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@boy_e.black #허그요정_김동현_수고했어 <span class="emoji emoji1f49c"></span>_ _ I'm actually really upset, dissapointed, sad, mad and everything ...
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@boy_e.black #허그요정_김동현_수고했어 _ _ I'm actually really upset, dissapointed, sad, mad and everything but what I can I do, the voted was already like that, it hurts me a lot when I see his face is like that, like he already know its hurts so bad that make me cry and felt really guilt I really want ... @boy_e.black #허그요정_김동현_수고했어 💜_

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I'm actually really upset, dissapointed, sad, mad and everything but what I can I do, the voted was already like that, it hurts me a lot when I see his face is like that, like he already know 😢its hurts so bad that make me cry and felt really guilt 😢 I really want him to be in there
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Honestly said, Donghyun is more than deserved to be in top 9, he deserved to debut with that team so much but people still didnt think like that and choose who they want, its not that I hate that debut team but I just felt sorry to Donghyun who already worked very hard for it, I know that the others worked very hard too but it just Donghyun is really deserved it too 😢😔_
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but yeah, its okay, everything may be happened for a reasons, I'm actually happy too that Donghyun got to be back with his members back 💜 they must be missing him so much -
so after all of this happened, I hope you guys (Bestfriend) will support Boyfriend more than before and love them more than before, dont let our precious leader hard work to be waste, this is what I want to say,
Lets keep supporting our lovelies BOYFRIEND who deserved to be LOVE so much!

BOYFRIEND X BESTFRIEND FOREVER 💜_
@boyfriend_6 @boy_jm_ @boyminwoo_ @boyym_95 @kmboykm
#Donghyun #KimDonghyun #BOYFRIEND #TheUnit #KBSTheUnit #동현 #보이프렌드 #더유닛 #벳트프렌드 #유닛B #Bestfriend #BoyfriendKpop #Bepeus #보프 #Leader #BoyfriendDonghyun
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Today has been a really tough day for me... As some of you might know, my mum passed away due to breast cancer, when I was still very young, and to this day I really envy people who are able to see and speak to their parents every day. Growing up, my dad travelled a lot for work and even now (at 62) he ... Today has been a really tough day for me... As some of you might know, my mum passed away due to breast cancer, when I was still very young, and to this day I really envy people who are able to see and speak to their parents every day.
Growing up, my dad travelled a lot for work and even now (at 62) he still travels about 11 months a year, so I’ve always been used to coming home to no parents.
But as I’m getting older, I really wonder what it would have been like to experience motherly love, and I wonder how much it would have changed me as a person.. Thinking about it hurts me a lot, but I’m the type of person to always smile and be happy, no matter what’s going on on the inside.
Today, I’m particularly weak and question all of my mistakes. Why am I like this? Hmm.
But on the bright side, I have the best big brother in the world who has always been my rock, the most precious person in my life who has never let me down, no matter what kind of trouble I’ve been in, and the kind of person I can talk to anything about! @jame5danie1

I really want my friends and family to know how grateful I am for their support and their love, because I also have a lot of love to give ❤️ Thank you...
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Since you've been gone nothing makes any sense Cause being with you was the thing I did best Now ...
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Since you've been gone nothing makes any sense Cause being with you was the thing I did best Now that it's over what else have I left? Cause i, need you so much I can't lose you I need you to know You might have gone but i'll never let go Cause one day I know that you'll come back home, cause I wont ... Since you've been gone nothing makes any sense
Cause being with you was the thing I did best
Now that it's over what else have I left?
Cause i, need you so much I can't lose you I need you to know
You might have gone but i'll never let go
Cause one day I know that you'll come back home, cause I wont let go
There's a hole in my heart can you fix it?
There's a hole in my heart since you been gone
Is this L.O.V.E?
Somebody tell me what's happening to me
Is this L.I.F.E?
Somebody tell me, just what's happening to me
Since you've been gone
I want you so much that it hurts me to think that we'll be like strangers the next time we meet
Cause I used to have everything that you need
And I need you so
There's a hole in my heart can you fix it?

#nofilter #holeinmyheart #song #beautifullyrics #vermissen #mond #moon #night #nacht #fürimmerinmeinemherzen #imissyou
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Today I said goodbye to my best friend. This wasn't the same goodbye I'd say every other day when I ...
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Today I said goodbye to my best friend. This wasn't the same goodbye I'd say every other day when I leave the house to go somewhere. This goodbye was the last goodbye. Jasper came in to my life when I was only 3. I remember the place we got him from, the first time I saw him, and telling my dad he's the ... Today I said goodbye to my best friend. This wasn't the same goodbye I'd say every other day when I leave the house to go somewhere. This goodbye was the last goodbye. Jasper came in to my life when I was only 3. I remember the place we got him from, the first time I saw him, and telling my dad he's the one I want. I have no other memories from when I was that young. 16 1/2 years Jasper was with me, and it still doesn't feel like I spent enough time with him. He was the smartest, happiest, most loving, and caring dog ever. If I was ever sad, and needed someone, he'd always know. He'd jump in to my bed, lay down next to me, and just be with me. No matter where I'd go, he'd always be with me. If I go to the washroom he'd sit outside the door waiting for me. If I went downstairs to grab food, go back upstairs realize I forgot something and go downstairs again, he'd be right there. Every night Jasper would sleep in my room with me, and always cuddle up to my chest, and fall asleep with me. Last night was no different. He walked right up to me, pushed his head against my hand for some rubs, layed down, and fell asleep. For hours I stayed up just thinking about the time I spent with him, and some of my favorite memories of him. At 8 O'clock this morning, my dad and I took him in. We stayed with him for another hour till he was put down. Petting him, telling him we love him, giving him kisses, and treats, just trying to make that hour go by as slow as possible, to be with him longer. Today I said goodbye to my best friend. He's in a better place, and doesn't have to suffer anymore. Although it hurts me now, I know it was the better choice for both of us. I love you Jasper, you'll always be in my heart, and I'll never forget you. R.I.P. ❤
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 #kriswu #exo #exofanfiction #babydontcry #angst To Love One Perfectly P.1 Angel knew that this ...
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#kriswu #exo #exofanfiction #babydontcry #angst To Love One Perfectly P.1 Angel knew that this was her last night. Softly she kissed Kris for one last time and was about to get up when he caught her wrist, “Where do you think you’re going?” “I’m just going to get some fresh air,” replied Angel, ... #kriswu #exo #exofanfiction #babydontcry #angst
To Love One Perfectly P.1
Angel knew that this was her last night. Softly she kissed Kris for one last time and was about to get up when he caught her wrist, “Where do you think you’re going?” “I’m just going to get some fresh air,” replied Angel, faking a smile. “Do you think I’m that insensitive? Your eyes have tears in them.” ‘He’s always so sensitive to my feelings, I’ll miss him more than I can bear’ and with that Angel cried. “I found out about the curse three days ago. Your smiles were all fake and your eyes are red by the morning -do you know how much it hurts me to see you like that?- so I knew something was wrong. I checked your journal and it was quite self-explanatory. Take my heart, I would rather die now if it means that you’ll live.” “No, I won’t do that, I can’t.” Angel buried her head in his chest, taking in the last of his scent and warmth. ‘Even before death she’s still so kind and selfless…’ Kris thought, rubbing circles in her back.
Angel slipped out of the embrace and sprinted towards the window, however Kris was too fast for her and caught her, bringing her close to his chest. “You think I’ll let go of you this easily?” “Let go of me!” She screamed between sobs, struggling against his grip even though she knew that he was too strong for her. ‘She’s going to such lengths to protect me, I’ll miss her more than I can ever comprehend…’ As gently as he could with her struggling against him, Kris pinned her to the wall. “Baby, don’t cry,” he whispered as he kissed away her tears, “Forget all about me, just pretend it’s all a dream.”
“How could I?! I love you more than life.”
“And I would go to the very depth of hell if you only told me to.”
“Don’t say that!”
Gently, Kris lifted her chin, wiped away her tears, and looking deep into her eyes said, “My Angel, I love you to every place my soul can take me. I love you to the ends of the universe and beyond and yet I can still love you more. Not only do I love you, I need you. I won’t be able to last another day if you died now. You were the Angel that I had waited for my whole life and I am not going to lose you. My heart has always been yours to take.
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I feel like I want to start new with this acc... Also I need Co Owners. Please dm me or comment on this ...
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I feel like I want to start new with this acc... Also I need Co Owners. Please dm me or comment on this picture so we can talk about it if you want to become one.^^ alSO PEtER PAN IS SO COoL IT HURTS!!! I rewatched the movie and it hit me like a train I feel like I want to start new with this acc...
Also I need Co Owners. Please dm me or comment on this picture so we can talk about it if you want to become one.^^ alSO PEtER PAN IS SO COoL IT HURTS!!! I rewatched the movie and it hit me like a train
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As old as she was, she still missed her mommy <span class="emoji emoji1f494"></span>10 years today.. that's 10 years of not hugging and kissing ...
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As old as she was, she still missed her mommy 10 years today.. that's 10 years of not hugging and kissing you or hearing your voice! To me it still feels like yesterday I remember that day like no other in my life. Everyone says it gets better but In all honesty it hurts me more now! The thought that ... As old as she was, she still missed her mommy 💔10 years today.. that's 10 years of not hugging and kissing you or hearing your voice! To me it still feels like yesterday I remember that day like no other in my life. Everyone says it gets better but In all honesty it hurts me more now! The thought that soon I've been without you as long as I got with you. What I would do to have one more day and for you to meet Romaya! The memories we made will last me a lifetime! I lie in your spot in your bedroom every night and think of you! I love you with all my heart Margaret Rose Harper ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ @channonharper @bvaharper
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‪“…those types of choices do not disqualify you from a life with dignity and happiness and safety.” ...
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‪“…those types of choices do not disqualify you from a life with dignity and happiness and safety.” ‬ ‪-Dave Chappelle‬ Dave Chappelle is the truth. I know the truth when I hear it. He was all up in the funky nasty taboo crevices of the truth. The places where it hurts. Kinda like a Funkadelic ... ‪“…those types of choices do not disqualify you from a life with dignity and happiness and safety.” ‬
‪-Dave Chappelle‬

Dave Chappelle is the truth.

I know the truth when I hear it. He was all up in the funky nasty taboo crevices of the truth. The places where it hurts. Kinda like a Funkadelic song. All that brutal honesty and stench only capable of being revealed by one who holds a deep love for humanity and the truth as revealed thru irony and humor. An objective witness.
Shucks.

Despite what the thought Police say, It’s clear that He holds no benign contempt for those whom he jokes about. Which is the brilliance of Dave Chappelle. Much like Richard Pryor. He is able to pierce thru and to the truth with extreme accuracy with erudite honesty and grace that is required of a surgeon who must diagnose and attempt to cure the patient’s sickness with extreme precision.

I would not, nor could not trust him otherwise. If I suspected that he for one millisecond was not a warrior for truth, Justice, equality and SAFETY for everyone. This is what Stanley Crouch speaks of in his sermon entitled “The Majesty of the Blues.” In fact it reminds me of a blues lyric. “Don’t come cryin to me with yo’ head all notty and yo’ nose all snotty, if you don’t already know then you better ask somebody.” #DaveChappelle ‪ #JustSayin #Equanimity #TheBirdRevelation ‬
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Beautiful words... Thank you @wonderwomanisreal <span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span> #repost wit @get_repost ・・・ STOP #CYBER-BULLYING! There ...
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Beautiful words... Thank you @wonderwomanisreal #repost wit @get_repost ・・・ STOP #CYBER-BULLYING! There are plenty of people in the world who are hurting or in need. To see this much energy on people’s account across social media, targeting and hating another individual is Ugly ... Beautiful words... Thank you @wonderwomanisreal 💕 #repost wit @get_repost
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STOP #CYBER-BULLYING!
There are plenty of people in the world who are hurting or in need. To see this much energy on people’s account across social media, targeting and hating another individual is Ugly and down right disgusting! #Stop it!! .
You are not helping anyone with this behavior at all. You aren’t mysteriously or twistedly protecting the public by emotionally flogging another human being!. We need to be better than this!
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And sadly seeing this kind of stone throwing breaks my heart because we should ALL be expecting better than micro-dissecting other human’s lives for their every possible failure. No one is perfect-we are all trying to do the best we can with what are handed in life.
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But to those who have or might act this way in the future I want you to think about this... this disappointing #behavior and witch hunting leads to so much misuse of ones thoughts and heart. Not even to speak of time where you could actually be doing good in the world that much needs it!
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This is exactly why I try to focus every day on what I did to make the #world better that day. Some of my steps are tiny. But at least I know for myself, because I am my #judge of me and no one else should be, that I have my heart and mind always on what is important to my soul and that is a world that is truly as just as possible through a developed as possibly love your fellow man. People matter more than things. In the end what your IG/FB/Twitter/Vero/etc follower or like count are or not, it’s how YOUR actions effected the heart of another human being! A fellow brother or sister on this planet. So Ask yourself this, WAS IT WORTH #HURTING THEM?! because what else are you getting out of it?? I personally I myself hurt deeper when I hurt someone else. For ME #fighting with someone must be sacredly understood that the #attack on me MUST BE greater than my heart can handle in order to hurt the attacker back. Otherwise I don’t engage because I don’t want to hurt someone more than I am willing to let them bother me. It hurts me more knowing I caused another to hurt even if they were hurting me. Next time you⬇️
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Im crying.this year has been so much fun with you guys. I don't wanna leave.. when someone hurts you guys it hurts me too. I love you guys forever and always. I promise. Ill miss all of you but i have to leave i know its hard for some of you guys. Trust me its harder for me. Moving a different state. ... Im crying.this year has been so much fun with you guys. I don't wanna leave.. when someone hurts you guys it hurts me too. I love you guys forever and always. I promise. Ill miss all of you but i have to leave i know its hard for some of you guys. Trust me its harder for me. Moving a different state. Leaving all my friends AND family. I can't believe this guys. I feel like im in a dream. I wanna wake up! But its not a dream.. this is all really happening. Im happy too because its a new start for my family! But ill especially miss jay bug and Dallas and angel. I love all of you guys and will miss you deeply. Peace out. ~lauren~
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I drink so much tea that I realized that I haven’t had wine in weeks. The way my body has reacted to the ...
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I drink so much tea that I realized that I haven’t had wine in weeks. The way my body has reacted to the change is almost a little scary. This is honestly straight from the heart and growing up Muslim I didn’t have a taste of alcohol because it’s haram until my rebellious 20’s. My brothers still ... I drink so much tea that I realized that I haven’t had wine in weeks. The way my body has reacted to the change is almost a little scary. This is honestly straight from the heart and growing up Muslim I didn’t have a taste of alcohol because it’s haram until my rebellious 20’s. My brothers still don’t drink, never have. I don’t want to need something that is hurting me, and doesn’t bring honor to my family. There were so many times that my mama would tell me Madina it hurts me to see you do that. I did it anyway because maybe I was too self absorbed to even for a minute think about how that would affect my mom. I don’t know what any of this means and why I have these feelings but I’m journaling in the gym parking lot and this is what is flowing out of me. Tea, particularly mint tea is such an incredibly huge part of my culture, my identity. I love my frother so much because it has made me have so much fun with the sacred tea process, and in so many ways I feel like I am honoring my mama that I miss so much through this. I love you. ☕️ 🍵 ☕️ 🍵
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A man approached me on the street saying my energy attracted him to me and he told me stories about ...
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A man approached me on the street saying my energy attracted him to me and he told me stories about Nikola Tesla’s studies on energy. I could have snubbed him and walked away but he was brought to me for a reason. If you listen to what the universe is trying to tell you and you trust in that and yourself ... A man approached me on the street saying my energy attracted him to me and he told me stories about Nikola Tesla’s studies on energy. I could have snubbed him and walked away but he was brought to me for a reason. If you listen to what the universe is trying to tell you and you trust in that and yourself you will have all that you need. “When we speak of man, we have a conception of humanity as a whole, and before applying scientific methods to the investigation of his movement we must accept this as a physical fact. But can anyone doubt today that all the millions of individuals and all the innumerable types and characters constitute an entity, a unit? Though free to think and act, we are held together, like the stars in the firmament, with ties inseparable. These ties cannot be seen, but we can feel them. I cut myself in the finger, and it pains me: this finger is a part of me. I see a friend hurt, and it hurts me, too: my friend and I are one. And now I see stricken down an enemy, a lump of matter which, of all the lumps of matter in the universe, I care least for, and it still grieves me. Does this not prove that each of us is only part of a whole?
For ages this idea has been proclaimed in the consummately wise teachings of religion, probably not alone as a means of insuring peace and harmony among men, but as a deeply founded truth. The Buddhist expresses it in one way, the Christian in another, but both say the same: We are all one. Metaphysical proofs are, however, not the only ones which we are able to bring forth in support of this idea. Science, too, recognizes this connectedness of separate individuals, though not quite in the same sense as it admits that the suns, planets, and moons of a constellation are one body, and there can be no doubt that it will be experimentally confirmed in times to come, when our means and methods for investigating psychical and other states and phenomena shall have been brought to great perfection. Still more: this one human being lives on and on. The individual is ephemeral, races and nations come and pass away, but man remains. Therein lies the profound difference between the individual and the whole."
#NikolaTesla
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wow I can’t believe you’re 40 years old! This is the first time I won’t be able to celebrate your special ...
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wow I can’t believe you’re 40 years old! This is the first time I won’t be able to celebrate your special day with you & it hurts me, but I’ll be home soon enough You are an extraordinary woman. You give me something to smile about when I feel like I have nothing to smile for. You make me laugh when ... wow I can’t believe you’re 40 years old! This is the first time I won’t be able to celebrate your special day with you & it hurts me, but I’ll be home soon enough💜 You are an extraordinary woman. You give me something to smile about when I feel like I have nothing to smile for. You make me laugh when all I want to do is cry. You’ve gotten me through so many obstacles in my life from heartbreaks to being expelled my senior year🤦🏼‍♀️ When I start to fall apart, you put me back together. You are my rock. I will always appreciate you for the fights you’ve fought for me & the struggles you overcame on your own being a single mother.. before & after I was born. You have always been supportive & believed in me even when I felt like I couldn’t believe in myself. You are such a good-hearted person & Im extremely grateful to have you as my mother & my only parent. You are such an intelligent, independent, beautiful, courageous woman who taught me that I never had to depend on a man or anyone! Never accept less than you deserve!!!!! I love you so much💓 I cannot express my thoughts well enough to explain everything you are to me... you’re such an inspiration. You give me hope & strength. You have given me more than enough & I never want you’re actions to go unappreciated. Without you I would be stuck... thank you for everything. I love you with all my heart💗 Happy birthday mommy💜
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I don’t 100% love you but you’re mine & I got you<span class="emoji emoji1f339"></span>. I’ve always been a hopeless romantic, both with ...
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I don’t 100% love you but you’re mine & I got you. I’ve always been a hopeless romantic, both with friendships and relationships but, never actually experienced love. The closest I ever got to it burned me like hell & I never wanna do that bullshit again lol. What hurts the most is that I let so ... I don’t 100% love you but you’re mine & I got you🌹. I’ve always been a hopeless romantic, both with friendships and relationships but, never actually experienced love. The closest I ever got to it burned me like hell & I never wanna do that bullshit again lol. What hurts the most is that I let so much disrespect slide, gave chance after chance, letting someone walk all over me because I thought I found my ~fairytale~. If you ain’t trying to incorporate me into every part of your life then I don’t want it. Because I got me. And I’m learning to just love me. It’s taken me so long to stopping searching for “home” in the lips of boys who I think make me feel important, and whisper sweet nothings in my ear in alleys in their car during the night when no ones around. And I’m done searching for home in fake friends who abuse the title to get whatever they can out of me. I’m finally realizing Home is right here. I am Home, I don’t need a roommate who is ashamed of me or my body(cause my revenge body is coming hunty😘)Or who wants to keep me on the side. Or friends who don’t put in the same effort I do. I am more than enough for any man & I will accept the one who knows it from the get-go👊🏽 And my circle is small but they keep my feet planted on the ground when I need it the most. I’ve been through so much that people expect me to stay down, no, I am rising my loves. I’ll be damned before I ever completely give up on myself for anyone besides me. I am here. I am the sun. I am the flowers.🌻 To my friends in my life now, I love you more than any decent poem I could ever possibly write. I love you with all the planets and supernovas in the galaxy, thank you for helping me through this chapter in my life. My smile is finally coming back.🌹 #mycomeup #justyouwait #ilovemyfriends #workinprogress #disneyland #betterdaysarecoming #annualpassholder #sleepingbeauty #castle #rupikaur #youregonnaregretit
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It’s like i’m in a toxic relationship with sadness I hate it but i don’t want it to go away It hurts ...
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It’s like i’m in a toxic relationship with sadness I hate it but i don’t want it to go away It hurts me but i’m used to it I feel like depression keeps me alive (or the other way round) Maybe one day i truly feel happy and enjoy life and maybe i like that more? It’s like i’m in a toxic relationship with sadness
I hate it but i don’t want it to go away
It hurts me but i’m used to it
I feel like depression keeps me alive (or the other way round)
Maybe one day i truly feel happy and enjoy life and maybe i like that more?
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During schooldays people used to call me with names, like sissy, gay, gigi (making fun of my front ...
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During schooldays people used to call me with names, like sissy, gay, gigi (making fun of my front teeth), queer, etc.. Sometimes they make fun of me infront of the class too. Little do they know that it hurts me so much that i come home cries and thinking about killing myself (Luckily i don't ... During schooldays people used to call me with names, like sissy, gay, gigi (making fun of my front teeth), queer, etc.. Sometimes they make fun of me infront of the class too. Little do they know that it hurts me so much that i come home cries and thinking about killing myself (Luckily i don't have much guts to do that 😤..). Because of all of those pain in the past, I develop mental disorders like depression and ptsd. Sometimes I feel down that its hard for me to work. Sometimes I feel deep self hatred and anxiety when people dislikes me. But I find it that the real me is so much greater than my mental disorders, our true nature is much bigger than our pain. Today I want to invite you to be kind with yourself no matter what you feel today. Be present with what is. Approach it with kindness. Be the love that you never get before.
❤ Suha...
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#damai #gratitude #love #selfhealing #selflove #iLoveMe #meditation #bahagia  #spirituality #jakarta #indonesiasehat #healingjakarta #sukacita #bestoftheday #penyembuhan #indohealing #instadaily #grouphealing #trauma #instagood #hening #mindfulness #awareness
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note to myself before anybody else : we are too young right now. my university teacher once told ...
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note to myself before anybody else : we are too young right now. my university teacher once told me, "you are so young. you have so much of life ahead of you. so relax." at first i didn't like what she said. i mean, inside my head i was like "oh if only you knew how much i’ve gone through at such a young ... note to myself before anybody else : we are too young right now.
my university teacher once told me, "you are so young. you have so much of life ahead of you. so relax." at first i didn't like what she said. i mean, inside my head i was like "oh if only you knew how much i’ve gone through at such a young age miss".
but well guess what? that’s selfish of me. so so so selfish. how dare i even think that?
maybe she went through a rougher patch in life. maybe even not. but how can i ever know?

we are so young. we have so much of life ahead of us. it hurts me when we teenagers think of committing suicide just because of a heartbreak.

fine, heart breaks suck the life out of you. but you are young. you are young.
say it until it gets stuck in your head.

you have so much of life ahead of you. and you want to end it now?
what if it gets ten times better? or what if it gets so better that you can't even imagine such a happy future right now.

i would say 18 year olds, but nowadays even 14 year olds are heartbroken. i won't get into mockery. maybe love is reaching people at a younger age right now.
i won't even speak about if the love at such an age is real or not. but i will tell you this.
it’s okay. heartbreak is okay. i have had my heartbroken so many times that i’ve lost count.
yet i am always ready for another adventure. another ride. another heartbreak.
i want pain. i want inspiration. i want a muse. i want a hard life.
so the day i finally do get married to the most precious human in my life, i finally know the wait was worth it.
i won. i deserve this. she’s my trophy. i will always grasp her in my hands and never portray her on the shelves as display.
when my kids will fall asleep on my chest, tears will flow down my cheeks. if i has ended my life, i would’ve never lived to see this.
a family. a life worth building.
so please, if you've reached to the end of this. i urge you.
please don't end your life. or even lose hope in it.
you are young.
you are young.
there is so much of life ahead of you.
there is so much of life inside you.
so don't get life get to you. you are young, but you are strong. you can get through this.
#reminder
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When my mom was diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease it hit me like a ton of bricks. My mom is the kindest most loving woman I know. As a foster kid going from home to home, I craved love and never got it until I met my mother. She and my dad took me in and treated me like I was their own. My mom is my superhero ... When my mom was diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease it hit me like a ton of bricks. My mom is the kindest most loving woman I know. As a foster kid going from home to home, I craved love and never got it until I met my mother. She and my dad took me in and treated me like I was their own. My mom is my superhero and It hurts me to my core that she has something there’s no cure for. However, I’m so grateful she’s able to see all of the great things I’m doing and that she’s proud of me. She’s a fighter and her strength is unchanging. I hope I continue to make her proud and that I make the same type of impact she’s had on me in someone else’s life. Happy Mother’s Day Shirley 😘. Thank you @simplybeusa for allowing me to share my story. Thank you @psitsfashion for being there for me and understanding what I’m going through!
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Part 29. Darshan was driving. Ashna was looking outside. A : I am bored. Kuch bolu apko? D : hmmm...... A : apko pata hei? Ekdin kya hua mein.. JHSISJSYBSHSUSBSUSUSHSUSJDJDISJSBBCJD................................ D : ENOUGH!! ( He breaked the car hardly) Bass karo! Kya hei? Kabse ... Part 29.
Darshan was driving. Ashna was looking outside.
A : I am bored. Kuch bolu apko?
D : hmmm......
A : apko pata hei? Ekdin kya hua mein.. JHSISJSYBSHSUSBSUSUSHSUSJDJDISJSBBCJD................................
D : ENOUGH!! ( He breaked the car hardly)
Bass karo! Kya hei? Kabse bole jareheho ! Bole jareheho! My head is paining GOD. how can u talk so much? Mein tumhari story sunke ke liye yaha betha nehi hu. Now for god sake keep ur finger on ur mouth if u wanna go with me.
A : BT...... D : sshhh! Let me drive.
(Ashna made a puppy face. Darshan started driving. After sometime Darshan again breaked hard)
A : what the hell..... Abhi to mei chup thi! Sooo??
(Darshan went out from the car silently )
A : oyeee! (She also went out)
A : what happened ?
D : this is the place where I have found .... Still my search is going on...
A : what ? What u are searching. I am not getting anything.
D : from here my life has changed. This is the place. ..... Where..... Still I am stuck in that,same moment. (Tears were rolling out through from his eyes. )
A : ohh god.. What happened? Are u alright?
D : that's y I didn't want to come here. It hurts me. Those moments had spent here hurts me. I can't handle this. (Darshan fell in his knees and bursted into tears )
A : DARSHAN!!! (she also sat on his knees , she hold his hand. Suddenly in that moment Darshan hugged Ashna tightly )
A : 😳😳😳 (googled)
(Ashna was totally silent . she was not getting anything that what she should do now. Darshan cried hard .
A : Darshan ! Say! What happened? Or else how I will help u? Stop crying at first. God help me. Kya karu?Darshannnn... Handle urself. (In that moment Darshan realized something and pushed her back. He got into the car without saying anything....
A : what?? What's going on? (She was standing outside like an idiot.)
Darshan tooted the horn twice. Then ashna got into the car.
A : can u say me please what's going on??
D : I don't wanna talk abt this matter. Now plz shut up.
A : I wanna know...... U have to say me.
D : I don't wanna say don't u understand? (he screamed )
A : well. 😑 let's not talk to u .. 😤
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Yesterday, I was discriminated at the DMV. All I need was a damn address change. And it honestly took ...
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Yesterday, I was discriminated at the DMV. All I need was a damn address change. And it honestly took me by surprise. I had not experienced just flat out racism like that in a long time! I took it really personally and I couldn’t get it out of my mind all day. I am embarrassed to say I did not stick ... Yesterday, I was discriminated at the DMV. All I need was a damn address change. And it honestly took me by surprise. I had not experienced just flat out racism like that in a long time! I took it really personally and I couldn’t get it out of my mind all day. I am embarrassed to say I did not stick up for myself like I should’ve and I hate to say it made me cry later at night. I literally couldn’t sleep last night lol. It hurts me that people really feel they can be like that just because they are sitting in a crusty chair in a government office. This morning I had to get my self up, get my makeup on, and remind my self who the fuck I am! ❤️
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I couldn’t find rest last night, I kept waking up over and over like.....<span class="emoji emoji1f612"></span> - - I’ve traveled the ...
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I couldn’t find rest last night, I kept waking up over and over like..... - - I’ve traveled the world over searching for and finding breathtaking adventure and beauty. I love integrating these into my life experience. I love it. - - I’ve also walked through extremely painful and dark ... I couldn’t find rest last night, I kept waking up over and over like.....😒
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So why do these particular ones creep up on me at times?
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Because I refuse to accept them.
What do I think will happen if I just radically accept them? It’s kind of funny to read this in black & white. It seems almost silly to have such intense pushback.
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#radicalacceptance #intention #awareness #meditation #setyourintention #lifecoach #knowthyself #lifejourney #empowerment #SelfReflection #PersonalResponsibility
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I am so lucky, I am so so so lucky, gah! I am so lucky!!!! to have these beautiful humans as my parents. ...
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I am so lucky, I am so so so lucky, gah! I am so lucky!!!! to have these beautiful humans as my parents. If I ever become a parent I want to be like them; so caring, selfless, kind, loving, understanding, supportive, supportive, supportive, supportive! They put up with my mírame no me toques temper, ... I am so lucky, I am so so so lucky, gah! I am so lucky!!!! to have these beautiful humans as my parents. If I ever become a parent I want to be like them; so caring, selfless, kind, loving, understanding, supportive, supportive, supportive, supportive! They put up with my mírame no me toques temper, and always answer when I call at 2am to talk about life even though they work at 5am.
This is from the night they helped me move (again)–moments before a gang of deer tried mugging them for their popcorn (I should’ve kept taking pictures Jaja). When we said goodbye, my dad said “te quiero bien mucho... duele bien feo...” that it hurts him every time his vampiro leaves on his “adventures.” Ay papá, it hurts me every time I leave you too. Los quiero tanto que no se imaginan. Más que las estrellas, que el sol, que la luna, more than words can express. Gracias por siempre, siempre estar a mi lado.
#LoveMyParents #So #Thankful #Puro #Amor #new #theatre #job #WorldTheatreDay
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 #metoo -Have recoiled into my own skin after strange men would touch me -Have blamed my self for ...
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#metoo -Have recoiled into my own skin after strange men would touch me -Have blamed my self for growing my hair, for my developing breasts, for having a vagina -Have stayed indoors with trusted family only to be exploited in the name of toffee -Have felt guilty for violence against my own ... #metoo -Have recoiled into my own skin after strange men would touch me
-Have blamed my self for growing my hair, for my developing breasts, for having a vagina
-Have stayed indoors with trusted family only to be exploited in the name of toffee
-Have felt guilty for violence against my own body
-Have thought it may have been my own fault.
-Have met men that condemned these other men
-Have thought that my space does not have a perpetrator of violence
-Have thought that these men belong to other spaces
-Have thought that they don't contaminate my circle. - #MeToo have friends that spoke my tongue -saw these 'friends' perpetuate violence against my gender in their male privilege
-Have given them the benefit of the doubt because men are naturally supposedly 'assholes'
-Have heard just enough stories from my female friends of ages ago that still hurts them like it hurts me
-Dont know anymore whom or what to trust.

And if you come up with not all men, let me tell you... #justenoughmen -Hadia

#instagram #instadaily #metoo
#nayyirahwaheed #instagood #violence #harrassment #women #rant #word
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My heart is aching, I always wondered what would happen if one of the idols/celebrators of my generation ...
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My heart is aching, I always wondered what would happen if one of the idols/celebrators of my generation were to pass. I didn’t think I had to worry about for a long time but sadly I was wrong.... today we lost an amazing and talented human being. I woke up to the news of Jonghyun having committed ... My heart is aching, I always wondered what would happen if one of the idols/celebrators of my generation were to pass. I didn’t think I had to worry about for a long time but sadly I was wrong.... today we lost an amazing and talented human being. I woke up to the news of Jonghyun having committed suites in his home. What hurts the most is that he felt like he wasn’t good enough, he was battling his own demons and blaming himself for not being happy. It hurts me thinking about how much he must have felt to feel the need to take his own life. It’s a very sad day for a lot of kpop fans. Rest in piece little prince.
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To my beautiful Celina.... thank you. Thank you for teaching me what it’s like to just go for it, thank ...
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To my beautiful Celina.... thank you. Thank you for teaching me what it’s like to just go for it, thank you for inspiring me to take risks and say fuck everyone. Thank you for believing in me when I wasn’t strong enough to do it myself. It hurts me so deeply to have to say goodbye but I know we’ll meet ... To my beautiful Celina.... thank you. Thank you for teaching me what it’s like to just go for it, thank you for inspiring me to take risks and say fuck everyone. Thank you for believing in me when I wasn’t strong enough to do it myself. It hurts me so deeply to have to say goodbye but I know we’ll meet again some day😢 I made a promise to get signed by a dance agency before you come back and I vow to do so & make you proud. Thank you for being my bestfriend for the past 2 years. To my favorite foreign, you will forever hold a special place in my heart and I thank god every day for placing you on my path. Don’t miss me too much, I’ll be cheering you on and shouting I Love You from LA still. 🤞🏻🇩🇰😭💕see you soon baby girl, safe travels! #LAtoDenmark
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It still feels weird that she’s here. When she was little I dreamed of the day that we’d be independent, ...
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It still feels weird that she’s here. When she was little I dreamed of the day that we’d be independent, she’d get the train to visit my flat in London. And this morning I leave her in my bed, leaning on the door frame as I list breakfast options, my keys jangling, I strut out to my meeting. Feels ... It still feels weird that she’s here. When she was little I dreamed of the day that we’d be independent, she’d get the train to visit my flat in London. And this morning I leave her in my bed, leaning on the door frame as I list breakfast options, my keys jangling, I strut out to my meeting. Feels like we’re still playing a game. I’m the big sister.
Except Hedy is already stronger than me in so many ways. She’s never been without her fire. Mum said she was born with her eyes open, her fists out.
But now it’s different; it’s matured into burning passion, and determination. She sits, knees up in her patterned playsuit, her curly black hair in a messy ponytail, round glasses resting on her nose, sketching on my iPad. “Draw me,” I say playfully, knowing she’d roll her eyes at the number one stereotypical question she gets asked, as an artist. But then she sits up. “Stand up straight,” she orders. She works, looks up. “Extend your arm like this.” She looks down, up, down, frowning. She finished, sneering at it. She could do better; it was only done in a minute or two. I turned it around, and saw my sister’s future.
I worry about her. Of course the comments of comparison affect her. Every young fan of mine reaching out to her to get to me, defining her as nothing but a tool, an extension of me. It hurts me, I feel guilty for it. I should say something. But every time I see her talent, I’m not worried.
She‘s fucking magnificent, and her work will speak louder than my words.
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It's been a year since the hardest day of my life. There was never a person that lived a more full life ...
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It's been a year since the hardest day of my life. There was never a person that lived a more full life than my dad. It hurts me knowing all the things in my life that he won't get to be a part of, but I was blessed with 27 years of life with him as the biggest personality you could ever be around and the ... It's been a year since the hardest day of my life. There was never a person that lived a more full life than my dad. It hurts me knowing all the things in my life that he won't get to be a part of, but I was blessed with 27 years of life with him as the biggest personality you could ever be around and the greatest father a kid could ask for. On one hand it seems like it's been forever and on the other it feels like I'm still sitting at the hospital in shock. Fly high Flame. Today I will try not to be sad, but rather celebrate your life!!
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[ᴀᴛsᴜᴋᴏ ᴍᴀᴇᴅᴀ's ᴘᴏsᴛ] ~ Acchan is so Kawaii <span class="emoji emoji1f495"></span> ~ Rant: Look i am literally hurt by these comments ...
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[ᴀᴛsᴜᴋᴏ ᴍᴀᴇᴅᴀ's ᴘᴏsᴛ] ~ Acchan is so Kawaii ~ Rant: Look i am literally hurt by these comments saying i only posted on my accounts because of the post on @akb004802 's page ~ Well that is not true! I l'm posting because i got time now,and i felt like posting! I'm not putting out names,but ... [ᴀᴛsᴜᴋᴏ ᴍᴀᴇᴅᴀ's ᴘᴏsᴛ]
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Acchan is so Kawaii 💕
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Rant: Look i am literally hurt by these comments saying i only posted on my accounts because of the post on @akb004802 's page
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Well that is not true! I l'm posting because i got time now,and i felt like posting! I'm not putting out names,but it hurts me when people assume these things without asking me! ~
So please,all i ask is if something like this happens again,tell me okay?
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Thank you ~
#akb #akb0048 #akb004802 #meadaatsuko #acchan #acchanthe13th #akb004802family #akb004802acchan
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Happy Birthday to a dude that will always be a part of me! It hurts me to not be there with you on your ...
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Happy Birthday to a dude that will always be a part of me! It hurts me to not be there with you on your special day and it feels like life doesn't have a rhyme or reason, but last season just wasn't our season. I promise you though just keep believin! God didn't tell us the day but greatness and his ... Happy Birthday to a dude that will always be a part of me! It hurts me to not be there with you on your special day and it feels like life doesn't have a rhyme or reason, but last season just wasn't our season. I promise you though just keep believin! God didn't tell us the day but greatness and his grace is on the way! Even Big Sean said one man can change the world so I can't wait to see what we can do!! The goal is still the goal nothing changed that not even 1,200 miles!! Since you will always be my favorite DJ I got a couple requests. 1. Enjoy your day and each and every one to come 2. Pour an extra glass of Vueve Clicquot and drink it for me! Happy Birthday bro I love you to death!!!!!! @buckyluciano
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Met this young lady in college. We had mutual friends and when she came around she had nothin but good ...
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Met this young lady in college. We had mutual friends and when she came around she had nothin but good energy. I always would complement her on her style and say these females ain’t got nothin on her when it comes to gettin dressed. She would even have her hair in all different types of style and ... Met this young lady in college. We had mutual friends and when she came around she had nothin but good energy. I always would complement her on her style and say these females ain’t got nothin on her when it comes to gettin dressed. She would even have her hair in all different types of style and i’d be like damn destani you know how to switch it up don’t u. Lol . But I jus wanna give my condolences to her family and friends cause I could only imagine the amazing effect she had on y’all life. This story is so so sad and unfortunate. It’s unexpected. It hurts me and I didn’t even know her like that. Rest In Heaven Destani. Continue to be the angel god wanted you to be. Look over your friends and family. I know they need you more than ever rite now ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💡
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Almost 6 years ago President Obama signed the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals as an Executive ...
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Almost 6 years ago President Obama signed the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals as an Executive Order. This allowed myself amongst hundreds of thousands of other individuals in my situation to come out of the shadows and become integral parts of our society. Fast forward 6 years and ... Almost 6 years ago President Obama signed the Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals as an Executive Order. This allowed myself amongst hundreds of thousands of other individuals in my situation to come out of the shadows and become integral parts of our society. Fast forward 6 years and in October of 2017 I was given the opportunity to join a company that I admired in a role that I thought would take me years to come by. Although I no longer fall under the protection of DACA it hurts me to know that there are others just like me, in the same position that I was, that fear losing something they have worked so hard to obtain. These individuals are not looking for handouts, they're looking for an opportunity to succeed in the only country they know. It goes further than being political, it's about fixing something that has been broken for a long time. #DACA #DefendDACA
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I praise the Lord for I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalm 139:14. But I know, as a human, I cannot ...
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I praise the Lord for I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalm 139:14. But I know, as a human, I cannot avoid from doing wrong. I have my own childhood issues. I do love arguing something with others and I dont want to lose my arguments to others. Though, sometimes, I just want to give a good ... I praise the Lord for I am fearfully and wonderfully made - Psalm 139:14. But I know, as a human, I cannot avoid from doing wrong. I have my own childhood issues. I do love arguing something with others and I dont want to lose my arguments to others.
Though, sometimes, I just want to give a good advice, I always think it is a good will, I just want to help them, but in the end, it just hurting others, and it hurts me as well, thinking that my good will actually not a really good will in their thought.

Its hard for me to change this childhood issues, very hard. But I am willing to try mybest, I know I cannot lean on my own strength, so I need Him. I pray that I can lose my ego, my pride, anger, and all the negativity. And thanks God, He gave me so many things like my family, my church, my community, my friends,so from there I can learn to keep growing with Him, and to be more selfless, to be a better person.

I believe, we all have our own childhood issues or our own negative habits. We need Him, to change us, and we can change things.
I pray that you guys can also lose your ego, your anger, all the negativity, and we can keep growing and glowing in Him and become a better one. ❤
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"Oh hi. So this is gonna be so hard for me. I know i'm going to cry. This is just very very emotional time ...
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"Oh hi. So this is gonna be so hard for me. I know i'm going to cry. This is just very very emotional time for me. This is very serious. These are my emotions i've been dealing with. Yes, me and nick are on a break. We've been fighting a lot lately but last week was really devastating time for me." ~ ... "Oh hi. So this is gonna be so hard for me. I know i'm going to cry. This is just very very emotional time for me. This is very serious. These are my emotions i've been dealing with. Yes, me and nick are on a break. We've been fighting a lot lately but last week was really devastating time for me." ~ Matt 💔 This thing just, broke my heart. I've been here since the beginning, since they film their first video together. It hurts me seeing them fall apart. This is official, they broke up. Fuck they're like my fav couple they're so cute how can you even hate them ryt. Idek what to say, i just want them to delete that 'UPDATE' and 'PLEASE FORGIVE ME" video but it's not that easy. I dont have any idea what's happening and what really happened. But i hope you guys @matthewlush @nickalaws are okay. Stay strong. Love you xx
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Hi I just need to rant for a second. I just feel (way too often) that Im not loveable because of my weight. ...
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Hi I just need to rant for a second. I just feel (way too often) that Im not loveable because of my weight. Now this has always been something that’s been in my head since 6th grade I think and I’m 19 now. I’ve never had a boyfriend and very little dating experience. I know it’s an extremely dumb sounding ... Hi I just need to rant for a second. I just feel (way too often) that Im not loveable because of my weight. Now this has always been something that’s been in my head since 6th grade I think and I’m 19 now. I’ve never had a boyfriend and very little dating experience. I know it’s an extremely dumb sounding thing to say because if someone truly loves you and is worth your time, they are there for you, not your body. And I have this argument constantly in my brain. And I’ll be honest, I struggle with binge eating and with going to the gym and being active. But I constantly blame my weight for me being so lonely and I always feel looked down on by everyone no matter if they’re my friends or if I’m just meeting them. And it hurts me everyday when I think these things and I don’t know how to get rid of those thoughts. Like I just put myself down multiple times a day and have this war going on in my head about if I’m worthy of anyone or anything because of the way my body looks. Which is ridiculous and I 100% know that and am in no way trying to get sympathy or idk compliments? I just want to know if anyone else feels like this or if anyone has tips on how to help that. Because I’m sick of feeling sorry for myself and always trying to wear baggy clothes (lol not in this photo). Also I’m the one wearing the girl power shirt and also check out my main mans @ thewrecks
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Kaira, my baby girl, please don't scare your old man like this. Earlier you swallowed a coin, and ...
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Kaira, my baby girl, please don't scare your old man like this. Earlier you swallowed a coin, and it made me worried sick until it came out when you passed motion and I felt an immense amount of relief. And now you run into a table, I swear I thought you hurt your little nose pretty bad (I panicked ... Kaira, my baby girl, please don't scare your old man like this. Earlier you swallowed a coin, and it made me worried sick until it came out when you passed motion and I felt an immense amount of relief. And now you run into a table, I swear I thought you hurt your little nose pretty bad (I panicked but thanks to my friend @hausofhilton for calming me down). Of course, it hurts me so bad to see my little baby girl get hurt. I swear I was holding in tears but she could flash a smile. You strong, strong girl. Please please please please stop scaring me 😥
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I am 100% crazy about this new Virginie Despentes novel translated by @emkateram and I have an extra ...
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I am 100% crazy about this new Virginie Despentes novel translated by @emkateram and I have an extra galley that I want to mail to some rad stranger! Just comment and tell me about the first celebrity you remember wanting to be like, and I will choose a recipient by a super fair secret process! ... I am 100% crazy about this new Virginie Despentes novel translated by @emkateram and I have an extra galley that I want to mail to some rad stranger! Just comment and tell me about the first celebrity you remember wanting to be like, and I will choose a recipient by a super fair secret process! Thanks to @feministpress for the book 💥 #virginiedespentes #feministpress
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"PRETTY THINGS is the type of rare, enticing book you devour in a fever. Effortlessly cool and slyly spiky, Virginie Despentes probes the dynamics of fame, beauty, and female competition, putting her finger on the pulse of what it's like to wear the daily drag of femininity--and then pressing down, slowly and calmly, right where it hurts." -Me
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You think its funny to play with a girl's heart...news flash it hurts. Not like you would know that ...
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You think its funny to play with a girl's heart...news flash it hurts. Not like you would know that tho. You seen that I was naive and took advantage of that...made me fall just to let me hit rock bottom. Your one messed up person...i hope your happy while im over here, headphones I, trying my hardest ... You think its funny to play with a girl's heart...news flash it hurts. Not like you would know that tho. You seen that I was naive and took advantage of that...made me fall just to let me hit rock bottom. Your one messed up person...i hope your happy while im over here, headphones I, trying my hardest not to let it show, trying not to let the tears role down my face. Cant let u see me hurt. 💔💔 Of all people I never thought it would be you that caused me to go back into depression...
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<span class="emoji emoji1f1fa1f1f8"></span> If you had to pick, what is your favorite and least favorite thing about @instagram ? <span class="emoji emoji1f53b"></span> My favorite ...
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If you had to pick, what is your favorite and least favorite thing about @instagram ? My favorite thing about Instagram is the opportunity to connect with so many wonderful people that I would have never been able to connect with and that I consider my dear friends now My least favorite ... 🇺🇸 If you had to pick, what is your favorite and least favorite thing about @instagram ?
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My favorite thing about Instagram is the opportunity to connect with so many wonderful people that I would have never been able to connect with and that I consider my dear friends now ❤️
🔻 My least favorite thing is the fact that sometimes it is, sadly, an empowering tool for people who have no filter and talk to you as if it is OK to have an opinion about anything and everything just because you share part of your life here. And they chose terribly cruel words to do so.
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I must confess this rarely happens to me, but it hurts me equally when it happens to a friend of mine. I have read comments like: “you are disgusting” towards a mom posting a pic of her post-partum body or “that is not really giving birth” towards a c-section mama (most ignorant award goes to...
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Lo que más me gusta de Instagram es la oportunidad de conectar con tanta gente maravillosa con la que nunca habría podido conectar y que ahora considero mis queridas amigas ❤️
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Lo que menos me gusta es el hecho de que a veces es, lamentablemente, una herramienta de empoderamiento para las personas que no tienen filtro y hablan contigo como si estuviera bien tener una opinión sobre cualquier cosa solo porque compartes parte de tu vida aquí . Y eligen palabras terriblemente crueles para hacerlo.
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Debo confesar que esto rara vez me sucede a mí, pero me duele igualmente cuando le sucede a una amiga mía. He leído comentarios como: "eres repugnante" hacia una madre que publica una foto de su cuerpo posparto o "realmente eso no es dar a luz" hacia una mama que tuvo su bebé por cesárea (el premio a la persona más ignorante es para ...)
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Recuerden siempre que hay una PERSONA detrás de esas imágenes: una amiga, una hermana, una madre, un SER HUMANO.
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• I can't stand to see other people in pain, or hurt. Whenever I see someone like that it hurts me so ...
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• I can't stand to see other people in pain, or hurt. Whenever I see someone like that it hurts me so much. I always have to help others and make sure they can get better. But that's the thing isn't it? To me, it's not okay for others to hurt but it is okay for me to hurt, and hurt myself.
I can't stand to see other people in pain, or hurt. Whenever I see someone like that it hurts me so much. I always have to help others and make sure they can get better. But that's the thing isn't it? To me, it's not okay for others to hurt but it is okay for me to hurt, and hurt myself.
Verse 1: They say that love is blind Must be true because you pay no mind To me as the days go by Ooh ...
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Verse 1: They say that love is blind Must be true because you pay no mind To me as the days go by Ooh I’m waiting for this love to grow And I keep Waiting and it hurts me so Due to the fact that you just don’t know about us Pre Hook: Well this fantasy is too real to me And I realize that it’s just ... Verse 1:
They say that love is blind
Must be true because you pay no mind
To me as the days go by
Ooh I’m waiting for this love to grow
And I keep Waiting and it hurts me so
Due to the fact that you just don’t know about us

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Well this fantasy is too real to me
And I realize that it’s just a dream,
But when you’re next to me I lose reality
And start believing what I’m dreaming

Hook:
So wake me up before the clock strike (wake up)
Wake me up before the sunrise ( ooooh wake up )
Wake me up out of this dream of us , that I can’t touch ( I always )
But I always seem to keep a hold on
I fear that you would set me free ( Free )
Then i’d face this cold reality
That there was never a you and me ( you and me )
So I am asking you to wake me up ….Please

Post Hook : Mmmm, Mmmmm Why cant I just wake up , Wake up

Verse 2:
Crazy how you got me in a trance like this
I know the flavor of your lips , but yet we haven’t kissed we haven’t
So why the hell am I craving some more
You’re genuwine with every touch
But then again well we don’t touch too much
I mean well not at all because this love ain’t love
Won’t somebody please someone just wake me up

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WAKE UP , I’d rather stay asleep I know I gotta
WAKE UP, To end this fantasy I’m trying hard to
STAY UP , I know I’m in too deep that’s why I gotta
WAKE UP
WAKE UP , I’d rather stay asleep I know I gotta
WAKE UP, To end this fantasy I’m trying hard to
STAY UP , I know I’m in too deep that’s why I gotta
WAKE UP
#wakeup #blackdenim #deandre
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“Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind.” * * As someone who struggles ...
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“Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind.” * * As someone who struggles with depression and anxiety, and has been affected by friends and family who have lost their battles against its dark forces, Kate Spade’s death hit me pretty hard today. Please take the ... “Everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind.”
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As someone who struggles with depression and anxiety, and has been affected by friends and family who have lost their battles against its dark forces, Kate Spade’s death hit me pretty hard today. Please take the time to be kind to one another. It does not matter what a person’s life seems like on the outside, you never know what a person is going through on the inside. Reach out to others and make them feel connected and valuable. Depression is not a logical disease. Telling us we have nothing to be depressed about doesn’t make things better (it actually makes things worse, in my opinion, because then I feel more guilt and shame for feeling the way I feel for “no reason”). I’ve told my family that depression feels like a battle between the two halves of my brain—the logical side often points out how I have everything I need to be happy, but the depression side is a smothering beast that is SO hard to fight back against. It hurts me to know that so many lose the strength to fight back against that demon. #ripkatespade #suicideprevention #suicideawareness #semicolontattoo #semicolonproject
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 #littlethings #subtlestuff #aviation For as long as i can remember. I am a flyer, in every possible ...
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#littlethings #subtlestuff #aviation For as long as i can remember. I am a flyer, in every possible meaning. I love the sky, the limit of beauty, the nature of facts and the softness as we crawling through the cloud. How lovely and how amzing this world would be viewing it up from the air, the ... #littlethings #subtlestuff #aviation

For as long as i can remember. I am a flyer, in every possible meaning. I love the sky, the limit of beauty, the nature of facts and the softness as we crawling through the cloud. How lovely and how amzing this world would be viewing it up from the air, the subtle yet agonizable feeling of peace and quiet.
Submerging myself into whatever that is to make me the flyer that i desired to become. Flying high. Flying free. Away from all the problems of the world as they say, but flying granted me a perspective, to see things in a different manners. We are, no matter the race, colors, sexual orientation, we are equal as the tiny specs of sand as mother nature given us. Should i see myself in the mirror like that
For years and years goes on and i have my goal pointed at the xact location in my head. I WILL FLY. Flying is more than just being a aviation bus driver, it is about the pride that i have for myself. Being able to The training i took and the displicinary phase that i take to beat yourself up in the journey.
Bon voyage. As it begin to lift off, lifting the nose of the runway, reaching a dream world and falling “up” in love with the boundless reality of the sky. That i who i always want to become. “Heading North East at 2:00 altitude 30000feet” , “Good morning ladies and gents, great to be seeing your faces at 30000 feet in the air today”.... The sentence that every flying dreamer lives to say. Echo. Bravo… going 350 NW

But, this is not about that, in the face of reality. Some dreams must step aside, having it aside as a motivation to keep on training, to be harsh on myself for every single reason. As you may have heard “Falling in love is easy, falling out of love is hard” - true for relationship, true for most of things. Chasing dream aint never gonna be easy, and if it is easy, then the reward at the end of the rainbow is not gon’ be fulfilling. I love you, i love the sky, i love everything about being free and spreading on the cheerfulness. But, well then, it hurts me hard but, letting go is my only option.
CREW!! See you on the air!
#needtotalktosomeone
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a joke When you say it’s a joke it couldn’t be closer to reality, See, when it’s a joke it takes a ...
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a joke When you say it’s a joke it couldn’t be closer to reality, See, when it’s a joke it takes a certain truth and starts to make fun of it when it’s a joke it mocks the truth in an attempt to cover it You say hurtful things and joke about them And it hurts me more than having it said as a truth ... a joke

When you say it’s a joke it couldn’t be closer to reality,
See, when it’s a joke it takes a certain truth and starts to make fun of it
when it’s a joke it mocks the truth in an attempt to cover it
You say hurtful things and joke about them
And it hurts me more than having it said as a truth without covering them.
Because when you say it like you mean it then add the word joke to it, it stings.
But when you say it soft and empathetically, it softens the blow.
That’s the thing about jokes though:
they’re meant as a cushion thrown under you before you hit the ground
when in fact they’re a plaster put on an open wound created by doubts.
But I’m not blaming you. How could I when all you ever spoke was words of truth.
No, I’m not blaming you. Even though it hurt when you said it so aloof.
Because me and you both know that
it was “just” a joke.
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No matching caption again. Alert! This post may have some negativity happening here but I really need this. I'm not as the way you guys think I am. I scare to share it out cause I scare to be left out or being judged. Im not positive person and I can't be open to anyone cause I wanna be the way people ... No matching caption again. Alert! This post may have some negativity happening here but I really need this. I'm not as the way you guys think I am. I scare to share it out cause I scare to be left out or being judged. Im not positive person and I can't be open to anyone cause I wanna be the way people think I'm. I try to be nice to everyone but sometime it hurts me real bad. When my true self just went out a while, people hate it or it freaks people out. I'm sick of me for being like this now. I don't want to admit but the thing is getting worse Everyday. I got anxiety and I keep overthinking and thinking everything which I can't help but it keeps stuck in my head. A little word you said, it stuck in my head constantly. I can't get rid of it. To be honest, writing this actually not helpful at all but I just wanna tell people out there who may have same issue as me so we can work this out together.
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Today started with some tears. A sweet friend sent me a text telling me she was thinking of me. Today ...
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Today started with some tears. A sweet friend sent me a text telling me she was thinking of me. Today it has been 7 years since my beautiful Mama went to heaven. I was crying when I woke the kids up and Mikey overheard me tell Jake that it was today. He disappeared for a moment and all three kiddos ... Today started with some tears. A sweet friend sent me a text telling me she was thinking of me. Today it has been 7 years since my beautiful Mama went to heaven. I was crying when I woke the kids up and Mikey overheard me tell Jake that it was today. He disappeared for a moment and all three kiddos came downstairs and we all shared a few tears and a big snuggle while we remembered my Mommy and their Nana. I can’t believe it’s been this long. It hurts just like the day I woke up to her being gone. I miss you everyday, mama.
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To the girls who let him go, Thank you so much. Thank you for walking out of his life, for leaving him. ...
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To the girls who let him go, Thank you so much. Thank you for walking out of his life, for leaving him. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him, do things that would make him happy, to really keep him. Thank you for hurting him. If not, he wouldn’t have learned something valuable. I will ... To the girls who let him go, Thank you so much. Thank you for walking out of his life, for leaving him. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him, do things that would make him happy, to really keep him. Thank you for hurting him. If not, he wouldn’t have learned something valuable. I will try my best to never cause him pain, for it hurts me to see him hurt. I will do all the things you failed to do for him like be there for him when he feels so alone, prioritize him and not make him feel like he is just an option. Give him time and affection even when he is not asking for it. I will take care of the man you failed to appreciate. I will love the man you took for granted. I will do anything to keep him. I will love him for all that he is, and will support him in anything that he wants to be. I will be the partner you failed to become for him. I will be the woman who will never make the same mistake that you did. I will never let him go. @edward_g96
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Okay so today is his birthday and im like trying so hard not to cry rn cuz like hes gone and i grew up watching ...
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Okay so today is his birthday and im like trying so hard not to cry rn cuz like hes gone and i grew up watching the furious franchize and it hurts me my favorite actor is not their anymore. Paul walker like i swear hes not replacable i have never seen another person be as good as paul walker his smile ... Okay so today is his birthday and im like trying so hard not to cry rn cuz like hes gone and i grew up watching the furious franchize and it hurts me my favorite actor is not their anymore. Paul walker like i swear hes not replacable i have never seen another person be as good as paul walker his smile his eyes his personality..he has always been like an inspiration to me he helped so many people in the world and he donates a bunch of money for the poor why i keep asking myself why him he didnt deserve to die he deserves to be alive be happg with his family his adoring fans but the world is not like that their is a time where u just have to say goodbye and Atleats he died smiling...RACE.IN.PEACE Paul💖💖
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• To the loveliest and cutest of all, our beloved maknae, oh sehun. I want to thank you for always ...
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• To the loveliest and cutest of all, our beloved maknae, oh sehun. I want to thank you for always brighting up my day, wether if it's with your cuteness, your warm smile or your stupidity, you never fail to make me smile. You're such a good boy, and seeing you grow up, makes me so damn proud. Even ... • To the loveliest and cutest of all, our beloved maknae, oh sehun.
I want to thank you for always brighting up my day, wether if it's with your cuteness, your warm smile or your stupidity, you never fail to make me smile.
You're such a good boy, and seeing you grow up, makes me so damn proud.
Even tho, you don't get enough parts, and sometimes you're just a shadow in the background, you still shine.
There's something so special about you, something so pure.
It hurts me inside that some people just don't see it, it's their lose tho, cause people that do see it, enjoy you, your existence.
You are so important to us and the members.
Who would say those cute things like "the members we're born to be loved?" And cry when they fight?
You're so precious.
You do, too, deserve all the love that this world has to offer.
Your adorable lisp is one of my fav things in the world.
You truly are amazing, and you grow up to be even more and more breathtaking every year.
I really want to see you grow up to be happy and healthy and all the great things in the world.
So again, I want to wish you a happy birthday, and apologise for being too busy and late to upload this post, and obviously for this drawing TT I'm so busy lately I bearly use my phone.. Anyways, HAPPY SEHUN DAY! MAY YOUR DAY BE AS YEHET AS EVER! -kkaebsongs away- • HAPPY SEHUN DAY - 12.4 -
#엑소 #오세훈 #세훈 #ohsehun #sehun #sehunnie #hunnie #yehet #ohorat #cute #happysehunday #babyoh #happy21stbirthday #happyhunnieday #yehetday #birthday #exo #exok #exol #drawing #fingerdrawing #fanart •
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What was supposed to be the best night for so many people turned into the worst so quickly. I am so thankful ...
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What was supposed to be the best night for so many people turned into the worst so quickly. I am so thankful that not only me, but the ones I love got out quickly and safely. But I'm completely broken thinking about the people who lost their lives and the families affected. How someone could target ... What was supposed to be the best night for so many people turned into the worst so quickly. I am so thankful that not only me, but the ones I love got out quickly and safely. But I'm completely broken thinking about the people who lost their lives and the families affected. How someone could target children is beyond me makes me feel sick and the fact that people went to the concert and never came back breaks my heart. I can't get it around my head that it actually happened and that I was there. But it's real, it's 2017 and it's happening. We need to stand together against all the hate and spread love.
And Ari, I can't even imagine what she's going through and having your name linked to a terrorist attack would mess you up. She looks so broken and it hurts me to see her like that. I know that she's blaming herself by I really hope she realises it's not her fault.

I love you all so much and I am so thankful to have everyone in my life. Sometimes it takes something like this to realise what you've got 💙

Praying for Manchester now and forever x
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This jealousy is killing me. knowing you talk with this other person more than you usually talk with ...
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This jealousy is killing me. knowing you talk with this other person more than you usually talk with me, makes me feel so bad. Because i used to be the one you talked to daily, made you smile, made your day according to your words. I used to mean so much to you, now,i just don't. It seems like you ... This jealousy is killing me. knowing you talk with this other person more than you usually talk with me, makes me feel so bad. Because i used to be the one you talked to daily, made you smile, made your day according to your words.
I used to mean so much to you, now,i just don't.

It seems like you found someone else, someone better than me. Someone that you probably love a lot more than you love me, than you used to.

You found the things that you love, about her.
You have the things only the two of you know of, i used to be the one you tell everything to, now you don't even talk to me first anymore, i need to start a coversation and then you are starting to talk to me again.

Our coversations used to be one of the best moments of my day, they used to make me so happy.

We said we will make it through anything but now we are slowly difting apart. You can't see it, but i do. And it hurts me so much.

You bring me so much happiness, i wish i could do the same to you.

I don't want to lose someone like you.
-h.c
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#writing #words #text #textpost #writer #poetry #poetsofinstagram #poem #writersofinstagram #words #hope #happy #thoughts #real #important #feelings #jealousy #love #life #her #lose
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I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what ...
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I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what is happening rn. I'm gonna write it down here so all of you who care for my little man get to know. His illness has changed drastically the last time and I don't recognize he horse I had before. He is ... I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what is happening rn.
I'm gonna write it down here so all of you who care for my little man get to know. His illness has changed drastically the last time and I don't recognize he horse I had before. He is loosing the grip more and more and his anger comes so fast. He hurt kids if I allow them near him now, it's not a maybe anymore. They can't walk pass us without him loosing it and running towards them to attach. He has always had an issue with kids, but not the issue is getting dangerous and not ok. I would still not let go of him of just that, but the fact that he kick after me both in the paddock and while grooming him is also new and not ok. I used to sit on the ground and cuddle him, but that is just too dangerous now. He is like a 1 year old stallion. Always walking with the tail up and neck in spot ready to attach. It hurts me to see this and it came so fast, but I can't let this just pass us by. After weeks of crying and talking to everyone who knew and know him alive made up my mind. This summer is his last. I hope I can make myself do it at the end of the month, but this is extremely hard for me so I might set the date to when I'm home from vacation. Anyway.
This fairytale is over and he will for sure bring a huge part of me heart with him to the grave. And I will never stop loving him. I will promise him flowers so that I can come there every week to care for his grave. Only the flowers he lives the most❤️
This might be be the last post here for a while or maybe for forever. It's been a beautiful and funny journey to share with you all, but as a owner we have to see when the end has to be as well. This is our end no matter how bad it hurts.
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A statement from @jakeluhrsabr regarding the death of Kyle from We Came As Romans: You may have ...
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A statement from @jakeluhrsabr regarding the death of Kyle from We Came As Romans: You may have wondered why you’ve seen nothing from me or the team at HeartSupport regarding the death of Kyle Pavone. To be honest, when I got the news I texted our team and put out a standing order that no one ... A statement from @jakeluhrsabr regarding the death of Kyle from We Came As Romans:

You may have wondered why you’ve seen nothing from me or the team at HeartSupport regarding the death of Kyle Pavone. To be honest, when I got the news I texted our team and put out a standing order that no one was to comment on his death. That may sound harsh, but here’s what me and the rest of the team needed: A time to grieve.

I’ve shared multiple tours and festivals with the guys from @wecameasromans and they’re personal friends. So when I got the devastating news of Kyle’s death, I didn’t want to throw out platitudes on social media. I wanted to reflect and honor my friends in WCAR and Kyle’s family by reaching out personally. Team members at HeartSupport who had relationships with band members did the same—reaching out quietly and mourning with the band.

After every celebrity death, there’s an outpouring on social media. I believe most people are sincere in sharing their thoughts and memories, but some also do it for less than honorable reasons. Social media—after all—is often about highlighting what’s happening in our lives, thus shifting the focus towards us and less on the deceased. The day Kyle died I got on my motorcycle and rode after I got off the phone with @andyglassjaw. I needed time away from my phone and other people to reflect.

We don’t do enough of that today. Instead, we can numb what we’re feeling rather than exploring it by making a post. This isn’t a slight against anyone who made posts, but more an explanation as to why you heard nothing from me or our team until now.

What you need to know is that this hit close to home. It hurts. And like my faith informs, I took some time to “mourn with those who mourn” (Romans 12:15). But I also have my own memories of Kyle that I’ll treasure. And I hope you have yours too. Whether it’s lyrics that spoke to your soul or a picture you snapped with him, I hope you keep his memory alive. #neverforget #wecameasromans #kylepavone
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•(First picture, me in the derelict building we moved into, 2nd picture, a completed Drummer Boy Studio)• The general idea is that a young black man couldn’t do something like this. But I did. It hurts my heart when I’m trying to do real things ‘business’ in this world and people don’t take me ... •(First picture, me in the derelict building we moved into, 2nd picture, a completed Drummer Boy Studio)• The general idea is that a young black man couldn’t do something like this. But I did. It hurts my heart when I’m trying to do real things ‘business’ in this world and people don’t take me seriously or push the real concerns I’m expressing to the side, or question my ability to pull it off, like if everyone just dropped the skepticism and joke like behaviour and just supported me, we could change so much... however, it hurts me even more when I speak to my own people and the level of support ain’t there or people don’t actually understand the reality that we are not genuinely included in a lot of how our country is being shaped as much as it may look diverse and look like we are, we ain’t. If I got £1,000,000 tomorrow for my business, we have not ‘won’, and we have not made it, we win when everyone is up first mentally and then financially. But on a generally level and from my life experiences, we are so divided in our selfishly masked unity that to even think of how we will fix this is physically and mentally draining for me. This is not only a conversation for government, it’s a conversation for us to have amongst ourselves. It does not matter if they believe in me if you don’t. Because I will end up fighting for a people and an idea that bring forth no sociable or commercial growth (both mentally and financially), the question is, do you believe in me? Do you believe that together we can do even greater things than this?
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I want to take a moment to acknowledge all my brown friends, we are SO WORTHY OF HUMANITY. --------------------------------------------------------------- It ...
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I want to take a moment to acknowledge all my brown friends, we are SO WORTHY OF HUMANITY. --------------------------------------------------------------- It is really hard for people to understand the trauma and the pain that brown people endure regularly a result of a society that ... I want to take a moment to acknowledge all my brown friends, we are SO WORTHY OF HUMANITY.
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It is really hard for people to understand the trauma and the pain that brown people endure regularly a result of a society that deems us disposable. All around us in messages from media, TV and people in our lives we are constantly being told that we are not enough. We are constantly being told that our lives don't matter. We are seeing ourselves killed.

I don't watch videos or footage of people being murdered but it is all around. We as a society have become desensitized...Like when did it become okay to post a human being losing their life on Facebook.
And even as someone who tries to avoid these images, it is almost unavoidable. People really be concious of the trauma and mental effects this footage and news can have on people. Every time an innocent brown man or woman loses their life as a direct result of the biases that exist in our society, it hurts me. It it hurts to see the conversations being had in the spaces around me where people only continue to perpetuate hateful thoughts and justify the killing of a person. A person who looks like me. A person who could be my son or daughter. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
These are not just buzz words and news article titles these are the actual lives of people and it hurts so much. I have mornings I just cry in my car listening to this s***. And even though I try to have constructive conversations I to often am constantly reminded that the person I'm speaking with doesn't see me as a human being.
So I just want to tell you all take care of yourselves don't expose yourself to this if you can avoid it. Talk to someone. Cry it out. It is okay to feel pain. It is okay to be sad, because this shit is trash.
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Some days are totally normal. We hear Grandad has had a good day.. he’s slept better. We see them and ...
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Some days are totally normal. We hear Grandad has had a good day.. he’s slept better. We see them and he’s sharp and witty.. he’s with us. For a moment we breath, get on with normal things.. do some work, take Frank out for the day... And then it flips. He’s had a terrible night.. he doesn’t know ... Some days are totally normal. We hear Grandad has had a good day.. he’s slept better. We see them and he’s sharp and witty.. he’s with us. For a moment we breath, get on with normal things.. do some work, take Frank out for the day... And then it flips. He’s had a terrible night.. he doesn’t know who Pete’s Mum is.. he wants to go home, he says he has two lives, he thinks there’s children in the house, he’s telling her to feed them, he’s getting his coat on to leave and she’s calling and crying asking what should she do? What should she say? She’s exhausted.. she’s not sleeping.. she says she’s cracking up.. and she’s just so, so sad.. she says she feels like she’s lost him.
It hurts me to say this but we’re losing Pete’s Dad right in front of our eyes.. and it’s fast and it is torture for everyone.
Outside support so far has been horrendously bad and although we are trying our hardest to be there as much as we can.. there is still so much time that Pete’s Mum is having to struggle alone with pretty much zero sleep and constant torment having to watch the man she loves slowly disappear.
Trying to keep up with our work right now is a struggle.. physically (as in getting time) and emotionally (being able to put the emotions aside and concentrate).. and seeing friends feels the same. We are in something that yo-yos from ok to very bleak, often daily and we’re literally having to simply go with it.. but what we do know is that it’s never really going to be ok and it is simply going to get worse..
So if we’re slower to reply and seem distant or sometimes swing and seem pretty chirpy on here.. this is why. Sometimes we’re good and sometimes we’re really not.. but as a family.. Pete, Frank and I.. we are holding on to each other so tightly and blimey.. all I can say is thank goodness for Frank..
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#dementia
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Today I saw a lot of hypocrisy - it excites me to see the unification of humans to celebrate our beautiful ...
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Today I saw a lot of hypocrisy - it excites me to see the unification of humans to celebrate our beautiful Earth, but after the celebration is over and then seeing these same people proceed to continue to live a life that does not promote the sustainability of the thing we just celebrated - it ... Today I saw a lot of hypocrisy - it excites me to see the unification of humans to celebrate our beautiful Earth, but after the celebration is over and then seeing these same people proceed to continue to live a life that does not promote the sustainability of the thing we just celebrated - it hurts me quite a bit to watch. I am not saying I am not guilty of this, but things like this actually inspire me to change the way I live my life so that those who walk the Earth after I’m gone will receive the same (if not a better) experience that I have had on this incredible planet. If we could live the way we made ourselves sound in our Instagram comments today I think our planet would be in great shape, but the reality is we do not. Let’s change this and learn to be a little less selfish and give back to the thing that has provided everyhting we know. #happyearthday
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I have always been fascinated with the planet Neptune as well as Dolphins and Mermaids. It is due ...
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I have always been fascinated with the planet Neptune as well as Dolphins and Mermaids. It is due to my 7th house descendent being in the sign of Pisces. Neptune is the ruler of Pisces and the 12th house of the subconscious/unconscious/behind the scenes. They say when someone has a Stellium ... I have always been fascinated with the planet Neptune as well as Dolphins and Mermaids. It is due to my 7th house descendent being in the sign of Pisces. Neptune is the ruler of Pisces and the 12th house of the subconscious/unconscious/behind the scenes. They say when someone has a Stellium in Virgo and a Virgo ascendant at a certain degree, like I do, they take on a bit of their descendent’s traits, and that couldn’t ring more true. I feel deeply, have been an empath since I was a child, and never liked violence, in fact I always shied away from those types of videos because it hurts me so deeply to watch them that it takes me days to recover. The oceans and lakes are so multi-faceted. We get to see the waves and motion, yet we never know what truly lies underneath deep down below. Life lives above sea level as well as below it. We can’t breathe under water and much of marine life cannot breathe above water. It’s all the intricate workings of this beautiful planet we reside on. Much of the same can be said of the inner workings of the mind. All is interconnected. Take time to be grateful for this truly magical life and don’t take a moment for granted. 🔱🧜🏼‍♀️♓️ #lasirena #mermaid #neptune #astrologersofinstagram #empath #lakegeorge #boatlife #lakegeorgeshenanigans #astromaji #madamekawekib
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 #HappyBirthdayUncle William We had no idea that last year would be our last time celebrating his ...
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#HappyBirthdayUncle William We had no idea that last year would be our last time celebrating his birthday. I can't believe Uncle William is really gone. It's like a bad dream we can't wake up from. Just because you see me smiling doesn't mean I'm not crying inside. It hurts me to see my aunt ... #HappyBirthdayUncle William We had no idea that last year would be our last time celebrating his birthday. 😢 I can't believe Uncle William is really gone. It's like a bad dream we can't wake up from. Just because you see me smiling doesn't mean I'm not crying inside. It hurts me to see my aunt without her best friend. I know it's so cliche but you just never know when will be the last time you'll get to say I LOVE YOU. Happy birthday. Thank you. Are you ok? Live in the moment and always tell your loved ones that you love them! Always! Uncle William knows how much we loved him. Thank you for being the best part of Aunt Marilyn. I love you and miss you so much, Uncle William! Happy Birthday in heaven! Hug Grandaddy for me. One more thing, "numbers!" Our inside joke! Numbers! Numbers! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎂♥️😢🙏🏽
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It’s a perfect time for a movie with a cast like this to come out. We aren’t fully understanding that in order to succeed and guarantee a future for upcoming generations we need to be in unison. We can’t fight each other just because of skin color or because of religious practices. It hurts me ... It’s a perfect time for a movie with a cast like this to come out. We aren’t fully understanding that in order to succeed and guarantee a future for upcoming generations we need to be in unison. We can’t fight each other just because of skin color or because of religious practices. It hurts me to see individuals( human beings like you and I) being slaughtered because of subjugation, profiling, racism and other acts of careless violence. I’m speaking on behalf of multiple races, not just African Americans. We need to be working together to plan for the future of the human race. We all get stuck in our own little world and forget that one day we will be gone and that we will leave behind a broken world created by separation. Why is it hard to live in a world where we can practice and do what pleases oneself ? Because we, the younger generation need to step up and create that one voice. To create that unison. Do it for the culture ✊🏽 #breakingbarriers2018 #violence #cease #blackpanther #repost @michaelbjordan @barackobama @kendricklamar @chadwickboseman @kingjames @kobebryant @willsmith @justinbieber @justintimberlake @arianagrande @russwest44
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6 years today momma 6 years u been gone and It still hurts me like u left me today I love u so much and I ...
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6 years today momma 6 years u been gone and It still hurts me like u left me today I love u so much and I miss u dearly mi vida rest easy ole lady !!! 6 years today momma 6 years u been gone and It still hurts me like u left me today I love u so much and I miss u dearly mi vida rest easy ole lady !!!
Zeus, I have no idea why you left like the way you and zoey did. It hurts me everyday. I will always keep ...
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Zeus, I have no idea why you left like the way you and zoey did. It hurts me everyday. I will always keep the memories in my heart. I remember when you was younger you got into my dads medicine. I honestly thought you where gone then but instead you kinda got high off it. Your first snow was kinda funny ... Zeus, I have no idea why you left like the way you and zoey did. It hurts me everyday. I will always keep the memories in my heart. I remember when you was younger you got into my dads medicine. I honestly thought you where gone then but instead you kinda got high off it. Your first snow was kinda funny cause when you and Dakota ran out you was peeing while Dakota was playing. I’m guessing the snow got to you I don’t know. You where a touch me not. Wish you wasn’t cause your fur was like cotton and you would make a really good pillow. You will always be in my heart. 7/16/15 to 11/26/17 love you so much my beautiful best friend ❤️ #gsd #gsdofinstagram #gsdpuppy #gsdpuppies #gsds #gsdlove #gsdstagram #gsdgram #dog #dogs #dogsofinstagram #dogsofig
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serving on the curriculum design team for the first curriculum to serve black girls in the oakland ...
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serving on the curriculum design team for the first curriculum to serve black girls in the oakland unified school district is truly a blessing i could have never even imagined!.. the african american female excellence initiative specifically invited me to provide perspective on cultivating ... serving on the curriculum design team for the first curriculum to serve black girls in the oakland unified school district is truly a blessing i could have never even imagined!.. the african american female excellence initiative specifically invited me to provide perspective on cultivating spaces of healing& communal self care for the girls.. at first i felt like i was not qualified enough for such an esteemed position, but im starting to realize that this is exactly the work god is calling me to do in this season, &i have been workin towards this my whole life.. from being a black girl always finding new ways to make room for myself in the moments when i felt pushed out, to being a black woman teaching black girls, to being a black woman studying black girls& studying my own black girlhood, &how it continues to impact my black womanhood.. &i reflect back on all those lessons.. the way i stuck close to the only ten black girls in my grade from first to fifth, the way we rode for each other& provided each other a sisterhood we little black girls knew we needed.. &the lessons i learned from my #blackgirlmagic #selfloveclub last year at oakland tech.. the girls who demanded, “ms ree we need to keep having this club!.. it’s so important for us to have this space”.. &the lessons i learned from kimberlè crenshaw, who sat graciously w/ me for hours in brazil this summer explaining best ways to develop such a sacred project, whose report shows us just how precarious black girls are in schools.. this work is so close to my heart bc i see our girls demanding for themselves safe spaces of love, comfort, community& healing.. it hurts me to not be able to work in the high school anymore this year, but i am happy to be doing the work my girls inspired me to do.. the work kimberlè inspired me to do.. the work little me keeps inspiring me to do.. 💓
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I Want this to work so bad, that it hurts me. Cause I know you don’t deserve me #fr #dt #like #comment #fwm #gwm #ithurts #follow I Want this to work so bad, that it hurts me. Cause I know you don’t deserve me 😪💕 #fr #dt #like #comment #fwm #gwm #ithurts #follow
I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the ...
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I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the way I do now towards animals. I would try to save animals from my cats, I would save my cats, I would cry over snakes my family murdered for just living their life in our yard, even tho they scared me ... I, like most people wasn't raised vegan. however I wish I was, and have been told I always acted the way I do now towards animals. I would try to save animals from my cats, I would save my cats, I would cry over snakes my family murdered for just living their life in our yard, even tho they scared me I had compassion towards them.
I went vegetarian for a very selfish reason, as most people do. however I didn't do it because "I needed cheese" that's bullshit, have you seen @followyourheart, @daiyafoods, and @miyokos_kitchen? no one, other than the babies whose mom's milk is stolen need dairy. I went vegan instantly while watching a @mercyforanimals video sophomore year of high school. I was never exposed to dairy and what happened in the dairy industry. women. mom's. are raped, day after day after day until the day their short life is over. just so #humans can drink their milk. I had been an activist prior, but I was only focusing on fur, cruelty free makeup, and eating meat. dairy never clicked for me prior. Since that day I've considered myself an activist and a vegan.
We're in a place right now where we're struggling a lot, all of these natural disasters & just having shitty, shitty luck and it discourages me to do activism. I sticker as much as I can, but I am dying to do more. I don't post about it nearly as much as I should, because I know I have such loud voice I should be exposing the truth and helping others go vegan, but my own mental health is stopping me. so many things I pour my heart into and get so hurt and discouraged bc 5 people will see something I actually worked on and none of them give a shit or comment or interact whatsoever and it hurts me. I need to stop letting this control me and focus on those who need my voice. the billions and billions of animals every fucking year who die due to people being ignorant and uneducated. we need a vegan world. #vegan #veganworld #animalrights #animalrightsactivist #activism #veganactivism #mercyforanimals #peta #daiya #followyourheart #whatveganseat #dairy #milk #cheese
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This is not going to end on a happy note at all but it's fine. I'm glad to have stayed here this long and ...
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This is not going to end on a happy note at all but it's fine. I'm glad to have stayed here this long and I'm not dead despite the fact that this account is actually dead. I have no movtivation to keep this account running and I don't want any sympathy. After I delete I might lose contact with all my ... This is not going to end on a happy note at all but it's fine. I'm glad to have stayed here this long and I'm not dead despite the fact that this account is actually dead. I have no movtivation to keep this account running and I don't want any sympathy. After I delete I might lose contact with all my social media accounts but I'll still be alive. I need a break. Honestly I didn't want this to go too far but I can't keep this account and it hurts me to finally delete since I dedicated myself to this account. I hope to not be much of a burden but I'm really sorry. I'm sorry for being an awful admin but if I become motivated to come back then you'll know that i might want to run this account again or there might a new admin, although having a new admin is bullshit for me. I'm really sorry I tried to post but I feel like I have to give up. I'm trying to get rid of my habits as well and ranting all the time isn't helping. I'm sorry if I didn't get the chance to know you but, honestly I wish I did. I want to thank everyone who talked to me and those who were really close to me. @_sebastian_.michaelis I'm sorry I'm such a jerk. I want to be honest and tell you that you are hella awesome and I'm glad to have been friends with you. You're really sweet and although you may not be online right now, I hope you get better soon btw, I want you to know that I love you. A lot and that's terrifying but here i am aware that who ever has read this far is fucking awesome at lurking through and at reading. You apparently held a special place in my heart because despite all the stupid shit I do all the time you were there to give me advice and help me up. I don't know if we're friends anymore, but it's okay! I don't want to be a burden anymore so I'll leave this on a happy note! Thanks for the 3 years guys! I really appreciate it and I'm totally not gross sobbing my heart out rn but I swear I'm going to miss this. :') Goodbye! 💞
*waves from afar* ~ Admin
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2-12-16 In case you guys were wondering, I confessed to the guy I like last month. I had to build up ...
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2-12-16 In case you guys were wondering, I confessed to the guy I like last month. I had to build up the courage to talk to him, but in the end I found out that he still likes me. It was wonderful news, trust me, but as weeks passed by I was still unsatisfied. He still stopped talking to me and I didn't ... 2-12-16
In case you guys were wondering, I confessed to the guy I like last month. I had to build up the courage to talk to him, but in the end I found out that he still likes me. It was wonderful news, trust me, but as weeks passed by I was still unsatisfied. He still stopped talking to me and I didn't hear from him for awhile. I was told to be patient with him, but I already gave him a year worth of space. Do I really have to wait another year just to talk to him? If he really likes me, I feel as though he would show me how much he truly cares. He wouldn't come up with excuses or say sorry every time he couldn't talk, but he would just be there with me. I don't know if I'm overthinking it, but maybe people are right. Maybe we weren't meant to be. It hurts me so much, but maybe it's time for me to move on from the past. Maybe it's time to let him go..
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My name Katora Jenee I am 28 years old. I was born with a serious skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa short for (EB). This disorder causes my skin to constantly be hyper sensitive to heat even touch. I live with chronic pain, doing the simplest things like bathing, walking Breathing ... My name Katora Jenee I am 28 years old. I was born with a serious skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa short for (EB). This disorder causes my skin to constantly be hyper sensitive to heat even touch. I live with chronic pain, doing the simplest things like bathing, walking Breathing even eating can aggravate my skin condition and cause my throat to blister. I often wish I could be like other Adults when I am looking out through the window, desperately wishing to be free like an ordinary person . Because of my condition I have been raised in an secluded environment from every day life. It hurts me to have to live this way but God has blessed me with such an amazing talent I sing at church. I am really insisting on going to public schools to sing and show my gift off ... are there for me 24/7! I love my parents a lot. Although I have been raised in a sheltered enviroment I am a very strong minded person and even with my condition I am determined to become a R&B Singer. I have accepted my condition and still will continue to pursue my hopes and dreams and I know with Gods help I will succeed. To myself I have a strong heart and a relentless passion and I am glad that through this I have both my parents to stand by me through whatever path I end up on. I hope that I will be heard and give hope to all the other people in the world living with the same condition or any other condition. This is why I am writing this letter because I have an opportunity to share my story, and my struggles and dreams with so many other people. All I can do is share my strength and upcoming adventures and I hope you know that with faith we can over come anything when we have Jesus in our lives. "For my strength lies in me, by knowing that through everthing I go through there is a purpose for me in life because I have the ability to do whatever it takes for me to be the person I know that I can be with the help of God and my Family in my life. Thank you for hearing my story. Sincerely, Katora Jenee

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My name Katora Jenee I am 28 years old. I was born with a serious skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa short for (EB). This disorder causes my skin to constantly be hyper sensitive to heat even touch. I live with chronic pain, doing the simplest things like bathing, walking Breathing ... My name Katora Jenee I am 28 years old. I was born with a serious skin disorder called Epidermolysis Bullosa short for (EB). This disorder causes my skin to constantly be hyper sensitive to heat even touch. I live with chronic pain, doing the simplest things like bathing, walking Breathing even eating can aggravate my skin condition and cause my throat to blister. I often wish I could be like other Adults when I am looking out through the window, desperately wishing to be free like an ordinary person . Because of my condition I have been raised in an secluded environment from every day life. It hurts me to have to live this way but God has blessed me with such an amazing talent I sing at church. I am really insisting on going to public schools to sing and show my gift off ... are there for me 24/7! I love my parents a lot. Although I have been raised in a sheltered enviroment I am a very strong minded person and even with my condition I am determined to become a R&B Singer. I have accepted my condition and still will continue to pursue my hopes and dreams and I know with Gods help I will succeed. To myself I have a strong heart and a relentless passion and I am glad that through this I have both my parents to stand by me through whatever path I end up on. I hope that I will be heard and give hope to all the other people in the world living with the same condition or any other condition. This is why I am writing this letter because I have an opportunity to share my story, and my struggles and dreams with so many other people. All I can do is share my strength and upcoming adventures and I hope you know that with faith we can over come anything when we have Jesus in our lives. "For my strength lies in me, by knowing that through everthing I go through there is a purpose for me in life because I have the ability to do whatever it takes for me to be the person I know that I can be with the help of God and my Family in my life. Thank you for hearing my story. Sincerely, Katora Jenee

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[5.06 Exit Wounds] This is one of the best episodes of the 100 I have ever seen BUT GOD DAMMIT DID IT ...
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[5.06 Exit Wounds] This is one of the best episodes of the 100 I have ever seen BUT GOD DAMMIT DID IT CAUSE ME PAIN. I CAN WRITE ALL THE LONGASS, BULLSHIT, FLUFFY RANTS ABOUT BELLARKE I WANT TO BUT LET ME TELL YOU, WHEN YOU’RE FACED WITH A SHIRTLESS BELLAMY AND ECHO AND THEY MAKING OUT HARDCORE, ... [5.06 Exit Wounds] This is one of the best episodes of the 100 I have ever seen BUT GOD DAMMIT DID IT CAUSE ME PAIN.

I CAN WRITE ALL THE LONGASS, BULLSHIT, FLUFFY RANTS ABOUT BELLARKE I WANT TO BUT LET ME TELL YOU, WHEN YOU’RE FACED WITH A SHIRTLESS BELLAMY AND ECHO AND THEY MAKING OUT HARDCORE, A LITTLE SMIDGE OF DOUBT STARTS TO CREEP INTO YOUR MIND AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW YOU'RE ON THE FLOOR CRYING don’t get me wrong I ain’t complainin they both hot as hell BUT NOOO

Moving on. If that’s even possible.

EMORI AND MURPHY OH MY GOD MURPHY CRYING ALMOST MADE ME CRY tbh I did cry but it was leftover tears from Becho’s sex scene MURPHY THINKS SO LITTLE OF HIMSELF BUT HE’S SUCH AN ANGEL AND I WANT TO HUG HIM.

ECHO. MY QUEEN. GOD DAMMIT I LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH AND HAS FOUND A FAMILY AND A HOME AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY BECAUSE SHE DESERVES IT. SHE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY AND GET DICKED DOWN BY BELLAMY (WHO IS LOOKING DADDY AS FUCK WITH THAT GOD DAMN BEARD WHO GAVE HIM THE RIGHT) AND SHE IS SO SMART AND RESOURCEFUL AND THE ONLY REASON THEY HAVE THIS GREAT PLAN NOW IS BECAUSE OF HER REFUSAL TO BE A TERRIBLE PERSON AND I STAND BY HER. I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

ALSO, IDK WHY BUT THIS EPISODE WAS SO EMOTIONAL. ALL THESE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO PROTECT THE PEOPLE THEY LOVE AND IT WAS SO INTENSE. ALSO BELLAMY BLAKE SWORD FIGHTING LITERALLY ENDED MY EXISTENCE AND I NUTTED TWENTY TIMES WATCHING IT. WHAT A MAN.

BELLAMY AND CLARKE’S DYNAMIC IS SO DIFFERENT AND I HATE IT BUT THEY STILL GET SHIT DONE TOGETHER WITH THEIR GUNS BEING POWER COUPLE AS FUCK EVEN THOUGH BELLAMY JUST GOT IT ON WITH HIS GIRL AND CLARKE’S EX GIRL JUST TRIED TO KILL HER ADOPTIVE DAUGHTER (BTW, WHAT THE FUCK NIYLAH) AND IDK MAN MY BELIEF IS WAVERING, LIKE I KNOW THEY’RE GONNA HAPPEN BUT THAT BECHO SCENE IS BRANDED INTO MY BRAIN AND IT HURTS ME but also, Clarke has done it with several other people and I never felt like this, I guess it’s just cuz Bellamy was always the one who was so obviously in love with Clarke, seeing him with another woman feels weirder than seeing Clarke with another person

WHAT AN EPISODE, I WILL NOT RECOVER ANYTIME SOON, GOODNIGHT.

Also Octavia is pure evil BYE
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blake, we all love you so much. and we’re all here for you. you can talk to us. about anything. we don’t ...
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blake, we all love you so much. and we’re all here for you. you can talk to us. about anything. we don’t want you upset. open up to us, maybe we can help. you don’t deserve to be upset. you deserve nothing but absolute happiness which i pray to god you get. it hurts me seeing you upset like this and ... blake, we all love you so much. and we’re all here for you. you can talk to us. about anything. we don’t want you upset. open up to us, maybe we can help. you don’t deserve to be upset. you deserve nothing but absolute happiness which i pray to god you get. it hurts me seeing you upset like this and apologizing for it. it’s okay to be upset. it’s okay to cry. trust me, it is. if you’re not okay, that’s normal. but remember : it WILL get better. give it time. i know everyone says that, but it’s honestly so true. i promise. i love you and i hope you’re okay @blakegray
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I feel like I so easily destroy things. Parts of me that I have worked hard with rebuilding is couping ...
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I feel like I so easily destroy things. Parts of me that I have worked hard with rebuilding is couping with things wrong, making the situation worse. It's like there have become this wall of thorns around me and everytime anyone or something threaten to break that I see it as an attack, even if ... I feel like I so easily destroy things. Parts of me that I have worked hard with rebuilding is couping with things wrong, making the situation worse. It's like there have become this wall of thorns around me and everytime anyone or something threaten to break that I see it as an attack, even if I know that I am the one pushing this and making it bigger by feeling this way. But it's like I have been stepped on sooo freaking many times that sometimes when it happens and it may not even be on purpose I attack back way worse than before. It's like a deep rooted trauma. Before I always took it out on myself, selfharmed myself to handle it. Now I don't know how to handle it. I spit back or let it push me down even if I know how much it hurts me, how much the smallest thing can make me loose all trust. I feel like I am loosing trust to society. I'm so tired of fighting. Frustraited about not having a home, about plans being changed. About a company delivering the wrong item and now don't answer me at all, making me not able to use my new phone and being stuck with this one that is broke and make me frustraited at it every day. I'm frustraited about someone who works to help me does not read what I write but just keep denying my problems. I am frustraited about that I still don't have any freaking psychiatrist. Frustraited about the fact that doctors once again don't listen to my pain and just focus on that I eat vegan and that it can be the cause of everything. Frustraited at this world that seems to work against me, and frustraited about myself for still being stuck in this pit of anxiety, for still not being good enough, for still not having accomplished anything with my life. Frustraited about my body, my mind. Hating everything that is me right now for not being..more than this.. Better than this
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I take a while in front of a blank paper that I don't know if I will be able to fill with ink,I don't know,I ...
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I take a while in front of a blank paper that I don't know if I will be able to fill with ink,I don't know,I said goodbye to people that I thought would be forever.But today is different.None of the blows of the past hurt as much as it hurts me now.I'm not angry,I'm sad, I'm disappointed. When someone ... I take a while in front of a blank paper that I don't know if I will be able to fill with ink,I don't know,I said goodbye to people that I thought would be forever.But today is different.None of the blows of the past hurt as much as it hurts me now.I'm not angry,I'm sad, I'm disappointed. When someone leaves,sooner or later you learn to live with it,but when the one who destroys you is the one next to you and above you are the one who has to take courage and leave you don't know where to go. Damn fight between what I want to do and what I should,between how much I love you and what I hate you right now,between all the good memories and the pain I feel right now, between the desire to give you a strong hug or Run away and never see you again.When the one who hurts you is the one who says to love you,everything becomes complicated.You can promise me a thousand times that you're not going to shit it like that again,but what the hell? There is nothing left to break here,I am completely shattered.things that I would never put at risk, and one of them is you.But it seems that you did not mind breaking completely,no longer worth repenting, when someone is already broken with a "I'm sorry" pieces are not joined,with a "I'm a stupido " you do not fix the pain.I don't understand how you can lie and lie and keep looking at me like nothing.Don't lie Eu ,who plays with fire ends up burning, and you,burned all the reasons to continue trusting you.And nothing hurts more than not being able to trust someone you love.Because you can shit it a million times,but at least:be brave And accept your mistakes that you did,That an anger is passed,a disappointment leaves a scar of those that time can no longer cure;how hard it is to have to leave the only place where I wanted to live forever,the place in your heart,but I did not leave,you let them take me out.I was willing to give my life for you, what I didn't know is that you were the one who would take my life away from me , with a threat,And you know the worst of everything? That I still love you with each of the broken pieces that you did. #poem #mundosdivididos #IFORGIVeYOu and my silence is your award •
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My masi came home to visit me, today & it is almost a ritual to indulge into wisdom talking to me. We ...
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My masi came home to visit me, today & it is almost a ritual to indulge into wisdom talking to me. We barge on points like how Drapaudi was the first feminist to how nursery school thoughts like ‘all that glitters isn’t gold’ actually makes sense into our real everyday lives. . . I’m not sure ... My masi came home to visit me, today & it is almost a ritual to indulge into wisdom talking to me. We barge on points like how Drapaudi was the first feminist to how nursery school thoughts like ‘all that glitters isn’t gold’ actually makes sense into our real everyday lives. .
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I’m not sure if you’d interested/ into my feed reading captions, but as re-introducing myself to you - words and worlds have mingled to have me sit down with you and sparkle in simple conversations about all it matters. I’ve always been that kind, to tell you in words which contain me and here’s what I’m going to tell you about today - .
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She told me that, ‘Ni, as you roll out sleeves tonight, to escape in your world with no judgement and borders of any kind, remember that women, even though have evolved to fly rockets in the sky and still are able to be grounded, there waits always a test that we have to go through - at each point in our lives, where we have to give our best shot, where we even so are far better than anybody; prove our worth, and it hurts, it hurts me telling you how much have we suffered and it feels like this won’t ever end, but we move on, we get on and make the most of every shortcoming: tailor-making our lives like the best epic ever told to - I’ll tell you mine - .
I have raised a daughter and a son, been such a faithful wife and an able daughter-in-law, I’ve not have had the opportunity to study more than grade 10, but I’ve seeked through scriptures and kind, been able to tell you today that this is hard, very.
But know who makes this harder? Us. Hear me? Don’t let it get through you, stare blankly through the space and look out to the stars tonight and break through the silences so often, that the other may never have to suffer’. ..
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Ever’, and so does our relationship always looks forward to a conversation more, beyond years and similarities. .
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It’s crazy how much I’ve craved this space to type out what it feels to be heard, and even so I know & understand that most of ya’ll don’t really look out for long-ass captions, trust me, it always is more than what catches the eye. .
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#frominkinmyveins, in another time x
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So I have a best friend, I think... We had a fight and I screwed up, real bad. But then we solved it I think. ...
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So I have a best friend, I think... We had a fight and I screwed up, real bad. But then we solved it I think. The thing is I know I did something very wrong, I know I behaved like an asshole but I don't think she knows that. I don't think she knows how I'm truly sorry, how bad it makes me feel. I know I treated ... So I have a best friend, I think... We had a fight and I screwed up, real bad. But then we solved it I think. The thing is I know I did something very wrong, I know I behaved like an asshole but I don't think she knows that. I don't think she knows how I'm truly sorry, how bad it makes me feel. I know I treated her badly, but she hasn't treated me perfectly either. I feel as if everything's my fault but it isn't, sure I did worse things than her but I feel like she pushes me down and blames everything on me and she doesn't get how much that hurts me. I love her so much, but she doesn't see that, she doesn't see the things I've done for her, and for a while I think she only noticed me whenever I did something bad. But I don't think she knows how much it hurts me when she blames everything on me or when she just pushes me down, it makes me feel like shit, it breaks my heart. It's the most terrible feeling I've ever felt.
I think about her all the time, how's she's doing, how she's feeling if she's sad, happy, angry, suicidal. Not a minute passes when I don't think about her, all I want is to make her happy but she doesn't see that. And the worst part is that I think about it all the time, I think about her all the time, but I don't think that she does the same... What should I do?
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Okay imma rant, not the first time about this topic, you may hate me that’s fine, this is my opinion, ...
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Okay imma rant, not the first time about this topic, you may hate me that’s fine, this is my opinion, and I’m very passionate about this. People who know me know that I love kids, I love children I want 20 if possible But I want 2 biological and the rest to be adopted and when I’m older I wanna foster ... Okay imma rant, not the first time about this topic, you may hate me that’s fine, this is my opinion, and I’m very passionate about this.
People who know me know that I love kids, I love children I want 20 if possible
But I want 2 biological and the rest to be adopted and when I’m older I wanna foster children.
I’m pro-choice . It hurts me that people get them but they had their reasonings. Whether it be financial, not ready, rape, or just doesn’t want a child then so be it. It’s sad but it’s not our choice.
I hate the argument “why can’t they just close their legs” “if you aren’t ready don’t have sex” “you knew what you were doing if you had sex” “if you’re not ready for responsibility don’t have sex” I think these are fucking stupid
Like stfu, don’t tell people they can’t have sex wtf are you their priest or pastor??
Sex makes children sure, but it’s not only for that. It’s a way to be connected to someone . It’s love. It’s an action. It’s something besides child making.
Many people have sex because they love the person they have besides them in life.
Not because they think “I should make a kid” it’s lust. A sin we all commit. So stfu people who say that have careless sex too so you’re not one to talk. Along with “you’re stupid for not wearing protection “ “why don’t you get you’re tubes tied” you can still be safe and still be pregnant dumb hoe. Don’t say that ya idiot. And getting your tubes tied ???? Excuse me you wanna pay for it ? You wanna go through that trouble ? What if they want kids in the future ??? Like stfu. And my most hated one is “there are families out there who want your baby give it up for adoption.” If that’s true there’s already many poor kids In that system. Very many. Why not help one of them? Why do you care? You don’t. You really don’t. You just like to argue because it’s not what you believe in. It’s not your choice too. Women have abortions for what ever reason . It hurts them too it’s not the best thing in the world they know that but they’re doing what they think is best. Whether it’s for them , the unborn, the world. Whatever it may be don’t take that choice away from them. Okay have to end it here cause the limit😂HMU to discus
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Knowing that you're in the hospital because your kidneys are failing is killing me. I miss the old ...
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Knowing that you're in the hospital because your kidneys are failing is killing me. I miss the old days where you'd always pick me up and make me the happiest little girl in the world, you were my hero, my bestfriend , but most importantly my father figure. Now it seems like you're just a friend, ... Knowing that you're in the hospital because your kidneys are failing is killing me. I miss the old days where you'd always pick me up and make me the happiest little girl in the world, you were my hero, my bestfriend , but most importantly my father figure. Now it seems like you're just a friend, I dont even have a father figure anymore. It kills me that now whenever I see you or hear about you you're always high. Yes I will always love you, yes I wish the best for you. I just wish everything was like the old days. I always looked up to you and always wanted the best for you. What daddy's little girl wants to see there bestfriend fuck up there life? When I grow big enough balls I will tell this to your face. Yes it hurts me every single day that I can't tell you and I KNOW when one day I do tell you it will hurt you more then it will hurt me to hear your "little girl" say this to you. Hopefully one day I get the chance to tell you. And hopefully one day you'll understand and I hope hearing me say it will change you as much as possible. I hope you get that I just want the best for you 😒
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Hey guys! I'm finally starting my Louis theme, and I just wanted to say that I've been kind of excited ...
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Hey guys! I'm finally starting my Louis theme, and I just wanted to say that I've been kind of excited to do this one because I feel like Louis is really under appreciated, and it hurts that I feel this way. I feel like he doesn't get as much love and attention as the others. I also feel like his music ... Hey guys! I'm finally starting my Louis theme, and I just wanted to say that I've been kind of excited to do this one because I feel like Louis is really under appreciated, and it hurts that I feel this way. I feel like he doesn't get as much love and attention as the others. I also feel like his music doesn't get enough hype like the others, I mean I love the others as well, but I just feel like Louis and everything he does is so extremely under appreciated and it hurts me to say that this is how I feel about him, and his music. But yes, I love him just as much as the others, this is just how I feel and I don't want to sound like a rude person because of my feelings about him and his music.

Qotp: Single or taken? (Band members don't count lmao)

Aotp: I'm taken and I'm honestly quite happy.
#onedirection #larryisreal #larryshipper #larrysmut #larryproof #liampayneimagines #liampayneimagine #liampayne #louistomlinsonimagine #louistops #louistomlinson #zaynmalikimagine #zaynmalik #nialljameshoran #nialler #niallhoran #harrystylesimagines #harrystylesimagine #harrystyles #harryedwardstyles
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My brother and my sister think it's somehow ridiculous that I have a scoliosis account. Whenever ...
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My brother and my sister think it's somehow ridiculous that I have a scoliosis account. Whenever I talk about it my brother laughs at it and he's like "You seriously have an account for scoliosis?" And "That's so stupid!!" He looked at me the other day like I had just ran in front of a bus because ... My brother and my sister think it's somehow ridiculous that I have a scoliosis account. Whenever I talk about it my brother laughs at it and he's like "You seriously have an account for scoliosis?" And "That's so stupid!!" He looked at me the other day like I had just ran in front of a bus because I told him something about my account. I don't know why it's so hard for people to understand why I have an account for scoliosis. It helps me find other people out there with scoliosis who share jokes with each other about it, who help each other get through hard times, and who even give us tips on what to expect for surgery and back braces! The scoliosis community is a powerful and caring community that I want to be apart of. I love being apart of it. So having this account on Instagram helps me be apart of it. But everyone thinks it's absolutely insane that I have this account about my medical problem! It hurts me so much when my brother makes fun of it because I start to think it's ridiculous myself and I lose all of that confidence that made me want to have this account. But I got it back so dear all the people who think it's insane,
GET OVER IT, DON'T FOLLOW ME, AND GET A LIFE.
Woah okay glad I got that out of my chest. So how's everyone's day going so far? 😊💕💖
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Please read the whole thing. Guys there are people among us that are going to hell there are people ...
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Please read the whole thing. Guys there are people among us that are going to hell there are people that need saving its time for the young generation to awake. God is calling us to do his work it hurts me when I see Christan that live a life that doesn't show Christ. I'm not perfect but I realized ... Please read the whole thing. Guys there are people among us that are going to hell there are people that need saving its time for the young generation to awake. God is calling us to do his work it hurts me when I see Christan that live a life that doesn't show Christ. I'm not perfect but I realized how sinful I am. I leaved a two faced life but god forgave me and now I owe him my life. It's sad to see Christan who worry so much about how this world thinks about them that they totally forget what god thinks of them. We focus on how many instagram followers we have but we forget how much TRUE followers Christ has. It's sad to see some Christians Who go to church on Sundays and even to youth services but there's no light that shines through them, they're actions don't show Christ it says in the Bible the faith with out deeds is dead. It's sad that we Christians are so scared of going and praying for people that are demon possessed. Isn't the church supposed to be strong isn't the church supposed to have power. It seems that a lot of the people in the church are spiritually blind and are sleeping but god is saying Awake!!!!!!! And follow me go and save the people that are in the hands of the devil because that's what we're called to do as Christians. Please stop being like the world please stop acting like the world please stop living like the world because the church should not be influenced by the world but we need to influence the world . God is calling and he's making and army of followers and these followers of Christ Will be unstoppable. Guys god will do amazing things if we let him but we need to stop living for our selves but live for Christ we need go be able to sacrifice even the most special things in life trust me ik how it feels but god is worthy of your whole life.
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@matt_barnes9 way to let your voice be heard. #wewillnotshutupanddribble This is not to attack all cops or all aspiring cops because I know no one would be safe without the police and those who really do protect and serve, thank you, but the ones that just find themselves above the law like ... @matt_barnes9 way to let your voice be heard. #wewillnotshutupanddribble This is not to attack all cops or all aspiring cops because I know no one would be safe without the police and those who really do protect and serve, thank you, but the ones that just find themselves above the law like the one who shot Stephon Clark, choked Eric Garner to death for selling cigarettes, shot Tamir Rice over a toy gun, etc. need to go. Even more sickening, while an unarmed black man can get killed over just about anything, people like Nikolas Cruz, Jared Lee Loughner, and James Eagan Holmes don’t even get harmed when they get arrested. That’s absolutely sickening and unforgivable. I already knew the cops involved with Stephon Clark wouldn’t have any consequences because the justice system is so blatantly racist. It’s been time to hold these so called police officers accountable. This doesn’t even apply to me and I’m sick of it. I think it’d be selfish of me to not care that this is happening. Even if Stephon Clark did do anything wrong, there was no reason to fire 20 shots at him in his grandmother’s backyard and that’s BS that they really thought his phone was a gun. That’s like mistaking a cat for a dog. If anyone wants to mention how other races get shot by the police more than black people do, please also tell me how many of those cops actually do have to face the consequences too and how they have been oppressed for centuries like people of color have. This is why #BlackLivesMatter exists not because they want to hate back. Sure there’ve been members of Black Lives Matter who’ve gone about things the wrong way but to call them the new KKK is just typical Fox News and yes I know CNN lies and uses propaganda too before anybody mentions that. This is something I truly do care about. Even though I’m caucasian and Asian, some of my closest friends are black and so are some of my idols growing up like Kobe, Shaq, Michael Jordan, LeBron, Melo, Derek Jeter, Michael Strahan, just to name a few. It hurts me too to see that racism is still alive and well in 2018. #StephonClark
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Out of all the people who I thought would leave, you were never one. You were my bestfriend, my rock, my supporter, my adviser, my everything. For once I though that I had actually meant something to somebody. Guess I was wrong. & know I'm here crying over you cause you don't even make an effort ... Out of all the people who I thought would leave, you were never one. You were my bestfriend, my rock, my supporter, my adviser, my everything. For once I though that I had actually meant something to somebody. Guess I was wrong. & know I'm here crying over you cause you don't even make an effort to talk to me like before, we were so close and you said that nothing would ever bring us apart. & know since you got that new girlfriend of yours you've blocked me on social media and missed out on a huge part of my life when I needed you the most, of course it hurts me because I viewed you different from the others you were special from "hello beautiful" to "hi" & it hurts me so much but I guess now you know the reason for my scars, cause I'm never good enough for some one and when I think I am they always end up leaving 3 years is what I gave you and blew all of it ... I guess time to say hello to the razor once again 😔💔
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Omg. I feel like its been forever since I've seen my brother! I miss him soo much!<span class="emoji emoji1f622"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f62d"></span> Its not the same ...
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Omg. I feel like its been forever since I've seen my brother! I miss him soo much! Its not the same without him. It hurts me to see what he's been going through, & it hurts even worse cause there's nothing I can do! I really miss him... I miss all the fights we had, all the wrestling we used to do, ... Omg. I feel like its been forever since I've seen my brother! I miss him soo much!😢😭 Its not the same without him. It hurts me to see what he's been going through, & it hurts even worse cause there's nothing I can do!😢 I really miss him... I miss all the fights we had, all the wrestling we used to do, seeing him smile everyday, getting kicked out of his room sometimes😂, & making him laugh. I miss everything.... He has been there for me since day 1. No one in this world can replace where my brother lies in my life!💯 He means everything to me & that won't change.... Well it makes me happy to know he will be home in 4 days, 96 hours, 5,760 minuts, & 345,600 seconds!😍❤ I can't wait! #freemybrother
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You guys who are #cut4zayn need to stop. It pissing me the fuck off. You need to seek help I've dealt ...
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You guys who are #cut4zayn need to stop. It pissing me the fuck off. You need to seek help I've dealt with selfharm but I got help and im better now. You guys are doing this over a band member and he's not even dead so grow the fuck up. It's not gonna make me come back it's gonna make him feel like shit ... You guys who are #cut4zayn need to stop. It pissing me the fuck off. You need to seek help I've dealt with selfharm but I got help and im better now. You guys are doing this over a band member and he's not even dead so grow the fuck up. It's not gonna make me come back it's gonna make him feel like shit and he's gonna feel like he did this when he didn't so please stop hurting yourself. It's not okay and never will be. Some people have actual problems and with you guys doing that it makes the people who do it for a cry for help look like attention sealers but there NOT you guys are. It hurts me to say that but it's the truth. Don't post it on the media and in the mean time get fucking help. The pictures you post are a trigger and I don't do it anymore but hell it's a trigger for me even. Imagine the people who still do it what the pictures do to them. So once again get help please.
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Chapter 4: The Come Up For the first time in my life I understand why people are always climbing ...
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Chapter 4: The Come Up For the first time in my life I understand why people are always climbing and reaching out for something better... As some of you may know..I embarked on my own with my step brother And we got our own place. This is the first time I have ever been away from home in my life. ... Chapter 4: The Come Up

For the first time in my life I understand why people are always climbing and reaching out for something better... As some of you may know..I embarked on my own with my step brother And we got our own place.

This is the first time I have ever been away from home in my life. I didn't want things to come down like to this.

But fate would have it different. With less then 3 weeks to make all this happen. I quickly chose a simple place that was close to our jobs and was cheap.

And for the first time I experienced what it's like to live on the bottom in a place that's semi section 8
It hurts me to know that many people in America make less then 3k per month some not even.

And try to survive in this world. I often think to myself "how do people live like that?" Bills on top of bills in a seemingly rat hole that these people can't climb out of. Because virtually they are "fucked"

This whole moving out thing as been a humbling experience. From first hand I see what it's truly like for people to "struggle"

I have never seen the value of a dollar so much more then I do now and be thankful I am in a position that we are not struggling (light years away from struggling at that 😂😭) My point is. I have never been more focused and motivated to make more money in my career then I am now.

I have never seen such drive that's within me that i have now. The hunger to climb to the top for me is so much stronger then it has been in years.

If it's one thing I have learned over the course of this year. It's be humble. Treat people as you want to be treated.

And no matter what always be thankful for whatever situation you are in. Sound hard?
In 2012 I had to pull myself out of debt and hide from the f*ds for a bit. I was a happy man then when I went completely broke. And I am still a happy man on my climb back up.

I see many people complain about how if they had more money. It would solve problems.

The truth is having more money doesn't solve shit. It's the appreciation you have for the now moments. Family. Friends. Loved ones. And people you care about.

#theEmpire #RiseOfAPrince
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“It hurts me but I’m going to do it anyway.” . Have you ever been addicted to something or someone ...
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“It hurts me but I’m going to do it anyway.” . Have you ever been addicted to something or someone that you know causes pain? . There is usually some form of immediate gratification from it... which is why we do it in the first place. . Like me for example... Sometimes I will allow myself ... “It hurts me but I’m going to do it anyway.”
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Have you ever been addicted to something or someone that you know causes pain?
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There is usually some form of immediate gratification from it... which is why we do it in the first place.
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Like me for example... Sometimes I will allow myself to look at something or think about something that I KNOW does not serve me.
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And when I do that, it’s important for me to forgive myself for choosing that (instead of then getting angry at and blaming myself), take responsibility for how I feel about it, learn from it, let it go and choose powerfully forward.
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The definition of INSANITY is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results.
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And it is usually a powerful emotion, like LOVE for example, that drives us to do things that are pure INSANE. Lol
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We usually look back later on in life (once we have allowed ourselves to heal and move on) and LAUGH. .
Like, WHAT WAS I THINKING?!
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Right????
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And here’s the thing: that’s totally NORMAL. .
AND the more you are aware of what you are doing and why you are doing it, you can ask yourself:
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Is the short term benefit worth the price you are paying or will end up paying?
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Sometimes it helps me to write it out. I make a list of the short term “rewards” and then a list of the prices I pay for them.
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Usually after I’m done, I realize how meaningless the short term reward is compared to what I’m paying. IT JUST ISN’T WORTH THE PRICE of my inner peace, happiness, freedom and all of the other things I’m trading for the short term gratification.
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So next time you find yourself in this situation, make the list. Be brutally honest with yourself. And then choose consciously and own your choice.❤️❤️
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Photo 📸 by @cainphotostudios
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#beconscious #consciouschoices #consciouslifestyle #truestuff #aintthatthetruth
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Happy birthday to my kin. My favorite person ever.. my big brother<span class="emoji emoji2764"></span>️ if you know me, you know how I ...
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Happy birthday to my kin. My favorite person ever.. my big brother️ if you know me, you know how I feel about this one! I back him like I’d know he’d back me behind bars or on the streets and that’s facts. Lord knows how much I miss him and want him to be here, but how hateful this city is idk because ... Happy birthday to my kin. My favorite person ever.. my big brother❤️ if you know me, you know how I feel about this one! I back him like I’d know he’d back me behind bars or on the streets and that’s facts. Lord knows how much I miss him and want him to be here, but how hateful this city is idk because I feel he’s safer there sad to say. This year marks my brother 10th year locked down... from juvenile placement to the big boy jails and it makes me so sad that I haven’t been able to interact with you how we did when I was 7/8. Our bond something crazy! We connect on all different types of levels man, you understand me and I understand you! I wish you would’ve never got caught up in this system but I came to understand that it’s life and everybody gonna have to do what they do and learn their lessons as they go but I be needing you bro. You the only person in this world that understand me... the only person that’s gonna give It to me like I need and be there for me at the same time. I can’t think of a time you weren’t there for me... it’s always been us. When Kharann died you were the first person I opened up to. I wrote you this long letter because I remember when you would call when we were young you’d always thank Kharann for stepping up as our brother and filling that void we had growing up without you. He did a great job.. and now I’m fucked up because I can’t talk to you how I want and he’s not even here. Everything been feeling so unfair these days and I just be lost without y’all. I’m crying my eyes out rn like a chump and I kno you’d be bidding on me cause you swear I’m a nigga lol. That’s where I think I get this nigga mentality from... lol. It hurts even more that I kno you’re in the hole for months and I can’t even see you on your birthday. I hate them jails man, they do whatever to make y’all miserable but don’t give them what they want! We been praying on your max out Jan 2018.. and they folded on you! But 2019 is yours! Stamp it! I love you to the moon, through the stars, around the galaxy and beyond. I’ll never understand the system and that’s why I always had a passion for law. Happy birthday brother I don’t got nomore characters❤️🖕🏾🤞🏽
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Sometimes, I really dislike being such a compassionate and loving person. I try to help those around ...
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Sometimes, I really dislike being such a compassionate and loving person. I try to help those around me. I try to support them and show them that they are loved. It just kinda hurts me sometimes to get shut down by them. I understand that when someone is hurting and they have a belief etched into ... Sometimes, I really dislike being such a compassionate and loving person. I try to help those around me. I try to support them and show them that they are loved. It just kinda hurts me sometimes to get shut down by them. I understand that when someone is hurting and they have a belief etched into their brain, it's difficult to listen to someone like me try to comfort them. It hurts me though because I want nothing else than to give them a hug, a hot chocolate, and a warm blanket while making them understand their worth. It's very difficult sometimes, but I just have to remind myself that I cannot abandon them. Sorry for this little spiel; Im very emotional right now.
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No matter how many times you reject me,and ignore my feelings and excuse your own, it hurts me knowing ...
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No matter how many times you reject me,and ignore my feelings and excuse your own, it hurts me knowing that im not the one making you smile. It hurts me knowing that i'm not worth your love anymore. It doesn't matter how many people tell me to stop loving you,I can't. It's like your part of me somehow. No matter how many times you reject me,and ignore my feelings and excuse your own, it hurts me knowing that im not the one making you smile. It hurts me knowing that i'm not worth your love anymore. It doesn't matter how many people tell me to stop loving you,I can't. It's like your part of me somehow.
this upsets me so much. taylor’s safety is so important. when she turned around frantically at the ...
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this upsets me so much. taylor’s safety is so important. when she turned around frantically at the nashville show, i knew something was wrong and when i heard her say “i just get really freaked out” my heart broke and i literally stood there with the most “sorry” look on my face. everytime i watch ... this upsets me so much. taylor’s safety is so important. when she turned around frantically at the nashville show, i knew something was wrong and when i heard her say “i just get really freaked out” my heart broke and i literally stood there with the most “sorry” look on my face. everytime i watch the videos i tear up because it hurts me. i don’t want her to feel like she’s in danger or anything. this whole thing breaks my heart.
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and today it burns me more than other days, like a wound that will never really heal. The pain is unbearable ...
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and today it burns me more than other days, like a wound that will never really heal. The pain is unbearable and my heart is too heavy, every breath is much more painful than when I run. I thought it was over but every year there is April, this month to endure as a sad birthday. It's not a broken leg, ... and today it burns me more than other days, like a wound that will never really heal. The pain is unbearable and my heart is too heavy, every breath is much more painful than when I run. I thought it was over but every year there is April, this month to endure as a sad birthday. It's not a broken leg, a few months of pain and you walk again, it's an amputation of my heart of my soul and my head, and living again is sometimes difficult. It's as if I live It again, I still feel this pain, as if it were the present. It is a pain so violent that it puts me on the ground, and that reason no longer exists. it hurts me, I forgot how it hurts
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I've loved him since day one... But I know that he doesn't feel the same way... So I started to fall ...
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I've loved him since day one... But I know that he doesn't feel the same way... So I started to fall for another... But I don't know if I can ever love someone the way I love you... It hurts me knowing that you will always be first and he'll always be second... But I can't help how I feel... I'm sorry ... I've loved him since day one... But I know that he doesn't feel the same way... So I started to fall for another... But I don't know if I can ever love someone the way I love you... It hurts me knowing that you will always be first and he'll always be second... But I can't help how I feel... I'm sorry for this. But I can't just push away the feelings... Especially when they're for my best friend... I wish I could tell you that I'll never give up... But we all know that it's not true... I can't just stop loving you... Sure I loved others... But it never felt this way, when I'm with you... I feel whole... I feel like nothing can take me down! And when I look into your big blue eyes... I just melt... I love the way you make me feel, but I know it's not the same for you... And you've made it clear that it never will be. It hurts knowing that I have to try to move on... And I'm trying... But seeing you makes everything come back... And I melt all over again... I love you... But I've also began to fall for someone else. I will always love you... And I'll make sure that you always know that! But I can't keep trying for someone that's not doing the same for me... I guess I'll have to move on... And do what's right! I promise I'll always be here for you. And I'll never give up on you!
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having an invisible illness like endometriosis makes it hard to describe what living with this ...
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having an invisible illness like endometriosis makes it hard to describe what living with this debilitating pain is really like. i can tell you that it feels like someone dipped a metal rod in acid and shoved it inside of me, but when you see me in person it doesn’t add up. days like today are when ... having an invisible illness like endometriosis makes it hard to describe what living with this debilitating pain is really like. i can tell you that it feels like someone dipped a metal rod in acid and shoved it inside of me, but when you see me in person it doesn’t add up. days like today are when the invisible illness becomes visible and i can see the real physical symptoms of living with this disease. this is what my abdomen looks like during a particularly bad flare. it swells so much that i am unable to wear pants, eat, or even walk. it feels difficult to breathe, and i start to wonder if my uterus is going to actually fall out of my body. i used to be absolutely petrified of showing my body like this. i hate the way it looks. and it hurts me to look at. it reminds me of the pain that has now been with me for over a decade. but i’m no longer scared to share this, or ashamed in any way. i want this to be seen and i want this disease to be understood and taken seriously.
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Today I went to visit my grandfather at the #abrahamlincolnnationalcemetary which was sad but ...
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Today I went to visit my grandfather at the #abrahamlincolnnationalcemetary which was sad but everytime i go there i feel empty inside. Like i dont have any feeling inside of me and I'm broken inside. And it feels like i have no heart and my heart is too broken to fix. Etc. It hurts even though ... Today I went to visit my grandfather at the #abrahamlincolnnationalcemetary which was sad but everytime i go there i feel empty inside. Like i dont have any feeling inside of me and I'm broken inside. And it feels like i have no heart and my heart is too broken to fix. Etc. It hurts even though i know he's still with me it hurts me everytime
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 #Repost @ms_keerati with @get_repost ・・・ I wish this was all a dream. I know that if I were to live ...
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#Repost @ms_keerati with @get_repost ・・・ I wish this was all a dream. I know that if I were to live another ten years, I would lose someone I know or know of along the way from motorcycle accident only because it happens too often. But never in a million years would I have thought it would be @annettecarrion. ... #Repost @ms_keerati with @get_repost
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I wish this was all a dream. I know that if I were to live another ten years, I would lose someone I know or know of along the way from motorcycle accident only because it happens too often. But never in a million years would I have thought it would be @annettecarrion. Let me tell you why.
Out of all the riders I know, Annette was the safest and most cautious. She would not do anything crazy to put her or anyone else at risk. Despite the pictures everyone sees on IG, I can assure you that Annette always wears her gear from head to toes (I can’t say the same for me). The pants she wears when she rides are always either leather or Kevlar materials. Safety is number 1 for her. The only few times she doesn’t wear full gear is when she takes pictures or do short videos in the parking lot. Annette also rides daily and has received professional training a few times because she always wanted to improve herself. If Instagram wasn’t here for everyone to see, she would still be riding, doing what she loves. Last year was extremely tough for Annette because she lost her job and her mother. Then just a week or two ago, her father also passed away. now she too is gone. Those of you who know Annette knows she is a good person at heart. She loves to laugh and have fun. She used to be really shy and some people took that as her being conceited. That’s not my Annette. My Annette is a sweetheart who wants to love, be loved, and wants to ride. She is just like you all. And it does hurt her to see that people (sometimes people we call friends) would say mean things like she only rides to show off her body or she doesn’t deserve what she has because she uses her looks to get what she wants.I know it hurts her because it hurts me the same way when I hear or see the mean things people say. I’m here to tell you that she’s just a normal girl who works extremely hard to have what she has.She is so intelligent and is an excellent writer and has earned her title as a Media Manager. She never brags about her accomplishments and never once thinks she is above anyone.She loves riding tracks and any chance she would get,
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From Jr.High thru High school, these 6 young men from different walks of life, came together, to ...
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From Jr.High thru High school, these 6 young men from different walks of life, came together, to form a crew called “6 pack”. Being of a small minority of African Americans growing up in the Glendale/Burbank area, against the odds, we all forged our ways through life, to become successful ... From Jr.High thru High school, these 6 young men from different walks of life, came together, to form a crew called “6 pack”. Being of a small minority of African Americans growing up in the Glendale/Burbank area, against the odds, we all forged our ways through life, to become successful men, husbands and fathers, breaking the stereotype that follows black men like a plague! With the deepest sadness, it hurts me to report that last night, we lost one of our brothers😢 My brother Corey, our hearts are heavy right now my bro! You will be missed by a lot of people. Anyone that was blessed to have your energy in their life is feeling a big loss, but I know your energy will be forever present! I love you my brother, Rest In Peace 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
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3 years ago, today, my life drastically changed. i lost my little brother. i dread this day every ...
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3 years ago, today, my life drastically changed. i lost my little brother. i dread this day every year... i can’t believe it’s been 3 whole years.. time flies but since you’ve been gone, it felt like it’s been a long sad journey. i miss you so much.. i feel like a broken record every time i post about ... 3 years ago, today, my life drastically changed. i lost my little brother. i dread this day every year... i can’t believe it’s been 3 whole years.. time flies but since you’ve been gone, it felt like it’s been a long sad journey. i miss you so much.. i feel like a broken record every time i post about you but the pain hasn’t gone away, it’s just becomes more manageable. everyday i wish i could trade places with you, i rather you be here living than i. you had so much more to be happy about & to look forward to than i. it’s just not fair. my poor little brother, i hate living life without you. i hate that i can’t take things back, or get you back.. i would do anything. i miss your voice, i miss your face, i miss falling asleep to you playing video games in our room. i miss sharing a room with you, listening to music together, making eggs for you at 3 in the morning. it hurts me that i can’t be with mommy today, it hurts that i can’t come visit you at the crash site, or see your friends.. i hate being so far from home. i go through this alone & i have been for the last year and man, it’s so hard. it’s hard not having your family or friends to be there when you just wanna break down. i’ve had to be strong and just push through everyday although some days are way harder than others. i’m not sure why we have to live with this pain, why god chose to take you away from us, im not sure why but i would love to know.. because this just isn’t right. it shouldn’t have been you, i shouldn’t have. i know you’re up in heaven guiding us and loving us from afar, but i would do anything to feel you near me, to know you’re here. rest in peace my handsome little brother, rest well jose. we will meet again and i hope you know i’m coming for the biggest hug in the world. i love you with everything in me. #kingveloso #everydayisjune24th ❣️
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Oh, I totally forgot, we don’t belong, we are not one and we are not together. You always said we will ...
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Oh, I totally forgot, we don’t belong, we are not one and we are not together. You always said we will always be; but in reality we will never be. As I said before, I always lived in the fear of meeting someone who will actually storm into my life to a point that she will become my friend, my lover, ... Oh, I totally forgot, we don’t belong, we are not one and we are not together. You always said we will always be; but in reality we will never be.
As I said before, I always lived in the fear of meeting someone who will actually storm into my life to a point that she will become my friend, my lover, my reflection and me in a twisted way. You managed to force me to drop all masks and armors and be the inner core, the real me.
I am happy that you were born to enter my life and be part of that strip of memories or events “as you like to describe them”; life changing events that touched me in every possible way. You came without a warning like a summer storm to turn the table. You changed the rules and played your own game. I resisted, you insisted and I finally gave up. Again, I gave away my armors and masks. Stood in that corner revealing every single inner feeling to you.
I loved you, and this little life that we created and the journey we were on, hand in hand we walked and we diminished everyone around us. We actually lived that short separation from reality. You have all the qualities of a girl that I shouldn’t be with, but at the same time, I wanted you always in every possible dark way.
Life is too short, feelings are the diamonds in the jar, you use one every now and then, but then it fades away. Keeping a diamond might be wise to look at it once in a while.
It hurts me to miss you and it always will. To think of you, to have feelings for you, to love you, to leave you, to ignore you and to be around you.
I loved you; I loved you as a girl, as a woman, as a wild beast that triggers every animalistic instinct within me. I loved being with you. I loved you in so many ways and in no ways at all. You were and still my amazing friend and wonderful lover deep inside. I have to say and admit, I always wanted you so bad that it hurts. Till I reveal another diamond.
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It’s been 10 months since I’ve done anything girly with her <span class="emoji emoji1f622"></span> Bows, dresses, nails, dolls — they all ...
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It’s been 10 months since I’ve done anything girly with her Bows, dresses, nails, dolls — they all just hurt so much without Harbor here. It’s a gut punch that she should have her sissy there doing these things with her. I should have two daughters, one brown haired beauty and one blonde. The ... It’s been 10 months since I’ve done anything girly with her 😢 Bows, dresses, nails, dolls — they all just hurt so much without Harbor here. It’s a gut punch that she should have her sissy there doing these things with her. I should have two daughters, one brown haired beauty and one blonde. The sweetest sisters. Matching everything. Secrets all night. Bridesmaids in each other’s weddings. Something I dreamed of having when I was little, I got to watch them have. Now, it all hurts. Unicorns hurt. Minnie Mouse and Moana hurt. When she brings me a flower, it hurts. I wince and scream inside, but smile for her. Today I did her nails. I intentionally ordered these little unicorn wraps and they made her smile. I hope she doesn’t know how much it hurts me. I hope she can’t see how it will never feel like enough now. I hope she doesn’t see the tears prick every time a well-meaning stranger says “how special— one princess in a sea of brothers” (which someone says to us every single time we’re out). I hope she doesn’t remember this year where her daddy dressed her and did her hair every day because I couldn’t, and she always looked like a ragamuffin. (A beautiful ragamuffin). She is still so connected to her sister... drawing her and talking to her quietly in her room every day. Choosing pink “because it’s Harbor’s favorite color.” Finding heart shaped leaves that Harbor sent her. Sleeping with Harbor’s bunny and finding every last trace of scent that lingers in the top of its tattered yellow head. I truly believe the bond of sisters is something death can’t break. Same with the bond of mamas and daughters. We feel her. And we miss her. She would have LOVED getting unicorn nails... getting her ears pierced... purses and dresses and daddy-daughter dances. She was girlier than Story. She would have loved this. But Heaven’s better. And the entire time I did Story’s nails today, internally I kept that phrase on a loop. Heaven’s better, Heaven’s better, Heaven’s better. I’m so thankful for the time I got to spend with #storyandharbor here on earth. And for a savior who made a way where there was no way, so that one day I can hold them both and never have to let go again 🦄✨
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OK my friends. In my opinion, guess what the worst state in the country is for declawing. Yep. Michigan. ...
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OK my friends. In my opinion, guess what the worst state in the country is for declawing. Yep. Michigan. My mom loves that state because she was born there and has relatives there. But for some strange reason, most cat owners in Michigan seem to be stuck in the dark ages about this inhumane ... OK my friends.
In my opinion, guess what the worst state in the country is for declawing.
Yep.
Michigan. 💔
My mom loves that state because she was born there and has relatives there.
But for some strange reason, most cat owners in Michigan seem to be stuck in the dark ages about this inhumane procedure and I believe it is because most vets in that state declaw lots and lots of cats and kittens.
Most of these declawing vets purposely deceive their clients about this inhumane and mutilating procedure because they make great money from amputating cat’s toes and claws. 😾
So I’m going to do a new respectful and inspiring campaign soon to try to educate the public in Michigan about the facts about declawing so they won’t want to do it to their beloved kitties.
Any ideas are welcome. 🙏🏻❤️
I’m also reminding you to always take the high road and be respectful and educate with your comments.
When you are mean or threatening, it hurts the cause, it’s wrong, and it hurts me because they blame your words on me. If you want to educate people on how declawing is amputating the cat’s toe bone and can be compared to amputating the last bone on a finger then that’s ok.
But please don’t say that you would like to chop off their fingers or things like that because it really really does hurt me and the cause.
Trust me on this. Your mean and threatening words to others have personally hurt me. 😿💔
Please remind people about this when you see them saying things like that. 😽❤️
Thank you.
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For me, each one of our SNSD members is like my body. If one gets hurt or hears bad things from someone ...
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For me, each one of our SNSD members is like my body. If one gets hurt or hears bad things from someone else, it hurts me and pains me even more. It’s impossible for only good things to happen to someone and so there were difficult times and hurtful times. But during those times, I’m so thankful ... For me, each one of our SNSD members is like my body. If one gets hurt or hears bad things from someone else, it hurts me and pains me even more. It’s impossible for only good things to happen to someone and so there were difficult times and hurtful times. But during those times, I’m so thankful that we were each other’s strength and each other’s support.” - Sunny 🎊🎉🎂🎁 #yoona #jessica #jessicajung #taeyeon #yoonsic #sone #imyoona #adorable #tagsforlikes #photooftheday #instagood #sweet #seohyun #sunny #sooyoung #hyoyeon #yuri #snsd #girlsgeneration #gg #SoNyuhShiDae #soshi #girls #pretty #beautiful #bestfriend #bff #l4l #likeforlike
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