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I saw a man so beautiful I started crying and this man is zayn<span class="emoji emoji1f60f"></span>
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I saw a man so beautiful I started crying and this man is zayn I saw a man so beautiful I started crying
and this man is zayn😏
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PLEASE READ THE CAPTION BEFORE (CRYING) COMMENTING ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••~ "We ourselves have to lift the level of our community, the standard of our community to a higher level, make our own society beautiful so ... PLEASE READ THE CAPTION BEFORE (CRYING) COMMENTING ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••~
"We ourselves have to lift the level of our community, the standard of our community to a higher level, make our own society beautiful so that we will be satisfied in our own social circles and won’t be running around here trying to knock our way into a social circle where we’re not wanted. So I say, in spreading a gospel such as Black Nationalism, it is not designed to make the black man re-evaluate the white man—you know him already— but to make the black man re-evaluate himself.

Don’t change the white man’s mind—you can’t change his mind, and that whole thing about appealing to the moral conscience of America— America’s conscience is bankrupt. She lost all conscience a long time ago. Uncle Sam has no conscience.

They don’t know what morals are. They don’t try and eliminate an evil because it’s evil, or because it’s illegal, or because it’s immoral; they eliminate it only when it threatens their existence. So you’re wasting your time appealing to the moral conscience of a bankrupt man like Uncle Sam. If he had a conscience, he’d straighten this thing out with no more pressure being put upon him. So it is not necessary to change the white man’s mind. We have to change our own mind. You can’t change his mind about us. We’ve got to change our own minds about each other. We have to see each other with new eyes. We have to see each other as brothers and sisters. We have to come together with warmth so we can develop unity and harmony that’s necessary to get this problem solved ourselves" - Malcolm X #maarifacircle #malcolmx #Unemployment
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OK ladies. Story Time: <span class="emoji emoji25b6"></span>️ 5 months ago I thought to my self THIS IS IT. I'm tired of feeling emotional, ...
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OK ladies. Story Time: ️ 5 months ago I thought to my self THIS IS IT. I'm tired of feeling emotional, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of needing constant approval from my amazing boyfriend . I found myself in a miserable state almost every day and that was certainly not like me. This was not ... OK ladies. Story Time: ▶️ 5 months ago I thought to my self THIS IS IT.
I'm tired of feeling emotional, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of needing constant approval from my amazing boyfriend
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✨ I found myself in a miserable state almost every day and that was certainly not like me. This was not me on our first date
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As soon as this great man came into my life I started relying on him for compliments to confirm that there was only me in his life and that I was good enough for him
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To be honest I didn't even believe him when he gave me the compliments I desperately craved
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✨ Someone had to change. And it was me.
He can never make me realize how worthy I am or how beautiful I am, if I don't believe it myself
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And I fear that if I hadn't gone through this transformation, he would've left me. Because no man should have to constantly assure his woman of how worthy she is. Not to the point where it's unhealthy and it all ends in tears or fights anyway
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🙋🏽 You know what I did? I started focusing on me. Creating my own life, learning how to love myself, realizing WHY I didn't feel worthy with a man who's treating me as he should
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I went from blaming everything on him & seeking constant approval to looking to myself whenever I felt there was a problem
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✨ I figured out my own freaking self and you know what, our relationship has never been better
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Generally, people know the harsh inequality woman have in the Middle East, and that much more in ...
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Generally, people know the harsh inequality woman have in the Middle East, and that much more in the time past. One thing that I love about the Bible, is that God will show us little nuggets(details) in His word, that validates it’s truth even more, and from that our hearts are strengthened. In ... Generally, people know the harsh inequality woman have in the Middle East, and that much more in the time past.

One thing that I love about the Bible, is that God will show us little nuggets(details) in His word, that validates it’s truth even more, and from that our hearts are strengthened.

In the time the book of Matthew was written, for sure the credits to the first person to see Jesus risen from the dead would have been a man, not a woman.
But God being so good, and always one step ahead, going against the grain of mans “ways”, had planned in eternity past to allow the first to see Him alive to be a woman.
13 They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?” “They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” 14 At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.

15 He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?” Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.” 16 Jesus said to her, “Mary.” She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means “Teacher”). So beautiful, so powerful, so truthful.

I hope your encouraged.
Because He lives we can face tomorrow.
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Ladies & gentlemen, your new Mr. & Mrs. Kevin Liao. Beautiful wedding ceremony and reception yesterday. I wasn’t crying. You were crying! I had allergies, man, leave me alone lol. So happy for @kliao65 & @msaileen87 as they take the next step in life together. Lots of love from your #BuiYah ... Ladies & gentlemen, your new Mr. & Mrs. Kevin Liao. Beautiful wedding ceremony and reception yesterday. I wasn’t crying. You were crying! I had allergies, man, leave me alone lol. So happy for @kliao65 & @msaileen87 as they take the next step in life together. Lots of love from your #BuiYah family. #KAileen #KAileenTiesTheKnot #CAGWives #BuiYahWivesClub #iPadLady #weddingday #kissthebride #brideandgroom #newlyweds #happilyeverafter #fairytailending
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So I feel the need to share this because I know it may inspire someone. I’ve been so hard on myself ...
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So I feel the need to share this because I know it may inspire someone. I’ve been so hard on myself this weekend and going into today, the human part of me started to take over and I went through my personal shifts, thoughts, growth, (and tears) to move through it and come out on the other side better. ... So I feel the need to share this because I know it may inspire someone.
I’ve been so hard on myself this weekend and going into today, the human part of me started to take over and I went through my personal shifts, thoughts, growth, (and tears) to move through it and come out on the other side better. I started to buy into how big I think I am, how different, & how uncomfortable I am. I even started to hear things from others and filtered them through my own beliefs in myself right now and take things personally. For the first time out of my mouth I said, “all of this cellulite” and “how big I am”, “how heavy I am”, “how much I have to sit down and lay down”, and things like that. These thoughts have been building up over this month and I didn’t take a look at it until today. I have never felt my lower back and My legs and butt feel how they are haha. And have never seen this much cellulite on me in my life.
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So, it definitely took @samsons_strength love and awareness to help me see it and I’m thankful, and it took me getting it out and sharing how I was feeling inside and not loving myself and this process at this moment, and SHIFT IT!!! It definitely took me crying and sharing and just getting it OUT of me, which Is a detail and important step to growth that I believe in. So I did that, then today I chose my true beliefs in myself, I chose “I love my body,” “I love this process,” “this is beautiful”, “I’m grateful for this challenge and beauty and the ability to bring our miracle and this life in the world and that she chose us”. 🤰🏼💐 .
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I am also happy I get to experience more and get challenged more and further to help me develop into the best me! And every opportunity is teaching me true loving myself!!! All the love ♥️♥️💕💞 just all the love I’m taking in and I’m happy I got to shift into loving this amazing human experience and true #selflove. Thank you life and baby girl 💕🦋
Hope this inspires someone, because man I was really crying today and shifting through this. 🙏
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This is our thriving little garden. The prayer of my heart this year has been, “Jesus, show me more ...
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This is our thriving little garden. The prayer of my heart this year has been, “Jesus, show me more of you. Give me more of you, let me know all aspects of who you are.” And I feel like this weekend He answered this prayer in a super personal and hilarious way. At Good Friday service, I was sitting ... This is our thriving little garden.
The prayer of my heart this year has been, “Jesus, show me more of you. Give me more of you, let me know all aspects of who you are.” And I feel like this weekend He answered this prayer in a super personal and hilarious way.
At Good Friday service, I was sitting in my chair crying (per usual) just completely overwhelmed by the beauty of this love, redemption, and life that I have been given through Jesus. I wasn’t weeping because of guilt or sadness or anything of that negative sort (Jesus and I have moved past that), but just sat crying feeling overwhelmed.
I felt as though He was sitting right next to me, with His hands on my shoulders, grinning from ear to ear, shaking me in a friendly way. He was bouncing in His seat along with the music and His eyes sparkled as His head bobbed. It was as though He didn’t want me sitting in my tears, but just wanted me to be joyful in the overwhelming goodness of this story.
This is when I realized: Jesus is my hype man. Because He lives, I get to live, and live in abundance and beauty. Because He lives, I get to be joyful despite my circumstances. Because He lives, I am so SO free to live this life unbound to guilt, shame, or pressures, but I get to live it in confidence and righteousness.
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I feel a closeness with Him I’ve never felt, that He’s really truly right here-smiling at me and hyping me up to live each day with more vigor and zeal and freedom than the last.
I’ve never wanted to live life more intentionally beautiful knowing He’s right here doing it with me.
Life is worth the living, just because He lives.
#righteousandratchet
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I chose this picture of him covering his face so I wouldn’t interrupt the fasting sisters <span class="emoji emoji1f60d"></span>(<span class="emoji emoji1f602"></span> lower ...
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I chose this picture of him covering his face so I wouldn’t interrupt the fasting sisters ( lower y’all gaze CDFU) But let me tell y’all about this MAN !! My graduation day started off rough because of the misplacement my cap (my mother 🙄🤦🏾‍♀️) but he kept me calm and kept letting me know that ... I chose this picture of him covering his face so I wouldn’t interrupt the fasting sisters 😍(😂 lower y’all gaze CDFU) But let me tell y’all about this MAN !! My graduation day started off rough because of the misplacement my cap (my mother 🙄🤦🏾‍♀️) but he kept me calm and kept letting me know that this day couldn’t be ruined because I worked hard for it so no matter what I was gone be cool. Next, my husband and sons were a lil late (because of my mom again!) but that didn’t matter because once they enter the building the stands knew my NAME !! “THATS MOMMY SA’AD” I heard my family over everyone’s non stop ! When I walked across that stage he made me feel like a true star !... later that day I was under the impression that we were going to Ruth Chris to break our fast (because my graduation day just happened to fall in the holy blessed month of Ramadan Alhamdulillah !) So in he walks with a New garment from my fav seamstress @bellozaina_ and says “get dressed.” I’m shocked and confused cause I have this beautiful garment on that I wore to my graduation that I didn’t want to take off lol. So I follow the orders get dress and we head to Ruth Chris (so I thought). We pulls up to one of his work offices cause he claims we had to meet my brother, but it didn’t seem odd cause they both do business out this office. Soon as we enter the building and get off the elevator I was surprised by ALL my family and friends !! A surprise graduation Iftar !! It was beautiful. Sweets and decor provided by my gf @auntsweetie10 and she out did her self !! Everything looking Flawless and well put together ! And food provided by @qua_sp (Mac and cheese A1 !!). This man made all this happen for me without even breaking a sweat for me to see !! And to top the night off Him and my bff surprised me with a new car !! When I say I couldn’t stop crying and saying thank you all night !! Husband I just want to say I’m so grateful and beyond blessed to have you ! I pray that Allah preserves our marriage and grants you all the wants you have for this life and the next ! Ameen !! Thank you for a bomb weekend !! I gotta find a way to top this 😩 get Saud on the line please ! But hold the mice 😭
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This 5 days and 4 nights trip made me realized so many things. I imagined living with the man i love ...
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This 5 days and 4 nights trip made me realized so many things. I imagined living with the man i love and its not that easy. We fought, we argued, we misunderstood each other, we cried because of some issue that I think will be our greatest fear in the future. I survived those 5 days of my life living ... This 5 days and 4 nights trip made me realized so many things.

I imagined living with the man i love and its not that easy. We fought, we argued, we misunderstood each other, we cried because of some issue that I think will be our greatest fear in the future.
I survived those 5 days of my life living so different from who I am. I have considered myself so lost because im not familiar with what we ate, what we did and what we experienced. God im crying everyday wishing im not there.

I knew how to make tipid because our budget is for 3 days only. And its not that easy huhu. Walking while seeing so many foods I wanted to eat but i cant whine about it cause i know we are budgeting our money 😭😂 And one thing im sure about. This man beside me for 5 days gave me what I need. Accepting my flaws, accepting what I cannot do. Pushing me to go through when I am afraid. Embracing my fears and telling me that I can. Challenged me to be the different woman i am to experience the beauty of life. Accepting all those words i have said when his only intention is to made me happy. He made me realized that theres something more about life. Na if others CAN do it, I can too.

And seeing the beauty of all the things around me made me realized that God made all this very beautiful. From Michael, to his family, to his friends, and especially the beauty of the Sea that God has made. *Our first out of town trip 🤗
PS. Get a man who will not let you missed the beauty of life. ;) PPS. I got MINE.
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What an odd day today is... it’s Chris’s birthday and I feel happy, really happy about his life. It ...
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What an odd day today is... it’s Chris’s birthday and I feel happy, really happy about his life. It isn’t overshadowed by his death today. I don’t know if it’s all of the prayers people have been praying, my kids happiness, the healing we’ve been doing, my parents visiting, or just the mighty ... What an odd day today is... it’s Chris’s birthday and I feel happy, really happy about his life. It isn’t overshadowed by his death today. I don’t know if it’s all of the prayers people have been praying, my kids happiness, the healing we’ve been doing, my parents visiting, or just the mighty grace of God. I almost feel like I feel Chris’s happiness. Is that weird? That’s what it feels like.
I feel like I can feel his happiness at having lived a life well lived - full of moments like this and so many more. Maybe he’s happy we aren’t crying on his birthday? It’s a beautiful Sunday. What a precious gift to have his birthday on a scheduled day of rest. It’s full of family, love and time to reflect.
My heart is beating harder as I write this. Sadness is threatening to rush in. It’s like remembering what I want to share about Chris makes me happy and then my heart cracks. Dang it. It doesn’t come without heartbreak yet - but man - I’m not remembering with sobbing tears like every other year. It’s not angry like every other year. It’s not a pressure cooker of love, ache, frustration and longing mixed with gratitude for having had the love at all. And that.... the water of emotion simmering, instead of boiling, makes all the difference.
So I’ll keep this shorter than normal so I don’t take myself back to a place of pain (I do that enough in therapy :-))
Today I am grateful for the prankster, lover, gentleman and father who not only loved his kids so deeply, but showed them his love. The man who took serving others seriously but never took himself that way. I’m grateful for the man with the youthful spirit who loved horses and dogs and some people, but not all of them. :-) The man of flesh and bone who had magnetic and powerful energy swirling about him. Once people met him, they wanted more of him.Who wouldn’t?
I have a strong feeling he is on the other side still pulling pranks, loving people, welcoming warriors home, serving the kingdom of God and finding a way to share his powerful, magnetic energy with us as we live to fight another day on this side of things.
To Chris: Happy Birthday, Love. You are the gift. Thank you for the joy then and now. I. Love. You.
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Happy 1 year anniversary babe! I love you so much!!! ️️ Here's to more anniversaries by your side!!! @dreadgang_21 #papichulo #justus #1 #anniversary #miamor #princecharming #thankful #blessed #loml #video #thisislove Ladies find a man that makes you feel beautiful, a man who treats ... Happy 1 year anniversary babe! I love you so much!!! ❤️️ Here's to more anniversaries by your side!!! @dreadgang_21 #papichulo #justus #1 #anniversary #miamor #princecharming #thankful #blessed #loml #video #thisislove
Ladies find a man that makes you feel beautiful, a man who treats you like the queen that you are, a man who makes you feel important, a man who sees you crying and instead of saying stop being emotional says baby what's wrong, and when you are an emotional wreck instead of ignoring you he communicates, holds you tight and says this helps us grow as a couple. A man who dries your tears and when you tell him to stop he says look at me a shirt can be replaced but you can't. I found my handsome gentleman and I couldn't be happier. He loved me when I was still learning to love myself and for that I am forever grateful. He pushes me and motivates me to become a better person everyday and I couldn't have asked for somebody better. I found my Prince Charming: Michael Marley Malcolm Ali Luke! ❤️💋
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*update* I know I've been missing from posting. Life has been rather going really well and really ...
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*update* I know I've been missing from posting. Life has been rather going really well and really bad. The good - The love of my life and I moved in together. After 1.5 years of long distance ( we have been in each other lives for 20 years- that's a story for another day) so this new chapter has been ... *update* I know I've been missing from posting. Life has been rather going really well and really bad. The good - The love of my life and I moved in together. After 1.5 years of long distance ( we have been in each other lives for 20 years- that's a story for another day) so this new chapter has been exciting, amazing and beautiful! best thing to ever happen to us 💕
so queue moving in, buying everything for a home. I saved forever for this moment. Then my vehicle decided that it needed a rather costly repair. Set me back about 3 grand. One day my mother called crying hysterically. My aunt was killed in a head on collision on her way home from work. She was my moms sister and best friend and also my godmother. I'm in shock, I gather my things and I book a flight home. I never cried so much in my life. I return back home in Alberta and find out a close friend has died bc her heart .. just.. stopped. She just turned 29. I can't even put together how fucking devastated I am. It doesn't feel real, to know I'll never see her again. My aunt again. Today I get another call from my mom and a close friend of the family died of a fatal stroke. The man was at our house everyday for tea. My dads best friend. 3 beautiful lives just taken. I just can't stop crying. It's the most happiest part of my life combined with the most devastating life events. So there ya have it folks. Sorry to dump all of this on here. I just needed to let it out.
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 #shoutout #post Omg some of my favorite pictures. Man, anyone who knows us knows these pictures ...
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#shoutout #post Omg some of my favorite pictures. Man, anyone who knows us knows these pictures depict a very good picture of our relationship. Put us together and we’re like two little girls giggling, laughing, crying, talking stories for hours, encouraging and always clowning on each ... #shoutout #post Omg some of my favorite pictures. Man, anyone who knows us knows these pictures depict a very good picture of our relationship. Put us together and we’re like two little girls giggling, laughing, crying, talking stories for hours, encouraging and always clowning on each other. We’ve gotten on each other’s nerves where one has been left crying but always can’t stay away from each other long lol. We’ve also seen each other through the hardest time of our lives when we both lost our mothers only weeks apart from each other and have had to carry each other through it. All this to say, I’m so thankful for you sister and I just can not stop thinking of how beautiful everything was this past weekend. You deserved every good thing Love!!! You are definitely worth it. I love you and praying that God will continue to shine down on you and Izzy and your union😘😘💕💕 @2_ee_toy_louza
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Cheers to me. A toast. Onwards. Forwards, sidewards and upwards! With a liquidity of love spilling ...
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Cheers to me. A toast. Onwards. Forwards, sidewards and upwards! With a liquidity of love spilling out of my eyes and without even a shred of pride I sit here toasting myself. Yes, you heard. The one on the left is mine and the one on the right is for me. A river of love, am I. Who have I been for all ... Cheers to me. A toast. Onwards. Forwards, sidewards and upwards! With a liquidity of love spilling out of my eyes and without even a shred of pride I sit here toasting myself. Yes, you heard. The one on the left is mine and the one on the right is for me. A river of love, am I. Who have I been for all this time? As I sit reading and weeping over texts, cards, letters, emails, social media snapshots...my phone radiating with messages my heart swelling with love. Thank You world, for letting me feel this. This pure, overwhelming tidal wave of true love. It's so beautiful this fleeting thing ( love) that I too must let go of and embrace the new opening door and best of all my (new) old moon. Man oh man that moon, I've missed my man in the moon, with his yawning jaw and wistful gaze. To my extended family in the Southern Hemisphere, my house is yours, my heart is yours,, wherever I am there is a space for you, there is a warm hug and an ambitiously homecooked meal. Now, to my Mummy mummy mummy my welcome committee... prepare for boarding, cause these arms have been aching to feel the cut of your form and the warmth of your heart. To my new brothers and sisters, my cousins and my weird uncles...you know who you are. To my loves, my lady lady loves. My tribe of beautiful women....gosh darn it! I'm crying again. England and new prospective friends...prepare to be turned a shade weirder and probably to be bedazzled in a rainbow of glitter. Oh yeah. #byebyebainbridge #closingthedoor #openingtheheart #gratitude #australia #extendedfamily #imgoinghome #imnotcryingyourcrying
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Io e Potto. . . . I am the dragon breathing fire Beautiful mane I'm the lion Beautiful man I know ...
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Io e Potto. . . . I am the dragon breathing fire Beautiful mane I'm the lion Beautiful man I know you're lying I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying You ain't trying hard enough. . Ph. @chiccodiriso . . . #TB #cotr Io e Potto. .
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I am the dragon breathing fire
Beautiful mane I'm the lion
Beautiful man I know you're lying
I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying
You ain't trying hard enough. .
Ph. @chiccodiriso .
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#TB #cotr
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<span class="emoji emoji1f3bc"></span> I am the dragon breathing fire<span class="emoji emoji1f432"></span> Beautiful mane I'm the lion🦁 Beautiful man I know you're lying I ...
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I am the dragon breathing fire Beautiful mane I'm the lion🦁 Beautiful man I know you're lying I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying You ain't trying hard enough You ain't loving hard enough You don't love me deep enough We not reaching feats enough Blindly in love, I fucks ... 🎼 I am the dragon breathing fire🐲
Beautiful mane I'm the lion🦁
Beautiful man I know you're lying
I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying
You ain't trying hard enough
You ain't loving hard enough
You don't love me deep enough
We not reaching feats enough
Blindly in love, I fucks with you
'Til I realize, I'm just too much for you
I'm just too much for you🎤 #donthurtyourself🍋🐝
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Thank you so much everyone for the texts and all the congratulations! We appreciate it so much. I ...
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Thank you so much everyone for the texts and all the congratulations! We appreciate it so much. I wanted to tell ALLLLLL of you that just haven't been on my phone much so thank you again update: we are finally home n getting settled in In this pic I was exhausted. It was a rough night. ... Thank you so much everyone for the texts and all the congratulations! We appreciate it so much. I wanted to tell ALLLLLL of you that 💜💜 just haven't been on my phone much so thank you again 💋
update: we are finally home n getting settled in 👨‍👩‍👧 In this pic I was exhausted. It was a rough night. Leilana was crying. I was crying bc she was n i was tired. Logan being a great man n dad was changing her n calming us both crying girls down telling me to relax n sleep some! We made it through lol💜
Ugh how can a little baby be so freaking perfect!! I can just stare at her for hours ha 😍Thank you God for this beautiful little girl 🙏
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“And I feel like I just got home... and I feel...”... <span class="emoji emoji1f3b6"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f305"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f64f"></span>🏼<span class="emoji emoji2600"></span>️<span class="emoji emoji1f30a"></span> So grateful for another incredible ...
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“And I feel like I just got home... and I feel...”... 🏼 So grateful for another incredible pines party weekend with some of the most special people in my life. We celebrate 15 years of life, a beautiful relationship with the most amazing man I know and 15 years of friendships with 2 of ... “And I feel like I just got home... and I feel...”... 🎶🌅🙏🏼☀️🌊
So grateful for another incredible pines party weekend with some of the most special people in my life. We celebrate 15 years of life, a beautiful relationship with the most amazing man I know and 15 years of friendships with 2 of the most amazing people in my life. Dancing all night long on the beach till sunrise has become our tradition and our way of celebrating our love and loyalty for one another. We have done this together for 15 years straight... I ask myself, where the hell did 15 years go? I really don’t have the answer to that, but they went by so fast with so many amazing memories, laughing, dancing, loving, traveling, building, growing, evolving, sharing, caring, crying, being there for one another... etc...
How lucky am I to be able to meet the most amazing man that has stood by me all these years and meet one of my best friends in the world and his husband all in the same weekend?
What have I done on this earth to deserve such gifts in life? All I have to say to the universe is THANK YOU for giving me the opportunity to experience real love and live without capacity. There are no limits and no boundaries to how much I love you B, and to how much I love my chosen family.
To the oldest of friends that have witnessed me grow, evolve and become that man I am today and even to the newest of friends that I had just met recently and have inseparable chemistry with.. I love you all with all my heart and words can’t express how grateful I am to each and everyone of you!
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B, you are the most amazing man I know. We have been through the highest height and lowest lows and no matter what struggles we go through, we are unbreakable. We truly have a deeper love then anyone can imagine and lived with no limits and accomplished unimaginable dreams... You will always be my “Superman”! Cheers to life, to fifteen beautiful years of growth and cheers to living every day like there’s no tomorrow. The only boundaries and limits we have in life are the ones we create and all rules are meant to be broken. So cheers to that! #Love #Life #Fifteen #Anniversary #FireIsland #Traditions #Family #Dance #Live #Laugh
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Back from a work/play trip to Disney and trying to catch up on all the things - hundreds of emails, ...
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Back from a work/play trip to Disney and trying to catch up on all the things - hundreds of emails, dirty dishes, laundry piles, and more. But after getting the girls to bed one person this evening has completely taken over. Nia Wilson. If you’ve been living under a rock or perhaps on a social ... Back from a work/play trip to Disney and trying to catch up on all the things - hundreds of emails, dirty dishes, laundry piles, and more. But after getting the girls to bed one person this evening has completely taken over. Nia Wilson. If you’ve been living under a rock or perhaps on a social media and/or real life vacation and have not yet heard about this beautiful young lady and her horrendous murder, let me try my best. Nia and her sisters were transferring at a BART station in Oakland when a white man came up to them and just started stabbing them - killing Nia and injuring her sister Letifah. Listening to the interviews from her parents and from her sister Letifah tell the account are nauseating. I scroll through all the joyful pictures of my beautiful brown daughters and I can’t help but picture Liv crying for her slain sister. We should all be crying for our slain sister. We should be infuriated and hungry for justice. But it’s easy to say what we should be. At times we women of color just want to curl up in self-preservation mode. To turn off everything and try to convince ourselves that our lives do matter despite what the media and the world at large may show us. So to my sisters reading this, do what you have to do to exist, but know that you are not alone. And to this poor traumatized family I pray that they find some peace, at the very least #justiceforniawilson #niawilson #sayhername
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Awww man. You’re six weeks + one day today! •• I’ve been waiting to post you, not to show the world ...
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Awww man. You’re six weeks + one day today! •• I’ve been waiting to post you, not to show the world how beautiful you are but to let people know just how sovereign God is. •• Zuri was born with a condition known as Gastroschisis (which basically means the intestines are on the outside of the ... Awww man. You’re six weeks + one day today!
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I’ve been waiting to post you, not to show the world how beautiful you are but to let people know just how sovereign God is.
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Zuri was born with a condition known as Gastroschisis (which basically means the intestines are on the outside of the body). Her parents knew about it since practically the beginning of the pregnancy, but knowing it versus living it is completely different.
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Making this short: Zuri only had to have one surgery, which doctors thought would take multiple. With healing+everything else, you have exceeded the doctors expectations, forcing them to acknowledge the goodness+miraculous ways of God! Mama, I love you more than you can grasp right now and as we’ve already talked about: You’re gonna do great things baby! So sure of it!
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Actually, I ain’t done. Emily man. From getting that “it’s time. My water broke” phone call around 3am on 10/30/17 to doing quadruple shifts at the hospital with y’all (LOL), the strength that you did (and continually) personify, man it made me fall in love with you+our friendship as a whole even more. The tears you made me drop girl, we still gotta square up cause you know I don’t like crying but it was all worth it. And Zeddie, you are beyond amazing. Just how attentive+how you took initiative to keep us all sane, I have the upmost respect for you man. Continue to make my girls happy which I have no doubt that you’ll fail.
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Alright man. Done. Everyone say hiiii to my Godbaby, Zuri Marie. The most beautiful-est girl in the world. Watch out for her in the near future! #fighter #GODISREAL💓
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I realized today that I haven't reintroduced myself or had a catch up in a very long time. Hi! <span class="emoji emoji1f44b"></span>🏼 I'm ...
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I realized today that I haven't reintroduced myself or had a catch up in a very long time. Hi! 🏼 I'm Nicole. Some people call me Cole. I’m an AZ native. I married the most amazing man 13 years ago and we have 3 #frankebros who are the most beautiful weirdos. We moved our family into the heart of ... I realized today that I haven't reintroduced myself or had a catch up in a very long time. Hi! 👋🏼 I'm Nicole. Some people call me Cole.
I’m an AZ native. I married the most amazing man 13 years ago and we have 3 #frankebros who are the most beautiful weirdos. We moved our family into the heart of downtown Phoenix four years ago. That move flipped our world upside down in the best of ways.
For 7 years I was a flower maker. Through @thefeltflowershop I was able to make and send my work all over the world and through it meet so many incredible people. But 7 years of handmade work physically took its toll and it was hard to continue growing it when I felt like God was calling me away from it. I’m grateful for that time and miss it sometimes.
When we first moved downtown we were focused on serving our local church and ministries in our neighborhood. Then two years ago (this Oct) we started a hub (@unitephx) for followers of Jesus to be able to serve alongside people from different churches to care for the marginalized in our city. We get to partner with some incredible organizations and churches and see hearts being transformed. It makes this life so sweet and I think God delights in watching his children work together.
Then this Summer we started a home church. I feel like we’re just at the beginning of something really special and I can’t wait to see what God has planned.
After putting down the scissors, God opened a door for me at my boys school. Five years ago I came to an event at this very school to try and encourage kids to sign up for after school tutoring. Had no idea that we would eventually be living across the street and my kids and I would be spending our days here. Today I sat in a meeting discussing an after school program in my library. Full circle.
I’m just trying to love God with all my heart, and keep my eyes open to the people he’s placing in front of me. Whether it be a stranger knocking on my door, kids walking into the library having a hard day or a teacher who I stumble upon crying in her classroom. It all matters. Keep your eyes open. Love is what drives us forward. ❤️
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Happy 117th birthday to the one of my favorite people, Uncle Walt. I never envisioned working ...
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Happy 117th birthday to the one of my favorite people, Uncle Walt. I never envisioned working for Disney until I came back on vacation in 2010. I felt this need to be here. But it meant leaving my home. It meant being farther away from my friends and family. It meant change and we all know how ... Happy 117th birthday to the one of my favorite people, Uncle Walt.

I never envisioned working for Disney until I came back on vacation in 2010. I felt this need to be here. But it meant leaving my home. It meant being farther away from my friends and family. It meant change and we all know how much I hate change.
I love my job. I love what I do and who I do it with. I don't plan on leaving it anytime soon.

But I've hit a rough bump recently that most people would probably have shaken off by now but I can't, Im not wired that way otherwise I wouldn't be going through half the shit I am on a regular basis. There's been lots of crying in my car, questioning myself as a Cast Member, and feeling a bit lonely and confused if Im honest.
My mom told me the other night to remember I also work for the Mouse. At the end of the day he is literally on my paycheck, on the ID I clock in and out on, he's on every cake I make. I take it a step father and remember that it's Walt we all work for. He came from nothing, dreamed up something never been done before and it's our duty to him to keep it rolling. At one point he was told he had no talent. He was fired. He struggled. But he got up everyday and went back to it. Could you imagine if he stopped?
There is so much more to the name Disney than just theme parks and movies. This man changed the world that we know today. He has given us all magic, the power to dream, and shown us that there's a great big beautiful tomorrow, shining at the end of everyday.
Happy Birthday Walt ❤️
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It's my bestie birthday and before I say some nice words about this geh, let me say that I am so full ...
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It's my bestie birthday and before I say some nice words about this geh, let me say that I am so full of joy knowing I'm not the only one growing old Back to the marra This geh @enoadeogun will always and forever be part of my life because of these reasons; 1- Eno and I became friends ... It's my bestie birthday and before I say some nice words about this geh, let me say that I am so full of joy knowing I'm not the only one growing old💃💃💃💃💃😁😂😂
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This geh @enoadeogun will always and forever be part of my life because of these reasons;
1- Eno and I became friends from hosting a documentary show on WazobiaTV called "30minutes" . This show made us closer because we learnt the value of working as a team.
2- Our friendship hasn't been smooth, we can fight for Africa but when we settle, heaven is at peace. Yes, we always settle buying gifts for each other😁
3- She married my friend and brother @tola_adeogun and their union has been richly blessed with a son, my God-Son Eli❤️
4- She is super intelligent and creative. Listen to her podcast "soaffpodcast" and you definitely will attest to this fact .
5- She has my back day in day out and she has proven this in different ways.
6- She is genuinely interested in my progress❤️❤️
7- We are so crazy that when in difficult situation, rather than cry, we go to a nice restaurant, pop a bottle of wine and toast to the future...😂 Imagine! We will literally be crying and toasting.
I could go on and on about you love because you mean so much to me. I love you baby @enoadeogun , 31 looks excellent on you❤️❤️❤️❤️. P.s I closed this picture because it continually reminds me of that special day you said "I Do" to the man of your dreams in a beautiful island in Zanzibar ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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LONG POST ALERT <span class="emoji emoji1f6a8"></span> * FEAR * I got this question many times - how did I get into sports. And I have never ...
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LONG POST ALERT * FEAR * I got this question many times - how did I get into sports. And I have never said this before especially on INSTAGRAM. But I know so many women who go through shit that I will say where I came from. About 3,5 years ago I got divorced after being married for 5 years to a ... LONG POST ALERT 🚨
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I got this question many times - how did I get into sports. And I have never said this before especially on INSTAGRAM. But I know so many women who go through shit that I will say where I came from.
About 3,5 years ago I got divorced after being married for 5 years to a man that was EVERYTHING to me. I met him when I was 21 and it was that young silly love. We started to live together pretty quick. He got fired from work and we barely had food to eat - all we had was rice and tuna. But I didn’t care, no fancy lifestyle expectations! It was true love I thought. Till I realized he was chatting to other women on the side... oh well, he asked to forgive and I did... We decided to get married, the dress was chosen, the life was all bright... till his mother died and he suddenly was admitted to the army... it was the beginning of the Arab Spring. He disappeared for months and all I could do was crying... literally crying for months.
He showed up again... and this time his family was violently against me.
We went through a lot... and even more cheating. But I was in love. I have been dying inside so many times... you can’t even imagine.
But then we moved to Dubai and I thought we finally figured the shit out... till he cheated again! I left our house for few days... but when I returned... she was there.... she was in my house.... where all my life was! How did he dare to bring her there?
But what was even more painful - she was beautiful. She was successful. A dancer, flexible, strong, performer. Taking care of herself so much. All what I wasn’t.
I was pretty much a house wife. Saving money on everything, never dressing up, never partying, not flexible, scared of all heights and different sports. You know what he said - he wasn’t attracted to me because I wasn’t polishing my nails.... I can’t describe how much it scared me and broke me. We divorced. But inside I felt so unworthy.
However the grief inside made me change. I wanted to prove to myself I’m worth so much more. I started acro yoga seriously, I started aerial, and in few months wasn’t scared of heights on a hoop anymore.
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So I finally met this handsome little man today. This is Peter he is 10 and adorable. Sadly, he was ...
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So I finally met this handsome little man today. This is Peter he is 10 and adorable. Sadly, he was diagnosed with the San Filipino syndrome when he was only very young and just lately he hasn't been doing too well. It kills his Mum to be away from him but she has two other children in school, so, ... So I finally met this handsome little man today. This is Peter he is 10 and adorable. Sadly, he was diagnosed with the San Filipino syndrome when he was only very young and just lately he hasn't been doing too well. It kills his Mum to be away from him but she has two other children in school, so, Peter is being cared for by the amazing people up at @bear_cottage in Manly so she can have a little break. As its only up the hill from me I thought, right, I'm making him some little cuddle cushions so he can still "be" with his family. I asked his mum if I could pop in and meet him, she said "of course". So, for the 1st time I went in to Bear Cottage, every other time I have got to the front door, started crying handed the cushions over and ran. The last thing they need is me crying, let's face it, I cry at ads, so how was I going to be able to do this? Well I'm happy to report, what a bright, amazing, lovely place it is. All the rooms are named after all our beautiful northern beaches, its just really calming and everyone had a smile on their face. They do amazing work, so, if you ever want to donate to a worthwhile cause I can give you two... @bear_cottage and @sfcfoundtn help find a cure for Peter and @hopeforislaandjude 🙏❤️ PS. I dont think he really wanted a kiss, but I wanted one!! xxx
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10 years of marriage to this man. Our vow renewal on Lake Como was full of tears (mainly by me), and ...
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10 years of marriage to this man. Our vow renewal on Lake Como was full of tears (mainly by me), and while the setting was so breathtakingly beautiful, the words spoken made it rich and true and unforgettable. We wrote our own new vows after weathering 10 years of life together, as well as the ... 10 years of marriage to this man. Our vow renewal on Lake Como was full of tears (mainly by me), and while the setting was so breathtakingly beautiful, the words spoken made it rich and true and unforgettable. We wrote our own new vows after weathering 10 years of life together, as well as the the covenant we declared on our wedding day. It is certainly a moment I’ll never forget.
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We had to fight for this moment. It took weeks and months of planning and saving and packing and crying big tears when we left our girls. Heck it took years of fights and victories and date nights and exhaustion and work and trips and weekends and vacations and tons of normal routine days together. Committing over and over again to do the selfless thing, to say the hard thing, to give gifts and surprises and to love the best we know how. All in all, it’s summarized by one thing: God’s faithfulness to us. His goodness and faithfulness and grace in showing us how to love again even when we mess it up. And in His faithfulness, we choose to be faithful to one another. Over and over. On the days we are mad or sad or happy or joyful - we keep on choosing.
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Here’s to many more decades of learning to live in His faithfulness together. I love you William Ray. These 10 years have hands down been the best years of my life.
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I will write a lot, but after months of silence I think I owe you explanations on why I haven't posted ...
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I will write a lot, but after months of silence I think I owe you explanations on why I haven't posted anything new (except in stories) since last year. And I think I owe more to the beautiful man I tried to draw, since I hadn't the strength to write about him without crying. I still don't have it ... I will write a lot, but after months of silence I think I owe you explanations on why I haven't posted anything new (except in stories) since last year. And I think I owe more to the beautiful man I tried to draw, since I hadn't the strength to write about him without crying. I still don't have it as I'm writing right now, but I wanted to celebrate him in this way.

In the last months I had exams, but I felt the constant urge to draw him, but every time I've tried doing so my mind went blank as the paper sheet on which I had to draw him. At the same time it didn't feel right to me to draw anybody else who wasn't him, before drawing him at least one time. I've tried, but every drawing has been tossed in the trash.

I had the courage to finally drawing JJong 'cause I wanted to sent my drawing as a thank you for a dear friend, that gave me as a gift the album in the photo ((if you're reading this, again thank you x1000)). That's where I found the strength to draw and here I am posting this as a present for Jonghyun birthday.

It was hard. For everyone and even for me. I've tried to stay away from socials: twitter and instagram were a real hell for someone like me who didn't want to see or hear anything. One of my biggest dreams was to sing with him as I love to sing, but months ago I've seen one of my dreams crush like that, I've read a news I didn't want everyone to read about as it said that we've lost a great artist, poet, musician, singer. A great person. I even assumed that it was 'my' fault, since as a fan I could have done more to stay by his side or help him or even making him feel loved and appreciated enough.

I rejected all that happened, I still do and for now I'm content like that. Jonghyun is still a member of SHINee, he will always be. 5HINee will always be five. He will continue to watch over his brothers, even over us. He will continue to sing and maybe one day I'll succeed in my dream of singing with him.

Please JJong wait for me and write a good song for us to sing together🎤🎶 Happy birthday little great man, you did everything well.💙✨
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I am the dragon breathing fire beautiful mane I'm the lion beautiful man I know you're lying I ...
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I am the dragon breathing fire beautiful mane I'm the lion beautiful man I know you're lying I am not broken, I'm not crying I am the dragon breathing fire
beautiful mane I'm the lion
beautiful man I know you're lying
I am not broken, I'm not crying
YALL! MY BEST FRIEND IS MARRIED <span class="emoji emoji1f62d"></span> Getting to be the Maid of Honor at a wedding truly is such an HONOR. ...
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YALL! MY BEST FRIEND IS MARRIED Getting to be the Maid of Honor at a wedding truly is such an HONOR. It was the best day and Allison made the MOST beautiful bride and married the man of her dreams. We witnessed two people unite together as One under The Lord and it was beautiful. The Lords promises ... YALL! MY BEST FRIEND IS MARRIED 😭
Getting to be the Maid of Honor at a wedding truly is such an HONOR. It was the best day and Allison made the MOST beautiful bride and married the man of her dreams. We witnessed two people unite together as One under The Lord and it was beautiful. The Lords promises are forever and true. And this was a GREAT one💜 So thankful for you two!
Swipe left to see some pics/videos with friends and family from the day but more importantly, the FIRST LOOK 😍 don’t mind the awws and ooos from the girls 😂😛 (you’ll see me mentioning Zach crying 😭❤️) #nothingbutnolan
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Okay, so I'm in a bad mood and I've had a bad day so, I'm just gonna rant so <span class="emoji emoji26a0"></span>️prepare your self<span class="emoji emoji26a0"></span>️ okay ...
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Okay, so I'm in a bad mood and I've had a bad day so, I'm just gonna rant so ️prepare your self️ okay so how do y'all feel about body shaming ? Do you think it's okay ? Do you think it's okay for your best friend's boyfriend to come up and keep making comments about your weight and you being "fat" ? ... Okay, so I'm in a bad mood and I've had a bad day so, I'm just gonna rant so ⚠️prepare your self⚠️ okay so how do y'all feel about body shaming ? Do you think it's okay ? Do you think it's okay for your best friend's boyfriend to come up and keep making comments about your weight and you being "fat" ? No that is not okay. Someone please explain to me how it is okay for him to come up and keep making comments about me being fat when little does he know, I'm going through a lot right now. So I do not need his stupid narrow minded opinion. Now how is it okay for guys to only "love" girls for their looks ? Because if you don't fit the society's opinion of "beautiful" (meaning you have to be skinny, gorgeous, and popular) then he won't "love" you. And I for a fact are none of those. Yea I'm ugly. Yea I'm fat. No I'm not popular. So guys just won't date me because I don't pass society's look of me ? No. This is not okay. Listen up guys, girls are more than just sexual objects. They have a personality to, you know that right ? Their more than what society tells them to be. Their them. Their beautiful inside and out. Even if they are a little over weight. Or have acne "problems" okay ? So guys, stop judging girls based on looks. Because it's people like that why my parents never let me walk out of the house in a tank top or shorts because if I do, then some 40 year old man will look at my butt or boobs ? This is not okay. And for the guys who don't quite understand this yet, wait until you get older and possibly have a daughter, and how your gonna have to hold back the urge to punch the first person who looks at your little baby girl as a sexual object. And just think, whenever your little baby girl comes home crying because a guy she really liked just played/ used her. And your gonna get so mad at this little boy who thinks its okay to treat your little baby girl this way, yet you have no right to get mad because once when you were a teenager, you were doing this to someone else's daughter... Keep that in mind next time you wanna be a jerk and look at girls as sexual objects.
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Me fucking too. If you’ve seen my stories then you know what I’m referring to. If you haven’t, then I’d like to ask for you to watch Not just so you can know what’s going on, but because this is undoubtedly the most vulnerable I’ve ever been online before. I’ve talked about my own experiences ... Me fucking too.
If you’ve seen my stories then you know what I’m referring to.
If you haven’t, then I’d like to ask for you to watch
Not just so you can know what’s going on, but because this is undoubtedly the most vulnerable I’ve ever been online before.
I’ve talked about my own experiences with sexual abuse & domestic violence before.
However, I’ve never filmed myself directly after an incident occurs crying my eyes out.
I knew I’d feel embarrassed after my emotions calmed down.
And I do.
I do feel that shameful twinge of regret, yet here I am posting about it again.
Why? Why do it at all?
There are a few reasons:
1. It’s no secret that, as women, we’re not alone in facing this treatment. My hope is that by sharing pieces of my story, it will remind other women that we’re never alone in our own suffering or our healing.
2. I’m doing my best to break the cycle of letting my feed be only a highlight reel. Sure, I visit tons of beautiful places & do a lot of cool shit (there’s no other way to put it, really). But I also want to give you a glimpse of what my horrible days look like too.
Plus, I think it’s important to expose the truth of places like Bali & Siargao which seem like paradise on social media (something I’m guilty of portraying, myself), but are actually places where TONS of sexual assault & rape occurs without ANY repercussions.
3. This one is important. I want to preface this by saying I don’t think all men are evil nor rapists. But I do think that there needs to be a shift in men’s perception of their ownership on women’s bodies.
So, if seeing my story causes even only ONE man to second guess his instinct to grab a women ANYWHERE without her consent- then my embarrassment will be well worth it.
To the man who attacked me this morning:
I wish you stole my phone or my wallet.
I wish you took my whole damn backpack (with everything I own inside). Instead, you robbed me of my dignity & self worth.
As you drove away laughing at the sight of my tears, I wished you felt the shame that I did (do).
And I pray to God, you don’t repeat this behavior.
Because it’s not okay.
It’s never, ever okay.
Tunes x @ziggyalbert with a side of wind 💨
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A little over 3 years ago I moved into my house, which was next to a home that had recently burned down. ...
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A little over 3 years ago I moved into my house, which was next to a home that had recently burned down. When I moved in, I began noticing a scrawny cat living in the charred remains (scroll to see.) I started asking around, and learned that she was a neighborhood cat who had always been fed by the ... A little over 3 years ago I moved into my house, which was next to a home that had recently burned down. When I moved in, I began noticing a scrawny cat living in the charred remains (scroll to see.) I started asking around, and learned that she was a neighborhood cat who had always been fed by the man whose home had burned. He‘d been in the hospital ever since the fire and was therefore not there to care for her. So I started feeding her, got her TNRed, named her Fia, and became her caregiver myself. Fast forward about a year: a new house is built next door, and the man moves back in. I introduce myself and tell him I’ve been caring for her—and he starts crying with joy. “That’s my cat, Poo Poo!” he tells me. I laugh and tell him I call her Fia, and that now she’s vaccinated etc. Fia starts eating on his porch again, and for the next 2 years she only comes to visit me a few times a week, and not for meals—just to say hi or grab a small treat. As we have been planning our move, we weren’t worried for her because we aren’t her primary caregivers at all. OK. Now flash forward to this week. We return from San Diego and Fia suddenly looks scrawny again and is on our porch begging me for food. For the next 3 days she is on our porch constantly, and eating full meals each time. I finally go next door to see what’s going on, and as I walk over, a woman pulls into the driveway and tells me that my neighbor (her caregiver, who lived alone), has passed away. Fia has been through so much—she survived a fire and the loss of her caregiver, then had 3 years of support—and then right as I’m about to move away, her caregiver is gone. My heart aches for her! I love this cat as if she were my own, but she’s feral; she doesn’t want to live in a home and she is sassy and independent. I frantically call @boochaces to explain the situation and before I can even finish, she says: “bring her here.” I instantly sob because for Fia to live at Rancho Relaxo is literally for her to hit the jackpot—it is paradise. So my lovely Fia will soon make the trip to @boochaces where she will retire on beautiful acreage alongside pigs and goats and other cats, and I am so grateful.
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• Continuing Alone • . Some people want to be left alone while others long for company. Right after ...
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• Continuing Alone • . Some people want to be left alone while others long for company. Right after I took this shot, an old man on the road approached me and sparked a conversation. I was out on my own, wanting to be alone and yet I came across this man that obviously wanted some human interaction. ... • Continuing Alone •
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Some people want to be left alone while others long for company. Right after I took this shot, an old man on the road approached me and sparked a conversation. I was out on my own, wanting to be alone and yet I came across this man that obviously wanted some human interaction. Two worlds smashing together. We ended up talking for half an hour and he had me crying laughing. My mood was instantly enhanced for the whole evening.
My wants and needs are often conflicted but sometimes they collide in a beautiful way.
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Useless info written after finding out that #immigrants coming here in hope of a better life have ...
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Useless info written after finding out that #immigrants coming here in hope of a better life have been separated from their children and kept in cages. Yep, they’re all sitting and waiting in literal cages. The kids too. Google it. But don’t worry, #trump said they’re the most beautiful, ... Useless info written after finding out that #immigrants coming here in hope of a better life have been separated from their children and kept in cages. Yep, they’re all sitting and waiting in literal cages. The kids too. Google it. But don’t worry, #trump said they’re the most beautiful, fantastic cages in American history. Seriously, call your members of Congress. #meghanmarkle Dad finally sat down and did an interview. What a sad pathetic man. He only had to do one thing, show up. As he said now, he’ll just be a loser footnote forever. If that? I hope the history books just edit out the whole useless Markle clan. 🤦🏻‍♀️ She came she saw she conquered. #ashleyiaconetti from #bachelorinparadise did not quit until she got her man. She’s like the #joanofarc of #bachelornation I’m happy that #petedavidson & #arianagrande are so in love, but I need to stop seeing his big thick gross tongue in every picture🤢 #chrissyteigen pumping in the car. Oh I remember those days, but there was no pump involved. You see my son would never accept the bottle. When I went back to work, which was completely traumatizing on its own, he chose to just wait for me to come home to eat. There I was back at shit work worrying that my baby is home starving to death. It was ridiculous and so stressful that there were times that my husband would throw him in the car crying and drive him down to the city just so I could nurse him. I’d quickly hop in the backseat while he sped away onto the highway with my ass hanging out the window while hunched over all crooked and spastic to feed him while locked in his car seat. Kind of miss those crazy days ish.
And finally #jimmykimmel ugh!!! After poking and prodding lame ass #tedcruz endlessly they finally took it to the court, and played #basketball Jimmy lost 😿 just proving the theory, nice guys finish last. I’m sure he’ll eat crow on his show tonight. 😾 Just waiting for #donaldtrump #meantweets he never turns down an opportunity to tweet about something incredibly unimportant. 🤡
Sorry you can’t unread this. #uselessbutamazing
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And finally that day came, the one every girl thinks about.. my bestie got married and it couldn’t ...
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And finally that day came, the one every girl thinks about.. my bestie got married and it couldn’t have been with a better man, a man that above all loves you for who you are and takes care of you like you deserve! You looked so beautiful walking down the aisle, non of us could stop crying... Im so ... And finally that day came, the one every girl thinks about.. my bestie got married and it couldn’t have been with a better man, a man that above all loves you for who you are and takes care of you like you deserve! You looked so beautiful walking down the aisle, non of us could stop crying... Im so proud of you and everything you have become, you deserve everything and more. I feel honered to be your witness and bridesmaid for this special day and hope that you will be mine soon too! God bless your marriage 🤵🏾💖👰🏽 Love you! @blackmamita @afrorecords #wedding #friendship #bestie #love #family
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**LONG, but couldn’t figure out how to condense it so here we go lol** ——— ——— Let me tell y’all without ...
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**LONG, but couldn’t figure out how to condense it so here we go lol** ——— ——— Let me tell y’all without kids....if you think raising a baby is easy..NO SIR! All that cuteness a baby has is also followed by 1000 poopie diapers, throw up on your new shirt, and trying to understand why the baby ... **LONG, but couldn’t figure out how to condense it so here we go lol** ———
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Let me tell y’all without kids....if you think raising a baby is easy..NO SIR! All that cuteness a baby has is also followed by 1000 poopie diapers, throw up on your new shirt, and trying to understand why the baby is STILL crying after eating and changing the pamper. As a man, it’s tough...especially with already dealing with so much life has to offer. But let me tell you, it’s something about a woman that a man can’t duplicate. Being a mom..a good mom...is one of the unexplainably dopest super powers God gives a woman. I’ve seen it with my mom raising my siblings and always providing for us. But now..I’ve been honored to see it up close in personal with a different lens with having a child of my own. My daughter has the best mother a child can have. If it wasn’t for her, my dreads would all be pulled out by now (no lie lol). She deserves nothing but the best on a day like today and I want her to know that I love her and being a mom LOOKS GOOD ON YOU GIRL 😍😍😍 Happy first Mother’s Day! Thank you for giving me such a beautiful child.
#HappyMothersDay
#ToAllMoms
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Aaaaand... what I have since learned is that Jesus was a fable, a myth, a story, designed to help us ...
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Aaaaand... what I have since learned is that Jesus was a fable, a myth, a story, designed to help us learn how to embody our own Christ consciousness. Learning this was deeply healing for me because I could never fully believe that he was a real person. I deeply, desperately, wanted to have ... Aaaaand... what I have since learned is that Jesus was a fable, a myth, a story, designed to help us learn how to embody our own Christ consciousness. ✨Learning this was deeply healing for me because I could never fully believe that he was a real person. ✨I deeply, desperately, wanted to have faith, and a spiritual life from a young age, but something deep inside of me rejected this story of this man actually existing and dying for me. ✨I found myself crying in church, feeling like something was wrong.
I felt like I had to walk away from a relationship with God altogether.
Like Christianity’s teachings could not be for me since I didn’t accept that this man was my savior... ✨ I’m currently in the process of re-learning the faith of my lineage by trying to remove as much of the dogma and false interpretation that men have put on this religion over centuries to get to the core unadulterated truths of the teachings. ✨There are some beautiful truths in there. And the story of Jesus’s embodiment of Christ consciousness is an inspiring part of it, but not everything. Happy Easter, y’all. 🙏🏻💗🙏🏻
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FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES. Yan ang sabi nila... kahit kailan daw hindi mawawala o kung hindi man maging ...
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FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES. Yan ang sabi nila... kahit kailan daw hindi mawawala o kung hindi man maging katulad ng dati ang pagmamahal, siguro hindi yun makakalimutan lalo na ang unang unang nagparamdam sayo nito. I’ve had the biggest crush on a guy back in highschool pero hindi nya ako crush ... FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES.
Yan ang sabi nila... kahit kailan daw hindi mawawala o kung hindi man maging katulad ng dati ang pagmamahal, siguro hindi yun makakalimutan lalo na ang unang unang nagparamdam sayo nito. I’ve had the biggest crush on a guy back in highschool pero hindi nya ako crush 😂 Unrequited kumbaga. So nung narealize ko na he was turning into my first love, I was just giddy the whole time. Bakit photo ng “a love so beautiful” ang nasa post ko? Kasi this chinovela definitely reminds me so much of us. How I was head over heels and how annoyed he probably was 😂😂😂 sa huli though, naging okay din yung dalawang bida. Gustong gusto ko yung build up na nangyari sa LOVE STORY nila... Watching the series, I kept crying and crying kahit sobrang nakakakilig yung scenes. I realized how truly amazing that first love was, I kept him in my heart for 7 years. Isipin nyo, 7 years of unrequited love pero kahit hindi nya ako nagustuhan, never siya naging disrespectful sa akin at sa feelings ko. Lagi nya ako nginingitian, lagi siya naging polite. Napakabait nya hindi lang dahil naging mabuti siya sakin kundi dahil na din sa pakikitungo nya sa ibang tao. Tahimik lang siya pero maloko din naman. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano mararamdaman ko habang nanonood ng series na ito. I just couldn’t help but relive all the moments I had with my first love. Nung unti unti, na fall na si Jian Cheng kay Chen Xiaoxi... naalala ko yung araw na biglang nagmessage sakin ang taong mahal ko, he asked me out on a date for the first time pero subtle lang. it seems like it was not meant to be though dahil when he asked me out, I was ridiculously sick. Pagkatapos nun, hindi ko na alam kung bakit hindi natuloy. Walang kahit ano pero we remained friends over the years. Ngayon na nadiscover ko ang chinovela na to, naisip ko... sana hindi nalang siya nawala. Sa lahat siguro ng nagustuhan ko, siya lang yung talagang may napakabuti at untainted na puso; napakagentleman at walang mind games. Mag 2 years na ng umalis ka @wlsnqn pero sana hindi ka nalang nawala. Sana wala nalang ako sakit nung tinanong mo kung anong magandang movie non 😂 sabi nila first love never dies. Pero bakit wala ka na? ☹️ RIP
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3.25 Thank you, for accepting me as I am, inspiring me, supporting me, making me want to be a better ...
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3.25 Thank you, for accepting me as I am, inspiring me, supporting me, making me want to be a better man, person, father, helping to complete my life, giving me more of a purpose, celebrating, laughing, crying with me, being an amazing mother, working with me, and for being the most amazing, ... 3.25
Thank you, for accepting me as I am, inspiring me, supporting me, making me want to be a better man, person, father, helping to complete my life, giving me more of a purpose, celebrating, laughing, crying with me, being an amazing mother, working with me, and for being the most amazing, beautiful and understanding wife any man could ever ask for. The last year has gone by so fast, but as they say, time flies when you’re having fun! Happy 1st Anniversary, my Love. And here’s to a lifetime’s more!! ❤️
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I just woke up next to my baby girl and started crying my eyes out. I can't believe how much this little ...
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I just woke up next to my baby girl and started crying my eyes out. I can't believe how much this little girl has taught me over the years. Being a parent is not only showing your kids the way of life, a lot of the time it is them showing you much more than that about your own life. My baby makes me a better ... I just woke up next to my baby girl and started crying my eyes out. I can't believe how much this little girl has taught me over the years. Being a parent is not only showing your kids the way of life, a lot of the time it is them showing you much more than that about your own life. My baby makes me a better man every day. She is wise beyond her years and she never fails to make me laugh, she picks me up when I'm down, and she keeps me full of love. I never thought I could love this much. In these 3 years we have been through a lot together, but I always had her by my side. Aubriella is the best sister to her little brother. He is one lucky kid to have her watching over him, because I know I'm a lucky man because she watches over me. Cheers to my beautiful daughters 3rd birthday. Can't wait for what life has in store for us princess, daddy loves you ❤️
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This right here is my little family I'm not the father but you best believe I'm the step father an you ...
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This right here is my little family I'm not the father but you best believe I'm the step father an you best believe I'll do anything for these 3,I've come along way In just a year I've changed my ways completely for these 3 an that was the best thing I've done with my life in a long time, I love you all ... This right here is my little family I'm not the father but you best believe I'm the step father an you best believe I'll do anything for these 3,I've come along way In just a year I've changed my ways completely for these 3 an that was the best thing I've done with my life in a long time, I love you all more then anything in this world, Bentley one day you'll be old enough to see this and you'll realize how much you mean to me those night you wake up crying I'm always their thoes days you feel like shit I'll be their I'll be their to teach you to ride a bike I'll teach you to drive an most important I'll teach you how to be a man to be their for your family no matter what the situation is ,your growing into such a little man an I can't wait till your older so I can teach you how to ride, you tell me all the time you want to ride with me and one day we'll be shredding the streets tougher I love you Bentley...you see that little girl right their you see that way she looks at me she knows I'll always be their for her she's still young but you better believe she knows who I am an how much pain an struggle I went through for her theirs nothing in this world that you both will ever have to deal with alone you got me an that beautiful lady right their, when u fall you don't fall alone you cry you don't cry alone nothing you do will ever be alone I love you guys more then life it self your the best kids anyone could ask for❤️💙@chelseyearle
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||Last night the absolute most wonderful man asked me to spend the rest of my life with him. After ...
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||Last night the absolute most wonderful man asked me to spend the rest of my life with him. After so much crying/laughing/hyperventilating, I said yes He is the most joyful, caring, beautiful man, and I just can't believe I get to spend the rest of my life building a home, traditions, and ... ||Last night the absolute most wonderful man asked me to spend the rest of my life with him. After so much crying/laughing/hyperventilating, I said yes😂💙 He is the most joyful, caring, beautiful man, and I just can't believe I get to spend the rest of my life building a home, traditions, and even more memories with him. 💙💙

#cantstopsmiling #gonnahavesomestrongcheekmuscles #ILOVEYOUSOMUCH #theactualloveofmylife #THANKSNATEANDLYDIAFORTAKINGPICS #thriving #alchemy #engaged #wegettinmaaarrieeeed
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I don't know where to begin. I don't have the words. My baby Oscar man crossed the rainbow bridge this ...
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I don't know where to begin. I don't have the words. My baby Oscar man crossed the rainbow bridge this morning. I feel sick, numb, sad... but happy for him. He was 14 years old and starting to feel it. He was my sidekick, my baby, my little shoulder to lean on... he was there for me through my most ... I don't know where to begin. I don't have the words. My baby Oscar man crossed the rainbow bridge this morning. I feel sick, numb, sad... but happy for him. He was 14 years old and starting to feel it. He was my sidekick, my baby, my little shoulder to lean on... he was there for me through my most beautiful of times and my saddest. He loved his family so much and we loved him even more. I can't stop crying yet I remember all the fun times and joy he gave so many people. I love you Oscar man so much... I'm going to miss you so bad... now you can run around with Bear♡ until we meet again... 🦋🐶🌈 #rip #mysweetboy #myforeversidekick #sadness #loveyou
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I wanna take a moment to say Happy Birthday to the most special man in my life. You have always been ...
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I wanna take a moment to say Happy Birthday to the most special man in my life. You have always been my constant. You've let me fail to learn my lessons but you have never let me fall. You have been my rock, my mentor, my role model, my best friend, my worst enemy lol, and my father above all. You have ... I wanna take a moment to say Happy Birthday to the most special man in my life. You have always been my constant. You've let me fail to learn my lessons but you have never let me fall. You have been my rock, my mentor, my role model, my best friend, my worst enemy lol, and my father above all. You have given all men an example on how to love, provide, work hard, and build a stable beautiful family. My standards to what I hold any man to, is because of you. No you are not perfect but you're perfect to me! Even with all these words I could never express just how much you mean to me and of course our little Brie. Thank you for all you are, for all you do. Thank you for being in ours lives and loving me and Brie like you do. I love you daddy. Happy Birthday❤️❤️❤️ Now to stop crying lol and time for picture overload! #happybirthday #daddy #iloveyou #realman #live #life #love #laugh #happiness #family #myworld #mylife #rolemodel #faith #mentor #daddyslittlegirl #forever
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Throwback to a couple of years ago when I was hitch hiking through Europe and everyone was so worried ...
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Throwback to a couple of years ago when I was hitch hiking through Europe and everyone was so worried about me and what might happen to me doing such a stupid thing as a (solo) woman. And the only time something scary actually happened was with a Swedish man, so it could have happened in my back ... Throwback to a couple of years ago when I was hitch hiking through Europe and everyone was so worried about me and what might happen to me doing such a stupid thing as a (solo) woman. And the only time something scary actually happened was with a Swedish man, so it could have happened in my back yard really. Every other person that picked me up during this adventure shared their food and stories with me, made me feel safe and encouraged me for doing what I wanted to do instead of being scared off. It was a beautiful adventure, I had magical meetings and specially one with two Syrian men who picked me up in Germany. They didn't want to pick me up at first, saying they were really in a hurry, looking at my dirty clothes thinking they didn't want that in their super new and modern car. When they found out I was from Sweden they immediately opened the door and told me to jump in and that they would drop me off just before the airport in Frankfurt where they were heading. After a half an hour driving together they asked me why I thought they changed their minds about picking me up, and as I didn't have any clue they told me that they have 30 relatives in Sweden; all had escaped the Syrian horror and found refuge in Sweden. As I had just been volunteering in Malmö welcoming refugees and helping them as much as I could I started crying. They said "as you've once helped our relatives, now is the time we can pay back a little" and we cried together. Brothers and sisters in a second, the most beautiful meeting I ever had hitch hiking ❤ These two Syrian men lived in Dubai and had been in Amsterdam for a business meeting, this was in 2015. I would love to get in touch with these two men and thank them for giving me a priceless memory ❤ . .
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#family #weareone #hitchhiking #hitchhikerstory #traveling #travelers #backpacking #backpackerstory #brothersandsisters #oneness #beautiful #freedom #refugeeswelcome #sweden #thankful #adventure
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Beautiful hand-needle work by @ralphandrusso. . #sharingmyheartwithyoust My husband told ...
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Beautiful hand-needle work by @ralphandrusso. . #sharingmyheartwithyoust My husband told me a few months ago how he’s been surprised at my lack of crying since my dad’s passing last Summer. I told him I only cry when I’m alone. Mourning comes in waves, one moment you’re completely fine ... Beautiful hand-needle work by @ralphandrusso. .
#sharingmyheartwithyoust My husband told me a few months ago how he’s been surprised at my lack of crying since my dad’s passing last Summer. I told him I only cry when I’m alone. Mourning comes in waves, one moment you’re completely fine and one moment a certain food/song/place reminds you of your loved one and the flood of emotions come rushing in. .
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I cried today. I cry frequently. So many things remind me of him. And the pain is so, so deep, it encompasses my whole being and wraps around me a thousand times over until I feel I am gasping for air. But each time that intensity of pain releases, I remind myself how beautiful that pain is. How beautiful that I had something so great, my pain is that much greater. How wonderful that my pain matches the memories I so cherish. If my dad wasn’t the most wonderful man I’ve ever known, if he wasn’t the person I respected and admired the most, if he wasn’t such a wonderful dad, I wouldn’t miss him so much, my loss less great, the pain more bearable. .
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So in the midst of my agony and pain, there is just as much joy and gratitude in my heart. Pain and joy can coexist. How grateful I am for the intricacy & the resilience of the human heart.
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If you follow me and think I have confidence and high self-esteem, you might be surprised to know ...
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If you follow me and think I have confidence and high self-esteem, you might be surprised to know I grew up feeling like I was so damn ugly! To the point of constantly crying about it. My perception of myself was highly distorted when I was around 14 and 15, and it all started because of boys who ... If you follow me and think I have confidence and high self-esteem, you might be surprised to know I grew up feeling like I was so damn ugly! To the point of constantly crying about it. My perception of myself was highly distorted when I was around 14 and 15, and it all started because of boys who called me ugly. It’s interesting to look back on it now; I was only able to feel beautiful if I was beautiful in the eyes of the boys I liked. The first boy I was deeply in love with told a friend of mine that I was “damn ugly”, and from that day on, suicidal thoughts appeared in my teenage head. Then a while later, I travelled to a sports competition as a cheerleader and clicked with a boy from another school’s basketball team, who painted his nails in black and listened to Marilyn Manson. After I made out with this boy, he told somebody I had an ugly face, but a hot body. This was a life changing day, as I wrote in my diary I was going to push my feelings aside and start thinking like I man. I was 15 when I decided to go out with as many boys as possible and use them to gain experience. At the time I thought I was empowering myself, but really what I was doing was putting myself out there as an object to avoid getting hurt, and getting even more hurt. That’s how I ended up in my first abusive relationship. Boys never felt used and went on as if nothing had happened. Years later, while in therapy, I revisited theses episodes and decided to talk to them. They had no idea that their immature words had harmed me so much and both thought I was beautiful. The boy from the basketball team said he thought I was so cool, he was really intimidated by me. There was no other girl who had tattoos and piercings and listened to MM. His friends teased him and asked him if he was in love with me, and as a defense to his own feelings, he said “no, she’s ugly.” He was as insecure as me. Both guys have apologized and both became really good friends of mine. What I want to say is that I know how hard it is to feel confident, and that my journey has been very long. Everyday I try to do things that make me feel beautiful in my own eyes. Not in the eyes of others. #Satine #Fugalaça ✍🏻❤️
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Read all and swipe <span class="emoji emoji27a1"></span>️ I AM A WOMAN , The strength of a woman is carrying the burden of family without expectation ...
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Read all and swipe ️ I AM A WOMAN , The strength of a woman is carrying the burden of family without expectation that someone will feel her pain or cry her tears. The strength of a woman is the first one to wake up and the last to go to bed. The strength of a woman is to pretty and doll up all the ... Read all and swipe ➡️ I AM A WOMAN , The strength of a woman is carrying the burden of family without
expectation that someone will feel her pain or cry her tears.

The strength of a woman is the first one to wake up and
the last to go to bed.

The strength of a woman is to pretty and doll up all the masks
she has to wear in order to survive.

The strength of a woman is crying herself to sleep at night then
embracing you in the morning with a hug and a smile.

The strength of a woman is my mother,
a woman who says she’s okay when you can tell she’s in pain,
a woman who smiles when the going gets tough and
a woman who finds laughter after crying.

The strength of a woman is to raise a child she does not know.
The strength of a woman hears a child’s cry and
knows exactly what they want.

The strength of a woman is courage and independence.
The strength of a woman is doing whatever it takes to survive.
The strength of a woman is the backbone that holds everyone together
. . . behind every strong man there is a strong woman.

The strength of a woman is her ability
to hold her tongue when her significant other is wrong
to stop her children from misbehaving with a look in her eye
to pick herself up and dust herself off
to make her family smile in the midst of a storm
to multi-task and adapt to different situations
to swallow her pride.

The strength of a woman is her unconditional love
for her children and others.
The strength of a woman is to be a peacemaker.
The strength of a woman is to be able to feel things no one else can.
The strength of a woman is to be able.
The strength of a woman is having faith in God,
for she knows God is the only one that has her back.
Helping others when they are in need,
always there to take the lead.
Suffering hard times not for long,
because her will is very strong.
Makes you happy with lots of jokes,
most importantly they are jokes of hope.
Her colors are beautiful—scarlet red—
lots of blessings upon her head.
The strength of a woman we’ll always know,
because her strength will always show.
GREAT WEEK TO ALL YOU STRONG WOMEN .
#motheroftwo #entrepreneur # #businesswoman #businesspartner #thestrategist #itiswritten #strongwomen
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<span class="emoji emoji26a1"></span>️Finally back from my #epic adventure and man do I have so much yumminess to share. During my 15 day ...
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️Finally back from my #epic adventure and man do I have so much yumminess to share. During my 15 day hiatus from work and all things connected to WiFi - I took the opportunity to get very still and quiet all the noise and distractions before I immersed myself into the #magic and #freedom that ... ⚡️Finally back from my #epic adventure and man do I have so much yumminess to share. During my 15 day hiatus from work and all things connected to WiFi - I took the opportunity to get very still and quiet all the noise and distractions before I immersed myself into the #magic and #freedom that #BurningMan provides me. And what a gift that #silence was.
It’s amazing what comes up for you when you give yourself the permission and time to listen to your soul. Even when you think everything is as good as gold, there’s always something to release, process through, get clearer on, or give thanks for.
I found myself crying, releasing, and praising the creator a lot; from the loss of my mother, the disappointments from longtime friendships, the immense #gratitude I feel every day for living my purpose, and the crazy amount of joy, evolution, and deep #passion I get to share every single day with my love.

My heart ❤️ has been cracked wide open from this crazy wild experience, and my soul deeply nourished from every beautiful #spirit I got a chance to hug, cuddle, share laughs, and dance under the moon with.
Time is so goddamn precious! You might as well #adventure often, #love deeply, and be a #limitless badass. ( #photos coming soon) 😊 #LiveLimitlessly #grateful
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; man, just look at this blessed beautiful happiness right here, I’m crying <span class="emoji emoji1f62d"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f498"></span> @chrisbrownofficial ...
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; man, just look at this blessed beautiful happiness right here, I’m crying @chrisbrownofficial #chrisbrown #teambreezy ; man, just look at this blessed beautiful happiness right here, I’m crying 😭💘 @chrisbrownofficial #chrisbrown #teambreezy
🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would ...
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🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would share just a few in case they’re useful to someone today... 1️⃣ Vulnerability is empowering 🏻 I was guilty of believing that being vulnerable was akin to some sort of weakness, when in fact ... 🌞🧘🏼‍♀️YTT taught me countless magical, scary, difficult, eye opening lessons, but thought I would share just a few in case they’re useful to someone today... 1️⃣ Vulnerability is empowering 💪🏻 I was guilty of believing that being vulnerable was akin to some sort of weakness, when in fact vulnerability is the height of bravery. Opening your heart to new people and experiences creates endless space for transformation. An open heart is magic and contagious, vulnerability is power 💕✨
2️⃣Leads me to CRYING! Ah man, crying was a hobby for me in March and I was fucking good at it 💁🏼‍♀️Tears are not weak, sobbing uncontrollably is not defeat, it’s release, it’s healing. Acknowledge your pain, cry cry cry, you don’t need to hold it back. Let it out and LET IT GO. (obviously embrace happy tears too, pure joy is the essence of life)🌈🌪
3️⃣Community…the compassion and love that I felt from and for 30 strangers blew my mind every single day. Creating a kind, open space brings people together in a truly beautiful way. If we all made a conscious effort to feel human connection in the same way then this world would be a much kinder place 🌎 Collective exhaustion and love of coffee bonds people like you wouldn’t believe ☕️🧡
4️⃣Dark brows are not my thing, byebye eyebrow pencil 💄🚫Also, long periods of sitting drives me to madness. That sedentary life is not for me. Increased gratitude for my ability to move my body, thank you👟
5️⃣It’s okay to be a contradiction... to be ethereal one minute, sweary and sarcastic the next. It’s okay to simultaneously believe in crystal healing and modern medicine🔮🔬 You’re allowed to be both heartbroken and hopeful about the state of the world 💔❤️ You can drink a green juice today and a beer tomorrow and that doesn’t make you any less authentic, it’s all good🍺😌🕉 PEACE ✌🏻 #ttc #yoga #wednesdayramblings
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STORY SLIDE!!! I can’t possibly explain the emotions of being at the Kotel and personally putting ...
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STORY SLIDE!!! I can’t possibly explain the emotions of being at the Kotel and personally putting all of the written prayers and wishes from loved ones and from myself in the wall. Being at the Kotel for the first time at the age of 19 on a @birthrightisrael trip was a truly beautifully experience ... STORY SLIDE!!! I can’t possibly explain the emotions of being at the Kotel and personally putting all of the written prayers and wishes from loved ones and from myself in the wall. Being at the Kotel for the first time at the age of 19 on a @birthrightisrael trip was a truly beautifully experience I will never forget! Now, at the age of 29 being at the Kotel for the second time in my life was an even more powerful experience for I was able to truly embrace the moment and be fully present in a more mature way without having the pressures of running back to a bus. I spent a good hour praying, crying, listening to women around me scream and cry for their loved ones, remembering, and reflecting on all of my surroundings and the most impactful moments throughout my life, good and bad. At this moment Rudy snapped a photo of me through the Mechitzah (he took a few of me smiling but these show my truest and unfiltered emotions) Soon after, a Rabbi that was speaking with Rudy asked to speak with me through the Mechitzah because he was curious about my life when Rudy told him how we met. He then gave a Bracha based on all of the information I gave him! It was beautiful and a moment I will never forget because as this was happening a bird pooped on my hand! As I started screaming softly the Rabbi & Rudy started crying with laughter saying this is such good luck especially to have happened right now and right here! I believe that to be true since both my mother and grandparents have always said very same thing! It was a very personal moment for me and made be believe more than ever that I am being watched over by those I love who I have lost.
With all of this said, this day at the kotel was one of the most powerfully emotional experiences of my life to date and I could not have imagined spending these moments and being here with anyone else other than the man I love! It made it. All the more special! 🇮🇱💗🇮🇱 #westernwall #iloveisrael #streetstyle #jerusalem #kotel #plussize #plusfashion #wailingwall #shalom #stylesenderstravels #israel #modestfashion #prayer #travel #travelblogger #tzniut #summer #jewish #jerusalemcity #ootd #wiw #potd #fashionblogger #nordstrom
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You taught me that love can be amazing and beautiful. But you also taught me that love will keep you ...
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You taught me that love can be amazing and beautiful. But you also taught me that love will keep you up till midnight, crying softly to yourself, wondering how much more pain someone can endure. . . . Kintamani,Bali . . #qotd #quotes #of #the #day #asian #tgif #friday #weekend #vibes ... You taught me that love can be amazing and beautiful. But you also taught me that love will keep you up till midnight, crying softly to yourself, wondering how much more pain someone can endure. .
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#qotd #quotes #of #the #day #asian #tgif #friday #weekend #vibes #boy #vscocam #vsco #snapseed #quickshot #bali #man #explorebali #kintamani #mountain #sky #is #blue #instagood #instastory #instagram
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It’s never too late to share more wedding photos right? I’m actively going to try to post more of what ...
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It’s never too late to share more wedding photos right? I’m actively going to try to post more of what makes me happy, what inspires me, and what I find beautiful in this world. This man right here, makes me happy. My biggest supporter and fan, my best friend, my life partner, and my inspiration. ... It’s never too late to share more wedding photos right? I’m actively going to try to post more of what makes me happy, what inspires me, and what I find beautiful in this world. This man right here, makes me happy. My biggest supporter and fan, my best friend, my life partner, and my inspiration. He keeps me going on the dark days with a compassionate heart and a listening ear. As some of you know, I’ve been experiencing severe anxiety spells on and off throughout my life. Some months are better than others, some days I’ll sleep for 18 hours and cry the rest of the day for what seems like no reason at all in the moment. (ptsd, always realized after the fact what triggered it + which trauma etc. etc.) I will feel unable to motivate myself to leave the house and feel unsafe getting errands done alone. Shortness of breath, dizziness, crying, puking, anxiety attacks, all of it. And then some days it’s like I live on a perfect little fairy cloud of happiness that I built for myself by following my heart and my dreams with the Prince Charming I always dreamed of. (I kinda had a princess in mind but that’s another funny story of my life and her ever turning ways.) It’s weird, this anxiety troll that creeps into my life. But this man right here, is there. No matter how I show up that day, he is there. He will show up and help with the little things like go to the post office with me so I don’t have to walk by the plethora of men alone, he’ll rub my shoulders and shower me with kisses until I can’t help but smile and giggle, he’ll listen intently and come up with a plan for what we can accomplish today together and get me out of the house. He will buy me my favorite coffee, pick out an adorable outfit, and convince me that I can in fact do anything I set my mind to, even on dark days. Shoutout to all the partners out there with loved ones who experience mental health hiccups, who support their loved ones through thick and thin. Mental health is extremely important to talk about, and it’s also just as important to be grateful to the support systems out there! Love is the truest healer, that’s for damn sure. And I am healing more and more every day. ✨
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I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what ...
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I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what is happening rn. I'm gonna write it down here so all of you who care for my little man get to know. His illness has changed drastically the last time and I don't recognize he horse I had before. He is ... I've been away from here for a while even tho I am back at the stable partly, mostly because of what is happening rn.
I'm gonna write it down here so all of you who care for my little man get to know. His illness has changed drastically the last time and I don't recognize he horse I had before. He is loosing the grip more and more and his anger comes so fast. He hurt kids if I allow them near him now, it's not a maybe anymore. They can't walk pass us without him loosing it and running towards them to attach. He has always had an issue with kids, but not the issue is getting dangerous and not ok. I would still not let go of him of just that, but the fact that he kick after me both in the paddock and while grooming him is also new and not ok. I used to sit on the ground and cuddle him, but that is just too dangerous now. He is like a 1 year old stallion. Always walking with the tail up and neck in spot ready to attach. It hurts me to see this and it came so fast, but I can't let this just pass us by. After weeks of crying and talking to everyone who knew and know him alive made up my mind. This summer is his last. I hope I can make myself do it at the end of the month, but this is extremely hard for me so I might set the date to when I'm home from vacation. Anyway.
This fairytale is over and he will for sure bring a huge part of me heart with him to the grave. And I will never stop loving him. I will promise him flowers so that I can come there every week to care for his grave. Only the flowers he lives the most❤️
This might be be the last post here for a while or maybe for forever. It's been a beautiful and funny journey to share with you all, but as a owner we have to see when the end has to be as well. This is our end no matter how bad it hurts.
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What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry #beautiful ...
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What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry #beautiful #man #face #eyes #turkish What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry
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It’s the day.... the day I will overflow insta with some wedding pics and videos...our 2nd year anniversary... ...
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It’s the day.... the day I will overflow insta with some wedding pics and videos...our 2nd year anniversary... I can’t even think about certain things without crying, from me always waiting on a man like you to save me in every way someone can be saved. To loving me like everyone should be loved. ... It’s the day.... the day I will overflow insta with some wedding pics and videos...our 2nd year anniversary... I can’t even think about certain things without crying, from me always waiting on a man like you to save me in every way someone can be saved. To loving me like everyone should be loved. To making our marriage fun as that’s the way to a happy life. To last year getting told we had 1% of having a family and this year we have the most beautiful, strong, snuggley, loving baby girl. From watching you be the dad I never had in just 3 short months and imagining how you will continue to amaze me throughout her life and mine. All of these things have made me fall more in love with you and become more thankful for you everyday. This year was the hardest and the best and you were my biggest advocate... I love you my sweet man and always will. You deserve all the love and appreciation today because 2 yrs ago you changed my life. @loganpayne_18
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A man can have a beautiful, educated, intelligent, sexy, and extremely freaky woman. I mean she ...
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A man can have a beautiful, educated, intelligent, sexy, and extremely freaky woman. I mean she cooks, cleans, prays, and supports you through your ups and downs but you reward that queen by cheating, lying, and playing games with her heart! You start making her feel she’s the problem just ... A man can have a beautiful, educated, intelligent, sexy, and extremely freaky woman. I mean she cooks, cleans, prays, and supports you through your ups and downs but you reward that queen by cheating, lying, and playing games with her heart! You start making her feel she’s the problem just to make her feel guilty. Even though you are the one sleeping with other women. You start telling her well you don’t do this or that in the bed room it’s not like I cheating on you. I just wanted to experience that. You didn’t wanna do it so I got it done with this other woman. You tell her I know you heard that saying before, “What you won’t do someone else will” so you have the audacity to say don’t blame me that’s your fault! Plus I was thinking and visualizing you the whole time so it’s not like I was actually cheating on you. I mean these women give you a place to stay because your mama kick you, but you told her you lost your job, and couldn’t pay the rent so you lost your apartment. You all up in her house eating up all the food and her children’s favorite cereal. He putting on a false perception making you think he’s so much potential. Men are full of lies not potential!! Men will have you crying, lonely and depressed SMDH! He’s telling you he’s looking for a job but is out playing basketball in fact calls in and tell the job his car broke down... just to hoop?? He’s telling he loves you and is going to do better. Hell that’s not love. If he loved you. He wouldn’t be doing those things! I really feel bad for women in this generation. I mean the men are so immature, and are cowards! They need to grow the hell up and man the hell up because y’all are making it so bad on me! Hell I’m paying for y’all sins!!! Help them God!!! #handsome_black_king #facts #growupmen #fuckboys #womenempowerment #makeuptutorial #women #selflove #selfworth #beauty #damhefine #intelligenceissexy #knowledge #grandrising #goodmorning #fridaymood #friday #blackgirlmagic #blackgirlrock #godisgood #knowyourworth
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So I found my little brother crying in front of a Da Vinci the other day. It was a beautiful moment that ...
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So I found my little brother crying in front of a Da Vinci the other day. It was a beautiful moment that made me realize that the human capacity for endless creation is one of the few things that really keeps the darkness at bay. Much of history is an endless circle of violence and degradation ... So I found my little brother crying in front of a Da Vinci the other day. It was a beautiful moment that made me realize that the human capacity for endless creation is one of the few things that really keeps the darkness at bay.
Much of history is an endless circle of violence and degradation punctuated by brief periods of peace that quickly give way to monotony and simmering unease, marking the start of a new cycle.
But then there is art. Creativity. Design. Passion. That's the sort of thing that cuts through the ages, bursts through the erasure of time and void and crystalizes into living memory.

We've known at least since Einstein that time is an illusion, but still it seems our lives run on the clock. Since the very beginning, we've tried to capture it. Bottle it up. Freeze it in place. Like a painting of a young girl in an art gallery. A beautiful moment, frozen in time. The girl is long dead, but her beauty reaches through the ages to touch sensitive hearts.

Like art, good design is aspirational. It tells a story. @AWCAccutime is a watchmaker dedicated to keeping the time with precision quartz accuracy by designing beautiful timepieces painstakingly crafted with the finest materials.
Their story is one of a young man with a passion for quality design and a dream of coming to America to become a watchmaker. That was sixty years ago, and yet his designs have proven to be truly timeless.
See link in bio to view the new AWC collection.
#AWCBrand #Nordstrom
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It’s my son’s birthday today and I have to be honest with y’all; I started crying at the car wash looking ...
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It’s my son’s birthday today and I have to be honest with y’all; I started crying at the car wash looking through all of these photos of his first year on this earth. In one year this brand new life force we call our son has taught me more about life, love, patience, and ability than anything else ... It’s my son’s birthday today and I have to be honest with y’all; I started crying at the car wash looking through all of these photos of his first year on this earth. In one year this brand new life force we call our son has taught me more about life, love, patience, and ability than anything else could in 32 years. You truly are the reason I’ve been waiting for, son. I love you so much. More than I thought would ever be possible. I am so thankful for everyone who has supported my family by way of well wishes, advice, baby J’s, and of course, the love you have shown. To my beautiful, strong, and exemplary wife- thank you for showing me how to love properly and helping me find myself enough to be the man/husband/father I have always wanted to be. Also- thank you for showing me how strong women truly are and birthing this dude in like 2 hours. That shit was WILD. I’m not crying as much now because people are staring, but I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY one more time, baby boy. Your father adores you. 📸: @hardcorefubu
#happybirthday #ivorynashobabutler #fatherandson #family #truelove
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Today is a bittersweet day for me. It’s moving day, & I’m feeling... everything <span class="emoji emoji1f629"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f648"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f4e6"></span> I’ve been so busy ...
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Today is a bittersweet day for me. It’s moving day, & I’m feeling... everything I’ve been so busy and have had so much on my mind lately that how I would feel on this day was honestly the last thing on my mind - until last night I bawled my eyes out until I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was mourning ... Today is a bittersweet day for me. It’s moving day, & I’m feeling... everything 😩🙈📦 I’ve been so busy and have had so much on my mind lately that how I would feel on this day was honestly the last thing on my mind - until last night 😳😭 I bawled my eyes out until I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was mourning a loss tbh. I know in my heart though that I will never lose New York. New York will ALWAYS be a part of me. I became an adult here, I learned so many lessons here & I’m taking all of that knowledge with me to LA✨🗽 I’ve only really shared the positives regarding my move so far because that’s been my train of thought up until now, and still is (deep down). I just want to show you guys the reality, especially since I know a lot of you are making a similar move and looking for advice. It’s not easy. I don’t want to make y’all think that it is, it’s not. But it will be worth it 🙌🏽 My biggest piece of advice - feel all the feels before moving day. Allow yourself to say goodbye to your “now” and hello to new beginnings 🖤 Or you’ll be crying in front of @roadwaymoving company like I am right now 😂🙈 Anyways - going back to positive thoughts (hopefully). Documenting what’s going on inside my apartment on stories so you can see how bomb.com my movers experience has been at least. I literally don’t have to lift a finger, and it’s great because my eyes are so puffy from crying, I can’t see sh*t anyways 💁🏽‍♀️😂🖤 In the meantime, enjoy the Manhattan views from my beautiful home of the last 3 years that I will miss SO much✨ Also, shoutout to my man @g_untld for holding me while in the fetal position until I fell asleep last night. You’re a real one 🖤📦 #MovingDay #KamieTakesLA
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More than wonderful An Italian governor called a famous artist and ordered him to paint two different ...
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More than wonderful An Italian governor called a famous artist and ordered him to paint two different and contradictory images He ordered him to draw a picture of an angel and meet the image of Satan To monitor the difference between virtue and vice, So the painter looked for a source inspired ... More than wonderful
An Italian governor called a famous artist and ordered him to paint two different and contradictory images
He ordered him to draw a picture of an angel and meet the image of Satan
To monitor the difference between virtue and vice,
So the painter looked for a source inspired by the images .. And found a beautiful and innocent child and his eyes fluttered in a sea of ​​happiness,
He went with him to his family and asked for permission from them
A month later, the painting became ready and dazzling for the people and did not draw the most wonderful painting of that time,

The painter began to search for someone inspired by the devil's face
He has researched extensively and extensively for more than forty years,
The governor became afraid that the painter would die before
Before completing its historical ...
So he announced a grand prize will be given to the most faces of the effects of horror has visited the artist prisons, clinics, bars and places of criminals, but to no avail and found the devil (devil) ... And was a bad man swallowing a glass of wine inside a dirty bar .... ...
And promised to give him a huge amount of money ... The man agreed and was ugly scenery. He was scornful ... He was devoid of spirit, and his father spoke with a loud voice and his mouth was empty of teeth. He was relieved by the ruler to complete his artistic masterpiece. The painter sat in front of the man and began to paint his features. Adding to it features ((devil)) ... And one day turned the artist to resemble the devil sitting in front of him and if it descends tear his cheek ... !!! Vstgr artist theme and asked him ??? He wanted to smoke. Drink wine
He answered him in a voice closer to the choking cry ... You, my lady, visited me more than forty years ago when I was a young child and was inspired by my face. The angel was photographed and today I am inspired by his face.
I changed my days and nights until I became an antithesis myself ... because of my actions and the tears burst out of his eye and he bent the shoulder of the artist and sat crying in front of his angel.

Judgment: that God creates all his angels, but we are changing and self-denigration ...
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Part 2: Raise your hand if you cried a little (or a lot) at the airport today. 🏽‍♀️I left Baan Tathit last night with a heavy heart. So many beautiful memories I’ll cherish forever. I’m incredibly humbled and grateful to have had the opportunity to live this one-in-a-lifetime experience. ... Part 2: Raise your hand if you cried a little (or a lot) at the airport today. 🙋🏽‍♀️I left Baan Tathit last night with a heavy heart. So many beautiful memories I’ll cherish forever. I’m incredibly humbled and grateful to have had the opportunity to live this one-in-a-lifetime experience.
Saying good-bye to a love is tough, so I only said sawadeeka. Thai people believe that elephants reincarnate in humans. That at least gives me hope. Maybe Mali comes back as a hot Australian man my age who has his life together, or maybe she comes back as a cool, crazy BFF and we end up in the same old folks home. Either choice works for me. 🤗😆Jk. Trying to laugh instead of crying over here.
When 🐘 and I were saying our farewells, her mahoot, Gon, was trying to tell me something in Thai. I couldn’t understand. One of the staff members interpreted for me. He said: “Mali and I wish you happiness. Mali loves you.” 😭 I had a lump in my throat. My eyes got watery fo sho. Then Mali gave me flowers and signaled bye while eyeing me with her beautiful, expressive eyes until she turned around. 😔💔 Every time we would meet, Gon would interpret Mali’s cute little sounds and movements for me. He’d tell me: “Mali happy, Mali love you.” ❤️ It made me feel all the things. Meeting & spending time with Mali meant the world to me. In two short weeks, Mali made me happier than humans I’ve known for years. What a blessing to have met her. She brought me so much peace and joy. This was such a special experience. My heart is full. And now, I’ll always have a little reminder of her, so that I can look at it and smile, whenever I feel down. ❤️🐘 See you in another life, love. Or maybe I’ll come back one day. Now it’s time to drown my sorrows at a beach in Phuket. 😜 #seeyouinanotherlifelove #thankyou #wearebamboo Thank you @bamboo
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We were told it was a “sanctuary”. That might be true, but we had no idea what we were walking into. ...
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We were told it was a “sanctuary”. That might be true, but we had no idea what we were walking into. We just wanted to clean the elephants, NOT RIDE THEM (to b very clear). The website said they were free roaming animals and to our surprise each one was chained up like a circus animal. We washed the ... We were told it was a “sanctuary”. That might be true, but we had no idea what we were walking into. We just wanted to clean the elephants, NOT RIDE THEM (to b very clear). The website said they were free roaming animals and to our surprise each one was chained up like a circus animal. We washed the elephants for about 3 mins before I burst into tears crying WITH these beautiful creatures. If you look close you can see him crying. We left immediately and asked for a full refund, as I don’t want to support this kind of organization. As we’re leaving other people here to see the elephants were mocking them and laughing at their cool tricks. People can be so damn ignorant. Everything about this experience broke my heart and made me sick. I just want people to understand what a “sanctuary” can mean. Please don’t make the same mistake we did by even showing up at that horrific place. These beautiful, majestic animals deserve to be free and not a slave to man and mans money. Please don’t be ignorant and think about about what your supporting and if u stand for it. Sorry for the lecture I’m just triggered. #freeanimals #emptyallthecages #boycottzoos #guiltybyassociation #equalityofall #elephants #dollarsdecide #animalrightsmovment #fightforit #freethevoiceless #bethevoiceforthevoiceless #freetheelephants #spreadawareness #fuckseaworld #fuckzoos #fuckthecircus #weareone
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I layed next to the same man and went to sleep for over a decade.. how merciful is Allah to not make me ...
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I layed next to the same man and went to sleep for over a decade.. how merciful is Allah to not make me have to go cold turkey.. My babies.. his parents and friends thought he was THE funniest person in the world lol.. as did I 🤷🏽‍♀️ That was all his brothers baby brother.. he was tight with every single ... I layed next to the same man and went to sleep for over a decade.. how merciful is Allah to not make me have to go cold turkey.. My babies.. his parents and friends thought he was THE funniest person in the world lol.. as did I 🤷🏽‍♀️ That was all his brothers baby brother.. he was tight with every single one.. he was his cousins and aunts go to funny man.. more then any of that When I said this man Lovvvved Allah!!! He was his friend and servant and Allah knows best! Such a balanced middle course type.. I use to tell him.. “ You’re a good Muslim, I want to be like you when I grow up” Lol Masha Allah! Literally I can’t even remember what it’s like to wake up in the middle of the night to get up with a new born crying baby lol.. I pushed them out and he got up with them☺️ That was his thing.. I didn’t even know that was a thing LOL! He literally went on play dates with his friends whom he loved DEARLY and their kids LOL Such a humble non bragger and was the dopest guy created to me🤷🏽‍♀️ It use to be hard to stay mad at him.. I use to look at him like 😒 with your funny looking handsome face and uber deep dimples.. get on my nerves with your shinny chocolate skin and dark features 😂😂😂 K never mind I’m not made anymore 🤷🏽‍♀️LOL I use to tell ppl marry someone you can forever crush on lol.. it makes the bad times not seem so bad.. May Allah see him as SOOO much better in his eyes then any humans perspective Allahumma Ameen! So honored to be the mother of All of his children ❤️ He was my art Lover❤️ I pray we can make beautiful canvases in Jennah Firdous with all our children and grandchildren together Allahumma Ameen! I pray for All of our strength today🤲🏽 May we all find peace with Allahs Qadr and Allah wisdom and have spiritual and mental peace and contentment after he’s in the ground! Ameen
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 #happybirthdayshawn @shawnmendes Hi Shawn, today is your birthday and I'm feel a little emotional. ...
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#happybirthdayshawn @shawnmendes Hi Shawn, today is your birthday and I'm feel a little emotional. 20 years old. I'm still stuck on your sixteenth birthday, I'm feel old lol I'm growing up with you and every year you receive more fame and recognitions, your music change and you change, ... #happybirthdayshawn
@shawnmendes

Hi Shawn, today is your birthday and I'm feel a little emotional. 20 years old.
I'm still stuck on your sixteenth birthday, I'm feel old lol
I'm growing up with you and every year you receive more fame and recognitions, your music change and you change, no, you grow up.
But for me, in the twenty year old Shawn there is always that guy who first on YouTube, then on Vine, he posted videos in which he enchanted everyone with his beautiful voice. For me you are an inspiration and I'm crying in this moment because finally, in March, I will see you. I will see the boy, the man who teaches me, who understands me, without know me. I love you with my entire heart and I'm proud of you. We don't know each other, but I don't care, for me you are very important and I will always glad to have seen your videos on YouTube.
I remember everything, the emotions that I felt, the chills, the feeling of being understood.
It was amazing.
And it's amazing every time.
You're a beautiful person, and not only because you are a really beautiful boy, but also and above all for the wonderful man you are, always good and kind. I'm so proud. Really.
You make me happy and I want too for you.
You deserve love, you deserve peace and blessings.
You deserved every single good thing that happened to you.
I can't give you anything except my love, my respect and my esteem for you.
Thank you Shawn, thank you for all.
Happy birthday and see ya soon
Love you with all my heart and soul,
S xx
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A Tribute to Papa This day 3 years ago, Nov. 3, 2015, was the day of ur union to God in heaven. The day ...
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A Tribute to Papa This day 3 years ago, Nov. 3, 2015, was the day of ur union to God in heaven. The day we never expected, the day that never crossed into our minds that would come that early. I chose this picture because 2 months ago, I married the man I've been praying for . The man I'll be with ... A Tribute to Papa

This day 3 years ago, Nov. 3, 2015, was the day of ur union to God in heaven. The day we never expected, the day that never crossed into our minds that would come that early.

I chose this picture because 2 months ago, I married the man I've been praying for . The man I'll be with for the rest of my life, the man you could've met papa.

Months of the preparation got us so stressed that the question who will walk with me to the ceremony even became an issue. You're so kind enough you never bothered me in my dreams which you did on Pj's dreams instead ( haha 😁). Until our special day came, things got a little bit twisted due to the rain minutes before the ceremony, everyone was so distracted that as I walked towards the altar, I was even surprised that Mama was already in her seat ( which was instructed by the coordinator by the way) gave me a thought that "Hey, Im walking all by myself without no one with me towards my husband?". But it's that very moment also that I said to my self, "I'm not. I didn't walk all alone because maybe u've seen all my struggle before that day that u chose to walk me down the aisle in spirit papa." You were beside me, walking me through PJ & in front of God in that very beautiful moment of my life.

Everything was so perfect that day, the beautiful venue, the weather that morning, the decorations, everyone! That rain, every drop minutes before the ceremony, was a true miracle of your blessing & the Lord. A perfect proof sign of pouring love, pouring blessing coming from you & God to cool things down and everything went perfect, especially the weather, as the ceremony started.

You may not have been able to walk with me on my special day pa, but I know in spirit & in heart, It's you all along. You were with me & I'm forever grateful that your guidance is always with us. Struggles may hit us lately as we start our life but i know you'll be there to help & guide.
And so again, as part of my deal to the Lord before u left, no crying. 😉😊😊 Cheers in heaven papa!
Romeo Lopez Sr.
April 21, 1951- Nov.3, 2015
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It was late August of 2008, and I had just returned from Paris. I was engaged to the most beautiful ...
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It was late August of 2008, and I had just returned from Paris. I was engaged to the most beautiful French man. He was romantic, passionate, everything a girl could ask for and he adored me. The distance was difficult for us. Him constantly traveling to the US to be with me and my parents not approving ... It was late August of 2008, and I had just returned from Paris. I was engaged to the most beautiful French man. He was romantic, passionate, everything a girl could ask for and he adored me. The distance was difficult for us. Him constantly traveling to the US to be with me and my parents not approving of our relationship. While in Paris, one hot summer night he got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. I said yes and we planned to get married in December when I would return to Paris. With my time up in Paris we had to say our goodbyes at the airport and I remember crying the entire way back to California.

Now back home I was counting the days of when I would see my Frenchie again. I was living with my parents at the time and just returned from the grocery store. I walked inside the house and sitting at our dining room table was a man with my father. I did not know at the time but my father was getting a quote for a new roof. I was putting the groceries away when my father finished speaking with this man. My father stood and introduced me to him. He was very manly unlike my Frenchie who was thinner and softer. He looked mean and tough. His skin was rough and he had a shaved head. To be honest I had never seen a man like him before.

After a couple of days, he returned with his crew to start tearing off our roof. I was in the kitchen cleaning up and noticed him standing outside. He was wearing a very tight fitted shirt unlike the day we first met. I guess I was staring because my mother came in a said what are you looking at. I turned around quickly and said nothing! He walked into our home to have my father sign some papers. This time he was clean shaved and smelled of cologne. My mother noticed and said to me I think he likes you. I reminded her that I was engaged and was to marry my Frenchie but for some reason I couldn’t get this man out of my head. He wasn’t like my Frenchie. He was big and strong. He was definitely not a beautiful man but there was something about him.

Well, turned out he did like me and we went out on a date. I was intrigued with this man but knew that I was playing a game that was going to leave someone hurt. My Frenchie would cal
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i saw a man so beautiful and started crying,, liKE LOOK AT THIS SUNSHINE
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i saw a man so beautiful and started crying,, liKE LOOK AT THIS SUNSHINE i saw a man so beautiful and started crying,, liKE LOOK AT THIS SUNSHINE
A grown man crying in joy, sharing the moment with his beautiful lady.. #SKOL
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A grown man crying in joy, sharing the moment with his beautiful lady.. #SKOL A grown man crying in joy, sharing the moment with his beautiful lady.. #SKOL
I SAW A MAN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING ((if anyone can send me high quality images of this i will ...
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I SAW A MAN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING ((if anyone can send me high quality images of this i will love you forever -- i'm not joking)) #kunikidadoppo #doppokunikida #halloween #anime #bsd #bsdofficialart #officialart #bungoustraydogsofficialart #halloweenkunikida #bungoustraydogs I SAW A MAN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING ((if anyone can send me high quality images of this i will love you forever -- i'm not joking)) #kunikidadoppo #doppokunikida #halloween #anime #bsd #bsdofficialart #officialart #bungoustraydogsofficialart #halloweenkunikida #bungoustraydogs
So i started playing sdr2 my self and i saw a man so beautiful i started crying? So i started playing sdr2 my self and i saw a man so beautiful i started crying?
@nickyoussef #WeAreAllUncool 1. I grew up an ethnic kid in a mostly white suburb of Los Angeles. ...
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@nickyoussef #WeAreAllUncool 1. I grew up an ethnic kid in a mostly white suburb of Los Angeles. In an attempt to fit in I hid my ethnicity when and how I could. I distanced myself from my family and the rich, beautiful culture from which they came. I feel ashamed about it to this very day. When ... @nickyoussef
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1. I grew up an ethnic kid in a mostly white suburb of Los Angeles. In an attempt to fit in I hid my ethnicity when and how I could. I distanced myself from my family and the rich, beautiful culture from which they came. I feel ashamed about it to this very day. When you’re young you are only concerned with the superficial, but once you’ve lived a little, you discover that digging deeper for what’s new and different and unique and quirky is where real life begins. As a kid, I was ridiculed for looking and acting and eating differently. As an adult, my friends beg me to teach them my authentic hummus recipe- which, for the record, is amazing.

2. Social anxiety prevents me from doing or enjoying the simplest things. Sometimes I will sit outside of parties in my car and not go in because I’m worried I won’t have anyone to talk to or anything of value to say in conversation. Anxiety sometimes prevents me from using busy public urinals and will have to wait for a private stall. Occasionally I’ll be headed to a restaurant that appears busy I’ll have trouble walking in for fear I’ll be judged. For what? I don’t know, but the awkward, unpopular, shy teenager that still lives within me doesn’t want to find out. I project an idealized image through my style and online through carefully selected photos and videos, but in real life, self-confidence is a daily battle.

3. Sometimes I cry. I cry at the end of sad movies. I cry when a relationship ends. I cry when I'm afraid I'm not good enough for the career I've chosen. I cry tears of joy when a dream comes true. For a man, crying is considered weak but as a human sometimes you're supposed to just shed a few tears.
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Don’t mind me, just over here crying about how beautiful this surprise bouquet is and how much I miss ...
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Don’t mind me, just over here crying about how beautiful this surprise bouquet is and how much I miss the man who sent them to me. Don’t mind me, just over here crying about how beautiful this surprise bouquet is and how much I miss the man who sent them to me. 😍😭
I almost felt like Sarah from the Bible when I found out you were in my stomach. Lord! I laughed so hard ...
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I almost felt like Sarah from the Bible when I found out you were in my stomach. Lord! I laughed so hard just to keep from crying. (But I cried because I’m a wussy) I use to think new Mother’s were over exaggerating about the love they have for their new borns. 🙃 Oh Yop! I was wrong! I couldn’t believe ... I almost felt like Sarah from the Bible when I found out you were in my stomach. Lord! I laughed so hard just to keep from crying. (But I cried because I’m a wussy) 😂 I use to think new Mother’s were over exaggerating about the love they have for their new borns. 🙃 Oh Yop! I was wrong! I couldn’t believe the feeling. I went to the hospital alone and I came home with you. God really trust me to take care of you. Man I love you! I look at you and want to cry because I just still can’t believe your my ENTIRE kid. Like mine! 😯 When the Doctor handed me to you I was high off the medication I really thought I was dreaming. I kept saying to myself this is a beautiful dream, a really pretty dream. But I was even more excited to know that this was reality and you are my baby! MINE!!!! 😁
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“It seems like yesterday that I brought you home from the hospital, and now you are my little man. ...
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“It seems like yesterday that I brought you home from the hospital, and now you are my little man. I was very nervous at the thought of being a first time parent. It didn’t sit in until you arrived and then it hit me. I must say, I took to being a mom pretty quickly; it was almost like I had been a mom ... “It seems like yesterday that I brought you home from the hospital, and now you are my little man. I was very nervous at the thought of being a first time parent. It didn’t sit in until you arrived and then it hit me. I must say, I took to being a mom pretty quickly; it was almost like I had been a mom all my life! Lol But I was pretty overwhelmed by this new responsibility. To care for this tiny life for the rest of my life! Was I ready for it?
It took me a bit to come to terms with the fact that I was a mother and was going to be one forever. But today after FOUR amazing years of looking back, I cannot help but smile and cry (I’m a cry baby, yes I’m crying right now). It is a feeling of fulfillment beyond words. Although I am still not sure if I am a great mother, I feel that I am doing some justice to the role.
The one thing that helps me tremendously through the toughest of times is your smile - that bright, big, beautiful smile, makes me forget everything and realize it is all worth it. Because being a single mother providing EVERYTHING alone can be tough at times. But you are worth EVERYTHING . HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY Baby !!! “❤️🎈🎉🎁👶🏽👩🏽 I love you son. -Mommy
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One thing that’s become really apparent to me as little Alfie becomes a big boy is how whilst I was ...
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One thing that’s become really apparent to me as little Alfie becomes a big boy is how whilst I was suffering, crying with anxiety whilst sweating due to be seeing so large & unconfident... is that I have caused a suffering in him too. At the age of 7 he can’t swim (because i was too afraid to wear ... One thing that’s become really apparent to me as little Alfie becomes a big boy is how whilst I was suffering, crying with anxiety whilst sweating due to be seeing so large & unconfident... is that I have caused a suffering in him too. At the age of 7 he can’t swim (because i was too afraid to wear a swimming costume and be seen)... at the age of 7 he’s scared of the dentist because I am too. He’s a shy boy, because I was a shy girl. He’s a worried boy because I was a worried girl. I used to know I was letting him down but didn’t really know what I meant when I felt it. Now I look at him & wish I was the way I was now back then & maybe he would cope better... it’s such a hard post to write, admitting your defeats & faults.. but what I can be proud of - he’s the most beautiful, intelligent, friendly little soul, that’s sensible & so very caring. He doesn’t run away or cause any agro, infact everytime he has a play date parents praise how he’s so well behaved. I’m just sad I didn’t get it 100% but I love the little boy he is & the man he will become . My message for this post is, no matter your weight, anxiety don’t let life pass you by especially when you’re a mummy or daddy because they walk in your shoes. They feel your anguish too. I wish someone had said to me, hey you’re doing a great job & don’t worry about what other people think because it’s only you guys that matter - it’s so true. I did my best at probably my worst & there’s only one thing left to do - Love , gosh love & keep on loving , defeat battles for you & your family. It will be soooo worth it. My boy will grow up strong because I am strong now, I just have to rewire those teeny issues I grew in that teeny weeny mind.. I love him so dearly. I love me, I love you x
#anxiety #weight #family #mentalhealth #honesty #honest #mummy #issues #awareness #love #positivity #hardtimes #reflection #cherish #moments #adore #weightloss #mind #body #health #ideas #whoyouare #change #live #unhealthy #thoughts
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“When God created woman, he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend ...
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“When God created woman, he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend so much time on her?” The lord answered, “Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must function in all kinds of situations, she must be able to embrace several kids ... “When God created woman, he was working late on the 6th day... An angel came by and asked, “Why spend so much time on her?” The lord answered, “Have you seen all the specifications I have to meet to shape her? She must function in all kinds of situations, she must be able to embrace several kids at the same time, have a hug that can heal anything from a bruised knee to a broken heart. She must do all this with only two hands, she cures herself when sick and can work 18 hours a day.” The Angel was impressed. “Just two hands...impossible! And this is the standard model?” The Angel came closer and touched the woman. “But you have made her so soft, Lord.” “She is soft,” said the Lord, “But I have made her strong. You can't imagine what she can endure and overcome.” "Can she think?” The Angel asked... The Lord answered, "Not only can she think, she can reason and negotiate." The Angel touched her cheeks..."Lord, it seems this creation is leaking! You have put too many burdens on her." "She is not leaking...it is a tear," The Lord corrected the Angel... "What's it for?" Asked the Angel... The Lord said, "Tears are her way of expressing her grief, her doubts, her love, her loneliness, her suffering and her pride."... This made a big impression on the Angel, "Lord, you are a genius. You thought of everything. A woman is indeed marvellous"

Lord said, "Indeed she is. She has strength that amazes a man. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying, cries when happy and laughs when afraid. She fights for what she believes in. Her love is unconditional. Her heart is broken when a next-of-kin or a friend dies but she finds strength to get on with life." The Angel asked, "So she is a perfect being?" The lord replied: "No. She has just one drawback, she often forgets what she is worth."
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Photo: Vince Hemingson (hemingsonphotography.com)
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Interrupting our stationery-focused feed with a little personal and not-so-perfect (cue the ...
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Interrupting our stationery-focused feed with a little personal and not-so-perfect (cue the cutie crying) update! I'm a mom now to an almost-two month old baby, and man, motherhood is tough! I knew the journey wasn't going to be easy, but it really swept me off my feet. Chase is a beautiful, ... Interrupting our stationery-focused feed with a little personal and not-so-perfect (cue the cutie crying) update! I'm a mom now to an almost-two month old baby, and man, motherhood is tough! I knew the journey wasn't going to be easy, but it really swept me off my feet. Chase is a beautiful, lovely child, but I struggle so much physically, mentally, emotionally to be present for him. But God has been so faithful in showing up for me, through my family and people around me, and through His Word. Did you know that Written Word Calligraphy's name is from the written word of God, the Bible? A couple of times in my childhood, one of the ways I was able to find strength to deal with tough times was to write God's word. When I found calligraphy, I was able to not only be blessed by it, but also be a blessing to other people, when they would hang prints on their walls to remind them of God's faithfulness. It's still not an easy journey, but knowing that the God of the universe, my Creator, is right there for me, walking with me, giving me the strength I need for each second - His grace is sufficient for me. And even when I don't feel it, I can claim His power is at work in me. Time after time, He has shown His love for me. I'm learning so much about being present in the moment, and being grateful for the smallest of things. In the long nights, holding baby in my arms, I think of myself in God's arms, I'm just like a baby, too, needing His help and comfort, just like my baby needs me. #ppd #ppa
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A week ago today my darling boy turned 17. I don’t know why it feels like miles between 16 and 17. Seems ...
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A week ago today my darling boy turned 17. I don’t know why it feels like miles between 16 and 17. Seems like 17 is a step away from adulthood & 16 is still sweet and a baby. In truth we have actually experienced a great deal of transitioning over this last year. Some of it has made me so proud. Some ... A week ago today my darling boy turned 17. I don’t know why it feels like miles between 16 and 17. Seems like 17 is a step away from adulthood & 16 is still sweet and a baby. In truth we have actually experienced a great deal of transitioning over this last year. Some of it has made me so proud. Some of it had broken my heart. I’m remembering when I was a little girl and I experienced some new and foreign body ache that I rushed crying to my mother about, she’d rarely turn away from whatever activity she was engaged in to dismiss me with a simple response: “Growing pains”. 😊Yeah...I guess thats how it is. This year the two of us made it through a lot of firsts —1st separations, 1st loves, 1st times, 1st tries. On different continents this year, it was the 1st birthday when I did not wake to kiss his cheek. Ah..these growing pains have been rough at times but also sort of beautiful. Because in the struggle to figure it out and grow up (something we both are doing), I’ve had to let go and really fall into Allah’s hands not knowing when the net will catch him or me. It’s not easy to acknowledge and admit to your child you’ve reached that moment where all you really have now is your example and your advice to give as protection and guidance. And you have to say: “It’s up to you now to decide what kind of man you want to be in this world”, all the while terrified that he’ll choose something that might damage your intimacy and hurt him in ways he can’t see without the wisdom of your years. All you can do is believe in his highest self. Pray. Breathe. I am so grateful to Allah for every little miracle, sign, relief that I am blessed with like when my son sits across from me in the living room and asks me what he should do about a very specific relationship problem, and then he takes that advice. Or when he sits again in that chair and asks if he should choose to engage in a certain now or in the activity, would it hurt our relationship as mother and son? Would we no longer have our closeness? Subhan’Allah. Thank God he wonders.Alhamdullilah he cares, he’s listening and even now that I’ve released my grip, we are still together. May it always be so! #HBD my Prince! ❤️
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With my first baby, I knew I wanted to #breastfeed from day one. I had this magical idea of what it was ...
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With my first baby, I knew I wanted to #breastfeed from day one. I had this magical idea of what it was all going to be like...beautiful, peaceful and simple. It turned out to be none of those. . . I thought the moment Jackson was born, we would do #skintoskin and then he would wiggle his little ... With my first baby, I knew I wanted to #breastfeed from day one. I had this magical idea of what it was all going to be like...beautiful, peaceful and simple. It turned out to be none of those.
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I thought the moment Jackson was born, we would do #skintoskin and then he would wiggle his little body over to my boob and latch and our breastfeeding journey would begin. Welp...he had trouble latching and staying latched and my nipple were immediately raw. My nurse was man handling my boobs and I wasn’t comfortable with any of it. .
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Well after weeks of raw, bleeding, cracked nipples and lots of crying through breastfeeding, I finally asked the pediatrician why it hurt so much. Turned out my little one had #tonguetie meaning the thin skin under his tongue connected to far down his tongue making it so that he couldn’t latch properly and his tongue was basically acting like sandpaper on my poor nipples. 😩😩😩
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So we got #tonguetierevision and thought we were on the way but Jackson wasn’t gaining weight at the rate he should. But I was breastfeeding nonstop, all day, every day...like every hour. Turned out Jackson had a #congenitalheartdefect called #TAPVR that made it really difficult for him to get oxygen and take in a full feeding. .
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I was pushed to switch or at least supplement with formula but I was even more determined to stick to #exclusivelybreastfeeding. And we #breastfed for almost 2 years even through #openheartsurgery.
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I say all this to say that I was lead to believe that breastfeeding would be this magical journey that both my baby and I would just innately know how to do but that was just not the case. And it’s not the case for almost every #breastfeedingmomma ZI know. So if you are struggling through breastfeeding right now, know that you are not alone, you can get through it, and whatever choice you make has to be the right choice for you and your little one and not what anyone else thinks you should do. #breastfeedingjourney #blackbreastfeedingweek .
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#iamablackbreastfeedingmom #blackmomsbreastfeed #normalizebreastfeeding #breastfeedingmom #momtruths #motherhooduncensored #momlife #4thtrimester #postpartum #breastfed
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<span class="emoji emoji2693"></span>️GONE SAILING<span class="emoji emoji2693"></span>️ As many of my dear friends are on the way into the dust right now, I decided this ...
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️GONE SAILING️ As many of my dear friends are on the way into the dust right now, I decided this year to go on a different adventure. Even though feeling quite nostalgic seeing all the posts popping up... You can say what you want about Burning Man, but one thing for me is certain: it gave ... ⚓️GONE SAILING⚓️
As many of my dear friends are on the way into the dust right now, I decided this year to go on a different adventure.
Even though feeling quite nostalgic seeing all the posts popping up...
You can say what you want about Burning Man, but one thing for me is certain: it gave me unforgettable memories, that for sure changed my life...
The faces of people I love so dearly lit up, beautiful and free, wild, dancing, crying, weeping, screaming, being completely and utterly myself, powerful and wild, lost and found.
The beauty of letting go and simply worrying about surviving.
I have been asking myself recently what keeps me from feeling this way in my normal day to day life and my simple answer was my need for constant proofing myself through doing, not seeing what is around me because I’m busy writing to do lists actually often too afraid to take real action.
So I decided instead of BM this year to do a Burning Woman on the Sea.
Taking our little sailboat which almost feels like an RV and just going with not real plan and trusting hearts into the wild ocean.
Surrendering into Being.
Ahoy sailor✨
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Woke up so puffy from crying for 3 hours straight last night. I attended a special 25th anniversary ...
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Woke up so puffy from crying for 3 hours straight last night. I attended a special 25th anniversary screening of #TheJoyLuckClub and wept even before the film stared during a panel discussion with #WayneWang, @amytanwriter, @janetyang1, #RonaldBass and some of the beautiful cast: @thekieuchinh ... Woke up so puffy from crying for 3 hours straight last night. I attended a special 25th anniversary screening of #TheJoyLuckClub and wept even before the film stared during a panel discussion with #WayneWang, @amytanwriter, @janetyang1, #RonaldBass and some of the beautiful cast: @thekieuchinh , @mingna_wen, #TsaiChin, @tamlyn_tomita, #FranceNuyen and @laurentom9000. Missing from the panel was my friend #RosalindChao and #LisaLu. What an epic, extraordinary and stunning film that holds up beautifully after 25 years. If you’ve never seen it, you’ve missed out—it is a must. Those of us who are children of immigrants have likely experienced some similar roadblocks in our relationships with our parents. This film truly propelled me take the time to better understand my own mother and her relationship to her mother. And I forgot how magnificent the scenes of the mothers as children were. The supporting cast was as amazing as the main cast. And speaking of whom, the third pic is of a few of us with the man I call “the original,” @russellwong88. He’s such a jerk of a husband in this film, but deliciously so. #trueclassic. #ISeeYou
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I met her this morning. We seen each other and she said to me you are cute. I said thank you. She said ...
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I met her this morning. We seen each other and she said to me you are cute. I said thank you. She said you want to do something? I said to her you’re out here dating? (Prostitution) She said yeah. I said to her you are too beautiful to be out here. She said I know but I’m out here because it’s hard And ... I met her this morning. We seen each other and she said to me you are cute. I said thank you. She said you want to do something? I said to her you’re out here dating? (Prostitution) She said yeah. I said to her you are too beautiful to be out here. She said I know but I’m out here because it’s hard And I’m struggling. I asked her what is your story. She said you really want to listen? I said yes, go head. To sum up her story she is from Puerto Rico 🇵🇷 and She was adopted, she said soon the money stop coming for her being adopted the family kicked her out. She got depressed and started taking pills and etc. I asked her was she hungry. She said yes. I took her to wawa and brought her food and gave her money. At this point she couldn’t believe it. She started crying and said it’s no good man out here. Why are you doing this? Her mouth was open for 3 minutes in shock. She said there was a dude that locked her in the car the other night that pulled a knife on her and made her suck his dick for 5 hours, and said if you stop I’m going to kill you. This is the 4th girl I came across within 2 weeks that told me a story like this. One of them I ran across was stabbed up from a dude that raped her and then stabbed her. But, back to this story. I asked her where do she live? She said the streets, I said why dont you go to the shelter? She said I don’t know any. If someone would find one and take me I’ll go, but I need help getting paper work and social security cards. I said I’ll help you if you stay in touch with me. She doesn’t have a phone but she gave me her Facebook so we can stay in touch. Her goal is to get back in college. As I was taking her to where she was going she kept looking at me and said are you real. Lol She poked me and said this can’t be real. Lol I said we all got a story and we just need somebody to help us. I said to her you will be off the streets soon. This picture what you see of her. She doesn’t look like that right now. She only weighs 90 pounds right now. She’s very skinny. If you know women shelters in Philly area please let me know and other ways to help her please inform me. It was 3 girls killed this month with all their throats cut.
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Go watch Crazy Rich Asian’s. Once in a while a movie comes along that changes false perceptions, ...
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Go watch Crazy Rich Asian’s. Once in a while a movie comes along that changes false perceptions, changes what once seemed impossible to suddenly become possible, changes culture, changes the movie business in terms of unfair discrimination & unequal treatment, changes lives by inspiring ... Go watch Crazy Rich Asian’s. Once in a while a movie comes along that changes false perceptions, changes what once seemed impossible to suddenly become possible, changes culture, changes the movie business in terms of unfair discrimination & unequal treatment, changes lives by inspiring those who once didn’t think their culture could be seen and celebrated on the silver screen in an equal manner, changes racism, changes our worldview of an entire continent of 2 billion Asian people, changes our mindset of how Asian men and women are perceived falsely in media, changes the hopes and dreams of young Asian youth who didn’t believe their voices could be heard or their faces to be seen in Hollywood, changes ignorance and indifference, changes fear to understanding, changes how we see one another for the better with true eyes of love and acceptance & changes most importantly how Asian culture is represented in mainstream media & entertainment. That’s what this movie meant to me after I watched it for the first time. I was crying (like a man), yes cause it was a hilarious classic romantic comedy that struck a chord within me to be loved for who I am not where I’m from, what I do or what I have, but it was deeper than that, CRA was about empowerment and a celebration of my culture. A culture that I love, honor and appreciate daily. Whether I am in LA or Hong Kong, London or Singapore I get to experience the beauty of Asia whether it be the food, the friends, the fashion, the festivity or my family, its just such a beautiful thing and CRA as a film captures what I want to show the world everyday of how amazing Asian culture is. Lastly, this film is not just important for diversity, breaking down racial barriers & representation. CRA IS A GREAT MOVIE PERIOD! Respect to @kevinkwanbooks for writing this crazy book and @jonmchu for directing a Hollywood classic. This isn’t just a movie it’s a movement. Representation matters & representation now means business. #crazyrichasians #cra @crazyrichasians
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As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. ...
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As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. After all, #imnotscaredtobehonest right? So today was attempt-to-shave-your-vag day. I say "attempt" because being 33 weeks pregnant, you can't see shit below your bump. As soon as I was ... As you know, nothing is off limits on my page. And that's why I want to share my weak moment of the day. After all, #imnotscaredtobehonest right?
So today was attempt-to-shave-your-vag day. I say "attempt" because being 33 weeks pregnant, you can't see shit below your bump. As soon as I was done doing my stuff, I stepped out of the shower and went straight to the mirror to check on the vag situation. Do you want to know what happened next? I started crying. Bawling. Hysterically bawling to be exact. I just didn't like what I saw. And it's not that I didn't like the look of my body. I particularly didn't like the look of my lady. Insane, right? I don't think I've been this upset in a really long time. I think it might be the hormones. I also think it's because I worry that my husband won't be attracted to me once I give birth. But of course when I told him what had happened, he couldn't believe his ears. He told me how beautiful I was and how lucky he is to be able to call himself my husband. Pregnancy is hard man! .
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#preggoproblems #preggoprobs #motherhoodthroughinstagram #pregnancyisbeautiful #readytopop #preggobelly #pregnancylife #thirdtrimester #thirdtrimesterproblems #pregnancyphoto #preggostyle #pregnancyhormones #bumplove #bumplife #33weekspregnant #bunintheoven
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Last night watching one of my best friends marry the love of her life was beyond beautiful. An evening ...
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Last night watching one of my best friends marry the love of her life was beyond beautiful. An evening filled with so much love and all the more magical because the world feels so uncertain at the moment and it felt wonderful to be certain of this one sweet thing. And this handsome man by my side ... Last night watching one of my best friends marry the love of her life was beyond beautiful. An evening filled with so much love and all the more magical because the world feels so uncertain at the moment and it felt wonderful to be certain of this one sweet thing. And this handsome man by my side was so supportive in helping me prepare for my maid of honor speech, which I managed to deliver mostly without crying (mostly). 💘 #timetomarrygary #gvulia
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With the beautiful Siana on her christening. @daniellamansour_ @joshmansour_ she’s not crying ...
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With the beautiful Siana on her christening. @daniellamansour_ @joshmansour_ she’s not crying so it’s good signs for when my little man comes out. With the beautiful Siana on her christening. @daniellamansour_ @joshmansour_ she’s not crying so it’s good signs for when my little man comes out.
All these Bow Wow challenge niggas lying and shit Man, these Fetty Wap niggas stay eyeing my shit Drake ...
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All these Bow Wow challenge niggas lying and shit Man, these Fetty Wap niggas stay eyeing my shit Drake worth a hundred milli, always buying me shit But I don't know if the pussy wet or if he crying and shit Location @thompsonhotels Bikini @oceangodessbikinis #bikini #beautiful #fitness ... All these Bow Wow challenge niggas lying and shit
Man, these Fetty Wap niggas stay eyeing my shit
Drake worth a hundred milli, always buying me shit
But I don't know if the pussy wet or if he crying and shit
Location @thompsonhotels
Bikini @oceangodessbikinis 👙
#bikini #beautiful #fitness #fit #hot #girl #sexy #sport #instagood #beauty #sea #booty #workout #eyes #bikinimodel #babe #photooftheday #hotness #sexygirls #oceangodessbikinis
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<span class="emoji emoji1f451"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f62d"></span>Happy birthday to the Most wonderful person in the world to me. My little mini me, you are so smart ...
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Happy birthday to the Most wonderful person in the world to me. My little mini me, you are so smart and you know so many words, you’re learning to count and read, and discovering your creative talent and nothing makes me happier. Me and you are in this alone but Ill make sure you never feel alone. ... 👑😭Happy birthday to the Most wonderful person in the world to me. My little mini me, you are so smart and you know so many words, you’re learning to count and read, and discovering your creative talent and nothing makes me happier. Me and you are in this alone but Ill make sure you never feel alone. I will make sure you always feel beautiful and smart so you won’t have to find that validation from a man when you are older. I am so thankful to be able to spend 24-7 with you especially during these molding years. No mater how tough it got. I never felt alone after I had you and I thank you so much because you restored the love in my heart after your grandpa passed away. Which I needed because I can quickly turn terrible. You weren’t planned but you were GODS PLAN. and I thank god so much that he added you to my plan even when I thought I wasn’t going to be able to handle it. I’m so glad to have you and I pray that we can remain best friends till I die. I love you London Chanel. My mini me. @officiallondonchanel
Crying because I can’t believe my baby is 4!!!!
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About 45 mins before my college graduation my mom called me crying and screaming “Marvalyn I just ...
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About 45 mins before my college graduation my mom called me crying and screaming “Marvalyn I just had a wreck and I’m walking to your graduation...” No one wants to hear that on their special day, but I thank god that she made it out with minor injuries. I would also like to thank the Caucasian ... About 45 mins before my college graduation my mom called me crying and screaming “Marvalyn I just had a wreck and I’m walking to your graduation...” No one wants to hear that on their special day, but I thank god that she made it out with minor injuries. I would also like to thank the Caucasian man that picked her up from the side of the road and got her to my graduation on time. It is so beautiful to see that there are still kind people in this world. My mom has done so much for me, and I am happy that I graduated college. I will continue to work and make her proud so she will never have to work again. ♥️ #foreverlsu #futuredoctor #happymothersday
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I am the dragon breathing fire Beautiful man I'm the lion Beautiful man I know you're lying I am ...
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I am the dragon breathing fire Beautiful man I'm the lion Beautiful man I know you're lying I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying I am the dragon breathing fire
Beautiful man I'm the lion
Beautiful man I know you're lying
I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying
I’ll try to keep this some what short. Today my main man Carter is getting married. I am overjoyed ...
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I’ll try to keep this some what short. Today my main man Carter is getting married. I am overjoyed and incredibly proud for him. I remember all through high school how much he valued marriage and would talk about going to Australia and getting married before coming back home; we all thought ... I’ll try to keep this some what short. Today my main man Carter is getting married. I am overjoyed and incredibly proud for him. I remember all through high school how much he valued marriage and would talk about going to Australia and getting married before coming back home; we all thought he was joking but here he is, in Australia and getting married before coming home. He is truly a man of his word, no matter how little the goal or how far fetch the dream; carter has always delivered. He has always been a constant in my life since I met him. A world away now for a couple years and he has always managed to be there for me with endless chats and random messages. He never fails to make me laugh and remember to love life. Carter has got to be probably the most genuine, loyal, loving and true person I have ever met. He has had one of the largest impacts on my life and shaping who I am and how I see the world. Our conversations are endless, I could talk to this guy for days. The way he looks at the world just goes to show how genuine and beautiful his soul is. He has taught me an incredible amount, most importantly he has taught me to love life, to love everyone and give everyone a chance and to change my perspective when needed. Carter, I can’t say enough good things about you and I’m so fucking happy for you and Mary. I can’t wait to meet your wife and see you again soon; I wish I could be there today. I’m already sobbing writing this, i can’t wait until Mary and you have children and i get to be the crazy gay aunt. I can’t wait to see what the future brings for you two, i know it will be beautiful. My heart is full. Here’s to you and Mary; the Snowdens 💕 love you forever llpf. 5 points to Hufflepuff. I’m not crying, you’re crying. .
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LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's ...
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LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's healthy. STOP comparing yourselves by the size the manipulative media market and Hollywood still pushing. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes! Curves come in all shapes and sizes! Fine as wine ... LADIES LISTEN UP! This size model Does Not represent ALL beauty, all of what men want, all that's healthy. STOP comparing yourselves by the size the manipulative media market and Hollywood still pushing. Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes! Curves come in all shapes and sizes! Fine as wine comes in all shapes and sizes! Perfect 10's and Love the skin you're in's come in all shapes and sizes! Stop letting summer time or beaches or even mirrors determine your entire lives whether you will be miserable or not. YOU ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL! YOU ALL ARE WORTHY OF LOVE AND RESPECT! YOU ALL HAVE SEX APPEAL WHEN YOU USE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE! Eff a tummy tuck. Eff lypo. Eff diet pills with side affects that also may cause cancer or many other things. Eff them clothes you used to fit in when you were in the teens and twenties! Love your older fine selves and find the right sizes to fit the New You! Work out and eat in moderation and enjoy life. Swimming and bicycle riding burn alot and you don't have to do about 5mins to feel it. Some have to walk first. Just do in moderation. Stop obsessing over weight till you think you aren't pretty. If it's a health risk, lose weight. And Eff anyone who says you don't look good because of your weight. Love you all. I've personally dated from a size 0 to someone almost 300lbs. Loved each As-Is. My main concern is attitude towards me, whether they are inlove with me too, commitment, chemistry. Things of that nature. Not their weight. A good man knows how to make any woman feel like she's The Queen. A King knows how to treat a Queen regardless, period and point blank. Stop expecting a gentleman out of a thug. But know that every gentleman gets beast mode to protect his own! He just does it differently. Stop thinking men are weak who aren't hood or street! Then run crying when thug ninjas have you beat. Snap out of this backwards thinking in society. Stop following the crowds and trends. Blaze your own path in life. HEAL BEFORE YOU DEAL with another relationship after one cease to exist. Wake up people! Sorry so long but Satan uses self esteem and security issues to cripple our growth. Now let the church say amen lol. Good morning instagram
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Omg this songs great. Cheer me up please! Im so upset. And tired and jealous. Im so sad and weird. I know. But i feel physically sick and feel like crying because ill probably never go to a @yearsandyears concert or meet the guys. I have never been such a fan of a group before..like ever. I think ... Omg this songs great. Cheer me up please! Im so upset. And tired and jealous. Im so sad and weird. I know. But i feel physically sick and feel like crying because ill probably never go to a @yearsandyears concert or meet the guys. I have never been such a fan of a group before..like ever. I think years and years have put a spell on me because i cant fault them. I mean, theres @ollyyears hes the most gorgeous man i have ever seen. Hes got the cutest,shyest warmest personality EVER. Im jealous of his dress sense. He has the most beautiful voice ive ever heard @emreyears well hes just the cutest thing ever and looks massively hot with or without his glasses. Hes so talented. Hes full of surprises. Not shy. Likes to stick ones up a lot aha. @mikeyyears is so handsom and so sweet. He seems shy but once you see him around the rest hes hilarious. @dylanyears hes like the comedian. Gosh id love to tour with this guy hes amazing. He makes me wee myself with some of his posts and his funny faces and his crop top...which he wears better than me...how dare he. Fuck this is a long post. I needed a rant to cheer me up. Now im drowning in years and years songs knowing ill never hear them live! I know you probably wont read all this people because i wont be. See ya later. I posted on this account kist because its not personal so..
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"My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures ...
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"My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and problems with children. She has lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds in her 35 years. She got very skinny, and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered ... "My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and problems with children. She has lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds in her 35 years. She got very skinny, and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the morning and got tired very quickly during the day. Our relationship was on the verge of break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get divorced soon ... But then I decided to act on it. After all I’ve got the most beautiful woman on the earth. She is the ideal of more than half of men and women on earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her shoulders. I began to pepper her with flowers, kisses and complements. I surprised her and pleased every minute. I gave her lots of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t believe, but she has blossomed. She became even better than before. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and she loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she CAN love that much.
And then I realized one thing: "The woman is the reflection of her man"" 👏💭👥- Brad Pitt
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From the very first time I laid eyes on you I felt in love like never before I was so happy I started crying ...
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From the very first time I laid eyes on you I felt in love like never before I was so happy I started crying of happiness I couldn't believe god had blessed me with such a beautiful son I always loved you since I found out you were in mommy's belly and talked to you but when I saw you cry for the first ... From the very first time I laid eyes on you I felt in love like never before I was so happy I started crying of happiness I couldn't believe god had blessed me with such a beautiful son I always loved you since I found out you were in mommy's belly and talked to you but when I saw you cry for the first time and I went over to you and I talked to you and in seconds you stopped crying it was then when I realized that you knew how much daddy loves you and that everything was going to be ok.my mom left me when I was 6 months old and i lost my dad when I was 3 years old but thank the man up the I had an amazing brother @djmemo87 who always took care of me and our who we consider our dad uncle that took us in when I was 12 and cared for us like we were his own kids.he thought us how important really is and after losing junior who was like my little brother I felt like my whole world went upside down.you gave e brought hope and happiness to my life I thank god everyday for blessing me and your mom @sandranoemi_ with you.you changed my life you are so little and innocent and have no idea what you mean to me I seen you change every day you do something different and and it's just beautiful to see you grow day by day I can't wait to be able to have conversations with you and tell you have much I love you.i can't thank god enough for not just blessing me with an amazing sun but also and amazing wife @sandranoemi_ we been through a lot but I know just like me you always got my back like I got yours baby I couldn't have asked for someone better ever since I was a boy I would always ask the man upstairs to bless me with a beautiful wife who would love me unconditionally and that I would be able to grow old with and see our children grow and a family home and I think I found that when I met you 👪 thank you for giving me such a beautiful family 🙏
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{ this morning i was supposed to be in church singing along side with my man, but here I am nursing 🤱 ...
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{ this morning i was supposed to be in church singing along side with my man, but here I am nursing 🤱 with my girls by my side instead. i had laid out all the clothes the night before, cleaned the home, bathed the kids, and managed to fix myself up thinking we’d all make it. but we couldn’t find a caregiver ... { this morning i was supposed to be in church singing along side with my man, but here I am nursing 🤱 with my girls by my side instead. i had laid out all the clothes the night before, cleaned the home, bathed the kids, and managed to fix myself up thinking we’d all make it. but we couldn’t find a caregiver and honestly, it was just impossible to make it work. 😅 so if you made it to church rejoice, and if you couldn’t well, rejoice! God see’s your effort and it’s not in vain 🙏🏻 before you go on thinking how is it possible to look so “put together?” please read the caption.
there is always so much more to what you see on here. and if you saw my insta story you’ll know I’ve been living in this dress for days, even had it on for worship practice. 😬

we all decided what we share on here. we share the tiniest pieces of our lives, and they’re mostly pieces we’re proud of. so don’t compare your life to someone else’s because it’s not “flawless.” we’re all just trying to figure it out. i know that I love sharing “good photos” and beautiful highlights of my family. anyone who knows me personally knows i always had a camera in my hand and used to take hundreds of photos long before Instagram. this is a great space for me to share my creative outlet, my passions, to share beautiful things and to get inspired. also because really, who stops to take a photo during arguments, and tantrums, and pain, and crying, or feeling like their about to have an anxiety attack? we are so much more than just these squares. please remember that. if you have any children you know how much hard work goes behind the scenes! we are all just moms with real problems, with good days, awesome days and horrible days.

just do you! stay true to your convictions and priorities. celebrate life, whatever that looks like, in whatever season you are. work hard, slow down when you can, and love with everything you’ve got! }
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2017 was the worst year of my life but I got 2018 as my reward: <span class="emoji emoji1f389"></span>I worked on myself nonstop. I am jet-puffed ...
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2017 was the worst year of my life but I got 2018 as my reward: I worked on myself nonstop. I am jet-puffed with self improvement, and it helps every day My therapist fired me for being too mentally stable (but said he’ll miss me and I can come back anytime) um I wrote a book. #lagustaslusciouscookbook I ... 2017 was the worst year of my life but I got 2018 as my reward: 🎉I worked on myself nonstop. I am jet-puffed with self improvement, and it helps every day
🎉My therapist fired me for being too mentally stable (but said he’ll miss me and I can come back anytime)
🎉um I wrote a book. #lagustaslusciouscookbook
🎉I dated the mayor of my town which is funny as an anarchist but not as a West Wing fanatic or human and it was lovely and now we’re just pals and I love his kids and they add all this value to my life
🎉I went to Peru with aforementioned boyfriend, his perfect kids, their mom, her husband, their nanny and their two kids….and it was beautiful, magical, warm and friendly
🎉Our chocolate suppliers whisked me away to Ecuador which changed my life. A week with fellow makers meeting cacao farmers and sugar producers and seeing where these ingredients I order by the pallet come from in deep and wild ways—ugh I’m basically crying r n I love you @republicadelcacao I really do
🎉My 20-year-old BFF cat died but how amazing to get 20 years with a soulmate? 🎉Minutes before taking the stage at the New School to be part of a panel discussion on managing fear, my business partner dropped out of the business we ran together. I gathered a team of unbelievable women + a man friend who picked me up off the floor and taught me bookkeeping and 2019 is going to fucking rule so hard and I can never sleep with excitement 🎉I missed my mom every single day 🎉I bought my very first car and I love her and her name is Penelope
🎉 #rammissary
🎉I started buying period supplies by the case because I employ so many bleeding humans
🎉Kate did my makeup as @trixiemattel for my cookbook author photo
🎉I turned 40
🎉I decided to adopt a dog in 2019
🎉For the first time since I was 17 I am single and it’s sometimes a little lonely but mostly amazing and teaches me new things every day and happiness and excitement and very hard work and lots of it rule my life 🎉🎉here’s to a less shitty year in the wider world next year, here’s to nonviolent leftist uprising and all that good stuff xoxoxo
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*huge long sappy post warning ahead!* I’ve never really done a huge long thing about being thankful ...
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*huge long sappy post warning ahead!* I’ve never really done a huge long thing about being thankful on thanksgiving but I feel like I have so much to be thankful for I just had to this year. If you don’t wanna read a bunch you don’t need to As many of you know I’ve moved back to Butte from Missoula. ... *huge long sappy post warning ahead!*
I’ve never really done a huge long thing about being thankful on thanksgiving but I feel like I have so much to be thankful for I just had to this year. If you don’t wanna read a bunch you don’t need to 😂
As many of you know I’ve moved back to Butte from Missoula. I loved Missoula but I was in a really dark place heading downhill fast and needed to get out. And man am I happy I did. I’ve never been happier and here are a few things I am thankful for this year...
For dance! Even though it’s been a while since I’ve been out on the floor I thank god that I’m a dancer everyday. It has taught me to be strong and beautiful. It has taught me to express myself and be myself. I’ve had some amazing memories with dance and I can’t wait to get back on the floor.
I’m thankful for theater! Through theater I have found my voice (literally when it comes to singing on stage😂) and my confidence. When I’m on stage I am whole and happy. Some of the best memories with the best people I’ve ever met have come from being on stage and acting. I will never give it up.
I am thankful for my dogs and horses and just animals in general ❤️ I grew up riding horses and I plan to for the rest of my life. And I love my puppies more than most people 💕
I am thankful for my family! For my parents, my brother, my brother-in-law, my sister, and of course my baby nephew Patrick ❤️ without them I would be lost. they make the world make sense. My parents raised me well and taught me well. My brothers always make me laugh. My sister has protected me and pushed me to become a better person. And inspired me to become a nurse. And my nephew has taught me about unconditional love for another human being ❤️ without them I would be lost.
I am thankful for my wonderful and beautiful friends both old and new! The people who make me laugh til I cry and make me laugh when I am crying. That hold my hand through the bad times and celebrate through the good. My people, my tribe ❤️ love you all always :) And last but definitely not least...I am thankful for Crossfit! I just started and am already in love...continue in comments..
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