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My back looks like a croissant :) Healthy eating suits me. Hope my noods brighten some1s day <span class="emoji emoji1f334"></span>
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My back looks like a croissant :) Healthy eating suits me. Hope my noods brighten some1s day My back looks like a croissant :)
Healthy eating suits me.
Hope my noods brighten some1s day 🌴
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Um a client bought me flowers who said romance is dead <span class="emoji emoji1f339"></span>
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Um a client bought me flowers who said romance is dead Um a client bought me flowers who said romance is dead 🌹
Incall looks 🌬 never neglect ur inner chav. Nurture that smudged eyeshadow chuggy chewing bin fire ...
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Incall looks 🌬 never neglect ur inner chav. Nurture that smudged eyeshadow chuggy chewing bin fire setting bitch w all u got 🛏 Incall looks 🌬 never neglect ur inner chav. Nurture that smudged eyeshadow chuggy chewing bin fire setting bitch w all u got 🛏
I can date my photos by my ratio of hipfat and the colour of my bathwater Circa 2016 fresco My recent ...
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I can date my photos by my ratio of hipfat and the colour of my bathwater Circa 2016 fresco My recent hobby is stalking all the super tan glammed up girls instas that r always going to music festivals or getting fancied up for the club at the weekend i love it. Anyone that can look good in cropped ... I can date my photos by my ratio of hipfat and the colour of my bathwater
Circa 2016 fresco
My recent hobby is stalking all the super tan glammed up girls instas that r always going to music festivals or getting fancied up for the club at the weekend i love it. Anyone that can look good in cropped leggings and a boob tube is a force to be reckoned w
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How am i supposed to be an adult when i never got the opportunity to be a child. The stress of all those ...
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How am i supposed to be an adult when i never got the opportunity to be a child. The stress of all those years is still chewing me apart and i cant continue to bare the weight of it any longer. I was strong because i had no choice. I was independant because i had no choice. 20 years old and im less capable ... How am i supposed to be an adult when i never got the opportunity to be a child. The stress of all those years is still chewing me apart and i cant continue to bare the weight of it any longer. I was strong because i had no choice. I was independant because i had no choice. 20 years old and im less capable of looking after myself than i was as a child. Energy is a give and take and Im still paying the price. Even now im still leaning on my own shoulder. And everytime i fall down and ask for help, faceles adults glare back at me telling me to grow up and to just get over it and be independant. Nothing would give me more joy than running a knife through them and watching them all bleed to death.
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I got blocked from facebook messanger n putting up status n all that jazz cause i made a rookie mistake ...
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I got blocked from facebook messanger n putting up status n all that jazz cause i made a rookie mistake out of the sake or curiosity and ultimately stupidity n got HACKED; not ignoring anyone intentionally evem though i tend do that that all the time anyway because isolation is my only solice. ... I got blocked from facebook messanger n putting up status n all that jazz cause i made a rookie mistake out of the sake or curiosity and ultimately stupidity n got HACKED; not ignoring anyone intentionally evem though i tend do that that all the time anyway because isolation is my only solice.
Im v inconsistent with wearing my corsets because i always wake up at like 5pm everyday n can never be bothered but the compression although it can be uncomfortable to an extent its comforting. Im so inonsistent in every aspect of my life im dumb n i im so dependant on others because pretty much 90% of my brain cells r dead my body is decaying n theres literally no hope in purification. All my support has been dropped again n im too pathetic to leave the house for appointments. Im truly a pitiful creature. Ive grown weak. Maybe its the after effect of years or stress and forced independance. Maybe its the fact ive been left suffer with untreated mental illness and adhd because my psychiatrist doesnt beleive a word i say, but most of all im not a being built to last. a failure in every condition. My body and mind a mere scrambled fraction of its former potential. My spirit circuits snipped and pulled from me lika a loose thread from a sweater. i live in a constant state of fear. panic and helplessness. itd unbecoming. Im truly useless. Home doesnt ever feel right. everything around me is dirty and ill fitting but no mater how i arrange my surroundings the room feels uncomfortable. my teeth hurt and my body feels weak. My body smells rotten. A overwhelming smell of mould and infection, no matter how many times i wash. Its futile. These insides are toxic sludge. i hope its all over soon. The chance of me returning to my real self seem slimmer everyday, but if i dont erase this body soon ill never know. Ill happily die the curious cat. And if it amounts to nothing so be it. Nothing would be a gift in itself. I have nothing to live for. Im not scared to die. im scared of the pain but if i cant overcome something so simple i dont deserve to go forward. it will be time soon. im just waiting for the next cycle.
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Without a heavy heart im kicking off my "diet" tomorrow, nothing crazy, just more protein n smaller ...
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Without a heavy heart im kicking off my "diet" tomorrow, nothing crazy, just more protein n smaller portions. N cutting out all my junk food except for the occasional treat it'll be nice to shift some of this extra puppy fat n let my organs yknow breathe (im an apple shape i hold all my fat in my ... Without a heavy heart im kicking off my "diet" tomorrow, nothing crazy, just more protein n smaller portions. N cutting out all my junk food except for the occasional treat 🍰 it'll be nice to shift some of this extra puppy fat n let my organs yknow breathe (im an apple shape i hold all my fat in my mid section) im the heaviest I've ever been. But its given my body time to bounce back and recover, my digestion is working so much better again, but i have to say its a big blow to my confidence maintaining this weight. N i really need to get over the habit of eating my feelings and using food as a coping skill. Sort of out the frying pan n into the fire. I don't have a weight goal. And i don't own any scales! I just know that with correct portions. And moving around more that it will very easily drop off! N i hearby swear to not fall into a relapse lmao. I was always kind of slim growing up and i think that's why i find it so difficult to identify with my body. Cause in my head im still 14yo me cutting about in my purple jeans tucked into my socks. no geeing a hoot, puberty was an extremely distressing time, and as a child i was always hyper aware of my body which led to having to deal with a lot of "matured insecurities" that children shouldn't really be worried or thinking about. i think this year i also wanna treat myself big time to some cosmetic procedures for my biggest insecurty areas. cause diet n exercise cant effect where i store fat. or my bone structure. dealing with eating disorders and hormonal issues snce being so young has had a masive impact on my body. n im happy n dandy to spend a little money on myself fixing my biggest insecurities if it means i can stand to look at myself in a mirror again naked without crying lol. itd be nice to be able to wear nice clothes again and feel nice in them. N i know people are turned off by the thought of cosmetic procedures but in all honesty. id rather pay my life's savings away if it meant i could live in my body a little more peacefully again. "accepting my flaws" isn't gonnae make my asymmetrical buttcheecks dissapear or look more flattering in a bodycon so hush ya mouf 🍎
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When ya cba buying new spacers so u just cover up ur ear holes<span class="emoji emoji2122"></span> with stickerz. Im a dirty little sneak ...
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When ya cba buying new spacers so u just cover up ur ear holes with stickerz. Im a dirty little sneak there's like a 90% probability ill give into the impulse to get a face tat but that's OK because i love em these edits r so cringey }mwuah~ When ya cba buying new spacers so u just cover up ur ear holes™ with stickerz. Im a dirty little sneak 🍴 there's like a 90% probability ill give into the impulse to get a face tat but that's OK because i love em 🐜 these edits r so cringey }mwuah~
Watching darling in the franxx ( ˘ ³˘)<span class="emoji emoji2764"></span> orite trident heed. Gentle gently 034628974623645721897002.543612.001 ...
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Watching darling in the franxx ( ˘ ³˘) orite trident heed. Gentle gently 034628974623645721897002.543612.001 numbers bleed too no need to think let them spill let them spill spill Watching darling in the franxx
( ˘ ³˘)❤ orite trident heed. Gentle gently 034628974623645721897002.543612.001 numbers bleed too no need to think let them spill let them spill spill
Gave myself another depression haircut because im deeply flawed and never learn. Gained like another ...
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Gave myself another depression haircut because im deeply flawed and never learn. Gained like another half+ a depression stone because the only thing that makes me feel better is eating from the minute i wake up till i can fall asleep again. Im too exhausted to hold conversations. I have nothing ... Gave myself another depression haircut because im deeply flawed and never learn. Gained like another half+ a depression stone because the only thing that makes me feel better is eating from the minute i wake up till i can fall asleep again. Im too exhausted to hold conversations. I have nothing to say or add. My kitchen and patio are pilling up with rubbish because i cant bring myself to step outside to my own bins. I don't want to be seen. I feel dirty when they look at me. Like i can feel their eyes groping me. Squeezing my body and inspecting every deformity. I feel unclean and exposed every moment im awake. Caught in an endless cycle of fantasisng about things that will never be. Im here in this bed but im somewhere else too. Someone else. Im so still. Like a pond right before you throw a stone in. Im a bystander to my own existence. Neither growing nor destroying myself im empty and idle. Im eternally burntout. Short and intense has always been my style whether i liked it or not. Ill die young and im okay with that.
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Temporary haitus from my pill. My tits have shrunk by like 1/3 im gaining MAD amounts of weight around ...
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Temporary haitus from my pill. My tits have shrunk by like 1/3 im gaining MAD amounts of weight around my stomach and mid section which is physically uncomfortable n feels like its restricting my movement, i cant bust a nut and if i do by chance manage to force myself to orgasm its dry af. My sex ... Temporary haitus from my pill. My tits have shrunk by like 1/3 im gaining MAD amounts of weight around my stomach and mid section which is physically uncomfortable n feels like its restricting my movement, i cant bust a nut and if i do by chance manage to force myself to orgasm its dry af. My sex drive has packed up n left for war without any promise of returning. Im still dealing with breakthrough bleeds (though not as many as my last pill) n im still fucking exhausted and have 0 endurance 24/7 stay tuned to hear me probably regret this decision. Suffer and complain about it next week 🐜
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