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It's magical. Took a lot of guts for the hell of a ride of my life the past few years. I can't even tell ...
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It's magical. Took a lot of guts for the hell of a ride of my life the past few years. I can't even tell or explain the irony pain the guilt the hurt and literally disappearing into the inability to walk to the bathroom of being so physically weak. But today I start my rebirth.... thank you my loved ... It's magical. Took a lot of guts for the hell of a ride of my life the past few years. I can't even tell or explain the irony pain the guilt the hurt and literally disappearing into the inability to walk to the bathroom of being so physically weak. But today I start my rebirth.... thank you my loved ones my friends my everything for never giving up on me to survive when I thought I couldn't.... why Chicago? Throw a pin on a 🌎 and just go! #blessed #learn #photos #loveyourself #newday #thankyou #ibeatdeath #saved #healed #heart #hiddentreasures #happiness
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Flash back: Through the looking glass! We view things differently much like this photo I took, captivated ...
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Flash back: Through the looking glass! We view things differently much like this photo I took, captivated by a moment of great company & conversation of "what if...?", "what would you do if...?", "if you had to...?", "if this happened you would...?", hypothetical questions on life. Is the ... Flash back: Through the looking glass! We view things differently much like this photo I took, captivated by a moment of great company & conversation of "what if...?", "what would you do if...?", "if you had to...?", "if this happened you would...?", hypothetical questions on life. Is the glass almost empty & running out? Nope! It was the start of being filled with more & more intoxicatingly exciting experiences. It is almost a warped visual of looking forth to what may come. The thing is, you really don't know what is coming. You can only live in the current moment as the curves of this image is all but that exact time, as be it a second too soon or a second too late the ride we see through the photo would have passed. I can't remember how many times this place was held sacred & we selected it as a place of bonding. I do remember distinct promises or unique ideals of the future. And that's it my friends, the point being that people change, steadfast beliefs & morals alter, promises are broken, the answers to all hypothetical questions may be forgotten. I have the memory of insanity, which can be a positive or negative trait. Tidings don't pass by the same way they overture other people. They adhere & are embedded. The disillusionment of when they are failed makes it harder to surmise & ascertain whether they were fabrications of beguilement or held credence & fidelity. However as we unable enumerate the future or transmute the past it can only be rationalised as impulse reactions of the mind during that juncture of time. Moments unforgotten to some & consigned to oblivion for others. But photos are a thing of beauty as they will bring you right back to a time & place & that is why I treasure the candid shots of an elapsing interval between time and space. Forget the selfies, you know what you look like, sometime in the near future try to liberate yourself from your own eyes & spellbind a simple image that will take you back to an ambience of intrigue. #wordsofwisdom #words #flashback #travelphotography #thoughts #photooftheday #real #cantstopwontstop #memories #word #truth #loveyourself #moments #time #art #photography #photos #learn #blessed
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Father's Day!Hallmark holiday? It should be named idol & hero! He left HK passion & determination ...
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Father's Day!Hallmark holiday? It should be named idol & hero! He left HK passion & determination for life. With a few hundred in hand. Mum followed after. No doubt though distance & no technology. Worked multiple jobs, sometimes no money for food. He has always been the man I look up to. I am ... Father's Day!Hallmark holiday? It should be named idol & hero! He left HK passion & determination for life. With a few hundred in hand. Mum followed after. No doubt though distance & no technology. Worked multiple jobs, sometimes no money for food. He has always been the man I look up to. I am an accident. My mother found she was sick when her love went to donate blood! A disease incurable & lack of study at the time. Did he leave? No! He choose a life of knowing it was difficult. They chose to have me despite tremendous risks. He promised her father to stick by her no matter what when asking for her hand! He stood by her side till the end. Telling me to go because I too will one day need my own partner, even though I fought, they insisted. My guilt has never left. I heard her flatline on the phone. He refuses to let me live with guilt reminding me you need to follow your heart. Though I thought at least mum met the man for me. His advice open & honest! Told me make my choices to learn from. His advice is not stereotyped. No bullshit. He understands pain & says nothing anyone can say or do because it is your own heart! He taught me help others even if they don't end up appreciating it. Always give but don't expect returns because this world has changed. Loyalty is rare! When problems arise people will forget all you did but don't stop even if it breaks you. He is the rarest breed. He doesn't pressure me to live the era they grew up in. Get married or don't have kids or don't your choice. All he wants is my happiness & will support my decisions. I am always going to have that friend. He is my number 1 and I am his! If you were not as lucky as me do not fear, my father will take you as his own if you have stood by me he will stand by you. He is inspiring with a heart so vast. But if you screw him over & over like myself to the edge of the line which takes a lot, he will go ape shit & that hood side will rise. I'm blessed to have pa too.I love you dad and pa! Happy idols and hero day! #father #daddy #happiness #trust #love #life #realtalk #truelove #thankyou #truth #instalike #words #real #instadaily #fathersday #word
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Flashback:Wandering the depths of Pinterest a few years ago, I fell in deep love with this image. ...
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Flashback:Wandering the depths of Pinterest a few years ago, I fell in deep love with this image. It has been a pinnacle piece of art that led me through many experiences & memories! It has followed me around the globe & taught me so much. Why is a simple image as such so important? This reminds ... Flashback:Wandering the depths of Pinterest a few years ago, I fell in deep love with this image. It has been a pinnacle piece of art that led me through many experiences & memories! It has followed me around the globe & taught me so much. Why is a simple image as such so important? This reminds me of life! We are made of up to 60% water. Essential for survival & as water flows in & out of our bodies so do memories & experiences. The heart will go through aches & pains. Happiness & joy. Deceit & woes. But as our bodies replenish so will our lives. It is a matter of conviction & willingness to heal our own souls. When I first found this it was centred around depth & deep love. I have starred at this many times & on occasion for hours. People may change forget the words they spoke , feelings & adorning eye to eye contact where true connections are made. I can't answer whether they were real or false or lures like on fish hooks as bait for passing time. But I know personally they were true & emanated from the soul with purity. As the heart of water falls & droplets disappear entering back into fleeting reality, we will never know what was real & what words & promises were true. I was told many things and inked faith and trust on myself. I hope that you all may have a moment of clarity that you can never believe real intentions of those surrounding you. You may not be that unique special entity. You may not be or mean all that you're told. You may too be a pastime of entertainment. Remember if apologies are never made, drastic destruction is born, & forth you question everything.The beauty of this image & the unforgettable moments will always be part of me even if they are quickly forgotten by others.I don't forget the greatest & worst times. I wish you all strangers & Friends to be blessed with truth in life & to fill the voids left behind. Remember you are not alone. We may smile but as one of my favourite quotes, " be kind to all as you don't know what battles they are fighting inside" #forever #cantstopwontstop #love #memories #truth #art #thoughts #life #pain #realshit #sad #realtalk #compassion #kindness #honesty #quotes #quote #real #wisdom #suryasta
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Without You: David Guetta Songs take you right back. I love singing and writing songs, but I appreciate the honesty of baring your entire soul! I can't win, I can't reign I will never win this game without you, without you I am lost, I am vain, I will never be the same without you, without ... Without You: David Guetta
Songs take you right back. I love singing and writing songs, but I appreciate the honesty of baring your entire soul!
I can't win, I can't reign
I will never win this game without you, without you
I am lost, I am vain,
I will never be the same without you, without you
I won't run, I won't fly
I will never make it by without you, without you, I can't rest, I can't fight
All I need is you and I, without you, without you
Oh oh oh
You! You! You!
Without
You! You! You! Can't erase, so I'll take blame, But I can't accept that we're estranged without you, without you
I can't quit now, this can't be right
I can't take one more sleepless night without you, without you
I won't soar, I won't climb
If you're not here, I'm paralyzed without you, without you
I can't look, I'm so blind
I lost my heart, I lost my mind without you, without you, I am lost, I am vain,I will never be the same without you, without you
#lost #broken #heart #missyou #love #truth #davidguetta #forever #hurt #pain #gone
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Flash back: 2005! Since you left dad and I, life has been a bit rough. I feel sorrow and pain. Guilt ...
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Flash back: 2005! Since you left dad and I, life has been a bit rough. I feel sorrow and pain. Guilt and anger. It's not an emotion I can explain and no one can understand the loss of someone you once lived inside of. Each year this time that comes, it's a reminder of loss and helplessness, bent lost ... Flash back: 2005! Since you left dad and I, life has been a bit rough. I feel sorrow and pain. Guilt and anger. It's not an emotion I can explain and no one can understand the loss of someone you once lived inside of. Each year this time that comes, it's a reminder of loss and helplessness, bent lost and alone. Missing my Mum. I used to walk around and do random things together with her when waiting to pick up my dad from work everyday. I'm so glad I have this memory of her smiling, making faces, and enjoying our lives together. Wherever you are I hope this is what you look and feel like now. For all of you that have been in this darkness I hope you make it through. I hope you have loved ones that reach out to you as small as a gesture of kindness and love as support. Those small things matter, they give you a sense that there are still people who care and are there for you always. Few and far between but I wish that for all of you. Never underestimate how much it means to someone. Mummy you gave me life and adventure thank you for your unconditional love. #love #death #motherhood #thankyou #words #life #missyou #heart #broken #lost #mummy
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Flashback 2014: Messages are hidden in fortune cookies. This one found randomly or fate perhaps ...
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Flashback 2014: Messages are hidden in fortune cookies. This one found randomly or fate perhaps laying on the sand in Krabi. Was there a reason it appeared along the entire stretch of beach? What are the chances of finding it when surrounded by billions of grains of sand, shells, people, & ... Flashback 2014: Messages are hidden in fortune cookies. This one found randomly or fate perhaps laying on the sand in Krabi. Was there a reason it appeared along the entire stretch of beach? What are the chances of finding it when surrounded by billions of grains of sand, shells, people, & sadly trash. Noise that could have distracted me from this, there it lay as if sent to me. "Training aches & pains will be beneficial tomorrow". Tomorrow came...aches & pains flooded in with the ocean tide. Unfortunately I did not train. Didn't look to see if "the grass was greener on the other side"there was no other side. Living in the moment was all that mattered. Torn between whether I should have taken note of this mysterious message. Should I have been more cautious? Should I have walked carefully & not blindly? Or do we just go with the ebb & flow of the water as tomorrow may never come so why indulge in such depth & just live. It's daunting that I don't know! When this photo was taken I was on the side of "no worries, be happy", & now that I am unsure in my decisions it's self heartbreaking. Today a friends dad dropped by & handed me a pamphlet with no idea of my finger incident about fingers & hands, what they represent. I wondered how can such a perplexing coincidence occur. The randomness of this threw me off & reminded me of this photo. Do you ever look around notice things that may just pass you by? Do you walk around reminded of things? Or do you easily shut off these little things that could hold greater signs & significance? I'm not sure how you are, these kind of thoughts our in our own minds & hardly ever shared, if ever. I get left behind walking with people, looking at my surroundings that strike me & capture them with photos as they intrigue me. Perhaps today just notice something that could be insignificant in daily life & see how it makes you feel? Are we constantly being sent life rafts of knowledge but with society now, media & technology distracted that we miss them as we stare at the screens in our hands. I believe there is more to learn, we just have to open our eyes & hearts to see it. I hope & wish you all may astonished today by something. Xoxo
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Now: Once upon a time I met this girl my childhood besties friends cousin. She was probably 13-14 ...
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Now: Once upon a time I met this girl my childhood besties friends cousin. She was probably 13-14 or so and it's possible I met her when she was a baby too! Fast forward about 25 years (quarter decade , pretty scary) and she became a saviour. She doesn't know how precious she is and what she has done ... Now: Once upon a time I met this girl my childhood besties friends cousin. She was probably 13-14 or so and it's possible I met her when she was a baby too! Fast forward about 25 years (quarter decade , pretty scary) and she became a saviour. She doesn't know how precious she is and what she has done to keep me going. She's the kind of person you meet and you fall in love with. Yes she's beautiful on the outside, but that's not the beauty that matters. We all grow old and get saggy and grey. Most people probably will never be blessed like I have been to know the REAL inner person that she is. I have had a kinda shit outta luck time in the past few years. And went from a filled social calendar to refusing to leave the house. I finally leave for a very good friends birthday and get the guts to step outside. I come home and this is sitting on the table to welcome me back. I know I recently posted about her but this makes me tear up. It's almost like a pat on the back or a trophy for being brave and I won a prize. I hope everyone has someone like this. I hope some of you will get to experience her heart. There are no words to describe our relationship, they haven't been invented yet. There are no ways to explain the emotions when you see something like this. Through everything that's happened someone, something, somewhere is reminding me and sending me angels or protectors or whatever your beliefs call them. I really wish for all beings to have this kind of indescribable entity in their lives! For it will keep you going in the rain, snow, sleet, earthquakes and disasters that are inevitable in life. Last time I said it was the small things that count! This is not small, this is bigger than the universe! Be blessed today xoxo #cantstopwontstop #givelovetotheuniverse #indescribable #blessed #friends #roommates #mcdonalds #love #suryasta #thankyou @stephwang
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Flash back: So there was a time when this was so hilarious I couldn't stop laughing for weeks! Regular ...
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Flash back: So there was a time when this was so hilarious I couldn't stop laughing for weeks! Regular toothbrush next to (what the hell is that thing) next to a Japanese hotel mini brush. I wasn't sure if it was meant for a horse, but now I know it was meant for people with just some issues that needed ... Flash back: So there was a time when this was so hilarious I couldn't stop laughing for weeks! Regular toothbrush next to (what the hell is that thing) next to a Japanese hotel mini brush. I wasn't sure if it was meant for a horse, but now I know it was meant for people with just some issues that needed a good cleaning from the low blows and a mouth full of delirium. I ponder if people even remember what they say, whether they mean it, or if they are living in an alternate reality. The mouth is a very powerful tool. And too often horrible things get spit out (or typed out) now that no one actually talks to each other. I think people should look back and think about what they have said clean themselves up with this gigantism of a beast toothbrush and reflect upon their actions. We don't always mean to hurt each other but the bravest and most respectable humans are the ones that have the audacity to tuck in their private parts and apologize rather than be defensive or stubborn just to be right for the sakes of it. This also applies to gossiping and sharing other people's private stories, do you share your toothbrush and feel clean? I sure don't, it's a dirty thing to do. Keep the plague in your own mouth and don't borrow my brush because I'm not going to pass it on. If more people took action and had the strength to do so, the world would be filled with more happiness and less animosity. Perhaps you too can give more love to the universe if you can just clean out the skeletons in your closet and do the right thing. We all fuck up, it's only human! But don't use this huge toothbrush to sweep the errors and mistakes under the rug. Use it to make a fresh and clean start and you will wake up with a breath of fresh air. #cantstopwontstop #suryasta #wtf #hilarious #clean #reflection #mistakes #start #gossip #word #wordsofwisdom #wordstoliveby #sorrynotsorry #imsorry #givelovetotheuniverse #flashback
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Flash back: in 2013 if you asked me what I would be doing and where I would be, I would have had no idea! ...
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Flash back: in 2013 if you asked me what I would be doing and where I would be, I would have had no idea! But during that time I would have answered wherever I am I know I would be smiling! This photo was taken at one of the happiest moments in my life! It was the start of an era that would change the entirety ... Flash back: in 2013 if you asked me what I would be doing and where I would be, I would have had no idea! But during that time I would have answered wherever I am I know I would be smiling! This photo was taken at one of the happiest moments in my life! It was the start of an era that would change the entirety of oneself. Not knowing what may come and how life will change is an adventure itself. If you ask me the same question today I have the exact same answer. The things I have learnt since then are incredible! An impeccable amount of soaring highs and a devastating amount of collapsing lows. I did not exactly expect that the path, that I did not choose myself, would have led me this direction. I had more faith in the other road that split at the crossroads. Whether I was foolish or blind or perhaps even none of those things I know that I have been forever changed into an alternate universe. I wish for all of you whether we are friends, strangers, whether we have met or not that you will also have that moment in life where when this photo was taken and the up-soaring full heart of happiness I possessed. May you all have a wonderful life xoxo! ❤ #cantstopwontstop #givelovetotheuniverse #happiness #life #love # #truth #flashback #reality
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My roommate is always so thoughtful! And I really appreciate her for all that she is! It's not the ...
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My roommate is always so thoughtful! And I really appreciate her for all that she is! It's not the big things it's the little things like one time I was excited about this waffle, she will remember and you will wake up one day and it's ordered and sitting there waiting for you! She does the kindest ... My roommate is always so thoughtful! And I really appreciate her for all that she is! It's not the big things it's the little things like one time I was excited about this waffle, she will remember and you will wake up one day and it's ordered and sitting there waiting for you! She does the kindest little things that just make you feel lucky! @stephwang you the best, ahem where are my Instagram memes for the day hahahahah. Thank you for your amazing heart! Things go better with a little bit of SWZS! #love #friends #roomates #roomies #thoughtful #cantstopwontstop #waffles #girlfriends
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Happy birthday Pdan @pcpliu ! May we have many more candles to come and many more laughs! True friends ...
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Happy birthday Pdan @pcpliu ! May we have many more candles to come and many more laughs! True friends are hard to come by! You've got a friend in me You've got a friend in me If you've got troubles, I've got 'em too There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you We stick together and can see it through Cause ... Happy birthday Pdan @pcpliu ! May we have many more candles to come and many more laughs! True friends are hard to come by! 🎼You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
If you've got troubles, I've got 'em too
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
We stick together and can see it through
Cause you've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me🎼 #givelovetotheuniverse #cantstopwontstop #birthday #nicholsons #friends #family #love #happiness #bestie
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