn’t cheer my soul like the Word of God. Ice cream doesn’t restore me like prayer does. It may make me feel better for a moment, but our feelings are fleeting; they are not fact. Steadfast love is a fact. David famously acknowledges God’s restoration to our souls in Psalm 23:2. We have to be active in our relationship with God, allowing Him to work in us.

If you are going through a season where your foot seems to be slipping and the cares of our heart are many, be encouraged. God’s steadfast love will sustain you. He can and will cheer your soul. // @chelsiwoods

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Grace, I remember the first time I saw you. You stepped out of a car and in one of those moments that ...
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Grace, I remember the first time I saw you. You stepped out of a car and in one of those moments that feels like an hour, time stood still. I stopped breathing and my heart stopped beating. Prior to that moment, my heart had beat millions of times but the next beat was different. It finally ... Grace,

I remember the first time I saw you.
You stepped out of a car and in one of those moments that feels like an hour, time stood still. I stopped breathing and my heart stopped beating.

Prior to that moment, my heart had beat millions of times but the next beat was different.

It finally understood:
why it had suffered.
why it had broken.
and why it had persevered.

But more than that, I knew why it existed, why it would never be the same, and why it beat.

The next beat was different:
it felt stronger, more beautiful.
In fact, it no longer beat at all. It spoke its first word.

The word ended the moment and started my life anew. It awakened my senses and filled my soul with life. I spoke the word out loud. Partly to call to you, mostly because I wanted to know how it felt to say the word that described perfection, peace and passion. "Grace." My heart spoke that Word with every beat that night and hasn't stopped since. When we are together, when we are apart, when I sleep and as soon as I wake, what once beat, now speaks the most beautiful word I've ever heard.
Grace. Grace. Grace.

I love you. You gave my heart a name to speak and nothing feels more natural than to add a name to yours. Grace came into my life with all of the strength and majesty of the godly power she shares a name with.

My heart speaks your name, my lips sing your praises and if in my last day, I am stripped of everything except your love, I will die the richest man who ever lived.
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My heart is broken <span class="emoji emoji1f494"></span> RIP @kyrzayda_ #FUCKCANCER kyrzayda: Cancer you have taken everything from ...
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My heart is broken RIP @kyrzayda_ #FUCKCANCER kyrzayda: Cancer you have taken everything from me, my weight, my hair, my ability to function, it’s hard to walk, lately even talk. Cancer you manage to break my heart everyday. For 4 years I work so hard doing what I love, building my brand ... My heart is broken 💔 RIP @kyrzayda_ #FUCKCANCER
kyrzayda:
Cancer you have taken everything from me, my weight, my hair, my ability to function, it’s hard to walk, lately even talk. Cancer you manage to break my heart everyday. For 4 years I work so hard doing what I love, building my brand ..Doing what I love is no longer my option. I miss being the girl on “This photo” I miss the gym, running my own errands, I miss breathing. I miss my health and being able to laugh without having pain. Not to mention all the side effects from chemo and all the extra needles that go inside my stomach,
and lungs every week in order for me to survive. Not to mention seeing my mom cry daily because of YOU .. Cancer!
Cancer unfortunately you cannot touch my soul, and the love and support from the ones who love me. Unfortunately with my bold head I still inspire one or two people. Cancer you taught me a lesson in LIFE nothing is more than having Christ in your heart, and your health. As you guys can see even success or money can’t buy you peace & happiness.The perfect life everyone portraits on social media is just that “social media” Were people only post the good. I’m not going to lie I’m tired, so tired. My life is no longer the same but I’m going to hold on to God. Thank you all for the good vibes, prayers, messages and visits! To everyone fighting Cancer I understand your pain 😞 (P.S guys pls don’t feel sorry for me this is my fight, and I’m glad to share my journey with all of you each day)
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• Have you ever felt like these dead and still trees, yearning to walk and move and see, and discover ...
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• Have you ever felt like these dead and still trees, yearning to walk and move and see, and discover a beautiful world and sway away from who you used to be? ——— • I used to be broken and chipped and forgotten, i used to be complacent and comfortable living in a forest where everyone looked the ... • Have you ever felt like these dead and still trees, yearning to walk and move and see, and discover a beautiful world and sway away from who you used to be?
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• I used to be broken and chipped and forgotten, i used to be complacent and comfortable living in a forest where everyone looked the same.
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• Then one day God said are you bored yet? are you tired yet? Are you still afraid of the unknown? Do you still fear what others will say? ———
• I knew in my heart that my soul yearned for more than anything this world could offer me, i knew following God that you might have less answers but you will have more freedom and beautiful questions, I knew putting others first could harm my security and safety but if God was for me than nothing could be against me.
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• Thankfully I cant explain my faith in words, I can only live it out, and gratefully my faith doesn’t need explaining, just loving.
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• The opposite of Faith is sight, and when you can’t see where you’re going you learn to only live where you are, and Love in the moment • I pray to help lead these trees away from normality and find truth, and color, and blissful harmony. Thanks to everyone for the constant Love, Support, and Prayers • My heart and soul has been wrecked from this trip but that’s a whole other story! #LifeToTheFullest #LoveDoes
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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. ...
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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come ... “Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a {{ love }} and joy that you never dreamed possible." ― Bob Marley
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“The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” - Dolly Parton . Been going ...
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“The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” - Dolly Parton . Been going through so many rapid changes and personal growth this summer. It’s been painful. It’s been beautiful. It’s been necessary for my soul growth. . I prayed and prayed for love all year. Feeling ... “The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.” - Dolly Parton
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Been going through so many rapid changes and personal growth this summer. It’s been painful. It’s been beautiful. It’s been necessary for my soul growth.
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I prayed and prayed for love all year. Feeling broken after years of dating emotionally unavailable men. Feeling broken after being used by men and lovers. After wearing my heart so open and sharing it so freely...not receiving back the love I’d been giving to others. I was blessed at Boom to be able to see the truth and the love in the man that was in front of me. But before the Universe would show this to me I had to let go of the idea that I needed to search for love outside of myself. All the love I had been searching for was inside of me. What I really needed now was a partner. Someone to share this world with. Someone to grow with. Someone to start a family with. Not someone to complete me or make me whole as we are all already whole. The idea of separation is an illusion. An illness that brings us so much suffering. So here’s to the rainbow of love I’ve been given. I’m grateful for this new blessing of love. I can’t believe how beautiful it is. I was so close to feeling hopeless and that I’d never find someone who loved me as intensely as I love. So much gratitude.
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#burningman #burningman2018 #ttitd #industwetrust #blackrockcity #festivalfashion #adventuremore #soinlove #loveyourself #selflove #healing #gratitude #spiritualjourney #instaart #burningmanart #rainbow #rainbows
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The man burns tonight! This night represents a rebirth, an acknowledgment and a celebration of ...
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The man burns tonight! This night represents a rebirth, an acknowledgment and a celebration of where we’ve been, who we are, and who we are becoming. It’s been an intense year for me. Much like when you break a bone or come down with an illness, you have to allow yourself time to heal. I have spent ... The man burns tonight! This night represents a rebirth, an acknowledgment and a celebration of where we’ve been, who we are, and who we are becoming. It’s been an intense year for me. Much like when you break a bone or come down with an illness, you have to allow yourself time to heal. I have spent the last year healing my soul, recovering from a broken heart. My pain wasn’t caused by one person in particular but rather from a life time of not always understanding how to respect myself, putting other people’s happiness before my own, making choices that fed my ego and neglected my soul, cut after cut, bruise after bruise until eventually I was cracked so wide open I had no choice but to really dive head first into healing myself. As with any period of recovery there are immense challenges, the frustration of wanting to rush through my healing, and to just feel better was a tough one for me. Being honest with myself about the choices I had made that had gotten to me this place, taking responsibility for myself, looking back on painful things I had been through that I hadn’t forgiven myself for- these things weren’t easy and believe me I felt it. I cried a lot this year. I felt it in my body- I came down with the flu twice and was sicker than I have ever been in my life. This process was at many points confusing as I had to stand up each and every day in front of rooms full of people and lead from my heart when there were many moments when I wasn’t even sure how to help to myself. Thank god for teaching, it kept me grounded through all of this. I’m grateful for everything that’s happened in the past year, for all of the people that have supported me with their love and also for those who kind of broke me down, because without them I wouldn’t be sitting here now knowing exactly who I am and what I want from my life and can say with a hundred percent certainty that I will never again compromise my heart and my peace of mind for anyone. As the man burns tonight I truly say goodbye to all of the lessons, people, and things that no longer serve me and I move forward into this next chapter with a heart wide open and ready to receive all that I dream of and more✨)’(
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Mom, 32 years ago today you brought me into this world & I have loved you immensely ever since. You ...
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Mom, 32 years ago today you brought me into this world & I have loved you immensely ever since. You were my first love & will always have the biggest piece of my heart @michelemartin28 . . I’m trying to smile today as you would’ve wanted me to, but all I really want is to fast forward through my ... Mom, 32 years ago today you brought me into this world & I have loved you immensely ever since. You were my first love & will always have the biggest piece of my heart @michelemartin28 💕. .
I’m trying to smile today as you would’ve wanted me to, but all I really want is to fast forward through my first birthday without you & pretend as if it never happened. 😔.
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I’ve learned how to smile again but behind it I’m lost & broken. It’s hard being strong everyday. My heart aches so much, not getting a birthday text & phone call from you, & to hear how much you love me.
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Throughout these last few months since you’ve been gone, I’ve gone to your Instagram & occasionally reread what you posted last year on my birthday (swipe ⬅️). The kind, heartfelt, loving, & special words you had to say about me, never fails in bringing me to tears each & every time. Especially today, when reality hits that together we can’t celebrate another year of the life you gave me. I never would have thought my 31st birthday was the last birthday I was going to celebrate with you. I thought I would have you here for at least another 25 more. I painfully miss you every single day 💔. .
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Thanks for always holding things together when everything seemed to be falling apart.
Thanks for all the times you picked me up when I was down, laughed at my jokes, & helped me chase my dreams.
Thanks for being my constant in chaos, my healer in hurt, & my supporter in uncertainty.
I love how you made the smallest moments feel like magic & turned the darkest days into something bright.

YOU WERE MORE THAN JUST MY MOM...
You were my laugh until it hurts person.
My always there no matter what person.
You were my heart healer & my cheerleader.
My nerve calmer & my problem solver.
You are my heart, my soul, & my forever best friend.
Thanks for loving me through the ups & downs in life.
Things always seemed better when we were together.
I’ll never stop honoring you, loving you, & missing you.
Today, & everyday doesn’t feel the same without you.
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Wish We Had More Time.
Thanks For Giving Me Life.
Give Me Your Strength.
Be Good My Angel. .
#ShePersisted 💕
#FirstBirthdayWithoutMyMom
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Eventually, heart break does happen. So does betrayal, being completed forgotten by someone you ...
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Eventually, heart break does happen. So does betrayal, being completed forgotten by someone you thought cared about you. It's such an aching pain, right in the center of your chest, right in the fucking heart. You will meet someone one day that will utterly fucking demolish you mentally. ... Eventually, heart break does happen. So does betrayal, being completed forgotten by someone you thought cared about you. It's such an aching pain, right in the center of your chest, right in the fucking heart. You will meet someone one day that will utterly fucking demolish you mentally. Whether it be a boyfriend, a girlfriend, or even just a friend. That person will take your goddamn heart out and rip it to shreads right before your eyes..and now what. Now, you're left alone to deal with this immense pain you feel so deep inside of you, there is .. nobody else. You are broken. You are broken, and now, you are going to turn into a cold, evil person. Someone who disregards other people's feelings. Instead of being the victim, you are now the attacker. You're so fucking hurt, that you feel the need to hurt others to protect yourself. I used to be this person. Pushing people away, people who only wanted to help my ass, I was too afraid to let anyone in, I could still feel that same fucking pain in my chest. But you know what, that isn't the way to go about what happened to you. By turning into this negative soul, you are giving the person that hurt you so much power, you're giving them their sick fix by seeing you beat yourself up. Wipe those tears & shrug your shoulders back. You can do this, you are strong. You deserve to be fucking happy, we all do. They hurt you, but they will not destroy you. With time, you'll realize that that same person you thought you needed when you were a teenager, won't mean shit to you, when you're an adult. That same fucking person you thought was your whole damn world, will be nothing but a memory. Don't let them see you fall. You are so much better than that, you are worth so much. You deserve somebody to adore you, to protect you, to make you feel genuinely happy, and one day that person will come along, and with their own two hands, they will fix you. Every crack, every scar, and every cut left on your heart will be repaired, and my god..it is going to feel so damn good. Don't give up on life, love, your goals and dreams because of one person. Don't let them make you feel like you're nothing, You are not worthless.
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Stars. #lostinagalaxy #stars #shootingstar #myuniverse #alone #galaxy #lost #findyourself ...
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In my #smoothedahustler #triggerdagambler voice! (BROKEN LANGUAGE) The NUMBER ONE SON! MY SWEETEST ...
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In my #smoothedahustler #triggerdagambler voice! (BROKEN LANGUAGE) The NUMBER ONE SON! MY SWEETEST BABU! MY EVERYTHING MY WORLD! MY HEART & SOUL! DO ANYTHING FOR YOU BABY! MY TWIN! HAD EVERY THOMAS THE TRAIN! MY FRENCH EATER! VEGETARIAN BACON ONLY EATING! CAN I GET SOME WATER MOM ASKING! ... In my #smoothedahustler #triggerdagambler voice! (BROKEN LANGUAGE) The NUMBER ONE SON! MY SWEETEST BABU! MY EVERYTHING MY WORLD! MY HEART & SOUL! DO ANYTHING FOR YOU BABY! MY TWIN! HAD EVERY THOMAS THE TRAIN! MY FRENCH EATER! VEGETARIAN BACON ONLY EATING! CAN I GET SOME WATER MOM ASKING! WORST DANCER BEST HUGGER MAMA LOVING! SMART & WITTY 7 MONTH OLD WALKING! MINECRAFT UNSTOPPABLE PLAYER!! STRAIGHT A+ STUDENT BEING!!! So much character I enjoy spending my life with you! You’re IRREPLACEABLE GOD CHOSE YOU FOR US! 💙👦🏽 I love you To BITS & BITS AND MORE BITS. HAPPY 9th BDAY❤️👦🏽💙😘b
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When God created woman, he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend ...
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When God created woman, he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend so much time on her?” The lord answered, “Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her?” “She must function in all kinds of situations, she must be able to embrace several ... When God created woman,
he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend so much time on her?”
The lord answered, “Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her?”
“She must function in all kinds of situations, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, have a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart.

She must do all this with only two hands, she cures herself when sick and can work 18 hours a day.”
The Angel was impressed.
“Just two hands...impossible! And this is the standard model?”
The Angel came closer and touched the woman. “But you have made her so soft, Lord.”
“She is soft,” said the Lord, “But I have made her strong. You can't imagine what she can endure and overcome.”
“Can she think?” The Angel asked...
The Lord answered, "Not only can she think, she can reason and negotiate."
The Angel touched her cheeks..."Lord, it seems this creation is leaking! You have put too many burdens on her."
“She is not leaking...it is a tear,"
The Lord corrected the Angel...
“What's it for?" Asked the Angel...
The Lord said,
“Tears are her way of expressing her grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, her suffering and her pride."... This made a big impression on the Angel,
"Lord, you are a genius. You thought of everything.

A woman is indeed marvellous"

Lord said, "Indeed she is. She has strength that amazes a man. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cries when happy and laughs when afraid. She fights for what she believes in.

Her love is unconditional. Her heart is broken when a next-of-kin or a friend dies but she finds strength to get on with life."
The Angel asked, "So she is a perfect being?"
The lord replied: "No. She has just one drawback, she often forgets what she is worth."
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Author: Devina Nund
Picture : @dela_artist
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, ...
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely ... "I will not be broken skate heart" $40
My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely one of a kind just like us. These are a perfect reminder of that message. No matter what life throws at you, you can pick up the pieces and put it back together. Keep pushing.
#artworkbylocallou #locallouskateheart #iwillnotbebroken #skateart #skateartist #njartist #skateboardart #skateheart #heart #woodenheart #love #rasta
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Oh your beautiful <span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️ heart... In under a minute, your heart can pump blood to every cell in your body. ...
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Oh your beautiful ️ heart... In under a minute, your heart can pump blood to every cell in your body. And in a single day about 100,000 heart beats carry 2,000 gallons of oxygen-rich blood many times through about 60,000 miles of blood vessels - and its only the size of our fist! We say things ... Oh your beautiful ❤️ heart... In under a minute, your heart can pump blood to every cell in your body. And in a single day about 100,000 heart beats carry 2,000 gallons of oxygen-rich blood many times through about 60,000 miles of blood vessels - and its only the size of our fist! We say things like "my heart exploded" when we fall in love, or "my heart is broken" when we're in pain... because the heart is not just a muscle, it actually FEELS- it's an extension of our brain- that's clearly not the scientific way to put it, but you get the gist. My point is, when we feel from the heart, when we pay attention to its messages... even when it's painful, especially then (pain is just our bodies saying "look over here, I have a message for you,") we become more Whole people. We stand truer to who we are. We know ourselves and therefore can be true to that person. Honoring our heart is at the core of #SOULmovement - we work it out, open it up and then listen in... it's our more important muscle. #heart #soul #expressyourself #listen #selflove #DfA
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Growing up, my ol man told me working is more important then footy.. We were sold the dream of following ...
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Growing up, my ol man told me working is more important then footy.. We were sold the dream of following the traditional career path of working 50 hour weeks to receive our stable pay check, to survive for the week, Getting to the construction site early, stay late, and even come in on the weekends ... Growing up, my ol man told me working is more important then footy..
We were sold the dream of following the traditional career path of working 50 hour weeks to receive our stable pay check, to survive for the week,
Getting to the construction site early, stay late, and even come in on the weekends ..
if we worked long enough, we’ll save enough money to retire at the age of 65.
“WE AL THINK THIS WAY???”
“Who said we all have to trade our time for money???” Ive worked long enough to know Time is our most important possession, and all the money in the world cannot replace time.
When you’re trading time for money, your income will always be limited.
Reason is we only have 24 hours in a day.
8 hours is gone to sleep, and days gone cos you’ll be at work so that gives you 2 to 4 hours to cook, eat, wash up, relax, and spend time with your kids/family/friends.
That leaves us with 10 to 12 hours to trade our time in for income.
No matter how much your time is worth to your organisation there will always be a limit.
When we’re continuously trading time for money throughout our lives, our time is limited to pursue the things we’re Passionate about.
Doing the things that WE LOVE, SPENDING TIME WITH LOVE ONES, CREATING MEMORIES, FISHING, TRAVELLING, GIVING BACK TO THE COMMUNITY OR BUILDING SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE A REAL IMPACT ON THE WORLD.
I Believe my journey is going to change the way of life not just for myself & my family but for many others. This Journey has helped me find another side I never knew existed I’ve grown with so much knowledge and self development it’s really open my heart & soul, So I’m speaking from the heart to Those who are Tired, Afraid,Lost & want those chains broken and be free Personally,financially and spiritually..it’s time to make a move..
DIRECT MESSAGE ME for more info 🙏🏽❤️🌍 #life #purpose #freedom #entrepreneur #entrepreneurlife #family #passion #knowledge #wealth #kids #dad #fatherhood #development #gaz #movement #time #world #impact #freedomfighter #freetime #travel #memories #soul #spiritual #ink #tattoo
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I asked God for an angel who could lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly. ...
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I asked God for an angel who could lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly. I asked God for a friend who could overlook my broken fence and admire the flowers in my garden. I asked God for love that heard me when I never said a word. God listened. You will always be... The ... I asked God for an angel who could lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly. I asked God for a friend who could overlook my broken fence and admire the flowers in my garden. I asked God for love that heard me when I never said a word.
God listened.
You will always be...
The sister of my soul.
The friend of my heart.
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#nationalsiblingday #nationalsiblingsday #myheart #sister #sisters #irishtwins #love #loveher #mybestfriend #mylife #beautiful #mind #heart #soul #sheislight
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Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family. Thank you for being my biggest supporters. ...
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Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family. Thank you for being my biggest supporters. Thank you for loving me even when you hate me. Thank you for constantly putting my happiness before your own. Thank you for all the opportunities you have given me in order to reach the ... Other things may change us, but we start and end with the family.
Thank you for being my biggest supporters. Thank you for loving me even when you hate me. Thank you for constantly putting my happiness before your own. Thank you for all the opportunities you have given me in order to reach the utmost success. Thank you for teaching me how to love. Thank you for giving me people to look up to. I can’t ever say this enough, but thank you.
PAPA: You are my world. You have taught me what true love is, what it’s like to have a soul mate. The way you love mama is extraordinary. All I want in love, is what you and mama have. You taught me that it’s okay to wait and be careful with my heart. You taught me to have high expectations and to never be afraid to be the best version I can be. Your main priority is us. Thank you for being the one man in my life who never disappoints me who always has my back no matter what. Thank you for loving mama and for loving us with everything you have.
MAMA: You are the light of my life. All that I am, all that I hope to be, I owe to you. You taught me what it means to love unconditionally and how to work hard for something I am passionate about and to never ever under any circumstance not to give up. You are the reason for my faith, and I love growing in Christ with you. You show me that hard works amounts to success, but your success means nothing without a strong family, money doesn’t buy you happiness, the people you surround yourself with does. Thank you for being my role model and my biggest fan. I can’t thank you enough for all you do for our perfect little family. You are my hero ma.
BROTHA: Thank you for being someone who has never broken my heart. You may be my little brother, but you watch out for me and protect me like you’re the older sibling. You amaze me day in and day out with how compassionate you are for the people you love and the things you love. Thank you for being my best friend, inspiration,confidant and enemy. I am so blessed to have a man in my life who puts the protection of my heart before there’s. Thank you for the constant reminder of how special I am.
Haayy. Nagdrama rako kay gimingaw ko ninyo. I miss you
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Is it really possible to LOVE and feel really good in your own skin? <span class="emoji emoji1f319"></span> . Our quick-fix culture rushes ...
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Is it really possible to LOVE and feel really good in your own skin? . Our quick-fix culture rushes to tell us how to ‘fix’ ourselves so we can avoid any possible discomfort, but this can often leave us feeling even more broken.. . We exhaust ourselves in pursuit of the achieving success ... Is it really possible to LOVE and feel really good in your own skin? 🌙
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Our quick-fix culture rushes to tell us how to ‘fix’ ourselves so we can avoid any possible discomfort, but this can often leave us feeling even more broken..
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We exhaust ourselves in pursuit of the achieving success and creating a better reality for us, our loved ones, and the planet.. .
All to the tune of society telling us that our body is all wrong.
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Sound familiar? .
This week’s Joyful Living Podcast guest offers a GORGEOUS breath of fresh air and insight on how to overcome the hurdles most women struggle with relating to feeling good in their own skin and living delicious, beautiful lives.. 🔥
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Lisa Shrader, the Founder of Awakening Shakti, opens our minds as she explains that joy equals body + heart + soul pleasure. ✨
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In other words..
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Joy is interwoven into body + heart + soul, or as Lisa refers to it, “the flower of life that creates the fragrance of joy.”
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Lisa shares with us so gracefully the fruit of her own struggles with embodiment, .
All with an intention to point you back home within your heart..❤️
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And to help you experience more joy in and through your body and soul. 🌿
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Tune in to this week's Joyful Living Podcast (link in profile☝🏻), ep. 90 for some delicious mind + heart nourishment.
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#joyfulliving #livethelifeyoulove #createjoy #liveoutloud #enjoylife #joyfully #joy #choosehappy #choosehappiness #liveyourbestlife #livealifeyoulove #soulpreneur #liveintentionally #authenticliving #podcast #podcastlove #podcastshow #mompreneur #momboss
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Her eyes stole my heart the moment she was handed to me in that hospital room. “Do you know how sick ...
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Her eyes stole my heart the moment she was handed to me in that hospital room. “Do you know how sick she is?”, they asked, “Her chances are... not very good, Mei.” . I knew. I know. Her eyes had locked with mine... burned straight into mine with a soul-filled sadness, & I saw her flicker. An ember.. ... Her eyes stole my heart the moment she was handed to me in that hospital room. “Do you know how sick she is?”, they asked, “Her chances are... not very good, Mei.”
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I knew. I know. Her eyes had locked with mine... burned straight into mine with a soul-filled sadness, & I saw her flicker. An ember.. the tiniest flickering spark.. who just maybe could blaze into flame.
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“Let’s burn, baby girl...”, I whispered it to her the very first moment we met. “Let’s blaze & let’s burn & let’s fight... shine the light of your life so dang bright.”
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I was scared to death to love her. I was more scared to not. You can put your whole heart on the line & know you might lose... but that’s the risk of hope. The gift — of hope.
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She was a year old & 10 pounds. She couldn’t drink from a bottle. She didn’t know how to suck. Couldn’t sit up, couldn’t crawl, & her lungs made the scariest wheeze when I put my ear to her chest. They still do, a symptom of that wildly broken, brave heart.
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I didn’t share her then, because to me, her life felt sacred & holy & mine, a gift on loan... always just one breath from heaven. I wanted every minute — want every minute — & kept her safe, tucked right on my chest, so I could feel each & every miracle breath.
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My Ember is blazing. Her spark is burning & no matter what comes, she has lit a fire in my heart... in all of ours.
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“Yes”, I said, & looked the kind Doctor in the eye. “Yes, I know her chances are not good. Yes, I know her heart is so broken. But can we fight with all we’ve got? Will... you?”
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He nodded, & her brave fight’s been on. No guarantees. All the hope. Blazing bright & stealing hearts & surpassing my wildest dreams.
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We don’t know yet what comes next for her heart. But today, my girl is smiling. She laughs. She drinks a full bottle & now she can crawl. She hates the hospital & gives them a run for their money — a completely unexpected fire in her response to their prods.
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The nurses always look at me, taken aback. “Wow... her FIGHT.”
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Yeah, baby girl. That’s my Ember Eve. Her fight & her hope & her life & it’s all burning bright — & we get to witness her blaze.
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We are the luckiest. Burn, baby. Glow. 🔥✨🔥. #EmbersBlazingBrave
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, ...
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely ... "I will not be broken skate heart" $40
My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely one of a kind just like us. These are a perfect reminder of that message. No matter what life throws at you, you can pick up the pieces and put it back together. Keep pushing. Contact me directly for purchase. 🤙🏼
#artworkbylocallou #locallouskateheart #iwillnotbebroken #skateart #skateartist #njartist #skateboardart #skateheart #heart #woodenheart #love
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, ...
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely ... "I will not be broken skate heart" $40
My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely one of a kind just like us. These are a perfect reminder of that message. No matter what life throws at you, you can pick up the pieces and put it back together. Keep pushing. Contact me directly for purchase. 🤙🏼
#artworkbylocallou #locallouskateheart #iwillnotbebroken #skateart #skateartist #njartist #skateboardart #skateheart #heart #woodenheart #love
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, ...
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"I will not be broken skate heart" $40 My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely ... "I will not be broken skate heart" $40
My "I will not be broken" wall art truly expresses the heart, soul, and uniqueness of a skater. We as skaters, will not be broken and are all one of a kind We fall and we get back up. We dont give up. This translates into our everyday life. Each heart is completely one of a kind just like us. These are a perfect reminder of that message. No matter what life throws at you, you can pick up the pieces and put it back together. Keep pushing.
#artworkbylocallou #locallouskateheart #iwillnotbebroken #skateart #skateartist #njartist #skateboardart #skateheart #heart #woodenheart #love
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Kissing 2017 goodbye<span class="emoji emoji270c"></span>🏽<span class="emoji emoji1f48b"></span> It was kinda, sorta nice knowing ya. Probably the most eye-opening, heart-wrenching, ...
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Kissing 2017 goodbye🏽 It was kinda, sorta nice knowing ya. Probably the most eye-opening, heart-wrenching, soul-searching, fun-loving, humbling year of my life. Too many mistakes made, countless lessons learned, and beautiful moments of pure unfiltered happiness. I cherish it ... Kissing 2017 goodbye✌🏽💋
It was kinda, sorta nice knowing ya. Probably the most eye-opening, heart-wrenching, soul-searching, fun-loving, humbling year of my life. Too many mistakes made, countless lessons learned, and beautiful moments of pure unfiltered happiness. I cherish it all. I love the new year because it symbolizes turning a new leaf. As if we are given a chance to start over but to do it so much better this time around.
2017 has taught me a number of things and here are some reminders to self and friends for 2018🥂✨
1. Always stand up for yourself and protect your beliefs because if you won’t then who will.
2. Everyone has their own journey and story and if someone so much as judges you for it then they shouldn’t be a part of it.
3. I’ll always be a hopeless romantic no matter how many times my heart gets broken. Love is great. I love, love. But one should know what love isn't. Don’t chase after the “isn’t” part, guys. It’ll be a waste of time and heartache.
4. Violence is NEVER the answer. It is a feeble and sad attempt to solving a problem. It’s quite juvenile and pathetic really. Just talk/walk it out.
5. Forgive & let go (Hardest thing ever I know) But holding grudges turns the heart cold and I will not change my heart just because of somebody’s idiotic decisions.
6. If you have that one person in your life who does not respect you, tears your soul down, and projects their insecurities on you then he/she needs to leave because you deserve so much more than that, darling.
7. I’ve always admired the different shapes and colors we all possess. How empowering and liberating does it feel to finally embrace the skin you’re in? “You’re too dark, too skinny, too fat, flat-chested, blah, blah I drank too much Haterade today.” Fuck you, I’m beautiful! I appreciate and love my year-round-sun-kissed skin tone, slim body, fat ass and will forever be a member of the itty bitty committee.
8. To be thankful. I’ve had so many moments where I’ve been graciously reminded of how lucky I am to have a family who loves me and loyal friends whom I adore, a roof over my head, my health.
9. Most importantly, have fun! Life is too short to be so serious. Live a little(:
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THIS// Time away from the fam is always hard. As an explanation to my kids for why I was away, I told ...
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THIS// Time away from the fam is always hard. As an explanation to my kids for why I was away, I told them I was doing the work to learn how to heal my broken heart. • When I got home today. The end of the 4 days of the @theclassbytt #theglobalimmersion my oldest wanted to feel my healed heart. • This ... THIS// Time away from the fam is always hard. As an explanation to my kids for why I was away, I told them I was doing the work to learn how to heal my broken heart.

When I got home today. The end of the 4 days of the @theclassbytt #theglobalimmersion my oldest wanted to feel my healed heart.

This is deeply profound healing work @taryntoomey birthed and shares with us. I am so grateful for all of the healing, true love and pure joy that has been gifted to me by all of my teachers of The Class by TT I have so much love for you all! Thank you @taryntoomey @jayceegossett @thisisnatalie @erin_rose_ward @_brennadwyer_ @alisonmcleawolper •
#heart #soul #healing #love #joy #grief #forgiveness #allthefeels #gratitude
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The wise @50cent said "It's the kid at school that doesn't want to fight who gets the black eye". So ...
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The wise @50cent said "It's the kid at school that doesn't want to fight who gets the black eye". So often we try to do things to avoid conflict, awkward situations, failure and disappointing people, but really those efforts blow up in our face. Avoiding failure will lead to failure of the harshest ... The wise @50cent said "It's the kid at school that doesn't want to fight who gets the black eye". So often we try to do things to avoid conflict, awkward situations, failure and disappointing people, but really those efforts blow up in our face. Avoiding failure will lead to failure of the harshest kind, and instead of making all these maneuvers around the inevitable, let's recognize how often fear is holding the steering wheel. We can either be pushed by fear, or pulled by love. It's not your fault that your afraid, a lot of fears have been passed down to us. I didn't notice this myself, until I started travelling more and realizing that there are cultures and people far more bold and risk taking compared to what I saw at home. Heartbreaks and failures feel like the end of the world, but if that was true, no one would have survived to make all these great heartbreak songs. I get it, your first earth crushing heartbreak is going to shatter you, but you will survive with time. If you break your leg, you can't speed up the healing, and it's pointless to get frustrated with process, it needs to be respected. That same respect needs to be given to a broken heart, soul, and spirit; time heals all, just not on your schedule. I'm not fearless, but I do understand it's important to move forward despite the fears. I'm not afraid of a black eye, not because I'm the toughest kid in school, but because I've survived plenty of black eyes before, and I can do it again. So whether you're on your first or fifteenth, have some faith in yourself, and in the healing process. Stop avoiding these necessary experiences that will bring out your greatness, it's where life begins. #LOVE - - -
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Meditation is a form of sincerity towards ourselves. Meditation is a willingness to flow and let ...
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Meditation is a form of sincerity towards ourselves. Meditation is a willingness to flow and let the currents of our mind carry us. Meditation is a gift we give to our minds, even if it agitates us or stirs up difficult states. Meditation is completely yours to explore. There is no concept ... Meditation is a form of sincerity towards ourselves.
Meditation is a willingness to flow and let the currents of our mind carry us.
Meditation is a gift we give to our minds, even if it agitates us or stirs up difficult states.
Meditation is completely yours to explore. There is no concept or authority higher than your own heart. Learn from others but respect your individual rhythm and conditions.
Meditation connects the pieces inside of us that feel broken and fragmented. Mind will heal itself if we can muster the love to just be with ourselves as is.
Amazing art by @marcsalamat 🙏⭐️ .
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#meditate #meditation #breathe #mindful #mindfulness #spiritual #happy #vajra #chakra #motivation #anxiety #depression #mentalhealth #heal #love #fun #soul #namaste #yoga #yvr #mentalhealth #inspire #inspiration
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Thank you @kyrzayda_ for all your love, friendship, support, and inspiration over the years <span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️ ...
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Thank you @kyrzayda_ for all your love, friendship, support, and inspiration over the years ️ no one wore @shoplexiconofstyle like you did. i still remember meeting you at the @desigual show at my first winter fashion week in 2014 and have been so thankful for our friendship since. My heart ... Thank you @kyrzayda_ for all your love, friendship, support, and inspiration over the years ❤️ no one wore @shoplexiconofstyle like you did. i still remember meeting you at the @desigual show at my first winter fashion week in 2014 and have been so thankful for our friendship since. My heart is truly broken but your soul and story will live on with all of us. Rest In Peace beautiful angel. I know you’re strutting through the streets of heaven 😇 love and prayers to all her friends and family. love you forever @kyrzayda_ #kyrzaydarodriguez #kyrzayda
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I can’t believe my sweet baby boy is already 2 months old! You are everything I ever wanted in life. I’m going through so much right now doing this whole mom thing alone and when I look over and see that sweet smile it reminds me exactly what my purpose in life is. My love for you is unconditional ... I can’t believe my sweet baby boy is already 2 months old! You are everything I ever wanted in life. I’m going through so much right now doing this whole mom thing alone and when I look over and see that sweet smile it reminds me exactly what my purpose in life is. My love for you is unconditional Rivers Joseph. I pray every night to be the best mother I can be, to give you more than I ever had and to be your protector. I knew you were different when I saw the way the sunshine plays with your hair. I had a friend tell me once, “I think God gave you a little boy for all the times a boy has broken your heart, he blessed you with a boy that’ll love you unconditionally,” and that hit home. I am beyond blessed and I don’t know what I did to deserve such a beautiful soul but I cannot express how thankful I am. • I am Rivers Joesph! • When I get hungry, I cry out “MAAA” 😭• I never sleep 🤦🏻‍♀️• I will stretch my neck as far as it can go to see the world around me• I am curious about nature and LOVE being outside• I fart like a grown man in public and make mommy have to tell the people around me “I swear that wasn’t me!” • My feet are super ticklish 😂 • I love Mickey Mouse! 🐭 •


I am Rivers Joseph, and I am my mommy’s world.
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Confession: I overlove people. I love hard, deep, & unconditionally. Although, I am not one to love ...
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Confession: I overlove people. I love hard, deep, & unconditionally. Although, I am not one to love easily. It takes me awhile. I am cautious with my heart now, due to so many people who have misused it, hurt it, & broken it. As a woman, I have been taught to be kind, generous, sweet, & caring. ... Confession: I overlove people. I love hard, deep, & unconditionally. Although, I am not one to love easily. It takes me awhile. I am cautious with my heart now, due to so many people who have misused it, hurt it, & broken it.
As a woman, I have been taught to be kind, generous, sweet, & caring. To be a constant nurturer. To be a giver. To be of service. To think of others as I think of myself. As the only daughter in my family, I see how differently I was taught from my 3 brothers. They were encouraged to be proud, assertive, bold, courageous, & also to be very driven by their own personal desires. As a Mexican woman, I have had to wear many hats in my upbringing. If I was too "emotional", my thoughts were discredited - my wants were always put last for the needs of the family. I had no desire to be married or have children. The wisdom of Universe fixed me of this.
Given all of this, I am an unconventional woman. I served in the military for 8 years, I have grown myself to be a bit more callous than others. I've endured many things in this life, in my short 35 years. Much heartbreak & cracking open of my heart & soul. Because of (not in spite of) this, I am a huge proponent for personal growth.
You gotta get right or you're gonna get left. I am constantly checking in with myself, ensuring that if I am the issue or if a problem is within my scope to fix, that I begin & endure the work. Not everyone who joins your journey will finish with you. Not everyone who holds love for you today, shall continue to grow in affection for your path.
But I struggle with this. I have had the same friends for over 20 years. I am a holder. I cherish them like the precious jewels that they are. I love BIG. So when I have had to remove myself from a situation because my personal emotional intelligence was no longer aligned with the behavior exhibited by those around, I have struggled with the guilt of growing past someone. Having to end friendships that were decades old, removing myself from a toxic familial relationship (and in my culture that is not done or supported), or making decisions that others can not seek to understand.
What we outgrow is not bad. Keep growing.🌱
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Repost from @zachnwhitbates ・・・ Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to ...
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Repost from @zachnwhitbates ・・・ Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to know if we’re planning to grow our family. The answer is we truly would love to! Our children are our greatest joys in life, and the love that they bring to our home is something that we live for. • ... Repost from @zachnwhitbates ・・・
Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to know if we’re planning to grow our family. The answer is we truly would love to! Our children are our greatest joys in life, and the love that they bring to our home is something that we live for.

At our vow renewal, Bradley and Kaci Lynn were so excited to be able to announce to family and friends that we were expecting our 3rd child and mommy had a baby in her belly!! ...but we soon found that God had a different plan for us.

We began our baby checkups and were very excited, but during one of our ultrasounds we discovered our baby had stopped growing. The tears started to flow and the kids could sense something was wrong. We were devastated and our hearts were shattered. Already, that little baby had changed our home, and our hearts. It’s amazing how you can love someone you’ve not met yet with all your soul and being. Our world was shaken and I suddenly had a new awareness of some of the pain so many others have experienced that have gone through similar losses. In spite of the questions and grief I had, I looked down and saw Kaci Lynn’s hand in mine. I can’t explain the love God showed me, and the peace I felt in the midst of such sadness.

Although my heart was hurting, I couldn’t help but thank God for my family and I feel so blessed to know that our third precious baby is now in his hands. I still have our positive pregnancy test on the dresser and I don’t know when or if I will ever move it. There’s not a day that goes by that we don’t think about what it would be like to have that sweet baby in our home. However, we know that God has a plan and his plans are perfect in every way, in every season of life, no matter if we understand them or not.

So many people have already been so thoughtful and encouraging to Zach and I and have touched our hearts with their own stories. We both really want to thank you for all your love, encouragement and prayers you have sent our way. God bless you all for your kindness!❤️

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds, Psalm 147:3
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In a world where marriage doesn't mean much nowadays, & being faithful doesn't mean a whole lot more... ...
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In a world where marriage doesn't mean much nowadays, & being faithful doesn't mean a whole lot more... It's hard finding one that appreciates & values what you have to offer... Giving your heart & soul to one & only one person for all eternity, sharing an every lasting bond that can never be ... In a world where marriage doesn't mean much nowadays, & being faithful doesn't mean a whole lot more... It's hard finding one that appreciates & values what you have to offer... Giving your heart & soul to one & only one person for all eternity, sharing an every lasting bond that can never be broken by outside distractions & hardship... Building a wall of love & having a foundation that withstands the test of time is something that can only be found on a made for lifetime movie... My parents have that 🙌🏾... Thru all the trials & tribulations you can go thru in 35 hard years, they're still standing strong looking for 35 more... It's hard to fathom what 35 years of marriage really is, but I know one thing... With each other, is all that matters... Having the love of a beautiful daughter & the dopest son ever 😏😏😏 nothing else can break this unity & 35 more years seems so much more easy to achieve... I love you Jacqueline D. Chambers & Warren G. Chambers SR. & may you both have a Happy 35th Wedding Anniversary 😌
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Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to know if we’re planning to grow our ...
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Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to know if we’re planning to grow our family. The answer is we truly would love to! Our children are our greatest joys in life, and the love that they bring to our home is something that we live for. • At our vow renewal, Bradley and Kaci ... Many sweet people have been asking for an update and wanting to know if we’re planning to grow our family. The answer is we truly would love to! Our children are our greatest joys in life, and the love that they bring to our home is something that we live for.

At our vow renewal, Bradley and Kaci Lynn were so excited to be able to announce to family and friends that we were expecting our 3rd child and mommy had a baby in her belly!! ...but we soon found that God had a different plan for us.

We began our baby checkups and were very excited, but during one of our ultrasounds we discovered our baby had stopped growing. The tears started to flow and the kids could sense something was wrong. We were devastated and our hearts were shattered. Already, that little baby had changed our home, and our hearts. It’s amazing how you can love someone you’ve not met yet with all your soul and being. Our world was shaken and I suddenly had a new awareness of some of the pain so many others have experienced that have gone through similar losses. In spite of the questions and grief I had, I looked down and saw Kaci Lynn’s hand in mine. I can’t explain the love God showed me, and the peace I felt in the midst of such sadness.

Although my heart was hurting, I couldn’t help but thank God for my family and I feel so blessed to know that our third precious baby is now in his hands. I still have our positive pregnancy test on the dresser and I don’t know when or if I will ever move it. There’s not a day that goes by that we don’t think about what it would be like to have that sweet baby in our home. However, we know that God has a plan and his plans are perfect in every way, in every season of life, no matter if we understand them or not.

So many people have already been so thoughtful and encouraging to Zach and I and have touched our hearts with their own stories. We both really want to thank you for all your love, encouragement and prayers you have sent our way. God bless you all for your kindness!❤️

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds, Psalm 147:3
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Life is all about love, the white picket fence, building a foundation, and accomplishing goals with the one you love. Until one day you wake up and realize that the love of your life, the one you gave your all to double crossed you with a person you held dear to your heart....take a walk with me as I enter Mariah’s life as she experience the different levels of hurt from a man she thought could do no wrong.

Every woman dreams of settling down and changing her last name, but on the evening of July 10th, Jaliyah’s heart was broken and her soul was left at the altar when her dream of becoming Mrs. Apollo was turned into a nightmare and it left her bitter. With a heart now stone cold and revenge on her mind, who will Jaliyah’s out lashes effect?

Never having a man to call her own, Nu-Nu thinks she now found the love of her life, but there’s only one problem, he’s already taken and she will stop at nothing to have him in her life. Find out what Nu-Nu does to try to destroy one person in order to have her happily ever after.

These are three different ladies with one thing in common, drama, heartbreak and betrayal which will have all three of them screaming out F*** LOVE.
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Today I celebrate 3 of the women who gave me the simple gift of hope. Through their combined and individual ...
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Today I celebrate 3 of the women who gave me the simple gift of hope. Through their combined and individual love, strength and compassion I would not be the man I am today without these three amazing humans. EMMA: My eldest daughter Emma. A vivacious passionate soul whose energy transcends ... Today I celebrate 3 of the women who gave me the simple gift of hope. Through their combined and individual love, strength and compassion I would not be the man I am today without these three amazing humans.

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My eldest daughter Emma. A vivacious passionate soul whose energy transcends mine and whose character help me to think about my own. Her courageous strength and enormous heart fills me with pride every day and I cannot put into words how proud I am to see her fulfill her tremendous potential as she too quickly becomes a young woman.

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My youngest daughter Alice is an old soul that has travelled through many stars to reach me. Her gentle kindness helps to remind me that a thoughtful word can heal a broken heart and a simple look into her eyes reveals the wisdom of a thousand lifetimes. Don’t ever grow up my little Ali-Cat but when you do gift your compassion to every one you meet.

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My soulmate. A woman whose life saved my own and who brought joy to a world where, because of her, we know the true happiness of being a family. I admire her strength of character, her sincerity of grace, her love, heart and gentle hand to all that she touches. She is an incredible woman I am so very proud to watch my daughters look up to. There is no person before that has brought such peace to my world and with whom time ceases to tick. I love you beyond all measure Eden Bluestein and there is not a path I would not travel to stay by your side.

These 3 women are my entire life, my meaning and my future. They each guide me in their own amazing way and without them I cease to be. Forever yours and forever grateful. Dx
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P A S S I O N • The root of the word “passion” is found in the Latin word “passio” which means “suffering”. • Suffering ...
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P A S S I O N • The root of the word “passion” is found in the Latin word “passio” which means “suffering”. • Suffering is always part of passion and we can’t have one without the other. • Being passionate is all about enduring “suffering” for something worthwhile. • If we are “suffering”- ... P A S S I O N

The root of the word “passion” is found in the Latin word “passio” which means “suffering”.

Suffering is always part of passion and we can’t have one without the other.

Being passionate is all about enduring “suffering” for something worthwhile.

If we are “suffering”- being challenged, misunderstood, risking rejection, and open to being broken-hearted, it is because we are passionate.

I wouldn’t be suffering if the pursuit didn’t burn at my soul.

A particular joy and strength is only found in suffering for passion.

Please keep your heart on fire, burning and enduring.
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Ten years ago I came home from my freshman year of college burnt out, jaded, and completely disenfranchised ...
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Ten years ago I came home from my freshman year of college burnt out, jaded, and completely disenfranchised with “church.” A friend of mine (@cartert) called me and suggested I try a random place called “radius.” I decided to try it, because I trusted this friend. I walked into a small upper ... Ten years ago I came home from my freshman year of college burnt out, jaded, and completely disenfranchised with “church.” A friend of mine (@cartert) called me and suggested I try a random place called “radius.” I decided to try it, because I trusted this friend.
I walked into a small upper room of a run-down, hundred year old building to find about 40 people gathered together. From that moment on I have watched God grow a community of people who give and share relentlessly; who love their neighbors, the city, and the broken deeply; and pursue loving the Lord with their heart, soul, and strength.
Ten years later, and many, many days of taking sledge hammers to different (non-load bearing) parts of this building, God has used this it, and more specifically, the people I’ve met in it, to shape me into the man I am. Without this body, I would not have the love and admiration for Jesus’ church, the passion for helping the lost, broken, and oppressed, the desire to know the living God, or be the husband and father that I am today.
It was great to party last night in remembrance of all the ways God has used this building to advance His Kingdom and spread love across Greenville and the world. I can’t wait to see how he uses the next group of people moving in to impact this community and I’m excited to continue this fun journey with my family at radius as we move onward to our next destination!
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From the mind of my good brother @funnyjulius please tune in to the first episode of #hellowhitepeople u will be sooo entertained #comedy #sketch #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio ... From the mind of my good brother @funnyjulius please tune in to the first episode of #hellowhitepeople u will be sooo entertained😭😭 #comedy #sketch #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band #interview #video
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I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting ...
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I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting and photographing a life you love, body • heart • soul) are WIDE OPEN!!!!! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ My team and I at @wearebeholders have poured all our love into designing this resource for you... for ... I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting and photographing a life you love, body • heart • soul) are WIDE OPEN!!!!!
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My team and I at @wearebeholders have poured all our love into designing this resource for you... for those of us who are busy, burnt out, and broken hearted, and are ready to build a life that feels GOOD all the way down to the bones! You are going to LOVE this unique blend of coaching + photography + dreaming BIG + making it HAPPEN — plus there are buckets and buckets of GRACE for the journey!!!
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There’s a tier that’s perfect for everyone: those who prefer to DIY, those who need a little extra handholding, and those who are ready for a full remodel!!! Each higher tier has more bonus goodies!!! Doors to Round One of Interior Design close on April 11 and won’t be back open for a while, so get your spot now!!!
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If you haven’t yet hit the link in the bio...come on this journey with us welcome to the funeral .... ... #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band If you haven’t yet hit the link in the bio...come on this journey with us welcome to the funeral ....💔💔💔 ... #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band
Tomorrow....The Funeral Procession....an in studio conversation with @breeziefbaby shot by @jae_lens #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band #interview #video Tomorrow....The Funeral Procession....an in studio conversation with @breeziefbaby shot by @jae_lens #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band #interview #video
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Y'all want the real me well here's me, a kid who had to become a man at an early age and lose most of his ...
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Y'all want the real me well here's me, a kid who had to become a man at an early age and lose most of his child hood, who grew up around a lot of chaos and violence and a lot of shit, been through shit and witnessed shit no child or kid should have to go through, I've lost people close to me and have people ... Y'all want the real me well here's me, a kid who had to become a man at an early age and lose most of his child hood, who grew up around a lot of chaos and violence and a lot of shit, been through shit and witnessed shit no child or kid should have to go through, I've lost people close to me and have people stab me in the back, people fuck me over and go as far as to try to kill me, but none of that ever stopped me, I've had my battles with alcohol lately and I know I disappointed and let down a lot of people but I'm sorry in the moment alcohol was the only thing that understood my pain and took it away, no one will ever understand the pain and hurt I feel everyday, the sleepless nights I spent crying and wishing for a better life, having no one to lean on when you need them the most, or try to carry on when no one loves you, the amount of hate and judgement I receive everyday is unbelievable but hey that's what we do in this world right? We judge people without knowing there back story or problems, yeah that's the world we live in and I happen to get the darkest side of it all the time, I've tried to escape this dark cloud and leave my past in the past but everyday that cloud finds a way right back over my head reminding me that nothing will ever go my way and I'll always be right back rock bottom, people and life made me the person I am, my heart is frozen broken and my soul lives on empty, I'm not asking you to love me, but i do ask that you at least think about where you are and know what I've been through before judging me, there's a lot of shit I keep bottled up inside but today's one of them days I can't keep it all inside anymore, I'm not as strong as y'all think I am I'm only human, im sorry mom and everyone else I let down, I was put here to make mistakes not fake perfection'😪
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When We Experience Pain Or Pain Of Another Person,We Instinctively Want To Take That Pain Away.. ...
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When We Experience Pain Or Pain Of Another Person,We Instinctively Want To Take That Pain Away.. But By Taking That Pain Away We're Also Taking Away An Opportunity To Grow.To Be Truly Compassionate To Oneself And Others In Pain We Must Be Able To Share The Pain And Suffering Knowing There Is ... When We Experience Pain Or Pain Of Another Person,We Instinctively Want To Take That Pain Away.. But By Taking That Pain Away We're Also Taking Away An Opportunity To Grow.To Be Truly Compassionate To Oneself And Others In Pain We Must Be Able To Share The Pain And Suffering Knowing There Is Nothing We Can Do To Relieve It.. In Any Positive/Negative Situation In Life There Is Space And Opportunity To Grow Develop And Learn.. Start Taking Those Opportunities, Sometimes You Have To Be Broken Down In Order To Find Ones Higher Self!.. #knowledge #spirit #wisdom #growth #learning #connecting #experience #balance #energy #journey #unity #heart #soul #love thy #self
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<span class="emoji emoji1f496"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span> Dear God, Teach me how to love you with all my heart, soul, might, and strength. <span class="emoji emoji1f496"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span>(No matter how ...
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Dear God, Teach me how to love you with all my heart, soul, might, and strength. (No matter how much I feel I love #Jesus I’m always seeking to grow more...more in serving Him, more in loving him, more in LEARNING Him, more in being like Him- anyone else can relate? ) #gm #mayIneverfeellikeIvearrived ... 💖💕 Dear God,
Teach me how to love you with all my heart, soul, might, and strength. 💖💕(No matter how much I feel I love #Jesus I’m always seeking to grow more...more in serving Him, more in loving him, more in LEARNING Him, more in being like Him- anyone else can relate? ) #gm #mayIneverfeellikeIvearrived #IjustwantthemoreofGod 💕
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It’s finally here! We are excited and expecting God to draw, heal, & awaken the hearts of women at our very own first ever Single Woman’s Suite International Single Women’s Conference!💕 Hosted by Founder/CEO of the Single Woman’s Suite, Djuana Harvey.
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With Guest Speakers: Pastor “Real Talk” Kim, Prophetess Georgia Harvey, a stellar Men of Wisdom panel, & so much more! Also featuring Keishorne Scott!!🙌💖Make sure to get your Early Bird special now before it ends June 15th at midnight 💕
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We are expecting a Great move of God! We know that everyone coming with baggage is about to be LOOSED! We Know God is a Faithful God!
All it takes is ONE encounter with God that WILL change the WHOLE direction of your life! Come in broken & WE promise YOU will leave Abundantly WHOLE💕
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For more information and ticket details go to: queensarise.com **group/organization discounted rates also for more information email [email protected]**Register at www.queensarise.com! #sistersinchrist #singles #daughteroftheking #p31 #proverbs31woman #meghanmarkle #meghanandharry #meghan #theroyalwedding
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She engaged in utter darkness while it was still light outside. What had broken her heart so intensely? Why ...
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She engaged in utter darkness while it was still light outside. What had broken her heart so intensely? Why had she bolted shut the doors to her psyche? Her gloom grew owl's wings and talons and swiftly engulfed her consciousness. Her soul became so dark and malignant that she couldn't ... She engaged in utter darkness while it was still light outside.
What had broken her heart so intensely?
Why had she bolted shut the doors to her psyche?
Her gloom grew owl's wings and talons and swiftly engulfed her consciousness.
Her soul became so dark and malignant that she couldn't even utter the word 'love' anymore! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Throwback to an amazing week in the mountains.. Dharamkot
Himachal Pradesh ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- #door #doors #himachal #himachaldiaries #throwbackthursday #tbt #photooftheday #picoftheday #happy #beautiful #love #nature #naturelove #instagood #instadaily #home #instalike #igers #likeforlike #travel #life #traveldiaries #travelgram #instagram #instatravel #travelphotography #instapic #colour #color #india
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Almost a year ago I put this on my body forever to remind me everyday of what God has called me to do. ...
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Almost a year ago I put this on my body forever to remind me everyday of what God has called me to do. He says to go out unto all the world and share the good news, the gospel of love, with all of creation. Sometimes I forget my duty but this week, this piece of art has spoken to me more than ever, just ... Almost a year ago I put this on my body forever to remind me everyday of what God has called me to do. He says to go out unto all the world and share the good news, the gospel of love, with all of creation. Sometimes I forget my duty but this week, this piece of art has spoken to me more than ever, just as intended. I've been called to love every soul passionately, to have a heart to serve, and to be bold in my faith in a way that leads others to the Healer of broken hearts. But even when I fail at doing so, He loves me anyway and that's the point of it all.
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“The woman left her water jar beside the well and ran back to the village, telling everyone, “Come ...
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“The woman left her water jar beside the well and ran back to the village, telling everyone, “Come and see a man who told me everything I ever did! Could He be the Messiah? So the people came streaming from the village to see Him. - John 4:28-30 . The story of the Samaritan woman and Jesus completely ... “The woman left her water jar beside the well and ran back to the village, telling everyone, “Come and see a man who told me everything I ever did! Could He be the Messiah? So the people came streaming from the village to see Him. - John 4:28-30
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The story of the Samaritan woman and Jesus completely highlights the point that Jesus did not come into the world to condemn the world, but to save it.
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Jesus, after meeting the woman at the well, confronted the woman about her five previous husbands and her current living situation; living in sin with a man that was not her husband. Yet instead of judging her and condemning her for her sin, Jesus sees the need in heart for love and meets her where she is at. He reaches out an arm of love and breaks cultural barriers to do it. He knew that the woman for thirsty for God. He knew that she was expectant of the Messiah to come, even though she was a Samaritan. But He also knew that she was a broken and needy soul, who needed loving. Jesus did that and because of her testimony, not only was she saved but a whole village.
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Friends, Jesus’ reach is not limited. His love will go into the deepest darkest slums to reach out for the lost. He will invade the enemy’s camp to pull us out. There is no place we can go that will escape His loving hands. If you think that you are not worthy or God’s grace then think again. Just read this story and you will know that you are loved no matter who you are, what you have done and where you are! Jesus saves us, heals us, restores us and re-fills us! That is the work of salvation.
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(Source: "God Knows It All" / www.adailydevotional.com
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Thank you thank you thank you for the outpouring of love and REALness!!!! So encouraging and cool to see so much honesty and vulnerability!! Beautiful. As I said, I cried and processed and cried some more. Hashtag #cryingonthecurb. It's healing to feel your feelings, I got informed about ... Thank you thank you thank you for the outpouring of love and REALness!!!! So encouraging and cool to see so much honesty and vulnerability!! Beautiful. As I said, I cried and processed and cried some more. Hashtag #cryingonthecurb. It's healing to feel your feelings, I got informed about some stuff that was deep down inside of me. It was also helpful to then dissect the "stuff" as it came out--especially the parts that felt hopeless, heavy, or out of control. These are usually lies :) "I'm not good enough" "It won't get better" "im too this or that" "this person or circumstance or opinion defines my value" and all manner of negative self talk... that's what we need to invite Truth into!! Ask yourself or write down the hopeless thought (lie) and ask God to tell you the TRUTH about it. It's usually the opposite, hint hint haha! There's two options that are truthful: You're either right where you're supposed to be or you'll get an action step! Either one of those is hope-filled & life-giving. The lie is that you're stuck. It's never true. You're never stuck, defeated, or too broken to fix :) don't push down your feelings, let them point you to the truth so you can embrace the accurate state of affairs -- you are loved and lovable, chosen and seen by an all-knowing, all-powerful God who is for you and not against you. Cry out to Him and ask for the peace that transcends understanding, the love that casts out fear, and the truth that combats the lies of the enemy who wants to keep you down :) you've got this! Love you guys!!!! Just keep being real, feeling your feelings, bringing up the raw insides and inviting TRUTH to speak to your heart soul and mind -- that's the human growth experience! And it looks so good on you!!!
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I’m sitting in the back of my Jeep, listening to the wind dance with the barren bushes and watching ...
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I’m sitting in the back of my Jeep, listening to the wind dance with the barren bushes and watching the last light fade from the towering buttes around me. It’s 7:59pm on a Thursday, and there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I think we often forget how something as simple as this can be the answer ... I’m sitting in the back of my Jeep, listening to the wind dance with the barren bushes and watching the last light fade from the towering buttes around me. It’s 7:59pm on a Thursday, and there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I think we often forget how something as simple as this can be the answer to everything we’re seeking, and every time I come here, I’m reminded of that. Five years ago today, I was in the middle of a nasty breakup, and I was lost, depressed and desperate for distractions. I still had a full-time office job in Los Angeles, but even drowning myself in work and running 3 miles a day wasn’t enough to pull me out of the hole my heart and mind had fallen into. I decided to visit a friend in Utah, and we drove south from her home in SLC to the Moab area. Though there was venting and tears, there were incredible rock formations, pastel skies and a few hikes that knocked us on our butts. It was enough to make me completely forget about the negativity at home, and I truly believe those five days in Utah were what put me on the path to where I am today. Interestingly enough, nearly four years ago to this day, I found myself in Utah again, fresh from yet another breakup (this was the first guy I dated since my ex), hiking the Narrows from the top down and road tripping in the southern part of the state with two friends. I had never been camping or backpacking before, and I remember marveling at the canyon walls around me and being deeply satisfied that I was too sore, dirty and busy to think about the man who had just re-broken my heart. I was out of my element — in the best possible way. I didn’t know you needed to use a pad with a sleeping bag, and I watched with curiosity as my friends set up our tent. Flash forward to now, and well, a lot has changed. But a lot hasn’t. I have kickass camp gear and I’ve logged quite a few miles on trails all over the world, but Utah is still a place that feeds my soul, regardless of where I sit on the “outdoorsy” spectrum. It doesn’t matter who you are, or what you’re going through — we all have places that set us right and awaken us in ways we never imagined possible. And so began my love affair with Utah…
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The love that casts out fear and insecurities and replaces them with truth and victory rooted in ...
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The love that casts out fear and insecurities and replaces them with truth and victory rooted in the words of the Father. The word “overflow” has been on my heart, not in a sense of receiving in abundance, but literally being filled up with that perfect love so that it overflows into everything ... The love that casts out fear and insecurities and replaces them with truth and victory rooted in the words of the Father. The word “overflow” has been on my heart, not in a sense of receiving in abundance, but literally being filled up with that perfect love so that it overflows into everything around you....love that floods every ounce of your soul spills out onto others in the process....love that pours out of the heart and mends the hearts of the broken.....love that overflows through our own brokenness and allows us to receive grace even when we are far from deserving it ....that kind of love. #happyeaster #heisrisen
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I’m sitting in the back of my Jeep, listening to the wind dance with the barren bushes and watching the last light fade from the towering buttes around me. It’s 7:59pm on a Thursday, and there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I think we often forget how something as simple as this can be the answer ... I’m sitting in the back of my Jeep, listening to the wind dance with the barren bushes and watching the last light fade from the towering buttes around me. It’s 7:59pm on a Thursday, and there’s nowhere else I’d rather be. I think we often forget how something as simple as this can be the answer to everything we’re seeking, and every time I come here, I’m reminded of that. Five years ago today, I was in the middle of a nasty breakup, and I was lost, depressed and desperate for distractions. I still had a full-time office job in Los Angeles, but even drowning myself in work and running 3 miles a day wasn’t enough to pull me out of the hole my heart and mind had fallen into. I decided to visit a friend in Utah, and we drove south from her home in SLC to the Moab area. Though there was venting and tears, there were incredible rock formations, pastel skies and a few hikes that knocked us on our butts. It was enough to make me completely forget about the negativity at home, and I truly believe those five days in Utah were what put me on the path to where I am today. Interestingly enough, nearly four years ago to this day, I found myself in Utah again, fresh from yet another breakup (this was the first guy I dated since my ex), hiking the Narrows from the top down and road tripping in the southern part of the state with two friends. I had never been camping or backpacking before, and I remember marveling at the canyon walls around me and being deeply satisfied that I was too sore, dirty and busy to think about the man who had just re-broken my heart. I was out of my element — in the best possible way. I didn’t know you needed to use a pad with a sleeping bag, and I watched with curiosity as my friends set up our tent. Flash forward to now, and well, a lot has changed. But a lot hasn’t. I have kickass camp gear and I’ve logged quite a few miles on trails all over the world, but Utah is still a place that feeds my soul, regardless of where I sit on the “outdoorsy” spectrum. It doesn’t matter who you are, or what you’re going through — we all have places that set us right and awaken us in ways we never imagined possible. And so began my love affair with Utah…
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I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting ...
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I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting and photographing a life you love, body • heart • soul) are WIDE OPEN!!!!! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ My team and I at @wearebeholders have poured all our love into designing this resource for you... for ... I am so OVERJOYED to announce that the doors to our signature course, Interior Design (crafting and photographing a life you love, body • heart • soul) are WIDE OPEN!!!!!
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My team and I at @wearebeholders have poured all our love into designing this resource for you... for those of us who are busy, burnt out, and broken hearted, and are ready to build a life that feels GOOD all the way down to the bones! You are going to LOVE this unique blend of coaching + photography + dreaming BIG + making it HAPPEN — plus there are buckets and buckets of GRACE for the journey!!!
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Happy Birthday to this stunner!!! @leslieteresa.xo You are so beautiful inside and out and I'm ...
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Happy Birthday to this stunner!!! @leslieteresa.xo You are so beautiful inside and out and I'm SO SO SO lucky to have you in my life! I feel like a broken record but I don't know what I'd do with out you. You've always been there for me in the hardest times and you have such a huge heart ️I'm beyond ... Happy Birthday to this stunner!!! @leslieteresa.xo You are so beautiful inside and out and I'm SO SO SO lucky to have you in my life! I feel like a broken record but I don't know what I'd do with out you. You've always been there for me in the hardest times and you have such a huge heart ❤️I'm beyond grateful for your love and support. You're an amazing human being Les and everyone who knows you is lucky to be part of your life. I am forever grateful for you! Hope you had a wonderful day today beautiful 💕💕💕 #happybirthday #besties #loveyou #friendship #heart #soul #forever
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my mother, my voice of reason, my advice giver, my shopping buddy, my supporter, my broken heart ...
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my mother, my voice of reason, my advice giver, my shopping buddy, my supporter, my broken heart healer, my chef, my right hand, my cheerleader, my heart & soul, my doctor, my best friend. happy birthday, i love you more than you know my mother, my voice of reason, my advice giver, my shopping buddy, my supporter, my broken heart healer, my chef, my right hand, my cheerleader, my heart & soul, my doctor, my best friend. happy birthday, i love you more than you know 💗💗👑
I've decided to share my story. One second. One second is all it takes for your whole life to be flipped upside down and never be the same again. It was 6 days before Christmas. I was 13 years old, my little sister was 2. I hugged my Deddy as we said our goodnight's. But little did I know, I was hugging ... I've decided to share my story.
One second. One second is all it takes for your whole life to be flipped upside down and never be the same again. It was 6 days before Christmas. I was 13 years old, my little sister was 2. I hugged my Deddy as we said our goodnight's. But little did I know, I was hugging him goodbye, for forever. On December 19, 2010 I was woken up to the worst news a Daddy's girl could ever fathom. His heart had given out, and it felt like mine did too. I was left traumatized, lost, beyond confused, estranged, and broken. As I watched my 2 year old little sister call out "Da-da" repeatedly around the house while looking for him, I contemplated how in the world I was going to explain to a 2 year old that our Dad was never coming back home. My mom and dad were high school sweethearts. They met when she was 16, and he was 15. They never left each other's side since that day. They shared a kind of love I hope to find one day. I could not even imagine losing the man I stared my family with, my high school sweet heart, soul mate, and husband, so for that, my mom is the strongest woman I know. 3 months after our lost, my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. After months and months of treatment, she finally beat it! However, her doctor recently found a small area that he's concerned about and keeping a close eye on. We struggle, especially at this time of the year, but we still have each other and for that I am beyond thankful. Our bodies have a coping mechanism, mentally and physically. At age 13, my loss was so devastating that I could not process it initially. It was a complete overload to me. In order for me to function, my brain basically put a protective shut off valve in place. I was in denial for years. I was angry, so angry. I held everything in, I didn't like to speak of it. Over time, the inability to absorb it or let my emotions out caused its own separate problem. I rebelled. I made a lot of stupid mistakes. It took me 6 years to finally accept it. 6 years. I was not myself during this time, and I made some decisions that I am not proud of. But please know that is not who I am, I lost myself. Today, I am better. I am coping. (next comment)
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Finding Myself at 16/56. I don't speak for newsong as newsong has a diverse group of people and opinions. ...
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Finding Myself at 16/56. I don't speak for newsong as newsong has a diverse group of people and opinions. Newsong is not just me. I do speak as one who is deeply concerned about the vitriol and lack of compassion between opposite beliefs. While we can protest, strike, choose peaceful civil ... Finding Myself at 16/56. I don't speak for newsong as newsong has a diverse group of people and opinions. Newsong is not just me. I do speak as one who is deeply concerned about the vitriol and lack of compassion between opposite beliefs. While we can protest, strike, choose peaceful civil disobedience, call things out that are wrong and unjust, all tactics are not equally effective or authentic to each person nor should we expect that. It's too simplistic of a lens. Depending upon the influence and position, even timing we don't only emotionally react but we respond with passionate yet controlled deliberation with a future optics and present action we are called to and held accountable for by One. The need is not only for immediate responsive justice but contemplative action that may be long and unseen. Protesting and conferences with other like minds are good AND some are also called to underground, hidden work, or diplomacy and a way of love with those in the margins or on the "other side", some considered “enemies” or not human. This hidden work is not just about being publicly loud and fomenting words. Some deeply impactful work is quietly done when no one else sees. We don't have to be exactly like others in the way we embody justice. I am responsible to act, speak up, love mercy, do justice, and to walk humbly in a way that is true to me. With any movement we lose our edge when we don't do it with authenticity and love, even when we disagree. Martin Luther King, Jr said, "I have decided to stick to love. Hate is too great a burden to bear." With that in mind, I mourn with heart broken for our soul as a country. No child should be taken away from their parents where there is little accountability to a higher law of love, compassionate justice and human rights (even if convicted of a "crime"). This is not simply a conservative or liberal issue. The pursuit of love and generosity towards the marginalized, the orphans, the widows, the poor, the prisoner and the foreigner is the good news. This is not only a political debate it’s a moral and a spiritual one. The tension of truth symbiotic with loving action is our fight as a nation.
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Sadly a heart was made to break & now There’s a thin line wit love and hate...Now on ALL streaming platforms ...
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Sadly a heart was made to break & now There’s a thin line wit love and hate...Now on ALL streaming platforms #funeralforaheart ...welcome to the funeral ... ... #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic ... Sadly a heart was made to break & now There’s a thin line wit love and hate...Now on ALL streaming platforms #funeralforaheart ...welcome to the funeral ... ... #new #music #love #art #soul #rnb #musician #producer #live #heart #broken #radio #online #newyork #song #songwriter #indiemusic #studio #band
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этот год был как бег с препятствиями, в котором я больше аутсайдер, чем победитель. я сломана, мое сердце вдребезги, НО все же… спасибо вселенной за невероятных людей, встретившихся на моем пути, за все безумные истории, за мои искренние улыбки. Спасибо работе, что закаляет характер ... этот год был как бег с препятствиями, в котором я больше аутсайдер, чем победитель. я сломана, мое сердце вдребезги, НО все же…
спасибо вселенной за невероятных людей, встретившихся на моем пути, за все безумные истории, за мои искренние улыбки. Спасибо работе, что закаляет характер и пинает меня уметь больше. Спасибо всем, кто рядом со мной, несмотря на расстояния и жизненные невзгоды @katedraw @maxim_get_out @kat.land @heykatedo @bigbarabum @indificum @mr__adler @tyotka_thatcher @super_chinese_peanut_butter @vantuz14 @bulletproofish - вы прекрасны и я вас люблю всей душой. Наверное, все сложности, беды, слезы, гнев даются нам, чтобы помочь найти себя, свернуть с неверной тропы и научится наслаждаться радостными моментами. Так что я не обижаюсь.
Вступаю в 2018, пусть разбитая, зато полная надежды и с самыми невероятными людьми за пазухой. С новым годом!
This year was like running with obstacles, where I am more of an outsider than a winner. I’m broken, my heart is smashed, sadness and fatigue swallowed me completely. BUT still…
I want to say “thank you” to Universe for incredible people I met on my way, for all crazy stories, for all my sincere smiles. I wanna say “thank you” for all my friends from NYC – @alkenz_ @sawyernottom @zoepolkadot @gamerogomez - different countries, different languages, but when we meet, we understand each other without words! Thanks to everyone who is near me, despite the distance and hardships of life - i love you with all my soul. Maybe, all the difficulties, misfortunes, tears, anger are given to us to help find ourselves, to turn from the wrong path and learn to enjoy happy moments. That's why I'm not offended.
I'm entering in 2018, although I'm broken, but still full of hope and with incredible people behind my back. Happy New Year and keep smile everyone! @marcocanteiro, um muito obrigada especial por me teres inspirado e dado a conhecer a língua portuguesa! Não me lembro de ter um sorriso tão grande e de me rir assim tanto sem ti. Eu sei que não significo para ti, mas muito sinto falta de ti. Desejo-te igualmente um ano cheio de magico-coco-banana assim como tu! 🎄
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This is my family. My heart. I can’t tell you guys how lucky I’ve been this past year to have gotten ...
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This is my family. My heart. I can’t tell you guys how lucky I’ve been this past year to have gotten to be a part of not one but two incredible teams. They’ve broken my heart but they’re so good for the soul. They drive me absolutely insane but fill my heart with love for the most rag tag bunches of ... This is my family. My heart.
I can’t tell you guys how lucky I’ve been this past year to have gotten to be a part of not one but two incredible teams. They’ve broken my heart but they’re so good for the soul. They drive me absolutely insane but fill my heart with love for the most rag tag bunches of fantastic teenagers.
I’m so glad I got to be a part of another year of growth both as athletes and men. I’ve worked with the best coaching staffs that teach me as much as they do the kids and have taken me into their family with open arms.
Thank you babies, for helping Coach Mitchell propose, and for treating our wedding like the social event of the season, I surely hope you aren’t disappointed.
Thank you babies, for always having a smile on your face for me and being so much fun to be around.
And thank you babies, for letting me love you so stinkin much. I can’t wait for next year.
I’m also really sorry that picture cut Wilson off 😫
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Today marks one month. One month since my world was flipped upside down. One month since my heart ...
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Today marks one month. One month since my world was flipped upside down. One month since my heart & soul was ripped out. One month of no sleep & constant nightmares. One month since I lost my other half, my bestfriend, my role model, my big brother. 9,215 days on this earth, not nearly enough! ... Today marks one month. One month since my world was flipped upside down. One month since my heart & soul was ripped out. One month of no sleep & constant nightmares. One month since I lost my other half, my bestfriend, my role model, my big brother. 9,215 days on this earth, not nearly enough! & within the blink of an eye; you're no longer here. I never would have imagined in a million years I'd have to live without you, so so soon. There's so many "what-ifs & should haves" that go through my mind all day, but nothing can bring you back. Honestly I don't know if I'll ever be able to accept that. The pain is unbearable. I miss you more than you can even imagine, Cain. I'm so lost & broken without you, life will never be the same again. I just hope you know how much I love you; I love you with every fiber of my being Cain Douglas Ott. I'm so grateful to be left with 22 years worth of memories & pictures with you to cherish. None of this seems real still & it's been a month; it's just so unfair. God makes everything happen for a reason, but I'm still beyond angry & don't understand what the hell the reason is yet for taking you from us all. You were such a beautiful, kind-hearted, genuine, sweet soul. I couldn't have asked for a better brother!! I will always look up to you & am so proud of the person you became. You touched so many lives; especially mine. You may not be here physically, but I KNOW you're here with me at all times. You are forever my protector & guardian angel. Shine bright & fly high broski. I love you sooooo much & would do anything to see you one more time. Rest with God Cain. I'll see you soon baby boy. 08•18•92-11•18•17 💙💛👼🏼🌹
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I rarely fall in love, but when I do, I do fall hard. It doesn't matter if it works out or not, because ...
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I rarely fall in love, but when I do, I do fall hard. It doesn't matter if it works out or not, because the truth is, love to me is always worth it. The way it makes your heart feel, the way it makes your soul feel, the way it elevates us and give us motivation as human beings is amazing! I'd rather risk ... I rarely fall in love, but when I do, I do fall hard. It doesn't matter if it works out or not, because the truth is, love to me is always worth it. The way it makes your heart feel, the way it makes your soul feel, the way it elevates us and give us motivation as human beings is amazing! I'd rather risk the chance of having my heart broken, then to live a life with a heart, that doesn't beat at all...
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