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House build. Water!! We have a spring on the property but not enough for the house, so we needed a well. ...
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House build. Water!! We have a spring on the property but not enough for the house, so we needed a well. This is nerve racking as it’s guess work at best and ! Dad has witched a lot of wells on the farm and he nailed this one, we “found” where two lines crossed and had them drill right at the intersection, ... House build. Water!! We have a spring on the property but not enough for the house, so we needed a well. This is nerve racking as it’s guess work at best and 💰! Dad has witched a lot of wells on the farm and he nailed this one, we “found” where two lines crossed and had them drill right at the intersection, boom water! From here I had to run a 6’ trench back to the house which took some work. Dogs are happy about the new location, and we have big mule deer out here 😁 #lostcanyonoasis #offgridhome
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Yesterday’s session had me like So, I guess I’m starting to like my new program (I don’t dare to say it out loud, too afraid to get the little love for it fade away in 1-2-3). It's heavy, effective and I'm sweating like a pig But that makes me feel like it’s actually working and the feeling I ... Yesterday’s session had me like 👆
So, I guess I’m starting to like my new program (I don’t dare to say it out loud, too afraid to get the little love for it fade away in 1-2-3).
It's heavy, effective and I'm sweating like a pig 🐷 But that makes me feel like it’s actually working and the feeling I get afterwards is totally worth it 🤩
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So, the plan was to do intervals yesterday. And I did ’em all 💁‍♀️ But I actually got more energy of doing them so I decided to go kill myself with some supersets (wtf is wrong with me) 😅 Aaaand so I did and the video explains what I felt afterwards - sweaty, tired, my abs got a real pump, BUT BEST OF ALL - I FELT HAPPY AND PROUD (ok, you can’t see that, but I’m smiling inside) 😎
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I’m planning to do the same session today. Or, I don’t know yet, but maaaybe. I have to think about it over a coffee or three ☕️ And guess what, I’ve actually decided to try a group session with @bratrening later today and I got @marilieskar to join me 😃 I’m sooo excited and actually really scared, I have no endurance at all 👀, but I think it’s time to try something new to bring back new motivation, get even more good vibes and meet new sporty & happy people ☺️🌸
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Are you going to workout today? If so, what kind of workout are you planning to do? 😃💪🏃🏻‍♂️
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. <span class="emoji emoji1f48b"></span> Love you @cludwang (udah g ngakak lagi fotomu 🤣🤣🤣) . “ Hi everyone, me, claudia, i am the little ...
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. Love you @cludwang (udah g ngakak lagi fotomu 🤣🤣🤣) . “ Hi everyone, me, claudia, i am the little sister of Melani. First, thanks to all of u who come here to celebrate my sister and my NEW brother wedding. . My sister and i have a lot of memories together, its impossible to tell one by one... ... . 💋
Love you @cludwang (udah g ngakak lagi fotomu 🤣🤣🤣)
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“ Hi everyone, me, claudia, i am the little sister of Melani. First, thanks to all of u who come here to celebrate my sister and my NEW brother wedding. .
My sister and i have a lot of memories together, its impossible to tell one by one... but for the groom, my NEW brother, once again I said... hahaha, she (Melani) is very best best sister... very help-full, always help me in every way, when i sick , i am sad, she always be there for me, very patience to me, so please don’t hurt her feeling.... u hurt her, means being my enemy... oh just kidding!!! And please don’t be change sissyy... .
On 2008 not sure.,. when melani go to internship in Jakarta... once when she back to sby, she have one flight with the groom, and my dad pick up Melani. When my dad saw the groom, can you guess what the nickname for the groom???!!! I’ll tell u later private oke new brother? .
But officially I know the Groom is only 3
years maybe.. but he is very perfectionist, but nice person, funny, have a warm heart,,, u don’t get a big head rite? But i fell so lucky to have u as a new member in our family... welcome to our family... your happiness is mean my happiness also.
Happy wedding.. .
For both of u: love each other as Jesus have loved you. (John 15:12) . Jesus loves all of us here.

Thank u “
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never rant on the social medias but here we gooooooo.... So today marks a year since i did something ...
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never rant on the social medias but here we gooooooo.... So today marks a year since i did something that is now pretty important to me. *EDIT ok its crossfit people. I was scared of people judging me about a huge post about working out but whatever* Actually this whole year has been full of choices ... never rant on the social medias but here we gooooooo.... So today marks a year since i did something that is now pretty important to me. *EDIT ok its crossfit people. I was scared of people judging me about a huge post about working out but whatever* Actually this whole year has been full of choices that I’ve made deliberately to put me out of my comfort zone. I have the habit of letting fear stop me from trying new things. So i made some pretty big changes and decided to try some new things. Some were big things, and some were little thoughts and barely noticeable actions. I’m super happy with the little victories and big ones, and I’ve got a few more up my sleeve that I’m pretty nervous and excited about 😏😬 They haven’t all be easy (actually a few have been the hardest things of my entire freaking life), but i honestly don’t regret even one decision. i guess that’s what makes it uncomfortable. The best part is that I’ve done these things just for me, not to impress anyone. God has also showed up in seriously unbelievable ways to show me some personal things I’ve been struggling with for a long time. Super pumped about that. God answers prayers guys which is crazy awesome. Ahh sooooo anyway yay for a year of fun and uncomfortable and new and exciting and happy and crazy times. I’m glad i did something scary and didn’t chicken out, really I’ve never been more happy I’ve done something in my life. Is it ok to be proud of myself?? ☺️☺️☺️ i can’t wait to see what other silly things i come up with 👊🏼 oh also you like this random photo I paired with this post?? lollll 👍🏼
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Last Monday I made three years of being in New York. Am I considered a New Yorker yet? lol. These past ...
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Last Monday I made three years of being in New York. Am I considered a New Yorker yet? lol. These past three years have honestly passed by so damn quickly. I would have never known if Facebook didn’t remind me. If you asked me what New York has taught me; well number one was, grow up. I left Hawaii ... Last Monday I made three years of being in New York. Am I considered a New Yorker yet?
lol. These past three years have honestly passed by so damn quickly. I would have never known if Facebook didn’t remind me. If you asked me what New York has taught me; well number one was, grow up. I left Hawaii not knowing how to even do my own laundry. Now I’m here paying bills, constantly cleaning, doing my own laundry, and learning to keep myself sane. Now I know how it feels to tell someone a million times to do something and not have them do it (sorry mom) or even not being able to come home to a messy house, and most importantly: I can cook for myself (mama I would say is very proud of that one). I probably have a problem with being extra clean, but hey better clean than dirty right? Second, I’ve learned that friends really do come and go. You can’t necessarily hold on to everyone. I’ve been through so many friends to get to the right ones. The people I have in my life right now are the ones who actually love me for me. They’ve seen me at my best and at my worst and yet they’re still here for me through it all. Thank you guys so much, I really honestly don’t know where I would be in this crazy place I can now call home. Lastly, I’ve learned that everything really does happen for a reason. I’ve been through so many shitty things and well I’ve literally learned from every single one. New York is definitely not the easiest place to live in. I’m probably at the hardest time in my life at 25. I’m working 2 jobs and in school full time. I’m almost done with school and probably in the hardest portion of it. This next year will definitely be a hard one, but hoping for the best of course. One thing I have to tell myself everyday is “you can only go up from here”. Whatever is happening and no matter how bad things get I know I’ll get through it. So happy anniversary New York, I still love you just as much as the first day I came to visit. Do I miss Hawaii? I guess you could say just a little bit. . . . .
#getlowegraphics #3years #newyorkcity #honoluluhawaii #islandgirlatheart #officialcitygirl #adobeillustrator
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Dear Roommate Turned Best Friend, You know who you are. Though at times you need a reminder or 10. ...
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Dear Roommate Turned Best Friend, You know who you are. Though at times you need a reminder or 10. You came into my life a little late, after everyone had found someone to call their best friend. You found me alone in my room in a cold country away from home. You needed a room. I needed you. So ... Dear Roommate Turned Best Friend,

You know who you are. Though at times you need a reminder or 10. You came into my life a little late, after everyone had found someone to call their best friend.

You found me alone in my room in a cold country away from home. You needed a room. I needed you. So began our year long journey of being roommates, best friends and family.

I'm writing this letter to tell you that I've always been in awe of you. Your ability to charm everyone and become the life of a party is something I've tried to do before and failed miserably. You were there by my side when I made a fool of myself in front of that guy. You told me, rather showed me I was better than that. I'm writing this letter to tell you that you saved me. I am older than you and I have my complexities. You are younger yet, you let me into your world of hashtags and selfies. You did not let me feel out of place in a room full of millennials.

I'm proud of what you have achieved. I may have had the marks but you made it to the top. I realised this while we sat eating cold pizza cramming for a final. When an acquaintance needed help, you ran. I stayed and studied. I'm not proud of myself.

Our timelines have never matched. You weren't there when I got married. I wasn't there to help you when you stressed over a new job. When I left, I know you hid your face so I couldn't see the tears. But guess what, I cried on the flight. I was also secretly happy that you didn't like your new roommate.

Anyway, before you tell me to shut it because I'm lecturing you with a long letter, let me tell you:

1. Don't compromise. The world can suck it. You stick by your gut feeling
2. Remain independent. You don't need a guy, marraige isn't everything.
3. Eat your veggies. Maggie isn't dinner. Or lunch.
4. Call me sometimes, you know I won't say it but I need you. I need to be found again.

We started off as accidental roommates and ended up as best friends. Thank you. I wouldn't have it any other way.

Love,
Your older boring best friend.

P.S. When I fuck up I think of what you'd do if you were in my place. I feel better because you'd have fucked it up worse than ever.
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~ Nandini Kamat
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Walking into 2018 like <span class="emoji emoji1f64b"></span>🏻‍♀️ I’m truly happy to say bye to 2017 and start a positive and loving 2018.<span class="emoji emoji1f60d"></span> ...
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Walking into 2018 like 🏻‍♀️ I’m truly happy to say bye to 2017 and start a positive and loving 2018. Most of it I’m blessed to have the best friends someone can only imagine and especially a dad like mine who is doing everything to see me happy and guess what it works perfectly ️ finally I can ... Walking into 2018 like 🙋🏻‍♀️ I’m truly happy to say bye to 2017 and start a positive and loving 2018.😍 Most of it I’m blessed to have the best friends someone can only imagine and especially a dad like mine who is doing everything to see me happy and guess what it works perfectly ❤️ finally I can say bye to the past and a beautiful hello to the future. New chapter! New beginnings! New experiences! Let’s do this 😊 happy new year everyone....
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“LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE”. . But how do you do that?... it’s pretty simple. The answer: <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span>KNOW THYSELF<span class="emoji emoji2728"></span>. . You ...
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“LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE”. . But how do you do that?... it’s pretty simple. The answer: KNOW THYSELF. . You can only live your best life if you know what that means for YOU. . This means being your best version of yourself. Feeding your soul. Being happy in every aspect of your life. Being a ... “LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE”. .
But how do you do that?... it’s pretty simple. The answer: ✨KNOW THYSELF✨.
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You can only live your best life if you know what that means for YOU.
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This means being your best version of yourself. Feeding your soul. Being happy in every aspect of your life. Being a positive light in your life. Doing the things that light YOUR fire. .
So, how do you be your best self? KNOW what the things are that make you feel your best. Simple really, but often we don’t even recognize those things. But we can surely name off all the things that makes us stressed, anxious, depressed... 🤔.
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For me, I know I am the best version of myself in all areas when my “fitness foundation” is thriving. When I am in a routine of going to the gym 5-6 days a week, I am eating my prepared meals with a goal in mind, and I am simply taking care of my body. When that is not on point I struggle. I struggle mentally and physically. This is something I didn’t even notice UNTIL I felt myself struggling. I went through a slump where I went to the gym 1x a week... and I noticed I was less productive, I was eating crappy foods, I started feeling uncomfortable in clothes, and I started feeling sorry for myself. I started reverting back to an old version of myself before I found fitness. Guess what... There’s no room for the “old Bree” is this new life I’m living! So, knowing I need a solid foundation of being in the gym and eating right, I am making sure I don’t neglect that and I’m constantly setting new goals for myself to keep my head in it. Bc when my body is right, my mind is right and in turn THYSELF is right. .
Let me know is this ramble makes sense to you!! 🙋🏼‍♀️
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My best friend’s birthday takes place February 16th every year (duhsies). I’m late posting my annual ...
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My best friend’s birthday takes place February 16th every year (duhsies). I’m late posting my annual announcement of her special day because I honestly haven’t felt like myself in weeks. That being said, she sticks by my side, for some reason, and puts up with me anyway. • • • We first met ... My best friend’s birthday takes place February 16th every year (duhsies). I’m late posting my annual announcement of her special day because I honestly haven’t felt like myself in weeks. That being said, she sticks by my side, for some reason, and puts up with me anyway.
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We first met when we were 16/17 years old because I started dating one of her best friends. She does a way better job of telling the story of when we first met, but it involved a very shy, naive, Christian girl (me) piling into my new boyfriend’s car with her and a couple others; driving to Denver for a Fall of Troy (I think) show at the Marquis; not getting to see said show because they canceled for some bullshit reason; talking to some homeless man about rainbows, goddesses, and rolling cigarettes; abortion rants over dinner; almost driving off the road and dying on our way back to the Springs; and her creeping around the gas station we stopped at while my new bf and I were not-so-secretly trying to get in our first kiss goodnight. Like so many others, I went home that night literally thinking she hated me, but instead, we became fast friends.
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She’s been with me through hell, and I’m not putting that lightly. We have so many embarrassing memories, videos, and photos together because she can make me laugh just by looking at me. I have never met a stronger woman, a stronger friend. I’m nervous about what the future holds for us because I don’t want to live my life anywhere she isn’t. I’ve been living an hour away from her for only a little over a year, and I fucking hate it, but I will say this, I only want more embarrassing memories, videos, and photos together in #2018. I guess, fuck the future because technically, it doesn’t even exist yet.
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Happy, happy 29th year, best friend. I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to be half as good a friend as you’ve been to me. Love you to forever and back ❤️
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[2017] . Highlight May-Aug . The mid 2017, Avi (ex PTX's bass) released some tunes with his ...
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[2017] . Highlight May-Aug . The mid 2017, Avi (ex PTX's bass) released some tunes with his new bands and they are gorgeous. I guess this is why I'm a fan of him, his voice and musicality are so amazing. Then I get to do anothe concert with FeiXiang Choir, a precompetition one, "Tribute to ... [2017]
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The mid 2017, Avi (ex PTX's bass) released some tunes with his new bands and they are gorgeous. I guess this is why I'm a fan of him, his voice and musicality are so amazing. Then I get to do anothe concert with FeiXiang Choir, a precompetition one, "Tribute to the Moon". I guess this one is a huge pride of mine, I get to sing a C2 live for the first time in my life. It felt so good to be able to hit that low note. Next up is the competition at Orientale Concentus, Singapore with FeiXiang Choir. I'm very grateful to be a part of this team in the competition. I get to meet and know some talented young musician that motivated me to improve as a fellow musician (shoutout to Jason, Glory, Benno, Bavo, Wawa). Also got to meet such amazing figures in musics and hear from them. We got 2 silver diplomas here, I know, not the best result, but I know it's just gonna be better from here on. Then I get to help my friend Andrew John Pierre on his choir's concert. Honored to be given the opportunity. After that, as usual there is an annual concert of PARAMABIRA, Ring of Songs. In the end of the mid 2017, I listened to PSUT's wonderful precompetition concert and it made me realized a lot of things. Things I needed to fix. And also, I joined a choral composing competition for the first time. I didn't wanna get my hopes up to high the first time. But when the result came i was quite happy. Got a score of 86.33, and a silver diploma. I know I didn't came out as the best, but that wasn't even my goal, and I'm very happy with the result I got. I hope I can continue on doing music.
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This year started out terrible, but it has ended in a way that I never expected. At the beginning of ...
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This year started out terrible, but it has ended in a way that I never expected. At the beginning of this year, my brother left me for months to achieve his dreams. He has since came back and I couldn't be happier. At the beginning of this year, I had multiple friends. I now have three bestfriends. ... This year started out terrible, but it has ended in a way that I never expected. At the beginning of this year, my brother left me for months to achieve his dreams. He has since came back and I couldn't be happier. At the beginning of this year, I had multiple friends. I now have three bestfriends. Tyler and Kimberly Williamson and Gizmo, thank you for being there for me when I needed y'all. In 2017 I got the greatest friend that I have ever had. His name is Gizmo and he is my baby. He makes me so happy every day and he never stops being my friend because of life choices that I make. In 2017, I gained a new family. Shawns family has welcomed me with open arms and has never made me feel out of place. I love every single one of them. Also in 2017, I was able to stay together with the best guy that I have ever met. Thank you Shawn for loving me endlessly. In 2017, I got a full time job at Waynesville Family Practice working with some of the best people and I applied for college. I go to orientation on January 4th and I will finally get to start my dream of being a dental hygienist. 2017 has taught me a lot of lessons and has helped me grow as a person. It has also allowed me to drop people that do not benefit me. I guess that you could say that I am the best I have ever been and I can't wait to get even better. This is where I end my cliche new years speech just to wish everyone the best. Cheers to new friends, new family, and new opportunities. 2017 has been my greatest year so far🎉🎊🎉
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9/11 is always a very emotional day for me. I usually isolate myself from all discussions and CERTAINLY ...
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9/11 is always a very emotional day for me. I usually isolate myself from all discussions and CERTAINLY the media. I often say..If I were an actor and needed to summon an emotion or feeling to stimulate tears..9/11 is my goto. I was fortunate on 9/11. I didn't die, no one I knew personally died..but ... 9/11 is always a very emotional day for me. I usually isolate myself from
all discussions and CERTAINLY the media. I often say..If I were an actor
and needed to summon an emotion or feeling to stimulate tears..9/11 is my
goto. I was fortunate on 9/11. I didn't die, no one I knew personally
died..but MANY MANY of my friends had loved ones, colleagues, that
vanished from Earth. Today..I feel the need to share my story.

It was an early Tuesday. I had my 8:30 am shrink appointment on 59th &
Lexington. Bloomingdales was my stop on the 4 express train. The 4 makes
local stops downtown and stopped at Fulton Street. I was in the front
train car as that is the best place to be for my particular exit up the
1000 yard staircase on 59th st. The doors opened at Fulton St, and an
incredible high pitched WOOOSH sound happened as soon as the doors opened.
Imagine the sound of jets flying over a football field. There was an
INCREDIBLE rumble and the conductor held the train for a few moments.
Everyone looked at each other and thought nothing of it. Suddenly, there
was chaos on the conductors walkie talkies and I heard every word. "All
train stop. A plane has struck the WTC." The word traveled FAST
throughout the train. The conductor got on the P.A. and saidŠ"EVERYONE
OUT OF THE TRAIN. EVERYONE OUT. THIS TRAIN IS OUT OF SERVICE." New
Yorkers HATE this news. Particularly during the morning rush. I would
guess there are 2-3 thousand people on every train at this time. People
started filing outŠI didn't..I sat there.

All of a sudden, the conductor panickedŠMetro Transit Authority (MTA)
people were screaming from outside the trainŠ"EVERYBODY BACK ON THE TRAIN.
EVERYBODY BACK ON THE TRAIN. CONDUCTORŠMOVE THIS TRAIN..STOP AT PARK AND
THEN EXPRESS IT TO 59th street!!. BACK ON THE TRAIN‹CONDUCTOR MOVE IT TO
59th NOW..IGNORE LIGHTS. AFTER PARK. STOP AT PARK. THEN EXPRESS TO 59th
st. NOW." I was not panicked at allŠand slightly happy my train was moving forward.
I quickly thought some novice flew a personal aircraft into the tower.
Several people were discussing the same thing. I never really looked
upŠMy nose was in the paper, earphones on full volume.
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"...And the Lake will shine and burn." • • GUESS WHO'S BACK!!! That's right, guys, I'm back!! ...
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"...And the Lake will shine and burn." • • GUESS WHO'S BACK!!! That's right, guys, I'm back!! I had an amazing time at music camp, and I want to go back next year! I made so many new friends and learned so much! And guess what we played a suite from in our 3rd week concert?! That's right, we played ... "...And the Lake will shine and burn."


GUESS WHO'S BACK!!! That's right, guys, I'm back!! I had an amazing time at music camp, and I want to go back next year! I made so many new friends and learned so much! And guess what we played a suite from in our 3rd week concert?! That's right, we played a suite from THE HOBBIT: AN UNEXPECTED JOURNEY!!!! 😆😆😱😁😄 I almost screamed when I saw The Hobbit when we got our music. Omg guys, it was so fun!!
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Since I've been away for 3 weeks, I missed Evangeline's birthday. And also Benedict's a while back, so this edit is dedicated to them! 😊 Happy Late Birthday, Evangeline and Benedict!! 🎉💕
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So I should probably tell you guys that I'll be leaving again soon. I know, I know, I just got back. I'm leaving for New York City in a few days and I'll be gone for a week. I'll still have my phone though don't worry. Thanks for being the best followers as always!! 💕😊


#tauriel #smaug -{ #myeditgivecredit}- #elves #dwarves #dragon #laketown #erebor #mirkwood #lotr #lordoftherings #thehobbit #auj #dos #taba #tbotfa #thebattleofthefivearmies #middleearth #jrrtolkien #evangelinelilly #benedictcumberbatch
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Another random video 🙃 My sister Linds (@lindseyeryn) was interpreting for me the other day and she signed “like lion”- she used the sign “like” as in like, enjoy something but she really meant to say “same as a lion”. I have corrected her a few times now but she still signs “like” as in like, enjoy… ... Another random video 🙃 My sister Linds (@lindseyeryn) was interpreting for me the other day and she signed “like lion”- she used the sign “like” as in like, enjoy something but she really meant to say “same as a lion”. I have corrected her a few times now but she still signs “like” as in like, enjoy… I guess thats what happens when you rarely correct growing up and now you start to correct… ha… a little too late for that. 😆🤷🏻‍♀️ Oh well. Learn from me. Probably best to correct from the start. I understand my family but once in a while it would throw me off when they use a wrong conceptual sign because I’m not thinking like not paying attention and I’m like, what? and then they repeat the sentence and then I’m like, ohhh, ok got it. 😆
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So, here’s a video showing how to sign like as in like, enjoy, attracted to, etc (middle finger and thumb or number 5 into number 8- if you already know the numbers 🙃) and then the sign for like as in same… (same sign as the sign for “same”). Different meaning, different sign. :)
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Also, for those of you who are new to Signed With Heart- I have a mini fingerspelling course that is perfect for those of you who have just started or recently started learning the alphabet… the self-paced course helps you practice both fingerspelling and fingerspelling receptivity of each alphabet letter at a variety of speeds. For more info, the link is on @signedwithheart profile. The course is only $15 and not mentioned in the link but if you’re not happy with the course, you can request a full refund within 30 days, no big deal. :)
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#signlanguage #asl #deaf #americansignlanguage #lion #lions
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Que dia, que semana ! Campeão do Future 25K + H em Kassel, na Alemanha<span class="emoji emoji1f1e91f1ea"></span> Muito feliz com a minha mais ...
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Que dia, que semana ! Campeão do Future 25K + H em Kassel, na Alemanha Muito feliz com a minha mais nova conquista. Não poderia deixar de agradecer cada um que me apoia nesse processo, amigos, família, e principalmente à equipe @btt_academy @leoazevedo1976 @revlunadesign @dvdrdrgzdz ... Que dia, que semana ! Campeão do Future 25K + H em Kassel, na Alemanha🇩🇪
Muito feliz com a minha mais nova conquista. Não poderia deixar de agradecer cada um que me apoia nesse processo, amigos, família, e principalmente à equipe @btt_academy @leoazevedo1976 @revlunadesign @dvdrdrgzdz @eduardo_frick_ @cbtoficial .Acho que a melhor definição para este momento é gratidão. Gostaria de agradecer também a cada um que torceu por mim até o final, e que acredita no meu trabalho!
Vamos por mais! 🙌🏼👊🏼
What a day! What a week! Champion of the Future 25K + H in Kassel, Germany 🇩🇪 Very happy with my new accomplishment. Thanks everyone who supports me in the process, including friends, family, and definitely the team. I guess the best definition for this moment is gratitude. I also would like to say thanks for everybody who was cheering for me until the end, and believes in my work!
Let’s go! 👊🏻🙌🏻 #nike #yonex #banrisul #stara #leideincentivoaoesporte #ministeriodoesporte #bttacademy #cbtoficial
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 #breakfast - enjoying my last brekkie at home before heading to Italy again tomorrow. I‘m loving ...
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#breakfast - enjoying my last brekkie at home before heading to Italy again tomorrow. I‘m loving that apples are finally back in season and I‘m making the best of it. This brekkie was somewhat of a weird concoction that sort of tasted and looked like bircher muesli but it didn‘t have any oats ... #breakfast - enjoying my last brekkie at home before heading to Italy again tomorrow. I‘m loving that apples are finally back in season and I‘m making the best of it. This brekkie was somewhat of a weird concoction that sort of tasted and looked like bircher muesli but it didn‘t have any oats lr other grains added. I basically just added 1 chopped apple, 4 pitted dates, 1 tbs shredded coconut, 1 tsp ground flax seed, 1 tsp ground walnuts, 3 cacao beans, cinnamon and vanilla to a food processor and pulsed it until it resembled the texture of muesli. I then mixed it with a few spoons of soy yogurt and then topped everything with coconut yogurt, figs, apple, a few almonds and a few crushed cacao beans. And this actually tasted sooo good and I guess this is a pretty allergy friendly brekkie, gluten-free, dairy-free and if you leave out the walnuts and almonds this is actually nut-free. Of course you can also sub for coconut yogurt or cashew yogurt if you‘re allergic to soy. Anyways fortunately I don‘t have any allergies but just thought I‘d share this with you in case you are looking for a new brekkie idea without any grains or nuts. Happy Wednesday!
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Fanny
#brekkie #glutenfree #grainfree #paleo #appleseason #apples #figs #coconutyogurt #soyyogurt #hempseed #almonds #breakfasttime #brekkie #birchermuesli
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<span class="emoji emoji1f497"></span>The most challenging emotionally charged 24 hours yet<span class="emoji emoji1f497"></span> This was the highlight of my day today... ...
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The most challenging emotionally charged 24 hours yet This was the highlight of my day today... Aubs’ first time on the mat. She was so alert, happy and fascinated by the stars I on the other-hand have struggled. Big time. Overwhelmed tears have featured heavily today. I’ve cried during ... 💗The most challenging emotionally charged 24 hours yet💗 This was the highlight of my day today... Aubs’ first time on the mat. She was so alert, happy and fascinated by the stars 🌟 I on the other-hand have struggled. Big time. Overwhelmed tears have featured heavily today. I’ve cried during feeds, cried myself off to sleep (aka a 20 min nap) and cried at lots of kind messages of support - you guys are all the BEST! I guess that’s what happens when you’re sleep deprived, going through what feels like never ending cluster feeds, and wanting someone to give you a magic answer that doesn’t actually exist. It’s the little moments on the mat like this that keep me going. That make me smile through the tears. As well as an extremely supportive other half, and a box of tissues on stand by. This post isn’t here to make you feel sorry for me... I’m so very grateful to have been blessed with such a gorgeous girl... I just want to be open and honest about all my new mama experiences with you. There seems to be so many choices to make right now... to give her a dummy or ride it out. To cuddle her to sleep or cry it out. The decisions are endless. One thing remains constant though... I love her more than anything in the world and know I will look back on these challenging days in the future with admiration for both of us - we made it through child birth as a team, and we WILL make it through these early weeks as a team too. I’ve just got to keep reminding myself this... which is easier said than done. How did you mama’s make it through the early weeks? I’d love to hear about your motherhood challenges...👇🏼
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#newborn #wedgettes #babyplay #baby #mummy #mum #firsttimemum #birth #love #breastfeeding #mummybloggeruk #babygirl #family #motherhood #newbornbaby #grateful #2weeksold #parent #playmat #clusterfeeding #selfsoothe
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I guess everyone is just realistic in their own way. I don’t usually post emotional postings on ...
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I guess everyone is just realistic in their own way. I don’t usually post emotional postings on my feed because everyone always sees me as cheerful, energetic, bubbly, and always being positive. & just because of that exact same reason it’s even more tough to be or portray anything else ... I guess everyone is just realistic in their own way.
I don’t usually post emotional postings on my feed because everyone always sees me as cheerful, energetic, bubbly, and always being positive.
& just because of that exact same reason it’s even more tough to be or portray anything else but happy.

I hate to explain myself, because I feel that those who actually knows you, will know you.
And if you ever have to explain yourself or ask for anything, it will only seem like you’ve begged for it.
And I never believe things like that will ever come genuine.

I always believe in treating others the exact same way you are expecting yourself to be treated.
So whenever I meet new people, I NEVER, EVER try to give anyone the vibe that I think that I’m all that because at the end of the day im still a human being.
I honestly really hate the fact that some ‘influencers’ / bloggers / actors / known personalities think that they are all that because screw you, you’re just like every other human being, you fart, you shave, you eat and you shit what you’ve ate.

I’ve seen my own friends dissing another friend saying that they’re ‘trying to hang out with popular people’, I’ve seen my own friend disallowing me to post them on social media when I hang out with them because I’m not ‘at their level’, I’ve seen my own friends only willing to post their ‘friends’ which are at their ‘own level’ and not willing to post any of their true genuine friends who aren’t popular.
But who are you to judge who is not on who’s level?

I hate it when you treat people whole heartedly only because you will do the same for them, but it’s just one sided.
& the best part is they will only come looking for you because they NEED something from you.
It’s just like a wave tossed in the ocean.
Where are all the genuine love?
#FlywithBowen
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September might be right around the corner, but we're not ready to give up on popsicles just yet. <span class="emoji emoji1f366"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f366"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f366"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f366"></span> These ...
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September might be right around the corner, but we're not ready to give up on popsicles just yet. These icy-pops from Culinary Nutrition Expert @paleocrumbs are full or nutrient dense goodness and anti-inflammatory benefits! Can you guess the magic ingredient that makes these ... September might be right around the corner, but we're not ready to give up on popsicles just yet.
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These icy-pops from Culinary Nutrition Expert @paleocrumbs are full or nutrient dense goodness and anti-inflammatory benefits! Can you guess the magic ingredient that makes these treats so vibrant? 💛💛💛💛
#repost #CNEProgram #culinarynutrition
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✨Popsicles made with turmeric = a yummy mess 👌🏻😉 these creamy golden milk popsicles are easy to make, full of nutrient dense goodness, and made with @gaiaherbs golden milk mix! ✨ go grab your favorite popsicle mold and make some turmeric filled summer pops! But fair warning- these are best not enjoyed wearing white..or you might end up with a new golden turmeric shirt ! 😂 Happy Saturday folks! •

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” – Joshua 1:3


#paleo #paleocrumbs #glutenfree #dairyfree #vegan #plantbased #foodstagram #foodie #foodography #foodblog #feedme #eeeeeats #yahoofood #realfood #turmeric #superfood #vitamix #nutrition #recipes #healthyfood #turmeric #eatingforinflammation
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Nicki Minaj only has time for the best. ——- The past few months have been pretty rough for Nicki ...
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Nicki Minaj only has time for the best. ——- The past few months have been pretty rough for Nicki Minaj. The stress of her album rollout culminated in disappointment and drama. Her first major appearance at the VMAs didn’t get rave reviews as her look was concerned either. Her hairstyle earned ... Nicki Minaj only has time for the best.
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The past few months have been pretty rough for Nicki Minaj. The stress of her album rollout culminated in disappointment and drama. Her first major appearance at the VMAs didn’t get rave reviews as her look was concerned either. Her hairstyle earned the artist some harsh criticism. It seems like Nicki is looking to avoid this type of situation by wiping out her glam team and hiring skilled replacements…smart girl.
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Her fans had been urging her to ditch the person who was responsible for her mullets and hire a stylist known as Arrogant Tae. She finally gave in. “Yall been askin me to hit Tae up 4 a long time. I guess y’all were on to something or whatever.” The ‘Queen’ rapper tweeted before sharing a video of the stylist slaying her hair in a multi-colored unit.
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Her fans were quite happy about her decision and celebrated with some valid pettiness.
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Tae, the stylist, who is responsible for SZA’s green “slime” look, as well as styles worn by DreamDoll and a host of others, shared the news with his following. The artist literally thanks god for the new opportunity. “God is so good , god I thank you every single day cause u never let me down!!!!! I prayed n I prayed n I continue to pray for moments like this!! […] If anybody knows me knows I always say “I WANNA SLAY NICKI, I WANNA BE NICKI HAIR STYLIST” n now look ”
Take a look at some of Nicki's fans pettiness with reactions on the change in the FULL story at www.itsKenBarbie.com or SWIPE #nicki #minaj #nickiminaj #onika #onikamaraj #onikaminaj #kimkimble #lahair #queen #nm4 #barbs #barbz #arroganttae #sza #teyanataylor #dreamdoll #femalerapper #femalerappers #entertainment #entertainmentnews #gossip #celebrities #celebrityblogger #kenbarbie #itskenbarbie
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Esta foto es dramáticamente diferente. No sólo porque @Clinique me dejó hacer un #ad usando una ...
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Esta foto es dramáticamente diferente. No sólo porque @Clinique me dejó hacer un #ad usando una toalla en la cabeza, sino porque para hacerlo me apliqué una crema hidratante que es practicamente agua, no es aceitosa, no deja residuos, no se siente pesada y que se llama, literalmente, “dramáticamente ... Esta foto es dramáticamente diferente. No sólo porque @Clinique me dejó hacer un #ad usando una toalla en la cabeza, sino porque para hacerlo me apliqué una crema hidratante que es practicamente agua, no es aceitosa, no deja residuos, no se siente pesada y que se llama, literalmente, “dramáticamente diferente”. Yo soy maniática con el cuidado de la piel. Soy tan maniática que cada mejora que se le haga a un producto para mí es una genialidad. El nuevo Dramatically Different Hydrating Jelly hace que la piel sea menos vulnerable a la contaminación, que todos sabemos que empeora las manchas en la piel, mientras te ofrece 24 horas de hidratación increíble que ni se siente ni te deja la piel brillante, y que no tiene parabenos, phthalatos ni fragrancia. Sólo piel feliz. Cuando me lo dieron a probar no lo podía creer, pero supongo que la mejor manera de que me entiendas es que vayas a @Sephora para probarla tú mismo. Hazlo y me cuentas.

This photo is dramatically different. Not only because @Clinique let me do an #ad with a towel on my head, but because to do it I applied on my skin a moisturizer that is a water-jelly, oil-free, leaves no residue, does not feel heavy and is called, literally, #DramaticallyDifferent. I’m a maniac when it comes to skin care. I am so obsessed with it that every improvement a product gets to me is #puregenius. The new Dramatically Different Hydrating Jelly makes the skin less vulnerable to pollution —which we all know worsens dark spots— while offers you at the same time 24 hours of unbelievably lightweight hydration without leaving your skin shiny, and that does not has parabens, phthalates, or fragrance. Just happy skin. When they gave it to me to try it, I could not believe it, but I guess the best way to understand what I’m saying is going to @Sephora to try it yourself. Do it and let me know. #skincare #beautytime #skincareroutine #ddhj #petitegirl #losangeles #shorthairstyles
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Happy Birthday to #DaveChappelle This photograph is of #CharlieBarnett who was a street comedian ...
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Happy Birthday to #DaveChappelle This photograph is of #CharlieBarnett who was a street comedian whose stage was #WashingtonSquarePark! I’m definitely one of the kids in the background of this photo. I first met Dave when he would go around with a basket and collect money from the crowd ... Happy Birthday to #DaveChappelle This photograph is of #CharlieBarnett who was a street comedian whose stage was #WashingtonSquarePark! I’m definitely one of the kids in the background of this photo. I first met Dave when he would go around with a basket and collect money from the crowd for Charlie. I guess he was Charlie’s protege. It was 1986 and I was a freshman @nyutisch only 16 years old and everyday I would go in the park to watch Charlie do his standup. Best education I ever got watching his #comedy. I learned so much about comedic timing just from watching the crowd reacting to Charlie’s jokes. #EddieMurphy was my movie G-d but I never got to see him perform live. If I remember correctly, Charlie actually got the part @nbcsnl when they were looking for a new comedian but then got fired and that’s how I think Eddie Murphy got hired on the show. I spent hundreds of hours studying Charlie’s comedy probably much more than I spent studying in #FilmSchool! It paid off because I eventually befriended Charlie and Dave and I believe #RushHour would of never been what it was if I hadn’t of been a true student of Charlie’s comedy. Of course Eddie was my biggest inspiration with his films #BeverlyHillsCop and
#48Hours I actually think Charlie really liked and trusted me because he and Dave would come to my dorm room @nyuweinstein on #UniversityPlace and count the collections of the day and talk about Charlie’s set and how the crowd was. I felt blessed to be exposed to this. One day I remember that Charlie was spending an extraordinary amount of time in my bathroom while Dave was counting out all the money. Dave usually did the counting because Charlie’s fingers were deformed and looked like E.T. I will never forget the rancid smell that was coming from under the door and into my small dorm room. I asked Dave what that smell was and he said “That’s Crack” I never heard of that before and he said it was like #Freebasing #Cocaine only stronger and explained that Charlie was a #Crackhead. So, if your wondering why I am posting a photo of #CharlieBarnett on Dave’s Birthday this is why! I am sure he was a big inspiration to Dave as well! #RIPCharlieBarnett
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ANOTHER YEAR OF TOP NOTCH YARD WORK! <span class="emoji emoji1f602"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f33f"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f33a"></span> I don’t know what’s in the prune juice my Dad @djziggybass ...
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ANOTHER YEAR OF TOP NOTCH YARD WORK! I don’t know what’s in the prune juice my Dad @djziggybass is drinking now , but what kind of man stops in front of a random house to pick the dang WEEDS in their yard?! 🤦🏻‍♂️ As if he doesn’t do enough work at our house! Here he is asking me if I could ... ANOTHER YEAR OF TOP NOTCH YARD WORK! 😂🌿🌺 I don’t know what’s in the prune juice my Dad @djziggybass is drinking now 😂😂, but what kind of man stops in front of a random house to pick the dang WEEDS in their yard?! 😩🤦🏻‍♂️😂😂 As if he doesn’t do enough work at our house!😂😭 Here he is asking me if I could move the bush, but you can see by our outfits that I am waiting til tomorrow to do labor!😝😂

BIG DAY IN OUR HOUSE! 😱😎 2 things! Anybody guess already?🤔 Wait, birthday?😳 I was actually talking about how this is another comeback post AND the BIG reveal of my new hair cut! ✂️😢😂😂 Which is a sad story, I was forced to cut it, but life goes on right?😩😂 This is the 2nd time now where Dad gets to be my comeback😎, but maybe it’s cause it gives me an excuse to talk about how my workout buddy is more of my TRAINEE! 😂😂 Give me a second to say “I LOVE YOU ALL” just in case he beats my ACE after this! 😝😩😂😂😭 Hopefully he doesn’t pop a hip! 🤪😂😂

HOW I BOND WITH MY DAD 101❗️😅😜😂 Obviously working out, our @RAIDERS (even though we could be down 4 touchdowns with 2 minutes left in the 4th and he thinks we are gonna lose so that’s not bonding with me 🙄😂😂😂☠️), our swag, watching the Boyz play Fortnite cause we both forgot how to use a controller🎮😂😂, but I can’t leave out helping you with yard work AND washing the cars, cause without me, NOTHING would get done out there! 😝😂😂😅

THOUGHT I WOULD SAY SOMETHING DIFFERENT THIS YEAR!✨🤔 I love having fun with my captions, but I wanted to share something else too. STORY TIME! 😝😂 A couple years back, there was a time when I felt like I was at the bottom. Nothing was happening for me and started to lose confidence in myself. It wasn’t until my dad sat me down and told me “Look son, you may be going through a rough time now, but if you believe in yourself and just stay focused, I will support you every day until something happens for you.” 😢 Okay he didn’t use “son” but that sounded like what would be in a movie.😂 My Dad is my best friend, my Road Dawg, and clearly the “Father Of Positivity.” HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I love you! ❤️ My home will be your rest home one day. 🙈😂😂😂❤️
📸 @rickochoa21
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. hi guys, happy new year! Can I just take a moment to be really sappy for a second? well, this past ...
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. hi guys, happy new year! Can I just take a moment to be really sappy for a second? well, this past year had been one of the best but also the most terrible year of my life. I went through a lot but I can't believe I can finally say I'm past it now. I'm just going to leave in 2014. I'm leaving behind ... .
hi guys, happy new year!
Can I just take a moment to be really sappy for a second? well, this past year had been one of the best but also the most terrible year of my life. I went through a lot but I can't believe I can finally say I'm past it now. I'm just going to leave in 2014. I'm leaving behind my self harm addiction (60 DAYS CLEAN YOU GUYS), and my prominent self doubt, the stupid friendships I lost, and the tears that were shed because I guess it's all time for us to grow up? I love you all so much and I'm going to tag the people who have made being alive the best. And in six days will be the one year anniversary of this account(!!!) I love you all. Thank you so much. I know that's so stupid to feel new in the new year but I do. #whoops
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how's going my friends,um..I should have sent this message ealier,happy Christmas?:")plus happy ...
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how's going my friends,um..I should have sent this message ealier,happy Christmas?:")plus happy new year,we've been out of touch for a while,many and many great things have been happening in my mission,I'm working in my third area with my sixth companion,kinf of getting old in my mission,also ... how's going my friends,um..I should have sent this message ealier,happy Christmas?:")plus happy new year,we've been out of touch for a while,many and many great things have been happening in my mission,I'm working in my third area with my sixth companion,kinf of getting old in my mission,also I'm going to have the tenth
baptism,can't imagine that Ah..I've already been my mission for almost 10month.In spite of that I also had many tough moments within my mission.I'm so grateful for being a missionary,being able to do missionary work,so grateful for I'd been able to take challenges,to get chances knowing those around me,have been able to love them,learn from them and been able to feel love from them by living in the gospel with them,so gratefully I've been able to see how those who we've been teaching to change their lives and how they fulfill their desires,just let you guys know I'm doing good here ,I'v met many amazing people and families in my new area,I guess that's the greatest blessing I have,I love them so much:").For this new year,also I'd set a few more goals for myself,hopefully I will be able to reach out them.and yeah...no matter what challenge you're going through,no matter how hard that could be to be doing your salvation ,individually.I'm right behind you guys,wish you all the best,bless you all could be staying strong,could be taking passion on those you're doing,May the coming new year bring you love peace and joy.BTW send me mail If you want,Although I might not be going to send mail back to you lol: )
Sincerely,
Elder Huang
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最近好嗎,朋友,恩..應該早點寄這訊息,聖誕快樂唷+新年快樂,一段時間沒有聯絡了,在我傳教期間有很多很棒的事情發生,我正在我第三個區域和我的第六個同伴,有點像是..在我的傳教生活中"越來越老了"我也正要有第十個洗禮,很難想像..-.-阿..我已經傳教了10個月,儘管期間我也有很多困難的時候,非常感謝我可以成為一個傳教士,能夠是正在做傳道事工,也感謝我一直以來能夠接受挑戰,有機會認識那些在我週遭的人,能夠愛他們,從他們身上學習和一直以來可以從他們身上感受愛藉由和他們一起生活在福音中,非常感激一直以來我可以看到那些我們在教導的人如何改變他們的生命,和看到他們如何實現自己的願望,只是讓你們知道我在這過的還不錯,在我新的區域遇到一些很美好的人和家庭,我想這大概是我有的最棒的祝福吧,非常愛他們:"),對於這個新年,我也給自己設立一些目標,希望達到囉,恩..然後~不論你們正在面臨甚麼挑戰或是考驗,無論在今生的個人救恩歷程可能會是多麼困難,我也就在你們背後支持著,祝福你們都可以是站立堅強的,能夠是對於你們正在過做的事情很有熱忱,也希望新的一年裡可以有更多愛,平安,快樂在你們生活中,還有,如果想的話,寄郵件給我啊,雖然哥也許不會回寄 哈哈: )

真誠地,
黃長老
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Hey friends! <span class="emoji emoji1f44b"></span>🏼 I wanted to share a little Friday introductions for any of you new faces, or any old ...
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Hey friends! 🏼 I wanted to share a little Friday introductions for any of you new faces, or any old ones just for fun! If you've followed me for a little bit, you've probably seen this picture before (it is my profile picture, so I guess everyone has seen it!) but it was taken a year ago today in ... Hey friends! 👋🏼 I wanted to share a little Friday introductions for any of you new faces, or any old ones just for fun! If you've followed me for a little bit, you've probably seen this picture before (it is my profile picture, so I guess everyone has seen it!) but it was taken a year ago today in one of my favorite places in the world, Mykonos 🇬🇷 and is one of my favorite pictures because it reminds me of our amazing trip!

We're on the road tonight so I wanted to share few random facts about me, I'd love if you shared a few facts about yourselves too!
1️⃣ Summertime is my favorite! 👙 Right now we're getting close to that time where people get excited for fall to start, but I'm just trying to soak up summer for as long as I can! 😎 It doesn't really get cool in Savannah until October anyways, so for me that is when fall actually begins!
2️⃣ I love to watch (or listen to in my car) the @todayshow every morning! Especially now that @hodakotb (a fellow Hokie alum!) is one of the main anchors!
3️⃣ One summer during college I tried to be a vegetarian after reading some book about nutrition but that lasted less than a week because I remembered that 🦃 turkey sandwiches, 🐷 BBQ, 🐔 Chick-fil-A are some of my favorite foods/meats. Not to mention, I also love 🐟 fish and 🍣 sushi!
4️⃣ I love to be in, next to, or at least near the water. 🌊 The sound of waves crashing or the sight of the sunlight reflecting on the water are some of my most favorite things. I get seasick 🤢 easily though so offshore fishing trips aren't really my thing. 😂
5️⃣ Bright colors make me happy, which is why you can often find me in @lillypulitzer, like this 👆🏼 Elsa top which is one of my all time favorites! I actually wore it to work today after seeing this picture come up on my Timehop from 1 year ago today! 😊 My sister-in-law is the manager of @cloistercollection_athens and makes the best personal shopper too! 💕

Have a great weekend! 🤗
@liketoknow.it http://liketk.it/2x0cU #liketkit #resort365 #HAAgetsaway #sweetteastyle
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So the last few nights you kept asking me what I’ve been trying to do and what I was doing. I know you’ve ...
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So the last few nights you kept asking me what I’ve been trying to do and what I was doing. I know you’ve been worried because I’ve been “hiding” my phone. But in reality, I was just trying to be super cheesy and put together a shit ton of collages from the first few pictures we’ve taken together ... So the last few nights you kept asking me what I’ve been trying to do and what I was doing. I know you’ve been worried because I’ve been “hiding” my phone. But in reality, I was just trying to be super cheesy and put together a shit ton of collages from the first few pictures we’ve taken together to some of our most recent pictures as well. Little do you know I've also been going through pictures for the last month and a half now while I'm at work trying to pull some of the best ones, too.
Now to some people, a year isn’t a long time at all. And they’re definitely right. But this past year with you has been quite the adventure (literally and metaphorically). We’ve had our ups and downs, sometimes more downs than ups. But we’ve always brushed things off and worked it out together.
We’ve done a lot in this past year. I gained an Ice Cream addiction because of you. From our first date at Creatures of the Night last year I’d kinda hoped that you would have been a keeper. And you are, I guess. You’re kinda my best friend.
Car meets, Creatures, Tuner Evo, Panda Junction, Hershey Park, The Aquarium, New York City, last minute hikes; we’ve just done so many things. And I just want you to know I appreciate you. And everything you do. (I know we have waaaay more pictures together but it’s been difficult to do this considering you kept asking me what I was doing). You always look out for my best interest even if I think you’re just being douchey, I know that at the end of the day, you’ll have my back. You make me laugh but you also make me want to punch myself in the face sometime. But I also do the same to you so there’s that. “Date someone you want to annoy for the rest of your life”. I think we've got that down.
Maybe someday we’ll have a really nice cts-v and like 18 corgis.
You’re my love and my best friend. I would be lost without you. I can’t wait to keep following this journey with you. Here's to many more years, and many more adventures with you. Thank you for keeping my life spontaneous and no longer monotonous. You are my light and I adore you. Happy Year together, Cody Lee. @cbull127 (ps I know I used some of the same pictures this was hard to do.)-1year-
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. <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> Everything in your life is a reflection of a choice you have made. If you want a different result, ...
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. Everything in your life is a reflection of a choice you have made. If you want a different result, make a different choice. . If you’re not completely obsessed with your life, it’s time to make a change. . If you don’t wake up happy and excited for the day, it’s time to make a change. . ... .
✨ Everything in your life is a reflection of a choice you have made. If you want a different result, make a different choice.
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✨ If you don’t wake up happy and excited for the day, it’s time to make a change.
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✨ If you’re tired of being where you’re at, it’s time to make a change.
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I can honestly say I wake up happy and excited for every single day. I am happy that I get to wake up to my best friend/husband every day. I’m happy that I get to help change people’s lives every day. I’m happy that I live life on my own terms. I’m happy that I call the shots and have the luxury to do what I want, when I want.

If you want this too... guess what, YOU CAN HAVE IT! You just have to make that first step. Sure, it may be scary. Sure, it may be hard. But to me, settling for a life you’re not obsessed with is scarier than just making the decision to go for it! 🖤
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i guess it’s time for a life update. as most of you know, i’ve officially moved to the west coast. i’m ...
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i guess it’s time for a life update. as most of you know, i’ve officially moved to the west coast. i’m currently living in long beach, california with one of my very best friends and i’m really happy about it. i’ve gone through so much of my life putting everyone else and their needs ahead of mine, ... i guess it’s time for a life update. as most of you know, i’ve officially moved to the west coast. i’m currently living in long beach, california with one of my very best friends and i’m really happy about it. i’ve gone through so much of my life putting everyone else and their needs ahead of mine, letting my health sit on a back burner until finally all of the toxicity was just too much. i had been planning on moving regardless, but everything basically fell into place to push me towards this big step and in the end, i think it’s honestly the best path for me. i am slowly settling in, and i know i am going to find so many endlessly beautiful things and go on so many new adventures and grow even closer to someone who is such an angel in my life and i’m hoping to make new friends along the way as well. i feel it’s necessary to remind you all that your mental health should come before anything, that you should love and respect yourself enough to choose YOU first, and do what you need to do to push yourself forward. i know that it’s hard to embrace changes and it’s hard to give a shit about yourself sometimes but it’s something we all have to choose to do if we want anything to get better. you can’t just talk about change, you can’t just talk about wanting better or what you deserve, you can’t just talk and expect anything to happen. you need to fucking DO. you need to make the changes, you need to kick your god damn ass and actually take charge of your life. i struggle with mental illnesses, and every single day is a challenge but i fucking push through it. i get up out of bed every morning and choose to try. i stopped making excuses and started making promises to myself to be better and i am DOING it. stop falling into the same repetition that keeps you at some stagnant level and take the fucking leap. i am so proud of myself for leaping out of my comfort zone, i am so proud of myself for wanting to be better and for acknowledging that i needed to push harder, i am so proud of myself for everything i know i can accomplish. i am proud of you all too, for still being here today, for choosing to move forward. i love you all, you’ve got this, keep choosing life. 🌹
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Mighty Men and women of Yahweh, Men and brethren Shame Do you believe in the idea of ‘shame’? This ...
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Mighty Men and women of Yahweh, Men and brethren Shame Do you believe in the idea of ‘shame’? This week, I’ve been experiencing shame and processing it out of my life. I personally don’t believe in it, and yet I continue to experience this terrible feeling. You see, I’ve noticed that when ... Mighty Men and women of Yahweh, Men and brethren Shame

Do you believe in the idea of ‘shame’? This week, I’ve been experiencing shame and processing it out of my life. I personally don’t believe in it, and yet I continue to experience this terrible feeling. You see, I’ve noticed that when I overcome a belief that no longer serves me, I am greeted with opportunities — or tests — to prove it’s no longer relevant.

This week, I’ve had at least 3-4 opportunities show up for-me, and in each of them, I felt a momentary level of shame, realized it’s not real, and let it go. I am grateful for these experiences, as it’s time for a new era; an era when I recognize I’m doing the best I can, every moment of every day.

I no longer care to look towards the past and feel ashamed of my actions, decisions, or behaviors.Instead, I care to live in the present moment and look forward to the bright future El Shaddai God/ I’m creating. When temptation arises to second-guess decisions I’ve made in the past, I’m offering myself a simple reminder that I’m doing the best I can in this exact moment, so I must have been doing the same before.

Shame — in many ways — is a symptom of ‘not enough syndrome’, which is perhaps my biggest limiting belief. Somehow, I developed the belief I wasn’t enough. Maybe it was my parents always encouraging me to do my best, while I heard I wasn’t doing well enough? Maybe it was when I was a fat kid and people used to make fun of me? Or maybe it was our education system and comparing myself to everyone else in my class — or family — and the grades they were able to achieve? In fact, even when I would get a 97%+ on a test, I always wondered how I could do better and get 100%. If there was extra credit available, I blamed myself for not getting a 110%, or whatever the highest score was.

And it’s a funny thing. In most people’s eyes, I probably have it all:

A mother and father that love me to the best of their abilities

Sisters that loves me unconditionally, and who’s family feels the same way

A partner and children who are absolutely lovely people, healthy, (mostly) happy, and (generally) appreciative of everything we get to share together

Friends
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Easter reminds me of being little. Only because I remember that when my little brother and I used ...
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Easter reminds me of being little. Only because I remember that when my little brother and I used to live together we would count how many eggs each other had, don’t ask why. I used to absolutely love chocolate, still do. The worst part of easter for me was that I used to scoff my Easter eggs and ... Easter reminds me of being little. Only because I remember that when my little brother and I used to live together we would count how many eggs each other had, don’t ask why. I used to absolutely love chocolate, still do. The worst part of easter for me was that I used to scoff my Easter eggs and my little brother would savour his, I shit you not, for months.
So what’s the worst part of easter for me now? The anxiety surrounding every piece of food. Of course I want chocolate but my shitty little ED won’t let me, because I haven’t exercised nor do I deserve it. Regardless, my lovely family have given me Easter eggs and I’m so grateful, because if someone had a broken foot, you wouldn’t never buy them a pair of shoes would you? Because their foot would eventually heel. This eating disorder that is out of control is only temporary. I’ve been a wee bit awol posting on instagram and that’s because I am trying my best to focus on eating and actually, I am doing a wee tiny bit better. Every mouthful of food makes my head scream but food is the medicine to make me better, likewise if I had been given antibiotics for an infection I wouldn’t skip those. I guess the point is that I am making tiny baby steps. So many people in recovery are posting and smashing their easter breakfasts and I feel so happy and proud of them. I felt so disappointed in myself that I can’t do this and then I remembered that this is my recovery. No recovery is the same and everyone is different, plus I have only actually been in recovery for a tiny weeny amount of time. So right now this is the best I can do. Especially on three hours sleep. BUT, I’m showered and back in clean easter pyjamas which freaks me out, making my ED scream that I’m fat and makes me feel lazy and disgusting- so that’s one thing that I’ve done today. Oh, and I’m having a cuppa tea in my new bunny cup, just because I’m missing out on chocolate does not mean that I have to miss out on easter all together. Who knows, maybe I’ll feel brave later and will feel that I can have a little bit, but if not that’s okay. Happy easter lovelies🐰🌼
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The last time I was in Puerto Rico was December 2015, I had recently finished a 6 month internship ...
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The last time I was in Puerto Rico was December 2015, I had recently finished a 6 month internship and was at an extremely low point in my life. I was in paradise with my family and boyfriend and I was so distracted by my own anxiety that I hardly communicated, I didn't sleep or eat, and I got very ... The last time I was in Puerto Rico was December 2015, I had recently finished a 6 month internship and was at an extremely low point in my life. I was in paradise with my family and boyfriend and I was so distracted by my own anxiety that I hardly communicated, I didn't sleep or eat, and I got very emotional when the tiniest thing happened.
Rewind to March 2015, I was so excited to move to Brooklyn and start an exciting co-op. I thought it was going to be life changing in all the best ways. My hopes and dreams were so high, but quickly came crashing down. It was not a healthy work environment and I was definitely taken advantage of. There were many sleepless nights full of anxiety and worry about what the next day would bring. By the end I was so depleted, emotionally and physically. I was questioning everything; my worth, the skills I thought I had, my goals, who I was, what I was supposed to do, etc.. To this day I look back and still ask myself "was that my fault?" The last 2 and a half years have been an intense journey and I kept thinking to myself "the next time I go back, I have to make up for that trip". Thank goodness for the best mother in the world who convinced me that I didn't need to "make it up", the past was the past and today is a new day. While I still struggle some days, I am in the best place I've been in in a while. I have friends who I love and who love me back, who inspire me every day. I have a boyfriend that has stuck with me through everything and has been my shining light. Wonderful supportive parents. And a job that I love with the best coworkers.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I've learned that it's not about making up for the past, it's about moving forward and growing, despite the hard days. I am so happy to be here. Paradise finally feels like paradise
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Dear My MM4-1 Family Batch 2018, I'm counting down the days until I leave for college, I couldn't ...
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Dear My MM4-1 Family Batch 2018, I'm counting down the days until I leave for college, I couldn't be more excited for the fresh start and the new beginnings that I am going to face, but the one thing that's making me less excited as I should be is leaving the people I've spent my entire 4years ... Dear My MM4-1 Family Batch 2018,

I'm counting down the days until I leave for college, I couldn't be more excited for the fresh start and the new beginnings that I am going to face, but the one thing that's making me less excited as I should be is leaving the people I've spent my entire 4years with behind. I guess it scares me to say goodbye to you all, it scares me a lot. I am more than happy for all of us to start this new chapter of our lives, I think we all need this. I know this isn't goodbye because a goodbye is too long, and to final of a word to say to you all. I have been preparing myself this days to enjoy every single moment I have spent with you guys because I knew that within a month moments like these were going to be so out of reach, like miles away out of reach. "When it is time for you to venture out, don't let fear have you looking back at what you're leaving behind, because there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this, "All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one." So to my dearest friends that I have grown to love and appreciate more and more over the times and memories we have made, I am just as scared to say goodbye to you as you are to me. Leaving is scary, especially when you have the fear of becoming replaced with a new best friend, and a new friend group as we all go off and do our own thing, but I know that no matter how many new friends I make over the few years at college, I will never ever forget the people who made me realize who and what a friend even meant. You guys have shown me the meaning of friendship and I know that because you are the people you are, you will always hold a place in my heart, whether years from now we're still meeting up for coffee as we return home to catch up, thank you for the memories, thank you for the life lessons and more importantly thank you for being a friend to me. I will miss you all dearly, more than you all will ever know. Don't forget me.

Sincerely, a friend whose not to ready to leave you all behind yet
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I guess the best way to describe the last 72 hours is to put it very plainly. This weekend marked the ...
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I guess the best way to describe the last 72 hours is to put it very plainly. This weekend marked the 5 year anniversary death date of mine & @lobreedlove best friend, @sierrafox_ . Lo & I haven't got to spend the night or really visit with each other in almost three years & we've always hated this ... I guess the best way to describe the last 72 hours is to put it very plainly. This weekend marked the 5 year anniversary death date of mine & @lobreedlove best friend, @sierrafox_ . Lo & I haven't got to spend the night or really visit with each other in almost three years & we've always hated this weekend because St Patrick's Day weekend was the weekend Sierra wrecked her car and died. The night before last Lo spent the night & we talked about how neither one of us have really felt Sierras presence in a really long time.. Somehow, by forces we believe at our girls hand, something amazing happened😭. That night I had received many calls/texts in the middle of the night that I slept through 😒... That my other best friend Mo, of 15 years went into labor!!! A few weeks early too!! I wake up roll over tell Lo "Oh My God mo went into labor" we shoot out of bed get dressed as fast as we can and fly to Tahoe😄 the first street sign we see coming into Tahoe City was Fox Street(Sierras last name) & the store on the corner was called Sierra shirts or something, neat but weird😂😮 I was supposed to be in the room while she was in labor but missed the delivery by 20 minutes, but Monique called me before they had even laid the baby on her chest & I got to hear her first cries!! Mo and I cried on the phone together "I said isn't that the most beautiful sound you've ever heard??" So not only did my best friend go into labor and have her baby almost 3 weeks early on our friend's death date after Lauren and I had kind of been giving Sierra a hard time, like "show us a sign you are still with us dammit!!" the very next morning she definitely gave us one 😂💞 St Patrick's Day weekend isn't a sad weekend for us anymore our girl reached out to us & a new life was born on the day she left Earth. There was just too many signs for it to have not been her. Monique, Monèt, Kyle you guys are the most beautiful happy family, you were absolutely glowing, so calm. I can't believe what a beast you were Mo you popped that baby out in less than a half-hour like a champ. Im proud to say I have 2 beautiful god daughters/niece's Zoey & Monet💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
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Dearest Sabrina - Its hasn't been an easy path. We've fought, yelled at each other, ignored each ...
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Dearest Sabrina - Its hasn't been an easy path. We've fought, yelled at each other, ignored each other for months on end. You have beaten me up, sat on me with your big fatty teenage body, been embarrassed of your younger awkward loner brother, and tried to even merk me when I was a baby in a crib. ... Dearest Sabrina - Its hasn't been an easy path. We've fought, yelled at each other, ignored each other for months on end. You have beaten me up, sat on me with your big fatty teenage body, been embarrassed of your younger awkward loner brother, and tried to even merk me when I was a baby in a crib. I guess I was pretty mean to you too, but there's no proof ;). Through all the fights, all the drama, all the teenage hormone-induced rage, we somehow became best friends. Different sides of a coin, and equally as inseparable. This weekend, I had to do the hardest thing ever. I had to let someone else into our family and in between you and me. I had to accept that you have a new bestie now! I'm so unbelievably happy that you're starting the next path of your life with such a great (loving) man in Ibrahim. I wish you two nothing but the best, and I can't wait to build a relationship with him too! But, Sabrina, I'll always have some angst and anger towards Ibby for taking my Brachie ball away from me!! Love you, sister bear! Happy engagement! Can't wait to rage face at the wedding!
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Posting because I haven't posted here for ages, I guess I don't have anything to post? I haven't taken ...
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Posting because I haven't posted here for ages, I guess I don't have anything to post? I haven't taken an actual photo of myself for so long...but hey Prompto is the best and everyone should be blessed with seeing this image of him ️I don't really use this account anymore, I'm super active on ... Posting because I haven't posted here for ages, I guess I don't have anything to post? I haven't taken an actual photo of myself for so long...but hey Prompto is the best and everyone should be blessed with seeing this image of him ❤️I don't really use this account anymore, I'm super active on my other account now, maybe I'll share it one day 😂 Happy new year a day late I guess 👌
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New year, new motivation....2016 wasn't the best year for me! But hey, new year, new luck i guess? ...
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New year, new motivation....2016 wasn't the best year for me! But hey, new year, new luck i guess? in the next few months there is a shit ton of things going on and i have a big challenge in front of me! But with my willing and the support of the people i love, 2017 will be a good, even though hard year🤗 ... New year, new motivation....2016 wasn't the best year for me! But hey, new year, new luck i guess? 😉 in the next few months there is a shit ton of things going on and i have a big challenge in front of me! But with my willing and the support of the people i love, 2017 will be a good, even though hard year😊🤗 also, i wish everyone of all you people out there a happy new year✌🏻 may all of your wishes come true🙌🏻
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Meet Harry. Harry is an Associate Professor in the English Department at the University of Iowa ...
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Meet Harry. Harry is an Associate Professor in the English Department at the University of Iowa and Editor of the Iowa Review. He has always been a compulsive reader and can’t think of anything better to do than read and talk about books all day. Originally from New York, Harry and came to Iowa ... Meet Harry. Harry is an Associate Professor in the English Department at the University of Iowa and Editor of the Iowa Review. He has always been a compulsive reader and can’t think of anything better to do than read and talk about books all day. Originally from New York, Harry and came to Iowa for his teaching job and has since been pro Iowa City. When asked about @prairielightsbooks, the place who chose him as one of their Shopping Geniuses, he said, “When we moved to town, we walked in together a long time ago. I guess I had probably heard about it and Kathy, my partner, was from the Bay Area and she knew City Lights, which of course was the inspiration from North Beach in San Fransisco. I wrote most of my first book here and am writing my, almost complete, second book here. Many people thank Prairie Light’s acknowledgment, scholars and creative writers as well.”
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“There’s a great book selection and if they don’t have the book, they’ll order it for you in a day or two. They have book sellers who are very knowledgeable about things, like when people sometimes don't know what to chose from, like fiction, so they'll guide you. For example, sometimes I want an easier, fun book on vacation. So if you know what you want or if you want some guidance, Prairie Lights is the place to go.”
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“Shopping here makes me feel happy. I know it’s cheesy and maybe too Iowan, I’m not a native Iowan, but it gives me a sense of culture and community, which is what you should get in a university town.”
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“If Prairie Lights went out of business, I would have to start looking for a new job. It’s an enormous thing for the town and I feel at home when I’m there. We were visiting Ann Arbor, Michigan for a semester and we immediately started posting on Facebook about how much we were missing Prairie Lights. It’s a place of comfort. I know the baristas, I know the workers and I guess it’s just a routine. I’ll see undergrad students, graduate students, I’ll see colleagues, so it kind of crystallizes what's best about living in a small university candidate. It’s the kernel of it all.”
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#icshoppinggenius #downtowniowacity #thisisiowa #thinkiowacity #iowacity
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Happy new year guys! Tanks for all of your support and I'm so sorry for not being active! I'll try ...
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Happy new year guys! Tanks for all of your support and I'm so sorry for not being active! I'll try my best. •sorry for the girlish edit •My new theme •also I guess I've been losing followers because of my edits just for you to now that they are very difficult but I'll try my best for you guys! Happy new year guys!
Tanks for all of your support and I'm so sorry for not being active! I'll try my best.
•sorry for the girlish edit😂
•My new theme •also I guess I've been losing followers because of my edits just for you to now that they are very difficult but I'll try my best for you guys!💕
How’s your New Year’s Resolution going? This picture is from about 0900 on January 1st; NYE I had ...
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How’s your New Year’s Resolution going? This picture is from about 0900 on January 1st; NYE I had a nice dinner with my husband and some good friends, went to bed shortly after midnight and woke at a decent time to start the new year off right. I look forward to the resolutioners in the gym each ... How’s your New Year’s Resolution going? This picture is from about 0900 on January 1st; NYE I had a nice dinner with my husband and some good friends, went to bed shortly after midnight and woke at a decent time to start the new year off right. I look forward to the resolutioners in the gym each January, the intimidation, the uncertainty, the feeling of not knowing what you’re doing. I can relate, I feel the same way 6 days a week every time I hit the gym. The only difference is I’m consistent and most any trainer will tell you that’s the key; whatever you’re doing, just keep doing it. I try (and usually do) eat right, sleep enough, supplement appropriately, and follow a training plan. So it’s not New-Year-New-Me this year, it’s new year same me, and that’s the goal - consistency. And this ties in nicely with my next tidbit of news, I just turned 30 three days after New Years! Yay me. Apparently some people take aging poorly ie. they get depressed when they hit these milestone ages, but guess what? Not me. I have the best husband, a great family and am content with my life. What’s also nice is every day since I was 26, I’ve rolled out of bed to find myself stronger, faster, and fitter. A sustainable fitness lifestyle is so much more than vanity (though that’s totally a perk) it make me satisfied with the skin I’m in. I think it’s important to note that finding your soul mate and having material things are not going to make you happy; work on you, find happiness within (hint: fitness, generosity, education, etc.) and then worry about falling in love and buying shit. #fitness “Do not regret growing older. It is a privilege denied to many”
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 #Repost @pattyfit60 (@get_repost) ・・・ Biceps triceps are my fav parts to train so had a good workout ...
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#Repost @pattyfit60 (@get_repost) ・・・ Biceps triceps are my fav parts to train so had a good workout early this am. Saw a friend at the gym that I hadn’t seen in a few months and something he said made me realize something. Talking about ex’s and the difficulties we’ve both encountered during ... #Repost @pattyfit60 (@get_repost)
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Biceps triceps are my fav parts to train so had a good workout early this am. Saw a friend at the gym that I hadn’t seen in a few months and something he said made me realize something. Talking about ex’s and the difficulties we’ve both encountered during marriage and divorce. I realized that part of the reason I was so sad for the first year of my separation wasn’t because I missed “him”, I missed that feeling of being in love and knowing that someone truly loved me back. I also realized that my sadness and inability to move forward was partly due to the anger I felt with him. I was angry and hurt that he moved on and was happy with someone else so quickly and I was still alone and sad. I had so much more to deal with ...moving far away from friends and my daughter in CA , having to begin a new life on my own for the first time in my life. But I also thought about how important it was to me to do what was best for my daughters , staying in a shitty marriage with a man who didn’t want to fight for “us”. So I guess the lesson I’ve learned about myself is that I am a good Mom, I did everything I could to save my marriage, and I came through the bad times with self respect. I’m happy now and I don’t have those sad feelings very often anymore. So i just want to tell anyone who is feeling bad about a relationship that went wrong I hope you can move past it like I have and find a happy place whether it’s alone or with someone. It’s a choice to make the best of a situation even it you’re nit where you want to be. Doesn’t mean you have to settle, I’m certainly not!😉
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All this rain is making me crave summer (and festivals of course) <span class="emoji emoji2600"></span>️<span class="emoji emoji26fa"></span>️ @rhythmandvines was the first ...
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All this rain is making me crave summer (and festivals of course) ️ @rhythmandvines was the first international music festival I’ve ever attended, and I must say it didn’t disappoint! ️ It’s definitely a lot smaller than what I’m used to in the states, but the intimate vibe is what made ... All this rain is making me crave summer (and festivals of course) ☀️⛺️ @rhythmandvines was the first international music festival I’ve ever attended, and I must say it didn’t disappoint! ❤️ It’s definitely a lot smaller than what I’m used to in the states, but the intimate vibe is what made it special. I crossed paths with so many genuine souls whom I could call my best friends today. NZ, thank you SO MUCH for giving me the comfort I yearned for when I truly needed it. I can’t believe this journey is coming to an end. Well, I guess this isn’t an official goodbye, it’s more like “I’ll see you later.” This place really is my home away from home. Thank you to everyone who wholeheartedly supported me throughout this process. 🧡 PSA: if you’re not happy or your gut is telling you something is wrong, listen to it.... respond to it... and take action! 💪🏼 Whether that means you quit your stable job to pursue your passion for fashion design and start your own custom bikini company; or anxiously use all of your savings for an RV that you’ll live in while traveling America, instead of putting it towards “something responsible” like a downpayment on a house; or perhaps telling your parents you politely decline inheriting the family business because you want to go to clown college 🎭 (who gives a fuck? If it makes you happy, DO IT!) Follow your instinct, not society’s opinion. If the outcome is not bettering your general wellbeing, CHANGE UP the process. Explore someTHING new, someWHERE new. Now, go show life what the f**k is up! HERE COMES A NEW CHAPTER! 🤞🔮
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34 weeks // yeay we took a long way trip for 6 days and you seemed to very enjoy it. you love beach sand ...
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34 weeks // yeay we took a long way trip for 6 days and you seemed to very enjoy it. you love beach sand and sunset and so happy to meet new people and our family. this is a good beginning to take you somewhere farther i guess because you rarely fussy on the roadtrip. which is just the perfect example ... 34 weeks // yeay we took a long way trip for 6 days and you seemed to very enjoy it. you love beach sand and sunset and so happy to meet new people and our family. this is a good beginning to take you somewhere farther i guess because you rarely fussy on the roadtrip. which is just the perfect example of who you are right now, easygoing and funny. you’re so happy when you wake up in the morning and you can do my order when i ask you to do “cantiknya mana?” and you will start to spit your tongue out 😛 you’re so close to crawling, you start crawling backward. the seesaw on your knees is pretty good if you asked me. i want to give you everything in the world to get you the best start in life and the best chance to be amazing, healthy, happy, well rounded adults. i just don’t know what the heck i’m doing now and hope decisions making are the right ones. #siddweekly #siddrafara #babygirl
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“Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him.” -Psalm 127:3 <span class="emoji emoji1f33b"></span> The pretty “flowers” ...
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“Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him.” -Psalm 127:3 The pretty “flowers” in the first picture may not look like much, but they’re a gift that always makes my heart full whenever I see this picture. I took it last May when I came home and found Amri’s surprise for me on my ... “Children are a gift from the Lord; they are a reward from him.” -Psalm 127:3 🌻 The pretty “flowers” in the first picture may not look like much, but they’re a gift that always makes my heart full whenever I see this picture. I took it last May when I came home and found Amri’s surprise for me on my windowsill after she had a successful day of flower pickin’ (one of her most FAVORITE things). Even though she was barely 3, her little gestures like this have always reminded me how lucky I am to be a big sister. Her new favorite phrase to say is “This is the best day”. She says it anytime something good happens or when she is happy, so she probably says it a couple times every single day. I wish we could keep that mindset as we get older, because we get busy and forget to appreciate the little things in life. I guess they were right when they said you can learn a lot from a kid. Anyway, this was supposed to be a happy birthday post for my Amri, so happy fourth birthday sweet girl. I love you more than you’ll ever know. I’m beyond thankful for this little human that keeps on reminding me that every day can be the “best day” if you just appreciate the little things.💛
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The first time I saw you @ainycatty was 4 years ago for not mistaken and I was like wow she's a cool Japanese ...
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The first time I saw you @ainycatty was 4 years ago for not mistaken and I was like wow she's a cool Japanese girl and I can never be friends with her but guess what...WE BECAME GREAT FRIENDS! Cause, you light up my heart when its drowning, you make me believe in everything. You make me wanna travel ... The first time I saw you @ainycatty was 4 years ago for not mistaken and I was like wow she's a cool Japanese girl and I can never be friends with her but guess what...WE BECAME GREAT FRIENDS!
Cause, you light up my heart when its drowning, you make me believe in everything. You make me wanna travel everywhere to see great things, Youre just so damn AMAZING.
Im so blessed to have you in my life. Im so lucky to have met another life.
Being so far away is a serious shit! Coz everytime I miss you, and I couldn't sleep.
Coz thats when my mind is awake, imagining if you were here and we're making milkshakes. And watch a movie and make fries castle!
Coz Ainy, You're the best! Youre the best thing ever.
Ainy, I miss your hugs,
I miss that smile of yours,
Life here kinda sucks,
I feel kinda lost.
I promise!
I'll come see youuu,
We can go traveling,
To a new place we never knew.

You're 21 now!

I want you to be happy always and enjoy your life to the fullest. Seize the moment and do what you love! I wont keep you waiting for long.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AINY!! Happy Birthdayyy~~~ *huggssss*
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I guess I can actually say new year, new me🤷🏽‍♀️ 35 pounds down, 10 to go. Its been a rough semester ...
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I guess I can actually say new year, new me🤷🏽‍♀️ 35 pounds down, 10 to go. Its been a rough semester trying to balance school, work, social life, and gym routines, but somehow I managed to keep pushing along. Don't get me wrong, I only go to the gym a couple times a week if I can, sometimes I won't ... I guess I can actually say new year, new me🤷🏽‍♀️ 35 pounds down, 10 to go. Its been a rough semester trying to balance school, work, social life, and gym routines, but somehow I managed to keep pushing along. Don't get me wrong, I only go to the gym a couple times a week if I can, sometimes I won't go for weeks on end because I either don't have the drive to do so, or I just can't get to it. There was a point where I didn't work out for a month and a half. But you know what? That's okay. I ate a lot of junk food, I went out to dinner/lunch a lot. Again, that's okay. The reason? It's because I was happy. I was so happy when the semester ended I just wanted to do absolutely nothing, because doing nothing is my FAVORITE thing. I may have gained a couple pounds back, but at least it's happy fat😊Esteban and I are getting back into the gym routine and we couldn't be happier walking into that building(mainly bc it's freezing outside and we can't stand the cold and the building is nice and warm) again, thank you friends, family, and @estebanberrios for standing by my side, watching my progress and pushing me to be the best I can be. I love you all more than words can expresss💕💕 #fitnesstransformation #weightlosstransformation @lafitness
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okay so, i watched the episode live and i'm still in shock. i have no idea how i'll survive this hiatus ...
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okay so, i watched the episode live and i'm still in shock. i have no idea how i'll survive this hiatus but this was definitely one of the best episodes on #ncisla. so, *SPOILER ALERT*, deeks and mosley had a massive fight where he stood up for what's right and made me v proud, so she fired him and ... okay so, i watched the episode live and i'm still in shock. i have no idea how i'll survive this hiatus but this was definitely one of the best episodes on #ncisla. so, *SPOILER ALERT*, deeks and mosley had a massive fight where he stood up for what's right and made me v proud, so she fired him and sent him back to lapd 😒 just when i thought things couldn't possibly get worse, guess who also had a massive fight? my #densi babies 💔 yup, the scene from the promo was definitely not staged and basically, deeks wants them both to quit their jobs so they can be happy together and have kids, but kensi doesn't wanna leave her job and maybe she doesn't wanna have kids 🤷🏻‍♀️ so deeks basically called off the wedding and kensi asked him that dreaded question from the promo, and he told her "that's not what i said" but then the lapd officers who came to pick up deeks (mosley brought them in 🤦‍♀️) took him away and kensi left too. they were both in tears btw. so, as you can tell, my heart is shattered into a million pieces, and i really hate cbs right now, for so many reasons. however, that wasn't all. kensi, sam and callen went on a mission to mexico to rescue mosley's son (kensi was tearing up on her way there 😢), and on the very last minute, deeks showed up and went along with them. during the mission, they weren't exactly lovey dovey with each other but they were talking, and deeks was super concerned about kensi. after they rescued mosley's son, he told her to get on the helicopter so he could go back and rescue sam and callen, but she refused and told him "we stay together", and he even called her baby at some point, so i guess those are good signs? what's definitely NOT a good sign is that the episode(s) ended on a cliffhanger, with the entire team unconscious and on a burning vehicle. so we don't know if they're gonna make it and we don't know if kensi and deeks' relationship will be okay. guess what we also don't know? if hidoko's alive! there's a strong possibility that she's dead and that's just heartbroken. also, if you want an idea for a new drinking game, just take a shot everytime mosley says "my son" in this episode 💀 oh well 🙊 nighty night babes 🌚💞
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So it was only last week I was in a black cab in London and a beautiful red Ferrari 488 Spider went past, ...
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So it was only last week I was in a black cab in London and a beautiful red Ferrari 488 Spider went past, even though I was on low battery I had to pull my phone out to take a hot shot of this piece of art. I remember driving away from it thinking... yeah boy it’s time for another one! Alhumdulilah today ... So it was only last week I was in a black cab in London and a beautiful red Ferrari 488 Spider went past, even though I was on low battery I had to pull my phone out to take a hot shot of this piece of art. I remember driving away from it thinking... yeah boy it’s time for another one! Alhumdulilah today I placed an order in for a brand new Ferrari 488 Spider! I’m super excited, I’ll reveal the specs and all of that stuff some other time but another super cool thing happened, the salesman had just joined Ferrari and had only been working there a week and guess what? This was his first brand new Ferrari he’s ever sold! 👏🏽 My pops had to tell him not every sale will be completed in under an hour... he was happy I guess 🙂 Wish him all the best in the future he was eager and I like that ⚡️ #NoTyreKicking #HadToHeadNorth #SpeccedItOverThePhone #LocalDealerCouldntCrunchTheNumbers #NiceHotChoclateThough #WhoWantedTheDealMore #Edinburgh ⚡️
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Blue hour hiking around Schwangau. So happy for the new adventures I lucked out during this trip. ...
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Blue hour hiking around Schwangau. So happy for the new adventures I lucked out during this trip. I guess the best is yet to come //. . #vsco #vscocam #vscovisuals #vscobest #huffpostgram #huntgram #chasinglight #theimaged #fatalframes #heatercentral #wanderlust #globetrotter ... Blue hour hiking around Schwangau. So happy for the new adventures I lucked out during this trip. I guess the best is yet to come //. .

#vsco #vscocam #vscovisuals #vscobest #huffpostgram #huntgram #chasinglight #theimaged #fatalframes #heatercentral #wanderlust #globetrotter #travelgram #createcommune #agameoftones #illgrammers #CNtraveler #CBviews #globetrotter #traveldeeper #passionpassport #moodygrams #chasinglight #finditliveit #beautifuldestinations #tlpicks #travelstoke #createexplore #thecreative #wanderer #visitbavaria
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Guess what? Life’s got just a little harder now that you’ve graduated! Congrats and best wishes ...
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Guess what? Life’s got just a little harder now that you’ve graduated! Congrats and best wishes for success in your brand new life! I knew that you would do this! This is the day when you stopped being a student and entered professional life! We are so happy for you! Pic below was you at my Graduation ... Guess what? Life’s got just a little harder now that you’ve graduated! Congrats and best wishes for success in your brand new life! I knew that you would do this! This is the day when you stopped being a student and entered professional life!
We are so happy for you!
Pic below was you at my Graduation and today is your day‼️ #throwbackthursday #alwaysus #proudofyou #blessed #blacknursesrock #rnbsn #blackmalenurse
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SWIPE SWIPE****Happy 36th Birthday to me***so proud of my age lol I guess they say that I’m over the ...
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SWIPE SWIPE****Happy 36th Birthday to me***so proud of my age lol I guess they say that I’m over the hump and that’s ok I embrace every single min!! You should as well for tomorrow is not promised! So thankful to see another year! So thankful for my family and friends that I’ve met along this journey ... SWIPE SWIPE****Happy 36th Birthday to me***so proud of my age lol I guess they say that I’m over the hump and that’s ok I embrace every single min!! You should as well for tomorrow is not promised! So thankful to see another year! So thankful for my family and friends that I’ve met along this journey called life. If I’ve ever met you we definitely have shared some kind of connection and I’m thankful for that! It’s also Another year to do Gods work,another year to be great! I don’t know what this year may bring but I welcome it all! To New Beginnings, new friends, new love, best health, sound mind! I’m so thankful! Happy Father’s Day to all my Fathers in my life!! It’s an Honor to share this day with you all!! Enjoy!! ❤️❤️❤️😘😘 #birthdaygirl #happybirthdaytome #happyfathersday
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I saw my cute friend yesterday + was mildly complaining about how my girls are wanting to pick out ...
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I saw my cute friend yesterday + was mildly complaining about how my girls are wanting to pick out their own outfits for school this year + the silly battles I try to fight every morning because of it. I shriek, try to change their stubborn minds + even have had miserable mornings over it.. #guilty In ... I saw my cute friend yesterday + was mildly complaining about how my girls are wanting to pick out their own outfits for school this year + the silly battles I try to fight every morning because of it. I shriek, try to change their stubborn minds + even have had miserable mornings over it.. #guilty
In response, she said- “Oh, Let them! One day you will look back + just love it!” Right when she said that, my mind flooded back to memories of my girls in their much loved-princess dresses all over Target, the grocery store + the park. Tattered + torn- I couldn’t pry those dang fancy dresses off their teeny bodies if my life depended on it. Soon I stopped caring + loved seeing them twirling around so happy. And guess what?! I do miss it! Their once favorite dress up dresses are now hidden in the dark basement in a dusty untouched bin ever since LOL dolls came out. 😂 I caught a glimpse of my little babies in the same scenario, only with their backpacks on and less teeth! 😉It was like a lightbulb went off. Yesterday, I let go of what I thought they would look and feel best in. I loved seeing the extra gleam and pep in their step as they showed me what they were both going to wear. I even loved missing out on the silly drama that I was helping create. I loved seeing how confident + creative they became as they strutted in whatever they felt best in. Even though it’s never what I would choose or put together, i am proud of the little women I am raising, as particular as they may be. I always love seeing a mother in the store with her kid wearing their Captain America costume or favorite knit sweater and boots in mid July. I look at that mom + think she’s in the cutest phase with her kids who are happy and in their element. That mother is my new hero and if that mother is you today, you go girl! I am trying to be more like this + see the bigger picture as opposed to letting this ‘issue’ get the best of me. Thanks @yjcollins for sharing your pearls of wisdom as always! I’d love to hear your thoughts on how you interact with your kids on this topic! 💗
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I guess our signature pose is Frank kissing me on the cheek <span class="emoji emoji1f606"></span> Anyway, I would like to thank my boyfriend ...
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I guess our signature pose is Frank kissing me on the cheek Anyway, I would like to thank my boyfriend for making this trip possible for us. I am so happy I have someone who is up to travel, explore, and try new things with me. The best thing about being in a relationship is not only having the compatibility ... I guess our signature pose is Frank kissing me on the cheek 😆 Anyway, I would like to thank my boyfriend for making this trip possible for us. I am so happy I have someone who is up to travel, explore, and try new things with me. The best thing about being in a relationship is not only having the compatibility and intimacy with another human being, but rather having a partner that will help you grow and try new things in life. It’s nice to have someone to live my life with, and I’m happy that person I have is my goofy ass boyfriend @ohheyfrank 😝
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Looking at this, you probably wouldn’t guess that: 1) Our upstairs AC has been broken for the past ...
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Looking at this, you probably wouldn’t guess that: 1) Our upstairs AC has been broken for the past week and it’s currently 94 degrees up there. And this weeks forecast? I’ll let you google it. 2) We’ve all been sleeping in the basement or den for the past few nights which means we haven’t actually ... Looking at this, you probably wouldn’t guess that:
1) Our upstairs AC has been broken for the past week and it’s currently 94 degrees up there. And this weeks forecast? I’ll let you google it.
2) We’ve all been sleeping in the basement or den for the past few nights which means we haven’t actually been sleeping and my house currently looks like a hurricane hit it.
3) We had a flood in our basement and had to throw out about 70% of our things. ..... .
There’s a few more but I won’t bore you. .
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You know why you wouldn’t be able to tell all that by looking at this pic? Because it’s all about perspective. Instead of kvetching, complaining and venting about all this.... we choose to be HAPPY!! We chose to throw all the mattress down the stairs (we slid down on them actually), and have been having an “end of summer slumber party” for the past few nights, and I promise: it’s actually been so fun.
The kids took their rock-hard play doh and clays from ages ago upstairs and let it melt to a gooey new slime-like substance that they’re all obsessed with. We decided to give away all that aforementioned 70% of possessions to a service to have them cleaned and restored, but instead of keeping it, we decided to donate it because #ItsCoolToBeKind.
Life is all about WHAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO with the situations Hashem puts before you. You can complain, but how would that fix anything? You can start a pity-party, but it won’t make your AC turn on. You can become grumpy and stressed, but your basement will still look like the great flood that Noah built his ark for. So what do we do? We choose to be happy and make the absolute best of everything. ..... And anyway, I find that in the month of Elul, these “inconveniences” are everywhere, (I know y’all feel me!), but they’re actually Hashems beautifully kind way of cleaning our slates to bring us blessings in the brand new year. I call it Elul Cleansing, and I say #BringItOn 💪🏼 💕
#HoduLHashem
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Hey guys! Errrr meeeerrrr gawd! Guess what?! I got adopted!!! It’s me, Kristie from @chillinwithzann’s ...
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Hey guys! Errrr meeeerrrr gawd! Guess what?! I got adopted!!! It’s me, Kristie from @chillinwithzann’s #WhiskerWednesdays last week! Look at my 3 new humans I get to snuggle with all because YOU spread the word that I needed my new FURrever home! I can’t even tell you how happy I am to have 3 ... Hey guys! Errrr meeeerrrr gawd! Guess what?! I got adopted!!! It’s me, Kristie from @chillinwithzann’s #WhiskerWednesdays last week! Look at my 3 new humans I get to snuggle with all because YOU spread the word that I needed my new FURrever home! I can’t even tell you how happy I am to have 3 new humans to play with me and oh my gosh, they adopted a new brother for me, too! 👫 I went from having no family to having the biggest and best family ever cause of YOU! So I just wanted to say meow which means thank you in 😻! Make sure to check back here EVERY Wednesday at 3p cause there’s always another #cat or #kitten from @seattleareafelinerescue that could use a human just like you, too! My new humans are gonna teach me the #floss dance now so gtg! Bye! 💓
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We started tearing down the @eastforkpottery woodkiln today. @alexmattise and me started setting ...
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We started tearing down the @eastforkpottery woodkiln today. @alexmattise and me started setting up our places out here around the same time, over a decade ago. It was a time full of big dreams and lots of figuring it out. This kiln and this place hasn’t touched me as much as some, but I have ... We started tearing down the @eastforkpottery woodkiln today.
@alexmattise and me started setting up our places out here around the same time, over a decade ago. It was a time full of big dreams and lots of figuring it out.
This kiln and this place hasn’t touched me as much as some, but I have seen it evolve through the years and it has impacted me greatly. If anything it made me work harder to try and keep pace with all the progress Alex was making. I’ve always looked to him and Connie as an inspiration, for all the amazing things they’ve built together.
Its a bittersweet situation. I’m as sad as anyone to see this kiln come down and I wish that Eastfork could have made it work out here in Madison County, but I understand why they made this decision and am excited for their new direction.
Alex, Connie, John and the whole team... I love you and I’m glad that you are a part of my life. I’m grateful to know you.
I’m also happy knowing that these bricks will become new kilns in new places and serve as the beginnings of new journeys and early careers.
@nicklistoceramics @micahmakespots and @candicehensley will all make new kilns from these bricks. It’s an exciting time in that respect.
So.
What more can you say?
Things chance and people move around.
I guess the best we can do is try to make something beautiful out of what is left behind.
#eastforkpottery #woodfiredpottery #woodfiredceramics #woodkiln
#apotterslife
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This day last year @vanessayoung and I launched @luminesquedance. Happy 1 year babe! It's really ...
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This day last year @vanessayoung and I launched @luminesquedance. Happy 1 year babe! It's really been the best year of my life. Thank you Vanessa for being the best partner and to all the humans that have collaborated, supported, and been a part of the vision . Tomorrow I'm officially launching ... This day last year @vanessayoung and I launched @luminesquedance. Happy 1 year babe! It's really been the best year of my life. Thank you Vanessa for being the best partner and to all the humans that have collaborated, supported, and been a part of the vision .
Tomorrow I'm officially launching another business. I guess July is my birthing month for new businesses 🤣go figure it's ♋ season, the perfect time for a female based business start up✨
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This new launch was created to support all of our glow girls and ladies a like. To Make something that will facilitate women to move freely and to feel beautiful ♥️
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Stay tuned - tomorrow at 11am we go live. As for tonight.. it's all about the glow baby! #letsglowgirls
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HEY EVERYONE! Guess who’s back!! After almost an entire year of being in hiatus, I’ve decided to ...
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HEY EVERYONE! Guess who’s back!! After almost an entire year of being in hiatus, I’ve decided to rejoin the Instagram community. So much has happened in the past year. I started uni, moved to London, got a boyfriend...️ anyways, life has been so hectic and I could never really see myself going ... HEY EVERYONE! Guess who’s back!! After almost an entire year of being in hiatus, I’ve decided to rejoin the Instagram community. So much has happened in the past year. I started uni, moved to London, got a boyfriend...❤️ anyways, life has been so hectic and I could never really see myself going back into the “wake up every morning and make a pretty bowl of oatmeal” routine, so yes I am back, but I think I might change the theme of my account now. It used to be exclusive to food I made, but especially with my current life, that is way too stressful and pressuring. I felt like my like and follower count was some “rating” of how good my abilities were, so when things didn’t go well, my mood would follow. Now, I’m just gonna use this as a lifestyle account. That being said, my life practically revolves around food so don’t worry - there’ll still be lots of food! Maybe I’ll also be posting makeup/skincare stuff cause I actually use that stuff now. Maybe I’ll post some calligraphy videos. Maybe I’ll post some photos about all the amazing foods and sights in London. Stay tuned! I also blocked all the people I know personally from this account, which is strangely relieving. It’s different to ramble about life knowing that your friends and distant acquaintances are reading it. Now I can feel free to talk about life without worrying about judgement - just like I could when I first started this account (happiest days ever!). I’ve really missed making friends on here! I missed this whole happy community of sharing ideas and thoughts and opinions and I can’t wait to be part of it again. Thank you all so so much for sticking with me despite being inactive and I hope that you enjoy all the random lifestyle things that I’ll start posting now! 🤗 let me know how you’re all doing! I want to hear about how you’ve all been doing!! Best thing that happened in 2018? New favourite accounts? New interests? I don’t care who you are - if you tell me about your life right now I will be so happy to hear from you! ❤️ xx thanks again I love you all 😘
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The question always hits after the gut pinch of nausea. I see this dog, mangled with abuse, patches ...
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The question always hits after the gut pinch of nausea. I see this dog, mangled with abuse, patches of fur missing; mange. A spine that just speaks pain, and eyes that literally look like the only commands they understand are one’s from Sarah Mclachlan. Next, some dog knight comes in to save ... The question always hits after the gut pinch of nausea.
I see this dog, mangled with abuse, patches of fur missing; mange. A spine that just speaks pain, and eyes that literally look like the only commands they understand are one’s from Sarah Mclachlan.
Next, some dog knight comes in to save that day. And the dog is loved. And cared for. And the mange is treated, and soon after the lbs come on, that telling spine starts to smile into trust.
And the dog goes on to a family of love and the story ends.
Except for me.
For me, I always think, “how in the eff can that dog go on?”
Sure it has the love and all, but where are the endless bouts of, “this family is going to turn on me. It happened before, it’ll happen again”?
Where are that dog’s walls? Does it approach every man that’s new with a leery side eye, and an obvious indifference?
Does it atleast occasionally act out in misguided revenge? Taking a hate-dump somewhere in the house when it experiences something reminiscent of its past?
Frustratingly for me, no.
To all of the above.
It drives me crazy with confusion.
It’s waaaay easier for me to practice the art of polishing every wound. Their shine always glaring when an opportunity of someone or something new comes along.
It’s a new thing I’m trying to cultivate; dumped dog confidence: the art of being abused, and loving everything anyway. Shining up the happy memories. Finding comfort in all of the good in my life, even if it takes more work than effort to see it.
I guess what I’m trying to say is, if man’s best friend can forgive and forget, maybe I can spend more time doing both, and less time ruminating over every last person whose done me wrong (including myself.)
Adopted dogs always seem happy... and completely unafraid. And isn’t that what we’re all trying to be anyways?
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2019! <span class="emoji emoji1f4ab"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f31f"></span><span class="emoji emoji2728"></span>// I said this in my story, so sorry for the repeat, but it just makes my heart swell so I gotta ...
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2019! // I said this in my story, so sorry for the repeat, but it just makes my heart swell so I gotta tell you about last night... We had grand plans last night. We were supposed to go to the Marquart’s amazing NYE party (shoutout @samanthamarq @mamamarq @abadthink!). I think I knew deep ... 2019! 💫🌟✨// I said this in my story, so sorry for the repeat, but it just makes my heart swell so I gotta tell you about last night... We had grand plans last night. We were supposed to go to the Marquart’s amazing NYE party 🎉 (shoutout @samanthamarq @mamamarq @abadthink!). I think I knew deep down that it wasn’t going to be possible but I couldn’t let myself admit it or wrap my mind around not going. After showering in an attempt to get ready and that being really difficult, and thinking through the logistics of what it would take to safely get me and my foot there, we realized (Chris I guess knew the whole time, I think he was just letting me live out this idea of going) that going to the party wasn’t possible. Being a freaking babe, Chris stopped on his way home from work to get festive goodies to make our night special. I thought it was “just for the kids”, but when I walked out after realizing that we weren’t leaving the house and saw the little setup he did... for me, my heart exploded. One of the many reasons why I love him. And these humans make 2019 the best already. Happy happy new year!! 💫💛✨ // @mrmollystroud #lylamaethompson #landonstroudthompson #happynewyear #newyearsamebae #crutchingintothenewyear
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(Tulisan cacamarba n kinda random sbb nak cepat,ampuuun) Early 2018 was a bit hellish year for ...
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(Tulisan cacamarba n kinda random sbb nak cepat,ampuuun) Early 2018 was a bit hellish year for me since had to deal with dysthymia and anxiety disorder and im still on medication. I've already lost hope with myself with suicidal but @faiztachi always there when Im having my breakdown n ... (Tulisan cacamarba n kinda random sbb nak cepat,ampuuun)

Early 2018 was a bit hellish year for me since had to deal with dysthymia and anxiety disorder and im still on medication. I've already lost hope with myself with suicidal but @faiztachi always there when Im having my breakdown n understandable about my condition. (Sepanjang sakit developed trust issues with everyone even yg being nice to me including family member, sorry, sumpah tak nak kene lg, its so bad, it still there sbb x bleh terus sembuh camtu je, but at least boleh minimalkan effect bila kene balik)

Maaf if selama ni aku elak tak nak jumpa orang sbb aku cepat penat nak bersosial irl even terpaksa tak dtg kenduri bila emergency breakdown dan tak larat nak hadap strangers or sesiapa.

Im getting better I guess, plus rezeki kat tempat kerja baru kinda help me regain my confident (walaupun mulanya x tau nak atasi stress, at least better environment n positive attitude with each other, really happy x de spesis talam 2 muka di tempat kerja, semua amalkan sifat jujur n amanah). I feel grateful for those who still stay.
Thank you for the doa everyone~
Thank you mum for started to understand accepting my condition.
Thank you to my friends who don't judge me for being me.
Thank you to my savior Zurina for saving me at vision, im, glad u found me n will forever grateful for it.

To my dear Husband, you're the best man I've ever had in my life, wishing our love n joke will last forever.
Have lost mood to play any game, totally stop ps4 for now, but still active in FGO.

Hopefully 2019 is much better year to improve ourselves and be more kinder to yourself and others.

I Wanna get active in drawing again~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE🎉🎉🎉
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I haven’t worked out in 3 years. Today was the first day I made exercise a priority in a loooong time. ...
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I haven’t worked out in 3 years. Today was the first day I made exercise a priority in a loooong time. A few years ago, I exercised multiple times a week, but once I got divorced and had to juggle my life all by myself, I decided something needed to go In order to give me more time to grow my business ... I haven’t worked out in 3 years. Today was the first day I made exercise a priority in a loooong time. A few years ago, I exercised multiple times a week, but once I got divorced and had to juggle my life all by myself, I decided something needed to go In order to give me more time to grow my business (Bad idea, but whatever). My plan was to put it on the backburner for only 3 months, BUT then life happened again - I was pregnant; not really the best time to start working out (although I did gentle yoga a couples times during pregnancy). Then I decided after I had the baby I would get back into an exercise routine, BUT guess what? Life happened again - REALLL MOM LIFE MODE.
Over the past year, I found myself putting my self-care back on shelf, and slowly & slowly I’ve had less energy, less happiness, and waaay less creativity. I’m naturally a really happy camper, yet at the same time I’m excellent at hiding the times when I don’t feel Great - the truth is that I haven’t felt like the happiest camper lately, and I know that’s not my true self.
A few days ago I was sitting on my bed, feeling like shit, and I had a real heart to heart with my damn self. I analyzed what was different in my life now than before, and/or what was I doing differently now as opposed to when i felt my best. I realized that exercise was the biggest thing that I needed immensely - not for great abs, not to get a thigh gap lol, and not for a poppin’ booty. I NEEDED exercise in my life to bring my energy levels back, to bring back my creative flow, and to give me the enthusiasm to be the best mom, partner, friend, daughter, and entrepreneur that I need to be! It’s impossible for us to operate at a high level if we aren’t giving our bodies and brain what it needs to function optimally!
Eating healthy isn’t enough by itself, nor is exercising alone. I’ve seen and felt how it feels to be one-sided, and our bodies need alllll the love we can give them!
I’m so fucking happy to say that even one day back into exercise has made me feel like a new person - Just add fresh juice and I’m a 👑!
Tell me your thoughts? Do you exercise, and why?! Is it for your looks, your energy, your mood? #selfcare
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This may be a bit long, but here it goes!: A 2018 reflection: This picture (from October) that my friend ...
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This may be a bit long, but here it goes!: A 2018 reflection: This picture (from October) that my friend took is one of my favorites ever, because it's the most me pic in some senses haha, but because it was the first time I realized how far i've come in the past 10 years with being comfortable in ... This may be a bit long, but here it goes!: A 2018 reflection: This picture (from October) that my friend took is one of my favorites ever, because it's the most me pic in some senses haha, but because it was the first time I realized how far i've come in the past 10 years with being comfortable in my own skin. 10 years ago me would of not recognized this man: Happy. For the last good quarter of 2018, I've been doing a lot of work on myself, especially after I came back from Cali. I faced some demons and I can honestly say I'm the happiest I've ever been, even proud of myself! I've stayed the truest to myself these past few months and, honestly, the rewards have been beyond beautiful! This includes being comfortable with my sexuality, another journey I am proud of. I identify as pansexual, you can look it up if you want. And I knew from very early on. Gender never mattered to me in any sense, really. Isn't spectrum beautiful? The closest of friends already know this (and thank you for continuing to support my journey, you are part of my heart), and I'm aware it may come as a surprise to others on here, maybe even to the point of de-friendship. But what can I say? Definitely not "sorry". If I've learned anything this year, it's that being true to yourself is the best way to go. No matter what. Cliche and corny, maybe. But here I am. For the first time in my life, I feel very whole. I could scream it on a mountain top, but I guess this will do. I always end up writing some long shit every year near New Years anyway, so here it is a bit early 😉 Alright, I should probably go do things. Stories and songs don't write themselves, turns out. ✌❤ and the journey continues!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY PATINKIN (or Mary..I guess). I can’t believe this is the 8th birthday I’ll ...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY PATINKIN (or Mary..I guess). I can’t believe this is the 8th birthday I’ll be celebrating with you, geez. We have so many ridiculous memories..from raising new born kittens to moshing/crowd surfing at warped tour to crying laughing at a rodent singing opera, I always ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY PATINKIN (or Mary..I guess). I can’t believe this is the 8th birthday I’ll be celebrating with you, geez. We have so many ridiculous memories..from raising new born kittens to moshing/crowd surfing at warped tour to crying laughing at a rodent singing opera, I always have the best time with you. I’m so happy to call you one of my best friends, I don’t know what I’d do with you. Well, I’d have to be extremely weird on my own. Happy birthday Sestra, I love you! 🖤 @missmarymmouser
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We heard today is National Cheese Lovers Day in US <span class="emoji emoji1f1fa1f1f8"></span> and I guess we have double celebration over @zueri.cool ...
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We heard today is National Cheese Lovers Day in US and I guess we have double celebration over @zueri.cool 🧀 My family and I are moving abroad and we gonna take with us the passion for cheese as well as sooo much good memories and friends we made in Switzerland 🇨🇭 For that special day where our ... We heard today is National Cheese Lovers Day in US 🇺🇸 and I guess we have double celebration over @zueri.cool 🧀🎉 My family and I are moving abroad and we gonna take with us the passion for cheese as well as sooo much good memories and friends we made in Switzerland 🇨🇭 For that special day where our new home meets our beloved and über cool Züri we are putting our favorites on this United States Slate Cheese Board ❤️🧀👋🏽 Yay!!! Was such a pleasure to share my #züricool and every little and cute place I discovered with all of you.. I will do my best to keep @zueri.cool up to date and will be happy to keep in touch with all of you dear followers 🙏 Merci! Happy 2016!✨
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Things are getting pretty exciting here in the Dream Theater world! The release of the new single ...
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Things are getting pretty exciting here in the Dream Theater world! The release of the new single The Gift of Music, along with announcements from Petrucci about the album being recorded with a full orchestra and choir, a potential accompanying movie in the future?...a fully immersive ... Things are getting pretty exciting here in the Dream Theater world! The release of the new single The Gift of Music, along with announcements from Petrucci about the album being recorded with a full orchestra and choir, a potential accompanying movie in the future?...a fully immersive show, and a running length of 2 hours and 10 minutes! I'm obviously a huge Dream Theater fan, since they've been so influential in developing my own early musical tastes, and hold a very special place in my heart, so as you can imagine, these announcements have me quite excited. The single has also got my anticipation quite high, it's maybe not their best song, but it's bringing me a good vibe for the overall album, and I love the fact that it's unpredictable, and actually feels really quite organic. Of course, I'm trying my best to remain skeptical, the band has been hit or miss for the last ten or so years for me, and the concept does look like it could end up being pretty cheesy (but hey, what's a prog metal concept album without some cheese right?) Personally, I'm just happy to see them really going for it with a balls-to-the-wall, no-holds-barred concept album, it reminds me of what drew me to the band in the first place. I guess we'll have to wait until January to see if they can pull it off! #dreamtheater #theastonishing #prog #progrock #progmetal #johnpetrucci #johnmyung #jameslabrie #mikemangini #jordanrudess #progressiverock #progressivemetal
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<span class="emoji emoji1f388"></span>Happy Labor Day<span class="emoji emoji1f388"></span>Took the fur babies out for a hike in our backyard #ChrisCash #Vegas #Hike #hiking ...
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Happy Labor DayTook the fur babies out for a hike in our backyard #ChrisCash #Vegas #Hike #hiking #chihuahua #tibetanspaniel #Cashavelli . . . . Blogging on my IG . Happy Labor Day and it’s time to write my 10min nonstop blog. I feel I will be the most prolific writer and just be ... 🎈Happy Labor Day🎈Took the fur babies out for a hike in our backyard #ChrisCash #Vegas #Hike #hiking #chihuahua #tibetanspaniel #Cashavelli .
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Happy Labor Day 🎈and it’s time to write my 10min nonstop blog. I feel I will be the most prolific writer📝 and just be dope for lack of a better word. Okay what did I want to write about. Wanted to write about uhhh oh yeah Labor Day I guess. Since I pretty party and create dope events and moments for a living Labor Day would consist of me doing nothing and that is what I intend to do. Won’t be planning anything. Just kicking🌴 it. Went for a hike in our backyard. I’m so excited to be able to have a hill to run up everyday as a morning routine . Took the dogs 🐕out and they looked really happy. It was cool to be able to explore the terrain and have a good view of the Vegas Valley. There was a place on the hike🧗🏽‍♂️ where it was really windy 🌬maybe because it was in between two hills🌄. I kept looking up and was like okay let’s see what’s over there then I got there and was like okay let’s see what’s over there now. It was pretty cool to have the little fur babies follow me and even lead the way at times. 🐶They looked like they really enjoyed it. That kinda made me happy. I was literally 🗣talking to them like yo all we have is ya while out here in the middle of nowhere haha. Got home showered and ate a big ass salad🥗. I am going back to this intermittent fasting thing to really reset my body and get healthier. I’m very motivated and inspired 💡to be the best I can be. Tomorrow I’ll get back to business but today I’ll be enjoying Labor Day hanging out with my family 👪and just chill watch tv and that type of stuff. Have to enjoy these things. Hmmmm what else. Probably post some new music🎧 just cuz why not haha I’m at the best at what I do. I’ve been doin what I do for so long and I’m really good at it. It always feels good or I feel proud when people i respect truly appreciate and respects my talent and skills. 💯I work hard and will continue to work hard to be the best I can be and that’s that.. ⌚️timers up. 10mins exercise done. Thank you for rockin with me. 🤙🏽
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It's been such a busy year end that we finally get to sit together as a team for lunch! Ashraf and our ...
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It's been such a busy year end that we finally get to sit together as a team for lunch! Ashraf and our new in house artist, Irfan, just came back from Tampin to complete a wall mural art for Mr Shankar. So glad that it went really well and we got another Happy Customer! Yeay! . . As i work with more ... It's been such a busy year end that we finally get to sit together as a team for lunch! Ashraf and our new in house artist, Irfan, just came back from Tampin to complete a wall mural art for Mr Shankar. So glad that it went really well and we got another Happy Customer! Yeay!
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As i work with more and more commission and local artist, i've learnt to be more focus and organized. It's funny that i had to manage stressed, emotional, tempremental and egoistic artist on a daily basis...🤣 but I guess that makes us human.
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I have been working with South East Asian artist for the past 7 years, but hiring and working with locals has always been my goal, however crossing this barrier, also means i need to be more commited and work even harder. I managed to slowly grow my team from just a 1 man show to a team of 4, with no funding. .
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On top of that, the last quarter of 2019 is definitely the most challenging for us as we have taken up new style of art work that also include conceptualisation, mural, watercolour and interior styling. With this new team, i am confident that we all can grow in much greater heights and achieve more. .
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Having a good team to work together is the best thing that ever happen in @artisanmalaysia and i am so glad that we found each other. #localartist #malaysia #kualalumpur #entrepreneurship #entrepreneur
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— deleted all me other pictures to prove im not just thirsty af for attention and I promise ill disable ...
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— deleted all me other pictures to prove im not just thirsty af for attention and I promise ill disable as soon as i can, and no words that you have can stop me:): ive realized that without instagram and kik, im sooo much happier, like honestly I never thought it would be possible for me to be this ...
deleted all me other pictures to prove im not just thirsty af for attention and I promise ill disable as soon as i can, and no words that you have can stop me:): ive realized that without instagram and kik, im sooo much happier, like honestly I never thought it would be possible for me to be this happy again but here I am, so so happy. High school so far has been the best year of my life. I've left my bad friends and made so many new ones. I've joined the cross country team and we run 5–7 miles a day and it makes me feel so pure and refreshed and in shape you don't even know. I cut off all connections with people on instagram who were always begging for attention yet never gave me any when I truly needed it...it's like I was chasing pavements after them just trying to please them. and all the sad and depressing people are no longer in my life to drag me down. i have surrounded myself with happy people and it feels so damn great tbh. i have finally found my zen and happiness and i hope you all find yours too💗 I love you all and I hope you understand that I need to do this for my happiness❤️ hope you all find your happy place and a good life some point in time, and im not faking this😂 I will disable asap and get rid of anything connecting me to this acc💜have great lives, do the extraordinary, and conquer your fears. do more of what makes you happy 💛 i will 99% never talk to, see, or hear from any of you ever again, so goodbye and thanks for being there for me 💚
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Every year I have a hard time moving forward. I hate change so much and these past 365 days have been ...
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Every year I have a hard time moving forward. I hate change so much and these past 365 days have been nothing but full of change. It was New Year’s Eve last year at 11:40 pm that I found out I was pregnant. Those two little pink lines brought on terror, excitement, sadness, happiness, and just a ... Every year I have a hard time moving forward. I hate change so much and these past 365 days have been nothing but full of change. It was New Year’s Eve last year at 11:40 pm that I found out I was pregnant. Those two little pink lines brought on terror, excitement, sadness, happiness, and just a general overwhelming feeling. I have never felt such a mixed bag of emotions all at once. Little did I know that those crazy emotions would basically be my entire year.
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Motherhood has been hard. The first month was...hell. I truly thought I was not going to make it through. I thought I'd never feel normal again. I thought I'd never be happy again. I thought I'd never like my kid. But damn, I did it! I healed, my heart grew and I might not be the world's greatest mother but at least Thadeus is a fan. ·
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I am definitely no longer the woman that began 2018. I am basically an entire new human and sometimes that's hard for me to accept but each day I try to be the very best version of myself I can be and if I ever fall short, there's always a new day, a new week, a new month, and a new year. I'm looking at you 2019, bring it on!
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Happy new year, everyone! I wish all your dreams come through, that your hard work pays off and that ...
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Happy new year, everyone! I wish all your dreams come through, that your hard work pays off and that you will enjoy endless of happy moments. Be kind and I am sure life will smile back at you ——————————————————————— 2018 was the year when you were born. My son, my little Alf. Everything else ... Happy new year, everyone! I wish all your dreams come through, that your hard work pays off and that you will enjoy endless of happy moments. Be kind and I am sure life will smile back at you 💫
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2018 was the year when you were born. My son, my little Alf. Everything else fades in comparison, you are my big love and my first priority above all.
I look at you and my heart melts. It is overwhelming like crazy. I know that life will never be the same. When you cry and put your arms around me, I feel the endless responsibility that rests on me. But when you look at me with your big, curious eyes and smile, then I know that I can do it. That I will be the best mum for you. Because there is no other way than always strive to be the best, for you.
I know that life with you will consist of just as much worry and fear as of love and joy. But I guess that’s life... a constant storm of strong emotions, sweeping us off our feet, swirling us around, throwing us onto the ground and lifting us up again. Making one feel alive.
Thankyou my little big love for choosing me as your mother, I will forever try and be the best I can, for you. And 2018 will always be that magical year, when you came into our lives! ———————————————————————- Thankyou @johannahagbard for the lovely picture 🙏🏻😘
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Thank you for being the holder of my basic-ness <span class="emoji emoji2615"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f341"></span>...and also starring in @macklemore music video📽.. ...
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Thank you for being the holder of my basic-ness ...and also starring in @macklemore music video📽.. I give to you my new favorite mug that the one and only @jwatts5545 gave to me for my 25th B-day. I guess only the best things were born in '92!! Happy Quarter Century @dutchbroscoffee #bestcoffeeever ... Thank you for being the holder of my basic-ness ☕🍁...and also starring in @macklemore music video📽.. I give to you my new favorite mug that the one and only @jwatts5545 gave to me for my 25th B-day. I guess only the best things were born in '92!! Happy Quarter Century @dutchbroscoffee
#bestcoffeeever #dutchluv #dutchbros #pumpkinspice #decaf #1992 #quartercentury #marmalade #macklemore #25andcounting #somethingsjustgetbetterwithage
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I’ve been sitting on my New Year’s thoughts for a minute, trying to figure out what felt different. ...
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I’ve been sitting on my New Year’s thoughts for a minute, trying to figure out what felt different. Each January 1 I go in with the same "new year, new me" mentality; this is the first year I haven’t really wanted to do that. Aside from all the copious amounts of bullshit in the world, on a personal ... I’ve been sitting on my New Year’s thoughts for a minute, trying to figure out what felt different. Each January 1 I go in with the same "new year, new me" mentality; this is the first year I haven’t really wanted to do that. Aside from all the copious amounts of bullshit in the world, on a personal level, 2017 was the best year I’ve ever had. I felt the most fortunate, the most resilient, the most content. I went out with friends on NYE and danced and laughed and celebrated, secretly wishing farewell to the year I finally liked my life. But when we got home and I wiggled out of my dress, put my hair up, peeled off my lashes and wiped away the glitter, that good feeling stayed. Curled up on couch in my pj’s waiting for McDonald’s among friends, I was buzzing with anticipation for what this year would bring. As happy as I am now, by 2019 I hope to be in a very different place. I’m cheesing so hard in this pic because... I think I can make it happen! In 2017, I think I became the person who can fulfill the dreams I have for 2018. So for this year I guess, New Year, New Circumstances, Same Me. Because if you can’t love yourself, how in the hell are you gonna love somebody else? #amen
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Happy caturday guys, I had an awesome time with this new concept sea creature for the last couple ...
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Happy caturday guys, I had an awesome time with this new concept sea creature for the last couple of days, happy I decided to go back to basics using just a 2B pencil, I couldn't be more happy with the results so I guess I'm learning not to go overboard with too many things and mediums, slowing down ... Happy caturday guys, I had an awesome time with this new concept sea creature for the last couple of days, happy I decided to go back to basics using just a 2B pencil, I couldn't be more happy with the results so I guess I'm learning not to go overboard with too many things and mediums, slowing down sometimes is the best answer.
I am releasing this God of the sea to a good home, as you know I'm a struggling artist so all the help is appreciated, unfortunately this is the only thing I'm good at and the only thing i have to offer.
Thank you also for letting me keep my store for a little longer with your purchases 💪🏽🎨🤗 everything is still at 20% off on everything, use code PSYCA20 at checkout, link in bio. Thank you all so much, even if you can't buy or commission, your support means the world to me ❤️❤️❤️
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2018 Best of nine. Thank you all my wonderful IG friends for your likes, comments and sharing throughout ...
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2018 Best of nine. Thank you all my wonderful IG friends for your likes, comments and sharing throughout the year! 🏼🤶🏼Here’s to an even better photography year, 2019!! 📸 Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Holidays and Happy New Year 2019!! 🏻 P.S. I guess you guys really like ... 2018 Best of nine.
Thank you all my wonderful IG friends for your likes, comments and sharing throughout the year! 🎄🎅🏼🍷🌟🤶🏼😍Here’s to an even better photography year, 2019!! 📸
Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, Happy Holidays and Happy New Year 2019!! ✌🏻
P.S. I guess you guys really like cows as much as I do! 🤷🏻‍♀️😍🐄
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// @lashesby_pri // <span class="emoji emoji2716"></span>️It’s not about how you look. It’s about how you see.<span class="emoji emoji2716"></span>️ ..... <span class="emoji emoji2716"></span>️No se trata ...
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// @lashesby_pri // ️It’s not about how you look. It’s about how you see.️ ..... ️No se trata de cómo te ves, se trata de cómo ves.️ —————————1111—————————— You know what’s crazy? Doing the same thing everyday but expecting something in your life to change.... 😟 Yup. You think ... // @lashesby_pri //
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✖️No se trata de cómo te ves, se trata de cómo ves.✖️
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You know what’s crazy?
Doing the same thing everyday but expecting something in your life to change.... 😒😟
Yup. You think it’s obvious right, but I bet more of us actually do this without even realizing.
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I’ve been intending to get back in the habit of attending yoga at least once a week, & going back to dance classes (if you’re new here, I dance was my first passion ❤️)... yet nothing has happened. 😩😢 why? Because I’ve been busy af and Although I know how much my entire being would benefit from adding these things into my week, I haven’t made it a priority.
BUT... it’s ok!
I AM HUMAN.
The beauty of that is being able to call yourself out on your own b.s. to then take action to correct what’s limiting you to become your best self.
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I realized I was just doing my day in and day out routine, so something I’ve learned to use everyday is my phone calendar. I literally add everything I need to do on that thing. From my training sessions, to appointments, to when bills are due. Soooo guess who’s up next to be added?? #yoga #dance
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The world doesn’t care about what you INTEND to do, the real change will show up when you ACT on what you intended to do. Listen to yourself, silence the mind. Your souls knows what you need. When you feed the soul you vibrate higher and things start to fall as they should. Take care of you, never forget how important you are.
Become love.❤️💫
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Happy weekend beautiful souls!
Make the change.
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Ross’s POV: Having to explain the current state of the band to Laura was a surreal experience. But ...
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Ross’s POV: Having to explain the current state of the band to Laura was a surreal experience. But she was very understanding, and that made it much easier. “I can’t say that I haven’t seen it coming. And while I didn’t have it pegged for just how you guys would handle it, I see now that it makes ... Ross’s POV:
Having to explain the current state of the band to Laura was a surreal experience. But she was very understanding, and that made it much easier. “I can’t say that I haven’t seen it coming. And while I didn’t have it pegged for just how you guys would handle it, I see now that it makes sense,” she works it out for herself. I mention all of the individual projects that we are working on and she adds, “I’m still sad to see how distant you all have become lately. You know that you could have come to me.” I look down to see that she has placed her hand on mine. I quickly remove mine, “I have a feeling that Thomas would disagree.” I watch as the corners of her mouth twitch in agitation. “That’s what this is about?” She stands up and crosses her arms, “Ross, you come over and make this grand gesture with implications that you would follow through in the future. But guess what Ross? I can’t just sit around waiting for that day to come. I had a friend that’s stuck by my side through all of the chaos, and he makes me happy. So I’m sorry if that dampens the romantic gesture you had pencilled in for six months away, but I do not have to defend my love life to anyone, least of all you.” As she went to grab her purse, I caught a hold of her arm. I opened and closed my mouth multiple times before settling on, “You’re right.” After she left, I found myself settling into a peculiar mood. As we continued to move into the new house, Rocky and Ryland took notice. “What is up with you?” Ry set a box down. I didn’t feel like rehashing the details, so I gave a brief rundown of the previous days’ events. Rocky immediately lit up, “Dude, why aren’t you in the studio putting these feelings to paper?” His joy simmered down tremendously once he saw the looks on both Ryland and I’s face. “Now, when is everyone going to be here to help us wrap up? Riker’s late,” I grumble. The new place wasn’t up to party standards - though neither was I - so we went out for the Super Bowl. I did my best to promote Status Update when it was available in other countries, but my phone was conveniently missing when the group chat was busy. (Cont.) #crzyr5fanfic
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Happy New Week beautiful people <span class="emoji emoji1f4a5"></span> - - - So, I had the opportunity to work with one of the best photographers ...
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Happy New Week beautiful people - - - So, I had the opportunity to work with one of the best photographers in Atlanta and guess what guys?? I worked with a female photographer @leslieandrewsphoto who happens to be the third female photographer I’ve worked with. I loved her work from the ... Happy New Week beautiful people 💥
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So, I had the opportunity to work with one of the best photographers in Atlanta and guess what guys?? I worked with a female photographer @leslieandrewsphoto who happens to be the third female photographer I’ve worked with. I loved her work from the very first day @pearldore told me about her & I’m glad we did a collaboration 😍❤️. @leslieandrewsphoto has worked with big brands and I love her work for @cremeofnature 🙌🏽😍
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When I think back to how I got to where I am today, I’m actually grateful for the failures that have ...
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When I think back to how I got to where I am today, I’m actually grateful for the failures that have happened. Take my recent part-time job for example. I actually went for a higher pay job but it didn’t suit me at all and I knew it. It was just for the money. And so I backed out of it. I decided that there ... When I think back to how I got to where I am today, I’m actually grateful for the failures that have happened. Take my recent part-time job for example. I actually went for a higher pay job but it didn’t suit me at all and I knew it. It was just for the money. And so I backed out of it. I decided that there are things more important than stressing myself out and being miserable just for the extra cash. I went to another job with a lower pay but more suited to me. They said they would call me back but they didn’t. I guess I didn’t make it. So I carried on, searching for the next one. But I got rejected because I couldn’t meet their expected commitment level. And finally, I got accepted to my current job. The pay isn’t high, I have to work long hours, but the people there are so nice and encouraging I really truly feel happy working there despite all the negatives. I feel that I am improving myself, learning new skills and generally having a positive outlook towards myself. Can you imagine, without the rejections I could have never gotten this job. I wouldn’t be feeling whatever I am feeling today. So don’t think of rejections as a bad thing. It really isn’t. It just means that there is something even more suited for you out there. It doesn’t mean that you’re bad or that you suck. Everyone is different. We have different interests and are suitable for different things. So have faith and carry on with your journey, moving forward. Don’t let rejections stop you from moving forward because ultimately, you will reach the place where you belong, where it is best for you. The rejections just help to pave the way for you to get there. So don’t stress and press on! 😊
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Well I guess yesterday was #nationalbestfriendday so I'll just leave this here and pretend I posted ...
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Well I guess yesterday was #nationalbestfriendday so I'll just leave this here and pretend I posted it then. I've had many best friends throughout my life, 3 of which I would do anything for @ohdamnitsdustin, @v10tom, and @clswartz89. Then there's 1 for who I would absolutely give up everything ... Well I guess yesterday was #nationalbestfriendday so I'll just leave this here and pretend I posted it then. I've had many best friends throughout my life, 3 of which I would do anything for @ohdamnitsdustin, @v10tom, and @clswartz89. Then there's 1 for who I would absolutely give up everything for.

@lynnshaver you're the reason that I sacrifice everything I do, you're the reason that our current situation is possible. I may have to mess with explosives, crazy temperatures, and austere environments, but you've taken our whole life at home and put it on your shoulders and carry it like a fucking champ. Just yesterday seeing how grateful you were for something as simple as a new phone, a real one, made me infinitely happy.

I love you, my gorgeous 🐺

#Love #Heartfelt #Family #bestfriend #Goals #NBFD
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Pixel Perfect Trolls Legends says the two peaks at the end of these rock formations are actually ...
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Pixel Perfect Trolls Legends says the two peaks at the end of these rock formations are actually two troll lovers that were so lost in their passion that lost track of time and were caught by the first rays of sunshine; turning them to stone. I neglected buying photography gear for years. ... Pixel Perfect Trolls

Legends says the two peaks at the end of these rock formations are actually two troll lovers that were so lost in their passion that lost track of time and were caught by the first rays of sunshine; turning them to stone.

I neglected buying photography gear for years. Art is all about the story you convey, not about perfect pixels, I thought.

This time I bought the best gear I was able to. Iceland was worth breaking the bank but by the third day I had lost some of the fastest SD cards on earth and the plate of my fancy tripod to Iceland's signature strong winds.

I was in the most photogenic land with no way to take long or bracketed exposures nor bursts of pictures.The next camera store was at the end of our journey.

I longed for my old gear.

The next few days I shot some of the most impressive waterfalls on earth with disdain, then we arrived to a small town with an equally small computer store. Hope ensued. They didn't have fast sd cards but they had two tripods. A flimsy tourist trap and a basic Manfrotto. Both with Icelandic price tags, non with a chance I would ever use it again.

I grudgily bought the Manfrotto, soon recovering my interest in taking pictures.

Ale and I got lost in Iceland's beauty, trying to absorb and capture everything.

When we arrived to this cliff I grabbed my new basic tripod and used every trick to try to keep it stable under strong  winds long enough to get a sharp shot.

We looked for this picture when we got home. The result made us happy I bought the tripod and did everything we could to overcome limitations, but our smiles didn’t last long. “Disk error, please format it to fix it.” I tried with another computer and everything was lost.

My bullet/water/shock proof travel hard disk wasn't Windows 10 error proof.

We didn't turn to stone, but we were almost petrified.

One week and hundreds of dollars later I’ve recovered 60% of the pictures I shot.

Some of the ones I lost forever to my fancy gear were shot in some of the most memorable places I’ve seen.

Art is not about perfect pixels, but about the story they convey. What about having no pixels at all?

At least we have a story, I guess.
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Before picture #1 (today at 4:30am) & Before picture #2 (2012) Sorry for the long post but..... ...
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Before picture #1 (today at 4:30am) & Before picture #2 (2012) Sorry for the long post but..... this is the beginning of squatzilla v2. I’m going to be the best version of Sarah from a wholistic life perspective. I’m going to be happy, healthy, and balanced! If you scroll back in my videos ... Before picture #1 (today at 4:30am) & Before picture #2 (2012)

Sorry for the long post but..... this is the beginning of squatzilla v2.

I’m going to be the best version of Sarah from a wholistic life perspective. I’m going to be happy, healthy, and balanced!
If you scroll back in my videos I am very 0-100... real quick 😂😂. I’ve lived that way in other parts of my life too. No more of that crap. It’s okay for me to be 84% or even 15%. #balance
Recently, as many of you know I have been a regular person who may have made it to the gym once a month if I was lucky
So guess what! I’m out of shape! 😳☹️😡🤯 I think the hardest thing for me recently and getting the motivation to walk in a gym again was knowing that I’ll probably never be as strong as I once was. 🧐

My knees creak, I’ve got a knot the size of a golf ball in my back, and everything hurts. 😂. It kind of messes with your mind a little. #excuses

The last #powerlifting meet I competed in was early 2016, which I didn’t even train for... so maybe it’s been over 2 years. CRAP.
Anyways. I’ve been waking up in the middle of the night here recently and was thinking to myself “Sarah, you literally lost over 70lbs and managed to keep it off for over 5 years regardless of your fitness lifestyle!!!! & your disappointed in yourself?! Are you crazy? That’s flipping amazing” 😍😍😍 Why are you getting down on yourself? Why are you insecure about the number you can put up?
Why do you give a shit about what other people think?

My new starting point is on the right. I’m 163 lbs and my short term goals are to run 1 Mile in under 10 minutes, deadlift 315, squat 300, and bench my bodyweight. I also want to be the worlds most mediocre person at #crossfit.
Anyone else sometimes lose sight of what is important in the first place?
Also is the spider bite on my belly going to kill me?

#transformation #weightloss #squatzilla #feedmefightme #boss #motivateyourself
#funny
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- <span class="emoji emoji1f49c"></span> #violetta hellooooo people in the house. looks like I had the mood to post a new edit <span class="emoji emoji1f64b"></span>🏼 ugh I know ...
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- #violetta hellooooo people in the house. looks like I had the mood to post a new edit 🏼 ugh I know I've promised that I will post much more but sadly I haven't made it and yeah...I do not feel sorry because I guess when I post something I feel good while doing this and honestly I hadn't that inspiration ... - 💜 #violetta
hellooooo people in the house. looks like I had the mood to post a new edit 🙋🏼 ugh I know I've promised that I will post much more but sadly I haven't made it and yeah...I do not feel sorry because I guess when I post something I feel good while doing this and honestly I hadn't that inspiration and i didn't wanted to post something at all. hopefully you'll understand that 🙏🏼✨
well but now I decided to post this cute edit (at least a cute edit for me) 😊 I tried my best and I am happy with the result!
so do you have holidays? if yes then tell me about your plans if you want toooooo
btw someone of you has been at a soy luna concert/will be at a soy luna concert? I wish everyone much luck to meet them ❣️
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So I’ve heard that some of you have wanted to see pictures of me from awhile back when; so I figured ...
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So I’ve heard that some of you have wanted to see pictures of me from awhile back when; so I figured today was a good day to show you the child I have been. Today marks my 29th year of existence, and every new year I that add to my age, I find myself reflecting on so many things In my life, I’ve been ... So I’ve heard that some of you have wanted to see pictures of me from awhile back when; so I figured today was a good day to show you the child I have been.
Today marks my 29th year of existence, and every new year I that add to my age, I find myself reflecting on so many things
In my life, I’ve been through a lot
And today I’m in a place I never could’ve imagined I would ever embark
I’ve learned
I’ve grown
And I’m lucky to say
I’ve met and have come to know so many along the way
Each one is special each & on their own
But to try & name & to thank them all
Would last through & past next year & next fall
But just for a start, I will name a few
For there is no way I’d be here
Had it not been for these two
To my mom & my dad
Who’ve taught me so much
Who clearly I wouldn’t be, without
Their kind, love, & nurturing touch
To my brother
Although, as frustrating as he may be
If not for him
Today is a day I would not live to see
To my closest friends
Who have showed me such support
Wade, Bob, Ethan, Alex
And I guess there’s this guy named Mark :P
And there are so many more
That in my life they did park
Each one of you reading this I want & hope for you to know
My life wouldn’t be the same without you
And I want to thank you kindly so
You’ve blessed me with so much
And taught me the many things
I think & somehow feel I now know
Ive seen and you’ve shown there is beauty all around us
And within it kind souls can thrive & grow
Your support, kindness, & light has reached & touched my heart
And although it may supposedly be
A day where you say “Happy Birthday” to me
I would rather take the time & help you see
All the wonderful things you have given to me
And I hope you now know
How lucky I am to be
And how thankful I am
For all, & for thee
So today I #SmileAlways for I wouldn’t be here, where I am now, without each & everyone of you guys!
My parents, my friends, everyone I have met & known, & you reading this now
Have helped shape me into the man I am now & inspire me to be the best person I can possibly be
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Here’s a post the some of the best and kindest people on this planet. Today, Mother’s Day, I have been ...
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Here’s a post the some of the best and kindest people on this planet. Today, Mother’s Day, I have been reminded of how lucky I am to have these two ladies in my life. First my mommy. We fight, a lot, we argue, we even shout at each other sometimes, but I love her more than words can explain. She’s so ... Here’s a post the some of the best and kindest people on this planet. Today, Mother’s Day, I have been reminded of how lucky I am to have these two ladies in my life. First my mommy. We fight, a lot, we argue, we even shout at each other sometimes, but I love her more than words can explain. She’s so strong. She’s the only one that, no matter what, is always there for me. She’s the one I can call in the middle of the night and just cry on speaker and I know she will wait till I’m done and then she’ll figure a way to make things better. She’s the one that never forgets to write me “good morning” and “good night” and it’s always fun to see her discovering new emojis. She still has to learn how to take selfies and I refuse to show her the "normal" way to do them because I enjoy watching her struggle to take a terrible blurry picture and then give up after about 20 minutes. Her laugh is one of the things I miss most when I’m not home.
My (American) mom is a blessing. I don’t know how I got so lucky to be part of this crazy family. I will never thank her enough for hosting me during my stay abroad and make me feel truly at home. This woman is amazing, adventurous and super brave! She can do all things, she can climb 7272368 stairs, jump rocks (or at least attempt to), get through all kinds of situations and always having a smile on her face. I guess all I really want to say is thank you for being who you are and for always supporting me and believing in me, especially when I don’t believe in my self in the first place. I love you so much! HAPPY MOTHERS DAY 💛
#mothersday
14.05.2017
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CLOSED. Hi everyone , I'm Sakinah , the owner of this account !! <span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️ Sorry for not posting anymore ...
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CLOSED. Hi everyone , I'm Sakinah , the owner of this account !! ️ Sorry for not posting anymore bcs I've been so busy with school and stuffs . I've been thinking about this account a few times alrdy and now I decided that I'll just close this account but don't worry I won't deactive cause who ... CLOSED.

Hi everyone , I'm Sakinah , the owner of this account !! ❤️ Sorry for not posting anymore bcs I've been so busy with school and stuffs . I've been thinking about this account a few times alrdy and now I decided that I'll just close this account but don't worry I won't deactive cause who knows I might do a comeback 😛 Okay so honestly , I lost my passion for kpop hm Idk how but it just happened that way . I'm so so so sorry about this sudden news and I swear I love this account so much that it is actually hard for me to leave this account ☹️ I have so many great memories at this account , getting new friends and I created so many memories with all of you ❤️ I couldnt forget that !! I still remember the first time I got this account . This is not an account that I created myself , I was actually an admin here when this account had around 3k followers i guess ? And I'm surprised that this account alrdy hv 32K lol I am this far already 💖🙆🏻 I hv this account since 2014-2017 so it's been 4 years already 💖 During this 4 years , I was so happy to know all of you , to share all of the pictures with you , to fangirl together with all of you ohmygod I'm gonna miss all of that ❤️ I think this is the best decision for me , since next year I'll hv my big exams so I want to focus on that ❤️ Don't worry I might lose my passion for kpop , but I still like bts !! I'll continue to support them as the way I used to. I cannot believe that I'm actually leaving this account ! This account had been the best memories for me ❤️ Everyone here was so kind and always there when I needed them . Whenever , I rant you guys gave me support and I thank you guys for that ❤️😭😭 Okay so thank you everyone for supporting me , thank you for those who have been there for me always , thank you everyone my friends and all of my followers and followings 💖You can unfollow this account if you want I don't care . I have a lot of ig accounts tbh , and if I feel like using one to communicate with all of you again , I'll tell okay ! But for now , you can find me at @m4rktu4n if you want 🙆🏻
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 #Repost @chinneylove ・・・ Its too early to have sales right? for a new business Like @cle_clothing ...
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#Repost @chinneylove ・・・ Its too early to have sales right? for a new business Like @cle_clothing Well i guess we decided to treat our customers a bit this Holiday! @cle_clothing will be having a 30-40 percent online sales tommorow, And prices of many items will be slashed! Pictures ... #Repost @chinneylove
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Its too early to have sales right? for a new business Like @cle_clothing Well i guess we decided to treat our customers a bit this Holiday!
@cle_clothing will be having a 30-40 percent online sales tommorow, And prices of many items will be slashed!
Pictures of items will be displayed with the new price and after tommorow they will be taken down and back to the normal price!
For all of us that like sales this is the best time to buy whatever u want!
Follow @cle_clothing now and plsssssss Tag ur and tell your friends about it!
Happy sallah to all my Muslim friends
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So yesterday I started a new job (for those following closely at home, yep, that’s two new jobs <span class="emoji emoji1f602"></span>) ...
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So yesterday I started a new job (for those following closely at home, yep, that’s two new jobs ) and guess what we did on our first day? Yoga in the park! Every Thursday, the team quickly changes into activewear at about 11am and heads to the park for a lovely hour of flow (with a few wobbles ). ... So yesterday I started a new job (for those following closely at home, yep, that’s two new jobs 😂) and guess what we did on our first day? Yoga in the park! Every Thursday, the team quickly changes into activewear at about 11am and heads to the park for a lovely hour of flow (with a few wobbles 😂). Imagine if every workplace was committed to their employees’ mental and physical wellbeing... imagine if every workplace supported their employees’ needs and desires to learn and grow through mentoring and external courses... imagine if every workplace placed a real value on employees being good, honest, authentic people... so grateful to have not one but two jobs that are pro mums returning to the workforce, are flexible enough to make that a realistic proposition and, best of all, with super lovely colleagues. Because it’s always about the people, right?
Now, having said all that, I’m still pretty happy that it’s Friday evening 😂

What’s your fave bit about your job? Other than the stationary cupboard, lolly jar and coffee machine 😂 📷 by Alexis from @at.health 🙏🏻😘😘 #inmyactivewear #yogainthepark #newjobs #sheworkshardforthemoney #theupside
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Honesty hour: the last few months I’ve felt less and less at home in my body. I’ve found myself afraid ...
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Honesty hour: the last few months I’ve felt less and less at home in my body. I’ve found myself afraid to wear the things that make me happy and staying pretty isolated as far as getting out and socializing. I’ve found myself spending more time picking it apart, highlighting flaws and less time ... Honesty hour: the last few months I’ve felt less and less at home in my body. I’ve found myself afraid to wear the things that make me happy and staying pretty isolated as far as getting out and socializing. I’ve found myself spending more time picking it apart, highlighting flaws and less time thanking my body for everything it’s allowing me to do. So I guess really this whole post is about me giving my body permission to be what it needs to be and to love it the best way I can while it figures itself out. So in celebration of that, have a pretty ok picture of this new lingerie set we just got in.
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Last year in May I went to Chile to model. I wanted to try something new after working in Mexico for ...
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Last year in May I went to Chile to model. I wanted to try something new after working in Mexico for almost 3 years straight. It was hard to leave.. Mex felt like home and I loved the life over there. Amazing food, warm weather, happy people, lots of friends.. beautiful beaches. List is loooong, ... Last year in May I went to Chile to model. I wanted to try something new after working in Mexico for almost 3 years straight. It was hard to leave.. Mex felt like home and I loved the life over there. Amazing food, warm weather, happy people, lots of friends.. beautiful beaches. List is loooong, but we all know great things don’t come from comfort zones. Right? With a little help from my agency in Sweden I finally booked my ticket to Chile (thank you Louise for pushing me when I need it the most). Everyone loves traveling but modeling is different. You move to a new place to live and work for 3 months or more, alone. Not to mention, you never know beforehand if you will work good or not.. It’s not like a vacation with your best friend in an all inclusive hotel. Model life is the opposite haha..
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I left to Chile and I was gonna stay no more than 2 months. For the first time I was gonna rent a room in a “model apartment” - which is pretty common among models. The apartment is usually very shitty(!!!!!). If you’re lucky you get your own room, but quite often you share with other models. Which is fun but not always great. When I arrived to Chile it was winter so I was freezing my ass off and the apartment barely had hot water and no heat. My room had a heater (that almost start a fire once) but if I wanted to go to the kitchen it was with a winter jacket and gloves. I was living the model life for real in Chile, for the first time.. Now I realized how lucky I’ve had been in Mexico sharing a big apartment with my x boyfriend 👀
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Well, after 2 months in Chile I couldn’t do the model apartment thing any longer and moved to another place. Oh.. also I end up staying 6 months in total, why? Guess why!!! I met a handsome latino (yes the one holding my hand in the picture.) We just celebrated 1 year together here in Bali! As you guys know Im here to model and from now on I’m by myself. Nico just left and we won’t see each other for 2 months or so.. Being so far away from someone you have been so close to for a long time isn’t easy, but it feels okay. Spending some time apart, following our dreams is not a bad thing after all ❤️
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Wherever you go, there you are. I read this tonight and it's a powerful message. You can't escape ...
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Wherever you go, there you are. I read this tonight and it's a powerful message. You can't escape yourself. Which means you have to be happy with yourself, before you can be happy with anyone else OR anywhere else. I feel that travel is bigger than ever before. It's more accessible, ... Wherever you go, there you are.

I read this tonight and it's a powerful message.

You can't escape yourself.

Which means you have to be happy with yourself, before you can be happy with anyone else OR anywhere else.

I feel that travel is bigger than ever before.

It's more accessible, it's cheaper, there are more people doing it.

And for some, it's an escape. They're running away.

Maybe that's you? You seek new places, experiences and people because home feels unfulfilling... but really, fulfilment comes from within.

Have you ever used travel as an escape?

I certainly have... halfway through my university degree I was DONE.
One 3 month European stint later and I realised the problem was within me.

I was lost, doing a degree that felt like it was leading to a job I didn't want (law degree to become a lawyer) and I felt so trapped.

Leaving gave me perspective. I didn't want to drop everything and run anymore.

I returned and finished the degree and now have my dream job (a 9-5 office job I might add) and you can probably guess.... I don't work as a lawyer.

I feel many people use travel to escape, seeking some sort of meaning, seeking answers, trying to understand themselves.

And travel can be life-changing in this way.

But I also think it's important not to constantly use travel as an escape, and rob yourself of a stable life and a community full of love and friendship.

I read so many stories of people getting burn out from travel, missing big events in their loved one's lives, giving up solid friendships and career opportuntities so they can keep travelling.

Your life is your life, so make your choices, but remember that travel won't necessarily fix whatever it is that eats away at you.

It won't fill a hole in your heart - only you can do that.

So give yourself some credit, wherever you are in the world and remember that loving yourself first is the best thing you can do for yourself and your future.

And please share your own stories - did travel help you? Did you return home? Have you kept travelling?

All our journeys are different and we'd love to hear yours 💕

Photo of my beautiful home from @skipwithgrace 💫
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8 weeks ago I was in a RUT!!! Actually, for the first half of this year I was struggling with food and ...
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8 weeks ago I was in a RUT!!! Actually, for the first half of this year I was struggling with food and binge eating. I gained 20+ pounds and felt like CRAP!!! I was stressed out, half assing my workouts and making a ton of excuses. I was not living my best life and I felt really crappy physically and ... 8 weeks ago I was in a RUT!!! Actually, for the first half of this year I was struggling with food and binge eating. I gained 20+ pounds and felt like CRAP!!! I was stressed out, half assing my workouts and making a ton of excuses. I was not living my best life and I felt really crappy physically and mentally!
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No matter WHAT I tried I couldn't get my head straight but finallyyyyy I found my SOUL 8 weeks ago and I actually feel more amazing today than I have in awhile. Working out less, having more food freedom and having 3 full days of rest to do what I want has been the BEST thing for my mind and body. Its been the game changer that I needed to feel strong, confident, in control and truly happy again!!! I feel unstoppable for the first time in a long time. .
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And guess whattttt!!! I'm starting a new round NEXT WEEK cause I love this program so much and I want you to start with me. I'm looking for 5 ladies who want to commit to a balanced diet with one treat day a week, 30 minute workouts 4 days a week, a superfood shake and an awesome support group of ladies who will lift you up. You get all the tools you need to change YOUR life! Its your turn. .
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Drop a 🤩 below or fill out the application in my bio.💓
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I’m a day late I guess for national friendship day? but I'm gonna do a little shout out to my best friend ...
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I’m a day late I guess for national friendship day? but I'm gonna do a little shout out to my best friend anyways:) So @warrioroftruth , we've been to so many beautiful places together, and I can’t wait to explore the rest of the whole wide world with you. I'm more grateful with every new day to ... I’m a day late I guess for national friendship day? but I'm gonna do a little shout out to my best friend anyways:)
So @warrioroftruth , we've been to so many beautiful places together, and I can’t wait to explore the rest of the whole wide world with you. I'm more grateful with every new day to have you as my partner and anchor through everything.
I know this life with me/us the last couple of years almost hasn't been easy in the slightest, but between all the hard times dealing with bills and deadlines and relatives and strutiny and blending our lives and so many crazy emotions, you're always the person I want to go through it all with. You've encouraged me steadily through my grief and you reach me and hold on like no one else does.
Thank you for making me happy, and oh the kids too. Our little band of lost boys:) Watching all their faces light up when they see you and hearing their crazy chorus of giggles when you all play together makes my heart so happy.
They deserve every bit of love and attention from you even if I don't always feel like I do.💋
🤟🏻Love you more.
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|| thank you so for capturing this moment @mrsadriannawebb 💕
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HOLY BROWNIE <span class="emoji emoji1f60d"></span> - As some of you may know @grenadeofficial has launched a new product. This chocolicious ...
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HOLY BROWNIE - As some of you may know @grenadeofficial has launched a new product. This chocolicious brownie bar is the latest addition to the CARB KILLA️FAMILY . Doesn’t it look yum ? So what do i think of it ? How did i find it ? .. here is my HONEST review but first let me make a few things clear. ... HOLY BROWNIE 😍 -
As some of you may know @grenadeofficial has launched a new product. This chocolicious brownie bar is the latest addition to the CARB KILLA®️FAMILY . Doesn’t it look yum ? So what do i think of it ? How did i find it ? .. here is my HONEST review but first let me make a few things clear.
1. Those of you who think i am/might be biased- Yes sure. I love their carb killas and have them on a daily basis so i will always “have their back”. Apart from carb killas (cks), their BCAAs, creatine and energy capsules I don’t use any other Grenade products. So call me biased if it’s going to make you happy BUT I genuinely love the above mentioned products. No hate, just love.
2. I would never promote anything that i personality don’t use/know something about, believe in etc .. just for the sake of promoting. I am very lucky to be one of their ambassadors and I couldn’t be more prouder of that. Being an ambassador has definitely its benefits like - i get a small commission from every single sale that’s made under my name - basically when you use my discount code. However that little commission that i get doesn’t make me living so saying that I promote them too much in order to earn some money is just not right. Wish it was the case 😂. I am still forever grateful for every single one of you who’s ever used my discount code ! THANK YOU !
3. Ask me any questions. I am more than happy to answer you honestly and to the best of my abilities. If I won’t have/know the answer i will tell you that. -
Now let’s go back to this little chocolate beauty. It really reminds me of Sainsbury’s triple choc cookies. (I love them). That choc chips and walnuts in it make it taste delicious ! It’s perfect for those who track their calories because it’s only 220 cals which equals to the calories in peanut nutter carb killa. However .. i found it too sweet ! It would go well with a coffee but on its own it was a bit too much for me. I would still buy it (occasionally) but guess i prefer my fave carb killas. All in all, i am giving it 7/10 (-1 for it being too sweet, -2 for not having a protein power as a first ingredient -in an ingredient list). #teamgrenade forever ✌🏽
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10 days ago threw my back out and could not even move. Couldn’t even walk for 4 days and went through ...
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10 days ago threw my back out and could not even move. Couldn’t even walk for 4 days and went through brand new levels of pain and agony. Was told by family, friends and even my doctor who is one of the best that it would be several weeks maybe even months before I could hit the gym again and be somewhat ... 10 days ago threw my back out and could not even move. Couldn’t even walk for 4 days and went through brand new levels of pain and agony. Was told by family, friends and even my doctor who is one of the best that it would be several weeks maybe even months before I could hit the gym again and be somewhat normal, and that I should do absolutely nothing but take my happy drugs and just “rest”. Well guess what. Something inside of me was telling me not to accept this situation and that I knew better. So I fought it and weeded myself off of the drugs 2 days ago and started back slowly. Im not where I was a few weeks ago when everything was happy and go lucky for me and it hasn’t been easy by any stretch of the imagination but I’m in a far better place now than I was before and I’m on the positive road to recovery,and this folks is why you should always follow your heart and what’s inside of you no matter what. No matter how hard it is. You can hear what other people say obviously but ultimately you got to follow what’s inside of you. Listen to that voice and follow it because ultimately the path to true power, strength and happiness comes from the inside not from other outside factors. 👊🏼❤️💪🏼
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Ecclectic #2018BestNine that well depicts the contrasted past year 🤔. Several goals have been ...
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Ecclectic #2018BestNine that well depicts the contrasted past year 🤔. Several goals have been achieved: i visited a few places, i read a lot, i tried to focus on what i truly loved and to spend more time with friendly, non-toxic people. I have also been lucky enough to meet genuine, inspiring ... Ecclectic #2018BestNine that well depicts the contrasted past year 🤔.
Several goals have been achieved: i visited a few places, i read a lot, i tried to focus on what i truly loved and to spend more time with friendly, non-toxic people. I have also been lucky enough to meet genuine, inspiring individuals who helped see clearer on several plans... Yet, i still have some unfulfilled goals but I guess these are more challenges for 2019 💪🏾💪🏾 !!!
Happy new year everyone 🎉 Thanks a lot for your likes & comments and for the time you gave me in 2018 🙇🏾‍♀️! Wish you all the best for the next 364 days. Remain true to yourselves and don't forget to dream 🙌🏾🌈...
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Look, every once in a while you have to stop and celebrate your incredible babe of a wife. Traditionally husbands do this on the wife’s birthday, but you know me guys, I SHUN tradition!! Which is why I guess it’s so surprising I’m observing one in this case. Using nothing more than my bare hands ... Look, every once in a while you have to stop and celebrate your incredible babe of a wife. Traditionally husbands do this on the wife’s birthday, but you know me guys, I SHUN tradition!! Which is why I guess it’s so surprising I’m observing one in this case.
Using nothing more than my bare hands and a brand new self taught knack of making a cool slide show, I present to you Zoe Foster Blake The First.
She is the smartest funniest person I know, with a heart that would make Pharlap’s heart doctor suddenly yell “shit! Where’s Pharlap’s heart gone??! Oh there it is, I guess I don’t notice it anymore now that I’ve seen Zoe’s heart”.
Also, as previously mentioned, she is an incredible babe and mother and best friend and wife as evidenced by the fact I only had to go back in my phone these last three weeks to find the ammo I needed for the cool slide show. Happy Birthday honey, now let’s get back to the cake x #blakemewithyou
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Thank you, next<span class="emoji emoji1f38a"></span> . . I felt like I'm making a YouTube rewind of my life right now. Expecting 14millions ...
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Thank you, next . . I felt like I'm making a YouTube rewind of my life right now. Expecting 14millions dislikes Idk how to describe 2018. It was cliffs and hills. . Let's start in January, I was able to meet amazing people during international student conference in Bali. Not only it was ... Thank you, next🎊
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I felt like I'm making a YouTube rewind of my life right now. Expecting 14millions dislikes😅 Idk how to describe 2018. It was cliffs and hills.
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Let's start in January, I was able to meet amazing people during international student conference in Bali. Not only it was the participants, but the committee as well. I found friends, family, mentors, and supervisor.
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I finished my pre-thesis (seminar) test in an ok way. I attended my friends' graduation in February. I remember thinking, "I could've been one of them!" But you can never guess how God works.
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I didn't expect I would be granted DAAD scholarship in Germany. It had never come across my mind. Then, I was in Istanbul. You should know that 2 years prior, I wrote that particular city as the top priority in my travel bucket list. Yet, I did it. I went there, alone, by myself. I was amazed at how God works towards my life. Then I met such inspiring and amazing people on the course❤️ Those are a priceless experience.
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I also met (again) with the guy that I innocently thought would be my soulmate. I think I was too naive. Did I regret it? No, it was part of growing up. I did change positively tho, but God knows when it should ended.
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I finished my thesis in the mid of the semester, 1 semester late, then I got internship right away in the field that I love, foreign direct investment, and I am still working on it right now. It was such a blessing! .
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In December, my Granny's house that 23 years in my life without absent is visited each Christmas is finally being sold. I took time reminiscing any memory with my family.
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Went to Bali, planning to spend NYE, but got heartbroken instead, and I'm back in Jakarta. It's fine! Sometimes life needs to throw you down low to bring you up high.
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Upcoming foreseeable events in 2019: official graduation on 2nd March. And thats it. Everything else is unforeseen.
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2019 resolutions: be courageous, be kind, be smart, be diligent, rely on God more, traveling to Vietnam/Bangkok, gym I hope (lose 5kilos)
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NYE jam: Best Part by Daniel Caesar, Thank you Next by Ariana Grande, Till It Hurts by Yellow Claw.

Sorry for the long post. Happy new year!😇
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2018 was beautiful, crazy, overwhelming, frustrating, motivating, exhausting...all the things. This month has been incredibly busy but happy to get in one last song for my subscribers at lauramarie.bandcamp.com before the new year of music begins. The entire lyrics are as follows: ... 2018 was beautiful, crazy, overwhelming, frustrating, motivating, exhausting...all the things. This month has been incredibly busy but happy to get in one last song for my subscribers at lauramarie.bandcamp.com before the new year of music begins. The entire lyrics are as follows:
If we could go back to the beginning
Would you change a thing
Knowing we’d have a different ending
I guess it only matters if and when
Someone could rewind us back to then
The best and worst of us
in equal measure
It’s what we get for putting
all our separate parts together
breaking up our hearts
to make some space
leaving all our pieces out of place
I got nothing for the pain
No, I’m just waiting it out
I got nothing but a prayer
For perfect timing
and love for you now, love for you now
Time and time again,
so much for learning
It’s like we’re meant to
play this on repeat , the tables turning
Funny how we play the way we do
Either hurting me or hurting you
I got nothing for the pain
No, I’m just waiting it out
I got nothing but a prayer
For perfect timing
and love for you now, love for you now
and love for you now, now, now, now ,now
I just wish the rest of us
would hurry, hurry
I just wish the rest of us
would hurry, hurry
Are we still hurting?
I got nothing for the pain
No, I’m just waiting it out
I got nothing but a prayer
For perfect timing
and love for you now #singersongwriter
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I'm here to mess up your theme okay sorry by the time I post this I've been working on this paragraph for 3 days cause I'm just lost for words really but omg I honestly don't know where to start. okay sometime in November was our 1 year friendship anniversary together which surprised me I've ... I'm here to mess up your theme okay sorry 😂👌
by the time I post this I've been working on this paragraph for 3 days cause I'm just lost for words really but omg I honestly don't know where to start.
okay sometime in November was our 1 year friendship anniversary together which surprised me I've known you for this long. I remember when we first meet I'm our grade 7 class ( we have something to thank Mr Anholt for XD) when the teacher made us sit together and I started to talk to you and show you this little messed up drawing I had of a man eating cat yeah 😂 and then I was to shy to talk to you after that so I wrote on a little piece of paper and asked you if you wanted to be my friend and you said yes and that's kind how it all started 😌👌 We fight a lot yes but we always support eachother even when we are mad at eachother and I find the fights we have bring us closer together 💕♡ I also wanted to thank you for being there for me. You have been through tough and sad times with me and happy times and through all of them you've helped me. I remember when kitty had pasted away I was upset because the new kittens were getting more then kitty did and you told me "Well I guess kitty had you" k that made me cry for hours each day and I'm even tearing up now like dammit Kaylee ily idk what other words I can use to explain how much I do. 😭❤️ I don't know what I would do without you cause without you I wouldn't be here rn because of depression but thanks to you I'm fine *^*♡ I'm crying writing this because things like this make me all emotional and shit ;^;. We both get jealous ALOT and that's what best friends do I guess. I don't know if I've ever actually told you this I can't remember but I don't say Ily because it's a habit I say it cause I want to remind you that each day I'll always be here for you now matter what happens 💕 THIS PARAGRAPH HAS BEEN SO SERIOUS MY GOD but just to let you know AGAIN 😂 you are my favorite mkay ♡ ILLLYYYSSSFFFMMM also get better soon okay it's lonely in school without you 💕 ((I WANT TO WRITE MORE)) btw DM me your address and stuff cause I want to mail you something and I'm to lazy to drive over there 😂
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Love Your Main Hoe❤️
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