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Sometimes your life can be hard. Cry if you want to cry. Crying isn't a sign of weakness. Just let it ...
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Sometimes your life can be hard. Cry if you want to cry. Crying isn't a sign of weakness. Just let it out. It'll make yourself feel better :) #digitalart #illustration #sketch #drawing #brush #photoshop #brown #green #cry #crying #weak #hard #life #better #yourself #feeling #pink #woman ... Sometimes your life can be hard. Cry if you want to cry. Crying isn't a sign of weakness. Just let it out. It'll make yourself feel better :) #digitalart #illustration #sketch #drawing #brush #photoshop #brown #green #cry #crying #weak #hard #life #better #yourself #feeling #pink #woman #girl #strong #tears #tear #longhair #character #characterdesign #illustrator
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🤣🤣🤣 Weak _______________ Regrann from @trevcomedy - Yoooooo my boy @kenjonescomedy got me crying!!!! These shits are funny - #regrann 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂 Weak

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Regrann from @trevcomedy - Yoooooo my boy @kenjonescomedy got me crying!!!!😂😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀 These shits are funny - #regrann
Hi all, this is my first time on instagram in almost a year but I felt moved to share. Exactly a year ...
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Hi all, this is my first time on instagram in almost a year but I felt moved to share. Exactly a year ago, I had my last conversation with my friend Kevin and never heard from him again. For a long time I struggled to forgive myself— for never following up after I had canceled on going to church with ... Hi all, this is my first time on instagram in almost a year but I felt moved to share. Exactly a year ago, I had my last conversation with my friend Kevin and never heard from him again. For a long time I struggled to forgive myself— for never following up after I had canceled on going to church with him that day, for not checking up when he was crying for help, for maybe not being an available or caring enough friend. Since then I vowed to share the gospel message radically and unceasingly.. but then life happened— as it always does— and my own busyness, trials, and worries got in the way. But that’s okay. I’ve learned in this past year that all of it was never up to me, it was never my plan to bring to fruition. God had, has, and will have His time and place for everything. In my life, in Kevin’s, and in yours. This doesn’t mean I’ve given up on bringing light to people’s life through God’s love, but I’ve learned to stop paining myself for what ultimately isn’t up to me. Learning to surrender and be weak is ironically one of the strongest and most empowering things I have ever done and I’m still learning. All this to say, I encourage you to do so as well. Wherever you’re at, God will meet you. Mental health is brushed off so much in Asian American culture— you’re either weak, ungrateful, or you’re deemed the family “psycho” that becomes a point of gossip at parties if you DO choose to get help. That is not the case. You are strong, and fearfully and wonderfully made. Speak up and reach out, share your story, and allow others to help you love yourself again. Be loved, friends. Lol #sorrynotsorry for the long post. #ripKevin #Psalm23 (Picture taken in 2013)
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<span class="emoji emoji1f4d6"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f4d6"></span> "Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient ...
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"Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I ... 📖📖 "Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:8-10

About 2 weeks back where we talked about Jonah in service, God revealed to me that the Sera that thought had no prejudices.. actually did. God brought up a name - someone that I've always struggled to love, to even.. talk to. The past 2 week has found me crying to God about how tough it is? God if you want me to love him change him??? Change him and it'll be easier? Otherwise take this heart and transform it completely. That miraculously sera will be a ball that only exudes love. But God said no. And God wanted to me to choose to change my heart. I struggled for SO LONG because sobs it's really very tough??? I can make obligatory conversations out of courtesy, but anything beyond that is just.. omg why no please. Send someone else??? But today in my struggle God met me with the passage above 😢😢 Sometimes God doesn't simply take away the pain, and many times God wants us to go through the rigour so that #1 we can be moulded and #2 His power can be made known. For when I'm weak, through Him I am made strong. This morning I surrendered my tinted lens, my negative perceptions, and my stubborn heart.

And it's still tough!! But one thing I know - that His grace is indeed sufficient for me, for His power is made perfect in weaknesses 💪💪 #ignytereflection
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On October 28th, 2016, the day after my birthday, I left school during second period crying my eyes ...
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On October 28th, 2016, the day after my birthday, I left school during second period crying my eyes out for no reason other than that I felt so incredibly sad. After seeing a counselor for a couple weeks I was diagnosed with severe depression. I was put on medication, which helped a little ... On October 28th, 2016, the day after my birthday, I left school during second period crying my eyes out for no reason other than that I felt so incredibly sad.

After seeing a counselor for a couple weeks I was diagnosed with severe depression. I was put on medication, which helped a little - but felt very artificial - and gave me a panic attack that left me screaming in the Mall of Georgia parking lot at 1 AM.

On November 28, 2016, a Monday night, I got drunk in my basement so that ending my life might be made a little easier. It wasn’t.

I got new medication (that I’m still on to this very day) that works wonders. I wake up each day and I don’t struggle to get out of bed, I don’t struggle to feel motivated, I don’t struggle to know I have value, I don’t struggle to know I belong somewhere, I feel like myself.

I say this not to say I’m stronger than depression, but to say that there is no shame in getting the help you need. No one would call a diabetic weak for having insulin and snacks on hand. No one would tell someone with cancer to “just feel better.” It’s the same with your mental health. Just because it’s in your brain doesn’t mean you can think it away. There is no shame in taking medication for your brain. Every morning I take 100mg of desvenlafaxine. This Saturday I’m off to see the shrink to get prescribed another couple months of medicine. For some reason my brain absorbs serotonin and norepinephrine too quickly. That’s nothing to be ashamed of, and does not make me weak.

It’s been a year and 3 months since I’ve cut myself. A year and a month since I’ve considered suicide an option. Fighting off depression is just a part of my life now, but I’ll be the first to tell you that I love my life, I love my sweet Jesus, and I have a purpose on this Earth.
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We are told we are weak from showing too much emotion “you’re such a p***y”, they say “stop being ...
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We are told we are weak from showing too much emotion “you’re such a p***y”, they say “stop being so sensitive” but what’s wrong with being human- with feeling, crying, laughing, dying. What's wrong with being raw. What’s wrong with being wrong. I say you’re wrong for hiding- putting ... We are told we are weak
from showing too much emotion
“you’re such a p***y”, they say
“stop being so sensitive”
but what’s wrong with being human-
with feeling, crying, laughing, dying.
What's wrong with being raw.
What’s wrong with being wrong.
I say you’re wrong for hiding-
putting up a facade of
impenetrable poised expressions and
inscrutable posed countenance.
But, what if that’s just how some people are?
Emotionless, broken, stiff, numb.
Why do we tell them they are weak
for lack of emotion
when they may have fought their battles,
and this is their only line of defense-
after all their tears dried up
this wall is what they have left?
Who are we to judge
so matter-of-factly
without any facts?
We blame humans
for being human,
when we should just live
and let live.
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I have no clue if I should delete this account or not.. I haven't felt this feeling in a long time..sadness, ...
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I have no clue if I should delete this account or not.. I haven't felt this feeling in a long time..sadness, feeling useless or defenseless, and stressed. This summer has been chaos for me, my mom is in the hospital and I can't even look at her anymore because I'm so afraid of what can happen if ... I have no clue if I should delete this account or not.. I haven't felt this feeling in a long time..sadness, feeling useless or defenseless, and stressed. This summer has been chaos for me, my mom is in the hospital and I can't even look at her anymore because I'm so afraid of what can happen if I'm alone with her. She is always weak and tells me most of her entire day "I feel weak", "if I ever faint make sure you call 911 okay?", "I am in so much pain", "I can't even move-" * says then throws up all the food she eats*...I am so terrified for what the future will hold for my mother. I don't want her to suffer...I don't want her to be crying everyday because she is going through such torture. My mom barely eats, she is getting so pale, she had a tumor which caused her huge amount of weight gain...and all of this, is affecting me so much. My grandma or abuela always comes and visits my mom...my grandma won't even let me touch her, and I barely get a chance to talk to her because people are always surrounding her to make sure she is okay....I don't know if people have been through that but since this is my first....it feels awful, I feel like grabbing my moms pain and putting it into my body...make me the one in pain and not her. I'm so over with so much depression in my family...the fights, drama, my dad getting drunk everyday and not even helping the house, his business failing making us kinda broke, my brother being antisocial and barely eating, and then there's me...who only goes to the gym to take away all her pain through weights..oh and look what JUSt happened! Since no one is home anymore since everyone in my house goes to the hospital I can't even go to the gym, gee another thing to add to my life. And basically all my stress gets off of my shoulder when I work out, so if I have more than one day without working out...ill get crazy. And not crazy in a good way but psychopathically crazy! I wouldn't know where to hide my stress and worries because I am not a frickin therapist even though I've been to one before. I wish I was old enough to have a car, life would be such easier. I can go to work without relying on anyone, I can go to the gym to get all my ang
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Crying over your past doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger everyday. I am who I am today because ...
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Crying over your past doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger everyday. I am who I am today because of my past. I may cry but I'm not weak cuz of it. #behappy #betruetoyourself #lifematters #dontlistentoanyineelse #loveon #cryifyouhaveto #moveforward #thepastiswhatmakesyou. ... Crying over your past doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger everyday. I am who I am today because of my past. I may cry but I'm not weak cuz of it.
#behappy #betruetoyourself #lifematters #dontlistentoanyineelse #loveon #cryifyouhaveto #moveforward #thepastiswhatmakesyou. 😊
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I don’t know whether it’s our desire to always have a reason to celebrate, or the cheesiness that ...
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I don’t know whether it’s our desire to always have a reason to celebrate, or the cheesiness that drips from our personalities, but there are certain milestones in our relationship that we keep track of throughout the years. This weekend six years ago, I remember crying in the shower after ... I don’t know whether it’s our desire to always have a reason to celebrate, or the cheesiness that drips from our personalities, but there are certain milestones in our relationship that we keep track of throughout the years. This weekend six years ago, I remember crying in the shower after reading a simple note from him that told me how he felt about me.
It was the first time one of us had expressed any feelings beyond friendship, and I couldn’t understand why I was crying, or why I was so happy, and so uncertain of what that meant for the future—imminent separation, and what then? I’ll admit, I was doubtful, and I was terrified that this would be one of those flings that came and left quickly. I was worried about my fragile heart. Worried it would be broken and that I would look like a fool.

But not him. He was steady. He was tender, he was kind. And he was still my best friend. His companionship and strength are still to this day what I rely on when I am wavering and when I am weak.
I love these small, perhaps unimportant milestones that we choose to celebrate. Each moment that I take to stop and remember is an opportunity to find gratitude for where we are now, and for the fact that I get to be with him. Forever.
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This one ia for all the boys going through all the things above. I know a lot of the pictures on here ...
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This one ia for all the boys going through all the things above. I know a lot of the pictures on here are for girls. I know when it comes to self harm, depression, disorders, suicide, bullying, abuse, crying, etc. people forget about boys. I want you to know that I love you, and you are not weak. ... This one ia for all the boys going through all the things above. I know a lot of the pictures on here are for girls. I know when it comes to self harm, depression, disorders, suicide, bullying, abuse, crying, etc. people forget about boys. I want you to know that I love you, and you are not weak. I care about you boys. I really do. #selfharm #depression #disorders #suicide #suicidal #bullying #abuse #crying #boys #love #TagsForLikes #TFLers #tweegram #photooftheday #me #instamood #cute #iphonesia #igers #picoftheday #instadaily #instagramhub #girl #iphoneonly #instagood #bestoftheday #follow #webstagram #nofilter #happy
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If we were playing poker right now, you’d ALL LOSE!! None of your plans work because the enemy knows ...
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If we were playing poker right now, you’d ALL LOSE!! None of your plans work because the enemy knows what you are thinking and doing, showing y’all hand. Y’all gotta have a crowd involved, y’all gotta have your picture taken, and news ppl gotta be around.... are you motherfuckers serious or ... If we were playing poker right now, you’d ALL LOSE!! None of your plans work because the enemy knows what you are thinking and doing, showing y’all hand. Y’all gotta have a crowd involved, y’all gotta have your picture taken, and news ppl gotta be around.... are you motherfuckers serious or are you all doing this shit for show? One thing I learned about our community and why Blacks and Latinos are in last place, is because we don’t want to leave the enemy alone. We secretly envy the white man and his lifestyle so instead of leaving, we beg and protest the enemy for “equality.” If you see how evil and fearful these ppl are why are you weak ass niggas striving to be equals? YALL NIGGAS BETTER STOP IT WITH THE BULLSHIT and you black leaders better stop leading these citizens astray just for some looks, likes, and followers. Colin Kapernick nor Nike ain’t coming down here to fuck with none of you motherfuckers and when or if they do; none of you niggas are going to get any of the credit so save all that bullshit for something else. Most of you motherfuckers not even from Kenner, can’t find Kenner on a fucking map so shut the fuck up. I’m saying what I’m saying because all you niggas need to take off them God damn Superman Capes with all that hooping and hollering about the corny ass Kenner Mayor doing some petty old school white boy shit. Take your bad ass kids from out of them parks you dummies!! There’s a reason why it’s 2018 and black ppl still getting put in last place by the local governments; y’all support the enemy and when the enemy play y’all, instead of leaving and doing your own thing; you all do what’s least affective but good for your ego: talking bullshit amongst yourselves about a plan that’s not going to work because na one of you motherfuckers are in a position to do anything. Jam up the city council meetings and stop the scary bullshit. Stop spending your fucking money in Kenner!! How about pulling up on Kenner City Hall and face the enemy face to face? Fuck all that crying and crowd hyping and take them little knuckle head kids off them teams in Kenner! STOP SUPPORTING KENNER AND IT’S RACIST GOVERNMENT. When are yall going to stop the madness?!
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I hate to say it, but I feel like a little fucking kid because I keep crying about wanting my grandma ...
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I hate to say it, but I feel like a little fucking kid because I keep crying about wanting my grandma back....but thats the problem... I cant get her back....I cant do anything about it... I cant hear her voice again, I cant talk to her, I cant hug her, I just....fucking cant..... I dont give a fuck ... I hate to say it, but I feel like a little fucking kid because I keep crying about wanting my grandma back....but thats the problem... I cant get her back....I cant do anything about it... I cant hear her voice again, I cant talk to her, I cant hug her, I just....fucking cant..... I dont give a fuck that it was back in 2015.....she was the one person in my life besides my dad that I could actually feel safe with.... I grew up to be an antisocial fucktard, but she was always there if I needed someone.... She was everything to me..... She was my life...my comfort...everything..... But I guess I was too dependent on her.....I guess thats why she's gone....I guess I was supposed to grow up without her, but what really happened was that I collapsed and couldnt get the fuck back up because I'm fucking weak...... She was the foundation that kept me up... I've spent 3 years trying to figure out how to rebuild it.....and I hope I finally found what I need to help me.... I still want her back though.....but....thats not possible....
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Hey beautiful friend, I just wanted to give you a second to LAUGH OUT LOUD today. You may be keeping ...
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Hey beautiful friend, I just wanted to give you a second to LAUGH OUT LOUD today. You may be keeping it altogether, but it’s okay to have a moment to just let loose. Also, it’s okay to cry if you want to. Crying can be healing for our souls…It does not mean we are weak. Jesus wept all the time, ... Hey beautiful friend,

I just wanted to give you a second to LAUGH OUT LOUD today. You may be keeping it altogether, but it’s okay to have a moment to just let loose.

Also, it’s okay to cry if you want to. Crying can be healing for our souls…It does not mean we are weak. Jesus wept all the time, did that make him weak? No, it made him human. And ultimately, it made him stronger.

I also think you should know, it’s totally fine if you don’t always have it together. I got about 5 out of 15 things on my to-do list done today and it’s OKAY. I am not a failure, and neither are you.

Moral of the story?
Give yourself space to be FREE and be YOU today.
Fall into the arms of the one who loves you unconditionally. The one who comforts you through your tears. The one who loves you despite your accolades. The one who relishes in your joy. The one who is most content when you are at your freest.❤️
Yours Truly,
Kait
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<span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and ...
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️Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying.️ @mccluretwins @jkmcclure #frobabies #fortheculture #twins #frobabiesfamily ... ❤️Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying.❤️ @mccluretwins @jkmcclure #frobabies #fortheculture #twins #frobabiesfamily #royalty
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Crying has absolutely nothing to do with weakness in any way, if you feel the urge to cry - go for it! ...
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Crying has absolutely nothing to do with weakness in any way, if you feel the urge to cry - go for it! #cry #weak #alive #itsoktocry #itsokay #strength #youarebeautiful #quotes #quoteoftheday #important #reminder Crying has absolutely nothing to do with weakness in any way, if you feel the urge to cry - go for it! #cry #weak #alive #itsoktocry #itsokay #strength #youarebeautiful #quotes #quoteoftheday #important #reminder
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Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. ...
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Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. But for me, I was a kid, I had many instances where I was taken advantage of my empathy, pointed out my sensitivity as a weakness, or just downright targeted me. Being bullied was a normal — kids ... Crying does not mean you are a weak person— sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply is 100% a gift. But for me, I was a kid, I had many instances where I was taken advantage of my empathy, pointed out my sensitivity as a weakness, or just downright targeted me. Being bullied was a normal — kids would make fun of my glasses, or that I was shy, overweight. people I thought were my friends would talk behind my back, leave me out of fun events, call me names...the list goes on and on. Even though it was awful and what was at times many days, weeks, or years... I gained a deep sense of resilience and a gratitude for a few REALLY solid people I had in my life. May we all identify and embrace that little something that makes us unique instead of trying to hide it away for fear of someone else’s hurtful words or actions. #werkyourquirk #resilience #lolatheladybug (pre-order avail at link in bio)
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Pun set up the surprise birthday cake for Messiah. Messiah was crying I didn't want the world to see ...
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Pun set up the surprise birthday cake for Messiah. Messiah was crying I didn't want the world to see him looking weak. 🤣 Lies! @messiahnyc @getpunished @ten.nyc Pun set up the surprise birthday cake for Messiah. Messiah was crying I didn't want the world to see him looking weak. 😂🤣 Lies! @messiahnyc @getpunished @ten.nyc
Our family is grieving today. Our beloved Precious had another seizure yesterday morning and this ...
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Our family is grieving today. Our beloved Precious had another seizure yesterday morning and this morning. She was barely eating all week. She was suffering and each seizure was taking a toll on her. In 13 months, she had 10. Because she was 17 years old last year when veterinarians assumed ... Our family is grieving today. Our beloved Precious had another seizure yesterday morning and this morning. She was barely eating all week. She was suffering and each seizure was taking a toll on her. In 13 months, she had 10. Because she was 17 years old last year when veterinarians assumed she had a tumor in her brain, I choose to not go any further with testings with a neurologist specialist. She had kidney disease and her blood cells count was very low. She was suffering from dementia for about a year and couldn't drink water anymore on her own. She walked into a wall or corner and forget how to turn around and would just stand there facing the wall. The past two days, she was crying out loud. Her health was failing and the list of signs was growing. This is when I knew she was suffering. My husband and I love her and we didn't want to make the decision but we knew we had to. At 4pm today, we spent our last moments with her before and after. This picture was taken by my stepdaughter. I asked my husband to hold her up to the window so she can feel the wind on her face one last time. She use to love car rides. All of a sudden, her face went from sadness to joy. She closed her eyes and let her papi hold her weak body out the window. If you look at her face, she seems to be smiling. I will cherish this moment always. Now we will wait anxiously for her ashes and paw print plaque. With a heavy heart, my sweet p has crossed the Rainbow Bridge to be with our beloved Snowy. 😢💔 -Mari
#Precious
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Heard this was at the end of the teen titans go movie (which I still gotta see btw) now if I start crying niggas gone say I’m weak but nah nigga I’m real The Original TEEN TITANS BACK NIGGA Heard this was at the end of the teen titans go movie😭😭😭 (which I still gotta see btw) now if I start crying niggas gone say I’m weak but nah nigga I’m real 😭😂🔥🔥 The Original TEEN TITANS BACK NIGGA
Okayyy.. so I didn’t post anything yesterday coz I completely screwed up. I did pump in the morning ...
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Okayyy.. so I didn’t post anything yesterday coz I completely screwed up. I did pump in the morning but I forgot to turn on my watch, got work and pizza + pie + chips (can’t say no to free food!! 🤫) , don’t know what to post coz I’m so damn tired, Cbf... How about today? Breakfast: mocha shake Lunch: ... Okayyy.. so I didn’t post anything yesterday coz I completely screwed up. I did pump in the morning but I forgot to turn on my watch, got work and pizza + pie + chips (can’t say no to free food!! 🤫) , don’t know what to post coz I’m so damn tired, Cbf...
How about today?
Breakfast: mocha shake
Lunch: chicken breast+brown rice + sambal + peas
Round 1: #gritplyo
Round 2: #bodypump
Dinner: same thing
I didn’t take any picture today coz I can’t be bothered so I’ll just post this quotes. Well.. it’s been a while, week 2 has just ended, so let’s just take a moment to reflect. This describes how I feel right now, especially when Facebook memories tries to remind me about who I was 5 years ago. A weak little girl who was trying to look good by starving and torturing herself coz she can’t run like anyone else so the only thing that could satisfy her is starving. She had a lot of fears and insecurities especially about herself, she hated herself and sees her as her biggest enemy. Most of the time she could find her crying for no reason in the middle of the night and wake up at 4am coz her demons tries to haunt her in her dreams. But hey.. now I know that I can’t run so I do weights, it not just makes me look good but it makes me feel super strong inside out and I’m so damn proud of myself today! I admit that I still feels insecure sometimes but I’ll fight it by ‘torturing’ myself in a good way. Make myself work hard at the gym but still make sure that I feed myself nicely. I love myself that’s why I’m treating me like this, there’s always rewards for every achievements and also punishments (in a good way) for things that I done wrong)
#thoughts #reflection #selflove
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One of our fav artist @girlimusic looking all kinds of badassery and mischievous in @dbberdan red ...
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One of our fav artist @girlimusic looking all kinds of badassery and mischievous in @dbberdan red hot boiler suit on her new music video thanks so much @blackprgroup #dbberdan #recklesslondon #girli #badass #streetwear #Repost @girlimusic with @get_repost ・・・ i read the other ... One of our fav artist @girlimusic looking all kinds of badassery and mischievous in @dbberdan red hot boiler suit on her new music video 😻🔥😻 thanks so much @blackprgroup 💙 #dbberdan #recklesslondon #girli #badass #streetwear #Repost @girlimusic with @get_repost
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i read the other day “to be this vulnerable makes me alive” and it got me thinking. throughout our lives, from early school upwards & through adulthood we’re taught that showing our emotions means we’re weak; that breaking down and crying or admitting that we’re scared or saying we feel self conscious is letting life get the better of us. our society teaches us to act like everything’s okay when it’s not, to put on a fake smile and act confident and bottle up our emotions. but doing this just makes you feel more isolated, scared and alone. i’m a hyper sensitive, emotional person, and it’s taken me a while to learn that being completely open and honest with myself and the people around me about my emotions, being VULNERABLE, has actually made me way happier than if I keep everything bottled up. be vulnerable, be honest, be kind to yourself for feeling things that aren’t necessarily what you want to be feeling, and you’ll feel the love from yourself and others helping you grow and mature into a happier person 💜💙❤️ pic by @breehart
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If we are alive, we know that suffering is real, and we will fail if we're trying to not suffer. God's ...
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If we are alive, we know that suffering is real, and we will fail if we're trying to not suffer. God's sovereignty is my greatest comfort in appointed trials. If we know the true living God, we know that He is in control of everything. Our suffering is from God and it glorifies Him. Suffering comes ... If we are alive, we know that suffering is real, and we will fail if we're trying to not suffer. God's sovereignty is my greatest comfort in appointed trials. If we know the true living God, we know that He is in control of everything. Our suffering is from God and it glorifies Him. Suffering comes by His hand and it is ordained and promised to you. There are no accidents with God; He does it on purpose!
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In a culture obsessed with self, and avoiding pain, how do we suffer and grieve in a way that glorifies God?
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When we are in pain, our first inclination is to be self-reliant and self-exalting, to bypass and suppress the pain because no one likes feeling pain—we naturally want to rise above it, get higher, instead of getting low and crying out to God in a humbled state of weakness. Or we will indulge in pain and victimhood, making an idol out of our own pain. Neither glorifies God, and it's not being a good witness during hard times. We don't have to live in bondage to our feelings, emotions and circumstances when we are in Christ. We know He is the truth and our feelings are not. We know we are eternally alive in Christ and our feelings and circumstances are not who we are. And we can temporarily break at the same time of knowing our eternal wholeness; we can grieve and have eternal hope at the same time.
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It's safe and necessary to feel deep grief, to get weak, and it glorifies God when we completely depend on Him when the pain feels like death. There are in many of us wounds so deep that only the mediation of someone else to whom we may bare our grief can heal us—and this mediator is our Lord Christ Jesus. True healing happens in our intimacy and communion with Christ. Psalm 88:13 "But I cry to you for help, Lord; in the morning my prayer comes before you."
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Every answer outside of Christ is counterfeit. It all works until it doesn't. And it leaves us exhaustively searching for false answers. But we don't know God if we think self love is what we need. Self care and self love will not fix real heart issues and pain. New article posted today in profile link @jenniferkass On Suffering and Grief. #simplegospel
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LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's ...
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LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's healthy. STOP comparing yourselves by the size the manipulative media market and Hollywood still pushing. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes! Curves come in all shapes and sizes! Fine as wine ... LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's healthy. STOP comparing yourselves by the size the manipulative media market and Hollywood still pushing. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes! Curves come in all shapes and sizes! Fine as wine comes in all shapes and sizes! Perfect 10's and Love the skin you're in's come in all shapes and sizes! Stop letting summer time or beaches or even mirrors determine your entire lives whether you will be miserable or not. YOU ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL! YOU ALL ARE WORTHY OF LOVE AND RESPECT! YOU ALL HAVE SEX APPEAL WHEN YOU USE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE! Eff a tummy tuck. Eff lypo. Eff diet pills with side affects that also may cause cancer or many other things. Eff them clothes you used to fit in when you were in the teens and twenties! Love your older fine selves and find the right sizes to fit the New You! Work out and eat in moderation and enjoy life. Swimming and bicycle riding burn alot and you don't have to do about 5mins to feel it. Some have to walk first. Just do in moderation. Stop obsessing over weight till you think you aren't pretty. If it's a health risk, lose weight. And Eff anyone who says you don't look good because of your weight. Love you all. I've personally dated from a size 0 to someone almost 300lbs. Loved each As-Is. My main concern is attitude towards me, whether they are inlove with me too, commitment, chemistry. Things of that nature. Not their weight. A good man knows how to make any woman feel like she's The Queen. A King knows how to treat a Queen regardless, period and point blank. Stop expecting a gentleman out of a thug. But know that every gentleman gets beast mode to protect his own! He just does it differently. Stop thinking men are weak who aren't hood or street! Then run crying when thug ninjas have you beat. Snap out of this backwards thinking in society. Stop following the crowds and trends. Blaze your own path in life. HEAL BEFORE YOU DEAL with another relationship after one cease to exist. Wake up people! Sorry so long but Satan uses self esteem and security issues to cripple our growth. Now let the church say amen lol. Good morning instagram
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Some of you are aware that last night was a heartbreaking night in my house. I had to make the hardest ...
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Some of you are aware that last night was a heartbreaking night in my house. I had to make the hardest choice but the best one I could. I had to put my Kyli down. Yesterday she was not acting her usual self, what I thought was her at the tail end of a bad cold or even a gastrointestinal infection turned ... Some of you are aware that last night was a heartbreaking night in my house. I had to make the hardest choice but the best one I could. I had to put my Kyli down. Yesterday she was not acting her usual self, what I thought was her at the tail end of a bad cold or even a gastrointestinal infection turned to her body was starting to shut down. She was so weak, she couldn’t stand without collapsing and she couldn’t keep her eyes open or head up. My little girl was suffering, her body failing, and I couldn’t bare to watch her be uncomfortable anymore.

At 19:30 on Thursday night, she went with God. It was a very peaceful and loving goodbye. Right before she was sedated, and they brought her in the room for us to say goodbye, she was so alert and wide eyed. She tried to get up on the gurney they brought her in almost to say “Hey fam I’m back, let’s go home now!” but she was still so weak. She looked so peaceful with everyone saying goodbye, she was thanking us.
She was surrounded with so much love and so many tears. Even my father was crying and I have never seen my father cry.
I know she was a special dog for anyone who ever had the pleasure of meeting her. She was really good at helping people understand and love the pit bull breed.

We will forever be affected and miss her.

I’m just so grateful she’s no longer suffering and only time will heal the heartbreak. I am so grateful for my time with her and the things she taught me.
Riposare in pace mia bambina 💜

April 1 2008-April 12 2018


#pitbulllove #pibble #imissyoualready #iloveyou #pawprintsonmyheart #rainbowbridge #illmeetyouthere
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My self love is not perfect. I can't do everything 100% in my favor and still hurt myself unintentionally ...
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My self love is not perfect. I can't do everything 100% in my favor and still hurt myself unintentionally from time to time. There are many factors in life that determines our actions, some are by far more complicated to figure out and understand than others... but through it's process I have ... My self love is not perfect. I can't do everything 100% in my favor and still hurt myself unintentionally from time to time. There are many factors in life that determines our actions, some are by far more complicated to figure out and understand than others... but through it's process I have been successful at supporting myself and showing myself that I care for me ❤️ .
Everytime when I was crying, heart filled with pain, I had that voice inside of me saying "It's okay Bim. It's going to be okay and I will be here beside you" And I hug and comfort myself because no one did. I felt so weak, but I also had to toughen up to protect myself because I can't let this pain slip into my life furthur than it already has. .
All I can do is focus on what I can control. I hope and know that through practise of Self-Love, effort and patience I will be better- Practise letting go because not everything will go the way you want it to.
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I want to let go of the burden inside my heart. I know I am the only one who can set myself free...Much love to everyone reading, and to anyone struggling with feeling weak, hopeless then you can improve by standing beside yourself through the storm 💕 Takecare guys .
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#reallife #letsbereal #vunerability #goals #adulting #adultingishard #lifeisajourney #selfworth #selflovebkk #selflovejourney #takecareofyourself #depression #innervoice #higherself #mentalhealth #youmatter #letitbe #mentalhealthawareness
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It's a crying shame what many of us have become, and are allowing social media to turn us into.... ...
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It's a crying shame what many of us have become, and are allowing social media to turn us into.... we must maintain a certain level of integrity, even under the worst circumstances. Hope isn't lost, however the weak will continue to become powerful and continue to contaminate if this dormant ... It's a crying shame what many of us have become, and are allowing social media to turn us into.... we must maintain a certain level of integrity, even under the worst circumstances. Hope isn't lost, however the weak will continue to become powerful and continue to contaminate if this dormant state of mind continues to influence and manipulate the people that are in power and position to make change for a better future, a better environment, and a better society.🙏🏿🚫🔫
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Going to London yesterday reminded me of how far I've come since the last time we visited the city ...
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Going to London yesterday reminded me of how far I've come since the last time we visited the city (second photo). The last time I was in the deepest, darkest days of my anorexia, I was too weak to stand up on the tube and so my mum had to pay so much money for taxis around London. I sat crying into my ... Going to London yesterday reminded me of how far I've come since the last time we visited the city (second photo). The last time I was in the deepest, darkest days of my anorexia, I was too weak to stand up on the tube and so my mum had to pay so much money for taxis around London. I sat crying into my 50 calorie fruit pot which was my lunch and dinner alone in the hotel room while my mum sat having afternoon tea by herself. We went and saw wicked on the west end and I longed to be on stage but the show was plagued by the chest pains I was feeling as I struggled to even stand to go to the toilet in the interval. I remember trying on clothes which were for 6 year old children in shops which fell off me. Yet yesterday proved to me how far I've come. Recently I've been clawing my way through relapsing thoughts which have left me crying alone in my room most evenings, punishing myself for life events which I shouldn't be punished for. Yet yesterday helped prove to me how far I have come. Yesterday after getting my visa approved to spend 5 months in America, me and mum went shopping, where I picked up size 8-10 clothes with no fuss, we walked and talked and laughed and had a lovely meal where I ordered exactly what I wanted, despite the hint of guilt I felt in my chest. Life is worth living and today reminded me of that. 💜

#recovery #anorexiarecovery #edwarrior #strong #love #london
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I Grew up in a time where crying made you look weak through my years of parenting I cried some amazing tears, Separated Dad when she was 2 and what a ride it’s been and now we off about to watch my daughter receive her high school diploma this morning and go off to college has me crying tears of joy. ... I Grew up in a time where crying made you look weak through my years of parenting I cried some amazing tears, Separated Dad when she was 2 and what a ride it’s been and now we off about to watch my daughter receive her high school diploma this morning and go off to college has me crying tears of joy. She’s doing the things I didn’t 😢👩🏻‍🎓👏🏽 #GodIsGreat #PresenceOverPresents
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I don't ever tell Ashton not to cry. She's 4, she should cry if that's how she needs to express herself. ...
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I don't ever tell Ashton not to cry. She's 4, she should cry if that's how she needs to express herself. Little kids articulate how they feel through actions like crying, more than verbalizations, but too many times we shut them down. I let her cry - But I don't let her bask in it. I always help her ... I don't ever tell Ashton not to cry. She's 4, she should cry if that's how she needs to express herself. Little kids articulate how they feel through actions like crying, more than verbalizations, but too many times we shut them down. I let her cry - But I don't let her bask in it. I always help her to tune into her emotions, I want her to understand WHY. "WHY ARE YOU CRYING BABY?" You don't get spanked, I don't yell at you (not saying it's a problem if that's what you do parents lol), so what was it inside that made you react this way? And why? Many households shy away from emotion all too often, we don't discuss our feelings, and we dismiss everyone else's. Then the cycle through generations, continue. We need to talk about our emotions. We need to learn how to express ourselves. Being vulnerable isn't WEAK, being vulnerable is strong. "Vulnerability is the best measure of courage". And it's okay to embrace that. I want her to always be curious about what's going on inside, and what she's feeling. I'll never drill emotion out of her. "Don't CRY!" "You don't need to cry". Instead, cry it out at 4, then let's talk about your feelings. Let's figure out your trigger and acknowledge it. As adults, we need to let ourselves cry too. It's OKAY. ❤️ @mine.muse
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7 months later and Oreo is still here. <span class="emoji emoji1f49b"></span> 7 months after I sat in a vet's office, crying as they told me ...
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7 months later and Oreo is still here. 7 months after I sat in a vet's office, crying as they told me he was dying. 7 months after a $2,000 week filled with so much worry and grief and panic. He is still terminally ill. And he has a lot of not so good days where he's really weak, has a hard time walking, ... 7 months later and Oreo is still here. 💛 7 months after I sat in a vet's office, crying as they told me he was dying. 7 months after a $2,000 week filled with so much worry and grief and panic. He is still terminally ill. And he has a lot of not so good days where he's really weak, has a hard time walking, or refuses to eat. But he still has good days too. Days where he's cuddling and attention seeking and running around the house and backyard and eating. And I can't possibly put into words how much of a blessing these last 7 months have been. The vet thought he would be gone within the week I took him in. 7 months later and she was surprised and happy to recieve my call asking for a prescription refill on his fluid therapy. 7 months later and I have countless more memories with him, a lifetime of appreciation for him, and so many photos. Out of the last 14 years, the last 7 months have been the greatest blessing. To be able to care for him, love him hard, and to take advantage of every extra day we get together. I never knew how much I would come to love and protect this baby kitten that came into my family's house 14 years ago. He's the greatest ever and I'm a sap crying over how much I love him and am thankful that despite some really tough days the last few months, he is still here and he's been doing well this week. 💛😍🎉🙌👌😭 #catsofinstagram #catsofinsta #crazycatlady #mroreo #kitten #ckdcat #kidneydisease
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<span class="emoji emoji1f34a"></span>so grateful for the abundance of fresh fruit we have growing in our backyard. So I said I’d do a weekly ...
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so grateful for the abundance of fresh fruit we have growing in our backyard. So I said I’d do a weekly update, and I have to admit I feel proud of myself. I think that’s something we should say to ourselves more often, no matter how small the task seems! I’ve been working out almost every morning ... 🍊so grateful for the abundance of fresh fruit we have growing in our backyard.
So I said I’d do a weekly update, and I have to admit I feel proud of myself. I think that’s something we should say to ourselves more often, no matter how small the task seems! I’ve been working out almost every morning (minus those cold days cuz screw that) and I feel a lot stronger, physically and mentally. No lie, it’s been tough trying to push myself. I’m really lucky I have my mama to encourage me. A struggle I realized was that my brain associates fast heart-rate to Anxiety so a few times I had to pause, breath and calm down as I was on the verge of an anxiety attack. If you do stress & deal with a lot of anxiety, working out can help so much to condition your body and mind to working through those moments. 💪
I’ve also been crying more often, which sounds sad but it’s really not. Crying is a normal response and the more we bottle things up and push our feelings away the worse we will become. So whenever I feel sad or like I need to cry, I pause and let the tears flow! I also talk to my parents and those around me. It makes me feel 100x better. Remember: vulnerability is not weak! Be empathetic towards others and yourself!
How are you all doing? I know it’s tough but the more we push ourselves to be better & work hard, the more rewarding it will be when we reach our goals & make healthy/positive living a lifestyle!
Would you like to see more in-depth about my days through the week? For e.g show you my workouts or how I stay positive? Say three times through the week, to help motivate you. Lmk what you think! 🐇
I love you all, stay strong! 🦋
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Yesterday, I went to the chapel in school which is my comfort place in the campus. I kneeled down, ...
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Yesterday, I went to the chapel in school which is my comfort place in the campus. I kneeled down, bowed my head, talked to God, and ended up crying. I’ve been trying to cry silently because there was only one other person in the chapel and it was embarrassing for me. Although, I just couldn’t ... Yesterday, I went to the chapel in school which is my comfort place in the campus. I kneeled down, bowed my head, talked to God, and ended up crying. I’ve been trying to cry silently because there was only one other person in the chapel and it was embarrassing for me. Although, I just couldn’t help but weep. I had to let it all out because the more I do, the more I feel how heavy it was and how lighter it gets. When I stood up, I immediately walked to the exit covering my face. But this guy went up to me and asked if I was okay. I said “I’m okay” because I was really okay. The reason why I was crying was because I was thanking God that I feel so much stronger and better now — that I reminisced the most painful moments of my life where I thought it was the end of the world but life proved me wrong. I looked back on specific devastating moments that made me feel worthless and as if everything was crashing down, and I can’t believe I was able to overcome them. I realized that the phase in my life where I used to rely on people is over. Now, I don’t have to text or call people just to calm myself down in times I feel weak. I’m okay on my own, I’m not as ecstatic but I am happy and most importantly I can say that I’m “okay” — and I’m proud of myself for that. Because honestly, the moment the guy asked me if I was okay, I started thinking of what’s wrong but nothing crossed my mind. So everytime you’re feeling down or you’re going through something, remember that it will all get better just like how you’re able to survive all the struggles in the past.
Outfit by #UnaRosaFashion #UrStyleUrStory
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🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would ...
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🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would share just a few in case they’re useful to someone today... 1️⃣ Vulnerability is empowering 🏻 I was guilty of believing that being vulnerable was akin to some sort of weakness, when in fact ... 🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would share just a few in case they’re useful to someone today... 1️⃣ Vulnerability is empowering 💪🏻 I was guilty of believing that being vulnerable was akin to some sort of weakness, when in fact vulnerability is the height of bravery. Opening your heart to new people and experiences creates endless space for transformation. An open heart is magic and contagious, vulnerability is power 💕✨
2️⃣Leads me to CRYING! Ah man, crying was a hobby for me in March and I was fucking good at it 💁🏼‍♀️Tears are not weak, sobbing uncontrollably is not defeat, it’s release, it’s healing. Acknowledge your pain, cry cry cry, you don’t need to hold it back. Let it out and LET IT GO. (obviously embrace happy tears too, pure joy is the essence of life)🌈🌪
3️⃣Community…the compassion and love that I felt from and for 30 strangers blew my mind every single day. Creating a kind, open space brings people together in a truly beautiful way. If we all made a conscious effort to feel human connection in the same way then this world would be a much kinder place 🌎 Collective exhaustion and love of coffee bonds people like you wouldn’t believe ☕️🧡
4️⃣Dark brows are not my thing, byebye eyebrow pencil 💄🚫Also, long periods of sitting drives me to madness. That sedentary life is not for me. Increased gratitude for my ability to move my body, thank you👟
5️⃣It’s okay to be a contradiction... to be ethereal one minute, sweary and sarcastic the next. It’s okay to simultaneously believe in crystal healing and modern medicine🔮🔬 You’re allowed to be both heartbroken and hopeful about the state of the world 💔❤️ You can drink a green juice today and a beer tomorrow and that doesn’t make you any less authentic, it’s all good🍺😌🕉 PEACE ✌🏻 #ttc #yoga #wednesdayramblings
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I cry in pain, in overjoy, in love ... when I’m sick, when I’m happy and when I’m sad. Crying can feel ...
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I cry in pain, in overjoy, in love ... when I’m sick, when I’m happy and when I’m sad. Crying can feel really good! For me it can come at inconvenient or weird times, but it’s such a release and a weight off my soul. Crying doesn’t mean you’re weak. Sometimes you just need a good cry 🤷🏻‍♀️ I cry in pain, in overjoy, in love ... when I’m sick, when I’m happy and when I’m sad. Crying can feel really good! For me it can come at inconvenient or weird times, but it’s such a release and a weight off my soul. Crying doesn’t mean you’re weak. Sometimes you just need a good cry 🤷🏻‍♀️
Crying DOES NOT mean you are weak. Sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply are 100% gifts that ...
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Crying DOES NOT mean you are weak. Sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply are 100% gifts that need cultivation and encouragement. They are your biggest asset, especially in the world today, and one of the main ingredients for a successful life! — — When I was a kid— many of the other people ... Crying DOES NOT mean you are weak. Sensitivity and the ability to feel deeply are 100% gifts that need cultivation and encouragement. They are your biggest asset, especially in the world today, and one of the main ingredients for a successful life! —

When I was a kid— many of the other people in my life took advantage of this aspect of me. I was targeted for my sensitivity, and within friend circles...talked about, kept out of “secrets”, left out of girl’s nights, called names, and bullied to the point where crying became one of my closest companions. It was awful. —

Today, people often say to me.... “you’re so inspiring” or “I can tell you REALLY love dance.” And I, most of the time, don’t know how to respond because it just goes so deep for me. Dance truly saved me. It saved me from always seeking to please the people around me, gave me a purpose and power greater than the satisfaction of being “liked” could ever do, and most of all it has provided a platform for me to encourage and support the next generation to experience the same. —

...If you’ve read this far (thank you lol) and wondering who this sweet little bug is...her name is lola! The main character of my first children’s book we created inspired by my story. To encourage kids to be empathetic and resilient. To embrace their individuality and share it with the world 📚📚📚Follow along to hear more about its release early summer —> @lolatheladybug. #empathy #awareness #kindness #artforchange
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Ive been kind of in a shellshocked state of mind lately. People on Instagram are getting famous, rich, attention. But we really rarely see their struggles, their breakdowns, the obstacles. My heart had been broken before and that wounds been reopen recently. I swear to god i know that my mediocre ... Ive been kind of in a shellshocked state of mind lately. People on Instagram are getting famous, rich, attention. But we really rarely see their struggles, their breakdowns, the obstacles. My heart had been broken before and that wounds been reopen recently. I swear to god i know that my mediocre life is gonna mean something in the end because i am still able to give a shit about others, and while it takes so much out of me, its all i can do... There's police brutality, genocide, rape, denial of rights, denial of pain, of trauma. and honestly the list goes on. but instead of hiding from it. choosing to look that evil son of a bitch, fear in the eye and overcoming it, is one step towards healing.
I know that with tattoos the piece is only as good as it heals. with people, i wish we"d all understand that and apply it towards ourselves. for in a world that's healing. This doesn't happen... Repost from @a_lallie_

Breaks my heart 🦏💔 .
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RIP to this poor mother. Her horn was her natural defence against predators but the greatest predator on this planet senselessly killed her and took it for greed.
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Animals would beat us hands down with what nature gave them (their horns, tusks, claws, fangs, venoms etc) but sadly they’re just no match for manmade bullets. We are so naturally weak and pathetic that we invent weapons to kill and destroy when we should be inventing things to benefit this planet and help our fellow #Earthlings.
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Rhino poaching is a daily occurrence in Africa. What is the answer? What is the solution? How do we stop this? How do we save them? What is wrong with the human race?
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There are millions of animals on this Earth whose species have roamed for millions of years but Man, the youngest and most insignificant species to ever grace, sorry disgrace, this planet is the only animal capable of destroying them all.
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This crisis is urgent. The world needs to come together and act NOW before it's too late. #SaveRhinos #ExtinctionIsForever
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Caption @a_lallie_ #a_lallie_
Video #Repost @glblctzn who wrote: This rhino calf is crying after poachers shot her mom – and now we’re crying too 😭 #environment #wildlife #rhinos #animalrights
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Crying is not weak. We drain so much of our energy trying to prevent the purge of tears, convinced that bottling them up will prevent us from feeling more pain. However, pain is strongest when we're resisting it... Not when we're crying. • Relinquishing the resistance we have around releasing ... Crying is not weak.
We drain so much of our energy trying to prevent the purge of tears, convinced that bottling them up will prevent us from feeling more pain. However, pain is strongest when we're resisting it... Not when we're crying. •
Relinquishing the resistance we have around releasing pain and tears, is the first step to becoming liberated, stronger, empowered and resilient.

Be brave. Face your TEARS. •
@bmatterproject: Thank you for having me speak at the @uoft #mentalhealth symposium!!! #blumatterproject #fearceacademy
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Dear Ladies: When you judge a man for marriage, mentally take away his looks, his money, his cars ...
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Dear Ladies: When you judge a man for marriage, mentally take away his looks, his money, his cars and everything materialistic and then ask yourself what he really has to offer. Is he honest? Loyal? Caring and kind? Loving and trustworthy? Because let me tell you, while his good looks and money ... Dear Ladies: When you judge a man for marriage, mentally take away his looks, his money, his cars and everything materialistic and then ask yourself what he really has to offer. Is he honest? Loyal? Caring and kind? Loving and trustworthy? Because let me tell you, while his good looks and money will make you weak in the knees now, at 3am when your child is crying to be fed, And your eyes are heavy and your body is weak from postpartum, it will not be how he looks or all that he owns that will matter. It will be the compassion in his heart, the mercy in his nature and the love for you in his soul that will push him out of bed to quickly feed the child and tell you “don’t worry honey, I got this.” That’s what what really envisions long-term. Little moments like those that differentiates an ordinary man from an extraordinary husband and father. And that is all you need. I Pray We All Find Our Extraordinary Husbands 🙏 #Cant #Find #My #Shoes 🙈 .
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“Thumi why are you crying?..... “ CAUSE IM A WEAK BITCH AND IM SO HAPPY!! <span class="emoji emoji1f602"></span> lol I love you so much ...
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“Thumi why are you crying?..... “ CAUSE IM A WEAK BITCH AND IM SO HAPPY!! lol I love you so much happy 23rd swipe right to see da hoe crying “Thumi why are you crying?..... “
CAUSE IM A WEAK BITCH AND IM SO HAPPY!! 😂

lol I love you so much happy 23rd ✨
swipe right to see da hoe crying 😭😂
HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO MY SON WHO STOLE MY HEART <span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️ last year at this time mommy wasn’t even expecting ...
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HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO MY SON WHO STOLE MY HEART ️ last year at this time mommy wasn’t even expecting you to arrive , you were supposed to stay in my stomach for another 18 days 🤷🏽‍♀️ i remember when they told me that they had to cut me open and take you out cause i caught preeclampsia , i started crying ... HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY TO MY SON WHO STOLE MY HEART ❤️ last year at this time mommy wasn’t even expecting you to arrive , you were supposed to stay in my stomach for another 18 days 🤷🏽‍♀️ i remember when they told me that they had to cut me open and take you out cause i caught preeclampsia , i started crying and tried to go home and come back the next day . the nurse told me no cause she knew i wasn’t gunna come back lmao . throwing up and crying the room for them to just let your dad in , he couldn’t even look up to see them take you out cause his stomach to weak 🤣 when he said you had a head full of hair i was surprised cause i got no heart burn during my pregnancy with you . i wish you were still small and i can just lay you anywhere whether its the bed or couch and you wouldn’t move anywhere , now i cant take you no where cause you get into everything and terrorize shit 🤦🏽‍♀️😂 your so smart and the true definition of a sour patch , hopefully your not bipolar like my side of the family lmao . i’m excited to see what your life brings you , all the questions , adventures , the excuses you try to come up with like me or your dad weren’t young once 🙄 , the sports you decide to play , what you decide to be when you grow up .. one thing i know is your daddy aint ready for two pisces in his life , lets see how he deals with it 😈 i might cry at your birthday party , but i promise they will be tears of joy . i love you son son , we promise not to fail you 🤞🏼 #FirstBirthday #LoveHateMoment #YesImCryingRn
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How l ended my night CRYING ... I’ll never forget this birthday .. after @yo_majesty7 got me home safely and l saw my gifts y’all l was weak l fell on the floor crying so hard lol this video wasn’t nothing compared to how l First was crying this was one of the best birthdays I’ve had How l ended my night 😂CRYING ... I’ll never forget this birthday .. after @yo_majesty7 got me home safely and l saw my gifts y’all l was weak l fell on the floor crying so hard lol this video wasn’t nothing compared to how l First was crying 😂😂😂 this was one of the best birthdays I’ve had
Crying scream laugh 🤣🤣<span class="emoji emoji1f64a"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f64a"></span> #lmao #usher #herpes #water #virus #ew #lol #gross #crying #dead #weak ...
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Crying scream laugh 🤣🤣 #lmao #usher #herpes #water #virus #ew #lol #gross #crying #dead #weak #funny #funnyaf #omg #no #nochill #nofilter Crying scream laugh 🤣🤣🙊🙊 #lmao #usher #herpes #water #virus #ew #lol #gross #crying #dead #weak #funny #funnyaf #omg #no #nochill #nofilter
Mom. I never listened when you said be careful, the fire's hot I ignored you and getting burnt was ...
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Mom. I never listened when you said be careful, the fire's hot I ignored you and getting burnt was all I got I never stopped when you said I was too close to the edge And if you didn't catch me, I'd probably be dead I purposely ignored you when you told me I was wrong And when it bit me behind I ... Mom.
I never listened when you said be careful, the fire's hot
I ignored you and getting burnt was all I got
I never stopped when you said I was too close to the edge
And if you didn't catch me, I'd probably be dead
I purposely ignored you when you told me I was wrong
And when it bit me behind I had to pretend to be strong
I never put on my scarf when you warned that I'd get ill
Instead I stayed outside and got more snow off the windowsill
And when I got sick and was burning with a fever
You told work ' I'm not coming in, she's sick, I won't leave her'
Then I was crying, so weak and lifeless in bed
At the sound of my cries you rushed and cradled my head
You whispered in your soothing and calming tone
Don't worry, you'll get better, the worst is nearly done
Singing me to sleep with the beautiful Sohila
And then waking me to take part in the ambrosial
Anmrith Vela Afterwards making sure I was well fed and well watered
You proceeded to lovingly scold your naive daughter
Once again I never listened to a word you said
And not long after, we repeated that process again
I never said sorry for all the pain that I caused
And saying it now won't make a difference at all
Because this stupid little girl will never learn from her mistakes
And you'll always be there picking up the pieces once again
You never ever ask for anything in return
And I don't even thank you for all of your concern
And I know it's so late and it will never be enough
But I promise to try and give you back all of that love
I promise to take into account all of the little things
Because it's those things that in turn make up the big things
I promise to take care of you in your time of need
I promise to offer my help at maximum speed
I promise to always be there whenever you need a hand
I promise my actions will follow out your command
I never want to lose you but I know I will one day
Because this is all just another scene from His play
It never dawned upon me how much you mean to me
It never came to mind that one day you'll leave me
I want to go back to the time we first meet
I want to start again with you and never lie or cheat
I'm crying inside and now I can barely speak
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My dear father, I prayed to stars, moon & sky not to lose you. You endured every pain and procedure ...
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My dear father, I prayed to stars, moon & sky not to lose you. You endured every pain and procedure w/ strength, and throughout it all, you never complained. You fought valiantly against #pancreaticcancer, even in the last moment you spent w/ mom, Nina, & I by your side. You fought for us bc you ... My dear father, I prayed to stars, moon & sky not to lose you. You endured every pain and procedure w/ strength, and throughout it all, you never complained. You fought valiantly against #pancreaticcancer, even in the last moment you spent w/ mom, Nina, & I by your side. You fought for us bc you didn’t want to leave us so soon.
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Sometimes I think how unfair it is that the nicest person went through something so terrible. I remember the calls, “the blood is messed up – no chemo this week,” and having this hopeful person not have treatment. I remember, “Ok we’re trying this instead,” or “Ok we’re going to the hospital w/ Dad, don’t worry” while you’re in school or work.
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I remember drastic change - the weight loss, jaundice and the constant vomiting. You watch them go from a happy person to someone who doesn’t want to eat or be spoken to. I cried myself to sleep but would put a smile to stay strong for him. My dad was my hero - being there for him was the greatest repayment I could have offered bc he took care of us all our lives, and it was our turn to take care of him.
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I remember w/in 2 months how Dad went from healthy to severely weak to ICU. I asked myself, “how the hell didwe get here?” I saw Dad unable to walk. The nurses attempt to pick him up, but his legs are too swollen. You watch this strong loving man become so weak that chemo is no longer an option. Then THE conversation occurs. The physicians wait for you in a room. The words you never want to hear: Your father is dying. Reality hits hard – you’re shaking & crying, but quickly pull it together & get back to Dads unit to greet him w/ a big smile & hug.
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The days go by where there’s no more speaking - it’s very quiet & you know it will happen soon. You pray to God at night to take your loved one out of pain. The thoughts you never imagined thinking. Then finally, it happens. Cancer takes your loved one.
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Now you’re left w/ memories. In my case, these are memories of my childhood biking, playing basketball & tidepooling w/ him. You remember being a little girl next to him & thinking dad is forever. I miss you Dad, and not a day goes by where I don’t look for signs you’re around.
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☂️ Adore Prince Baby, yes Until the end of time I'll be there for you You own my heart and mind I ...
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☂️ Adore Prince Baby, yes Until the end of time I'll be there for you You own my heart and mind I truly adore you If God one day stroke me blind Your beauty I'd still see Love is to weak to define Just what you mean to me From the first moment I saw you Oh, I knew you where the one That night ... ☂️
Adore
Prince
Baby, yes
Until the end of time
I'll be there for you
You own my heart and mind
I truly adore you
If God one day stroke me blind
Your beauty I'd still see
Love is to weak to define
Just what you mean to me
From the first moment I saw you
Oh, I knew you where the one
That night I had to call you
I was rapping till the sun came up
Telling you just how fine you look
In a word, you were sex
All of my cool attitude you took
My body was next
You made love to me
Like you where afraid
Was you afraid of me?
Was I the first?
Was I your every fantasy?
That's why
Until the end of time
I'll be there for you
You own my heart and mind
I truly adore you
If God one day stroke me blind
Your beauty I'd still see
Love is to weak to define
Just what you mean to me
When we be making love
I only hear the sounds
Heavenly angels crying up above
Tears of joy pouring down on us
They know we need each other
They know you are my fix
I know, that you know that I ain't cheating baby
They know this is serious
I ain't funking just for kicks, no
This condition I got is crucial, crucial baby
You could say that I'm a terminal case
You could burn up my clothes
Smash up my ride, well maybe not the ride
But I got to have your face
All up in the place
I'd like to think that I'm a man of exquisite taste
A hundred percent Italian silk imported Egyptian lace
But nothing baby, I said nothing baby could compare
To your lovely face
Do you know what I'm saying to ya this evening
I'm just trying to say
I'm just trying to say
That until, until the end of time
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
On my heart, on my mind, (truly adore you)
I truly adore you (darling)
You don't know what you're mean to me
Baby, (until the end of time)
Baby, (I'll be there for you)
Baby, (you own my heart and mind)
'Till the end of time I'll be there for you (I truly adore you)
Adore you (Adore you)
Can I talk to you?
Tell you what you mean to me
Every time you wander (until the end of time)
I'll be your eyes so you can see
I want to show you things
That I show no other, I want to be
More than, more than your mother
More than your brother
I want to
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2 YEARS AGO TODAY POP 2 YEARS PASSED SO FAST I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE THIS DAY 2 YEARS AGO REPLAYING LIKE ...
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2 YEARS AGO TODAY POP 2 YEARS PASSED SO FAST I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE THIS DAY 2 YEARS AGO REPLAYING LIKE A MOVIE IN MY HEAD..... I HELD U IN MY ARMS AND PRAYED THE HAIL MARY WITH YOUR ROSARY I WENT BEAD BY BEAD WITH U POP ALL WHILE U WERE IN A COMA IN MY ARMS I SUCTIONED YOUR MOUTH I WIPED YOUR FACE WITH A DAMP ... 2 YEARS AGO TODAY POP 2 YEARS PASSED SO FAST I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE THIS DAY 2 YEARS AGO REPLAYING LIKE A MOVIE IN MY HEAD..... I HELD U IN MY ARMS AND PRAYED THE HAIL MARY WITH YOUR ROSARY I WENT BEAD BY BEAD WITH U POP ALL WHILE U WERE IN A COMA IN MY ARMS I SUCTIONED YOUR MOUTH I WIPED YOUR FACE WITH A DAMP TOWEL I CHANGED YOUR CLOTHES I SPOKE QUIETLY TO YOU IN YOUR EAR JUST LOUD ENOUGH SO U AND ONLY U COULD HEAR ME I TOLD U IT WAS OK POP I WAS TERRIFIED BUT I NEVER LET U SEE IT I STAYED STRONG LIKE MY MOTHER GRANDMOTHER AND AUNT BUILT ME TO BE I WATCHED EVERYONE TURN THEIR HEADS WALK OUT OF THE ROOM AND SQUIRM IN THEIR SEATS AT A JOB I KNEW HAD TO BE DONE WITH A CALM SOUL AND GENTLE TOUCH I KNEW THIS DAY WAS COMING AND SO DID U U KNEW I WAS THE ONLY ONE STRONG ENOUGH TO GET IT DONE U CHOOSE ME AND CHOOSE TO COME LIVE UR FINAL DAYS WITH ME I DID MY BEST TO COMFORT YOU I REMEMBER THE HOSPICE NURSE TELLING ME IT WAS ALMOST TIME AND RECALL FEELING MY HEART BEAT LITERALLY IN MY THROAT POUNDING OUT OF CONTROL MY HANDS WERE SHAKY YET MY GRIP ON YOU SOLID I CAME CLOSER TO U I BURRIED YOU IN MY ARMS AND CRADLED YOUR HEAD LIKE A NEW BORN I TOLD U IT WAS OK THAT U COULD GO NO MORE FIGHTING POP AND NOT TO WORRY ABOUT THE BOYS THAT I WOULD TAKE CARE OF THEM I ASKED MY MOTHER TO PLEASE COME GET U BECAUSE I WAS BEGINNING TO FEEL WEAK AND DIDNT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I COULD TAKE AND JUST LIKE THAT U TOOK YOUR LAST BREATE POP YOU DIED.... YOU DIED RIGHT IN MY ARMS DAD RIGHT IN MY HOUSE ALL THE STRENGTH I HAD JUST MOMENTS BEFORE LEFT WITH U CAUSE I FELL WEAK I FELL ON TOP OF YOUR BODY CRYING UNCONTROLLABLY IT WAS A FAMILAR PAIN YET MORE INTENSE MORE DEPTH IT HURT WORSE WE HAD MORE STRUGGLES AND LESS TIME FOR U TO GET TO KNOW WHO I REALLY WAS BUT NONE THE LESS I KNEW U KNEW I WAS THE LAST VOICE U HEARD I WAS THE LAST FACE U SEEN AND THE LAST TOUCH U FELT THAT WAS A CHOICE SO I KNOW U KNEW ....THIS DAY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME FOR ME DAD NEVER EVER I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT U GAVE ME SOMETHING THAT U KNEW I NEEDED I GUESS IT JUST MAKES THIS HARDER TO LIVE WITH U KNOW BUT I THANK U FOR CHOOSING ME I THANK U FOR TRUSTING ME I LOVE U AND MISS U POP #DIOSTEBENDIGA REST EASY VIEJO!
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This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my ...
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This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my mind a lot of you resonate with it, so here we goooo.. 🤓 We live in a world where showing emotion is considered a weakness. But in my opinion hiding how you feel is the only thing that truly makes ... This isn’t really a “Friday topic” but I’ve noticed that when I share something that comes up in my mind a lot of you resonate with it, so here we goooo.. 🤓

We live in a world where showing emotion is considered a weakness.
But in my opinion hiding how you feel is the only thing that truly makes you weak. ✊🏽
Growing up, I remember being yelled at for ever crying.
So as I grew older, I no longer did. 🤷🏽‍♀️
I used to open up my heart too easily which often lead to disappointment, so I no longer did. 🤷🏽‍♀️
And little by little I disconnected from my heart.
Growing heavy as I resisted any feeling that would make me look weak - or so I thought.
I looked strong to everyone around me, but internally I was - and definitely believe I still am - holding onto who knows how many emotions, and situations that were never expressed or processed. 😶

Do you see how putting a tough face on actually makes you weaker? 😔
You disconnect from your heart because you ignore what it is telling you - so your intuition is weakened.
You hold onto so much which can make you sensitive and very reactive to small situations that might reflect the past emotions you’re holding onto.
You see everything through a filter of emotions and situations that have never been processed, which can lead you to closing off to new opportunities or new people who might actually be deserving of your heart. 💕

We all experience life differently, but the happiness, anger, love, fear, peace, joy, heartache, etc - it is all the same.
And when you own it, you also create space for those around you to express themselves. 🙏🏽
Don’t let your ego (the little voice inside of you who is constantly looking for an identity to latch onto) trick you into thinking you are what you FEEL - which I think is a big part of the reason why we choose to hide our emotions.
You aren’t fear, you aren’t pain, you are not anger. You are simply the awareness that acknowledges it as it comes into your being, and it leaves. 💆🏽‍♀️
So allow it to happen. Allow yourself to FEEL, and let it go when it is done.
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Weird picture, right? Maybe. Read this caption from my church’s pastor... #Repost @pastorjoshla ...
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Weird picture, right? Maybe. Read this caption from my church’s pastor... #Repost @pastorjoshla with @get_repost ・・・ 😐️This is a picture of me as a baby, behind bars...why? To get your attention! To maybe, wake some people up! I couldn’t bare taking a picture of my own baby and placing ... Weird picture, right? Maybe. Read this caption from my church’s pastor... #Repost @pastorjoshla with @get_repost
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😐▪️This is a picture of me as a baby, behind bars...why? To get your attention! To maybe, wake some people up! I couldn’t bare taking a picture of my own baby and placing her behind a cage, separated from me...so I used a picture of myself. ▪️Regardless of your political position, when the government breaks the laws of God we are to obey God instead of man. This has nothing to do with people entering the nation illegally, this has to do with children being abused by the government. The proper justice for someone entering the nation illegally is not causing chaos in their child’s life. The government has plenty of ways to do a better job. Why are we allowing this? Christians!! #Trump needs to do something! And he will listen to the Evangelicals!! This madness must stop! If they have a law in place to take children away from their parents when they break a law that is not abuse, get ready, they can find a way to take your children away when you break a law that is not abuse. ▪️Trust me, if I was living in a nation where I didn’t feel safe for my family, I would try to flee it legally first; and if I was rejected by the nation I was trying to enter, I would then proceed to flee my corrupt nation and enter into that safe nation illegally, for the safety of my wife and baby. ▪️ Would I jump in front of a moving vehicle to save my family, you bet! Did Jesus jump in front of God’s wrath to save the guilty!? Yes He did. That’s you! That’s me. What’s wrong with us!? The best way to think through these issues is to put your own child and self in the exact situation, today... now. What would you do... when you see your crying child taken away by guards? ▪️Psalm 82:3-4 “Give justice to the weak and the fatherless; maintain the right of the afflicted and the destitute. Rescue the weak and the needy; deliver them from the hand of the wicked.”
▪️Write and call your local representative. Reach out to local Hispanic communities to ask what you can do. Demonstrate. Pray. And remember, “he who knows to do good and does not do it, to him it is sin” (James 4:17). @th
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I’m laughing but I’m crying <span class="emoji emoji1f629"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f629"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f602"></span> ‪ #Bruh #weak #dead #real #nochill #niggasbelike #bitchesbelike ...
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I’m laughing but I’m crying ‪ #Bruh #weak #dead #real #nochill #niggasbelike #bitchesbelike #Igers #damn #realtalk #Bro #Trill #realshit #rns #facts #tru #instacomedy #nbs #lmao #tbt #Beautiful #Instadaily #Instagramhub #picoftheday #Ha I’m laughing but I’m crying 😩😩😂 ‪ #Bruh #weak #dead #real #nochill #niggasbelike #bitchesbelike #Igers #damn #realtalk #Bro #Trill #realshit #rns #facts #tru #instacomedy #nbs #lmao #tbt #Beautiful #Instadaily #Instagramhub #picoftheday #Ha
Symptoms of an anxiety attack can include: • A feeling of overwhelming fear • Feeling of going ...
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Symptoms of an anxiety attack can include: • A feeling of overwhelming fear • Feeling of going crazy or losing control • Feeling you are in grave danger • Feeling you might pass out • A surge of doom and gloom • An urgency to escape • Dizziness • Heart Palpitations • Trembling • Sweating ... Symptoms of an anxiety attack can include: • A feeling of overwhelming fear • Feeling of going crazy or losing control • Feeling you are in grave danger • Feeling you might pass out • A surge of doom and gloom • An urgency to escape • Dizziness • Heart Palpitations • Trembling • Sweating • Shortness of breath • Chest pressure or pain • Turning pale • Feeling detached from reality • Weak in the knees • Burning skin • Pins and needles • Hot and cold flushes • Numbness and tingling sensations

The above anxiety attack symptoms can be accompanied by: • Choking sensation, tightening throat, it feels like your throat is closing, it feels like something is stuck in your throat • Confusion • Depersonalization (feeling detached from reality, separate from one-self, separate from normal emotions) • Derealization (feeling unreal, in a dream-like state) • Dizziness, lightheadedness, unsteadiness • Emotional distress • Emotional upset • Inability to calm yourself down • Knot in the stomach, tight stomach • Nausea • Panicky feeling • Pounding, racing heart • Butterflies in the stomach • Sudden urge to go to the bathroom (urinate, defecate) • Vomiting • Feel like crying
This list is not exhaustive. As you can see, there are many physical, psychological, and emotional signs and symptoms of anxiety attacks.

each body is somewhat chemically unique, anxiety attacks can affect each person differently. Consequently, anxiety attack symptoms can vary from person to person in type or kind, number, intensity, duration, and frequency. If your symptoms don’t exactly match this list, that doesn’t mean you don’t have anxiety attacks. It simply means that your body is responding to them slightly differently.
Listen to your body. And start taking care of it. We only have one. Eat well-balanced meals. Get plenty of sleep, especially when you are stressed. Exercise every day to feel good and stay healthy.
God bless
#selfaware #anxiety
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Decided to cut my shit ! #CUZZ101 Just put that #murraysgrease in my Shit... bout to Fuck up these dips FYM ! Im out here !🤔 Finally lined my shit up ! FYM ! DM me if you want yo shit lined up too ! #iSmokedaBluntBeforeThis oh Yeah #subscribe to my shit if you wanna laugh.. and ... Decided to cut my shit ! #CUZZ101 Just put that #murraysgrease in my Shit... bout to Fuck up these dips FYM ! Im out here !❗❗❗❗❗🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃🍃🤔😂😂😂💀💀 Finally lined my shit up ! FYM !❗❗❗ DM me if you want yo shit lined up too ! #iSmokedaBluntBeforeThis oh Yeah #subscribe to my shit if you wanna laugh.. and then some.. #Youtube : #Cali2989

#Waves #Barber #Funny #Crying #Weak #Dead #Screaming #Loud #instagram #InyourElement #Grind #Work #worldstarhiphop #Weed #High #Chilling #dmmeforinquiries #YallProbablyDontGetTheVideo #Smoke #First #NoWaveCap # #Cali #Hood #ThatTowelInTheCornerIUseThatToHitTheHotSpots ⚠️😂😂😂🔥🔥
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Last night, I got to hear from @jennifer.palmieri. She talked about crying at work and why everyone in the room should speak up in a meeting because diversity in ideas creates real change. Both of these points stood out to me specifically because I can relate. First off, I’m also a crier. Ask ... Last night, I got to hear from @jennifer.palmieri. She talked about crying at work and why everyone in the room should speak up in a meeting because diversity in ideas creates real change.
Both of these points stood out to me specifically because I can relate. First off, I’m also a crier. Ask my team. When I get a powerful idea, sometimes I cry when trying to explain it. When I’m really moved or touched by a moment, I’ll cry about it. Does that make me weak? No. I think it makes me strong. Those moments are the breakthrough opportunities for me personally to feel, connect, make a difference, change direction and even just be a better human. Why should we judge that?
We’re taught that crying is a sign of weak behavior in business settings but what if we change that stigma? What if it’s a sign of strong leadership, great talent and ambitious behavior?

Thank you for the inspiration @jennifer.palmieri! Excited to read your book! 💪 Great event @theriveterco. ・・・
“Crying at work” was the alternative name for #DearMadamPresident. Check this out and thanks to @mic! #womeninbusiness #womeinleadership #createyourreality #beyourself #inviteambition
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Rest easy Malcolm xxx Jahseh Ya'll were the realest KIDS Y'all taught me that it's okay to feel pain and crying doesn't make me weak because they'll always be hope, even for the damaged and lonely. My mental appreciates you both. Rest easy Malcolm xxx Jahseh
Ya'll were the realest KIDS 🌹

Y'all taught me that it's okay to feel pain and crying doesn't make me weak because they'll always be hope, even for the damaged and lonely. My mental appreciates you both.
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Remember itâ€s ok to cry, and have moments itâ€s apart of the plan, the purpose, and your story. I have to remind myself of this, crying doesnâ€t mean you are weak, you have to release pain, hurt, and negativity in order to grow to your full potential. Remember it’s ok to cry, and have moments it’s apart of the plan, the purpose, and your story. I have to remind myself of this, crying doesn’t mean you are weak, you have to release pain, hurt, and negativity in order to grow to your full potential.
Uuumm advice 1.you look great in everything you put on your body 2.family can be toxic but the ones ...
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Uuumm advice 1.you look great in everything you put on your body 2.family can be toxic but the ones that are good for your energy can heal you with their prescence alone 3.crying is cool sis get it out 4.conserve your energy 5.CONSERVE YOUR ENERGY 6.you are loved By me if not by anyone 7.dont ... Uuumm advice
1.you look great in everything you put on your body
2.family can be toxic but the ones that are good for your energy can heal you with their prescence alone
3.crying is cool sis get it out
4.conserve your energy
5.CONSERVE YOUR ENERGY
6.you are loved
By me if not by anyone
7.dont let anyone tell you who you are and never apologize for who are
8.love aint weakness weak people just cant handle love never be afraid to care about someone thats weird
9.hoes do so in fact.....get cold
10.A person will say anything for you but wont do anything for you know this difference well

I been trying to feel better and I think Im doing okay angels Im just getting the hang of everything✨
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This is me, 10 minutes before I had an anxiety attack. I was in my car, feeling numb, and I took this ...
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This is me, 10 minutes before I had an anxiety attack. I was in my car, feeling numb, and I took this picture wondering if I could capture that feeling in an image. I haven’t had an attack in a long time so I honestly thought I was “over them”. And I tend to try to maintain an image of STRENGTH as I ... This is me, 10 minutes before I had an anxiety attack.
I was in my car, feeling numb, and I took this picture wondering if I could capture that feeling in an image.
I haven’t had an attack in a long time so I honestly thought I was “over them”. And I tend to try to maintain an image of STRENGTH as I love encouraging others and assuring them that everything is okay, and they will get through their struggles.
Which I genuinely believe and hope in and pray for.
But sometimes, you have to be weak. And show it. And remind people that inside “strong” people are people who really struggle with their own STUFF.

Insecurity, doubt, fear, anxiety, depression, loneliness, addiction, guilt ... the list goes on.
Do these things have to define us? Absolutely not.
Do these things have to control us? Absolutely not.
But they are real things, and they happen.
And instead of brushing them under the rug and pretending we are OKAY all the time, I just wanted to remind you that we are all real people with real weaknesses and a real need for love and support.
One of the worst things in the world is feeling like you’re alone in something. Like no one understands. Like you can’t reach out.
I’ve been there. And I’m learning how much I DO need more help than I’ve been asking for.
In this case it was an anxiety attack. I was overwhelmed, confused, angry, sad, frustrated, and I couldn’t handle it. I ran out of a room of 50 people (where I was safe and cared for yet felt completely alone) and hid in a basement bathroom unable to stop crying - even though I didn’t understand why I was.
I held my phone tightly thinking “Who do I reach out to? I need help. I don’t know how to do this on my own.” And I texted someone. And someone found me - and prayed for me - and talked with me - and prayed for me AGAIN -and talked with me AGAIN - until finally, I was grounded. (Continued in comments)
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I was asking, begging and crying out loud! that he leave u here with me but God wants u more than me. ...
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I was asking, begging and crying out loud! that he leave u here with me but God wants u more than me. Mom I miss u so bad.. u were my strength n my happiness .....but now.... Mom look at me I'm so weak , sad and hopless. I know u God! as u want her badly than me u kept her by Ur side. I Love u Zenukaye. I was asking, begging and crying out loud! that he leave u here with me but God wants u more than me. Mom I miss u so bad..😢 u were my strength n my happiness .....but now....😢 Mom look at me I'm so weak , sad and hopless. I know u God! as u want her badly than me u kept her by Ur side. I Love u Zenukaye.
I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will ...
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I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for IN HIS STRENGTH I can do all things. (Book of Mormon Alma 26:12) . Today, I can’t stop crying. How lame. I hate crying. It doesn’t feel good. I got on my mat today, maybe that’s ... I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for IN HIS STRENGTH I can do all things. (Book of Mormon Alma 26:12)
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Today, I can’t stop crying. How lame. I hate crying. It doesn’t feel good. I got on my mat today, maybe that’s why. I decided to move without structure or thought. I did whatever the heck I felt like. It felt AWESOME!!! I moved and cried and moved and cried some more. Deep breathing and resting dug out the deep anguish my soul feels for myself, my family, for my sister in law, her kids, my sweet Mom...OUT. It poured out and still is. It hurts so much to lose someone we love so much. I just feel generally a little mad I have to stay here and experience this stupid life without my brother. To witness and feel the suffering of all is AWFUL. I opened my scriptures to this verse - my bookmarked spot...I am weak but in GOD I CAN DO ALL THINGS. I feel His strength amidst my sadness. It’s an oxymoron of gargantuan proportion. I had to go outside and take a pic with color and blossoms because I needed it. I need color and light...HOPE that more will come amidst this sadness. #yogaandgrief #breatheinbreatheout #yogaheals #godheals #ilovejesus #lds
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“Postpartum depression (PPD), also called postnatal depression, is a type of mood disorder associated with childbirth”. I have been procrastinating. Supposed to share about this but yet... I refused to admit that I was showing signs of PPD after the birth of my twins. I came home from ... “Postpartum depression (PPD), also called postnatal depression, is a type of mood disorder associated with childbirth”. I have been procrastinating.
Supposed to share about this but yet... I refused to admit that I was showing signs of PPD after the birth of my twins.

I came home from the hospital and I was crying non-stop. I was crying at the slightest thing. Even when the husband held me to walk down the stairs, I cried.

It didn’t help when my new maid was sucky. She pissed me off and I was watching her like a hawk. While scolding her, I cried. Those who know me, will know that when I am at full rage, tears will never appear. I felt weak.

I didn’t know what I was crying for and why I was crying.

It reached a point whereby I wanted to end my life. I felt that my objective in life has been met - marrying the guy I love most and giving him kids of his own. One would question that if I am gone, who will take care of the kids? To be frank, at that point, I believed that they will be well-taken care of by whoever is around.

It was that bad.

Postnatal depression is real. Family support is really important. I am very blessed to have a very supporting husband who stood by me and never once questioned (or even feel irritated) at my constant crying; very good friends who kept coming by to keep me sane; a wonderful mother who was (besides the husband) always at the receiving end of my crankiness.

I am sharing this because I want more people to know that, after childbirth, the mother does have this risk of falling into depression. I want people to know that it’s not just something that will be portrayed in tv shows but it does really happen in real life. Please try not to question why she is crying or press her for answers.

Pregnancy is not easy, confinement is freaking tough, trying to be normal (and fight against the hormonal changes) is bloody freaking hard.
#SharingToTheWorld #FacingReality #expregnantwoman
#postpartumdepression #ppd #postnataldepression
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"OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS TO MY HUSBANDS!!!!! I AM THE MOST PROUDEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE ...
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"OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS TO MY HUSBANDS!!!!! I AM THE MOST PROUDEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!! YESTEEDAY I WAS IN THE WASHROOM AND I WAS WAITING FROM TWELVE O' CLOCK FOR THIS MOST SPECIAL DAY FOR ME IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND THEN AS I SO THAN IT WAS 11:59 AND FELT STOMACH DROP ... "OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IT HAS BEEN FIVE YEARS TO MY HUSBANDS!!!!! I AM THE MOST PROUDEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!! YESTEEDAY I WAS IN THE WASHROOM AND I WAS WAITING FROM TWELVE O' CLOCK FOR THIS MOST SPECIAL DAY FOR ME IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND THEN AS I SO THAN IT WAS 11:59 AND FELT STOMACH DROP AND I STARTED CRYING SO SO SO SO SO MUCH AND THEN I WAS UPSET YESTERDAY BECAUSE OF ZAYN MALIK AND THEN THE WHOLE NIGHT I WAS JUST CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING AND CRYING!!!!! I WAS SO WEAK THAT MY DAD ALSO ASKED ME WHAT I AM SO UPSET AND ALSO MY MOM! I WAS CRYING THE MOST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND "I AM THE PROUDEST FOR MY BOYS AND WILL AWAY STAY WITH AND THEY AWAY SUPPORTED ME" AND "I AM THE MOST PROUDEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD TO CALL MY SELF "THE BIGGEST DIRECTIONER IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!""AND "I LOVE YOU MY HUSBANDS THE MOST IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!" """"
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I am 60 years old. I was born here and I still live with my parents. My husband was an alcoholic and I ...
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I am 60 years old. I was born here and I still live with my parents. My husband was an alcoholic and I didn’t have a mother in law. So, I left and returned to my parents’ village. My boy, Sukhwinder, was still young then. One day the two of us were working in the field and he went to bathe at the hand ... I am 60 years old. I was born here and I still live with my parents. My husband was an alcoholic and I didn’t have a mother in law. So, I left and returned to my parents’ village. My boy, Sukhwinder, was still young then.

One day the two of us were working in the field and he went to bathe at the hand pump. The last thing he said to me as he left was “I want to have rice pudding today”. I never saw him again.

He was 18 to 20 years old when he disappeared. Yes, his beard hadn’t grown yet.

I went to the police to ask “if he’s dead tell us, if he’s alive tell us where he is”. Nobody told us anything. The head of the village went to the police too. He was abused and told to go back to where he came from. But after about 15 to 20 days, police invited him back and said we should start the Akhand Path (prayers which can be performed in memory of someone who has passed) - even though his body was not given to us.

Now, I do labour work, clean dishes in other homes. Work in the fields. Nobody helped me. I’ve been crying and I’m tired of crying.

One of my daughter’s sons drowned in a boat too. The boat had nine people on board, all in the river. My eyesight went very weak. It happened because I have cried so much.

When you’re poor, nobody comes to stand by you. Not even your own family. Nobody took pity on us. Nobody.

God bless the perpetrators… forgive them.

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Photography credit: Abhishek Madhukar.
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It's okay to cry. Crying does not make you weak. Crying is normal. Sometimes a good cry can help. So ...
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It's okay to cry. Crying does not make you weak. Crying is normal. Sometimes a good cry can help. So never be ashamed to cry, all humans do it. It's okay to cry. Crying does not make you weak. Crying is normal. Sometimes a good cry can help. So never be ashamed to cry, all humans do it. 💖
I can’t even breath! Listen to what he says! I’m crying to! #jujubrojerts he won’t get an IG Cause he said YOU’s Buggs’s won’t continue to take joy in his pain! Lmao 🤣🤣🤣🤣🏽 stop! I’m weak! I can’t even breath! Listen to what he says! I’m crying to! #jujubrojerts he won’t get an IG Cause he said YOU’s Buggs’s won’t continue to take joy in his pain! Lmao 😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🙏🏽 stop! I’m weak!
Comment ❝BLAME❞ letter by letter. 🥀 . And I know you’re hurting. I know there’s a lot that’s going ...
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Comment ❝BLAME❞ letter by letter. 🥀 . And I know you’re hurting. I know there’s a lot that’s going on your mind. People demand things from you and you try your best to never let them down. I can feel it. Your eyes are tired from crying but you still ask if there’s still more than what you’re getting ... Comment ❝BLAME❞ letter by letter. 🥀
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And I know you’re hurting. I know there’s a lot that’s going on your mind. People demand things from you and you try your best to never let them down. I can feel it. Your eyes are tired from crying but you still ask if there’s still more than what you’re getting right now. If it still has the capacity to shed tears each time you feel crying.

And I will tell you yes. Life will still continue to throw rocks at you. Storms will continue to weigh you down. Your mistakes will sometimes haunt you making you feel weak and worthless. I know that there are days where you just want to completely breakdown, or days where you just stop because you no longer know where to get the strength you need because you’re too exhausted to keep fighting.

I see it. I see how you still try to smile and carry on as if everything inside you isn’t breaking. You try your best to make others smile without even thinking that you need to smile, too. You help them instead of sharing your pain because you don’t want to be a burden. And this I will tell you. I am proud because you are strong. Strong because people don’t know you’re fighting battles alone.

That you cry alone and wiped your tears alone. That there are nights where you keep on fighting the urge to end everything just because you still believe there will be better days. Even if you think you aren’t going anywhere, even if you feel like you haven’t took a step forward, I want you to know that you have to keep going. You have to keep fighting, keep trying, and keep believing that one day, it’ll get better.

Because the moment you feel like giving up, or quitting or leaving everything behind that’s when life will give you something good out of the bad. For you to know that there’s always something on the other side of the coin, of the mask, of everything that hurts. Something more than the sadness, the hurt, the uncertainties and confusions.

You just have to keep in mind that through all this battles, you are not alone.
— Long note to self. 🖤 #afterbreakup Artist of illustration: DM for credit
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I was fortunate enough to interview 2016 Republican Presidential Candidate @jebbush recently. ...
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I was fortunate enough to interview 2016 Republican Presidential Candidate @jebbush recently. We thought it would be best to not hash over old news from the 2016 election or the obvious rift between him and the President of the United States. We mostly focused on his early hip-hop career ... I was fortunate enough to interview 2016 Republican Presidential Candidate @jebbush recently. We thought it would be best to not hash over old news from the 2016 election or the obvious rift between him and the President of the United States. We mostly focused on his early hip-hop career from the early to mid 90s. He energetically stated “Although I understand the importance of Tupac and Biggie, I always took it as a personal diss not to be included in the same conversation when you’re talking about the most influential rappers.” When I asked him about being an original member of @outkast he simply replied “Old news G, google it.” We spent about 4 hours talking during our layover in the SLC airport. He shared an unreleased track from his first album “Gucci, Sushi, and Pussy” which is available to check below. ⬇️ Everyone considered him the coward of the county
He'd never stood one single time to prove the county wrong
His mama named him Tommy, but folks just called him yellow
Something always told me they were reading Tommy wrong
He was only ten years old when his daddy died in prison
I looked after Tommy, 'cause he was my brother's son
I still recall the final words my brother said to Tommy
"Son, my life is over, but yours has just begun"
"Promise me, son, not to do the things I've done
Walk away from trouble if you can
It won't mean you're weak if you turn the other cheek
I hope you're old enough to understand
Son, you don't have to fight to be a man"
There's someone for everyone, and Tommy's love was Becky
In her arms, he didn't have to prove he was a man
One day while he was working, the Gatlin boys came calling
They took turns at Becky, n'there was three of them
Tommy opened up the door, and saw his Becky crying
The torn dress, the shattered look was more than he could stand
He reached above the fireplace, and took down his daddy's picture
As the tears fell on his daddy's face, he heard these words again
"Promise me, son, not to do the things I've done
Walk away from trouble if you can
Now, it won't mean you're weak if you turn the other cheek
I hope you're old enough to understand
Son, you don't have to fight to be a man"
- #jebbush #rap #goat #florida
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There is only 1 other photo of me crying in my life, (shout out to m'talented friend @thetylershields) ...
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There is only 1 other photo of me crying in my life, (shout out to m'talented friend @thetylershields) even in kid photos, just never want people to know I do it. I have always hated crying it makes me feel like people will see me as weak. I have always thought I should only cry if I really have something ... There is only 1 other photo of me crying in my life, (shout out to m'talented friend @thetylershields) even in kid photos, just never want people to know I do it. I have always hated crying it makes me feel like people will see me as weak. I have always thought I should only cry if I really have something to cry about. I love me some logic, but this is not my best attribute as it can keep me from being vulnerable with the people that love me. I like to be a cheerleader for those goin through this thing we call life and not burden anyone with the fact that sometimes life sucks, i need help, and people hurt me. Ive been hiding a bit cause im goin through a tough time and needed to adjust BUT being uncomfortable with where your life is can bring self pity or self awareness and growth. (tried both and highly suggest growth)
So cry your tears, share with those that love ya, but keep moving forward and if you feel you dont have anyone to talk to about shtuff dm me.
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I was chastised in the past for sharing too many feelings with people, friends, partners. I didn’t ...
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I was chastised in the past for sharing too many feelings with people, friends, partners. I didn’t realize beforehand that this was a bad thing. I was told to “stop crying, you’re being hysterical.” I was humiliated and scolded for acting what they deemed “crazy.” It made me feel incredibly ... I was chastised in the past for sharing too many feelings with people, friends, partners. I didn’t realize beforehand that this was a bad thing. I was told to “stop crying, you’re being hysterical.” I was humiliated and scolded for acting what they deemed “crazy.” It made me feel incredibly self-conscious and small. I’ve dated enough men that forced the belief on me that my feelings were inconsequential that I started to believe it. So I closed myself off to feeling. I became jaded. Now I have trouble letting anyone in. I don’t want to burden my friends, so I mostly just keep my mouth shut. Because if I can’t handle something myself, then I must be weak or too much. And I don’t want to be weak. And I don’t want to be too much. And most importantly, I don’t want to be a burden. So I bury it deep and pretend things are mostly ok. And now I feel like I’m alone on an island of my own making. I’ve stranded myself at an oceanic emotional distance from everyone I love. I’ve been doing this alone for so long now, I can’t even imagine what it would be like not to. If you’ve watched my stories lately, you’ve seen a woman who’s struggling to find love and accept the loneliness that comes along with turning another year older and still forging life alone (with dog). You’ve all been so gracious with your kindness. I’m working hard to reverse what I’ve learned in the past about vulnerability, but is a long fucking journey, tell ya what. But I want you all out there to know that you aren’t alone either. Love is all around us, if we open our hearts to it. Big hugs.
(Pic by the amazing @viktorianorth) #huxleytheexplorer
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Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks How'd I survive when I can barely speak Barely eat on ...
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Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks How'd I survive when I can barely speak Barely eat on my knees But that's the moment you came to me I don't know what your love's done to me Think I'm invincible I see Through the me I used to be You changed my whole life Don't know what you're doing To ... Weak I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat on my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love's done to me
Think I'm invincible I see
Through the me
I used to be
You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
Superhuman heart beats in me... 🎼💞
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I didn’t realize how the ways i learned how to survive in my childhood and teen years were actually killing me now in my mid 20’s I learned and have chosen to take on detachment and abandoned any ship of love and connection at ALL costs because I didn’t want to appear weak or even for one person ... I didn’t realize how the ways i learned how to survive in my childhood and teen years were actually killing me now in my mid 20’s 😅😅😅 I learned and have chosen to take on detachment and abandoned any ship of love and connection at ALL costs because I didn’t want to appear weak or even for one person to see me break down and cry.
I was taught very young to be strong and crying is for the weak and people don’t have time for you for being sensitive. I honored that so deeply, that I ended up not knowing how to cope with things like death and pain. I automatically programmed myself to immediately turn that shit off.
All these years, my body was saying in silence “ allow me to release and process this with you, let’s cleanse with tears” but I ignored it like I do with sale calls lol isn’t it ironic when you hide emotions they still stay but now are heightened to another emotion? My silence turned into my body screaming.
I went from sadness to pure anger which then led to so much emotional rage.
I would bully, talk shit, attack and physically harm people to feel good about it all.
Shit, I would even bully my own self with my looks.
I always felt empty and angry.
I couldn’t even connect with my love so I broke it off to support that thought of “ abandon ship”. It was easy to abandon ship because I didn’t get attached.
As July approached, I got really drunk and I was full of rage from everything that day and also it’s like everything came up at once. I felt out of control emotionally and I sliced my arm up. I felt in that moment that was the only way for me to feel but I finally sobbed and sobbed.
I broke.
I was Humpty Dumpty who needed to fall from all those conditions that made me feel safe.
They were harming me.
I didn’t want to live like that anymore.
I wanted to feel it all.
I make a conscious choice daily to tune in and turn on myself with my truth. When a trigger comes up, I take the invite because another part can be discovered and released. The more I do that, the more I feel love for me, the more I can cry when I’m joyful, happy, in pure awe.
I see my love in my life as love. I can totally experience him through love 😭
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IN CHURCHMODE️CRYINGPRAYING🏽FOR MY CHILDREN 🏾 THAT GOD DISPATCH HIS ANGELSI HAVEN’T REALLY SLEPT 🛏 FOR DAYS CRYMODEPRAYERMODE🏽WORKMODE WORRYMODE🏽STRESSMODEBADMODE GOODMODE😇TRAVELMODE ️ ALL OVERLOADDO YOU CRY? I’M CRYING RELEASING STRESSWE CRYDIFFERENT TYPES ... IN CHURCHMODE⛪️CRYING😭PRAYING🙏🏽FOR MY CHILDREN 👶🏾 THAT GOD DISPATCH HIS ANGELS👼I HAVEN’T REALLY SLEPT 🛏 FOR DAYS CRYMODE😭PRAYERMODE🙏🏽WORKMODE 🔨 WORRYMODE💪🏽STRESSMODE😩BADMODE GOODMODE😇TRAVELMODE ✈️ ALL OVERLOAD😩DO YOU CRY? I’M CRYING 😢 RELEASING STRESS😩WE CRY😢DIFFERENT TYPES OF TEARS😭DID YOU KNOW? MY TEARS TODAY IS FOR SADNESS AS I AIM TO JUST LET GO & LET GOD CHARGE IT TO THE LESSONS ON THE JOURNEY😩AS I PRAY FOR MY FAMILY MEMBERS IN NEED.🙏🏽DADDY LOVE ❤️ YOU ALL AS WE LIVE & ALL LEARN CREATING LIFE✊🏽♥️✊🏽Crying releases stress😩& it’s a great practice when it comes to staying mentally healthy do it’s ok 👍🏽 let it out. I know emotional tears contain higher levels of stress hormones. Cry😢 Forgive Learn. Move on. Let your tears😭water the seeds of your future happiness.😇😭 I’M CRYING 😢 INSIDE & I’M NOT WEAK I HAVE FAITH IT’S ALL IN GOD’S PLAN ALL OUTCOMES😳Everybody's family has problems. Pray for mines as I always pray for yours. Sometimes problems don't require a solution to solve them instead they require maturity to outgrow them. God’s in control I love❤️you all stay strong 💪🏽We all make mistakes we are humans. Problems are like washing machines as you see they twist us spin us & knock us around but in the end we come out cleaner brighter & better than before. LIVING PROOF. Yes I’m crying 😭 I’m not ashamed. Crying does not indicate that you are weak. Since birth it has always been a sign that you are alive.
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"I remember waking up after my first surgery and refusing to look at my ileostomy. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I ...
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"I remember waking up after my first surgery and refusing to look at my ileostomy. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I remember my first bag change in the hospital with the stoma nurse. I cried the entire time. I remember my first few bag changes after coming home. I cried every single time and could barely look at ... "I remember waking up after my first surgery and refusing to look at my ileostomy.
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Bottom line: you can be scared and still be STRONG" [email protected] #ileostomy #ileostomybag #stoma #ibdawareness #TeamSELF
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Friendly reminder that crying is okay, no matter which gender. Your feelings are valid, and crying will never make you weak or annoying. No one thinks that you're weak or annoying when you cry tears of joy, so why would they if they were tears of sadness? On another note, ya boi is extremely ... Friendly reminder that crying is okay, no matter which gender. Your feelings are valid, and crying will never make you weak or annoying. No one thinks that you're weak or annoying when you cry tears of joy, so why would they if they were tears of sadness?
On another note, ya boi is extremely tired and just took a 2 hour nap (which was actually supposed to be a 20min one)
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I've had one of those mornings that has left me feeling the overwhelming call to share what's on my heart, as I watched a father scold his scared, young son for crying outside the Doctor's office. My heart broke for the boy, but also for the father, who no doubt was scolded in the same way by his ... I've had one of those mornings that has left me feeling the overwhelming call to share what's on my heart, as I watched a father scold his scared, young son for crying outside the Doctor's office. My heart broke for the boy, but also for the father, who no doubt was scolded in the same way by his father. I walked back into my office with a heavy heart, just as The Today Show featured a segment about @_evryman_ - A group founded by men to destigmatize men’s vulnerability and emotionality. Divine Intervention.
You see, I am very aware of the staggering fact that men are *4x* more likely to die by suicide, and I do not believe that's a coincidence. We tell boys suck it up, men don't cry, don't be a pussy. Men are taught to be "strong" but that's just the thing... Being open and vulnerable about how you feel TAKES GREAT STRENGTH.
Please understand, this is not an attack on masculinity. Quite the opposite, in fact. The Evryman founder said it best - the goal is to include owning your emotions *into masculinity*. The strongest men I know are the ones who have worked hard to embrace their feelings, who will talk about how they feel, who will reach out when the ground beneath them begins to shake.
I promise you, we would not have been given emotions if we were not meant to feel them.
To echo Justin Baldoni's TedTalk: “I challenge you to see if you can use the same qualities that you feel make you a man to go deeper into yourself. Your strength, your bravery, your toughness: Can we redefine what those mean and use them to explore our hearts? Are you brave enough to be vulnerable? Are you strong enough to be sensitive, to cry whether you are hurting or you’re happy, even if it makes you look 'weak'?" Men, we support you and we love you. For your strength, your bravery, your toughness. But also for your heart, your soul, your FEELINGS.
#OpenHearts #Evryman
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I'm hurting I'm burning in lost and fear I'm afraid that no one is near To hear my dearest thoughts ...
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I'm hurting I'm burning in lost and fear I'm afraid that no one is near To hear my dearest thoughts and screams late at night I see these things that terrify me. I don't want you to leave me in the darkness with scratches on my knees I'm begging you to please stay for me but you'd rather watch ... I'm hurting
I'm burning in lost and fear
I'm afraid that no one is near
To hear my dearest thoughts and screams late at night I see these things that terrify me.
I don't want you to leave me in the darkness with scratches on my knees
I'm begging you to please stay for me but you'd rather watch me hurt than help me heal.
You'd rather kick me in the shin and hear me squeal
You broke me into pieces that I thought I never had.
but you helped me realize that pain is something that I've only ever had and trust is something that I'll never even have
A tear drop runs down to my bed sheets.
I'm crying because I'm thinking about all of the things you put me through.
I thought you were going to love me, not break me.
but I was wrong and I just need to be strong.
But I'm weak and can't get on my feet.
I need you to help me
But instead you watch me fall to the wall
And hit my face with your fist
I saw a grin smear across your face
then you looked down and you spit on me treating me like all I ever was to you is a piece of meat.
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Distance It’ll be heartache It’ll be crying And it’ll take will To keep on trying It’s not ...
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Distance It’ll be heartache It’ll be crying And it’ll take will To keep on trying It’s not for the weak Or those afraid of pain It’s for two hearts That are one in the same It won’t be easy This much is true And it can’t be done alone It’ll take two We’ll see each other Every now ... Distance
It’ll be heartache
It’ll be crying
And it’ll take will
To keep on trying

It’s not for the weak
Or those afraid of pain
It’s for two hearts
That are one in the same

It won’t be easy
This much is true
And it can’t be done alone
It’ll take two

We’ll see each other
Every now and then
And savor these moments
‘Til we’re together again

Because distance isn’t about
Being far apart
It’s about surviving
With only half a heart

But we’ll survive
Because our love is true
And you love me
As much as I love you
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I guess I have spent the last few day's reflecting, thinking, hurting, crying & being angry. I ...
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I guess I have spent the last few day's reflecting, thinking, hurting, crying & being angry. I have spent alot of time making sure others were Ok, alot of time making sure others knew what was going on so we could all come together and not a whole lot of time really taking into consideration ... I guess I have spent the last few day's reflecting, thinking, hurting, crying & being angry.

I have spent alot of time making sure others were Ok,
alot of time making sure others knew what was going on so we could all come together and not a whole lot of time really taking into consideration as to how I feel.

On Thursday 18.01.18 I came home from work to find something I never thought in my whole lifetime I would find,
A vision and a feeling so real that I cannot forget it, A vision that disallows me to close my eyes.
A feeling that after 25 years has shown me what a real feeling is, A feeling that I am yet to completely Fathom and understand as I ride the wave of emotions that I have to try to overcome every day,

I don't feel embarrassed for being weak,
for showing or talking about how I feel. I don't feel the need to be hard on the outside any longer.

If I ask for A shoulder to cry on, please lend it.
If I ask for a hug please offer it.
If I ask for help please help me.

Today I will be blessed with the opportunity to somewhat put my mind at rest, to say good bye to my best friend in a manor where he is at peace, where he is happy and where he is comfortable.

I look forward to seeing everyone to celebrate the life of Ricky Diggler @dangerous.rick on Saturday, and I wish he could see the support circle of loved ones, friends and family he has and always will.

Declan,

I will see you when my ship sinks,

I will always love you, I will always miss you and I will always cherish what we had.
you have left an un fillable void in the space where my heart used to be, In A friendship to last a lifetime
no lifetime will ever be long enough.

But I know ! wherever it is you are, you are happy and you will always follow me.
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WHEN A WOMAN CRY, trust me, it's usually not over one thing that you have done. It's built up anger, sadness, pain and emotions that she's been holding on far too long. If you ever do anything to get her to the point where she's crying the worst thing you could do at that time is be insensitive or ... WHEN A WOMAN CRY, trust me, it's usually not over one thing that you have done. It's built up anger, sadness, pain and emotions that she's been holding on far too long. If you ever do anything to get her to the point where she's crying the worst thing you could do at that time is be insensitive or cold. Women have a lot on their plate. They hold the family down, they take care of themselves, they take care of kids, they take care of their man and the last thing they want you to see them as is weak and vulnerable. That's what your hurt does to her, piece by piece it chips away at her strength until she can no longer hold it in. I've definitely done some bad things in my life but one of the worst by far is seeing the woman I love cry because of me and I promise to do everything in my power to prevent that from happening again. #ProtectYourQueen #GrownManIsh @beyonce
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 #WERKingProgress <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> Day 1- #SidePlank 🖤 ↠ ↞ We are kicking off this challenge with a pose that used ...
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#WERKingProgress Day 1- #SidePlank 🖤 ↠ ↞ We are kicking off this challenge with a pose that used to bring me to TEARS in class. Yup! Straight up crying because I hated side plank so much. It made me feel WEAK! Like giving up. I shook terribly trying to hold it, even when modified. I had no upper ... #WERKingProgress ✨
Day 1- #SidePlank 🖤
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We are kicking off this challenge with a pose that used to bring me to TEARS in class. Yup! Straight up crying because I hated side plank so much. It made me feel WEAK! Like giving up. I shook terribly trying to hold it, even when modified. I had no upper body strength whatsoever when I started my #yogapractice 🧘🏻‍♀️ This pose feels like a #victory every single time now.. and the fact that I’m even strong enough to try some cool variations like this one (inspired by @suburbangypsy !! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻) seriously boggles my mind. #PracticeAndAllisComing #KeepMovingForward 🖤
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#yogachallenge #yogafun #yogafit #strength #balance #swimsuit #plank #tattooedyogi #inspo #yogainspiration #yogamotivation #happysaturday
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Via @mccluretwins <span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span> Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten ...
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Via @mccluretwins Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying. Thank you @bet for having us at @blackgirlsrock! . @laviebyck ... Via @mccluretwins 💕 Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying.
Thank you @bet for having us at @blackgirlsrock! .
@laviebyck thank you again for blessing us with this look ❤️
📸 @jkmcclure .
#IdoGhana
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BGM <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> #Repost @mccluretwins with @get_repost ・・・ Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful ...
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BGM #Repost @mccluretwins with @get_repost ・・・ Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying. Thank you @bet for having us at ... BGM ✨ #Repost @mccluretwins with @get_repost
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Proud to be Mama to these two smart, funny, beautiful little people. They brighten everyday and make me strive to be a better woman. They give me strength when I feel weak and laughter when I feel like crying.
Thank you @bet for having us at @blackgirlsrock! .
@laviebyck thank you again for blessing us with this look ❤️
📸 @jkmcclure .
#blackgirlsrock #mommydaughters #bet #proudmom #mccluretwins #mccluregirls #twins #cutekids #fashionkids #africatotheworld
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Lets face it, MOST “Emotional Problems” are made up in our own minds . . Ive been watching a lot ...
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Lets face it, MOST “Emotional Problems” are made up in our own minds . . Ive been watching a lot of documentaries lately about societal issues in other countries throughout the world and its really got me thinking this; people in developed countries are f*cking WEAK . . Now this is not ... Lets face it, MOST “Emotional Problems” are made up in our own minds
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Ive been watching a lot of documentaries lately about societal issues in other countries throughout the world and its really got me thinking this; people in developed countries are f*cking WEAK
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Now this is not the “popular” point of view in modern society but why the hell do I care, its the truth
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Now I say this because when you watch REAL STRUGGLE in other countries like
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•Rape
•Extreme Poverty
•Disease Epidemic
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When you see actual hardship you realize what real struggle is... and what you NEVER see is people whining and crying about their;
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•Anxiety
•Insecurities
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•Stress
•Romance Problems
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And I always think why not? If you think about it on a human level, why do these third world countries not have the same “emotional issues”? And I think its because they are too busy trying to just survive
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Think of it this way, if you were a caveman and decided you were too depressed to go out and hunt what would happen? Would the world cater to your emotions and bring you some food to eat while you have a bad day? No,Youd die and you be dead.... so in times of survival these issues don’t exist or can be ignored because of necessity... so guess what that means? As a human we have TOTAL CONTROL over our emotions and whether or not we want to dwell on them
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In our modern comfortable world we have no real struggle... we have food, clean water, shelter, and safety... and everything else we “feel” is bullshit that comes from these comforts
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Next time you think your “emotional problems” are so important or out of your control, just think this, if you had to survive right now; hunt, fight, scavange, and struggle.... would your “problems” still be an issue? And the answer is almost always NO
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So treat your issues like you have to survive and shut them out of your mind so you can focus on enjoying life...because I got news for you, as different as our world looks, this is still the f*cking jungle, and if we dont get it together, we still die☠️
#truestory #weallhaveastory #newme #imsorry #truestory #wecanchange #realtalk #selflove
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It’s only failure if you quit! Repost By @medicaltalks Written by @paulorpaolo It is your third ...
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It’s only failure if you quit! Repost By @medicaltalks Written by @paulorpaolo It is your third time you have not been accepted. Your last attempt to pass anatomy. Your heart is beating so hard that it is almost impossible to fall asleep. You might feel weak and crying all the f***** ... It’s only failure if you quit!

Repost By @medicaltalks
Written by @paulorpaolo
It is your third time you have not been accepted.
Your last attempt to pass anatomy.
Your heart is beating so hard that it is almost impossible to fall asleep.
You might feel weak and crying all the f***** time.
The dissapointment you would face if you fail is making you sick in stomach.
Your friends are already working and planning family, while you are still lying in the books and trying to understand limbic system at 2 a.m.

So Yes! it is hard. It is hard to become a doctor! It is hard to live 6 years under these conditions! BUT the real question is:
Can you imagine doing something else???
By @paulorpaolo
#emt #paramedic #nurse #medic #corpsman #socm #rfr #pj #sarc #18d #flightmedic #flightnurse #doctor #surgeon #narescue
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 #1 single Album 17 song 25 2002 4:00 *single Hand holding Smiles hoping That’s what I needed ...
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#1 single Album 17 song 25 2002 4:00 *single Hand holding Smiles hoping That’s what I needed Shoulders broken Foul mouth spoken That’s the given Every night I’d pray and hide Oh oh under the bed I’d cry Oh oh I hated what you did that night Oh you drank three bottles of whiskey Got ... #1 single
Album 17 song 25
2002 4:00
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Hand holding
Smiles hoping
That’s what I needed
Shoulders broken
Foul mouth spoken
That’s the given
Every night I’d pray and hide
Oh oh under the bed I’d cry
Oh oh I hated what you did that night
Oh you drank three bottles of whiskey
Got mad and ready to hit me
And I would hideaway
But I always wanted you to stay
Don’t hurt me but don’t leave me

I’m holding onto something that’s not there
It’s like I’m trying to grab at some thin air
All I can remember is that last year
It was 2002 when I lost you
You left in the middle of the night
And that moment changed my life
I’ve been sitting at my doorsteps
Waiting for you to make those promises you kept
But the time has gone by and 2002 seems like a different lifetime
Always aggressive
Cut myself on your edges
That wasn’t even the worse
We tried to runaway
But my mind could not escape
Our terrible curse
You always threatened to leave me
I never thought you to do that to me
Oh oh you had voices in your head
Oh oh you could not put them to bed
I felt bad that I couldn’t help you
Know that I wanted to save you
But mama said we could never change you

I’m holding onto something that’s not there
It’s like I’m trying to grab at some thin air
All I can remember is that last year
It was 2002 when I lost you
You left in the middle of the night
And that moment changed my life
I’ve been sitting at my doorsteps
Waiting for you to make those promises you kept
But the time has gone by and 2002 seems like a different lifetime
I remember watching you storm out the door
That moment changed me forever more
I always needed you to help me through the dark times
But you never stood by my side
And I was the weak one for showing you all my love
I spent too many nights crying about this
No you’re not worth it

I’m holding onto something that’s not there
It’s like I’m trying to grab at some thin air
All I can remember is that last year
It was 2002 when I lost you
You left in the middle of the night
And that moment changed my life
I’ve been sitting at my doorsteps
Waiting for you to make those promises you kept
But the time has gone by and 2002 seems like a different lifetime
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One year ago I felt my best EVER! That was before my neck & spine had a year of pain, before adrenal fatigue, ...
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One year ago I felt my best EVER! That was before my neck & spine had a year of pain, before adrenal fatigue, and before battling and fighting for energy. Never did I ever think #transformations were truly possible,...for ME. I had reached this point where it was easy. For a person that struggled ... One year ago I felt my best EVER! That was before my neck & spine had a year of pain, before adrenal fatigue, and before battling and fighting for energy. Never did I ever think #transformations were truly possible,...for ME. I had reached this point where it was easy. For a person that struggled my whole life with weight that wasn’t even in my vocabulary! .
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Even though it took me 6-8 months to figure out how to eliminate my spine & neck pain, & I am craving these results from a year ago, I’m happy because gratitude is what got me to achieve the huge shift! One day I woke up desiring to move my body out of LOVE because so many people in the world who aren’t able to would give anything to be able to. .
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Even in this journey to figure out my health & healing, & catching myself break down in the shower in pure tears of pain countless times, I still remained grateful. I feel GREAT most days now with the exception of sore muscles & tiny passing waves of pain in my neck, but more than anything I’m determined to stay in the flow of PURE love & gratitude while I chisel myself back to an even better version of myself!
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I feel like the biggest lesson is PATIENCE & DILIGENCE. To diligently overcome our little habits of quitting, relying of food for comfort, settling, not pushing when it’s hard, crying in defeat, numbing ourselves in numerous ways, not showing up for our workout, is the WEAK route, & what we need is strength & EACH OTHER.
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I say this because obstacles will come. Strength of change can come from within but it becomes lasting when we do it in numbers! I’m INVITING you to TAKE this journey with me! Reclaim your POWER & fight the good fight with me. I will give you EVERYTHING to succeed that will cover the logistics of HOW, but I’m going to need you to give me your hand so I can hold your HEART throughout the way!
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I would LOVE for us to develop more willpower than we can imagine & more fight to supersede our BEST days because our past isn’t anything in comparison to our future! I would love for you to TRUST yourself enough to say YES! If you are willing to fight alongside with me, I’m willing to pour into you! Send me a DM w/ your GOALS.💌
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As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. ...
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As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. After all, #imnotscaredtobehonest right? So today was attempt-to-shave-your-vag day. I say "attempt" because being 33 weeks pregnant, you can't see shit below your bump. As soon as I was ... As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. After all, #imnotscaredtobehonest right?
So today was attempt-to-shave-your-vag day. I say "attempt" because being 33 weeks pregnant, you can't see shit below your bump. As soon as I was done doing my stuff, I stepped out of the shower and went straight to the mirror to check on the vag situation. Do you want to know what happened next? I started crying. Bawling. Hysterically bawling to be exact. I just didn't like what I saw. And it's not that I didn't like the look of my body. I particularly didn't like the look of my lady. Insane, right? I don't think I've been this upset in a really long time. I think it might be the hormones. I also think it's because I worry that my husband won't be attracted to me once I give birth. But of course when I told him what had happened, he couldn't believe his ears. He told me how beautiful I was and how lucky he is to be able to call himself my husband. Pregnancy is hard man! .
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#preggoproblems #preggoprobs #motherhoodthroughinstagram #pregnancyisbeautiful #readytopop #preggobelly #pregnancylife #thirdtrimester #thirdtrimesterproblems #pregnancyphoto #preggostyle #pregnancyhormones #bumplove #bumplife #33weekspregnant #bunintheoven
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mom, no words can express the love & respect I have for you. you made my pregnancy amazing. you stood ...
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mom, no words can express the love & respect I have for you. you made my pregnancy amazing. you stood by my side & gave me all the support I needed. you were there for all my doctor appointments, you sleep with me & listen to me cry & complain about the pain I was in. you gave me everything I was craving ... mom, no words can express the love & respect I have for you. you made my pregnancy amazing. you stood by my side & gave me all the support I needed. you were there for all my doctor appointments, you sleep with me & listen to me cry & complain about the pain I was in. you gave me everything I was craving & let me stay home when I wasn’t suppose too. you drove me to the hospital at 6 in the morning & never left me side. you watched them put drugs in me so I can sleep & you watched me sleep. I remember them coming in saying I needed an emergency c section & you started crying & they took me away. but you were the first one to hold my son & I heard you telling me Lucas was here, I heard you trying to talk to me but I couldn’t wake up. I stayed in the hospital for 4 days to make sure I was okay bc I was so weak. you stayed every night & you even told me to sleep while you woke up every 2 hours to feed him. you left your job to take care of Lucas & I could go to school. you deserve everything you dream of, you deserve the world. I love you mom & Lucas will one day appreciate everything you’ve done for the both of us! happy Mother’s Day & I’ll make this day up to you one day! ❤️
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Umeed - A Ray Of Hope. Part 53. Darshan and Chinmay met with an accident. Darshan was driving ...
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Umeed - A Ray Of Hope. Part 53. Darshan and Chinmay met with an accident. Darshan was driving very fast and he didn't see the red signal. And suddenly he sees a lot of smoke. Meanwhile, Mimansha gets a call from Darshan's cell. Mimansha : Boliye jaan? Nurse : Is this Mimansha? Mimansha ... Umeed - A Ray Of Hope.
Part 53.

Darshan and Chinmay met with an accident.
Darshan was driving very fast and he didn't see the red signal.
And suddenly he sees a lot of smoke.
Meanwhile,
Mimansha gets a call from Darshan's cell.
Mimansha : Boliye jaan?
Nurse : Is this Mimansha?
Mimansha : Yes. It is Mimansha.
Who is this? How do you have Darshan's cell?
Nurse : I am calling from City Hospital. Sorry to say but two of your friends Darshan and the other guy have met with a serious accident.
Mimansha : Chinmaaaaaayyy..
Fuck. Accident? How?
I am coming right there.
She starts crying.
Hearing her cry, Suhana and Shradha go to her and ask her..
Suhana : What happened babe? Kya hua? Why are you crying?
Mimansha : Darshan and Chinmay. They met with an accident.
Suhana :What the ? No.
She starts crying too.
Shradha : Stop joking.
Mimansha : snap out of it bitch.
Stop living in your dream world. I got a call.
I am going.
And you.. Stay here.
I don't need you hurting Darshan more.
Just stay away.
Shradha : But..
Mimansha and Suhana leave her, without saying anything.
Shradha starts crying.
She goes numb.
She starts blaming herself for every pain which has been caused to Darshan..
She mentally becomes weak.
But then she gets up and decides... To be continued..
Lots of love.
Leave your reviews :) xx
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He hits me like a raging storm a hand against my flesh . He is the seas slapping upon shores . There ...
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He hits me like a raging storm a hand against my flesh . He is the seas slapping upon shores . There are rocks and there is me and I am less than the hardness that they posses . And as much as I want to become strong enough to withstand the crash I am weak in the way I can be pushed back . Where ... He hits me like a raging storm
a hand against my flesh
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He is the seas slapping upon shores
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There are rocks
and there is me
and I am less than the hardness that they posses
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And as much as I want to become strong enough to withstand the crash
I am weak in the way I can be pushed back
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Where growth thrives
is a place that feels foreign to me
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It was once familiar
a way to live for the forwardness of things
a way to exist for the tomorrows of dawn
but lately I do not know the travelling of it all
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I beg
and I plead
for it to come back to me
but lately it does not arrive
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I am still fingers gripping dirt
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I am still knees deep in the earth
crying for more
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He comes like a wave
and takes me away
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He comes like knives to the core of me
and I am all blood
mixed with the taking of water
still trying to find where I meet the sky
— tears searching for horizons
carrying prayers that wish to be answered
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I am still screaming against the wind
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I am still wondering when his voice will give
and when his howling will end
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I am still waiting
for when I will begin again.
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Some days are harder than others. Some days you are treading water until you are sinking again. He pulls you in and there is no breathing. He grabs you and there is nothing else to be, than to be taken.
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A little over a month ago I wrote a status, a cry for help if you will. It was about crying and drinking ...
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A little over a month ago I wrote a status, a cry for help if you will. It was about crying and drinking wine in the bathroom. What I failed to mention is that I had a little selfie taking session between those very long sips and hard tears. It's funny how things can change because of a change in ... A little over a month ago I wrote a status, a cry for help if you will. It was about crying and drinking wine in the bathroom. What I failed to mention is that I had a little selfie taking session between those very long sips and hard tears.

It's funny how things can change because of a change in perception. That day was one of the worst days of my life. I will not get into detail about why because that's not important.

What is important is the lessons I took from that experience. I doubted God's love and existence because what I had prayed for for so long and believed was God's plan for my life didn't material not only that but threatened to take away much more than just that dream.

I was angry, ashamed even of the timeline I had set for my life and all that I "should" have achieved. Why would God put this dream in my heart if he will not allow it to come to fruition? What are people going to say? Etc.

Before this day I had barely cried in front of anyone not for lack of painful experiences, but for the misguided view that crying made one look weak. The crying proved what I had always preached that sharing your emotions helps you identify them and why. Thus enabling the healing process to begin.

The questioning of God and my faith was great in reminding me of his mercies in my life and that he lives in me and not at church. As I hadn't been there in a while.

His delays are not his denials. His denials are never to hurt you but are redirections to paths he had chosen for us. I am grateful for that day, I dealt with so much of my baggage that I wasn't aware of.
It helped me learn to open up and stand in my truth with no shame or fear. To pay homage to my experiences and understand that I am a sum of all of those experiences. The good and the bad were mine and they demanded to be acknowledged.
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From the first week of November till a week before Christmas, I battled with my sons' health. Both ...
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From the first week of November till a week before Christmas, I battled with my sons' health. Both were ill at same time, buying drugs running into thousands. My second son had to stop school (since its Creche) so I could take proper of him and I had to stop work too, and all this while I knew I was ... From the first week of November till a week before Christmas, I battled with my sons' health. Both were ill at same time, buying drugs running into thousands. My second son had to stop school (since its Creche) so I could take proper of him and I had to stop work too, and all this while I knew I was ill too but my children were my priority (mothers are really super heroes). Immediately my boys were better (which happened miraculously same time too) my illness came out with full force days to Christmas. On the 21st & 22nd I had fever and took paracetamol, it subsided. By 23rd paracetamol didn't work o, fever, severe head ache, my bones were weak, mouth so bitter, no appetite I couldn't hold myself I started crying cuz I felt helpless (hubby wasn't around for a while because of work). When he called in the morning for morning prayers, I was crying seriously and shaking. He prayed for/with me and tried to calm me down but after the call the tears didn't stop. I kept calling my Doctor from 8am but he didn't answer (very unlike him), hubby kept calling cuz he wasn't comfortable anymore where he was (this is "wife wife" that never cries😄) i was still crying and he promised to leave work and come. By 2pm I called my Doctor more than 30times to no avail and sent messages (i guess he had surgery on a patient the night before and went out for consultancy the next day), by 5pm he sent a message that I could come to the clinic that he was there now. By 6pm hubby was in bayelsa with me and immediately took me to the clinic. Doctor examined me and ordered that I be admitted immediately my temperature was through the roof. All in all I give thanks to God Almighty that I was discharged 24th night. The devil didn't win o my GOD did...!! 2018 is my year of abundant testimonies..!! My year of massive expansion #mytestimony #thankyouJesus #PraiseGodwithme😇👼🙏🙏🙏
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 #Repost @amyshorephotography with @get_repost ・・・ It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few ...
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#Repost @amyshorephotography with @get_repost ・・・ It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few words as the stigma that is still attached to mental health is worryingly still very noticeable. If you read no further than this sentence, please know that if you're struggling with any mental ... #Repost @amyshorephotography with @get_repost
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It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few words as the stigma that is still attached to mental health is worryingly still very noticeable.

If you read no further than this sentence, please know that if you're struggling with any mental health problems, you are not weak. You are not failing. You are doing the best you can. Is someone considered weak if they catch a cold, or develop cancer? Sometimes our life circumstances mean we end up dealing with these things and it's absolutely not your fault - do not blame yourself.

Last summer, I saw a therapist for 19 hour-long sessions. For me, stress, anxiety, needing to feel accepted and loneliness stemming from my job had resulted in me truly loathing myself for not being able to handle more, for how I ended up looking in the mirror from comfort eating, and for feeling like however many times I tried to improve myself, I was always failing, again and again. I knew that many of my thoughts were totally illogical but kind words fell on totally deaf ears. It was like someone trying to make me believe that pigs could fly. It's taken me those sessions to come to some truths about myself which I'm still trying to learn how manage.

Because I wasn't debating ending my own life, my GP didn't consider me 'bad enough' to warrant talking to someone. But that still didn't mean I wasn't crying on a near-daily basis because of how much I despised myself. It wasn't until I started talking to close friends about it when 4 of them told me that they had either gone to, or were going to therapy sessions that I decided to talk to someone myself.
Please, don't keep what's in your head to yourself if it's hurting, however small a GP may think your problems...talk to someone. YOU ARE NOT WEAK. There are people all around you that will be feeling just like you, not talking about it, but feeling just as lonely about their situation. You are not alone. People mange their feelings in many different ways so I couldn't even begin to attempt to offer advice. But do try to find the little things that work for you, and talk.

You are very much wanted, loved and purposeful in this world x
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It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few words as the stigma that is still attached to mental health ...
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It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few words as the stigma that is still attached to mental health is worryingly still very noticeable. If you read no further than this sentence, please know that if you're struggling with any mental health problems, you are not weak. You are not failing. ... It's #MentalHealthAwareness Week! A few words as the stigma that is still attached to mental health is worryingly still very noticeable.

If you read no further than this sentence, please know that if you're struggling with any mental health problems, you are not weak. You are not failing. You are doing the best you can. Is someone considered weak if they catch a cold, or develop cancer? Sometimes our life circumstances mean we end up dealing with these things and it's absolutely not your fault - do not blame yourself.

Last summer, I saw a therapist for 19 hour-long sessions. For me, stress, anxiety, needing to feel accepted and loneliness stemming from my job had resulted in me truly loathing myself for not being able to handle more, for how I ended up looking in the mirror from comfort eating, and for feeling like however many times I tried to improve myself, I was always failing, again and again. I knew that many of my thoughts were totally illogical but kind words fell on totally deaf ears. It was like someone trying to make me believe that pigs could fly. It's taken me those sessions to come to some truths about myself which I'm still trying to learn how manage.

Because I wasn't debating ending my own life, my GP didn't consider me 'bad enough' to warrant talking to someone. But that still didn't mean I wasn't crying on a near-daily basis because of how much I despised myself. It wasn't until I started talking to close friends about it when 4 of them told me that they had either gone to, or were going to therapy sessions that I decided to talk to someone myself.
Please, don't keep what's in your head to yourself if it's hurting, however small a GP may think your problems...talk to someone. YOU ARE NOT WEAK. There are people all around you that will be feeling just like you, not talking about it, but feeling just as lonely about their situation. You are not alone. People mange their feelings in many different ways so I couldn't even begin to attempt to offer advice. But do try to find the little things that work for you, and talk.

You are very much wanted, loved and purposeful in this world x
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Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is ...
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Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying ... Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?
#lipsofanangel #iloveyou #photooftheday
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Honey, why are you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey, why are you crying, ...
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Honey, why are you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey, why are you crying, is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice ... Honey, why are you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey, why are you crying, is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words - it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But, girl, you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words - it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But, girl, you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words - it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But, girl, you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But, girl, you make it so hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey, why are you calling me so late? #lipsofanangel #kissmeimmexican🌵
#herkissestellastory
#tequieromuchopinchepelon
#travelbuddies
#amigosporsiempre #friendship
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PREACH IT! <span class="emoji emoji1f64c"></span> Sorry for not posting in 2 days guys, I'm gonna try and post once/twice a day again, I went ...
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PREACH IT! Sorry for not posting in 2 days guys, I'm gonna try and post once/twice a day again, I went back to school yesterday and I kind of forgot to post 😐 but I'll be back on track now! On the subject of crying, guys and girls, you are both allowed to show emotion! I hate how its acceptable for ... PREACH IT! 🙌 Sorry for not posting in 2 days guys, I'm gonna try and post once/twice a day again, I went back to school yesterday and I kind of forgot to post 😐 but I'll be back on track now!😊 On the subject of crying, guys and girls, you are both allowed to show emotion! I hate how its acceptable for a girl to cry because we're 'dramatic' but guys get called 'weak' and 'a pussy' for it. How are pussies weak? Vaginas spend fucking 1/2 a day- 2 days pushing a big ass baby out, and every month they bleed for 7 days. Doesn't sound weak to me 💪 whatever your gender, show emotions.
#feminist #feminism #female #male #sexism #misogyny #misandry #equality #equalrights #equal
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Stop crying over these niggas they don’t care sis <span class="emoji emoji1f4af"></span> stop fighting over these niggas you look stupid ...
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Stop crying over these niggas they don’t care sis stop fighting over these niggas you look stupid out here fighting 2 & 3 females every week because your nigga out here doing him ... you just look stupid because he’s still gonna fw the hoe anyway ️ either cheat back or LEAVE ️ stop crying over ... Stop crying over these niggas they don’t care sis 💯 stop fighting over these niggas you look stupid out here fighting 2 & 3 females every week because your nigga out here doing him ... you just look stupid because he’s still gonna fw the hoe anyway ❗️ either cheat back or LEAVE ❗️ stop crying over these niggas they out here living their best life while you home crying and blowing up his phone with calls and text 🙄 nah sis don’t call him or text him ... do him how he do you ✅ stop letting these niggas make you weak ‼️ y’all get into one argument with your close friend and y’all cut her off and block her number with no hesitation !!! Do these niggas the same way don’t keep giving him chance after chance after chance to hurt you. ❗️ get with the program ladies it’s time to be happy stop being sad and miserable over a nigga that keeps hurting you because it’s clear to see HE DON’T GIVE AF ABOUT YOU OR THEM TEARS YOU CRYING 💯
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I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING! idfc if you wanna call me grandma now heehee HUHUHUU MY WEAK HEART ...
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I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING! idfc if you wanna call me grandma now heehee HUHUHUU MY WEAK HEART I'M NOT CRYING, YOU'RE CRYING! idfc if you wanna call me grandma now heehee HUHUHUU MY WEAK HEART 😭❤️
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