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With them, those sleepless nights are always worth it<span class="emoji emoji1f60d"></span> #birthdayparty #friends #aboutlastnight ...
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With them, those sleepless nights are always worth it #birthdayparty #friends #aboutlastnight #saturday #sleepless #night #nightout #ladiesnight #doyourememberus #cheers #drink #dance #oldies #black #dresscode #leather #touch #beautiful #girls #myfriendsarebetterthanyours ... With them, those sleepless nights are always worth it😍 #birthdayparty #friends #aboutlastnight #saturday #sleepless #night #nightout #ladiesnight #doyourememberus #cheers #drink #dance #oldies #black #dresscode #leather #touch #beautiful #girls #myfriendsarebetterthanyours #follow #ladolcevita
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Surprise!!! I created a tutorial for my look using the new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill OMG!!!! Use my code “TARENMUA” for Morphe discount! Details: Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood @doseofcolors Sleepless ... Surprise!!! I created a tutorial for my look using the new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill
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Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood
@doseofcolors Sleepless on lips
@benefitcosmetics Brow Contour Pro in shade Brown Light
@tartecosmetics Black Clay Paint Liner
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 #sleepless #night #goth #gothic #instagoth #gothgoth #alternative #metal #tattoo #inked #dark ...
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#sleepless #night #goth #gothic #instagoth #gothgoth #alternative #metal #tattoo #inked #dark #black #tuesday #beard #beards #piercings #piercing #plugs #instagood #love #alone #bored #writeme #instafollow #selfie #tbt #germany #italian #sleepless #night #goth #gothic #instagoth #gothgoth #alternative #metal #tattoo #inked #dark #black #tuesday #beard #beards #piercings #piercing #plugs #instagood #love #alone #bored #writeme #instafollow #selfie #tbt #germany #italian
Fixed up DAPINKRUBBISH like finally, everything was hella stressful with sleepless and tearful ...
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Fixed up DAPINKRUBBISH like finally, everything was hella stressful with sleepless and tearful nights. It's really not easy trying to do a real business, with all the applications and procedures for you to figure out by yourself. I felt so depressed when someone may had reported our store ... Fixed up DAPINKRUBBISH like finally, everything was hella stressful with sleepless and tearful nights. It's really not easy trying to do a real business, with all the applications and procedures for you to figure out by yourself. I felt so depressed when someone may had reported our store out of jealousy or made a false claim resulting our PayPal to be banned forever. What's worse was PayPal don't even bother to further check but just slam us with a random section of t&c we broke. Sadly, not just us other stores seem to got it too 😑
Hoping that our business gets back on track again after 3 long weeks of inactivenes. damn it PayPal.
#paypalsucks #white #black #dapinkrubbish #aesthetic #minimal #monochrome
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 #Repost @sagedynamics with @repostapp. ・・・ How We Survive <span class="emoji emojia9"></span> Mark Rickerby If we are fortunate, we ...
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#Repost @sagedynamics with @repostapp. ・・・ How We Survive Mark Rickerby If we are fortunate, we are given a warning. If not, there is only the sudden horror, the wrench of being torn apart; of being reminded that nothing is permanent, not even the ones we love, the ones our lives ... #Repost @sagedynamics with @repostapp.
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How We Survive
© Mark Rickerby
If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.
If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.
Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.
One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.
So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.
Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.
And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.
Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...
The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.
And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.
We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.
And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be. -Mark Rickerby. #911
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Sketching the whole day, sketching the whole night! #Teal #sleepless #today #Sketch #2015 #Stuttgart ...
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Sketching the whole day, sketching the whole night! #Teal #sleepless #today #Sketch #2015 #Stuttgart #Germany #Legal #OneLove #GCBS #Graffiti #Can't #Be #Stopped #Sketchtime #gedankenbeiihr #LoveTrainsHateCops #ACAB #420 #Blaze #It #High #tealgraffiti #Edding #Pen #Black #Hate ... Sketching the whole day, sketching the whole night! #Teal #sleepless #today #Sketch #2015 #Stuttgart #Germany #Legal #OneLove #GCBS #Graffiti #Can't #Be #Stopped #Sketchtime #gedankenbeiihr #LoveTrainsHateCops #ACAB #420 #Blaze #It #High #tealgraffiti #Edding #Pen #Black #Hate #The #Buff #Blackbook
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This is the last post from this series <span class="emoji emoji1f49a"></span>. This is my favourite song and I relate to every single word ...
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This is the last post from this series . This is my favourite song and I relate to every single word of it. And this picture isn't just heavy black and white contrast. It's a piece of my heart. It's me. Just like this song. This song has gotten me through every tough day and every sleepless night. ... This is the last post from this series 💚. This is my favourite song and I relate to every single word of it. And this picture isn't just heavy black and white contrast. It's a piece of my heart. It's me. Just like this song. This song has gotten me through every tough day and every sleepless night. This tune always calms me. Thank you so much @coldplay #Coldplay . I love you guys. 💚 .
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Hey guys, so the cold weather is upon us. I have a recipe to warm the soul. -Winter Warmth Honey- Yield ...
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Hey guys, so the cold weather is upon us. I have a recipe to warm the soul. -Winter Warmth Honey- Yield 1 quart 2 cups honey 2 cups water 1 tablespoon Allspice 1 tablespoon Black Peppercorn 1 tablespoon Pink Peppercorn 1 whole nutmeg 1 teaspoon clove 5-6 star anise 6 2 inch pieces cinnamon ... Hey guys, so the cold weather is upon us. I have a recipe to warm the soul. -Winter Warmth Honey-
Yield 1 quart
2 cups honey
2 cups water
1 tablespoon Allspice
1 tablespoon Black Peppercorn
1 tablespoon Pink Peppercorn
1 whole nutmeg
1 teaspoon clove
5-6 star anise
6 2 inch pieces cinnamon sticks
Small handful of dried rose buds
1 oz angostura
Take a large pan and put it on medium heat. Take all the hard spices and roast them till fragrant. Add water and honey and remaining ingredients; ango and rose buds. Stir everything on low heat for about 20 minutes for everything to steep into your honey. Take off heat and let cool. Strain and keep refrigerated.
This syrup is a fun way to add some complexity to some fun cocktails. Works well with some dark rums, bourbon or whatever you wanna add it with.
Great cocktail to incorporate the honey is the sleepless hollow.
2oz. Bourbon
1/2oz Winter Warmth Honey
2 dash chocolate bitters
2 dash ango
Stirred and with laproaig in a mister top the cocktail with laproaig.
Enjoy guys!
#craftcocktails #craftcocktail #mixology #mixologist #cocktails #fallcocktail #wintersyrup #honey #syrup #craftsyrup #Angostura #homemadesyrup #homemade #craftbartender #cocktailporn #drinkporn #fall #winter #foodies #delicious #drcaulfield
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"Vanity Fair" has an eclectic list of 'The 25 Best Romantic Comedies of All Time,' which covers everything ...
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"Vanity Fair" has an eclectic list of 'The 25 Best Romantic Comedies of All Time,' which covers everything from black-and-white classics to, well, "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days". They admit that the definition of 'romantic comedy' is pretty subjective . . . the American Film Institute's broad ... "Vanity Fair" has an eclectic list of 'The 25 Best Romantic Comedies of All Time,' which covers everything from black-and-white classics to, well, "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days". They admit that the definition of 'romantic comedy' is pretty subjective . . . the American Film Institute's broad definition is that it's, quote, "a genre in which the development of a romance leads to comic situations." Okay, then!
Here's the list:
1. "When Harry Met Sally", 1989
2. "You've Got Mail", 1998
3. "Clueless", 1995
4. "Bridget Jones's Diary", 2001
5. "10 Things I Hate About You", 1999
6. "Groundhog Day", 1993
7. "Notting Hill", 1999
8. "It Happened One Night", 1934
9. "Broadcast News", 1987
10. "Sleepless in Seattle", 1993
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 #black #or #white #polishgirl #picofday #lazy #sleepless #instagirl #monday #kiss <span class="emoji emoji1f48b"></span><span class="emoji emoji270c"></span>🏻
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#black #or #white #polishgirl #picofday #lazy #sleepless #instagirl #monday #kiss 🏻 #black #or #white #polishgirl #picofday #lazy #sleepless #instagirl #monday #kiss 💋✌🏻
t.beaston <span class="emoji emoji1f449"></span>"Ella Nutella - def giving me a run for my money this week but I could cry from excitement ...
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t.beaston "Ella Nutella - def giving me a run for my money this week but I could cry from excitement just thinking about kissing your sweet face and newborn snuggles. I’m already having sleepless nights in early labor so I’m well prepared for our late night nursing sessions. I love you so much ... t.beaston 👉"Ella Nutella - def giving me a run for my money this week but I could cry from excitement just thinking about kissing your sweet face and newborn snuggles. I’m already having sleepless nights in early labor so I’m well prepared for our late night nursing sessions. I love you so much it hurts. #ellanutella #babywatch2018
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Thank you #bellybandit for the most comfortable bra and panties. I’m all about being comfortable 🤰"
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Tiffani is wearing our new Anti Bra and Anti Panti in black!
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This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 ...
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This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby. Having a baby can definitely slow your goals down if you don’t put in extra effort to achieve them. Writing your goals down ... This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby. Having a baby can definitely slow your goals down if you don’t put in extra effort to achieve them. Writing your goals down weekly along with the steps needed to hit them is a great start. Seeing them on paper helps you keep on task all week for what you need to get done. It will also be important to be prepared with your meal prep. If you are a new mom, I’m sure you know what I mean when I talk about those sleepless nights and crazy hunger spells especially if you’re breastfeeding, so I like to also always have good bars at hand. Then you can grab and eat them easily while taking care of your baby. Sometimes you just don’t have the time to make a meal, moms know what I mean. 😭😂 I personally love RX bars, garden of life , square bars, Lenny & Larry's cookies, and Munk cookies! These are easy eats, healthy and great macros. I like to keep a stash in my pockets at all times. Then each week I pick a day when I have someone to help with Cora and I meal prep. I prepare a variety of vegetables, rice, lentils, and black beans. I make sure they are stored in Tupperware and in my fridge ready for any meal.
If you eat meat, you can bake a bunch at once or throw it all on the grill. Then all you have to do is weigh them out and have them cut and ready to grab. This helps you SO MUCH for when you’re starving and your baby is crying. If you don’t have food ready you will be more apt to grab junk. I always say prepare to plan or plan to fail. So make sure your staple foods are prepped and you will be ready for anything!
Now workouts can be tricky with a new baby. I was someone that worked out first thing to start my day. But when you have a baby that’s not always going to work. Sometimes I have to get my workout in later in the evening. YES, I’m definitely feeling VERY tired and don't always feel like doing it. But I promised myself I’d reach my goals so even at night I get on that step mill or make sure to do my workout. I’m a stay at home mom, working from home. So I had to find the best ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️
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MURDER, MYSTERY & GHOST TOUR <span class="emoji emoji1f52a"></span> Go on an exploration of the noir 🕵♂ underbelly of LA and enjoy cocktails ...
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MURDER, MYSTERY & GHOST TOUR Go on an exploration of the noir 🕵♂ underbelly of LA and enjoy cocktails in a couple of haunted hotels || First visit the Biltmore Hotel, the last place the famous Black Dahlia 🖤, Elizabeth Short, was seen alive || Next go to the notorious Cecil Hotel nicknamed ... MURDER, MYSTERY & GHOST TOUR 🔪
Go on an exploration of the noir 🕵♂ underbelly of LA and enjoy cocktails in a couple of haunted hotels 🍸 || First visit the Biltmore Hotel, the last place the famous Black Dahlia 🖤, Elizabeth Short, was seen alive 👩 || Next go to the notorious Cecil Hotel nicknamed the suicide hotel for reasons you’ll learn about on the tour 🏨|| From there the tour visits the once grand Alexandria Hotel, where Rudolph Valentino’s ghost haunts his old penthouse suite 👻 || Then the Barclay Hotel, temporary home to not one, but two 😨, serial killers and whose elevator is haunted by a headless apparition 😱 || Then finish at the Los Angeles Pueblo, scene of the 1871 Chinatown Massacre 🗡, still the largest recorded mass lynching in American history 📖 || Join The Real LA Tours for their Murder, Mystery & Ghost tour that will have you sleepless for weeks 👀 || Visit 🌐 eventbrite.com to purchase tickets || Saturday August 4 from 6PM-830PM ⌚ || $30 per person 🎫
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#happeninginDTLA #DTLA #downtownLA #exploreLA #losangeles #LA #discoverLA #discoverDTLA #downtownlosangeles #exploreDTLA #LAtours #LAnoir #HIDTLA #DTLAlife #LAhistory #thingstodoinLA
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It’s so crazy to think that this was taken more than a year ago. How time flies! I remember the hormonal ...
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It’s so crazy to think that this was taken more than a year ago. How time flies! I remember the hormonal rollercoaster ride, the sleepless nights, the hip pains, the alien movements in my belly, the feeling of nervousness and constant questioning, and the simple joy of watching him grow week ... It’s so crazy to think that this was taken more than a year ago. How time flies! I remember the hormonal rollercoaster ride, the sleepless nights, the hip pains, the alien movements in my belly, the feeling of nervousness and constant questioning, and the simple joy of watching him grow week after week in my belly... it all feels like a distant memory. And yet it’s still so vivid in my mind. #throwbackthursday #mividaluca ❤️ photo by Sara Black
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Hate to use this feed to somehow get a response from either @apple or @ups but I feel I have no other ...
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Hate to use this feed to somehow get a response from either @apple or @ups but I feel I have no other option....shocking service from both companies.... Well, this is a story I never thought I’d have to write, especially since it concerns a long-time favorite tech company of mine, Apple. I bought ... Hate to use this feed to somehow get a response from either @apple or @ups but I feel I have no other option....shocking service from both companies.... Well, this is a story I never thought I’d have to write, especially since it concerns a long-time favorite tech company of mine, Apple. I bought my first iMac back in the late 90’s and was on my second one, purchased in 2008, when the hard drive started failing and eventually died on me. This hard drive was actually a replacement as my iMac’s original hard drive was from a faulty batch and it actually failed in under two years. This was swapped out at the then just opened Plymouth retail store, in a same day service. Impressive. Thankfully, i’ve always had a Time Machine connected to my Mac so I didn’t suffer a sleepless night.
That Mac has lasted me ten years! Ten years, how amazing is that? A testament to the quality build that I know Apple produce on a regular basis. I was not bitter. It had given fantastic service but the time was fast approaching when I knew I could no longer nurse it any longer. I went ahead and clicked to install High Sierra and that was the final straw, black screen of death. A dead Mac!
I had a quick look on the Apple website and saw that I could get a brand new 26” iMac for about the same as I’d paid for my last one. I did however want to buy it on 0% interest credit and pay it off before the end of the year.
So, Sunday 3rd June, off we go into town. We pay our parking and head to the Apple store in the local shopping mall. It wasn’t particularly busy but we had to wait almost ten minutes before a genius could see us. I knew exactly what I wanted so he just had to pull the items together, swap out a keyboard (I was after the larger keyboard with a numeric number pad) and then we’d go ahead with the finance.
It was then that he told us that the 0% interest payment option was only available through the online Apple store and not actually at the retail outlets. Great, OK, off we go then to  order it at home. A wasted trip and one that could have been avoided if the 0% offer was clearly marked as a web exclusive on the UK Apple website.....continues in comments...
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It’s been kind of an intense week. We arrived in Huaraz a week ago, late in the evening on Tuesday, ...
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It’s been kind of an intense week. We arrived in Huaraz a week ago, late in the evening on Tuesday, after about 36 hours of travel and 7 sleepless hours in the Lima Airport. We were wrecked. We both immediately felt the 10,000 foot altitude gain as soon as we got off the bus here. That night Mehedi ... It’s been kind of an intense week. We arrived in Huaraz a week ago, late in the evening on Tuesday, after about 36 hours of travel and 7 sleepless hours in the Lima Airport. We were wrecked. We both immediately felt the 10,000 foot altitude gain as soon as we got off the bus here. That night Mehedi felt so sick he didn’t eat dinner (you KNOW something isn’t right when @chamapedal skips dinner). A few days later Mehedi had a fever and chills and I developed a wicked head cold. This morning we intended to pedal out but now I’ve developed a deep chest cough. Oy. We thought it might have something to do with the black magic here but I think it’s just a lesson in patience and care.
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The universe speaks to us every day, in every moment, bringing us back to the Here & Now. Right now it’s saying honey, you gotta rest up if you want to ride over these mountains on your bike. And I’m surrendering. Patience continues to be a theme for us. We are heeding the signs. I cannot cycle up to 16k feet with a chest cold, let’s be real.
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Yesterday I spent almost the entire day putting together a video of our first week here in Peru. Ruins, walking trails, the food market and more... despite our rough acclimation, it’s been a beautiful week in a beautiful place.
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The road will have to wait another day or two. But we are cozy and happy and healing...poco a poco. I am hoping tomorrow’s New Moon will bring the blessings of wellness and an auspicious start of the journey South. Click the link in my bio to see the full video. 😊 #letsgocariño #gofarfeelgood #travelsouthamerica #bikepacking
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It's been a whirlwind couple of months, but today we bought our first house ever. Earlier this spring, ...
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It's been a whirlwind couple of months, but today we bought our first house ever. Earlier this spring, while we were home for a funeral, we learned that our landlord wanted to sell the house we currently rented (and loved and had no intention of leaving anytime soon). A few sleepless nights, ... It's been a whirlwind couple of months, but today we bought our first house ever. Earlier this spring, while we were home for a funeral, we learned that our landlord wanted to sell the house we currently rented (and loved and had no intention of leaving anytime soon). A few sleepless nights, a couple frantic phone calls, finding out our nearby neighbor is a realtor/contractor extraordinaire, and we suddenly found ourselves in escrow (there were lots of other steps, of course). Since we already live here, we wont be moving in or moving out and they didn't even need to give us keys after we signed. It's a huge moment, but it feels like everything just fell into place like it was just meant to be. We are very grateful to be in such a privileged position and are excited to give back to our community by preserving an old family home and contributing to our local economy. We've got big plans for our little corner of North Carolina, but for now we're celebrating simply with the bane of the millennial housing market.🥑🥑🥑 nothing fancy avocado toast with salt, chile, black sesame, and oil. •



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About 5 months ago, I decided to take on a challenge I'd always dreamed of conquering. I enlisted the dopest creatives that I know and I set out to put on a groundbreaking multimedia experience to bring awareness to financial literacy within the black community. What started off as a small ... About 5 months ago, I decided to take on a challenge I'd always dreamed of conquering. I enlisted the dopest creatives that I know and I set out to put on a groundbreaking multimedia experience to bring awareness to financial literacy within the black community. What started off as a small idea went on to become immense doubt, sleepless nights, passive aggressive emails and two acrylic covered apartments, but that then blossomed to so much more. On November 4th, All of our hard work and dedication was revealed to the public and #TheCurrencyExchange was finally in full effect!
I'd like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for supporting us! If you came out, purchased a t-shirt/crewneck, or just listened to me vent... YOU ARE APPRECIATED!!! The turnout couldn't have been better! To my team, YOU ARE AMAZING! Your work and dedication was incredible! Huge thanks to Cathie Ferguson, Bernice M. Fountain, Johnell McGee, Simeon Osiris Haynes, Masfina Laboratories and Eduardo Ibarra! An extremely special thanks to Kristen McAllister and Brittany Young! Thanks for being that calming voice of reason EVERY TIME I needed you to be! We could have never done it without you! Thanks to Forever Undefined for rocking the entire show from start to finish and blessing us with incredible original music! Huge thanks to our incredible sponsors, Go Big Accounting and Tastetastic Treats by Trenette for seeing our vision and believing in it! To ShaRhonda BossLady Sharp, Courtney Couture Johnson, Kiara Clark and Dante Roberson, Thank you so much for helping the evening go flawlessly!

I'm soon excited to see what the future holds and I'm so proud to say that my first show was incredible!

Videography: @cornel_westside
#BlackArt #Artwithamessage #ChicagoCreatives #CE #SilentFunny #BlackCreatives
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Wakin up to hell, like any other day same routine & feelings. A different name of the week. Sun. Mon. ...
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Wakin up to hell, like any other day same routine & feelings. A different name of the week. Sun. Mon. Tues. u get the point. She crawled out of bed, looked in the mirror told herself"wow u look miserable" Bags & dark circles under her eyes, a pale sad face, she was weak & weary, a body with hollow ... Wakin up to hell, like any other day same routine & feelings. A different name of the week. Sun. Mon. Tues. u get the point. She crawled out of bed, looked in the mirror told herself"wow u look miserable" Bags & dark circles under her eyes, a pale sad face, she was weak & weary, a body with hollow cheeks, cracked lip nothin but skin & bones. She struggled to show everyone that she was a fighter, but giving up. Every thought was a bullet to the mind, every moment was a punch to the stomach & every word was a stab to the heart. Depression was a thief it took everything; alive but dead. She picked up her fragile porcelain mask with her charcoal black liner, dry eyes, curly long lashes, rosy checks, maroon lips, contoured face, highlighted check & brow bones. She wore it every day & wore it well. The mask was beautiful, happy & joyful. That smile couldnt fool anyone. She held in every tear every cry for help. Once in a while shed run to the bathroom to remove it & let out a cry or two, then simply glue the mask back in place like nothin ever happened. Days were like any other after work, go home but kept the mask on. Shed take it off when it was late & dark, when everyone was asleep at peace with themselves. She no longer had to pretend; lie to others as well as herself. Tears & heartbreak flowed out all at once, her heart pounding so fast, confused & lost. To wake up the next mornin & do it all over. She dreaded every minute, overthinkin for hours layin there numb. The next morning somethin was different, this time peaceful. She no longer picked up her mask after that night, no longer looked or felt discouraged & broken. Someone heard her cries, felt her pain, someone answered her prayers, bonded her wounds & healed her broken heart all in the matter of those hours of sleep. That never ending pain ended, those sleepless nights became peaceful, the darkness soon became brighter, that bottomless pit became a mountain & was now at the top. She met a man, a man higher & more powerful than anyone alive. He never left her side & she stood with him forever, bc of that she found peace, conquered every obstacle that was thrown her way by past present & future demands. GOD💙
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Now behold the reason behind my sleepless nights since October. #AMAjoche an African dramatic telenovella with elements of African fantasy. Premiering 30th of April. Save the date. It promises to be amazing. So proud to be working on this with literally a village of awesome people. ... Now behold the reason behind my sleepless nights since October. #AMAjoche an African dramatic telenovella with elements of African fantasy.

Premiering 30th of April. Save the date. It promises to be amazing.

So proud to be working on this with literally a village of awesome people. @jamesomokwe @kachii_m @a.b.i.s.o.y.e @goodwin500 @ineffablewaters @thelotachukwu @femmydfilms @lex.neutron @jessykarh @akinadesoji @neker17 @oludascribe @tombiadonald
And others too numerous to mention.

Proud #storyeditor & #screenwriter #AMAjoche and yes, that's Tboss and Bassey from #bbn
#tv #web #content #coming #screenplay #black #melanin #screenplay #write #script #film #production #telenovella #content
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OMG!!!! The new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill launched this morning, WHO got ...
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OMG!!!! The new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill launched this morning, WHO got their hands on it??? If you haven’t and plan to, use my code “TARENMUA” for discount! Details: Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood @doseofcolors ... OMG!!!! The new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill launched this morning, WHO got their hands on it???
If you haven’t and plan to, use my code “TARENMUA” for discount!
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Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood
@doseofcolors Sleepless on lips
@benefitcosmetics Brow Contour Pro in shade Brown Light
@tartecosmetics Black Clay Paint Liner
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This week @ado_fitness coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have ...
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This week @ado_fitness coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby. . Having a baby can definitely slow your goals down if you don’t put in extra effort to achieve them. Writing your goals down weekly along with the steps needed to hit them is a great start. ... This week @ado_fitness coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby. .
Having a baby can definitely slow your goals down if you don’t put in extra effort to achieve them. Writing your goals down weekly along with the steps needed to hit them is a great start. Seeing them on paper helps you keep on task all week for what you need to get done. It will also be important to be prepared with your meal prep. If you are a new mom, I’m sure you know what I mean when I talk about those sleepless nights and crazy hunger spells especially if you’re breastfeeding, so I like to also always have good bars at hand. Then you can grab and eat them easily while taking care of your baby. Sometimes you just don’t have the time to make a meal, moms know what I mean. 😭😂 I personally love RX bars, garden of life , square bars, Lenny & Larry's cookies, and Munk cookies! These are easy eats, healthy and great macros. I like to keep a stash in my pockets at all times. Then each week I pick a day when I have someone to help with Cora and I meal prep. I prepare a variety of vegetables, rice, lentils, and black beans. I make sure they are stored in Tupperware and in my fridge ready for any meal. .
If you eat meat, you can bake a bunch at once or throw it all on the grill. Then all you have to do is weigh them out and have them cut and ready to grab. This helps you SO MUCH for when you’re starving and your baby is crying. If you don’t have food ready you will be more apt to grab junk. I always say prepare to plan or plan to fail. So make sure your staple foods are prepped and you will be ready for anything! .
Now workouts can be tricky with a new baby. I was someone that worked out first thing to start my day. But when you have a baby that’s not always going to work. Sometimes I have to get my workout in later in the evening. YES, I’m definitely feeling VERY tired and don't always feel like doing it. But I promised myself I’d reach my goals so even at night I get on that step mill or make sure to do my workout. I’m a stay at home mom, working from home. So I had to find the best time to workout which I found was after Cora’s first nap. She’s then 👇🏻
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Dude, I almost started the letter with "Dear..." but then pictured you rolling your eyes, so decided ...
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Dude, I almost started the letter with "Dear..." but then pictured you rolling your eyes, so decided against it. It's amazing how sometimes you meet a person for the first time and know that you both will click, be great friends forever. Well, I didn't get those vibes from you. I was a timid ... Dude,

I almost started the letter with "Dear..." but then pictured you rolling your eyes, so decided against it.
It's amazing how sometimes you meet a person for the first time and know that you both will click, be great friends forever. Well, I didn't get those vibes from you. I was a timid freshman in college when your then-girlfriend told me about you, "Oh dear, how can you not know him? He's that guy with long hair and always in a metal band tee and black leather jacket!" Thereafter, it wasn't difficult to spot you, or at least your gang of guy friends in college (all with long hair and death-metal shirts). I think it took a while for my brain to completely process your identity, but we eventually started speaking about Java and data structures.
Then one fine day, we hit common ground. It started with replying to each other's messages with our self-composed poetry and you enlightening me about head bangs and mosh pits.
A couple of years later, you became my 3 am buddy. Thanks to my new roommate who spoke the same native language as you and talked in her sleep. Well, I just wanted to make sure the sleep-talk wasn't anything scary. But soon enough, on sleepless nights, we were talking about serious things in life - chocolate, cars, and of course, your new haircut.
I wouldn't say I am breaking the stereotype that a boy and a girl can't be 'just friends'. I'd lost my heart to guy friends before. 'Cause after knowing you closely for 4 years, I know it's different between us. We don't need to text each other everyday to ensure we'll be there to answer any urgent 3 a.m. call. We don't share details about every heartbreak or trouble, but we definitely keep each other updated about the latest crush or fling. I am glad we still give each other life saving tips and talk about our dreams of travelling, saving money for a startup. It's been a fun journey with you, 3 a.m. or otherwise. And while I do believe now, that this friendship is here to stay, I would also like to believe that you wouldn't be the guy I would marry if I am still single after 50. You rock, bro.
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~ Angshumita Deka
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In the last two weeks, more than than 75 people have sent me this picture..... after doing a bit of ...
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In the last two weeks, more than than 75 people have sent me this picture..... after doing a bit of research on my own, I see that they seem to be making profits off posting pictures from other sites and using them as their own and recreating their looks. I’m appalled and quite honestly would love ... In the last two weeks, more than than 75 people have sent me this picture..... after doing a bit of research on my own, I see that they seem to be making profits off posting pictures from other sites and using them as their own and recreating their looks. I’m appalled and quite honestly would love to figure out a way that I could block them from doing this to anyone. While @chiquedollofficial is a huge conglomerate, I am a woman, black and a SMALL BUSINESS. You are affecting my life and the lives of others who work their asses off!!! Have you no integrity? By copying and undercharging, you are robbing folks of time, energy and sacrifice, in addition to taking my intellectual property. Property that required blood , sweat and tears. As an entrepreneur, there is a daily fight that attached to being intentional and successful and it’s no easy fete! There are sleepless nights, there are relationship sacrifices, monetary sacrifices, and a plethora of other actions that I could go on and on about. THe creative process, from start to finish is already taxing, and unethical companies like you lie around waiting on others to post and then choose according to the amount of likes which look you’ll steal!!!! Well on the flip side: I’m a believer and people/companies like you only make me hungry, ya keep me praying for God to intensify my gift, ya keep me searching for inspiration to create and you INSPIRE me.... sounds crazy huh!? Nope it ain’t, we all gotta have something that makes us want to go harder. God uses adversity to show us and grow us.......With that being said- to all of my customers, followers and friends who sent me thpic, thank you for having Philthy Ragz back, thank you for choosing to continue to purchase from my brand and most importantly, the lesson for all of us is - ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR YOUR GOOD, (all those tag under my pic on the @chiquedollsofficial grew my followers (which converts to 💰)👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽and to know that a huge company like yours is watching little ole Philthy Ragz?Mmm, let’s me know that I am walking in my light doing something right!😜 you can steal my pictures, but you can touch my gift✌🏽in my Mc HAMMER voice YOU CANT TOUCH THS😆😆
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Mbona niogope mwanaume ana black belt kwa waist... Kama nili survive kichapo ya mother mpaka anarudisha ...
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Mbona niogope mwanaume ana black belt kwa waist... Kama nili survive kichapo ya mother mpaka anarudisha back belt kwa waist... Kama argument ya Eric Omondi na Njugush nani ana more fat kwa body.. Hawafiki mahali Hustle mpaka niitwe mzito Nizungukwe na doh kama stuffing ya burrito Haijalishi ... Mbona niogope mwanaume ana black belt kwa waist... Kama nili survive kichapo ya mother mpaka anarudisha back belt kwa waist... Kama argument ya Eric Omondi na Njugush nani ana more fat kwa body.. Hawafiki mahali
Hustle mpaka niitwe mzito
Nizungukwe na doh kama stuffing ya burrito
Haijalishi number one or tuko mwisho
Tuko mission

Tu pack nisha cool

No need ku move huku na huku, shaku shaku.. Gun zikihang kwa air usidhani ni bluff,
You know...Para shoot.

Extrajudicial unalala cold room na name tag kwa toes kwa mguu... Reputation yangu si white sana kama episodes za nachos ama warembo kwa arm ya Octopizzo
Nina heavy stuff stuck on my back,
Haini make angel.. Nina sleepless nights,since Baygon si mosquito tu haziko.. Not once kwa multiple questions, nili answer all the above.. Nikiwa down. macho, mkono na heart ina focus above... #iAmJuliani
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Who’s been suffering from self doubt lately!??? Well you’re not alone! Recording a new podcast ...
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Who’s been suffering from self doubt lately!??? Well you’re not alone! Recording a new podcast episode tomorrow about the 3 steps I used recently to crush a huge epidemic of self doubt - we all have it - regardless- it’s what you do with those thoughts and feelings that count. Can’t wait to ... Who’s been suffering from self doubt lately!??? Well you’re not alone!
Recording a new podcast episode tomorrow about the 3 steps I used recently to crush a huge epidemic of self doubt - we all have it - regardless- it’s what you do with those thoughts and feelings that count. Can’t wait to share some insights and my story from the last few months of sleepless 2am mornings, getting out of my own way and the tactics to get back in the drivers seat.
Special ♥️ to my gorgeous soulful friend @laynebeachley for the long chat and sharing our black tar stories! If you don’t leap you won’t fly 💫 ...
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"My mind wanders this sleepless night. Late night thoughts become black and white. It's You, Only ...
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"My mind wanders this sleepless night. Late night thoughts become black and white. It's You, Only You that consumes my mind. You hold the power of my time." #BlackAndWhiteSelfies #SleeplessAndThinking #AboutLastNight #WhenMyMindWandersICantSleep #ThisIsPartOfItAll #1in5 #ImTrying ... "My mind wanders this sleepless night. Late night thoughts become black and white. It's You, Only You that consumes my mind. You hold the power of my time." #BlackAndWhiteSelfies #SleeplessAndThinking #AboutLastNight #WhenMyMindWandersICantSleep #ThisIsPartOfItAll #1in5 #ImTrying #ICanSmileAgain #JustBreathe #ThisisMe #SnapchatSawItFirst #MyHeartWhispered #2amSelfies #RunningOnFumesAndCaffeine
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Weekend <span class="emoji emoji1f378"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f4af"></span> #goingout #weekend #weekendmood #ciao #makeuponpoint #happyness #party #celebration #friendshipgoals #memyselfandi #friday #saturday #dayandnight #trip #workonweekends #dressblack #overdressed #study #studygram #studentenleben #houseparty #black #view #sleepless #picoftheday #selfie
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Some new Black friday-deals #sleepless #itcomesatnight #transformers #thelastknight #dolbyatmos ...
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Get into this fresh popcorn🍿 cuz it’s the wknd! Roxanne Roxanne and First Match are my Netflix Recommends. ...
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Get into this fresh popcorn🍿 cuz it’s the wknd! Roxanne Roxanne and First Match are my Netflix Recommends. If you haven’t seen Black Panther yet, boo on you! Annihilation is super worth a trip to the movies if it’s still playing near you. I’ve recently seen some unreleased foreign films that ... Get into this fresh popcorn🍿 cuz it’s the wknd! Roxanne Roxanne and First Match are my Netflix Recommends. If you haven’t seen Black Panther yet, boo on you! Annihilation is super worth a trip to the movies if it’s still playing near you. I’ve recently seen some unreleased foreign films that had me sleep with a light on and scream out from a nightmare. I was reminded of my love for film and the power of good storytelling. Going to make myself have a sleepless wknd by watching A Quiet Place tonight. Supporting a new class of female leads and those low-mid range film budgets with impact. Let’s goooo!!!
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Baa baa black sheep, why are you alone? #sketch #sketchbook #illustration #weirdnight #sleepless ...
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Baa baa black sheep, why are you alone? #sketch #sketchbook #illustration #weirdnight #sleepless #sheep #snake #pencil #skulls #bones #mushrooms #blacksheep Baa baa black sheep, why are you alone?
#sketch #sketchbook #illustration #weirdnight #sleepless #sheep #snake #pencil #skulls #bones #mushrooms #blacksheep
•Some nights I don’t feel good. Some nights it all seems hopeless. But then, some nights feel limitless... ...
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•Some nights I don’t feel good. Some nights it all seems hopeless. But then, some nights feel limitless... Tonight I don’t feel right. But that’s okay. That happens some nights.• #drawing #illustration #sketch #quicksketch #sketchbook #sleepless #oneofthosenights #stickynotes ... •Some nights I don’t feel good.
Some nights it all seems hopeless.
But then, some nights feel limitless... Tonight I don’t feel right. But that’s okay. That happens some nights.•
#drawing #illustration #sketch #quicksketch #sketchbook #sleepless #oneofthosenights #stickynotes #posits #postitart #colorpencil #black #white #red #jellyroll
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If we are fortunate, we are given a warning. If not, there is only the sudden horror, the wrench ...
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If we are fortunate, we are given a warning. If not, there is only the sudden horror, the wrench of being torn apart; of being reminded that nothing is permanent, not even the ones we love, the ones our lives revolve around. Life is a fragile affair. We are all dancing on the edge ... If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.

If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.

Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.

One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.

So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.

Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.

And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.

Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way... The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.

And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.

We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.

And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.

How We Survive
© Mark Rickerby
August 2008
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Chelsea and I were down to our last night on the island. For the first 13 nights, the aurora activity ...
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Chelsea and I were down to our last night on the island. For the first 13 nights, the aurora activity didn’t reach above a 4 (out of 10) on the KP scale. We saw an occasional wisp here and there, but that was it. The sleepless nights staring at the black sky proved to get old. . The last night of the ... Chelsea and I were down to our last night on the island. For the first 13 nights, the aurora activity didn’t reach above a 4 (out of 10) on the KP scale. We saw an occasional wisp here and there, but that was it. The sleepless nights staring at the black sky proved to get old.
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The last night of the trip, however, we witnessed what seemed like a miracle: a forecast of 9 on the KP scale. Nine! A true geomagnetic storm. People talk about moments they’ll never forget, moments that leave them speechless – I can’t think of a moment that would top this one.
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 #smile #hairstyle #greeneyes #lovely #selfie #warkocz #black #red #hair #like #my #work #notbad ...
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 #sleepless #tired #bored #aztagram #instabaku #like4like #like #instalike #follow4follow ...
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Alleyway barbers were made for big cities. This is a great way to use a sidewalk. You sit and he covers ...
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Alleyway barbers were made for big cities. This is a great way to use a sidewalk. You sit and he covers you in a thin tarpaulin sheet. Then he yanks the chair to near horizontal and your neck is at his mercy. The panic passes with the hot towel on your face. If he were to dispatch you now, it'd be a perfectly ... Alleyway barbers were made for big cities. This is a great way to use a sidewalk. You sit and he covers you in a thin tarpaulin sheet. Then he yanks the chair to near horizontal and your neck is at his mercy. The panic passes with the hot towel on your face. If he were to dispatch you now, it'd be a perfectly good way to go. Old Cantonese tunes on the radio: a crooner in Chinese, a black and white angel with a quivering voice. Steady hands scrape the single blade along the contours of your neck and the hills of your cheeks. In the end, nameless snake oil out of a vitasoy bottle. It's lime green, the thing, and it gives your face a sheen. Menthol or eucalyptus or something. You walk out a new man, gullet intact. I went there with a friend, and I felt like a character out of a Tom Waits song. We took our turns at the edge of a razor and all we got was a shave. With @master_of_dizazter. #hongkong #hk #picoftheday #streetphotography #instagood #igers #photography #megacity #ighk #capturehongkong #hkiger #photooftheday #color #colour #night #sleepless #notesfrommyotherlives #postcardsfromasleeplesscity #vintage #barber #barbershop #razor
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Update on Layla : we are exhausted and I'm working on her machine all night to record when she has pain ...
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Update on Layla : we are exhausted and I'm working on her machine all night to record when she has pain or sickness. She is resting now . they sent her home on some strong pain meds , Of course she Hates the tube in her nose currently . During the surgery they accidentally either cut or ended up jamming ... Update on Layla : we are exhausted and I'm working on her machine all night to record when she has pain or sickness. She is resting now . they sent her home on some strong pain meds , Of course she Hates the tube in her nose currently . During the surgery they accidentally either cut or ended up jamming one of her teeth that went through the tongue ( but this can happen in any surgery and will heal quickly ) Her cause is still a mystery . The reflux, the delayed motility . The pain. Everything she endures We still dont have a cause for her issues.
We are blessed to have found out earlier in the week that it is 100% not genetics !
While some may rejoice that we didn't find anything , her momma still feels the pain and every ounce of pain she endures. Each day the wonder of how to help or what to do crosses my mind a million times. So pray for peace for Layla and I.
We will know more by possibly Friday. Today was one of the saddest days for myself and maybe some people will never understand or empathize . In that regard I'm okay with being the black sheep for my daughter . I will never give up to find a reason for your pain and sleepless nights . You are a miracle .
It's hard to continue to answer questions because it only makes me sad.
We are grateful for the prayers. Thank you all for loving her like your own.
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 #Repost @rolandsands ・・・ When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. ...
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#Repost @rolandsands ・・・ When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. I rode a 67 Triumph all over the black hills and fell in love with the place. We stayed at Glenco and I’d never seen so many boobs in my life. I drank a beer with my dad for the first time in that campground, ... #Repost @rolandsands
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When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. I rode a 67 Triumph all over the black hills and fell in love with the place. We stayed at Glenco and I’d never seen so many boobs in my life. I drank a beer with my dad for the first time in that campground, but all I really wanted to do was ride that triumph. The last day I burned a hole in my leg with the pipe and I still have that scar. I went for the next 20 years never missing a rally. I have so many Sturgis stories I could write a book. The ups and downs of the Rally, the storms and mudslides the perfect days and open roads, the road trips, the police, the tickets, the seedy strip clubs, the parties, the concerts, sleepless nights and rides with no lights, running out of gas, the crashes, jumping off stages, the injuries, the bikes, the customs, the project launches, the races, the hooligans, the people, and most of all the friends and Sturgis family. It’s been a crazy 30 years 🤦🏻‍♂️Holy shit I’m old. But I do still love this place. And I must of done some good along the way, the city of Sturgis asked me to be the Grand Marshall this year. One year my rear brake fails and I jump a bike into a crowd and a few years later I’m the Grand Marshall. Crazy how things work. I don’t know if that means I’ve made it, or if it’s a courtesy the city extends to people in the industry who are getting old. Either way it’s an honor and a bit of a place holder in time for how far I’ve ridden with that kid on an old triumph, ripping around the black hills with a shit eating grin and a hole in my leg.
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I adore my dad 'coz just with him after sleepless night I can listen Pink Floyd, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, Ozzy Osbourne and staff like that🤗😎 #lovemydad I adore my dad 'coz just with him after sleepless night I can listen Pink Floyd, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, AC/DC, Ozzy Osbourne and staff like that🤗😎 #lovemydad
I’ve been thinking a lot about motherhood lately. I’m not sure if it’s because our oldest will be ...
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I’ve been thinking a lot about motherhood lately. I’m not sure if it’s because our oldest will be twelve soon, or if it’s because seemingly everyone around us is expanding their families, but whatever the case, I’m feeling introspective these days. ️ . These babies of mine will never remember ... I’ve been thinking a lot about motherhood lately. I’m not sure if it’s because our oldest will be twelve soon, or if it’s because seemingly everyone around us is expanding their families, but whatever the case, I’m feeling introspective these days. ❤️
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These babies of mine will never remember the sleepless nights where they laid like a heavy bundle on my chest or the countless times I poked my pinky on to their swollen gums in hope they would be relieved from their pain, or the times they tumbled down the hallway in the pitch black to get a drink, a back rub or someone to scare the monsters away. Will they still know TODAY that I’d do anything for them, despite their constant summer whining? 😉 Do they know they are adored and that I miss them living on my lap?.. ❤️
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If I could go back in time though, to the tired sleepless mama I was for almost a decade (and to you too!) I’d tell her to serve herself grace for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I’d tell her that hot coffee will be in her future again and so will the wanted heat of a gym class and the warmth of a soak in the tub. I’d tell her that she’s doing her best, even though she feels like nothing is going right. I’d remind her that to her child she is like Disney land, a day at the spa and the best gourmet dinner a foodie could ever want. 👌🏻To those eyes that stare into her own and make her heart and eyes swell in tandem, she is ENOUGH. ✨
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I feel like I’ll look back at THIS time in my life someday and have a lot to say too. I think it will go something like this: “serve yourself grace along with breakfast, lunch and dinner and then AGAIN when you wake and when you sleep. And maybe have some snacks of grace in there too. 😉 You’re doing your best. You always will. And, when they look back at their childhood, they’ll know that too.” ❤️
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Have you ever felt these feelings? Seen your parents in a new light once becoming an adult? Questioned yourself as a parent? Disliked this whole growing up thing? Yeah. Me too, me too. ❤️
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#motherhood #joufulmamas #celebratemotherhood #momlife #momjourney #thoughtsonmotherhood
#mamablog #mommyandme #mom
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- Eternally sleepless - @blackworkers #blackwork #blacktattoo #drawing #eyetattoo #melbourne ...
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Some new Black friday-deals #sleepless #itcomesatnight #transformers #thelastknight #dolbyatmos ...
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This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 ...
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This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby. Having a baby can definitely slow your goals from being achieved especially if you don’t put in the extra effort to achieve ... This week the @ado_fitness trainers will be addressing topics we get asked a lot about. Coach @jennifer0815 talks about still reaching your goals when you have a baby.
Having a baby can definitely slow your goals from being achieved especially if you don’t put in the extra effort to achieve them. Writing your goals down weekly, along with the steps needed to hit them is a great start. Seeing them on paper helps you keep on task all week for what you need to get done. It is also be important to be prepared with your meal prep. If you are a new mom, I’m sure you know what I mean when I talk about those sleepless nights and crazy hunger spells, especially if you’re breastfeeding. What I like to do is always make sure I have good bars on hand. Then you can grab and eat them easily while taking care of your baby. Sometimes you just don’t have the time to make a meal, moms know what I mean when I talk about those sleepless nights and crazy hunger spells. Especially if you’re breastfeeding, so I like to also always have good bars at hand. Then you can grab and eat them easily while taking care of your baby. Sometimes you just don’t have the time to make a meal, moms know what I mean. 😭😂 I personally love RX bars, garden of life , square bars, Lenny & Larry's cookies, and Munk cookies! These are easy eats, healthy and great macros. I like to keep a stash in my pockets at all times. Then each week I pick a day when I have someone to help with Cora and I meal prep. I prepare a variety of vegetables, rice, lentils, and black beans. I make sure they are stored in Tupperware and in my fridge ready for any meal.
If you eat meat, you can bake a bunch at once or throw it all on the grill. Then all you have to do is weigh them out and have them cut and ready to grab. This helps you SO MUCH 👇🏼
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We hear it all the time - "if it doesn't feel right don't do it,” or, “if you're not doing what you love, ...
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We hear it all the time - "if it doesn't feel right don't do it,” or, “if you're not doing what you love, you're wasting your time." . Sure it sounds good as an instagrammable quote but as creatives, artists and entrepreneurs, the reality is that things aren't this black and white for us . What's ... We hear it all the time - "if it doesn't feel right don't do it,” or, “if you're not doing what you love, you're wasting your time."
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Sure it sounds good as an instagrammable quote but as creatives, artists and entrepreneurs, the reality is that things aren't this black and white for us
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What's not found on inspirational pages is the sweat equity, the sleepless nights and the parts that don't always feel right
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Because putting yourself out there doesn't always feel right. The sleepless nights sure don't feel right (nor do the next mornings) but they are in part, part of the game. As for Sunday night anxiety - the same anxiety can hit us on a Thursday night or better yet, a Saturday morning
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What we tell our clients is that it’s not about the 'what' it's about the 'how.' These are all inevitable parts of our journey so it's about how we best manage them.
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The good news is though that there are more conscious ways to mange these and you're actually not alone in experiencing these things
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I launched 'Get Out of Your Own Way' - a fully supported online program to address some of these topics and break down the misperceptions about how it should be for us and our industries.
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If you're interested in learning more, DM me or head to the link in my bio. .
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#ambition #bodymindsoul #creatives #artists #entrepreneurs #pressure #stress #overwhelm #getoutofyourownway #selfcare #wellbeing #wellness #mindset #anxiety #challenges #personaldevelopment #professionaldevelopment #selfdevelopment #coach #healthcoach #mentor #creativeentrepreneur #consciousleadership
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"The king's brothers are the ones giving Cersei sleepless nights. So here is Cersei's nightmare: ...
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"The king's brothers are the ones giving Cersei sleepless nights. So here is Cersei's nightmare: while her father and brother battle Starks and Tullys, Lord Stannis will land, proclaim himself king, and lop off her son's curly blond head... and her own, though I truly believe she cares more ... "The king's brothers are the ones giving Cersei sleepless nights. So here is Cersei's nightmare: while her father and brother battle Starks and Tullys, Lord Stannis will land, proclaim himself king, and lop off her son's curly blond head... and her own, though I truly believe she cares more about the boy." "I would welcome his ascent." "Cersei will not want to hear that. Stannis may win the throne, but only your rotting head will remain to cheer unless you guard that tongue of yours." "Is this your own scheme, or are you in league with Littlefinger?" "I would sooner wed the Black Goat of Qohor. Oh, I feed him choice whispers so that he thinks I am his... just as I allow Cersei to believe I am hers." "And just as you let me believe that you were mine. Tell me, who do you truly serve?" "Why, the realm, how ever could you doubt that? Give me your word that you'll tell the queen what she wants to hear." "My word would be as hollow as an empty suit of armour. My life is not so precious to me as that." "Pity. And your daughter's life? How precious is that?" A chill pierced Ned's heart. "My daughter..." "Surely you did not think I'd forgotten about your sweet innocent?" "No," Ned pleaded, his voice cracking. "Varys, gods have mercy, do as you like with me, but leave my daughter out of your schemes. Sansa's no more than a child." "Rhaenys was a child too. She had a small black kitten she called Balerion but I imagine the Lannisters taught her the difference between a kitten and a dragon quick enough, the day they broke down her door." Varys gave the sigh of a man who carried all the sadness of the world upon his shoulders. "The High Septon once told me that as we sin, so do we suffer. If that's true, why is it always the innocents who suffer most, when you high lords play your game of thrones? The next visitor could bring you bread and cheese... or he could bring you Sansa's head. The choice, my dear Hand, is entirely yours."
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A Game of Thrones, Chapter 58, Ned's POV
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Two souls with but a single thought; two hearts that beat as one. “Friedrich Halm” . This is one ...
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Two souls with but a single thought; two hearts that beat as one. “Friedrich Halm” . This is one of our spectacular event. The couple wants to have tea ceremony at their house to invite the elder generation before the wedding day. It took place at their house. We transformed this house into ... Two souls with but a single thought; two hearts that beat as one. “Friedrich Halm”
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This is one of our spectacular event. The couple wants to have tea ceremony at their house to invite the elder generation before the wedding day. It took place at their house. We transformed this house into ballroom using 10m height truss, beige flooring and cover all wall with greeneries and black tiny light fabric. 5 days sleepless night were paid off after we seen the result. #LeoLinda
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Organized by @projectartplus
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Photo by @gaillardmathieu
Catering by @platinumgrill
Hosted @edrictjandra @meitypiris
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This was taken back when I was modelling full time just after top model. Here was the beginning of ...
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This was taken back when I was modelling full time just after top model. Here was the beginning of sleepless night constantly obsessed with what I ate how I looked and my bodies measurements. I became depressed, bruises on my hips bones and back, my body would break out in rashes, black bags ... This was taken back when I was modelling full time just after top model. Here was the beginning of sleepless night constantly obsessed with what I ate how I looked and my bodies measurements. I became depressed, bruises on my hips bones and back, my body would break out in rashes, black bags under my eyes constantly and had negative thoughts taking over my life...I lost the Liz I am today. I am only now able to look in the mirror and accept who I am and what I look like. Anxiety still hits me at the most random times but I am only just discovering who I am today. If you know of someone who is suffering from an eating disorder do something to help them. Help them acknowledge the issue and make a change for their future. @thebutterflyfoundation
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<span class="emoji emoji1f497"></span>2 week Mum life reality check<span class="emoji emoji1f497"></span> ... it’s officially the BEST and most challenging job I’ve ever had🌍 ...
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2 week Mum life reality check ... it’s officially the BEST and most challenging job I’ve ever had🌍 As I’m sat here with a sleepy Aubs on my chest, I still can’t believe this gorgeous tiny miracle is ours. She’s already growing far too fast. Changing every day. The instant bond we have is unreal. ... 💗2 week Mum life reality check💗 ... it’s officially the BEST and most challenging job I’ve ever had🌍 As I’m sat here with a sleepy Aubs on my chest, I still can’t believe this gorgeous tiny miracle is ours. She’s already growing far too fast. Changing every day. The instant bond we have is unreal. Stronger than I ever could have imagined. When people say your life will change forever, they’re right. And for the better. Chest snuggles with my baby girl make all the challenging moments worthwhile. Sleepless nights, projectile poos, emotional breakdowns, cluster feeds, tired eyes *okay I’m now crying*... I just look at her and think, we made you, I grew you, and you’re here with us forever. It’s the single most incredible feeling in the world. To have our own little family. I didn’t leave the house for nearly 2 weeks, have lived in my PJ’s and big black knickers, had the washer on constantly, I’m a milk machine, I’ve eaten my bodyweight in cookies and wore milky sick as my new fragrance, and I still love my new life. I intend to keep my journey in to motherhood very real for you... as it isn’t all rainbows and unicorns, and nor should it be. We shouldn’t feel guilty when we struggle to cope, break down or need to pass the baton to Dad, because we are experiencing all of these firsts together, learning and guiding each other along this new pathway. So here’s to the highs, the challenges and the constant changes Mum life brings, as we grow as a beautiful family together. Aubrey-Mae, you are our world🌍 .
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Solomun Sunday, x Dixon, the Kave, Black Coffee, sleepless Destino, Lio nights, floating somewhere ...
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Solomun Sunday, x Dixon, the Kave, Black Coffee, sleepless Destino, Lio nights, floating somewhere in Formentera, Nobu by the pool and triple ginger shots from Celisioso for resurrection #ifyouknowyouknow #ibizaroutine Solomun Sunday, x Dixon, the Kave, Black Coffee, sleepless Destino, Lio nights, floating somewhere in Formentera, Nobu by the pool and triple ginger shots from Celisioso for resurrection
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Put my entire heart, soul, blood, sweat, tears n2 this album. Sleepless nights, depression, loss ...
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Put my entire heart, soul, blood, sweat, tears n2 this album. Sleepless nights, depression, loss of family members, homeless, loss of material possessions, being the borrower, failed marriage...but none of it took my faith. This is my VICTORY...in black & white. Take a listen, i think ... Put my entire heart, soul, blood, sweat, tears n2 this album. Sleepless nights, depression, loss of family members, homeless, loss of material possessions, being the borrower, failed marriage...but none of it took my faith. This is my VICTORY...in black & white. Take a listen, i think u’ll hear my entire 8-10yr struggle to victory. Thnx to all tht made this happen for me. U r appreciated. REPOST RETWEET SHARE TELL SOMEBODYEVERYBODY

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Blood's running down my thighs, Please Just let me die. I feel numb and unwanted so why not just ...
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Blood's running down my thighs, Please Just let me die. I feel numb and unwanted so why not just let me free. I think I earned it, so let me be. I think to myself everyday "I just want to slip away" So god, why are you making me stay? Why can't you just help my pain finally fade. I'm so tired of ... Blood's running down my thighs,
Please Just let me die.
I feel numb and unwanted so why not just let me free.
I think I earned it, so let me be.
I think to myself everyday "I just want to slip away"
So god, why are you making me stay?
Why can't you just help my pain finally fade.
I'm so tired of always thinking of sliding a knife across my skin without thinking of my loved ones.
Yet I feel lost in despair wondering if anyone will ever care.
Every day and night i try to survive without thinking about ruining my life.
But it's so hard to live without not thinking about suicide.
I wish I could just carry on with my life without people always behind me asking why i want to die, it is what it is so why do they care. Why do they bother to ask me if I'm alright?
I know deep down inside everybody wants me gone so their wish is my command, I'm leaving tonight.
No matter how hard I try to be happy something always comes in the way and pushes me further into this hole I've been trying to climb out of.
I've tried so many times to commit suicide but i always seem to fail. Sometimes I take it as a sign.
Like I'm meant to hurt.
Like I'm meant to be in such pain.
Like, life isn't so easy so why would I get away with just killing myself in the blink of an eye?
Sometimes I wish it was that easy.
I wish I could just run away without having people look which way I ran.
I just want to end all of my suffering and be done with all this pain.
I think about shlashing my thighs ever night but I swore one last time that I wouldn't dare to do such a thing.
I feel like complete shit every second of my life. All I see is black and white.
I see these people with happy faces yet I wonder why I can't be as happy. My life has become sleepless nights and cigarettes.
If I can't kill myself instantly, I'll do it slowly.
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Black Fathers Building Legacies Tyrone Kilson Been a father for 12 years. 1st time I held my ...
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Black Fathers Building Legacies Tyrone Kilson Been a father for 12 years. 1st time I held my son it was like the world stopped I knew at that moment it wasn’t about me anymore. Coolest thing about being a father is having someone so innocent looking and watching everything you do. Want ... Black Fathers Building Legacies
Tyrone Kilson

Been a father for 12 years.

1st time I held my son it was like the world stopped I knew at that moment it wasn’t about me anymore.

Coolest thing about being a father is having someone so innocent looking and watching everything you do.

Want to teach my kids that hard work pays off and there’s nothing u can’t achieve if u put ur mind to it.

Funniest story ... took Terrell to Atlantic City for the 1st time he was 1yrs old got him all dressed up looking sharp and soon as we get there he shitted up his back all over his clothes, mind u it’s just me and him and of course guys don’t pack important stuff in the diaper bag so I had no change of clothes so I’m running around Atlantic City with a shitty baby looking for a new outfit.

Tips for young fathers is to b patient and enjoy the sleepless nights and all the tears as frustrated as u might get u just have to remember your one of the 2 most important ppl in that child’s life.

Most fearful thing being a black father these days is just leaving the house to go to work not knowing if you’ll b coming back home weather it b from violence in the street or a traffic stop gone wrong dealing with the cops
I spend quality time with my kids by doing whatever they enjoy no matter how tired I may b or what time of day or so if it’s playing catch, playing cars, playing with baby dolls or just watching Cartoons all day
#blackfathers #blackfamilies #buildinglegacies #blackfathersmatter #blacklove #nupes #love #photooftheday #beautiful #happy #cute #positiveimages #blackfathersbuildinglegacies #letterstomydaughters #blackmensmile #dopedads
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🇸🇸 It’s been a very long journey getting here today. Many years of blood, sweat and tears over & ...
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🇸🇸 It’s been a very long journey getting here today. Many years of blood, sweat and tears over & over. So many sleepless nights preparing for this moment. A refugee @ The World Clash Stage. So unreal They said if you want sh!t done, Sometimes you just have to step out and get it done your self. ... 🇸🇸
It’s been a very long journey getting here today.
Many years of blood, sweat and tears over & over.
So many sleepless nights preparing for this moment.
A refugee @ The World Clash Stage. So unreal
They said if you want sh!t done, Sometimes you just have to step out and get it done your self.
No team no problem. God got me. World Clash Time
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🏆2010 | BLACK FRIDAY CLASH Champ(Seattle, WA)
🏆2011 | GULF WAR Champ(Houston, TX)
🏆2013 | WAR IS IN THE AIR Champ (San Diego, CA)
🏆2014 | WAR IS IN THE AIR Champ (San Diego, CA)
🏆2014 | HALLOWEEN CLASH Champ (Phoenix, AZ)
🏆2016 | RING THE ALARM Champ (Belize)
🏆2018 | US RUMBLE Champ (NYC)
#rukanation #dynamq #southsudan #africa #clash #refugee #kenya #usa #canada #irishandchin #clash
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When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. I rode a 67 Triumph all over ...
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When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. I rode a 67 Triumph all over the black hills and fell in love with the place. We stayed at Glenco and I’d never seen so many boobs in my life. I drank a beer with my dad for the first time in that campground, but all I really wanted ... When I was 15 years old my dad brought me to #sturgis for the first time. I rode a 67 Triumph all over the black hills and fell in love with the place. We stayed at Glenco and I’d never seen so many boobs in my life. I drank a beer with my dad for the first time in that campground, but all I really wanted to do was ride that triumph. The last day I burned a hole in my leg with the pipe and I still have that scar. I went for the next 20 years never missing a rally. I have so many Sturgis stories I could write a book. The ups and downs of the Rally, the storms and mudslides the perfect days and open roads, the road trips, the police, the tickets, the seedy strip clubs, the parties, the concerts, sleepless nights and rides with no lights, running out of gas, the crashes, jumping off stages, the injuries, the bikes, the customs, the project launches, the races, the hooligans, the people, and most of all the friends and Sturgis family. It’s been a crazy 30 years 🤦🏻‍♂️Holy shit I’m old. But I do still love this place. And I must of done some good along the way, the city of Sturgis asked me to be the Grand Marshall this year. One year my rear brake fails and I jump a bike into a crowd and a few years later I’m the Grand Marshall. Crazy how things work. I don’t know if that means I’ve made it, or if it’s a courtesy the city extends to people in the industry who are getting old. Either way it’s an honor and a bit of a place holder in time for how far I’ve ridden with that kid on an old triumph, ripping around the black hills with a shit eating grin and a hole in my leg.
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Last night, 03:00 am – when you're tiered and crave to be lost in an obtunding embrace of slumber, ...
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Last night, 03:00 am – when you're tiered and crave to be lost in an obtunding embrace of slumber, but sleep is not in mood to extricate you from your misery... . . . . . #Selfie #Selfies #black #BlackTshirt #LateNight #nightselfie #bedselfie #sleepless #sleepdeprived #tiered #beforesleep ... Last night, 03:00 am – when you're tiered and crave to be lost in an obtunding embrace of slumber, but sleep is not in mood to extricate you from your misery...
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I have started to share this like 3 times this week and just got busy or sleepy so here it goes; this ...
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I have started to share this like 3 times this week and just got busy or sleepy so here it goes; this Lady right here is the greatest and I mean greatest mother/mother-in-law a daughter could ever have! She has nursed her son (who is a grown man, and married, but is also still her baby), had sleepless ... I have started to share this like 3 times this week and just got busy or sleepy so here it goes; this Lady right here is the greatest and I mean greatest mother/mother-in-law a daughter could ever have! She has nursed her son (who is a grown man, and married, but is also still her baby), had sleepless nights, cleaned, did laundry, put up our Christmas tree, cooked dinner, and mothered her grandkids! All while her daughter-in-law was working 10 hr days and on a peak black out! Alice I can’t say thank you enough! #shesmine #hersonsaretaken #bestever
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Hard work pays off! After working countless hours, sleepless nights, focused and keeping my ...
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Hard work pays off! After working countless hours, sleepless nights, focused and keeping my head above the water, I was able to reward myself a new black jumper for incoming colder seasons. It’s so nice and comfortable. With me is 2008 Harley Davidson - Softail Rocker Custom which is available ... Hard work pays off!

After working countless hours, sleepless nights, focused and keeping my head above the water, I was able to reward myself a new black jumper for incoming colder seasons. It’s so nice and comfortable. With me is 2008 Harley Davidson - Softail Rocker Custom which is available for hire for weddings, photo and video shoot. DM me if you want to hire it. It’s LOUD AS!!! #WorkHard #NewJumper #AfterpayIsTheBest
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The morning after another 24-hour call shift at labor and delivery, I went for my routine rounding ...
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The morning after another 24-hour call shift at labor and delivery, I went for my routine rounding of families who delivered during my shift. Some days, patients all blur together and I am also a blur. Especially when I just feel inadequate and exhausted. But this one morning, the father offered ... The morning after another 24-hour call shift at labor and delivery, I went for my routine rounding of families who delivered during my shift. Some days, patients all blur together and I am also a blur. Especially when I just feel inadequate and exhausted. But this one morning, the father offered his newborn son to my arms. "Hold him. You helped bring him out to life. You should get to see what you work so hard for."
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I received him in surprise. Instinctively, I didn't feel ready. I didn't feel deserving. Afterall, we are trained to interact through the role of a clinician, and we are reminded daily (even hourly) of how short we fall in our knowledge and skills as medical students. There is typically no time to just hold babies for the sake of holding babies.

But cradling his newborn boy, I was completely absorbed into this tiny human bundled up in my arms. He had soft downy black hair, pale pink skin and plenty of oily white milia on his nose. He blinked his puffy eyes twice and settled in my embrace. He was purely beautiful and ever so alive. And then and there, my stresses dissipated. My sleepless nights became okay. The days feeling defeated and heartbroken became okay. For there was a precious gift of life sprouting anew in my embrace.

So hey, why not just cradle babies sometimes. It's the beauty in what we do.

#medicalstudent #clerkshipdiary #obstetrics
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When the night fall, the sky become all black and then you feel no more protected.. not just physically, ...
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When the night fall, the sky become all black and then you feel no more protected.. not just physically, but more of all emotionally and on your soul.. the mind start thinking, you start feeling more and more all what it scares you, the night becomes sleepless.. you try to fall asleep but it’s ... When the night fall, the sky become all black and then you feel no more protected.. not just physically, but more of all emotionally and on your soul.. the mind start thinking, you start feeling more and more all what it scares you, the night becomes sleepless.. you try to fall asleep but it’s not possible.. you just feel your heart shaking and your soul punched from all your thoughts.. but then a new day comes out and you’ve to wear something that doesn’t show all what you’ve gone trough the night cause the world is cruel and will try to punch you down even during the day! Just wear a smile like everything is ok and goes on in one more day.. 🌟❤️







#life #love #live #quote #night #thoughts #thinking #emotions #feelings #thatslife #smile #day #nature #landscape #sunset #travel #traveller #world #words #difficultworld #travelling #tenerife #spain #teide #nationalpark #vsco #vscocam #picture #thoughtful
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The Unbelievable Truth #blackandwhiteonly #onthebeach #sonicyouth #people #goodmorning #friday ...
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The Unbelievable Truth #blackandwhiteonly #onthebeach #sonicyouth #people #goodmorning #friday #sleepless #colormeonce #goo #album #mood #black #white #photograph #beach #day #sea #ocean #travel #casual #charlottesuntimes #sunrise #blackandwhitephoto #just #a #bobdylan ... The Unbelievable Truth #blackandwhiteonly #onthebeach #sonicyouth #people #goodmorning #friday #sleepless #colormeonce #goo #album #mood #black #white #photograph #beach #day #sea #ocean #travel #casual #charlottesuntimes #sunrise #blackandwhitephoto #just #a #bobdylan #style
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Dilek Tutamadan Kaydı Bütün Yıldızlar <span class="emoji emoji2728"></span> 🤨 #wish #to #record #all #stars <span class="emoji emoji1f4ab"></span> #home #sleep #amazzing ...
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Dilek Tutamadan Kaydı Bütün Yıldızlar 🤨 #wish #to #record #all #stars #home #sleep #amazzing #black #insta #cars #cool #photo #r #good #my #life #white #sleepless #instagram #photo #sweet #selfie #vscocam Dilek Tutamadan Kaydı Bütün Yıldızlar ✨ 🤨 #wish #to #record #all #stars 💫 #home #sleep #amazzing #black #insta #cars #cool #photo #r #good #my #life #white #sleepless #instagram #photo #sweet #selfie #vscocam
Now ds1 is personal <span class="emoji emoji1f4aa"></span>🏾 I literally watched her work hard for this...the sleepless nights,the headaches,the ...
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Now ds1 is personal 🏾 I literally watched her work hard for this...the sleepless nights,the headaches,the cold,no holidays,the black and white struggle ...d 1collar white she ad to wash before each exam...how I wod help her read out some cases while she dressed up for her exams so ... Now ds1 is personal 💪🏾
I literally watched her work hard for this...the sleepless nights,the headaches,the cold,no holidays,the black and white struggle 😂...d 1collar white she ad to wash before each exam😂😂😂...how I wod help her read out some cases while she dressed up for her exams so she won't forget...with her notes converted to lots n lots of detached sheets...with blue biro n red biro for cases...how too much reading made her join d glasses club😂😂😂...hw happy I was to welcome her to d club😂😂😂
To cut d story short...makin a first class in law school isn't a days job...d struggle was real...she nva rested...she worked hard...so I ddnt expect less...
Get your red scroll first cos Mumci is busy cooking up your first case from me😂
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#meetmylawyer💪🏾
#meetmybarrister
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on today i know some will have quotes about achieving goals, credentials, being black and educated, ...
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on today i know some will have quotes about achieving goals, credentials, being black and educated, and so much more... but not i. today is different for me. today represents 4.5 long but yet so short academic years, but also an amazing journey. the journey of defeating adversity. not many ... on today i know some will have quotes about achieving goals, credentials, being black and educated, and so much more... but not i. today is different for me. today represents 4.5 long but yet so short academic years, but also an amazing journey. the journey of defeating adversity. not many know the true story of why im graduating on today instead of may 13th, but im here to say i made it. my entire senior year was a mental drain and i remember putting inspirational quotes on my board to look at in the morning just to motivate me, but somehow that just wasn’t enough. depression kicked my ass, but i made it. i chose not to physically return to school, but i went back. during the month of may.... you couldnt have convinced me to walk the stage that i walked today, but i did it. there are many that i cannot thank enough nor show my level of appreciation for simply pushing me daily, monthly, whenever & overall being there through my journey but ill name a few: mom, dad, jaquila, kirsten, brea, ashley, dreama, chris, desiree, mattison, i love you all dearly.
i cant continue to write a book but just know, every sweat, tear, sleepless night, hunger pain, headache, everything is worth it.... and not because of the degree itself, but look at all the obstacles that were placed in front of you, all the doors shut in your face, when things seemed impossible.. but yet, you can still say that you made it! peace x blessings. #diyeezymadeit
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Had the most amazing definitely the most memorable 21st Birthday celebration ever. Just wanna ...
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Had the most amazing definitely the most memorable 21st Birthday celebration ever. Just wanna dedicate This post to each and everyone of you who took part in my birthday celebration. Whether its a simple wish, a surprise party, all the precious gifts I've received, for helping out for the ... Had the most amazing definitely the most memorable 21st Birthday celebration ever. Just wanna dedicate This post to each and everyone of you who took part in my birthday celebration. Whether its a simple wish, a surprise party, all the precious gifts I've received, for helping out for the party and for spending your time with me during that special day. I'm truly truly beyond grateful and blessed to have friends like you guys. From the bottom of my heart I wanna say thank you once again. And of course the most important person in my heart and the master behind all the sleepless nights, weeks of preparation, empty wallets. @kietkoh What more can i ask for from such a sweet boyfriend like you. You've been So dedicated, so loving, so so patient and so freaking romantic since day one until now. All the efforts you put into this relationship, how can I win you Now? I love you so much sweetheart. Please don't ever let go of my hand. I never realised how wonderful my life could be until I met you. You made everything we watch in dramas possible and you definitely make me feel like a princess every single day ❤. Happy 21st Birthday to myself🎉🎊. Special thanks to @wahdi_le.chouette.macaron for the cake and @lesleywardrobe for the beautiful dress and @imdavidliew_ for the beautiful pictures.
#21 #birthday #party #girl #blue #white #cake #black #dress #cake #ootd #potd #tb #igers #instadaily #instagood #food #like
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Shout-out to Black Jeopardy. We worked our arses off on this - sleepless nights and days all week. I haven’t answered a text in a week (sorry) . All the black writers and cast! All I want to do is go to bed. But this after party about to be lit. I’m tying to dance with Chadwick and my boyfriend. ... Shout-out to Black Jeopardy. We worked our arses off on this - sleepless nights and days all week. I haven’t answered a text in a week (sorry) 😩😩😩😩. All the black writers and cast! All I want to do is go to bed. But this after party about to be lit. I’m tying to dance with Chadwick and my boyfriend. 😩😂😂😩🙌🏽 #snl #blackjeopardy #tchalla #comedy #blackpanther #writersofinstagram #instagood #instavideo #instafunny #tv #film #nyc #happiness #wakandaforever #screenwriter #hollywood #producer #filmmakker #director #funnyvideos
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NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS ... First live radio play on lockdcityradio.com nuff respect to @gigilovimusic Lady Platinum (sleepless nights) Teekela (black dingo) first released singles ... available to download at spotify, I tunes, Amazon music, Google play and Deezer and thanks so ... NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS ... First live radio play on lockdcityradio.com nuff respect to @gigilovimusic
Lady Platinum (sleepless nights) Teekela (black dingo) first released singles ... available to download at spotify, I tunes, Amazon music, Google play and Deezer and thanks so much to everyone for you love and support so far
#singer #dj #music #ladyplatinum72 #song #reggae #singersongwriter
#radio #jamaica #montegobayjamaica #dancehall #artist #lovemusic #stageshow #sumfest #dreamweekend
@jamaicaobserver @tikeela11 🎶🎵🎵🎵🎵🎧🎧🎧
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💭 #daydreamer #nightthinker #sadness #darkness #sleepless #empty #full #bedtime #mindfuck ...
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💭 #daydreamer #nightthinker #sadness #darkness #sleepless #empty #full #bedtime #mindfuck #nothingtodo #survive #secret #dreams #destiny #black #thinking #music #world #früherwarallesbesser 💭 #daydreamer #nightthinker #sadness #darkness #sleepless #empty #full #bedtime #mindfuck #nothingtodo #survive #secret #dreams #destiny #black #thinking #music #world #früherwarallesbesser
Sleepless Nights; lifeless Days.Yesterday so colourful; now all black #Depri #SchmerzimHerz ...
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Sleepless Nights; lifeless Days.Yesterday so colourful; now all black #Depri #SchmerzimHerz #ichkannnichtmehr Sleepless Nights; lifeless Days.Yesterday so colourful; now all black #Depri #SchmerzimHerz #ichkannnichtmehr
 #black #mascara #darkness #light #life #ramblings #musings #tired #sleepless #insomnia #forever ...
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#black #mascara #darkness #light #life #ramblings #musings #tired #sleepless #insomnia #forever #broken #teen #confession #soulless #torments #black #mascara #darkness #light #life #ramblings #musings #tired #sleepless #insomnia #forever #broken #teen #confession #soulless #torments
Remy was walking around the mansion at night due to some sleepless nights he has been having for the ...
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Remy was walking around the mansion at night due to some sleepless nights he has been having for the past couple of days. He didnt think to see Jean or Emma because he thought this was just a battle he could fight on his own. Remy paced in his room for awhile "Dis is not keepin' Gambit entertained." ... Remy was walking around the mansion at night due to some sleepless nights he has been having for the past couple of days. He didnt think to see Jean or Emma because he thought this was just a battle he could fight on his own. Remy paced in his room for awhile "Dis is not keepin' Gambit entertained." he said softly "Gambit wonders if anyone is up?" Remy waked his way to his door, opened it and peeked his head through. It didnt seem that any was awake. [what am i do to?] He walked out of his room slowly and quietly as to not to wake anyone up. Remy down the halls of the mansion until he reached the library. It was quite and seemed undisturbed weird scene final's week was coming up for the kids who were there. Remy walked farther into the library searching among the books for that caught his interest, and also one to possibly put him to sleep. As he lightly went along the books with his right index finger he suddenly heard a noise. He turned his head to the entrance of the library and slowly made his way to the door. One thought was in his mind while he made his way to the and that thought was one that Pietro Maximoff, which was "...Although-- be on the lookout.". That moment was played over and over again in Remy's mind while he was blue to investigate the noise. [it sounded like it was coming from the main entrance.] Remy made his way to the main lobby of the mansion. It also looked undisturbed [am I making this up in my head?] He questioned but he wasnt. Remy looked farther then what he saw, checking the widows in the lobby. All but one were closed. Now this widow was barely open but Remy knew from his thief days that he always left a widow cracked for departing reasons, so he thought this must the case. Remy put his mind set to when he was a thief, thinking of what he would come here for. Maybe data on cerebro or on the danger or even sabotage to the black bird. All these factors could one of many possibilities that Remy thought of.
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Violet bombons, white chocolate and orange juice ganache spiced with some time 🕧🕧<span class="emoji emoji1f550"></span><span class="emoji emoji1f550"></span>eeeee i meant ...
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Violet bombons, white chocolate and orange juice ganache spiced with some time 🕧🕧eeeee i meant thyme and on top of everything (litterally) salt caramel....... fuck, fuck, motherfuckerrr, i mother fucking love those motherfuckersssss, they literally gave me an sleepless night ... Violet bombons, white chocolate and orange juice ganache spiced with some time 🕧🕧🕐🕐eeeee i meant thyme🌿🌿🌿🌿 and on top of everything (litterally) salt caramel....... fuck, fuck, motherfuckerrr, i mother fucking love those motherfuckersssss, they literally gave me an sleepless night of gastritis, greedy mother fucker..... and that means a lot for a creature such as me who HATES white "chocolate"............. los que no sepan ingles papi ponga el traductor, o pa que estan los seis niveles de ingles de la u ahhh papi papi a estudiar..... a uno no le regalan las notas de la u..... siempre eeeee #chocolate #bonbons #violet #caramel @chefsroll #thyme #shiny #dark #beautiful #black #food #dessert #shadows #bonbons #sweet #art #colors
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. स्याहियों ki kami nai, Bas लिखने ka Mann nahi karta, कोरे kagaj bhi apna फ़साना kuch yunhi bayan ...
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. स्याहियों ki kami nai, Bas लिखने ka Mann nahi karta, कोरे kagaj bhi apna फ़साना kuch yunhi bayan karte Hain.. . #sleepless #night #हम्म #thoghts #endlessthoughts #postpadhi #writing #aivii #thisdaythatyear #sidebyside #madeofpaper #life #eyes #black #blue #aanajana #bus #loc ... .
स्याहियों ki kami nai, Bas लिखने ka Mann nahi karta,
कोरे kagaj bhi apna फ़साना kuch yunhi bayan karte Hain..
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#sleepless #night #हम्म #thoghts
#endlessthoughts #postpadhi #writing
#aivii #thisdaythatyear #sidebyside #madeofpaper #life #eyes #black #blue #aanajana #bus #loc #hilltop #return #back #onecallaway #callnevercame #😂 #kalyaLAnam #likhdiyanaam # #nightisdarkandfullofterrors #yunhi
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Detailsssss! Using the new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill Use my code “TARENMUA” ...
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Detailsssss! Using the new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill Use my code “TARENMUA” for Morphe discount! Details: Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood @doseofcolors Sleepless on lips @benefitcosmetics Brow Contour ... Detailsssss!
Using the new Vault Collection by @morphebrushes X @jaclynhill
Use my code “TARENMUA” for Morphe discount!
Details:
Dark Magic and Armed and Gorgeous palettes used for the eyes!! @lillylashes Hollywood
@doseofcolors Sleepless on lips
@benefitcosmetics Brow Contour Pro in shade Brown Light
@tartecosmetics Black Clay Paint Liner
#morphebrushes #morphefam #thevaultchallenge #doseofcolors #benefitbrows #benefitcosmetics #tartecosmetics #tarteist #makeupbytaren #makeup #makeupartist #motd #mua #mississippimakeupartist #mississippibeautyblogger #wakeupandmakeup #hudabeauty #jaclynhill #vegas_nay
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