Support your favorite SWs during this time if you can. In order for me to stay healthy and do my part to flatten the curve, I am not seeing any clients this week. I’ll be smoking weed (I’m almost out though 😳😬), drinking bourbon, and cuddling with the menagerie on MyFreeCams. I am even skipping going to the gym, since I have some equipment here at home.
So do your part: social distance yourself, jerk off to me at home (I also have an OnlyFans at Fans.NyomiStar.com), and hang with me on cam. Just remember to wash your hands for at least 20-seconds after you rub one out. 😜 •
Oh, and maybe pick up a fucking book, people, and read! Ya know the thing that our current moron-in-office never does and what most Millennials & Gen-Zers forgot how to do.
I’m glad I live alone (well, alone-ish) and kind of an introvert to begin with. People are dumb. Dogs are love.
I’m staying cuddled with the pups and kitties this weekend. I’ll be getting on MyFreeCams, so you may still virtually hang out with me as America continues to fail at handling COVID-19.
#dogislove #humansaredumb #nomakeup #nofilter
A high quality man will want every part of me: my compassion, my intelligence, my intensity, my love, and my darkness, as much as he wants my body and my attention. He will tend to my scars and help me heal as I continue to heal myself, instead of deepening the wounds inflicted by so many people before him did.
#nofilter #noedit #onlylipstickandconcealer #myskinisthatamazing
At one time my one rep max back squat was 250#. I don’t know where that strength went. 🤷🏻♀️ •
Strength today: Back Squat, 7 x 1, Every 2 minutes at 90%
#crossfit #crossfitgirls #girlswholift #gym #fit #fitfam #weightlifting #motivation #hwpo #fitness #squats
My fake eyelashes are stuck together from all the tears last night and today. I hate being right most of the time. Once the recent Millennial fuckboy told me he was only twenty-five, one of the first things I texted him was, “We’ll see how long it takes you to become scared of me.” •
This time, it took one month. 🤷🏻♀️ •
Yes, I am a lot to deal with, but I am so fucking worth it. I am an intelligent, strong, beautiful on the inside and out (Did you take a good look at this photo? This is no makeup and no editing in LR, just good lighting and my amazing skin), artistically talented, strong work ethic woman with oral skills that men never fucking forget and a tight pussy because no kid has been pushed out of there.
I know all this. I do. The tireless battle I have inside my head as a ping-pong between the thought that I’ve just been dealt a slew of people who haven’t been my match, and the thought that I’m too fucking sad for anyone to love me as much as I may come to love them is fucking exhausting.
But it’s still disappointment when you open yourself up to someone and they run away like most people before him did. Despite people failing me time and time again, I still hope and trust that they will not hurt me; that they will at least be considerate to my fragile heart and make an effort not to break me again.
But my endless supply of loneliness and sadness, and my constant need to be touched, loved, kissed, and fucked is too much for most. (I will add this side note that I only want this with someone I have chemistry with. I still think it is fortuitous for people to find their match. And I have been the person who rejected someone else).
I know it will take a much stronger, intelligent man for me to ride out life with, but your indifference is what is hurting me the most.
Boy, if I’m offering my sexy self up to you for free and you’re barely showing any interest in fucking me, you can bet your ass I’m bouncing to the next dick. YOU’RE the one who is lucky that gets to hit this. But ya gotta try to match my interest. I’m like a cat (which my girlfriends from high school said I would be if I was an animal; We were studying “Animal Farm” then). I don’t need to be smothered with affection, but I do require some attention.
Tired of these fucking excuses. 🙄 You’re on your phone liking other girls’ photos, but ya can’t respond back to me when all I’m asking is for you to fuck me?
Boy, bye. 👋
Next fuckboy, please.
Damn, working out in the humidity sucks. I dropped into Reebok CrossFit on Miami Beach.
1 set of 20 back squats at 55% - 155#.
1 set of 10 back squats at 67.5% - 165#.
1 set of 10 back squats at 70% - 170#. •
2 Rounds of -
600 m run
30 Russian KB at 24kg
30 box step overs
Halfway through the first set of box step overs and I knew I was going to die on the second part. 😅
I think I sweated off five pounds and I ate only about 15 Frosted Mini-Wheats today (there was only enough for that many in the tiny bowl in my hotel). So hey, maybe I’ll slim down some more and mainstream porn won’t think I’m too thick and too ugly too shoot. 🤷🏻♀️ But I doubt it.
I’ve been tweeting this hashtag the past few days. If you don’t understand my self-deprecating humor to highlight the biases and politics of porn than you probably shouldn’t be following me. 🤷🏻♀️