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It's been well documented that the day Johnny Cash married June Carter was one of the happiest of ...
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It's been well documented that the day Johnny Cash married June Carter was one of the happiest of his life. I guess our parents and previous generations stayed together simply because they didn't have 100's other people following them or liking their pictures at their disposal when their ... It's been well documented that the day Johnny Cash married June Carter was one of the happiest of his life. I guess our parents and previous generations stayed together simply because they didn't have 100's other people following them or liking their pictures at their disposal when their marriage or relationship got hard. Nowadays when the relationship hits the rocks we can just log in and get high of this false sense of security, appreciation and understanding. We value our worth based on fucking followers, comments and inbox messages filled with colorful words that have no depth. Meanwhile the person who loves you when there is no fucking filter on your face becomes an option and the rest of the world and the attractively filtered followers with hollow words becomes priority. Don't loose what is real chasing behind what only appears to be. It's too easy for people to send direct messages and pictures and troll through people's lives that they would never once have known. It opens the gates to people constantly thinking there's more out there and that the grass is greener. It creates a false reality around people who can build a whole fucking life of bullshit sitting in their bedroom. May our days be filled with a happiness and love like Johnny and June's, 'cause I believe in true love with all of its joys and pains.
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I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the ...
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I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the way I do now towards animals. I would try to save animals from my cats, I would save my cats, I would cry over snakes my family murdered for just living their life in our yard, even tho they scared me ... I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the way I do now towards animals. I would try to save animals from my cats, I would save my cats, I would cry over snakes my family murdered for just living their life in our yard, even tho they scared me I had compassion towards them.
I went vegetarian for a very selfish reason, as most people do. however I didn't do it because "I needed cheese" that's bullshit, have you seen @followyourheart, @daiyafoods, and @miyokos_kitchen? no one, other than the babies whose mom's milk is stolen need dairy. I went vegan instantly while watching a @mercyforanimals video sophomore year of high school. I was never exposed to dairy and what happened in the dairy industry. women. mom's. are raped, day after day after day until the day their short life is over. just so #humans can drink their milk. I had been an activist prior, but I was only focusing on fur, cruelty free makeup, and eating meat. dairy never clicked for me prior. Since that day I've considered myself an activist and a vegan.
We're in a place right now where we're struggling a lot, all of these natural disasters & just having shitty, shitty luck and it discourages me to do activism. I sticker as much as I can, but I am dying to do more. I don't post about it nearly as much as I should, because I know I have such loud voice I should be exposing the truth and helping others go vegan, but my own mental health is stopping me. so many things I pour my heart into and get so hurt and discouraged bc 5 people will see something I actually worked on and none of them give a shit or comment or interact whatsoever and it hurts me. I need to stop letting this control me and focus on those who need my voice. the billions and billions of animals every fucking year who die due to people being ignorant and uneducated. we need a vegan world. #vegan #veganworld #animalrights #animalrightsactivist #activism #veganactivism #mercyforanimals #peta #daiya #followyourheart #whatveganseat #dairy #milk #cheese
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You guys...after hating myself most of my life, praying for death daily...I now wake up completely ...
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You guys...after hating myself most of my life, praying for death daily...I now wake up completely obsessed with myself. One day a few years ago after a particularly nasty relationship I suddenly woke up and realized I could NOT live my life like this anymore. I went on a year long journey of ... You guys...after hating myself most of my life, praying for death daily...I now wake up completely obsessed with myself. One day a few years ago after a particularly nasty relationship I suddenly woke up and realized I could NOT live my life like this anymore. I went on a year long journey of celibacy. I dated myself, found myself, treated myself like a princess and it changed my life and the quality of people I allowed in. Ohh it was fucking painful though. I cried and cried at how lonely I was but I KNEW I had to do it for my own survival. People often say to me that I'm so happy and free and want to know my secret. My secret? I've put in YEARS of hard work on kicking out all the negative bullshit I was telling myself, YEARS of work on telling myself good things. And now I'm so fucking blessed to be me, to wake up and have those butterfly feelings we get about a new crush...but for ME. I'm a fucking icon and a goddess in my own world, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of me. And you guys are all icons too...so let's go live on icon island and start worshipping ourselves!!! I love you all SO much. And thank you to @roxieraccoon for helping me to find even more of my goddess self at our first photo shoot (cheers to many more collaborations!) $$$ PS. My celibacy journey was what I needed to do for me. But each of us has our own journey. Your heart will tell you what yours is to start kicking life's ass. 🚀
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Happy Birthday my spiciest little monkey. You deserved so much more than your almost 4 years of life. ...
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Happy Birthday my spiciest little monkey. You deserved so much more than your almost 4 years of life. You should be here with us, eating birthday cake and blowing out your 11 candles. I’m so sorry you are not. I did everything I could to save you and I’ll never understand how it wasn’t enough. ... Happy Birthday my spiciest little monkey. You deserved so much more than your almost 4 years of life. You should be here with us, eating birthday cake and blowing out your 11 candles.
I’m so sorry you are not. I did everything I could to save you and I’ll never understand how it wasn’t enough. I miss you every second of every day. I’ll never stop fighting for you and all the other kids out there who deserve so much better. I promise to keep my promise. I love you to the moon and back, forever and always.
Also, this. Because I know I’m going to get this on my page today and I’m not ok with it.
Everything happens for a reason.

BULLSHIT.

You were given this because you are strong enough to handle it.

BULLSHIT.

Ronan needed to go home where he belongs, to Heaven.

MOTHER FUCKING BULLSHIT.

God only takes the best. God needed an angel to tend to his garden. God had a bigger plan for Ronan.

Well, than that makes GOD an Asshole.

He’s in a better place now.

The most fucked up Bullshit.

At least you have other children.

Insensitive Bullshit.

I know exactly how you feel. My Grandpa, Grandma/Mother/Father/Brother/Sister/Dog/Cat/Fish died.

Delusional Bullshit

Time heals all wounds.

Hallmark Bullshit.

I have each and every one of these sentiments said to me. Yes, I realize the people behind these words only had good intentions but a conversation needs to be had about the way we speak to anyone who is suffering, no matter what the form of pain is. We as kind, compassionate human beings can do so much better than spewing out such empty words. Let’s think deeper about the words we are saying instead of regurgitating canned emptiness. Some things do happen for a reason but things such as parents’ outliving their children? No. There is no reason to try to justify such a horrible tragedy with trite sayings. Do better. Think deeper. Be more. Open yourself up in a way that makes you feel vulnerable and scared. I guarantee if you do that, your words will be so much more meaningful. End of rant. I have a birthday to celebrate. #ronan #fucancer #youshouldbehere #morethan4 #rockstarronan #taylorswift
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 #TFitKing Show some love to<span class="emoji emoji1f525"></span> @andyfrisella Too old. . Too fat. . Too far gone. . Bullshit. . Its ...
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#TFitKing Show some love to @andyfrisella Too old. . Too fat. . Too far gone. . Bullshit. . Its not genetics. . Its not circumstance. . Its not destiny. . Its not “normal”. . Its a fucking choice. . I told myself all the same shit. . Day in. Day out. . I told myself Ill ... #TFitKing
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@andyfrisella Too old.
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Too fat.
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Too far gone.
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Bullshit.
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Its not genetics.
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Its not circumstance.
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Its not destiny.
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Its not “normal”.
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Its a fucking choice.
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I told myself all the same shit.
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Day in. Day out.
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I told myself Ill start tomorrow.
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Ill start Monday.
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Im serious this time
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After a thousand tomorrows where was I?
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WORSE.
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I sold myself an endless supply of bullshit to justify my lack of discipline.
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And Im a GREAT fucking salesmen to myself.
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We all are.
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We know exactly the story to tell ourselves to let us off the hook and make our self destruction & acceptance of mediocrity acceptable.
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But we know it isn’t acceptable.
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We know we are making the wrong choices in our hearts.
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Look at my face on the left.
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Even though I had already lost 40lbs in this pic from my high of 350....You can still see the disgust on my face.
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Every ounce of sweat.
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Every ounce of work.
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Every mile walked.
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Every pound lifted.
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Every missed “night out”.
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Every time I had to stay on my program when everyone else enjoyed themselves.
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ALL FUCKING WORTH IT.
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Would of still been worth it if it were 1000 times harder than it was.
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...and Im just getting started.
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Its a choice.
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I challenge you to join me in taking your life back.
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Its time.
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You know it.
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I know it.

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It got to a point where I was just sick & tired of being sick & tired.. of dealing with my own bullshit. ...
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It got to a point where I was just sick & tired of being sick & tired.. of dealing with my own bullshit. I knew I couldn’t go on living the way I was & that I needed to completely change everything. • I didn’t get to this place of having a healthy relationship with my mind/body/food/exercise/life ... It got to a point where I was just sick & tired of being sick & tired.. of dealing with my own bullshit. I knew I couldn’t go on living the way I was & that I needed to completely change everything.

I didn’t get to this place of having a healthy relationship with my mind/body/food/exercise/life overnight... it was a longgg journey back home into myself. But I do know that I didn’t get to being at a better place a healthier space... by hating myself here. I worked hard at loving myself through this journey. When I was heavier than I may have liked I didn’t beat myself up about it & talk shit to my own fucking self.. (why do we do this) but I chooooose to go a different route. I knew where beating myself up would take me & I was sick of it. I knew that I didn’t want to live that way anymore & ultimately only you can decide when you are ready to leave the toxic behaviors/thought patterns behind. You have to want better for yourself.. no one can force you to heal or to see your magic.. you have to dig deep & even if it’s not clear to you right now.. knowwwww that it is there beneath all the other bullshit that’s clouded your vision.. your magic... your power.. you have to keep digging to find it.

So years back I decided I needed to totally change everything. I changed my life sold my shit & hit the road... not that you have to do that, but that’s what I had to do. I learned how to love myself again.. unconditionally love myself with nooo attachment to the shape my body was taking or anything else outside of me.

Doing the astrology readings, sharing yoga, creating, dancing, playing, getting in nature... that’s whats brought me back to life. That’s what helped me heal. There’s different recipes for everyone.. but find your medicine & use it.

You deserve it. You deserve to be happy you deserve to be here you deserve the life you want. But only you can make that happen. You must believe it first & truly get quiet to listen to your inner voice...your gut..your intuition that already knowsss. You have all the answers already it’s just whipping away all the bullshit that we’ve picked up throughout our lives that’s made us doubt our magic. So do the work CONT👇🏾
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What I don't understand the police department is a full with different nationalities .but it seems ...
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What I don't understand the police department is a full with different nationalities .but it seems to always be The white male that fear for their life /the white male that's always killing our black women men and children. This ain't no fucking lie every fucking news clip every fucken trash ... What I don't understand the police department is a full with different nationalities .but it seems to always be The white male that fear for their life /the white male that's always killing our black women men and children. This ain't no fucking lie every fucking news clip every fucken trash nigga caught on camera? You ignorant motherfuckers can try to justify this bullshit all you want. This bitch Cop just wanted to kill him The proof is in the bullets not One shot /but seven. We not saying this motherfucker shouldn't be in jail for his action but most definitely not in The morgue . Six cops on the scene you can't subdued one little guy please kill that fucking trash noise? This is a pattering all a across the whole United States white male cops are killing our black folks on purpose! And then some of these ignorant motherfuckers have the nerve to be calling us monkeys apes thugs animals uneducated on welfare idiots for what their trash counterparts are doing to us .don't this shit make you want too lol ?They don't like when we defend our so-called thugs & criminals in their eyes it's all right for blacks to be murdered over traffic tickets or minor fucking incidents. Don't dear talk back to the cop like if these motherfuckers you're Daddy ? Nigga PLEASE? They all pretending to be blind . Do you see any black cops kicking in their front living room door and murder there kids. Do you see black cops beating and shooting unarmed white men Women and children. The black cop are not racial profiling them. These motherfucking niggers just can't stand the fucking truth. It's just plain and simple the white male cops just can't stand the black race . Not all but a majority of them.So who you think should be the one that really fear for their life .hnnnnmnmmm!
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[TOPIC OF THE NIGHT] "HATERS" Congrats kid. if this kid isn't a fucking motivator Idk what to tell ...
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[TOPIC OF THE NIGHT] "HATERS" Congrats kid. if this kid isn't a fucking motivator Idk what to tell you. This kid is the shit. His interview on ellan was dope. All he wants to do is go to school sing move to Florida and get a trailer. Humble modest. With all the lame shit this world puts out there. ... [TOPIC OF THE NIGHT] "HATERS"
Congrats kid. if this kid isn't a fucking motivator Idk what to tell you. This kid is the shit. His interview on ellan was dope. All he wants to do is go to school sing move to Florida and get a trailer. Humble modest. With all the lame shit this world puts out there. From drugs, to material bullshit,cheating watever. That's all that kid wants and with all the people out there straight hating on him, he blew the fuck up. wich brings me to my main point. I love having haters. Everyday motherfucks make some bullshit remark or some stupid ass comment about the shit I wanna do. They talk shit to me cuz there're to pussy to try themselves. I have a dream, ambitions of doing shit that very few get to do. I have a burning desire to be apart of something bigger then myself. I love when people talk shit. People that talk shit on your ambitions are people who are intemidated of you.if your ambitions don't scare the shit out of you, and make people point and laugh at you. Your dreams aren't big enough. Go Fucking Bigger! Go Fucking Harder! From mother fuckers that said I wasn't going to do shit with my life, wasn't gonna go nowhere. I love that shit. You feed me the fuel to push myself to go harder and harder and as I pass all you lame fucks. Ima laugh, and as I pass, with my middle finger in the air, ima laugh. #LeavingMothaFuckasInTheDust #WeGonnaDoBigThings #StormComingAndImTheStorm #MakeYourHatersYourMotivators
#WeDippinOutThisShit
#YouNiggahsIsTemporary
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 #Repost @willcurriemma with @get_repost ・・・ When I was 16 I went to a gym called Lions Pride MMA. ...
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#Repost @willcurriemma with @get_repost ・・・ When I was 16 I went to a gym called Lions Pride MMA. The video is me hitting pads with Jimi Manuwa two weeks into me joining the Pride. I went to the gym because I wanted to learn how to defend myself having suffered 3 years of constant bullying at ... #Repost @willcurriemma with @get_repost
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When I was 16 I went to a gym called Lions Pride MMA. The video is me hitting pads with Jimi Manuwa two weeks into me joining the Pride. I went to the gym because I wanted to learn how to defend myself having suffered 3 years of constant bullying at school. I was a kid who lacked confidence and suffered from depression. As you can tell from the video I am absolutely shit but no one is going to be Muhammad Ali after two weeks of training. It gave me a huge sense of confidence that a UFC fighter like Jimi would give up an hour of his time to help train someone like me. He didn’t charge me and there was nothing for him to gain from it. This motivated me, I went to the gym every day and trained my arse off. I got the shit kicked out of me but I kept coming back. I just got better and better till eventually as time went on I was introduced to Jimi’s BJJ and MMA coach who have also taken my game to the next level. Everyone I train with to this day is connected through Jimi and without him I would definitely not be where I am today. I also wanted to post this to just show people who call me talented that it’s a load of bullshit. There is no talent here, just hard work. All that is required to get good at this game is to find a good gym, go there as often as possible, listen to your coaches and just have some heart. I hope this motivates people who think they’re not good or talented enough. That goes for anything not just fighting, I mean it could be Ballet dancing if your into that shit. I am truly nothing special and you’re just making excuses for yourself if you think that way. If you want something you’ve got to just go out and fucking get it. Regardless of what happens in my MMA career I can honestly say I’m a lot happier now than before I found fighting. Fighting transformed my quality of life and it all started at Lions Pride MMA 🦁.
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“The unexamined life is not worth living.” — Socrates said, during his trial for heresy and corrupting ...
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“The unexamined life is not worth living.” — Socrates said, during his trial for heresy and corrupting the youth. The Socratic method is apropos of its moniker: demanding critical thought, dissection even, as it hones and refines argument based on continued expression between multiple, ... “The unexamined life is not worth living.” — Socrates said, during his trial for heresy and corrupting the youth. The Socratic method is apropos of its moniker: demanding critical thought, dissection even, as it hones and refines argument based on continued expression between multiple, cooperative parties. It’s a deductive method of exaction built on dialogue and spotting error in a train of thought or a very idea itself. It is all at once a respectful conversation and an irreverent confrontation; a refusal to simply accept common knowledge and a theory that prioritizes questioning everything. Authority, knowledge, ‘truth’. What is objective, what is bias, what is downright manufactured. And for each of us, that is our priority — a constant harsh and critical assessment of who we are and what we think. Where are the holes in our patterns? What are the weak links in our chains? Blind spots and biases, ignorances and fears — a mind free of critical thought is a mind sitting unused. Don’t wander around believing the bullshit about being ‘too negative’ because you can spot a problem. That is a fucking GIFT. Embrace your ability to think. See the problems and figure out solutions. Learn to identify the hurdles in order to build a game plan that’s foolproof... And then build another plan. A plan for when A, B, C, D - X plans fail. Spot the holes. And when push comes to shove, enjoy the hilarity of being surprised. Of being wrong. Bask in it, because it’s a spot you missed, an event you couldn’t see coming. And that’s what this is for me — nothing about any of this did I see coming. But that’s what makes it an adventure, you see: when all the examinations and the planning and the criticisms go awry, that’s when the fun begins. And the more confused you are, the more you’ll learn, and the more you learn, the more you question. And when you’re so wrapped up in the cycle of experience, adventure, learning and questioning, you begin searching for ways to fail — fear becomes a non-entity because you know that ultimately, you’ll hit a dead end. And another adventure will begin. Here’s to the curious adventures (and those who embrace them without fear). ⚡️⚡️⚡️ #ilikethischair
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There comes a time when you just gotta say it like it is... Like my brotha @go_vegan_or_go_fuckoff ...
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There comes a time when you just gotta say it like it is... Like my brotha @go_vegan_or_go_fuckoff - People want to believe what fits their fucking perception and comfortability, it always seems to be convenience and monetary gains equate to justified murder. Why is it that a grade school ... There comes a time when you just gotta say it like it is... Like my brotha @go_vegan_or_go_fuckoff - People want to believe what fits their fucking perception and comfortability, it always seems to be convenience and monetary gains equate to justified murder. Why is it that a grade school child’s first fucking instinct is to step on a bug you or fucking swat a fly there’s no value of life being taught by carnist’s parents. But how in the fuck can you value life with death on your plate. Let’s pump the kids with cancer inducing lunches, give the poor people cheese. Start some bullshit like the food pyramid which in all actuality is a fucking pyramid scheme. “oh my god there’s a spider just kill it”, Is killing so goddamn deeply in fucking ingrained in your brain that you say fuck empathy, fuck veganism as a moral baseline I’m gonna do with the fuck I want to do because that’s what Jesus would’ve done. At some point you have to let go of this scumbag entitlement to be judge, jury and executioner on species that you deem worthless or Earth is fucking gone. You have no right to another’s life at fucking all. Just put on your big boy pants or big girl panties and fucking act accordingly. Is it too much to ask that you stop eating animals? No it’s too little, we shan’t ask but mother fucking demand. Education is contagious. #getreallikeclimatechange #factsmotherfucker #truth #facts #vegan #veganism #veganshit #vegansofig #eduacte #govegan #goveganorgofuckyourself - #regrann
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It’s been over a week since I last posted. Some might have noticed. Some might have even questioned ...
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It’s been over a week since I last posted. Some might have noticed. Some might have even questioned why but the simple truth is I’ve just needed a break from it all. I left for BarbersRide 2018 in a very tough place mentally. There are so many contributing factors but taking an unhealthy body ... It’s been over a week since I last posted. Some might have noticed. Some might have even questioned why but the simple truth is I’ve just needed a break from it all.
I left for BarbersRide 2018 in a very tough place mentally. There are so many contributing factors but taking an unhealthy body and mind on the road for 7 days inside a motorcycle helmet with nothing but your own thoughts rattling around to the sound of the wind is literally one of the worst things you could do. Did I fear it before I left? You’re damn right I did but I still went to avoid letting others down.
I quickly realised that’s how my life has become though. Hard Grind has brought me incredible heights and people that've helped make this what it is, far beyond what I could’ve done myself. It’s left me speechless many times but ( and this is the huge BUT ) is this what I wanted? Is this what I set out to do or has it grown beyond control that now I’m just that CEO guy putting out fires and dealing with untold pressure and stress 99% of the time. Trying to live up to the name and take the amazing opportunities given, even though I literally already feel I’m breaking, over fear of disappointing others or living to regret it.
I don’t know the key to success but I do know the key to failure is trying to please everyone and I’ve spent far too much energy and time doing just that. I’ve lost sight of what I want out of this for myself and openly admit I’ve been sucked into the bullshit of this game people are playing and let it effect me.
That face in this photo was my wake up call. I was smiling and taking pictures with people and you wouldn’t have a clue what demons or battles I was fighting.
I’m not ashamed to admit when things have gotten too much. Im just a normal guy, from a normal hard working family trying to be the best I can and do the best I can. What this post does depends on the kind of person that’s reading it but all I can do is put it out there to help ME and try be at peace with it knowing I have to make changes for myself going forward.
It’s ok not to be ok. It’s ok to talk about it and it’s ok to admit when you’re just fucking struggling
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One cool thing that society teaches women is that if you have the physical markers of happiness, ...
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One cool thing that society teaches women is that if you have the physical markers of happiness, you are happy. Of course, society got to determine what the physical markers were in the first place. If you’re thin, you must be happy. If you’ve got a smile on your face, you must be happy. If ... One cool thing that society teaches women is that if you have the physical markers of happiness, you are happy.

Of course, society got to determine what the physical markers were in the first place.
If you’re thin, you must be happy. If you’ve got a smile on your face, you must be happy. If you’re in a relationship, you must be happy.
Here’s the fucked up catch: Thin, smiling, and taken are what the world puts in front of women and says, “You have to be happy to achieve these goals.” How many times have you heard that you just need the “right attitude” to change your body, improve your mental health, or get a date?
But not only do you have to BE happy to obtain these things, you can ONLY be happy once you have them. This means that you’re always set up to fail: If you’re not thin, smiling, and taken, you’re not happy! But if you aren’t happy, you can’t be thin, smiling, and taken! And no matter what, it’s your fault!

This photo was taken in 2013. I’m like, 30 pounds lighter, beaming from ear to ear, and in a relationship. I have all the markers of happiness, a perfect representation of what the world told me was utter female fucking bliss. Except, 2013 was the worst year of my life, one that was so painful that I honestly don’t remember a lot of it — mostly that I just wanted the earth to open up and suck me in and chew me until I was nothing but soggy crumbs. This is a photo of a woman who looks like she’s supposed to be happy. In reality, she’d long forgotten what happiness felt like, and assumed she’d never get to feel it again.
Anyways, to back my first point: I call bullshit, and I hope you do, too.
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Thoughts: People really want to know what something means. It’s like suddenly when our minds can ...
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Thoughts: People really want to know what something means. It’s like suddenly when our minds can make sense of something it creates some sort of value to us. When it comes to being an “artist”, this path I walk- apparently I’m suppose to be able to talk about “my art”, like I understand that shit, ... Thoughts: People really want to know what something means. It’s like suddenly when our minds can make sense of something it creates some sort of value to us. When it comes to being an “artist”, this path I walk- apparently I’m suppose to be able to talk about “my art”, like I understand that shit, like I really thought about it before it flew through me and into this reality. So I have visited this idea many times throughout the last year trying to come up with some shit to say to you guys to try and explain what it is, even though I don’t fully know. I feel like trying to define it with words is already dumbing it down, becoming something it isn’t. If I thought about my art before I made it, I bet it would suck. At least to me it would. Because it might come from a place of ego or some jaded thought pattern trying to fill space, trying to make “good art that people will like”. Honestly when I dropped that shit is when I finally started making “good art” lol. The best ideas come with INTENTION, from some undefined place, certainly not from me. & I write them down or I sketch them out and/or I take a mental snapshot. The best ideas will stick around until I finally get them out. I have to make this art or I’ll go fucking mad. As I’ve grown older I have learned to clear the mind out from most of (I think) the bullshit that comes with every day life. & this allows me to access deeper levels of consciousness. My greatest and most true visions and ideas come from this place. So you can ask me what my art means and I’ll tell you something that might make better sense for you, something to put the mind at ease- provide an understanding the mind so eagerly wants to add to it’s mind dictionary.& of course I’m not upset that people are interested in my work and curious what it means or where it comes from, so I can certainly speak some truths about that. I’m OK at that for sure, something deep & spiritual coming right up... but the truth is that “my art” I don’t think is mine at all. It’s just some shit that flows through me because I’ve learned to open myself to a deeper part of the Universe. For me, less mind = better art, better life. (continued in comments ⬇️)
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From the moment I met her I knew. She is so open it’s like her heart is beating on the outside of her body. ...
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From the moment I met her I knew. She is so open it’s like her heart is beating on the outside of her body. If there is one thing I care about most with my own work and the work that moves me it is the emotional vulnerability so eloquently described here. ILY Tamy and I can’t wait #Repost @angstyy ・・・ hello ... From the moment I met her I knew. She is so open it’s like her heart is beating on the outside of her body. If there is one thing I care about most with my own work and the work that moves me it is the emotional vulnerability so eloquently described here. ILY Tamy and I can’t wait #Repost @angstyy
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hello :-) so excited to announce that I have been asked to partake in FEED a group show curated by @uncannysfvalley Sept 15th 🐇 - I’ll have 2 pieces in the show alongside other amazing very talented artists. Thank you CASEY 💻 the first artist I ever installed for at leimin 💌 who I’ll never forget saw me cry over the simple fact that in this world people can be cruel hearted, but learning to lead with love, with an intent to live ones life as ones truth no matter the weather. I never want to get comfortable or feel just eh about the accomplishments I have in this world. Settling is the worst thing you can do for you and those around you. As an individual in this society, I desire to help others find their voice, feel that their place in this world is important. To share the stories of those who are told they are unimportant. I don’t care about what event or party is happening, I often remind myself that there are those in other countries living in much worse conditions than you and I. The things we complain about, the social stresses we create for ourselves. There is a grander purpose at hand, to allow oneself to connect with others without a sense of ego. I don’t care about who you are or are not, I care can you be real without having to prove yourself within 15 mins into a conversation. Truth is I write this in general and I bet some of you think it’s about you personally, and that’s the most interesting thing to me. How can we learn to not take things so personally but still personally be in-tune with ourselves so we can appreciate each other. As a woman, fuck the patriarchy bullshit culture that claims women as crazy for their emotions. I’m done playing safe with y’all. Fucking speak your truth or don’t at all. —�—� with that being said —�—�— so much said lol —�- thank u Casey 🐇🌎 a mf badass queen. more details sooon n i have more to share on other things
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Toxic Relationships: I’ve been in a few and they’re all different in their toxicity. People think ...
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Toxic Relationships: I’ve been in a few and they’re all different in their toxicity. People think that toxic relationships have substantial emotional, physical, verbal and psychological abuse. Nah. Toxic relationships can start with constant passive aggressive behavior and escalate ... Toxic Relationships:
I’ve been in a few and they’re all different in their toxicity. People think that toxic relationships have substantial emotional, physical, verbal and psychological abuse.
Nah.
Toxic relationships can start with constant passive aggressive behavior and escalate to possessiveness, isolation, and verbal attacks etc.
If the person you’re with is causing you constant harm and making you feel like it’s all your fault, well then that’s a toxic relationship.

Relationships are partnerships. He or she does not own you. Not your mind, not your mouth, not your body or your money. This person is suppose to elevate you, nurture you, and help you grow.
How did you end up here? A lot of the time it’s because we are empathetic people. We are very understanding and very compassionate. Narcissistic people seek us and suck the life out of us because no one else with different personality traits is going to put up with their bullshit. You didn’t end up here because you’re broken. You ended up here because your light attracted the darkness in order to feed off of it.
A lot of people spend time in denial because theirs a passion in toxic relationships that they can’t let go of. Some of us are so use to chaos that this is the only way we know how to navigate through a relationship. We need the drama, the back and forth, the illusion that you’re fighting for something when really you’re just fighting each other.
There are many red flags to look out for: - constant fighting - Isolation from your family and friends - Possessiveness - Complete lack of trust - Keeping score of how many times you make mistakes - Your partner is selfish in bed. If they’re not providing what you’re giving then they’re not worth fucking. - Being afraid to talk about your emotions or things you find important. - You feel like you can’t do anything right - Your significant other doesn’t show interest in the things you like or enjoy - Overwhelming jealousy - You only think of making him or her happy without them thinking the same In return

If any of these things seem relatable then it’s time to sit and reevaluate the relationship you’re in.
This isn’t your fault.
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When going through those self loving tasks of looking at the negative, looking at the areas of your ...
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When going through those self loving tasks of looking at the negative, looking at the areas of your life that need healing, you must be so fucking tender with yourself. . . You must be willing to go to those areas of your life with a non judgemental acceptance. This is crucial. . . Someone ... When going through those self loving tasks of looking at the negative, looking at the areas of your life that need healing, you must be so fucking tender with yourself. .
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You must be willing to go to those areas of your life with a non judgemental acceptance. This is crucial. .
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Someone who is constantly caught up in how much weight they have to lose, someone who is constantly hard on themselves and their physical body, will always have weight to lose. What you think about, you bring about. So if you are constantly telling yourself that you need to lose weight, well you will continue to manifest a body that needs to lose weight. .
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Let’s flip this around. Someone who is able to look at themselves and their physical body, in a nonjudgmental way, is more likely to try and figure out how their physical body got this way in the first place. They might discover traumas from their childhood that have not been healed, coping mechanisms that they have built for themselves to feel safe and habits to instil these mechanisms to ensure they remain in this safe space. .
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When we dig deep in our own bullshit we can clearly see why the physical body has gotten to the place it has. With this new form of awareness, one is able to approach their physical fitness from a place of love (I am moving my body because I feel good in my skin and I want to continue in that good feeling) rather from a place of hate (I am moving my body because I am fat and I must change in order to feel love and happiness). .
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I have seen many examples of this in the gym, where a new member will come in and talk with about ALL the trainers and programs they have tried and Nothing works for them. Is t truly the trainers and programs that aren’t working, or is your attitude towards your physical body really what’s getting in your way? Yes it can be just that simple. .
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#personaldevelopment #loveyourself #lightworker #selflove #personaltrainer #ottawa #fitness #motivation #selfcare #personalgrowth #chakras #reiki #healing #goodvibesonly #mindset #lifestyle #transformation
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My mom and I were talking a lot this past week about God choreographing things just as they need to ...
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My mom and I were talking a lot this past week about God choreographing things just as they need to be and how gratitude is always crucial...NOW: if the word God scares you, we can say “THE UNIVERSE” or “global consciousness” or whatever the fuq floats your boat...BUT don’t lie on me and try to ... My mom and I were talking a lot this past week about God choreographing things just as they need to be and how gratitude is always crucial...NOW: if the word God scares you, we can say “THE UNIVERSE” or “global consciousness” or whatever the fuq floats your boat...BUT don’t lie on me and try to tell me that there isn’t someone or something out there guiding and taking care of us. I like to think that as of late, Big Deb is up in heaven SCREAMING down at me to listen to her and trust my gut...but sometimes it’s hard to hear.
Until reality punches u in the taint.
Yesterday @themagicianclub tagged me in this post marking 50 million streams on a song we did together a few years ago...but when @ryanashleymusic & I wrote this chorus over a spliff (or 12) I don’t think either of us expected it to even be heard outside of the studio we were in, let alone around the world 👀. I’m SRY for the rant, but follow me here: my bank account hasn’t been this empty in YEARS. I’m broke as a joke. I’m about to board a flight back to LA that my best friend paid for because my credit card got declined. I was stuck in some legal paperwork bullshit for a while that kept me from dropping new music... BUT: I. Am. Not. Fucking. Stopping.
I’ve never wanted to go “viral.”
I never even really saw myself as someone that would garner commercial success in any way, shape or form...
BUT A SONG I WROTE AND HAS MY VOICE ON IT HAS BEEN PLAYED OVER 50 MILLION TIMES. WTF?
THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU:

If you’ve been here since the beginning: I adore you and you have kept me alive and hustling in my darkest hours.
If you’re just getting here: WELCOME and I hope you enjoy the ride, because when papa drops this new shit...he’s unapologetically taking names and snatching wigs.
Lay your edges. Gird your loins. Tell your kids. Husbands. Wives & non-binary life partners: Look alive. New BB is FINALLY coming soon & I love you all the most for sticking wit me and believing in my art. Thank you for making the story of my life more fun than I ever thought possible.
xxo -bray
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I had the best time with @pierce.the.purple.kitten I can't wait to see her agin and live with her ...
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I had the best time with @pierce.the.purple.kitten I can't wait to see her agin and live with her I love her so fucking much I'm going to do ever thing and anything for us and nothing will stop me she's the best thing iv ever had in my life and I had this app to thank for that and as far as I know I messaged ... I had the best time with @pierce.the.purple.kitten I can't wait to see her agin and live with her I love her so fucking much I'm going to do ever thing and anything for us and nothing will stop me she's the best thing iv ever had in my life and I had this app to thank for that and as far as I know I messaged her on a wendsday and told her happy hump day so happy hump day love ❤️ and thanks Instagram 💜 and for those who think long distance don't work anything in life will work if you just try and believe and overcome all the bullshit on the way and Itl work 💜🐫 #humpday
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Stop. Stop fucking making people feel guilty for being human. Stop making people feel like shit ...
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Stop. Stop fucking making people feel guilty for being human. Stop making people feel like shit for being who it is they truly are. Stop acting like being overweight is the worst thing that someone can be. Stop pretending that love isn’t love, no matter the people involved. Stop walking ... Stop.
Stop fucking making people feel guilty for being human.
Stop making people feel like shit for being who it is they truly are.
Stop acting like being overweight is the worst thing that someone can be.
Stop pretending that love isn’t love, no matter the people involved.
Stop walking around like you don’t make mistakes, like you haven’t hurt people, like you’re not just as vulnerably human as everyone else.
If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all.
DON’T 👏🏼 SAY 👏🏼 ANYTHING 👏🏼 AT 👏🏼 ALL. || Just because you *can* say something doesn’t mean you should. Just because you *want* to say something doesn’t mean you should. Don’t throw out some bullshit “just giving facts” excuse for being cruel and tearing people down. You can be honest without being hurtful. You can scroll past without commenting. You can live your life without judging others.
Wearing all @aloyoga
#aloyoga #mentalhealthawareness #yogajournal #bodypositive #yogaeverydamnday #mentalhealth #curvygirl #curvyyoga #plussizefashion
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 #Repost @shaunfxlee ・・・ Just bought the McLaren 720s for bants. I was looking at cars whilst bored ...
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#Repost @shaunfxlee ・・・ Just bought the McLaren 720s for bants. I was looking at cars whilst bored trading at the start of last week... Porsche, Lambo, Ferrari etc & I thought this was a little different. I wrote “I am buying the McLaren 720s” in my journal & here it is. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I have pulled ... #Repost @shaunfxlee
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Just bought the McLaren 720s for bants. I was looking at cars whilst bored trading at the start of last week... Porsche, Lambo, Ferrari etc & I thought this was a little different. I wrote “I am buying the McLaren 720s” in my journal & here it is.
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I have pulled out millions of dollars from the FX market this year and now I have put up one of my trading accounts for the world to see and follow... watching my wins, losses on the 5k challenge in which I am up a fortune. No bullshit, straight real. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
This right here is but a spec... a breadcrumb in the grand scheme of things & what I am en route to achieve in my forex trading over the next 12 months. I bought this car to have some fun whilst waiting for Target or Stop loss to hit. 💪🏻 There are no words to put into context how fucking hard I have worked and how much pain I have endured in my quest to meet the 1% club as a profitable
Forex trader.
People talk, people doubt, people hate, but hey... why expect them to like you when they don’t even like themselves??? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I can show and prove on a daily basis my dedication to trading and bettering myself as a person. It has been ducking hard but the most difficult part is over. Myself @amannatt & @torayk have built 3 million pound businesses with no investment nor any money on marketing. forex is my fourth MULTI million dollar business. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
I have my faults however I am
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One of the only people I know who has built from the ground up - Zero handouts, Zero family money. I have done absolutely everything myself having to learn most things the hardest way. I have made so many mistakes but gradually learned from all of them.
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I am person I know who came from a single parent... little to no role model growing up, in and out of police cells like no tomorrow. I know all about being lost believe me. There are no excuses as to where you have came from. Period. I know all about failure...
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I strive to outperform myself, be a better trader, a better father and just show the world & any doubters how to destroy life.
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Next I am Buying my mum a new crib. Tha
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With all the fucking bullshit happening in this world right now, I’m thankful for being able to express myself and find joy... in photography. I had no idea the impact photography would have on my life. It’s not only created the greatest memories but it’s created the most amazing relationships. ... With all the fucking bullshit happening in this world right now, I’m thankful for being able to express myself and find joy... in photography. I had no idea the impact photography would have on my life. It’s not only created the greatest memories but it’s created the most amazing relationships. Nothing else exists from behind the lens. Finally sending this beautiful metal print off to its rightful owner. Sending a photo I took of one of my idols TO one of my idols...Brian May of Queen 👑♥️
Thank you @adoramapix !! #photo #photography #photographer #photographers #photographerslife #concertphotography #pic #picoftheday #queen #brianmay #epic #legend #music #musician #concert #guitar #blackandwhite #bnw #bnwphotography #blacknwhite #blackandwhitephotography #instagood #instalike #canon #canonphotography
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The world we live in shows an extremely fake sense of happiness. Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat, ...
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The world we live in shows an extremely fake sense of happiness. Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat, romantic comedies or sitcoms, it is all fake unrealistic bullshit. That happiness, is not real happiness. Its also not a real depiction on how life really is. But it is constantly in your ... The world we live in shows an extremely fake sense of happiness. Instagram, Facebook, Snapchat, romantic comedies or sitcoms, it is all fake unrealistic bullshit.
That happiness, is not real happiness.

Its also not a real depiction on how life really is.

But it is constantly in your face. Its like if you dont have a relationship, there must be something wrong with you.
If you don't have a happy family, there must be something wrong with you.

If you don't have a couple of thousands followers on your account, there must be something wrong with you.

However, because you see others get approval online (post a suggestive picture on instagram and x1000 guys post a “you are beautiful” comment) you might feel intimidated. Lets roll back a minute. You realize how sad life has become if you get “off" by the amount of upvotes on a picture on instagram? That is fucking sadness.. You seek joy in your life? Get rid of your external factors, and do something you want, regardless what others say. What is it you want to do? Dont do something to please others. Try something to please yourself. Be a selfish dick. Make yourself happy. ♥️ A.M

Pic by @moniqueoliviarobinson
#quote #feeedom
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Generally I don’t like to speak publicly about things I’ve endured in life... However, being in ...
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Generally I don’t like to speak publicly about things I’ve endured in life... However, being in this private paradise here in Mexico, has made me feel some kind of way. For more than half my life I was shamed for being overweight by my father. I spent three quarters of my life trying to appease ... Generally I don’t like to speak publicly about things I’ve endured in life... However, being in this private paradise here in Mexico, has made me feel some kind of way.
For more than half my life I was shamed for being overweight by my father. I spent three quarters of my life trying to appease him and “everyone else” in regards to my body. It started in my pre-teens with weight loss camps and summers with relatives for strict diets and daily gym routines. It’s so funny how accustomed I got to his shameful comments. Maybe it’s because they were randomly peppered with obligatory parental compliments to make me feel less awful about myself. My depression hit an all time low around 2007 and I hit my max weight of 415 pounds. Then I had gastric bypass in 2008 where I lost over 150 pounds, with countless diets over the years to keep getting more and more weight off. I rarely felt good about myself growing up and it didn’t get much better when I became an adult. Even after all that work it still was never good enough for him. It would never be.
I’m sad that it took me 31 years to realize my own worth. 31 years for me to truly realize that I am beautiful with no bullshit strings attached. To realize I did all of the things he said I couldn’t do while I was fat, including falling in love, becoming a mom and finding an amazingly supportive husband. It finally clicked that no matter what damn size I am, or what color my hair is, or how many fucking tattoos I have, that I. AM. BEAUTIFUL. I’m sad I wasted so much of my life worrying about what my father or the “other people” he constantly referred to, thought of me. Once I realized this about myself, I decided to stop wasting time and just chose to be comfortable in my fat. In MY body.
So In light of this new view of myself, I went out and bought a big girls bikini. And it is FIRE!
I guess the main point of this post is to tell all you girls out there: skinny girls, big girls, medium sized ones- all of you are FUCKING BEAUTIFUL.
If you have someone in your life that is bringing you down, kick them to the curb. You. Do. You.
I don’t care if you’re 95 pounds or 400 pounds, no one in your life has the right to make y
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Eight months later and my first aquascape fully loaded tank, has brought us a lot of joy. This tank ...
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Eight months later and my first aquascape fully loaded tank, has brought us a lot of joy. This tank tough me so much about m patience, timing, chemistry, biology, species, nature, plants. I got sick and tired of all the narcissistic, selfish and racist bullshit in my industry, I woke up now ... Eight months later and my first aquascape fully loaded tank, has brought us a lot of joy. This tank tough me so much about m patience, timing, chemistry, biology, species, nature, plants.
I got sick and tired of all the narcissistic, selfish and racist bullshit in my industry, I woke up now I seek for more in my life then this fashion or social media.
I no longer have the desire to fight for such trivial things and changed gears to help the young learn about protecting our planet and it brought me so much meaning and fullfillniess.
God damn it if fucking feels good and freeing #freshwater #aquascape #planted #discus #rainbowfish #aquarium #freshwater #iger #fish #cancer #freedom #antiestablishment
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- admin: im so sowyyy for not being that active now. today was the first day of school for me and it ...
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- admin: im so sowyyy for not being that active now. today was the first day of school for me and it was shit. i dont have friends in most of my classes but people will say "oh its okay youll make new friends!" no thats not how it goes. im not good at making new friends because of my social anxiety i ... -
admin: im so sowyyy for not being that active now. today was the first day of school for me and it was shit. i dont have friends in most of my classes but people will say "oh its okay youll make new friends!" no thats not how it goes. im not good at making new friends because of my social anxiety i cant do anything. its bs. and i hate it that every best friend i had drift apart because of how awkward i am and they dont deny it. hurts like a fucking bitch. i cant make a single true friend. maybe you guys has that one true friend youll have forever and im proud of you yet im so jealous. its so easy to make that person laugh and open up to you but it isnt to me. its just explaining that your not good enough for anybody. maybe most of you dont have any friends but dont worry. talk to me and well relate to stuff that we like and talk about daily life problems. itll be cool. this is bullshit i love all of you guys. its amazing for having this account but i may delete it soon. boohoo no one cares ik. but this is cause of personal problems i dont want to talk about. i love you guys so much and thanks for loves. if your reading this then thanks for your time on this crappy rant. teehee :3 ❤️👽👾
-gaby
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I have a question - 60 seconds on absolute presence with your biggest fear, or running for the rest ...
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I have a question - 60 seconds on absolute presence with your biggest fear, or running for the rest of your life? What i fucking love most about life is that when we chase a feeling, we get lost, make shitty decisions, twist ourselves into a pretzel and then we wind up realising that the thing ... I have a question - 60 seconds on absolute presence with your biggest fear, or running for the rest of your life?
What i fucking love most about life is that when we chase a feeling, we get lost, make shitty decisions, twist ourselves into a pretzel and then we wind up realising that the thing we were chasing was just an object, a representation to a part of our mind that said "this" is going to give me X feeling.
Its fucking wild, really. Because if we can sit back and look at what kind of objects we chase (or even more so, ones we run from to avoid things like rejection, criticism, failure or too much vulnerability in life) we'll see just how much we aren't living, but avoiding.
And THEN, well then we can have a little chat with ourselves about how fucking silly we can sometimes be when it comes to running to and from things that are just imagined happiness or pain.
And THEN, well then, we can stop doing that silly shit and begin to live. I go on and on about meditation and mindfulness not just because it's a self mastery tool, but because this good shit takes you all the way IN. Into yourself, a space where fears, emotions, discomfort can be attended to tenderly, lovingly, patiently and fearlessly to bring us some wisdom or just a release.
Emotions are just energy. Feelings are just conversations between emotions and our body and mind.
So. Why dont we choose to take the time to sit and be with ourselves and access joy from inside, so that all the other fun shiny stuff is a bonus, not a constant destination we seek.
Meditation and mindfulness isn't about avoiding whats uncomfortable, its actually present with it.
This is where self control comes from.
Do you think being able to be present and move through uncomfortable conversations with loved ones, or business deals that scare the shit out of you, or setting boundaries, or asking for what you need or going on adventures, or letting go of control, or breaking out of a mindset that is so safe (and bullshit) it strangles you - is kinda important?

They’re THE most important things in existence.
Courage & resilience come from inside.
Pause.
See what youre chasing or running from.
Ang go in❤
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I’m sorry, but are you really living your best life when you’re consistently on a diet & turning down ...
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I’m sorry, but are you really living your best life when you’re consistently on a diet & turning down life experiences?(& yes I’m calling traditional prep methods (bro diet) a DIET, not this “lifestyle” bullshit word people like to use to disguise their blindness towards how “long term” ... I’m sorry, but are you really living your best life when you’re consistently on a diet & turning down life experiences?(& yes I’m calling traditional prep methods (bro diet) a DIET, not this “lifestyle” bullshit word people like to use to disguise their blindness towards how “long term” their fitness goals really are) I went over 4 years saying “no”. Having no social life, having nearly no dating life, avoiding family parties, dates, events etc. Hell, I looked great, but that “bikini body” never even saw a beach. I was too afraid I wasn’t going to be able to get my next meal in and I honestly never wanted to be THAT girl that showed up to a non fitness related event with a FUCKING COOLER/ TUPP because I knew I couldn’t just “grab” something from a store or restaurant (sorry not sorry y’all) Also as silly as it sounds, God forbid, I were to get sun burn and it would fuck up my competition tan, losing the show all bc I decided to have a “fun” day and now I have peeling skin. 🙄
People can sit here and say “it’s not a diet, it’s a lifestyle” all they want. But when you start neglecting the people around you and your mental well being all for your “lifestyle”, to each their own, but is that the “life” you want? To me a lifestyle is something sustainable, something I KNOW I will be able to continue to do while still living my best life (my ENTIRE LIFE) in ALL aspects not just one. Fitness/ looking good IS important to me but also so is my family and my social life. IT IS POSSIBLE TO HAVE BOTH(I can’t stress that enough)!!! You can still eat the things you love and be fit! Even compete. Fuck that noise when people say “You can’t look good all year round”. YES YOU CAN!!! It’s an excuse! A cop out! An explanation as to why their “bro diet” doesn’t work all year round and they are constantly yoyoing! A bro diet is not a LIFEstyle, it’s a “right now”style. It works now! But can you see yourself eating minimal calories, the SAME boring foods, & shit tons of cardio a day when your 50 years old??? Maybe you can, but I can’t. Also see my last post —>
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@andyfrisella #repost . No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life. . If ...
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@andyfrisella #repost . No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life. . If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing. . You are irrelevant. . See...I have a major problem with all ... @andyfrisella #repost
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No. You arent.
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Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life.
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If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing.
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You are irrelevant.
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See...I have a major problem with all this false overly positive nonsense...like this meme.
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Things like this are a major problem with the attitude of our society.
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These attitudes instilled in our culture are what cause people to feel like they are these special little flowers that deserve all the benefits the world has to offer because they were born.
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You can pump yourselves up with all the idealistic/positivity/feel good bullshit you can find but it will NEVER replace taking REAL action in ACTUAL REALITY.
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Seeing things for how they truly are and taking action based on what you see IS THE KEY to ultimate progress & fulfillment in life.
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Quit lying to yourself.
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You are what you are.
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You are the result of your previous decisions & actions.
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The Universe is indifferent.
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And no matter how many positive, fluffy, care bear affirmations you pump into your brain nothing is going to change until YOU CHANGE!
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You have to earn the right to feel good about yourself.
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Its not a right.
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Everything else are just words & false beliefs.
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Do what you're supposed to do. Do it the best you can. ...and those ACTIONS will be followed by REAL confidence, self esteem, self worth in the REAL WORLD and you wont have to spend so much time convincing yourself (with nonsense like above ☝🏼️) of these things cause they will have been EARNED just as they were intended to be.
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Instead of spending your day sitting on your ass posting positive hippy ass bullshit...how bout you roll your fucking sleeves up and get to work on the things you need to change.
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REALITY > IDEALISM
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Everyone has the potential to be amazing.
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Not everyone is.
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#STOPTHELIES #CAREBEARSAINTGONNASAVEYOU #ACTIONSTELLTHESTORY
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 #Repost @andyfrisella with @repostapp ・・・ No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing ...
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#Repost @andyfrisella with @repostapp ・・・ No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life. . If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing. . You are irrelevant. . See...I have a major ... #Repost @andyfrisella with @repostapp
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No. You arent.
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Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life.
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If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing.
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You are irrelevant.
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See...I have a major problem with all this false overly positive nonsense...like this meme.
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Things like this are a major problem with the attitude of our society.
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These attitudes instilled in our culture are what cause people to feel like they are these special little flowers that deserve all the benefits the world has to offer because they were born.
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You can pump yourselves up with all the idealistic/positivity/feel good bullshit you can find but it will NEVER replace taking REAL action in ACTUAL REALITY.
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Seeing things for how they truly are and taking action based on what you see IS THE KEY to ultimate progress & fulfillment in life.
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Quit lying to yourself.
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You are what you are.
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You are the result of your previous decisions & actions.
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The Universe is indifferent.
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And no matter how many positive, fluffy, care bear affirmations you pump into your brain nothing is going to change until YOU CHANGE!
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You have to earn the right to feel good about yourself.
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Its not a right.
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Everything else are just words & false beliefs.
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Do what you're supposed to do. Do it the best you can. ...and those ACTIONS will be followed by REAL confidence, self esteem, self worth in the REAL WORLD and you wont have to spend so much time convincing yourself (with nonsense like above ☝🏼️) of these things cause they will have been EARNED just as they were intended to be.
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Instead of spending your day sitting on your ass posting positive hippy ass bullshit...how bout you roll your fucking sleeves up and get to work on the things you need to change.
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REALITY > IDEALISM
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POSITIVITY IS OVERRATED
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ACTION IS UNDERRATED
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Everyone has the potential to be amazing.
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Not everyone is.
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#STOPTHELIES CAREBEARSAINTGONNASAVEYOU #ACTIONIS
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Sorry minna, just need to rant <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> "I'll be there for you!" "You're over-reacting" "Are you okay?" "I'm ...
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Sorry minna, just need to rant "I'll be there for you!" "You're over-reacting" "Are you okay?" "I'm your friend, right?" ^ Everything I'm sick of hearing. You'll be there for me? Bullshit. I'm over reacting? Then how about you try being an outcast of society and being the second choice ... Sorry minna, just need to rant ✨
"I'll be there for you!"
"You're over-reacting"
"Are you okay?"
"I'm your friend, right?" ^ Everything I'm sick of hearing. You'll be there for me? Bullshit. I'm over reacting? Then how about you try being an outcast of society and being the second choice to everyone. Heck, not even the second choice--more like a back-up person to talk to when nobody else is around. Am I okay? I don't know, do I fucking look okay? Are you good enough of a friend to actually help out instead of asking that cliche question? Am I your friend? Ask yourself this if you're unsure:
- Do you treat me as a second choice?
- Do you ignore me when another person comes by to talk to us?
- Do you judge the guys I like and everything about me?
- Do you ditch me whenever I try spending time with you?

Instead of asking me all of those questions, either don't say anything if you don't know anything, or atleast try being supportive when you actually do ask

Because of all of this, I'm asocial. I'm introverted. I'm tired of dealing with worrying over little things like that, it wastes my time and drains my motivation to do anything. I get uncomfortable when people I know in real life try getting involved with my internet life. In real life, I'm pathetic. In my internet life, I'm fucking fabulous. This means I actually don't mind being alone. I enjoy lonliness because I use the chance to put together ideas for fanfictions or day dream about yaoi •^• I choose that over dealing with pointless gossiping and small talk. I honestly don't even know where I'm going with this anymore, haha

Whoo-- positivity ! ✨

I'm hoping someone can relate to this •-• Ah--There's just a lot of old 'friends' who set me on bitch mode today and just needed to let it out before I went mofo on someone ouo
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I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES. - What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny ...
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I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES. - What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny kid that got picked on because I was smaller than the other kids. - No I wasn't the most popular kid in school either. So don't give me this bullshit that oh Mr. Drive I just don't have the genetics ... I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES.
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What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny kid that got picked on because I was smaller than the other kids.
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No I wasn't the most popular kid in school either. So don't give me this bullshit that oh Mr. Drive I just don't have the genetics to be a solid 235lbs.
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That is a fucking excuse in my eyes because I know for FACT it's not all genetics.
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ITS CALLED HARD WORK DAY IN AND DAY OUT!!!
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WHAT!? Yes I have been the 310lb fat guy that ate like shit everyday and didn't give two fucks about my health.
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FUCK YES I had man boobs and received stretch marks as well from it. My head clearly was not right in this time of my life. But you know what I realized when I was 310lbs, I'm one SELFISH piece of shit.
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How dare I risk my life and possibly die at a early age, letting my friends and family have to bury me. I was being plan out selfish and that's the bottom line.
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Being over weight like that leads to many health problems and is just not healthy at all.
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Yes I'm a solid 235lbs year around confident successful heathy MAN now.
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You want to sit back and say I'm cocky or man Chad has changed, YOUR DMAN RIGHT I HAVE!!!
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I have "changed" for the better. I fucking motivate people day in and day out. I'm doing exactly what I wanted to do in life and that's to help others succeed in life. When you are down you can contact me to have your back 24/7.
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Get on my plan and remember I've been in your shoes once before, I know exactly what you’re going through and it's time to make a CHANGE!
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Message me for more info on making a change in your life today and becoming a LEGEND. #TheDriveDiet
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I as a black person absolutely hate when other black people say that she was acting black during her ...
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I as a black person absolutely hate when other black people say that she was acting black during her wild ass phase because it is simply not a true statement, it's an opinion and its a very lazy & stereotypical one at that because the way that she was acting during 2013-2015 was ghetto, ratchet, ... I as a black person absolutely hate when other black people say that she was acting black during her wild ass phase because it is simply not a true statement, it's an opinion and its a very lazy & stereotypical one at that because the way that she was acting during 2013-2015 was ghetto, ratchet, and crazy and I'm just kind of confused because none of that is ACTING BLACK! People are so quick to complain about how she was acting & dressing as if that is what all black people are about and we're really fucking not. I for one did not have a problem with anything that she used to because that is HER life, HER MONEY, HER FUCKING WAY OF LIVING and that's alright with me and I'm definitely not the type of person who should be judging anybody for any reason at all because I haven't had my shit together for a long time and I still don't know shit about myself that I would like to find out. I saw someone saying that she was acting this way just to get a ring from Liam and that made me laugh because sis was engaged at 19 years old before she even turned to "black" as Y'all like to call it! The only thing that I can agree with y'all on is the cultural appropriation about the dreads and I barely agree with that because she did NOT say that she created dreads or made it look better than black people and I see that Y'all like to point out the fact that she stopped doing hip hop and all of that shit. I REMEMBER her saying that she couldn't listen to CERTAIN hip-hop music anymore.. I don't remember her saying that she regretted it and people are also claiming that nobody was messing with her music, but bangerz actually did pretty fucking good so where does that excuse come from?  I'm just tired of seeing the black comments because that's not us, that could be any race and I'm gonna need y'all to stop comparing us to that ignorant shit that YOU think we do! People do wild shi and then they turn their lives around, so miss me with the bullshit.
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Read this guys...it’s for you . . On the left...party animal, no fucks given, health wasn’t taken ...
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Read this guys...it’s for you . . On the left...party animal, no fucks given, health wasn’t taken into consideration anymore, around 24% body fat, raving, rolling and doing stupid shit, my cocky ass had the mindset of “I was shredded before fuck everyone and everything i don’t have to ... Read this guys...it’s for you
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On the left...party animal, no fucks given, health wasn’t taken into consideration anymore, around 24% body fat, raving, rolling and doing stupid shit, my cocky ass had the mindset of “I was shredded before fuck everyone and everything i don’t have to prove shit anymore”
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On the right, i took control of my life, i realized i was fucking my body up, the hard work i achieved, the people who looked up to me once were calling me out, the thousands of people i inspired were unfollowing me now because i stopped caring about my health and the impact i had on them, that woke me up...i Legit Love you guys for your support and for all the messages you send me on the daily telling me how I’ve helped change your life, how i inspire you to get in better shape, to hustle, to be the best version you can be. I practice what i preach, i got shredded again to show you guys that i do give a fuck, not only about my self but about the people who support me and who believe in me. That’s why at times I’m so PUSHY with some clients of mine it’s because i want YOU to be the best fucking version of yourself...and if you aren’t a client of mine; I still want you to be the best version of yourself...take control of your life, enough is enough, cut out the bullshit, get your health together get your body together, don’t procrastinate on shit don’t be LAZY...cause you’re not that. Deep down you know you’re a beast, deep down you know you could do it all you need is an extra push and a little bit of guidance and im here to give you that...so if you’re truly ready to change your lifestyle and get into the best shape of your life then message me....i did it, why can’t you?
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For all coaching inquires; send me a DM! Serious inquires only PLEASE! .
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#Motivation #onlinecoaching #followme #aesthetics #l4l #armenian #transformationtuesday #transformationchallenge #beforeandafterweightloss #beforeafter #muscles #1upnutrition
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REALTALK 🏼 #Repost @andyfrisella ・・・ Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you. . Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont. . Why do you believe that? . Same reason you believe ... REALTALK 🙌🏼 #Repost @andyfrisella ・・・
Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you.
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Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont.
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Why do you believe that?
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Same reason you believe almost everything you believe....
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Because some dumb fuck who isn’t even close to having their shit together and has given up on their own dreams told you it was so.
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Its fucking hard for all of us!
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Not just you!
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How arrogant are you to think you're the only one who has it hard, struggles & has to fight?
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"This wasn't meant for me."
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Really?
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Or are you just bitching out because you don't have what it takes in your heart to endure the struggle?
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Being able to look yourself in the mirror and be honest with yourself in situations where something "isnt for you" about exactly "why" it isnt for you is a necessary tool to cultivate.
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99.99% of the time people say "this isnt for me" what they are really saying is Im not willing to do the work required and I want something easier.
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If thats the case...success "isnt for you" either.
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If you were wanting to run a marathon, but every time you got frustrated, tired, winded, sore or bored you turned around and went back to the starting line would you ever complete your goal of running a marathon?
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Of course not.
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Life goals are EXACTLY the same.
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Success is the same.
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Nothing GREAT is given...it's EARNED...its built by your dreams, thoughts, focus & ACTIONS.
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The factor that ALWAYS separates those that succeed from those that don't is how many challenges, hardships, obstacles and punches to the fucking face you are willing to persevere through WITHOUT QUITTING.
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Yes, the old fashioned way...CONSISTENT HARD WORK...is still the ONLY way to get where you want to go.
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Yes, you are going to get frustrated.
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Yes, you are definitely going to want to quit...many times.
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THATS NORMAL.
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ITS THAT WAY FOR ALL OF US.
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So quit selling yourself on what you lack...because its bullshit...all you really lack is the willingness to do the work and some fucking grit.
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So get some.
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Or dont
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And live the rest of your life knowing you
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Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you. . Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont. . Why do you believe that? . Same reason you believe almost everything you believe.... . Because ... Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you.
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Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont.
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Why do you believe that?
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Same reason you believe almost everything you believe....
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Because some dumb fuck who isn’t even close to having their shit together and has given up on their own dreams told you it was so.
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Its fucking hard for all of us!
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Not just you!
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How arrogant are you to think you're the only one who has it hard, struggles & has to fight?
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"This wasn't meant for me."
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Really?
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Or are you just bitching out because you don't have what it takes in your heart to endure the struggle?
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Being able to look yourself in the mirror and be honest with yourself in situations where something "isnt for you" about exactly "why" it isnt for you is a necessary tool to cultivate.
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99.99% of the time people say "this isnt for me" what they are really saying is Im not willing to do the work required and I want something easier.
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If thats the case...success "isnt for you" either.
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If you were wanting to run a marathon, but every time you got frustrated, tired, winded, sore or bored you turned around and went back to the starting line would you ever complete your goal of running a marathon?
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Of course not.
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Life goals are EXACTLY the same.
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Success is the same.
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Nothing GREAT is given...it's EARNED...its built by your dreams, thoughts, focus & ACTIONS.
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The factor that ALWAYS separates those that succeed from those that don't is how many challenges, hardships, obstacles and punches to the fucking face you are willing to persevere through WITHOUT QUITTING.
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Yes, the old fashioned way...CONSISTENT HARD WORK...is still the ONLY way to get where you want to go.
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Yes, you are going to get frustrated.
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Yes, you are definitely going to want to quit...many times.
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THATS NORMAL.
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ITS THAT WAY FOR ALL OF US.
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So quit selling yourself on what you lack...because its bullshit...all you really lack is the willingness to do the work and some fucking grit.
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So get some.
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Or dont
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And live the rest of your life knowing you had what it takes and chose to do nothing.
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Yo to all the fucking haters out there quit going at @jarrenbenton saying that his shit is whack and that he puts no thought into his lyrics and it's just skitzo bullshit. Sure a lot of his songs are zany and in your face but that's just the image he puts up to build fan base and if were gonna be honest ... Yo to all the fucking haters out there quit going at @jarrenbenton saying that his shit is whack and that he puts no thought into his lyrics and it's just skitzo bullshit. Sure a lot of his songs are zany and in your face but that's just the image he puts up to build fan base and if were gonna be honest here I fucking love that shit. The craziness is one of my favourite aspects about jarrens musical career. If you think he's incapable of putting out soulful deep music or even just music with great real life content within em check out the songs below:

Big rube interlude

Dreams

Diamonds and fur

Atychiphobia

Silence

You don't know me

Life in the jungle

My grandmas basement

I deserve it

Nothing remains

Lord knows

I will not lose

I get up

Nowhere 2 go

Chonkyfire

Time

Bubble

Southern man

Dreamer
Wings

Lost kings

Make you love me

Vice

If you don't enjoy the content get the fuck out with your bullshit quit hating. And if you're a real fan like this shit up and see if we can get jarren to like it too I'm sure he's appreciate seeing real fans get together and rep him the way he should be repped.
#hiphop #rap #funkvolume #stillmovin #fv2015 #jarrenbenton #dope #supportdopemusic #atl #music #f4f #l4l
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I haven’t been on social media a lot lately because almost everything I have known for years has changed ...
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I haven’t been on social media a lot lately because almost everything I have known for years has changed in the last six months and I have been trying to figure out how, why and where I belong in all of this. Turns out that’s California. I’ve lost a lot things to be here- some things by choice and ... I haven’t been on social media a lot lately because almost everything I have known for years has changed in the last six months and I have been trying to figure out how, why and where I belong in all of this. Turns out that’s California. I’ve lost a lot things to be here- some things by choice and others against my will; people, relationships, animals that I never thought I would. But what’s left of my pack and myself have moved across the country. In this process I left my house, my car, almost everything I physically owned, lost my health insurance, I quit my government job, finished my college semester online, remotely- taking tests, writing papers and doing finals from my phone, lived out of a suitcase packed with a weeks worth of clothes for 4 months, realized the hard way who my real friends were and weren’t, and now I no longer have or want a relationship with my mom or step dad.

The man I love most in this world was diagnosed with a terminal illness in January. We traveled back and forth between states until it wasn’t physically possible for him, so I had a choice to make and decided where I wanted and needed to be. My mom and step dad knowing what I was going through, trying to care for someone struggling with their health, traveling back and forth every couple weeks, let my exboyfriend of over 4 years take Diesel from my home while I was in CA. I called the police multiple times and was told they cannot do anything because it is a civil matter seeing I had given consent to my stepdad to enter my home to change a furnace filter. Now I am in the process of suing my own fucking blood. There are nights I have cried myself to sleep asking myself what I have done to deserve more bullshit to deal with. Nothing will ever be the same, there is no future with that part of my family, but I guess that’s life. I have a new family now, fur and flesh.
I could go on for paragraphs about the sadness I feel for everything I have lost in this transition, how hard it is to watch someone you love suffer knowing you can’t make them feel better, the sleepless nights, not knowing if Diesel is okay and having the police give zero fucks- (caption continued in comments...)
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This is gonna be a long one, so bare with me. Anyone that knows me personally, knows that I’m an animal ...
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This is gonna be a long one, so bare with me. Anyone that knows me personally, knows that I’m an animal when it comes to partying. Once I start, I don’t usually stop until I black out or wake up a day later in a puddle of piss and puke. I’ve been battling alcoholism and substance abuse for as long as ... This is gonna be a long one, so bare with me. Anyone that knows me personally, knows that I’m an animal when it comes to partying. Once I start, I don’t usually stop until I black out or wake up a day later in a puddle of piss and puke. I’ve been battling alcoholism and substance abuse for as long as I can remember. I never kept that shit a secret. You can hear it in my music and see it in my videos. I been doing this bullshit so long it gradually became apart of my persona. I’ve been trapped, living in this dark, fucked up place for so long I completely forgot what real happiness felt like. Today, Im proud to announce that Im officially 6 months alcohol and drug free (except for weed) and I feel fucking great. I know this may not be very impressive to some, but for me this is huge. I’ve never been sober this long in my entire life. I ain’t touching no more liquor, no vodka or whiskey, no ecstasy caps or cocaine flaps.. nothing! I’m done with all that shit. I want to be healthy so I can watch my son grow up, cause in the end, he’s all that matters to me. I had to make a lot of internal repairs and cut a lot of wack people out of my life to do it, but it had to be done. I’m not looking for your praise. I’m writing this to make amends and tell y’all where I’m at, honestly. I’m happier and healthier than I’ve ever been and I gotta say, it sure feels good not waking up every day with a hangover. I’ve tried to do this many times before in my life and failed miserably.. so this time around, I’m just gonna trust the process and take it one day at a time. It took a lot of courage for me to write this post. I appreciate all of you for sticking with me through the bullshit. Here’s to another 6 months.
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Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write ...
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Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I pry the problem while asking you ... Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I pry the problem while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it
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I learned this lesson the hard way, by pursuing the perfect body for ten years only to be left broken ...
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I learned this lesson the hard way, by pursuing the perfect body for ten years only to be left broken and empty on the inside. sadly, poor body image and eating disorders are basically a natural reaction to the classical conditioning we all face by growing up in a fat-phobic diet culture, that ... I learned this lesson the hard way, by pursuing the perfect body for ten years only to be left broken and empty on the inside.
sadly, poor body image and eating disorders are basically a natural reaction to the classical conditioning we all face by growing up in a fat-phobic diet culture, that continually manipulates us into believing that our worth and happiness is based on the appearance of the earth suit our soul inhabits.
And It's fucking bullshit.
A shiny exterior pales in comparison to a big bursting heart and deep authentic connections with the other humans in our lives.

we are meant to love and be loved, not for the way we look but for who we are as people and the difference we make in the world.
So this is your permission slip, give up the goal of shrinking your body and go expand past your limits and live a life you truly love in the body you have 🙌
More on the blog today! Link in bio 🖤
#caraskitchen #bodyimage #edrecovery
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Many times women will hold the world on their shoulders but no matter how heavy it gets we keep quiet ...
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Many times women will hold the world on their shoulders but no matter how heavy it gets we keep quiet and front like we got this knowing damn well our knees are buckling!!! I have been ripped apart, shredded, torn to pieces and stripped of everything including my self worth,love, and dignity ... Many times women will hold the world on their shoulders but no matter how heavy it gets we keep quiet and front like we got this knowing damn well our knees are buckling!!! I have been ripped apart, shredded, torn to pieces and stripped of everything including my self worth,love, and dignity fucking with a ignorant, trifling, insecure, disrespectful ass man ..... I have spent the last 2 years+ tolerating all kinds of bullshit and being in a extremely toxic relationship with a narcissist. I have been abused in you can imagine and threatened by someone I thought would love me forever. Ladies it is not ok to be treated poorly by a man that tells you he love u it’s not at all love. I am disgusted and this is by far is the worst shit I’ve ever been through in my life..... I have constantly been embarrassed, humiliated, fat shamed and treated like shit on a shoe!!! The sad part is someone tried to warn me but I deflected it just trying to learn the person on my own rather than listening to someone I was told was a bitter ex wife.... It’s crazy because I’m the “the crazy ex girlfriend” now 🤣.... Today I laid all of my burdens down I am done being quiet and every day I learn that there is more and more of us that are putting on and pretending to be ok when really we’re not..... Today I choose me and I choose happiness!!! Tomorrow I start on the new construction of me. If you are being abused in any way... Take a stand fight and fight for your life ..... Leave or Let him go be the next persons problem.... No man is worth losing yourself to idgaf what he does for you!!! Surely God will make a way for you to do it for yourself!!! All I can do right now is Thank God for what he is about to do , for saving me , and for bestowing the courage upon me to speak my truth ...... This chapter of my life is closed.... Enough of the bullshit...... I’m going back to me and rerouting my focus.... I don’t want a pitty party I just want to shed light on my truth in hopes that it could help the next young lady or woman that may be going through the same thing!!!! This is a serious matter!!!! IM FINALLY WOKE BUT MOST OF ALL IM FINALLY FUCK NIGGA FREE!!! I CANT WAIT TO START GLOWING AGAIN😘
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IM BACK! Stepping away from social media was a really nice change of pace. Still watching from the ...
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IM BACK! Stepping away from social media was a really nice change of pace. Still watching from the sidelines though, I couldn’t help but laugh . . The same people who have asked me over and over how to lose weight, what to eat and how to exercise are still asking others the same god damn questions ... IM BACK! Stepping away from social media was a really nice change of pace. Still watching from the sidelines though, I couldn’t help but laugh
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The same people who have asked me over and over how to lose weight, what to eat and how to exercise are still asking others the same god damn questions years later. Which these people happen to be even bigger and still complaining that life hates them
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Few things coming back I wanna tell you. Your favorite competitors are on steroids, they have been on drugs the whole time and they didn’t build their asses from squats! Social media is 95% bullshit. Half these people post a Gucci purse while they sit in a 2003 Hyundai with bald tires that they don’ want to show you
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We now worship a fat ass as being the goal to being a desired woman. So now healthy women all over think they are less desirable to society. We celebrate unhealthy as being sexy. It’s a fucking joke what we have become
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Everyone is beautiful in their own way. If you’re too skinny we say eat some pizza, if you’re too fat we say stop eating pizza. I wish more people would learn how to shut the fuck up and focus on being a better person. It takes zero effort to be nice and supportive yet most people focus on being an asshole and tearing someone down to make them self feel better
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I’ve gained 15 pounds since I closed GRIT. I still have muscle and I still fit in my same clothes I did. Some days I feel comfortable and some days I don’t. What I learned was self control. What I learned was how to say no to food that doesn’t work for me. I don’t give a fuck about your vegan, keto, paleo, Magic diet or smoothies. Beating obesity is a complete lifestyle change. Sleep, exercise, good food and doing it every day is what healthy truly is
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Abs don’t mean healthy. I know plenty of bodybuilders with low body fat that have heart conditions, plenty of bikini competitors that you think are so healthy with kidney failure because of the drugs they chose to do to look that way and I know plenty of fat people that filter the fuck out of their pictures to make you think tummy tea works
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FUCK YOUR HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT. . Losers worry about how they “feel about it”. . Winners get it done. . Im so sick and tired of hearing people tell me shit like: . “Oh I tried that it wasnt for me” . Or . “I just lost my passion for it” . Or . “Im just not feelin it” . If you seriously think ... FUCK YOUR HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT.
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Losers worry about how they “feel about it”.
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Winners get it done.
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Im so sick and tired of hearing people tell me shit like:
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“Oh I tried that it wasnt for me”
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“I just lost my passion for it”
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“Im just not feelin it”
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If you seriously think you are going to accomplish ANYTHING remotely great in life without enduring a tremendous amount of “not feeling like it” youre fucking delusional.
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The fact is....society has become soft as fuck.
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Everyone talks about passion & happiness & bliss and all these feel great buzzwords and it has people thinking they are gonna cruise into the winners circle of life with zero resistance and a big cheese dick smile on their face.
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Good fucking luck.
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You know what happens to people who think like that: The minute their path gets a the tiniest bit uncomfortable they quit because their journey is no longer “blissful” or “fun”.
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Passion comes & goes.
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Fun comes & goes.
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Motivation comes & goes.
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Frustration comes & goes.
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Energy comes & goes.
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Anyone can execute when they are hyped, excited & filled with energy.
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Thats the lowest common denominator.
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The most average performer on earth can execute when the stars are aligned and everything is perfect.
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Only fucking CHAMPIONS can execute when its the last fucking thing they desire to do.
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You want to know why the other guy is earning more?
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You want to know why the other guy is in better shape?
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You want to know why the other guy lives the life you wish you did?
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Society will tell you its luck, circumstances or some other bullshit
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The truth is: The other guy is more disciplined than you.
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Period.
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Master the ability to do what you know you’re supposed to do even & especially when you dont feel like it....and you master your life.
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End of story.
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The next time you “dont feel like it” go do EXACTLY what you dont feel like doing and start developing that discipline muscle! 💪🏽
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Five years ago today I was sitting in a meditation retreat questioning my life, my choices, my path ...
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Five years ago today I was sitting in a meditation retreat questioning my life, my choices, my path and wondering how in God's name could I possibly keep living this way? I was working so hard on myself, trying to grow and evolve and yet was living in such turmoil. I made a decision right then and ... Five years ago today I was sitting in a meditation retreat questioning my life, my choices, my path and wondering how in God's name could I possibly keep living this way? I was working so hard on myself, trying to grow and evolve and yet was living in such turmoil. I made a decision right then and there that I was done. I went home, packed my entire life into my truck, with no plan or place to crash, said goodbye to all the pain, to all the bullshit and I never looked back.
I had nowhere to go and it felt like nowhere to turn and yet I called you. I don't know how or why or for what reason, but I called you. Maybe because I knew I wouldn't need to explain myself, or talk about why every possession I owned was sitting in the back of my truck, or be judged for what looked like a crazy reaction to my life. I just knew I needed a friend and you were there.
My life changed that day. I didn't know it at the time nor did I even care to think about what you meant to me, I just knew that you were there. You showed up. For the weeks after that day, maybe months even that I refused to let you. You showed up. And you've continued to show up each and every fucking day since.
There is no better feeling in the world than knowing you will always be by my side. There is no love like the love you've shown me since that day. There is no light in my eyes brighter than yours. Thank you so fucking much for showing up baby; for never giving up on me, for patiently waiting for my heart to be yours and for all the love, compassion and craziness you've added to my life ever since. I always dreamed of a love like ours and still can't believe I'm the one who gets to experience it. I love you across this earth, to the moon and back, beyond this galaxy, and into the rest and for many and all lifetimes to come. ✨🌙💥💖 #myeverything #cheerstous #thismustbetheplace #thislife #outwestwithsmush #partnersincrime #foreverandbeyond #myhome
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Because apparently only way I can show someone is very freaking important/special to me is to draw ...
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Because apparently only way I can show someone is very freaking important/special to me is to draw them literally all the time Because im fucking bad at human and idk how else to do it But drawing someone all the time = annoying to them and others probably so :") help Anyways This person This ... Because apparently only way I can show someone is very freaking important/special to me is to draw them literally all the time
Because im fucking bad at human and idk how else to do it
But drawing someone all the time = annoying to them and others probably so :") help
Anyways
This person
This person right here is fucking amazing
Name a person with a more beautiful heart and soul
You have 5 minutes
Jk ya have the eternity because ya can't name anyone better
Thanks
Just wanted to say
I guess thats all I wanted to say
Because this is the absolute best person to ever exist even thought doesn't believe it
This person is just 👌
FUCKING PERFCET AND I ADORE THEM WITH MY WHOLE HEART THANKS
:")I wish this person to understand how amazing they are
And how it's not possible to "replace" them
Ever
With anyone
Simply because there is no person who would be like them
This person is the most freaking precious bean you'll ever meet on this planet
And if you want to meet an actually good person in your life
Well it's her:") Idk what the fuck am I explaining
ATM since it's almost 5am but oh well
I wish for this amazing
And kind and good hearted
Person with the most beautiful soul
To one day.
More likely in the closest time
To understand just how ABSOLUTELY amazing
In every single way are they
And how lovable are they
And finally would see
All the sHIEt she thinksABT herself ain't true
Girl
Ya
Are amazing
Amazing being"you"
So just be you
Idk why am I Exactly sharing this here
But hey
I guess
Because I want as many people as possible to know
A person with a. Beautifulful soul and heart like yours actually does exist and not only in imagined bullshit
But in real life
I want as many people as possible to know that
You're the most beautiful person to exist
For many
Many many reasons
Most of that you don't see at all
And I guess you don't see any
Thank you for existing
Thank you for living
And being born
To this stupid ass hoe you're Hella special and important
Idk if matterss to anyone for shit
But just know it & that
You're absolutely
G
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G
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O
U
S
I'm glad we met
And I regret none of it
Again sorry for sharing here but wanted to share how amazing are you
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Reasons to support LBD and stop being a ratchet fucking hater actively looking for any reason to ...
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Reasons to support LBD and stop being a ratchet fucking hater actively looking for any reason to bring us down: 1. Our high quality clothing is made ethically and locally right here in beautiful San Diego, California by people paid a fair living wage. 2. We are a VERY small startup company ... Reasons to support LBD and stop being a ratchet fucking hater actively looking for any reason to bring us down:
1. Our high quality clothing is made ethically and locally right here in beautiful San Diego, California by people paid a fair living wage.
2. We are a VERY small startup company comprised of a handful of chicks in a garage trying to make our dreams of sustainable fashion and female empowerment a reality. We are not a huge corporate entity.
3. We jump at the chance to fight bigotry, hate, racism, sexism and other such bullshit every chance we get! We believe in the power of love and respect for our fellow human / alien / queen goddess.
4. We collaborate with and support other small businesses because there is room enough for all of us and we are super inspired by the creativity of other amazing souls in our scene.
5. Based on these principals, we are anti fast fashion. The prices may be slightly cheaper, but the people making those clothes for these huge companies are often not paid fairly nor are they working in safe conditions. Fast fashion is also one of the biggest polluters on the planet. We will have no part in that ethical nightmare!
6. Our customer service is top notch and our shipping team is pretty damn quick. We put you guys first in everything we do because we love you.
7. We go out of our way to make sure everyone who wears our clothing feels otherworldly and utterly drop dead gorgeous because we believe in the power of women. The world would be a much happier, more beautiful place if more women were in charge.
The next time you are feeling unhappy with ya own damn life and are trying to spread some bad vibes, think about who you’re trying to hate on. We are real ass women working so damn hard trying to make our dreams a reality. Our hearts are in the right place. Is yours?
xoxo
@adrienne.abella
Owner of @littleblackdiamond
Epic photo of @lucyaragon spreading the T in her rainbow butterfly wings by @festfashions.
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This one isn't for you Instagram, sponsorships, likes, popularity and attention. It is for us. ...
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This one isn't for you Instagram, sponsorships, likes, popularity and attention. It is for us. No light, no angle, no pose, no empty words, no bullshit, just having a good time the way we know how. We like a little anonymity in a world of only showing your best self on Instagram, or sharing a little ... This one isn't for you Instagram, sponsorships, likes, popularity and attention. It is for us. No light, no angle, no pose, no empty words, no bullshit, just having a good time the way we know how. We like a little anonymity in a world of only showing your best self on Instagram, or sharing a little too much on Facebook. We try our hardest to find a balance where we can share what we love whilst retaining what's dearest to us. We will not let getting the perfect Instagram photo ruin our day. For us it's ok to be an ordinary person with an ordinary life, a ordinary home and with an ordinary dream or no dream at all. For us it's ok if you don't wear those brands or designer clothes. For us it's ok if you can't afford that monthly subscription. For us it's completely fucking ok if your coffee is not Starbucks. For us it's ok if you don't have the latest iPhone, and for us it's ok if you don't go for international trips or you can't afford them. Here's to many more years breaking the rules, breaking the stereotypes and breaking their expectations. We are humans, and we are real.
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I’m not seeking perfection, I’m seeking alignment. Alchemy. Attunement. A life of my own design, ...
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I’m not seeking perfection, I’m seeking alignment. Alchemy. Attunement. A life of my own design, according to my own rules, that holds space for expansion, growth, and adaptability. Sometimes those things are laced with uncut bliss and sometimes they’re fucking messy as hell. I’m here ... I’m not seeking perfection, I’m seeking alignment. Alchemy. Attunement. A life of my own design, according to my own rules, that holds space for expansion, growth, and adaptability. Sometimes those things are laced with uncut bliss and sometimes they’re fucking messy as hell. I’m here for the messy just as much as I am the magic. Give me bliss and also give me bullshit because I know I can’t possibly have one without the other. The universe both supports me AND trolls me—and all I have to say is let’s fucking GO.



#musclesmagicandmessyconversations #hereforthemessy #alchemy #alignment #theuniverseistrollingme 📷: @violetartistry
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MY LIGHT, YOUR LIGHT... . Sometime not to far into my past, somewhere along the line of a million ...
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MY LIGHT, YOUR LIGHT... . Sometime not to far into my past, somewhere along the line of a million compromises that only intensified my struggles, something inside of me broke in the very same place where it had learned to only bend...I remember feeling a sense of resignation, a sinking feeling ... MY LIGHT, YOUR LIGHT...
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Sometime not to far into my past, somewhere along the line of a million compromises that only intensified my struggles, something inside of me broke in the very same place where it had learned to only bend...I remember feeling a sense of resignation, a sinking feeling that can only come from knowing that life will always be hard and love might not be real...
I fucking hated every infuriating spiritual clichés about “the wound is the place where light enters you”... My wounds had been open for a while but no light was coming in, only darkness...
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Towards the end of this dark period, I chose to hold this uncomfortable space for myself and surrender to the unfamiliar feeling of acceptance.
What unfolded for me was an allowing of life to be what it is, irrespective of my agendas and expectations. This is the powerful territory of surrender, it enabled me to let go of trying to control. And just like that, I started stepping out of my own way. .
As it turns out, the light does come in through the cracks of brokenness but only if you let it in.
The light is nothing more than a willingness to do the work it takes to clear the residual emotional mess created by all the fucked up shit that hasn’t worked in my life.
The light is personal accountability, a decision to take responsibility for absolutely everything that unfolds on my path.
The light is an embarking on the painful journey of personal transformation.
The light is bravely following the love, never imposing, demanding or expecting, but slipping into a gentle space where everything shifts to create a feeling of oneness with myself and with another ( #bilysm)...
The light is a powerful discerning force that filters out the bullshit, the deluded stories I tell myself, the toxic people that drag me down.
The light is an awareness of being and a choice to step into my own life and step out of my own way... #dothework #aimtrue #befearless #sardinia
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I see that Iowa has signed into law a very restrictive abortion bill, and other states are lining ...
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I see that Iowa has signed into law a very restrictive abortion bill, and other states are lining up to do the same. Like many of you, I’ve never understood the hypocrisy of the Pro Life crowd, their actions would be understandable if mothers with unwanted children were given help after the ... I see that Iowa has signed into law a very restrictive abortion bill, and other states are lining up to do the same. Like many of you, I’ve never understood the hypocrisy of the Pro Life crowd, their actions would be understandable if mothers with unwanted children were given help after the birth, financial reasons are overwhelmingly the reason for not having a child, although there are many more. The pro lifers would know this too, so why the fuck is childcare not free? They shout and scream about a fucking fetus, but as soon as it’s popped out, Jesus says go fuck yourself?? You would think help for clothing, diapers, mental health, formula etc would be a priority for these people, but that is clearly not the case? So surely then, help with contraception would be a high priority, so the situation is reduced for needing an abortion? Hell the fuck no!! They are closing all the Planned Parenthood centers too!😳 So arguments about stopping abortions are bullshit!! Let’s go through it all then, no contraception, fuck you mum. No healthcare for expectant mothers, fuck you mum. For the fetus? Marches, parades, bribing politicians, the fucking works, all the fucking support that blob needs. Once born? No help at all, fuck you mum! It makes no sense?!😡🤬 Wait a sec, yes it does! It was never about the woman’s rights, abortions, fetuses, babies or childcare, that’s all a smokescreen, the only thing that explains it all, the only way that the pieces fit?? It’s all about fucking. Sex. A woman is having it without their approval, and it drives them fucking crazy.🤪🤪🤪🤪 A woman is fucking but not me?? FUCK THAT!!🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 So we get all the bullshit pretending it’s something else, caring for a child??? Don’t make me laugh!! 😝😝 That argument died along with any bill helping newly born babies and their mothers! It’s fucking, same old puritanical bullshit as always. The planet is now seeing the effects of Climate Change and these fucks want MORE people?? What they really want is for you ladies to stop fucking without their permission, when you understand that, all the hypocrisy falls into place. Fucking spunkbubbles. 👿
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Chances of winning Strongman Nationals are veryyy low for me because ALL the events are grip related and my hands are legit small af. Pretty sure all the other girls are bitching about it too so we’re in this together. This some bullshit though. But I’ll try my best. I didn’t eat all this fucking ... Chances of winning Strongman Nationals are veryyy low for me because ALL the events are grip related and my hands are legit small af. Pretty sure all the other girls are bitching about it too so we’re in this together. This some bullshit though. But I’ll try my best. I didn’t eat all this fucking steak and rice, not drink alcohol, no social life, all year for nothing. But if it all ends badly, at least I can be great at pinching people.
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I fucking love how people say "oh I'll always be there for you" shut the fuck up with that bullshit ...
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I fucking love how people say "oh I'll always be there for you" shut the fuck up with that bullshit lie... everyone fucking leaves when I need them the most... but when they want or need me I'm there for them... why say something that you don't and won't ever mean to someone... get their hopes up ... I fucking love how people say "oh I'll always be there for you" shut the fuck up with that bullshit lie... everyone fucking leaves when I need them the most... but when they want or need me I'm there for them... why say something that you don't and won't ever mean to someone... get their hopes up and then fucking smash them... all the people who I thought were my friends... don't bother with me anymore... I hope you're all happy with living, and your life and friends... cause I know for a fact I'm not... thanks for fucking with my life... #fuckthisworld #fuckfakefriends #imdone
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I havent posted in a while. Ive been doing so fucking horrible. I hate to say this but I feel, in a way, ...
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I havent posted in a while. Ive been doing so fucking horrible. I hate to say this but I feel, in a way, Ive accepted my eating disorder in attempts to not lose my sanity. But its done nothing but the complete opposite. Its only made it easier to give in to the urges and believe the lies. I feel so disconnected ... I havent posted in a while. Ive been doing so fucking horrible. I hate to say this but I feel, in a way, Ive accepted my eating disorder in attempts to not lose my sanity. But its done nothing but the complete opposite. Its only made it easier to give in to the urges and believe the lies. I feel so disconnected from myself, those around me, and my initial goal of recovery. I was getting so tired of fucking up. So tired of failing and then saying to myself “just get back up and keep trying” day after day for years.. all its ever been is relapse after relapse. Its always been fuck up, try again, to only fuck up again and the cycle continues. I became so tired. So I changed my mind, my perspective, in order to not go insane from the same bullshit. But its killing me. All of this is killing me in every way and I cant take it. Its christmas time and fuck.. this time of year I just want to hide under my disorder and disappear. So much has happened the last few months.. Im going to start posting every morning on this account to keep me accountable. Its time to recover, I feel it in my bones, pulsating through my veins, and in every beat my heart strains to produce. My disorder hates it, my mind feels like its being thrown in acid and its burning me alive, but I know it wont feel this way forever. I dont just want recovery, I NEED recovery. I want my life back, my mind back, myself back. I want my fucking body back, my relationships back. I want it all back. And Im not going to stop giving my all until my last fucking breath and even then, I’ll still be trying to breathe. This isnt a “getting back on track” or a “I can do it”- this is a war between life and death. As dramatic as it sounds its true.. This is going to be the end of this disorder and the beginning of Sarah.
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Forget all the bullshit & drama and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face <span class="emoji emoji1f60f"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f609"></span> #istanbullife
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Forget all the bullshit & drama and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face #istanbullife Forget all the bullshit & drama
and live your fucking life with a sexy smile on your face 😏😉 #istanbullife
Forget All the BULLSHIT and drama and live your FUCKING life with a sexy smile on your face <span class="emoji emoji1f601"></span>
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Forget All the BULLSHIT and drama and live your FUCKING life with a sexy smile on your face Forget All the BULLSHIT and drama and live your FUCKING life with a sexy smile on your face 😁
Everyone’s worried about the next iPhone the newest celebrity drama or what Persons fucking Nikki ...
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Everyone’s worried about the next iPhone the newest celebrity drama or what Persons fucking Nikki Minaj or however you spell it. There’s no national coverage about the Slavs trade going on in other country’s. The only reason the United States isn’t over there helping is because they have ... Everyone’s worried about the next iPhone the newest celebrity drama or what Persons fucking Nikki Minaj or however you spell it. There’s no national coverage about the Slavs trade going on in other country’s. The only reason the United States isn’t over there helping is because they have nothing to offer the US, ie gold oil or military strength. I️ hate the world we live in and that’s driven me to be the hippie anti government individual I’ve become. Please inform yourself stop listening to spoon fed @foxnews @cnn and all the others. #live #life #vibratehigher #bullshit #love
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Imagine having so much pain inflicted on you that you would give anything to die, that's what you ...
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Imagine having so much pain inflicted on you that you would give anything to die, that's what you pay for if you eat meat. You can joke about it to make yourself feel better, or convince yourself that it's okay because 'animals are treated fairly I've been to a farm' or you only buy organic... ... Imagine having so much pain inflicted on you that you would give anything to die, that's what you pay for if you eat meat. You can joke about it to make yourself feel better, or convince yourself that it's okay because 'animals are treated fairly I've been to a farm' or you only buy organic... it's all bullshit research undercover footage of slaughterhouses and then ask yourself if it's okay. There are so many alternatives there is no Fucking excuse except for greed and selfishness. I am in no way perfect I eat cheese sometimes but if people made an effort these poor babies that feel pain like we do, love like we do wouldn't live a life of hell. #repost #torontosave @torontopigsave
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This whole entire year has just been way to much bullshit to deal with, after finding myself in hole(2017) ...
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This whole entire year has just been way to much bullshit to deal with, after finding myself in hole(2017) and unable to get out I just learned to accept it and wait. I've probably taken more L's in this year than my entire life all together, and man let me tell you. That shit turned me into one cold ... This whole entire year has just been way to much bullshit to deal with, after finding myself in hole(2017) and unable to get out I just learned to accept it and wait. I've probably taken more L's in this year than my entire life all together, and man let me tell you. That shit turned me into one cold hearted motherfucker. From betrayal, dishonesty and disloyalty that shit has only changed me to be more strong minded and more dependent on myself. But things are starting to look up, people who doesn't need to be involved in my life aint there no more, and opportunities are coming my way... I'm fucking blessed, and I truly thank God for that🙏
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The pic on the left was January 27th of this year and the pic on the right was June 4th of this year. Those ...
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The pic on the left was January 27th of this year and the pic on the right was June 4th of this year. Those pics are 4 months and 1 week apart. A lot of you have said “you were always pretty. You still looked good. You were fine how you were.” But i wasn’t 🤷🏻‍♀️ that pic was from my birthday dinner this ... The pic on the left was January 27th of this year and the pic on the right was June 4th of this year. Those pics are 4 months and 1 week apart. A lot of you have said “you were always pretty. You still looked good. You were fine how you were.” But i wasn’t 🤷🏻‍♀️ that pic was from my birthday dinner this year. I had started my challenge 12 days before that photo was taken. I remember vividly trying to cancel dinner (it was a surprise party) i changed my clothes at least 6xs. I cried before we even made it out the door. I felt so uncomfortable in my own skin and i was DREADING having pictures taken of me... especially candid ones i couldn’t control my friends from posting. This is literally 1 of the only full body pics i could find of myself pre-weight loss because i would not take full body pics EVER! I am smiling in the pic but all i could think about was trying to not look fat ☹️ i share this to say this... it’s never too late to do you. It’s never too late to change the narrative of your story. It’s never too late to change the voices in your head telling you that you can’t. I want to be fully transparent with y’all. I do NOT get paid to share my story or share my gym. I LOVE MY GYM! They have changed my fucking life and i have seen and SEE lives change there. No bullshit! When i signed up for the 6WEEK 20lb challenge it was a $497 deposit (you get your money back if you lose the 20lbs) some people can’t afford that, but right now you can do it for $297!!!! If you have any questions or are interested hit up my coach @alex_hansen1089 👈🏽👈🏽 he will give y’all the deets. #transformationthursday #weightlosstransformation #weighlossjourney #weightlossgoals2018 #goalsstillgoing #ibarelystarted #getfitwithbossi
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Today feels different. I feel lower than usual. My mind keeps jamming and repeating at the part where I dont want to go on with life. Its bullshit and I refuse to accept it as my truth, its only an irrational thought. Everything feels too heavy to even attempt to carry. My eyes feel like theyre ... Today feels different. I feel lower than usual. My mind keeps jamming and repeating at the part where I dont want to go on with life. Its bullshit and I refuse to accept it as my truth, its only an irrational thought. Everything feels too heavy to even attempt to carry. My eyes feel like theyre being pulled down by weights. My body feels completely powerless. My mind is drained and I dont have any way of turning it on. Staring at a wall and waiting until I fall asleep seems to be my only option. I want to feel something other than this aching pain in my chest that radiates through my whole body. I keep reminding myself of Gods plan for me, how capable I am, and its only a bad few days not a bad life.. its all true. I just cant get out of this nonstop binging marathon. Im honestly so suicidal and I want to slit my fucking wrists but thats not going to do shit. I have enough issues to work through, Im not going to add more problems to the pile. Im not a coward or weak. I can do this. Im getting my family involved in a plan Im trying to finalize, this could either be the worst mistake I ever make in my life or maybe it could be helpful. I guess we’ll have to see, I have nothing to lose at this point so why not try. Im going to talk to them about it tonight. My eating disorder is soo reluctant to me letting them in with this plan but that just shows me that maybe its exactly what I need to do.
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I fucking hate this world. I push through so I can see the one person who gives a shit, but life will ...
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I fucking hate this world. I push through so I can see the one person who gives a shit, but life will take her away from me soon. We both know this. She doesn't want to go, I don't want to see her go. I don't want a thing without her. Life is bullshit. It fucks with you, then gives you an amazing gem of ... I fucking hate this world. I push through so I can see the one person who gives a shit, but life will take her away from me soon. We both know this. She doesn't want to go, I don't want to see her go. I don't want a thing without her.
Life is bullshit. It fucks with you, then gives you an amazing gem of a person, the person that no matter what you have to deal with in an hour, or when you return home, you still enjoy the day by just seeing them.
Then life takes note of your happiness, and tears them away from you. Tearing your heart into damned shreds, and tearing you into shreds as well. Then all you're left with is the shreds of yourself. I don't want to see tomorrow, yet I will. Just for her.
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HOPSIN "Man I hate rap, but if the shoe fits, wear it I've become a freak of nature all the kids stare ...
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HOPSIN "Man I hate rap, but if the shoe fits, wear it I've become a freak of nature all the kids stare at Who walk around bumping RAW with the shit blaring Saying "fuck school" and dropping out like a miscarriage I'm embarrassed And I'm ashamed I played a part in this devilish game Making ... HOPSIN
"Man I hate rap, but if the shoe fits, wear it
I've become a freak of nature all the kids stare at
Who walk around bumping RAW with the shit blaring
Saying "fuck school" and dropping out like a miscarriage
I'm embarrassed
And I'm ashamed I played a part in this devilish game
Making your common sense perish
But I ain't taking the full blame
'Cause most of you chumps running around here ain't never had strict parents
All of your brain cells rotting from weed
You feeling like if you ain't got it, life's not as complete
You having sex with every-motherfuckin'-body you see
With a past so dark that Satan'd jump out of his seat
But still you out in these streets thinking you hot as can be
Without the knowledge to lead so you just follow the sheep
Making sure your lame swag is all polished and clean
While your favorite rapper's like "yeah, he got it from me"
You been brainwashed by a fake life that you're used to livin'
When I say the word "fun", what do you envision?
Probably drinking and smoking out with your crew
And chilling with clueless women you trying to bang, bumping New Edition
Is that all you think life really is
Well if so, then you're a fucking idiot
I honestly feel like grabbing your head and hitting it
Matter of fact, you don't even deserve a brain, gimme it!
Do you even have any goals
Aside from bagging these hoes and packing a bowl
Well let me guess, no.
You're only in school because your parents make you go
When all you do is play beer pong and hang out with your bros
Yo, society's got you living for a whack 'cause
You're a fucking adult with no skills at all
You don't read any books or play ball
You don't draw, you literally do nothing at all
Still you fiend for the glamorous fruits
You don't have 'cause you idolize rappers that do
And all they say is "I got money and it's stacked to the roof"
And now you think that it's gon' magically just happen to you
How? Your lazy ass don't commit to labor
You pick something up, try it out, and put it down two minutes later
Then you complain about your life 'cause it ain't getting catered
Now whoever tries to call you on your bullshit's a hater?
You wanna succeed, you have to try"
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𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝙱𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 🦄 To my twin flame, BFF, Hoenetta, Cuntasaurus, Twat Waffle, Ethel, Carol ...
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𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝙱𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 🦄 To my twin flame, BFF, Hoenetta, Cuntasaurus, Twat Waffle, Ethel, Carol Ann aka some haupia white girl named Heather. First of all, I told you I’d get a great photo from mom... TADA!!! You are so welcome hoe. Your bitch face been on point since 98’. ANY FUCKING WAY, I just ... 𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝙱𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝕭𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍 🦄
To my twin flame, BFF, Hoenetta, Cuntasaurus, Twat Waffle, Ethel, Carol Ann aka some haupia white girl named Heather. First of all, I told you I’d get a great photo from mom... TADA!!! You are so welcome hoe. Your bitch face been on point since 98’. ANY FUCKING WAY, I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and let you know that you are a fucking unicorn and I’m so lucky to have you in my family. Thank you for being the best aunty ever to my kids and always looking out for them... Thank you for always sharing your chips, that’s how I know it’s real. All bullshit aside, I’m grateful to the universe for bringing you into my life. You are a Genuine source of light for everyone around you, don’t ever let any bitch tell you different. I know you will make all your dreams and goals become reality because, everyday I watch you hustle in silence. Happy Birthday Hiwa, we love you Cunty! #heatherturns20 #myfavoritehoe #igotyourbackbitch #youarestuckwithme
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<span class="emoji emoji1f53b"></span>TAG 1-3HUSTLERS BELOW <span class="emoji emoji1f53b"></span> Your Focus Decides Your Future. Winners in life win because they leave ...
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TAG 1-3HUSTLERS BELOW Your Focus Decides Your Future. Winners in life win because they leave it all on the table, all or nothing. There is no half ass bullshit it's all or fucking nothing. . They tell themselves the truth. . And when it gets hard like it does for every single one of us ... 🔻TAG 1-3HUSTLERS BELOW 🔻
Your Focus Decides Your Future.
Winners in life win because they leave it all on the table, all or nothing. There is no half ass bullshit it's all or fucking nothing. .

They tell themselves the truth. .

And when it gets hard like it does for every single one of us .

They keep going, they stay in the fight, they fight harder because they remember those moments they had every right to give up but refused to accept defeat. We all have challenges in life, all of us. The only questions you have to ask yourself... are you willing to do everything it takes to win? Are you willing to say fuck off to the people in your life that only talk shit and bring a negative vibe? Are you willing to sacrifice your 20’s? Above all are you willing to stand ALONE? .

You win because you need success more than you need sleep. You win because you need success more than you need water food and oxygen. You win because you need success more than you need acceptance from others. It's not always the prize that's the reward, it's the character you build from the efforts the blood the sweat and the tears! Your level of focus determines your reality! Stop bitching and complaining that people are holding you back.If they are holding you back then it’s time to say fuck off and take control of your focus. I promise you 1 thing. The world has no shortage of people. You will always find new friends but you will never get the same opportunity twice in one [email protected]_way
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Dude. Last week was rough. Had to dig deep for courage I haven’t used for a while. Thanks for the messages ...
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Dude. Last week was rough. Had to dig deep for courage I haven’t used for a while. Thanks for the messages from you lovely caring people, I am genuinely totally down with life being a little messy. I feel it’s important to teach by being, especially when things are not fine and dandy, to help ... Dude. Last week was rough. Had to dig deep for courage I haven’t used for a while.
Thanks for the messages from you lovely caring people, I am genuinely totally down with life being a little messy. I feel it’s important to teach by being, especially when things are not fine and dandy, to help everyone see that it’s absolutely normal. I promise you - your heros in life all go through the same fears and stuff you do. They also have smelly farts and morning breath. I’m not a fan of portraying perfection even if I’m an ‘author’ or a ‘therapist’ or run programs for kids on mindfulness. I’m not a robot nor do I feel you want anyone to be. Your beloved fav actor or thought leader or online entrepreneur or instagram crush or the person you love - all humans. When we get that truth, it’s easier to surrender into life as the ripples come up and take us within. So many of our battles are lengthened and strengthen by our shame around not always being okay.

Man - those people who appear to always be okay, are probably deeply terrified of being rejected if they show up anything less than perfect. Show them love and compassion and lead them to a place of non judgment by being an example of freedom within yourself. That’s the work - right.
Knowing what’s happening doesn’t give you a free pass from the process. Humor helps. I was cruising through a bit of an unexplored alley way in myself and it was a little raw. Hot tip - Be fucking kind to yourself. I help people excavate a lot of demons that most of us pretend don’t lurk somewhere in our psyche, and at the core of that kind of therapy is a kindness that is deep and unconditional. LOVE. Love, the word has been romanticized in the West and often contains expectations and conditions. That’s bullshit. Conditional love is the foundation of fear that drives us to choose filtered facades of perceived perfection (and deep unhappiness) over real, raw, free living, in the chaos of human imperfection. We’re messy mofos, humans. Lifes chaos precedes growth. We need it. You’ve got so much fucking wisdom inside. Stop asking peeps how to live and simply turn in. 🤘🏼❤️
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i really didnt know what to say to wrap up #farewelltour. I wanted to be convey all the emotions i felt, ...
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i really didnt know what to say to wrap up #farewelltour. I wanted to be convey all the emotions i felt, all at once in a fucking instagram caption and i was a little out of my depth. But look, this doesn't have to be complicated, and I probably shouldn't overthink this. Just like #farewelltour ... i really didnt know what to say to wrap up #farewelltour. I wanted to be convey all the emotions i felt, all at once in a fucking instagram caption and i was a little out of my depth.
But look, this doesn't have to be complicated, and I probably shouldn't overthink this. Just like #farewelltour itself. When we came up with the concept (lol, we're following a swami band around the midwest again, 9 years later, seeing a ton of old friends, some for the first time since, as EXES) it was a funny throwaway joke. But really (and i can't speak for bryce), i was apprehensive. Is this a huge fucking mistake? Will it be weird? Will we fight the entire time? What the fuck am I doing? The joke made it easier to reconcile.

Instead I got the best closure I didn't know I was asking for. I have one of my best friends back, without any of the baggage and bullshit our trainwreck of a marriage left in its wake. I'm not saying he didn't piss me off or i didn't get on his last nerves, but there was no tense silence, and the explosive fight never came. I'm also not saying that all the shit he put me through is water under the bridge, and likewise all the times I hurt him isn't forgotten. I'm saying that those things are part of relationship that is dead, and moving on past that, I'm choosing the friendship that started it all.

Also seeing all the people that were cool to us and helped us in some of the toughest, poorest, and most stressful times in our lives and finding them just as cool or cooler was a real treat. As i am teetering on the precipice of 29 1/2 and seemingly have an existential crisis every other day, it was cool to see just how much cooler life can get, and i aint seen nothing yet - even though over 11 years, 4 moves, 3 states, and all the things I've done and the people I've met, i guess I've lived a fucking life though, haven't I?

As I've come to know it to do, once again music heals all and binds together. I somehow am able to start again, sitting in the back of that greyhound bus in 2005, cd binders open and listing our top 5 favorite records. And even if it's not forever, I'm happy to have it now.
Bryce and Kendra are dead. Long live the dead.
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Let Me "Hip" All You Who, Consistently Quote Words Of; LOVE, PEACE & GENTLENESS! Theses people today ...
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Let Me "Hip" All You Who, Consistently Quote Words Of; LOVE, PEACE & GENTLENESS! Theses people today who, sit in Seats of Power? That's Exactly What They Love Hearing From You, Tree Hugging, Candlelight Vigil Having People. These People HAVE BEEN AT WAR WITH THE ORIGINAL PEOPLE OF THE EARTH, ... Let Me "Hip" All You Who, Consistently Quote Words Of; LOVE, PEACE & GENTLENESS! Theses people today who, sit in Seats of Power? That's Exactly What They Love Hearing From You, Tree Hugging, Candlelight Vigil Having People. These People HAVE BEEN AT WAR WITH THE ORIGINAL PEOPLE OF THE EARTH, EVER SINCE THEY CAME OUT OF THOSE CAVES! Even Today, YOU, WE, ALL OF US ARE "PRISONERS OF WAR IN OUR OWN LAND"! I'm down with Love & Peace; If It Pertains To Us & Our People! But; I'LL BE DAMNED IF I'M GOING TO LOVE ANY FUCKING ENEMY OF MINE! AND THAT INCLUDES ANY BLACK MF WHO CHOOSES TO HINDER ME OBTAINING TOTAL FREEDOM! Y'all Need To Stop That Bullshit And LOOK AT LIFE FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS! THIS AIN'T NO MOTHER GOOSE WORLD YOU'RE LIVING IN! THIS IS REAL FUCKING LIFE. MY LIFE, YOUR LIFE & AND THE LIVES OF OUR CHILDREN AT STAKE! AIN'T NOBODY COMING BACK, FLOATING ON A FUCKING CLOUD TO SAVE YOU/US FROM THESE ALBINOS! Jomo Kenyatta didn't wait on some Fairy Godmother to free himself & his people! THEY WENT HEAD ON, ON THE BATTLEFIELD WITH THE BRITISH! Won The Respect of them bastards AND GOT THEIR LAND BACK! GET UP OFF OF YOUR KNEES; TAKE YOUR HEAD OUT OF THE CLOUDS AND LOOK STRAIGHT AHEAD! THERE LIES ALL THE PROBLEMS OF YOUR LIFE! FUCK JESUS, FUCK MOHAMMED, FUCK JEHOVAH AND ANY OTHER MYSTERY GOD YOU CAN CONJURE UP IN YOUR WHITE MAN MADE BRAIN!🌟✌🏾. qbarnes
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A cute picture to just semi-deter from this massive, anger-fueled rant: Today was less than rad. ...
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A cute picture to just semi-deter from this massive, anger-fueled rant: Today was less than rad. Frankly today became extraordinarily taxing within the span of 10 minutes flat. People just don't know when to keep their mouths shut. The things that you say may be all fun and game, but those ... A cute picture to just semi-deter from this massive, anger-fueled rant:

Today was less than rad. Frankly today became extraordinarily taxing within the span of 10 minutes flat. People just don't know when to keep their mouths shut. The things that you say may be all fun and game, but those things actually effect how people god damn feel. I'm not your play toy to bounce shitty, racist comments off of. I'm not here to accept you just because I'm around you regularly-regardless of your role in my life. I do absolutely not have to be okay with the trash comments coming from your ignorant fucking mouths. And the next person who fucking pulls this bullshit is probably going to hear me fly off the motherfucking handle, because I am not okay with you belittling the people I fucking care about (directly or indirectly). And I am vastly not okay with you projecting your ignorant, shithead, narrow mind onto me as if I'll just laugh and agree like some fucking idiot. Keep your bullshit to your fucking selves, okay??! Recognize when you cross the fucking line and be a better goddamn person the SECOND after it happens! Is it so hard to be kind to others?

When I was 20 or so, I realized the power of my words. When I spent my time shit-talking, and being judgemental about where other people were in their lives, or judging the things they had done in their past, or simply just judging someone based on their looks or stereotyping....the people around me did the same thing like some vicious fucking cycle of terror. When I was kind and loving and accepting, the people around me were the same way. When I judged, I also naturally judged myself more; and when I was accepting, I found peace inside of myself, and developed a serious kindred spirit to myself. I spend a lot of time in my life trying to understand why others are the way they are, and the patterns behind their behavior. But the thing that will always frustrate me is that people don't fucking understand how their mentality, how their words (and thus their entire frame of mind), completely shape their life.

The second I stopped judging others every single day, was the second I became a much happier person.
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Hey fellow white women. We have SERIOUS work. A house victory does not mean stop. Just cause it’s ...
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Hey fellow white women. We have SERIOUS work. A house victory does not mean stop. Just cause it’s “not surprising” does not mean be complacent cause it’s “not me”. #Repost @dopequeenpheebs ・・・ Ummmm, so a month ago when I was up on da ‘gram, talking about how white women voters are problematic, ... Hey fellow white women. We have SERIOUS work. A house victory does not mean stop. Just cause it’s “not surprising” does not mean be complacent cause it’s “not me”. #Repost @dopequeenpheebs ・・・
Ummmm, so a month ago when I was up on da ‘gram, talking about how white women voters are problematic, need to take action, and are just as culpable for some of the folks in office and some of the h-white women got in their feelings, talking about they’re not gonna be my fan anymore (Really? You talking about fans and I’m talking about the state of the nation. Please sort your gahtdamn, fucking life out.) or saying ‘ “But it’s not me...I’m not one of the white women.” Look at these results. 59%. FIFTY-NINE PERCENT. That is a whole hell of lot of y’all. I think would qualify as a majority. So what we gonna do now? We are in the middle of a crisis and what the hell are we gonna do? Because the numbers don’t lie. Once again, many white women have failed when they so easily could have stepped the fuck up. I’m not losing faith, but y’all. Y’ALL! What is this bullshit? I’m sick of all the “rah, rahs” and rallying if y’all gonna just go behind closed doors and vote for hatred, sexism, homophobia, racism, and any other ill-informed ism. This is disappointing and I can’t say I’m surprised. White women, you GOT to do better. Talk to your fellow sistern and stop this madness. This is unacceptable and when we look back on history, your part in this will so evident. I am heartbroken, but not giving up. I am angry, but not losing focus. I whole heartedly believe that light will be out the dark. It just didn’t win today in this race. So, white women, the onus is on you. Help fix the mess you’ve help make. And you can @ me all you want. I’m in Dublin and it’s 5am, so I’m taking my black ass to sleep and most likely won’t respond when I wake up in the morning. But rest assured I meant what I said then and I mean it now: White Women (and I’m talking to all of you), you have to do better. Talk your girlfriends, your aunts, and your sisters. Be a part of the solution instead being defensive OR saying, “It wasn’t me,” Shaggy style. Fix. This. Mess. #ISaidWhatISaid
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( Morning Read w/ #theredqueen) <span class="emoji emoji1f451"></span> My father calls her my lawyer 🤣 but in reality she's a pitbull in ...
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( Morning Read w/ #theredqueen) My father calls her my lawyer 🤣 but in reality she's a pitbull in a skirt & one of the hottest journalist and up & coming moguls in the D. C area. Most of all she's my friend. When you go through things in life & experience bullshit ass ppl time and time again, at ... ( Morning Read w/ #theredqueen) 👑
My father calls her my lawyer 🤣 but in reality she's a pitbull in a skirt & one of the hottest journalist and up & coming moguls in the D. C area.
Most of all she's my friend.
When you go through things in life & experience bullshit ass ppl time and time again, at some point it hardens you & makes you move different. We've known each other for years & now we're currently working on multi-projects together. Ppl say I'm a hard shell to crack, I'm even harder to befriend. @daryn_e
has figured out the code to my heart. I'm a fucking horrible judge of character, I use to live life thinking everybody was raised right or at least better than me, being that I was raised by wolves. I thought it was just in ppl, to do right by others. In my past years I've learned the hard way, that's the futherest thing from the truth. I tell my real friends who make up my team, how much I care for them & love them often...bc tomorrow is not promised to any of us. Sharing my heart & feelings doesn't make me feel weak or corny, it actually makes me feel strong. 💪 After everything I've survived in my short time on earth, I still have a spirit & heart that's all align. If you've been following me for a while you've seen ppl come & go and honestly( I don't give a shit) bc they actually made space for ppl like Daryn.
The Support is Real on & off the gram, the love is genuine & the trust is 100%. Nothing about me is easy, it takes a special person to love and understand me & it takes an even stronger person to stand beside me. Daryn you are a blessing to this team, your a boss in your own right & other than the ppl who were already in place, I can't think of a better person to walk this new journey w/ me other than you. Here's to Redos & Wins, Bonding and sacrifice, real friendship and Loyalty and all the amazing uplifting talks we have off camera. Cheers to the future!! Thank you for it all. Love - Vylaness!! ❤️ p.s I'm sure this pic will perform to OUR standards 😂😂😉 ( insider) -------------------------------
#iamtheredqueen #message #theblackbarbarawalters #villain #theladiesofteamvylaness
#daryne #dmv #morningread #vylaness #redqueen 👑
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love the concept of KFC - big dumb bucket full of chicken for a big dumb cunt, i.e me and everyone reading ...
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love the concept of KFC - big dumb bucket full of chicken for a big dumb cunt, i.e me and everyone reading this. we're all stupid dumb cunts. just so fucking STUPID - think about all the smart things we've personally achieved. remembering to drink water, not pissing yourself, other things, ... love the concept of KFC - big dumb bucket full of chicken for a big dumb cunt, i.e me and everyone reading this. we're all stupid dumb cunts. just so fucking STUPID - think about all the smart things we've personally achieved. remembering to drink water, not pissing yourself, other things, there's sorta 3. maybe there’s a few more. why, i got my keys cut the other day so i'd have a spare set - that's smart - but not really cause that's to offset the dumb cunt act of losing them. then there's the plethora of dumb cunt things everyone does like replying to strangers on facebook comments or paying ATM fees. you need money moron, you need to have it in your wallet to pay for shit, it's important, so where's your money? you spent it all?? why didn’t you get more? you didn't think again did you? time to line up and pay money to get your money!! then off you go to KFC to get some disgusting clag-glue coated fried sadness bird. eating away in your car- greasy hands,greasy life - eating your ludicrously unnecessary large chips cause some dumb kid behind the counter up-sold you and you were too much of a coward to say no.
in the parking lot, munching away, wasting your life - those bullshit ads with all those fun loving funboy fucks devouring chicken on some rooftop in bondi dancing away to some variation of that same ukulele + hand clapping + jovial whistling melody song they use in every small car commercial - it’s a bit different in practice isn’t it? this is 🍗Bucket Reality🍗
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Most people say they’re on a path of self-discovery. But what it really is, is a path of REDISCOVERY. . You ...
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Most people say they’re on a path of self-discovery. But what it really is, is a path of REDISCOVERY. . You were born as YOU. . You were placed here to be YOU. . And then life happens and you learn how NOT to be you. . That’s it’s not safe to be you. . That you won’t be liked, loved, or accepted ... Most people say they’re on a path of self-discovery. But what it really is, is a path of REDISCOVERY.
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You were born as YOU.
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You were placed here to be YOU.
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And then life happens and you learn how NOT to be you.
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That’s it’s not safe to be you.
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That you won’t be liked, loved, or accepted as you.
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That the YOU you’re here to be just isn’t good enough.
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So you try on a mask... and a few more... and a few more... eventually shapeshifting into someone that is no longer YOU.
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You filter yourself.
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You filter your thoughts, words, and opinions.
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You filter your entire fucking life.
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Because you’re trying to be who you THINK everyone wants you to be.
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You’re trying to be who you think your audience/following expects you to be.
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And all of this bullshit has led you astray.
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I’m here to tell you that it’s time to come back.
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It’s time to come back to the YOU you’ve been placed here to be—the YOU that is here to fulfill your mission—the YOU that is like none other.
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Shed the filters.
Shed the masks.
Shed the bullshit.
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Rediscover YOU.🖤
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Tried that bullshit. Love for the wrong one will have you fucked up longer than necessary out here. ...
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Tried that bullshit. Love for the wrong one will have you fucked up longer than necessary out here. Balling with the queen I knew when I didn’t have shit was the 1st major L I took for Summer 2018!!! I was thinking to myself, “My ex was down with me and loved me when I was fat and broke. We got history ... Tried that bullshit. Love for the wrong one will have you fucked up longer than necessary out here. Balling with the queen I knew when I didn’t have shit was the 1st major L I took for Summer 2018!!! I was thinking to myself, “My ex was down with me and loved me when I was fat and broke. We got history plus she’s been treating me nice lately; she deserves to benefit from this new me” .... Dummy move... 🤦🏾‍♂️... I’m thinking that whoever was down with broke ass, fat ass Ayo deserves to be down with the new and improved Ayo Millions... Took her ass on an all expenses paid, she could have left her damn wallet home, vacation out the country and she was still tripping... I felt so fucking disappointed in myself because I actually should have known better but I played myself trying to hustle backwards. That’s why I keep telling y’all to learn from me, learn from a dummy!!! Don’t let that time and history bullshit be the cause of you deciding to waste time and money!!! If a person’s supposed to be in your life, they’ll be there and if they are not, then it’s not time for that shit to be in your life; keep moving forward and work on yourself. The women I’ve know for only a few years are more down for me than the woman I fell in love with so that spoke volumes. It’s not about the history, it’s about the respect. Don’t ball with the woman that’s been there the longest, they might be the exact reason why it took so damn long in the 1st place!!! So be there and ball for the one that respects you the most and plays her position the best. Fuck all that love bullshit... all the love be fake... the results speak for themselves. Don’t believe the all the bullshit you see on Instagram. 🤷🏾‍♂️💯
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damn I’m going to miss the sound of these bikes. The last 3 months of my life in Baltimore have been ...
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damn I’m going to miss the sound of these bikes. The last 3 months of my life in Baltimore have been unforgettable. Working with such talented people and bringing such an important story from West Baltimore to life. Whatever negative perception there may be about bike life from the cops is ... damn I’m going to miss the sound of these bikes. The last 3 months of my life in Baltimore have been unforgettable. Working with such talented people and bringing such an important story from West Baltimore to life. Whatever negative perception there may be about bike life from the cops is fucking bullshit. I’ve been welcomed by a group of insanely talented riders and all around amazing people who helped show us what bike life is all about. Can’t wait for everyone to get a glimpse into this world I was lucky enough to experience. Thank you @alohemingway for choosing me to create this wild movie with you. The amount of brilliance you embody is just annoying and I wish you weren’t better at my job than me but I still love you. Thank you Overbrook Entertainment for the amount of passion you had for this story and for believing in me. @jahiwinston, you blew me away every time you stepped in front of the lens. You carried this movie from start to finish. @iamkeziicurtis and @iamlildeedee you two are such stars and made our jobs so easy. It’s not normally this easy to work with young actors but you three are special and we are so lucky to have worked with such pros. @willcatlett you are perfect. Was such an honor getting to watch you bring it every time. @teyonahparris your scenes are still some of my favorite. Thank you for the depth of the emotion you brought. @sjdougan The production designer that brings so much heart and authenticity to everything. Also the most amazing signs I’ve ever seen. Thank you to my whole team - @steadistew2 you know you’re a prodigy and I couldn’t have done this without you. All my amazing local camera and G&E team. You worked your asses off and we’re a blast to be around. @janicemin my babely 2nd cam op. So happy to have had you on this. Baltimore will have a special place in my heart forever😭😭 ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤 B&W photos by @graypicturesllc #fuckwarren #twelve #12oclockboys #charmcity
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I was late to the party with Instagram but when I finally jumped on it was for me and no one else. It was ...
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I was late to the party with Instagram but when I finally jumped on it was for me and no one else. It was to show my life through images so not only my friends and family could see my journey and travels etc but so I could look back on my life one day like a photo album and remember it with, hopefully, ... I was late to the party with Instagram but when I finally jumped on it was for me and no one else. It was to show my life through images so not only my friends and family could see my journey and travels etc but so I could look back on my life one day like a photo album and remember it with, hopefully, a smile.
Since I turned to business it changed. I’ve never taken out an advert in the paper or put posters and flyers out around town to gain customers. Word of mouth and purely social media has built the empire its become so it’s no surprise it changed for me and became more like a burden at times rather than fun. Don’t get me wrong it’s helped build it beyond words or personal goals but it’s built it, in truth, beyond my own control at times.
We’ve always posted what we wanted, how we wanted, when we wanted and we got just as much traction on photos with under 10K followers and just me as we do now with almost 50K and tens of staff! Frankly we are every bit as busy each day without a single post to social media channels as we are trying to hammer out constant content each day.
So why are we? Who are we posting for? What are we hoping to achieve? I never set this up to be a name, or have recognition or stage work etc. It wasn’t to crave likes or traction and have someone across the world double tap a photo so this constant workload of building content, over analysing, addictive and at times negative impact it’s created is for what? It’s become a game of “you’ve gotta be posting, you’ve gotta stay seen and relevant, your photos have to be this quality now” Says fucking who? We’ve had 120 followers this week and I’ve posted twice. #justsaying

Our customers know when we are open and all info is on our website or Facebook. You know what we do and how we do it so I’ll no longer be posting unless it’s to say or drive something out into the world I want to. “Tuesday is here and we are open 9-6 come get it” ( insert photo of someone cutting hair ) Zzzzzzz Sorry but I’m done!

I’m every bit as hungry, if not more so than ever, but I’m shaking up how we do things and no longer being sucked into the bullshit we’ve become slave to.
You all know where to find us tho!
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LISTEN - because I got some shit to say . You guys don’t follow me for prissy-footing around bullshit. ...
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LISTEN - because I got some shit to say . You guys don’t follow me for prissy-footing around bullshit. You follow me because I’m fucking brutally honest and when it talks like a duck, quacks like a duck, looks like a duck, and when I cook IT TASTE LIKE A DUCK THEN ITS A GODDAMN DUCK . I’m fired ... LISTEN - because I got some shit to say
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You guys don’t follow me for prissy-footing around bullshit. You follow me because I’m fucking brutally honest and when it talks like a duck, quacks like a duck, looks like a duck, and when I cook IT TASTE LIKE A DUCK THEN ITS A GODDAMN DUCK
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I’m fired up with leeches. So listen
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Dude. HOW THE FUCK IS THERE TIME TO BE OBSESSING OVER WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS DOING. Listen I get jealousy, I get not liking someone, I get that people need to snake their way in and around peoples minds trying to earn a keep there but what the F have you done with yourself today to make YOUR DAMN GRASS GREENER?! All this nonsensical bullshit tweeting about shit that doesn’t effect your life, gossiping in text messages about people you don’t like, having a secret agenda rooting against others and trying to find any little downfall they have to prey on but not having the audacity to assess in the damn mirror
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Look into you. Be honest with me and more importantly yourself. Do you like what you see? I hope you do. Do you like WHO you see? I hope you do as well. Social media has enabled people who are CLEARLY unhappy with themselves and the lack of wherewithal they possess to lash out on things that don’t fit their agenda or cast blame on shit that likely isn’t why they ended up where they’re at in the first place
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Does this apply to you? Does it bother you? Im not talking about you. You gotta figure that shit out. You gotta do a little digging into yourself and right the wrongs
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Dude I fucking hated myself. More than you know or can imagine. Like, I HATEDDDDDD myself. I hated others doing better than me and I thought it was awesome watching people fuck up. I can’t name one person I’m not actively rooting for right now. I may not like someone, but I’m rooting for them. I may not agree with someone else, but I’m rooting for them. Im an IGNITER. It’s my personality, my ambitions, my livelihood. I IGNITE shit I wanna go CRAZY over your wins, successes, ambitions
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Are you a leech or a ignition to society? Ignite the fuck out of yourself and this world - it’ll return itself. BET on it #TeamMihaly
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Some people are assholes. Shitty friends. There’s no way to sugar coat it. We don’t have time to be ...
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Some people are assholes. Shitty friends. There’s no way to sugar coat it. We don’t have time to be dealing with people like that. There are people who say they want you to do well, but they don’t want you to succeed more than they do. When they see you working your ass off, they judge you. They say ... Some people are assholes. Shitty friends. There’s no way to sugar coat it. We don’t have time to be dealing with people like that. There are people who say they want you to do well, but they don’t want you to succeed more than they do. When they see you working your ass off, they judge you. They say if you need something, they got you. But they don’t. UNLESS they want something in return. So you stop associating with said people. Because it’s bullshit. They say you’ve changed. And maybe you have. But change is inevitable if you are growing in your career, love life, motherhood, spirituality and physical well being. Misery loves company and that’s the damn truth. But... once in a while you’ll meet someone that realllly wants you to succeed. Wants to see you change for the better. Wants you to get that raise. To see your body progress from hard work at the gym. To be happy for you in your new relationship because it makes you feel like a million bucks. Someone who will tell you how to get to where you want to be in life and not hide it due to fear of competition. There is so much we can achieve. And by doing it together. It’s nice to have a community that supports you and tells you all the shit they’ve gone through so you may not struggle so much. The people who tell it like it is so you won’t be blindsided. Those people aren’t the assholes. They are honest and realists. I like those people in my circle. I need someone to tell me I’m fucking up because they know my actions won’t take me to my end game. But they know they’ve been there so there’s no judgment. It’s time you get people in your life like that. Like #mfceo @andyfrisella ! He shares his knowledge, what hes been through and helps entrepreneurs get off their ass everyday and work hard for what they want. His podcast is gold. And free. I loveeeee his Sunday Sermons and you’ll hear me yell “Take me to Church, Andy” Preaaaaach 🙏🏻🙌🏼 Give me all that knowledge Fo FREEEEE!
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Swear to god. When I’m dead. There best not be any of this shit about how sad it is and all that bullshit ...
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Swear to god. When I’m dead. There best not be any of this shit about how sad it is and all that bullshit from people who ain’t been in my life or who left my life. Everyone wants to pipe up and say what a good friend and decent bloke you were when you’re dead. No apologies. Fuck the majority of you. ... Swear to god. When I’m dead. There best not be any of this shit about how sad it is and all that bullshit from people who ain’t been in my life or who left my life. Everyone wants to pipe up and say what a good friend and decent bloke you were when you’re dead. No apologies. Fuck the majority of you. No one gives a fuck til your dead, my request.. continue not giving a fuck, it’s all gonna be too late for that shit. I hate my life and nah; I can’t cope and yeah I went fucking mad, where the fuck the other 99% of them that claimed to be ride or die, they ridin’ for someone else knowing my loyalty ran much deeper than anyone else’s. Told you, books getting finished and I’m done. Fuck you.
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It was yesterday when I felt the levee break. And I need to let the truth fly and wreak havoc where it ...
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It was yesterday when I felt the levee break. And I need to let the truth fly and wreak havoc where it needs to. I need you to know something. Cuz shits about to burn entirely to the fucking ground. I’m here to change the WORLD. Before yesterday I flirted silently with that idea but always held back ... It was yesterday when I felt the levee break. And I need to let the truth fly and wreak havoc where it needs to. I need you to know something. Cuz shits about to burn entirely to the fucking ground. I’m here to change the WORLD. Before yesterday I flirted silently with that idea but always held back from owning it or speaking it with the necessary fire because I felt inadequately equipped with the stability in my life to a rock solid foundation of belief in myself to begin enforcing that intention out into anyone else. When I started this account no part of me knew I would be getting messages late into the night from people all over the world I had never met telling me they wanted to die. Begging me for a reason to live. To show up for themselves and their children. And I’m doing my best but I need help!! I need YOU! I need you to stop believing this bullshit that you need a “following” to empower people. You fucking MATTER SO DEEPLY TO THIS WORLD!! To me!! But now it’s time to matter most importantly to you. I’m going to post a rant I did in my #7DaysToSoul challenge about what to do when you feel so far away from yourself and so depressed and in pain. BECAUSE WHAT YOU DO AFTER THAT THOUGHT MATTERS MORE THAN ANYTHING. Check my story for the full video. I love you. All hands on deck you lovely powerful thing. We need you- despite what anyone else has made you feel. It’s you and I baby. Lessssgooo
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She made it to 21! I'm a firm believer in fate, so here's a little story about how myself and Josie started ...
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She made it to 21! I'm a firm believer in fate, so here's a little story about how myself and Josie started dating. Both our parents grew up in Newquay & moved to Gloucester to the same area, at a similar time. After we were born, both our perants moved back to Newquay, at a similar time. Years later ... She made it to 21! I'm a firm believer in fate, so here's a little story about how myself and Josie started dating. Both our parents grew up in Newquay & moved to Gloucester to the same area, at a similar time. After we were born, both our perants moved back to Newquay, at a similar time. Years later we went to the same nursery day care, same swimming lessons, surf Life saving club, athletics club but we still somehow didn't meet untill we were 12. Pretty weird huh??????When we were 12, i had heard rumours that a girl call Josie was moving into our class. No bullshit this is our first incounter: I was in the school canteen line with some mates when the 'new girl' was pointed out to me.Myself being a barry big bollocks grommit walked straight up to the new girl and said "Are you that BITCH that's moving into our teaching group?"😂 And walked away like nothing happened 😂 for the next year she completely blanked me. Year 9 came around pretty quick and id finally grown some pubes and lost my hair, full gender change. Id also got some words out of Josie after she moved to my history class table. For the next few years we had a full time flirtationship, flirting all day everyday for a few months, then with no warning I'd disappear surfing for a few months, total silence. After the silence I would return and she'd hate me for a while, but slowly and surely we would get back to flirting. This continued for about 3 years. I didn't get a real phone till I was 15 so no FB,insta or that shit when I was away it was total silence....Whoops. I was 15 and we were pretty deep into another cylce of our flirtationship, my mum pulled over the car after id been talking about Josie and said these exact words, "don't fuck this up Angus, girls like Josie only come around once in your lifetime." It hit pretty hard and I did exactly that, stopped fucking around and asked her out... And it worked😂 I can close my eyes and remember saying happy birthday when you were 13, and now you're 21😂5/6 years later we are working together on our dream job in the Maldives and about to call Seychelles are new home. So after all that, happy birthday joise! Not even sure that made sense but coolstory
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I finished this piece today. Mostly healed, some fresh and some still healing from last session. ...
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I finished this piece today. Mostly healed, some fresh and some still healing from last session. Kind of a story behind this one. I originally started this on someone else. Got the first session done and about a week before her second session she emailed me with this “my life is in crisis” message. ... I finished this piece today. Mostly healed, some fresh and some still healing from last session. Kind of a story behind this one. I originally started this on someone else. Got the first session done and about a week before her second session she emailed me with this “my life is in crisis” message. I felt from the get go on this email, this is complete bullshit but if getting tattooed will impact you life negatively for some reason, I understand; but, When we finished the first session and she looked at the progress, she gave me this “it’s not fucking done yet” look. About 3 weeks after the email I’m flipping through Instagram and noticed some hippy had finished my tattoo but not as good and made some changes to the design that ultimately just killed the depth. It was ok, not terrible or anything but it was coloured all boring like a cherry creek flash piece; likely to save on time and just get another tattoo done. I’m not gonna lie, I was pissed. Not at the hippy that finished it because that’s the nature of this game and that particular artist was doing the job job asked of them even if the clients idea was flawed as fuck. Sometimes that shit happens; but, I was pissed at the lying cunt and her bullshit excuse. If she would have just told me the truth that she’s a cheap bitch and wanted a giant tattoo just ripped through in one session, I could have told her to just pound sand then. Instead, because I liked the design I made, I tattooed it on someone else and coloured it how it’s supposed to be....or at least how I felt it should have been coloured. Whatever though. I’m over the liar now and I got to see this design to completion and it’s on a super rad lady that I know appreciates tattoos and the time that goes into creating a great piece. #mikethompsonhill #tantrixbodyart #sourcetattoosupply #teamtantrix #teamsource #pistolgrips #metatips #worldfamousink #tantrix #tantrixsaskatoon #tantrixtattoos #tattoo #tattooart #tattooedwomen #saskatoon #saskatoontattoos #yxe #yxetattoos #cuntscankickrocks #flowers #flowertattoo #birdtattoo #appreciativeclientsarethebest
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Its just one of those days Where you don't want to wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sucks You ...
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Its just one of those days Where you don't want to wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sucks You don't really know why But you want to justify Rippin' someone's head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's ... Its just one of those days
Where you don't want to wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sucks
You don't really know why
But you want to justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
Its just one of those days
Feeling like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a bloodstain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cause I'm fucking up your program
And then your stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker
It's just one of those days
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
Punk, so come and get it
I feel like shit
My suggestion, is to keep your distance
Cause right now I'm dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers
That want to step up
I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break something tonight
I pack a chainsaw
I'll skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way, I just might
Break your fucking face tonight
Give me something to break
Just give me something to break
How bout yer fucking face
I hope you know, I pack a chainsaw
What!
A chainsaw
What!
A motherfucking chainsaw
What!
So come and get it
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, let the shit slip
Or you'll be leaving with a fat lip
It's all about the he-says, she-says bullshit
I think you better quit, talking that shit
Punk, so come and get it
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It’s amazing how life has its ups and downs and the things we learn along the way. A few things I want ...
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It’s amazing how life has its ups and downs and the things we learn along the way. A few things I want to share with the people who are trying to lose weight or have lost weight that think they aren’t doing enough . . First off, 90% of social media is bullshit. Any man or woman can take a before pic ... It’s amazing how life has its ups and downs and the things we learn along the way. A few things I want to share with the people who are trying to lose weight or have lost weight that think they aren’t doing enough
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First off, 90% of social media is bullshit. Any man or woman can take a before pic and a after pic and appear to have made a change. Some women just pull their leggings a little higher and tell everyone how hard they work and the men are just the same. Push the belly out a little, stand a certain way and poof, they look different
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I spent one third of my life obese. Chasing every best diet, asking how how how to every person that looked healthy and each person had a different opinion. We ask people that’s never been 10 pounds overweight how to beat obesity and take them serious but only to quit a few days later because the actual work is actually really fucking hard
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Most of you don’t have what it takes to lose the weight and only a few of those actually keep it off long term. That’s a harsh reality for some to swallow. Beating obesity takes a a lot of habit changes and doing what you don’t want to over and over again. Consistently working at consistency
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One of the craziest realizations for me lately was being a personal trainer and owning a training business and seeing myself go down hill. Being in a mirror every day tearing myself apart all the while I’m trying to build up my clients. Vanity is a real sum bitch. Each day we search social media looking for validation and only ending up feeling like a failure when we see others appearing to be doing so much better
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Stop setting yourself up for failure, at the end of the day I want you to ask yourself, “did I do everything I could of for myself?” If the answer is no, then you damn well better work harder and stop blaming everyone else as to why it’s not working
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Some people’s accomplishments are better than yours because they actually did the work and made the sacrifices you aren’t will to make. I promise you, most of the people around you are tired of your bullshit and the “I’m gonna start on Monday” talk. #OGRE #ImNotGoinNowhere #Work #GetOgreIt
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I just wanted to say: I’m sorry for the pictures I’ve been posting on Instagram. I’ve somehow – inadvertently ...
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I just wanted to say: I’m sorry for the pictures I’ve been posting on Instagram. I’ve somehow – inadvertently and quite without warning – turned into THAT mother on Instagram, all sepia tinted and hashtag blessed. Not that I use the hashtag #blessed. I wouldn’t do that to you. But I’ve done ... I just wanted to say: I’m sorry for the pictures I’ve been posting on Instagram.
I’ve somehow – inadvertently and quite without warning – turned into THAT mother on Instagram, all sepia tinted and hashtag blessed. Not that I use the hashtag #blessed. I wouldn’t do that to you. But I’ve done everything else. I’M PLAYING THE INSTAGRAM GAME.

For that, I am truly sorry.
I've been playing the game. Angelic photos of an idyllic life that should – if all goes according to plan – have you thinking, “Oh, what angelic photos of an idyllic life.” Which is bullshit, obviously.
My life is good, yes. My life and my house and my children and my friends and my family are absolutely fucking brilliant, but they’re not as perfect as my Instagram profile would have you think.
I have no solution, of course. It wouldn’t be a Notorious MUM blog if there was a solution. So I’ll just remind you not to feel bad for feeding your children so many additives over the festive season that their shit has turned a luminous shade of green. The end. {full blog in profile}
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HAPPPPPY VEGANNIVERSARY TO ME! <span class="emoji emoji1f483"></span>🏻 3 years living a plant based lifestyle that I changed overnight ...
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HAPPPPPY VEGANNIVERSARY TO ME! 🏻 3 years living a plant based lifestyle that I changed overnight and I literally have never regretted or looked back on that decision. I’ll be the first to tell you that perfection is not the name of the game here. There’s been 3 occasions I’ve accidentally ... HAPPPPPY VEGANNIVERSARY TO ME! 💃🏻 3 years living a plant based lifestyle that I changed overnight and I literally have never regretted or looked back on that decision. I’ll be the first to tell you that perfection is not the name of the game here. There’s been 3 occasions I’ve accidentally and 1 occasion I’ve purposely ate something not “plant based” and look: I didn’t fucking die and the vegan police didn’t come after me. So chill out! If you want to transition to a plant based lifestyle you clearly won’t lose muscle 👆🏼 and for those who want to say “wah wah it’s PEDs” HAHA if only you knew that the prep before the right picture I was taking at least double if not triple what I’ve ever taken since. Y’all want an excuse as to why it WONT work - but guess what, JUST like PEDs and JUST like working out and JUST like dietary manipulation: it only fucking works if you work. So if something isn’t working for you; there’s a 95% chance you may not be giving it a full effort. Stop being your road block. So since I’ve basically addressed every excuse someone could give me as to why it’s “worked” for me and doesn’t “work” in real life 🧐 get up and try a few plant based meals a week. EVEN if you still eat meat. I’m not the vegan to try and change the fucking world because I just don’t have the patience for people like some of the greatest vegan influencers. But ☝🏼 I can be real with you and I can tell you that your health will absolutely thank you for replacing a few meals with whole food, plant based goodness. So stop tying in PLANT BASED to KETO in the lumped category of “fad diets”. Keto is bullshit. Eat your fucking carbs.

#powerbuilding #powerbuilder #veganfit #veganfitness #plantpowered #plantbuilt #crueltyfree #powerlifting #gwpl #girlswhopowerlift #squatbenchdeadlift #plantbased #veganathlete #vegan #eatplants #wpd #fitwomen #veganwomen #strongwomenrock #muscleissexy #buildingphase #uspa #uspapowerlifting #uspapower #uspaflorida #npc #npcflorida
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Hey Metal Kids! This is just one of the reasons I’ve been off here for a while. Shoulder surgery. Fucking ...
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Hey Metal Kids! This is just one of the reasons I’ve been off here for a while. Shoulder surgery. Fucking bullshit! They always say 6 months rehab but it’s more like a year. This is my second one. Last one was just a nagging injury that needed to be addressed. The latest one was a lifting accident. ... Hey Metal Kids! This is just one of the reasons I’ve been off here for a while. Shoulder surgery. Fucking bullshit! They always say 6 months rehab but it’s more like a year. This is my second one. Last one was just a nagging injury that needed to be addressed. The latest one was a lifting accident. I always say live in the moment. This was proof that one second life is good and you feel strong and the next your on the ground with everything that you thought you had in front of you...behind you. Anyway I’m past the surgery and being in a sling for 6 weeks. I’m now into in PT. So I’m hoping all is onward and upward from here. I hope you’ve all been well. We’ve been writing and recording (as a band) and I can’t wait to see y’all soon. Be awesome and Metal On! Okay quick edit! I don’t want sympathy! I waited to post this for 2 months until I was on the up! I’m good! Okay another quick edit!!! You all fucking rule the world!!!! Thank you!!! I Love you all for your kind words! Now...Put em up! 🤘🏻
Chadnesss
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zaddy’s turning 90 next week and wow just so grateful for Noam #noamchomsky and read this whole piece ...
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zaddy’s turning 90 next week and wow just so grateful for Noam #noamchomsky and read this whole piece by searching “Noam Chomsky counterpunch” which (counterpunch.org) is kinda all over the place in terms of usefulness & not a regular source of news for me & I wish this piece had acknowledged ... zaddy’s turning 90 next week and wow just so grateful for Noam #noamchomsky and read this whole piece by searching “Noam Chomsky counterpunch” which (counterpunch.org) is kinda all over the place in terms of usefulness & not a regular source of news for me & I wish this piece had acknowledged the obvious: that it wasn’t really “luck” as the article says that has led to such a prominent anarchist anti-authoritarian surviving this long but uhhhh whiteness maleness ablebodiedness middle classness and being ok w participating in the academic system, all of which Chom-chom himself has spoken aplenty about and acknowledged because he’s um perfect. But even while we lift up POC / poly / trans / and all other others and also general wild childs, nonconformists anti-antiestablishmentesque humans to hear their voices Noam still resonates with me because he’s a clearheaded rational calm clear bell of a voice who has used his privilege arguably better than uh anyone ever has to shift what he can shift, which is all of our tru jobs: SHIFTING. This article calls him an “unbroken human being” and it 1) made my heart soar because wow someone IS and that’s SOMETHING but 2) he’s had so much less to hurdle over than most and add to that a mighty brilliant and what seems to me but how would I know a neurotypical brain and it’s like ok but what about everyone else but still. I’m glad he’s survived to write words to us, I’m happy to have heard him speak in person a few times, I value his clarity and self-effacing ability to cut through bullshit and keep his laser beam focused on what it’s been focused on for 70 or whatever years: abuse of power comes as no surprise™️ so stop being surprised and speak up and change your life and wear sweater vests and be jewish but also an atheist and anti-zionist and words matter and if you don’t like society and you shouldn’t just stop whining and fucking remake it already
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I made myself feel truly good this year. Ya know how I did it? I practiced meta-cognition and stopped ...
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I made myself feel truly good this year. Ya know how I did it? I practiced meta-cognition and stopped “reacting”. I changed my neural pathways if they were leading me to harmful headspaces and patterns. I changed my diet so I only put lots of good nutrients in my system . I got professional help ... I made myself feel truly good this year. Ya know how I did it? I practiced meta-cognition and stopped “reacting”. I changed my neural pathways if they were leading me to harmful headspaces and patterns. I changed my diet so I only put lots of good nutrients in my system . I got professional help ! I drank less booze. I looked at peoples actions rather than their words and culled some “friends”. I stopped making excuses for myself. I worked fucking hard on every level. Physically, psychologically, energetically....I was brutal in clearing my life of toxic people, habits and bullshit superficial scenes. This made space in my life only for the good stuff. I make sure my niece and nephews know I love them more than my own life. I never go lower than the top shelf in any part of my life anymore. I am fit and fierce as fuck. I don’t suffer fools or narcissists and the music biz is full of them. I can spot a sociopath from miles away now and i don’t feel I should be hiding this for the sake of social niceties. Fuck being nice. Be real. I now only surrounded myself with people who have empathy and I dance all fucking day. Usually to Ecca Vandal or Mojo Juju. I highly recommend it. All of it. Be well!!!! Be grateful for what you do have and USE it to feel even better . Fuck !!! - we all gonna die - may as well enjoy the ride eh? Life is a cunt of a thing sometimes but feeling good is infectious..
And it repels miserable kunts 😎 I am proud of myself for digging my way out of the hell hole of 2017... and so grateful to my friends and family for the love that got me here. Sincerely, your mate - Muscles. 💪😎
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Pretty much! Lol.. It's almost been a year since my divorce and I can honestly say: I'm the ave. Joes ...
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Pretty much! Lol.. It's almost been a year since my divorce and I can honestly say: I'm the ave. Joes worst nightmare. (Mildly sarcastic tone). . the thing is; I am no dumbass, I am not inexperienced, and then to top it off; I have a realist perspective regarding all things; especially "love". ... Pretty much! Lol.. It's almost been a year since my divorce and I can honestly say: I'm the ave. Joes worst nightmare. (Mildly sarcastic tone). . the thing is; I am no dumbass, I am not inexperienced, and then to top it off; I have a realist perspective regarding all things; especially "love". So; what that means for you (imaginary guy who "thinks" he likes me), I cannot be fed bullshit, I cannot be bought, or manipulated. You cannot hide behind a facade of money, looks, sex, pizza, words, charm, GPA, career, humor etc.... I will figure out who you are at a fundament level, I will make it my mission to understand your way of thinking and then I will call you out in a way that can make you question your very existence. So; If what you speak is anything but true and fact; expect to hate me very soon. Because I won't yell; I won't "get mad". I'll simply collect the data, contemplate my stance and the information available, put myself in your shoes and then Instead; I'll ask you questions regarding the bullshit you've laid out for me. I will ask you questions you've probably never asked yourself before, and I won't do it because I want you to change or because I plan on staying for the ride while you do. No; I am simply allowing you the opportunity to communicate with me regarding the issues at hand so that way I can better understand your position and you can better understand mine. That way you aren't surprised when I peace the fuck out. . Because I don't play the "hey you're cool let me help you become not a fucktard so we can be together game." And I don't play the "I'm a cute submissive female who has no brains game" either... Big fucking NOPE! Lol.. You are either compatible with me or you are not. Might I add; pretending to be will also not get you very far. You are put through the same scrutiny everything else in my life goes through; including myself. 😈😊😈😊😈😊😈 so you either hold up or fuck off.. ...... My method to dating 😂 ( wonder why I'm single? Hahahah)
Ask a Question
Do Background Research
Construct a Hypothesis
Test Your Hypothesis by Doing an Experiment
Analyze Your Data and Draw a Conclusion
Communicate Your Results
..move accordingly
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Have you ever played “never have I ever” with your own life? I have & there’s a buncha shit I’ve done ...
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Have you ever played “never have I ever” with your own life? I have & there’s a buncha shit I’ve done that I assumed I never would. What I’m continuously learning is how often unconscious beliefs imprinted by things such as my upbringing, social class & societal conditioning have impacted ... Have you ever played “never have I ever” with your own life? I have & there’s a buncha shit I’ve done that I assumed I never would. What I’m continuously learning is how often unconscious beliefs imprinted by things such as my upbringing, social class & societal conditioning have impacted my decision making process in ways that may not have been organic to who I am/want to be. There are narratives & expectations attached to fucking everything, we see this most obviously in herd/pack mentalities & the general cookie cutter social expectations. Freeing our minds from these things is a multi faceted task with inherent risk so it’s understandable that many of us don’t push the boundaries when the stakes seem so high, for example: losing friendships, family relations or even financial security. I’m trying to think of a way to spit out what I’m trying to say without scaring y’all off 😂 By applying counselling tactics to my own life & belief system what I kept/keep discovering is that most of my beliefs are not my own & many of them limit my progress. The way I looked at relationship, love, security, health, even what is expected of me as a mother & more generally a woman: the expectations I had of these things were imprints, standards I inherited. By asking myself open questions I am able to challenge my belief systems which free’s my mind to make choices that are unique to me. Eg, “I can’t do xyz because I’m a mum” ask: why, what, how, where, when did this belief become mine? Who created that standard? Who upholds it? Do I really want to be complicit in upholding that belief? How does it serve me? We can apply the same shit to relationship & in turn nurture love & commitment that is unique to us - none of this one size fits all crap. For me recognising that everything is totally bullshit (lol) means I feel more free to challenge said bullshit & channel or even create new beliefs that are organic to me. Our current reality is a smoke screen & what lies beneath is the juiciest, sexiest, tastiest stuff. For me it begins with challenging my own mind & admitting I know way less than I think I do (& often what I think ain’t even my own thought) 😱🙃 🌈 Arohanui
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hi it me your best friend kelly!!! yet again with a lame paragraph for you! i was supposed to use flashlight for this edit but i just had to use this song #buymitamonitunes !! IM SUCH AN AMAZING FAN I KNOW. but anyway I LOVE YOU! how weird is it that i'm posting this on thanksgiving? ok it actually ... hi it me your best friend kelly!!! yet again with a lame paragraph for you! i was supposed to use flashlight for this edit but i just had to use this song 😩 #buymitamonitunes !! IM SUCH AN AMAZING FAN I KNOW. but anyway I LOVE YOU! how weird is it that i'm posting this on thanksgiving? ok it actually isn't that weird 🙄 i love making edits for you and writing these stupid lame but cute posts for you. it's a lot of work but they make u happy SO ITS ALL GOOD!! dude we need to meet like soon as possible because i've been waiting for this since march. why do we live so far away from each other? :( i hate distance. but distance means nothing when somebody means everything sooo(: i'm really glad i have you in my life and im sO sorry for being so annoying and needy. like that time i complained for the corner thing 😳 sORRY BRO but u know i hate it wyd!!! i'll try to be a better friend okay. you're the one person i like to stay up to talk to (remember that time u made me stay up so u can pee) and ur the one person that can make me laugh and snort like a pig when i'm sad. ur also so so adorable and i hate when u text me "i took selfies" ..LIKE SEND THEM WYD??? dumbass. but YEAH YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND AND I CAN'T BELIEVE U HAVEN'T LEFT ME ALREADY!! we get into so many little silly fights and it sucks because when we do i basically just lay on my bed and cry. i never ever want to lose you. you mean so much to me. thank you for being here by my side whenever i need you. i feel bad for all the people you've dropped from your life:) they just lost possibly one of the best things that could ever happen to them! so that sucks for them(: you're my number one and no one could ever replace you so don't worry! im glad u put up with my bullshit :") i make mistakes but so does everyone! i've never been so close to someone before tbh and i feel like i could tell you anything without you judging me, which i really appreciate :)) you're such a kind hearted person and i fucking hate when you're sad or depressed because yOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND SMILE OK! IF YOURE EVER SAD U BETTER TEXT ME ASAP SO I CAN CHEER U UP!! or attempt to 😳🤕
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seriously i am so mesmerized by zayn. he is honestly the most beautiful human creature to walk this ...
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seriously i am so mesmerized by zayn. he is honestly the most beautiful human creature to walk this earth. i want to get my own star and name it after zayn because he is the brightest star in my sky :)) i am so utterly and completely in love with zayn life is so wonderful. i honestly appreciate this ... seriously i am so mesmerized by zayn. he is honestly the most beautiful human creature to walk this earth. i want to get my own star and name it after zayn because he is the brightest star in my sky :)) i am so utterly and completely in love with zayn life is so wonderful. i honestly appreciate this boy so much. i appreciate everything he does for us from following, to tweeting, to even giving us the chance to talk. i love zayn with every fibre of my being and i never want him to be surround by a bunch of people who don't even care for him. i've never wanted to meet someone so badly like how i want to meet zaynie. like meeting and hugging him is all that i wish for. and i'm so sad because i feel like im never gonna meet zayn and hug him or at least make him smile like fuck my life this is bullshit. i want to be able to hug zayn and thank him for everything he's done for me and tell him that he's so so important to me. i want to fucking feel his arms being wrapped around me and and touch him and see his beautiful face in person im crying. but imagine being the reason why the crinkles beside zayns eyes show up and why his eyes get all sparkly. i keep picturing zayn as a tiny puppy but forgot that he's actually twice my size but will always be a lil pug in my eyes !! ++i bet zayn smells really good, like mint gum and rlly good cologne. and oh god i just caught myself smiling bc of zayn per usual so big thanks to the universe for this beautiful prince !!! i can feel zayn inside my heart. he makes my bones his wonder abode. my mind is corrupted with thoughts of him and in my dreams I can see his smile. zayn is my happy place.
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Reposting this pic bc it’s fire flame & im out of new pics lol Let this be symbolic of me looking back ...
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Reposting this pic bc it’s fire flame & im out of new pics lol Let this be symbolic of me looking back for the last time at all of the bullshit and undeserving people I’m cutting out of my life and off from my energy. Yo... can all the good people/ good friends/ good girlfriend/boyfriends get together ... Reposting this pic bc it’s fire flame & im out of new pics lol Let this be symbolic of me looking back for the last time at all of the bullshit and undeserving people I’m cutting out of my life and off from my energy. Yo... can all the good people/ good friends/ good girlfriend/boyfriends get together and hold hands and VOW TO STOP FUCKING CHASING/DEFENDING/GIVING OURSELVES TO PEOPLE WHO DONT VALUE US??!!! The ones that can’t make the time make excuses and don’t see the good in us or value anything we do. Can we stop romanticizing situations that would never happen if the roles were reversed because ITS WRONG and WE wouldn’t do it?! HOW THEY TREAT YOU IS HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU. 💯 There is nothing romantic about being undervalued or treated poorly or HURT and then someone just basically not giving a fuck and you’re left to tend to your own wounds so as not to bother them with your silly pain that THEY caused. To love these people we have to take away from the love/respect we have for ourselves when we go against our conscience day after day. I’m out yo. First offense I’m out. Done making excuses done UNDERSTANDING. People are selfish and inconsiderate and only value what they have to chase even if it holds no real value which is a mind Fuck because it’s INSANE but.. hold my hand... IT STOPS RIGHT NOW. We need to SURROUND OURSELVES with people Who have common sense and know how awesome and loyal and rare you are and appreciate it. Fuck anyone who doesn’t. Hell, Been taking care of our damn selves so long surrounded by dead beats we don’t need nobody lol Let’s fucking focus on us and do what we wanna do what makes us happy live life to the fullest and the next new applicant for a place in our lives better come correct. With references and a fucking essay. Hell. Anyway so take a good look little basic sensitive stupid Michelle is outty 5000 my friends. Also I’m changing my hair bye 🙋🏻‍♀️
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No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life. . If you are sitting on ...
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No. You arent. . Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life. . If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing. . You are irrelevant. . See...I have a major problem with all this false overly positive ... No. You arent.
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Not unless you are doing amazing things with your life.
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If you are sitting on your ass...wanting, wishing, hoping & doing nothing...you are the furthest thing from amazing.
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You are irrelevant.
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See...I have a major problem with all this false overly positive nonsense...like this meme.
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Things like this are a major problem with the attitude of our society.
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These attitudes instilled in our culture are what cause people to feel like they are these special little flowers that deserve all the benefits the world has to offer because they were born.
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You can pump yourselves up with all the idealistic/positivity/feel good bullshit you can find but it will NEVER replace taking REAL action in ACTUAL REALITY.
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Seeing things for how they truly are and taking action based on what you see IS THE KEY to ultimate progress & fulfillment in life.
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Quit lying to yourself.
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You are what you are.
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You are the result of your previous decisions & actions.
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The Universe is indifferent.
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And no matter how many positive, fluffy, care bear affirmations you pump into your brain nothing is going to change until YOU CHANGE!
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You have to earn the right to feel good about yourself.
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Its not a right.
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Everything else are just words & false beliefs.
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Do what you're supposed to do. Do it the best you can. ...and those ACTIONS will be followed by REAL confidence, self esteem, self worth in the REAL WORLD and you wont have to spend so much time convincing yourself (with nonsense like above ☝🏼️) of these things cause they will have been EARNED just as they were intended to be.
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Instead of spending your day sitting on your ass posting positive hippy ass bullshit...how bout you roll your fucking sleeves up and get to work on the things you need to change.
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REALITY > IDEALISM
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POSITIVITY IS OVERRATED
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ACTION IS UNDERRATED
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Everyone has the potential to be amazing.
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Not everyone is.
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I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES. - What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny ...
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I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES. - What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny kid that got picked on because I was smaller than the other kids. - No I wasn't the most popular kid in school either. So don't give me this bullshit that oh Mr. Drive I just don't have the genetics ... I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR SHOES.
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What!? Yes I have been in your shoes before, I have been the 167lb skinny kid that got picked on because I was smaller than the other kids.
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No I wasn't the most popular kid in school either. So don't give me this bullshit that oh Mr. Drive I just don't have the genetics to be a solid 235lbs.
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That is a fucking excuse in my eyes because I know for FACT it's not all genetics.
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ITS CALLED HARD WORK DAY IN AND DAY OUT!!!
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WHAT!? Yes I have been the 310lb fat guy that ate like shit everyday and didn't give two fucks about my health.
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FUCK YES I had man boobs and received stretch marks as well from it. My head clearly was not right in this time of my life. But you know what I realized when I was 310lbs, I'm one SELFISH piece of shit.
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How dare I risk my life and possibly die at a early age, letting my friends and family have to bury me. I was being plan out selfish and that's the bottom line.
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Being over weight like that leads to many health problems and is just not healthy at all.
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Yes I'm a solid 235lbs year around confident successful heathy MAN now.
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You want to sit back and say I'm cocky or man Chad has changed, YOUR DMAN RIGHT I HAVE!!!
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I have "changed" for the better. I fucking motivate people day in and day out. I'm doing exactly what I wanted to do in life and that's to help others succeed in life. When you are down you can contact me to have your back 24/7.
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Get on my plan and remember I've been in your shoes once before, I know exactly what you’re going through and it's time to make a CHANGE!
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Message me for more info on making a change in your life today and becoming a LEGEND. #TheDriveDiet
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To be honest guys, I’m over the fitness industry. Instagram is so #FAKE . . All the Insta famous ...
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To be honest guys, I’m over the fitness industry. Instagram is so #FAKE . . All the Insta famous fitness people all doing the same boring ass bullshit ... all spewing the same dumbass lies... and yet somehow, people are still flocking to them. . . All the: •“Lifetime natural bodybuilder” ... To be honest guys, I’m over the fitness industry. Instagram is so #FAKE
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All the Insta famous fitness people all doing the same boring ass bullshit ... all spewing the same dumbass lies... and yet somehow, people are still flocking to them.
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All the:
•“Lifetime natural bodybuilder” ....
•“The best ab secret” ..
•”12 Week bulking guide”
•“I overcame an eating disorder” .......
•“Curves are beautiful” ..
•“I struggled with self image and I overcame it” ..
•”This is the face of anxiety and depression”
•”The difference between flexed and non flexed”
•”She believed she could, so she did”
•”This is true beauty”
•“I love me for me”
•”I love my body the way it is”
•”Misconceptions of beauty”
•”Who says fat is ugly?”
•”Good lighting vs bad lighting”
•etc etc etc etc etc etc etc ... literally endlessly mimicing other Instagrams with the same old trend jumping bullshit... yet somehow, it still works... somehow people are still so fucking stupid to the truth 🤦🏼‍♂️
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Am I the only one that notices the fakeness!?? Because seeing all their growth it seems like people enjoy being lied to, they actually enjoy the fantasy.
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Here’s the thing guys, if you enjoy a fantasy more than actual life, THAT is a PROBLEM.... if you prefer fake to honest because you are too insecure or non self aware to absorb the truth then your life will be terrible... GUARANTEED.... and if you are reading this and the first thought is “Wow, Joediesel is an asshole” then you my friend have surrounded yourself with fakes...YOU have been consumed by fantasy and you should probably ask yourself why.
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The “Fitness Industry” has become so fake and repetative that it makes me sick, yet somehow people just keep following more of the same... and anyone who is different, anyone that challenges “the norm” or challenges peoples thoughts and perception of those norms is outcast or attacked.
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So I’m over it... honestly when I started social media I wanted to be a part of the “Fitness Industry” but things have changed... it has become an oversaturated cesspool of trend jumpers and liars and I want nothing to do with it.
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I will sacrifice likes and follows for my #honesty and #truth ... How bout you?
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🖕🏾The #FckTheBox #WorkGrindHustle #Repost @wealthytools with @get_repost ・・・ Thank you @andyfrisella for sharing this epic video . Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you. . Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ... 🖕🏾The📦 #FckTheBox #WorkGrindHustle #Repost @wealthytools with @get_repost
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Thank you @andyfrisella for sharing this epic video
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Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you.
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Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont.
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Why do you believe that?
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Same reason you believe almost everything you believe....
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Because some dumb fuck who isn’t even close to having their shit together and has given up on their own dreams told you it was so.
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Its fucking hard for all of us!
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Not just you!
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How arrogant are you to think you're the only one who has it hard, struggles & has to fight?
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"This wasn't meant for me."
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Really?
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Or are you just bitching out because you don't have what it takes in your heart to endure the struggle?
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Being able to look yourself in the mirror and be honest with yourself in situations where something "isnt for you" about exactly "why" it isnt for you is a necessary tool to cultivate.
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If thats the case...success "isnt for you" either.
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If you were wanting to run a marathon, but every time you got frustrated, tired, winded, sore or bored you turned around and went back to the starting line would you ever complete your goal of running a marathon?
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Of course not.
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Life goals are EXACTLY the same.
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Success is the same.
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Nothing GREAT is given...it's EARNED...its built by your dreams, thoughts, focus & ACTIONS.
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The factor that ALWAYS separates those that succeed from those that don't is how many challenges, hardships, obstacles and punches to the fucking face you are willing to persevere through WITHOUT QUITTING.
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Yes, the old fashioned way...CONSISTENT HARD WORK...is still the ONLY way to get where you want to go.
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Yes, you are going to get frustrated.
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Yes, you are definitely going to want to quit...many times.
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THATS NORMAL.
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ITS THAT WAY FOR ALL OF US.
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So quit selling yourself on what you lack...because its bullshit...all you really lack is the willingness to do the work and some fucking grit.
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So get some.
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Or dont
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And live the rest of your life knowing you had what it takes and chose to
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#Repost @andyfrisella with @get_repost ・・・ Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you. . Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont. . Why do you believe that? . Same reason ... #Repost @andyfrisella with @get_repost
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Society has sold you on the idea that “successful people” somehow have it easier than you.
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Most of you believe they possess some secret power or ability or favorable circumstance that you dont.
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Why do you believe that?
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Same reason you believe almost everything you believe....
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Because some dumb fuck who isn’t even close to having their shit together and has given up on their own dreams told you it was so.
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Its fucking hard for all of us!
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Not just you!
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How arrogant are you to think you're the only one who has it hard, struggles & has to fight?
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"This wasn't meant for me."
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Really?
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Or are you just bitching out because you don't have what it takes in your heart to endure the struggle?
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Being able to look yourself in the mirror and be honest with yourself in situations where something "isnt for you" about exactly "why" it isnt for you is a necessary tool to cultivate.
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99.99% of the time people say "this isnt for me" what they are really saying is Im not willing to do the work required and I want something easier.
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If thats the case...success "isnt for you" either.
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If you were wanting to run a marathon, but every time you got frustrated, tired, winded, sore or bored you turned around and went back to the starting line would you ever complete your goal of running a marathon?
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Of course not.
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Life goals are EXACTLY the same.
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Success is the same.
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Nothing GREAT is given...it's EARNED...its built by your dreams, thoughts, focus & ACTIONS.
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The factor that ALWAYS separates those that succeed from those that don't is how many challenges, hardships, obstacles and punches to the fucking face you are willing to persevere through WITHOUT QUITTING.
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Yes, the old fashioned way...CONSISTENT HARD WORK...is still the ONLY way to get where you want to go.
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Yes, you are going to get frustrated.
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Yes, you are definitely going to want to quit...many times.
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THATS NORMAL.
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ITS THAT WAY FOR ALL OF US.
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So quit selling yourself on what you lack...because its bullshit...all you really lack is the willingness to do the work and some fucking grit.
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So get some.
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Or dont
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And live the rest of your life knowing
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Keto is easy. It’s the withdrawal from sugar that most people mistake for the “Keto flu” that people ...
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Keto is easy. It’s the withdrawal from sugar that most people mistake for the “Keto flu” that people think is hard. Ya know, the headaches and lethargy that supposedly accompanies Keto? I call bullshit. I’ve got almost zero sugar in my life and whenever I start Keto, I’m adjusted within hours. ... Keto is easy. It’s the withdrawal from sugar that most people mistake for the “Keto flu” that people think is hard. Ya know, the headaches and lethargy that supposedly accompanies Keto? I call bullshit. I’ve got almost zero sugar in my life and whenever I start Keto, I’m adjusted within hours. In reality, the Keto flu is sugar and scarcity mindset
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Keto’s not hard. Living in Somalia, that’s fucking hard. Get over your first world problems and realize that if you want to change, you have to make a change. Just decide and stick to it. No going back. Your will and your mind are all that are holding you back. Hold yourself accountable for once in your life. Go the fucking distance. Cross that fucking finish line and don’t let anything or anyone stand in your way. You are responsible for every choice you make and every failure or success that accompanies that choice. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you’ll start winning at this thing called life.
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